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it feels so good to cut again.

why does something bad have to happen every time i decide i should try to get better?

every thought leads to "i should die"

fuck bandaids. thanks for the contact dermatitis 😭 a baby version of it but still, annoying.

I really hope that my mom won’t try and stop me from cutting. like let me do what I want with my body, it makes me feel better. I could be doing drugs or something. I regret ever telling anyone. I should’ve known how she would react. fuck this.

I love lying to my doctor. that I have to tell her no, I don’t have a plan, haven’t hurt myself, or thought about both. i’m scared what will happen if I do. I’m over 18 so idk if they can admit me to the hospital involuntarily but I don’t want to find out. I just hate having to tread so lightly around that subject. I just wish I could be honest.

haunted-goth-whore

At this point

I'm just waiting to die

But death is takin' her sweet fuckin' time.

so anxious I can’t sleep 😭😭 how many pills do I have to take until I pass out?

changing the way I bandage my cuts so they heal better and I don’t have to use bandaids anymore. also trying different blades. we’ll see if I like them…

down another 11 lbs bro why do I feel so much fatter now then when I started? i’m down like 25 pounds in total and I feel like I look the same. I don’t know.

WHY AM I LOWKEY ALLERGIC TO MY BANDAIDS. THEY ITCH SO FUCKING BAD IM GONNA KMS

jellybellyjane1

Maturing is realizing you’re a curse on society and should kill yourself.

shout out not being able to last longer than a day without cutting yourself! best feeling ever.

I want to cut so badly. I feel like shit. at least when i’m on my meds i’m not disgustingly anxious all the time, just one mild inconvenience from ending my shit.

there I go, ruining everything for everyone else because I just can’t fucking help being a horrible person I guess. I know they all wish I was dead too.

baffledbirdbandit

Who wants to volunteer to shoot me in the head

someone please just shoot me

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