Stop letting your heart and your pussy choose your men.
Iâm confused, what is leftâŚ
Oh nvm lmao my brain. You right sis lol you is right
You really forgot your whole brain.
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Stop letting your heart and your pussy choose your men.
Iâm confused, what is leftâŚ
Oh nvm lmao my brain. You right sis lol you is right
You really forgot your whole brain.
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rec list: bucky barnes
I spent countless hours binge-reading Bucky Barnes fics here. I live for stories that leave my eyes swollen from crying and make my heart flutter, and this is my way of showing my deepest admiration for those works. This masterlist gathers the stories and authors whose writing captured my heart and made me fall in love with their craft.
1. HOMESICK FOR ARMS THAT NEVER HELD ME by @rintxt
2. RIGHT WHERE YOU LEFT ME (Part I) and (Part II) by @redemptive-truth
3. THE RING by @solaceinruin
4. ONE INCH DEEPER by @marvelstoriesepic
5. TRACES OF A LONELY WORLD (Part I) and (Part II) by @bcksbarnes
6. BORROWED TIME (Part I) and (Part II) by @orellazalonia
7. THE TIME WE COULDN'T HAVE by @sassandscribbles
8. BETRAYAL by @onlyforsebastianstan
9. PRESSURE POINTS by @crybabycabin
10. DROWNING OUT THE SORROW by @redd-blushing-roses
11. A LOVE LETTER TO STONE by @cheekybarnes
12. WHEN THE SUN HITS (IT MATTERS WHERE YOU ARE) by @rosesaints
13. LOATHE ISN'T STRONG ENOUGH by @honeysucklewatr
14. LIFE ON YOUR LINE (ongoing series) by @riamaple
15. YOU PROMISED ME FOREVER by @mannien
16. TAKE ME BACK TO THE NIGHT WE MET by @buckybabesonly
17. LITTLE DOVE by @barnesonly
18. RUIN THE FRIENDSHIP by @mcrdvcks
19. COME BACK TO ME by @peterparkive
20. UNSAID, UNNAMED by @neeeed-y
21. LOST IN THE WILD by @daddyjackfrost
22. YOU VEX ME by @blowingbarnes
23. ONLY SAFE WITH YOU by @daxisyzz
24. POLITICAL ANIMALS (Part I), (Part II), and (Part 3) by @n3ptoonz
25. BUCKY BOSSA NOVA by @houseofhyde
26. FOR YOUR CONSIDERATION (Series Masterlist) by @daydreamgoddess14
27. HOT N' READY by @spdrveil
28. ELEVATOR, BABY! by @aquaticmercy
29. 11PM SESSIONS by @whoispedro
30. BITTER SWEET CAFĂ by @kiba-uwuzuka
31. ARE YOU OUT TONIGHT? by @54nboo
32. STALKER by @buckysgirlll
33. DREAMS COME TRUE by @satlun
34. MATCH POINT (Part I) & (Part II) by @chipotleburritobowl
đ: Iâll keep adding more to this list as I go (updated: 02/15)
Morality
Summary: You're a friend of Lenora's who doesn't attend the local church and never has.
Warning: Includes sacrilegious details and talk of suicide and sexual assault. Heavy on the religious trauma.
Note: Wrote this because I'm real into The Devil All the Time and wanted to try writing something in my own accent lmao. It's also basically proof that I still know how to write a little. Sorry it's not Marvel. Read first by @kiba-uwuzuka so blame her if there's mistakes.
"You got those peaches counted yet, or you just standin' there zoning out again?" The manager's voice cut through the backroom's flickering fluorescent hum. You blinked down at the clipboard in your hands, realizing you'd been staring at the same number for three minutes.
"Yessir," you murmured, voice lighter than you feel, but just as thin. You stepped to the door and hung the clipboard on the wall beside it, glancing once more to the room before shuffling into the aisles to look for something productive to do; something that might take your attention off of the way time has slowed to a crawl, every second after finding out that Lenora was dead dragging on despite every urge to end it alongside her.
