luv(sic) dead

personal + art blog - icon & side image by twyrine

[kiagise]

heya I haven't been active at all for ages except for the very occasional reblogging on my side blog but I recently ordered a new tablet that's on the way which will hopefully help motivate me to start drawing and maybe even... post again!? maybe! (rusty af)

idk hope y'all are good if anyone is still active and reading this ✌️

[kiagise]

Asselin doodle for his bday back in october & Kuro for Tamanaegi@twitter for the sidem secret santa a few days ago 

[kiagise]

I’m still so unmotivated to draw/post but these are some old Syoko related doodles since it’s her bday in Japan timezone 🍄

[5hehzada]

hello! i’m opening sketch commissions for a short time with 3 slots available feel free to message or email for any questions! 

examples of past commissions: https://5hehzada.tumblr.com/tagged/commission

[kiagise]

this counts as art right 

[kiagise]

I could be your angle

[kiagise]

Glariza... pretty?

yes

[kiagise]

this was meant to be for their birthday way back on june 2

[m-oshun-deactivated20251105]

these are soul sucking good times, I want to provide a pick me up if I can so donate $5 to my ko-fi https://ko-fi.com/motion and get a sketch!!! I’ll be slow but it’s gonna be chill for both of us, real good. RB appreciated

[kiagise]

I also made Vivian’s dress (no photoshoot bc she’s in prison)

[kiagise]

Nadjas... (the full picture!)

[kiagise]

goats

[kiagise]

idols!

[kiagise]

thank you for the questions!! I got too excited to answer that I forgot & didn’t draw doodles to add like I said I would... forgive me

@bean-of-nerves​

I think my favorite thing about Gowther is how altruistic he is!!!!! There are multiple instances where he disregards his own safety or even life for the sake of helping his loved ones. Like trying to revive Nadja with his heart that at the moment he was uncertain if it would kill him in the process (the “if it would bring you back… for you… I don’t care what happens to me” quote makes me fuckin insane & the panel… dare I say… poetic cinema) to even having Merlin add a self-destruct function on him as a last resort to stop Mael.

Casually helping out your dad commit war crimes & ruining a man’s life (it was all for the sake of wife love & devotion so this is a sexy crime)

Fitting to his character he has an immense & beautiful heart. He has been a morally grey character for a great part of the story but he’s genuinely so sweet & full of love

I relate to a lot to him mostly his problematique pre-memories/emotion-suppression era (mentally ill bitches with trauma that make bad decisions during unstable moments & make others hate you make some noise). I think his development throughout the story is one of the best. I can only aspire to be someone so strong & kind.

Also he’s a nonbinary bi icon, is thotty, cute & doesn’t give a shit!!! what a legend 

@m-oshun​

I don’t remember any recent dreams... I usually don’t have any/forget them quickly. I actually prefer to not have dreams, good or bad, because when I wake up it feels like I didn’t get enough rest. Also good dreams can be heartbreaking when you wake up & realize it wasn’t real... There was also a point in my life a few years ago where I had a lot of zombie related nightmares for some reason? The concept of trying to survive a zombie apocalypse specially with the strong & fast kind of zombies is terrifying like just shoot me & use my body as a bonfire or something I’m out!!!!!!

[kiagise]

my friend code

[kiagise]

sketchbook gataris

[thanaticist]

linework commission for @kiagise (cropped to avoid tumblr compression)