That's dramatic. You're not dramatic. But you're also not happy.
The citrus-scented floor cleaner burned your nose as you crouched to wipe smeared fingerprints off the glass cooler doors from Mrs. Neeley's sticky-handed children wrecking the store at Too-Early o'clock.
You didn't hear him approach, he'd always moved quiet as a shadow, but the sudden shift in air pressure and the faint perfume of funeral flowers clinging to him made you freeze mid-wipe before you even turned your head.
Arvin's knuckles were white where they gripped the shelf edge and his eyes were near you but not on you. You turned back to the glass for a long moment before standing, not bothering to finish the job before tucking the wipe beside her and turning to face him but not look at him- reciprocating the soft boundary.
"I'm sorry," you mumbled, hoping for sincere but sounding more like habit- the thing you know is right to do when a sister kills herself and you miss the funeral.
Arvin exhaled sharply through his nose, like he was trying to breathe away the smell of chrysanthemums still clinging to his collar. His fingers twitched against the shelf. "She wrote somethin' to you," he said. "Not a letter. Just... scribbles in her Bible."
You nod, not looking at him yet- just staring into the two feet of space between you. "I'd ask you to tear the page out for me, but I don't think Emma'd appreciate that."
His fist clenches on the shelf edge again, tighter for a second before it disappears entirely, buried in his pocket. "Grandma hasn't seen it."
You nod again, looking further away like you can feel your own grief radiating off of you and pooling into his on the cracked tile beneath you both.
"She okay?" you ask halfheartedly, though there's no sarcasm in the question. Emma has never been the biggest fan of you or your influence on Lenora- as if you could ever influence Lenora. As if there was anything other than her bleeding into you.
Arvin shrugs, a tiny motion you barely catch in your peripheral vision. "Same as ever. Same as always." His voice is quiet, but flat- not disappointed, exactly, just acknowledging the truth: Emma will never waiver from herself, not even for grief.
You hum low in your chest, hands coming up together to absently pull fibers from the cloth. "You?"
Arvin's jaw works silently for a moment before he speaks, words carefully measured like he doesn't trust himself with them. "Dunno what I am." His admission is rough, scraped raw from somewhere deep. You don't answer- just let the hum of the cooler fill the space where words would be if you had any idea what made sense anymore.
"You here for..." you start, then stop to swallow when your voice chokes from your throat. "D'you wanna talk?" You glance up at him and immediately regret it- the clarity of his pain too much for you to handle, so you look away again, fingers straining against the fabric.
Arvin shifts his weight, shoulders rolling back ever so slightly. "Wouldn't be here if I didn't," he finally mutters, low and tight. The fridge motor kicks on behind you, drowning out the silence for a moment before fading into a steady mechanical hum.
Your breath leaves you slowly, eyes closing with a solemn nod. "Off at 2:00," you say once you get your air back. "We can walk. If you want." You open your eyes once you committed to the words, blinking down at the floor by his boots.
Arvin moves his tongue over his teeth, considering. "Yeah," he says, soft but decided. His fingers flex against his thigh, restless before he stills again, nodding like he's convincing himself.
The fabric moves between your hands as you step away, the conversation ending without punctuation because you can't bear to stand there with him anymore. On the way to the register you think that maybe Lenora wouldn't want him here, asking questions neither of you can answer. But she's not here, and that's the whole problem.
And it is a problem. She left you here with only enough of a clue as to what the hell happened to her to make hatred burn in your gut, only traces of pain you can conjure up from memory- snippets of conversations, not nearly a sufficient trail to follow to find something resembling closure.
It's too early to hope for closure, and maybe you're not on the list of those worthy of it, but this hollow wound in your chest is worse than any pain you've felt 'til now.
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Arvin was leaning against the brick wall outside when you finally pushed through the door at 12 past 2:00. His cigarette smoke curled grey against washed-out daylight, giving his face a sheen of color- not the color of mourning. The color of nothing.
His lips barely moved around the filter, inhaling like breathing was just another chore he had to finish and the smoke somehow made it easier.
You cleared your throat softly, just enough to announce yourself without startling him. His fingers twitched then moved to pull the cigarette from his lip and lower it from his face as he turned to lock eyes with you- the pockets under his eyes dark like he's been punched square in the soul.
"You got another o' them?" you ask weakly, eyes flicking from the cigarette in his hand and back up to his face.
Arvin stares at you for a second, breathing out smoke through his nose before he reaches into his pocket and pulls out the pack. He holds it between two fingers, offering, though his brow furrows slightly- like heâs trying to reconcile the image of you asking for one with whatever idea he had of you before now.
You take it without hesitation, pulling one free and pressing it between your lips as you hoist your bag more solidly onto your shoulder. He watches, then fishes out a matchbook from his breast pocket, striking it against the brick in a single practiced motion before cupping the flame toward you.
Your eyes stay low when you finally take in a breath of it, the burn the first real thing you'd felt in hours. Your feet move before your mind really catches on, and he follows half a step behind you.
The woods swallow you both before either of you speaks- too much air between the trees for words to feel like they'd land right. The cigarette hangs limp between your fingers, ashes crumbling off onto the damp leaves underfoot, and it's only when your toe catches a stem in the ground when you remember it's there and bring it back to your lips.
Arvin's beside you now, hands tucked into his pockets as he keeps your pace, your stride nearly half a foot smaller than his. You know it's your job to speak first, but you struggle to find the words that might suffice.
You don't notice your fingers shaking until ash spills onto your wrist. Arvin sees it- his brow twitches, but he doesn't mention it. The silence stretches taut like a wire, waiting to snap under the weight of everything unspoken. Lenora is dead, and neither of you know how to say her name aloud now without choking on it.
You take in another long breath of the poison in your hand, shifting your bag back onto your shoulder before you let out the smoke in front of you. "She came to me- after what happened in that godforsaken church," you spit the words freely, not masking the venom. "I'm sure you knew that."
Arvin makes a slow, acknowledging sound in his throat, his fingers tightening around his cigarette before he exhales sharply through his nose. "Told me she talked to you. Didn't say much else."
"She wouldn't give me the answers I was pressin' on her," you , slowing your steps unconsciously as your eyes drift across the path. "I tried. I tried to get 'em outta her."
Arvin's boot scuffs against a tree root, the sound rough like his voice when he finally speaks. "Answers 'bout what?"
You glance at him sidelong, brows pinched and eyes sharp like he's asking a stupid question. "'Bout what the hell happened. 'Bout how the hell some preacher comes to your church with lies 'bout her."
Arvin's jaw flexes and you can hear his teeth grind before he speaks. "She tell you that?" His voice is low, dangerous, cigarette crushed between his fingers and forgotten.
"'Course she told me," you say, not bothering to flick the ash from your cigarette before it falls to your shoes. "Didn't wanna... slander a man of God." Your voice is low and tight, but the resentment is clear. "Didn't wanna hear it when I said he ain't such a thing."
Arvin stops walking. Just stops. His stillness is so sudden you take two more steps before realizing he's not beside you anymore. When you turn, he's staring at the ground like he's afraid to look up and find you waiting for him to speak.
"She wouldn't- shit," you let out sharp, stopping to look away for a breath. Your polite facade is gone today, and it might be disturbing him a little to hear this from you- but everyone else's already disturbed so you might as well be honest now. "It's his fault. I know it. I had a bad feelin' 'bout that man the second I saw his shiny li'l car roll into town."
Arvin tilts his head slightly, eyes flicking toward you before he rubs at his nose with the back of his hand- covering something twitching in his expression. "She tell you what he said?" The question comes out almost reluctant, like he's afraid of the answer but more afraid of silence.
You scoff, turning halfway around as you flick the ash unnecessarily hard. "Told me that son o' bitch said she was sexually immoral."
A muscle jumps in Arvin's jaw, his fist clenching at his side before he forces it open again. The cigarette butt hits the dirt with a hiss as he grinds it under his boot, eyes dark like storm clouds gathering.
"Ain't no fuckin' way," you mutter, the words tumble from you before you can catch the trail of them, spewing your disdain into the dirt without filter. "She wouldn't tell me why he'd have it out for her like that- why he'd say somethin' like that."
Arvin's breath hitches, barely audible, but his fingers curl into his palms again like he's holding something invisible and fragile. "You think..." He swallows, throat working. "You think he did somethin' to her?" The words scrape out, raw and jagged, like they've been dragged through broken glass.
"She denied it," you say immediately, not as a dismissal but as a plea. You look up at him finally, arms at your sides with your cigarette limp and burning in one hand and your bag slipping from your opposite shoulder. "I asked her. Told her if he predated on her then that's what it was- not her bein' immoral."
Arvin's nostrils flare with a sharp inhale. His hands shake before he fists them in his pockets, pressing his knuckles into his thighs hard enough to bruise. "Could've lied," he grits out, voice cracking halfway through. "Could've been... ashamed."
Your lip twitches into a snarl before you turn away from him again. "That's all that fuckin' place does to you all. Shame and fuckin' isolation." You turn to him, teeth tight together like they're trying to keep the words back. "This town thinks I'm a fuckin' blasphemer, meanwhile you got a wolf in y'all's goddamn pulpit."
Arvin flinches like you've struck him. His shoulders hunch forward, not in defeat but in something darker- like a predator coiling before the kill. The air between you thrums with a violence barely restrained, his breath coming in short, sharp bursts through clenched teeth. "You got proof?" he rasps, the question more growl than words.
You exhale sharp and slow, your shoulders slipping down as you look away. "None anyone'll trust. Just my intuition makin' a witch outta me."
Arvin doesn't move- doesn't blink. His stillness feels like the quiet before a bullet leaves the chamber. "Tell me anyway," he murmurs, low and deliberate, like he's already decided what he'll do with your answer.
You shake your head, dropping the cigarette at your feet and watch it burn the leaves around it. "She told me... somethin'... a couple weeks ago," you breathe out as the burning forms behind your eyes. "She said she helped him- the Pastor- said he was strugglin' and she talked him through somethin'." Your eyes flutter and you watch a tear drop from your eyes down to the leaves around the cigarette butt. "I messed it up- I shoulda asked what she meant. I shoulda asked instead'a judged."
Arvin's gaze flickers between your face and the burning cigarette, his jaw tightening with each passing second. His fingers twitch at his sides like he's counting bullets in an unseen chamber. "What kinda strugglin'?" His voice is barely above a whisper, but the words land like stones between you.
You don't move, eyes locked onto the dichotomy at your loafers; tears wetting one side of the leaves and embers burning the other. "She wouldn't tell me once I said that man shouldn't be comin' to her with his problems. She could feel it, I- I let it slip, I mean-" You sniffle, looking away and back up the path toward town. "She could tell I didn't feel right 'bout it."
The shadows of oak limbs twist across Arvin's face when he finally steps closer, one boot crushing your discarded cigarette into the damp earth. He's studying you now with a focus that makes your skin prickle, and you can't face him to see what expression he's carrying.
"She tell you where they talked?" His voice is flat, deliberate- like he's measuring each syllable before letting it loose.
Your eyes distance from reality when the question lands, and the idea that this is more than just a fleeting misstep between two friends starts to solidify higher in your chest like you might vomit something sharp.
"His car," you whisper after a moment. "She said he- he wanted a private conversation, and she was the one who could help him." Your eyes flit back and forth across the path as you recall, then land on him. "She said he was strugglin' and she got riled up when I told her it shouldn't'a been on her to help the man. She wouldn't tell me anythin' else after that."
Arvinâs breathing slows unnaturally, his chest barely rising. The veins in his forearms stand stark against his skin as his fingers curl inward like talons. The woods around you feel too quiet now- even the birds have hushed, as if sensing the storm brewing in the man before you.
"I told her, Arvin-" you start, like you're expecting the condemnation from him you feel within yourself. "I said I had a bad feelin' about it, and she didn't tell me to stop talkin'- she just told me she'd pray."
Arvin's jaw clenches so tight you hear the scrape of his teeth, and for a moment you think he might walk away- just turn on his heel and leave you standing there with the weight of your confession. But instead he digs his heel into the dirt, twisting it until the last embers of your cigarette are smothered. "Let's get you home."
This hurt me to put side-by-side.
Bucky Barnes + White Tank Tops
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I've never made a little plushie with crochet before, he turned out better than i thought he would lmao
(Introduction, Ch. 1 Pt. 1, Pt. 2, Pt. 3, Pt. 4)
Summary: You're a seasoned Communications Director with a SHIELD background, brought onto the Stark Industries team by Ms. Potts at the recommendation of your former colleague, Agent Hill. Begins just after the start of Age of Ultron. Warnings: Reader has no surviving family and was raised, in part, by her grandmother. I try to keep mention of it sparse. There will be some canon-style grief, trauma, and violence. Word count: 21k Note: I'm so close to publishing ch. 3 pt. 1 of Foundations, but wanted to clean up what I have on Tumblr first. Sorry for the incoming PR spam- at least they're pretty now! Here is the link to the completed story on AO3. Tumblr Masterlist: Introduction & Ch. 1 Pt. 1-4, Ch. 1 Pt. 5
Introduction
The world was restless. Heroes once celebrated with ticker-tape parades and glowing headlines were now scrutinized under the harsh glare of a disillusioned public.
New York had been the first wake-up call: a battle fought and won, but at a cost too great to ignore. Sokovia was the breaking point.
The footage was everywhere: streets reduced to rubble, families displaced, lives lost. While the Avengers had struck a decisive blow against HYDRA, recovering Lokiâs scepter in the process, the collateral damage was undeniable.
The people they swore to protect were caught in the crossfire, and the HYDRA leaks that followed painted Earthâs Mightiest Heroes as anything but heroic. The media pounced, amplifying images of destruction alongside headlines that questioned the team's accountability. Social media was unrelenting, with hashtags like #WhoSavesUsFromTheAvengers and #CollateralDamageControl trending worldwide.
Pepper Potts felt the weight of it all. Stark Industries had spent years clawing its way out of the shadow of the Stark family's weapons manufacturing legacy, reinventing itself as a beacon of clean energy and innovation.
Now, that reputation was at risk. Tonyâs role as both Iron Man and the public face of the Avengers only added fuel to the fire. The company, once praised for its association with Earthâs greatest defenders, was now facing boycotts, protests, and investor unease. Stark Industries needed more than damage control; it needed a strategy.
Pepper turned to Maria Hill, who had seen firsthand the chaos wrought by the Avengersâ battles. Maria was no stranger to managing public perception in high-stakes situations, and she had someone in mind: you.
You had built a reputation during the Battle of New York, working as one of many contracted PR specialists for SHIELD. Tasked with reframing the narrative of an alien invasion and a team of enhanced individuals as humanityâs protectors, you delivered under impossible circumstances. Your work had been critical in preventing mass panic and shaping public opinion into cautious admiration for the Avengers.
But that had been years ago, and the stakes were higher now.
When Ms. Potts contacted you, the tone was clear: this wasnât just a job- it was a crisis. Stark Industries wasnât just hiring a publicist; they were enlisting a strategist who could salvage trust in the Avengers and, by extension, the company funding them.
It didnât take long for you to accept. It wasnât an easy decision, either. You've spent years carefully curating your career; working independently and avoiding entanglements as high-profile and high-risk as SHIELD or Stark Industries. But Maria was persuasive, and Pepperâs desperation had struck a chord. You knew you could make a difference, even if it meant stepping into the eye of the storm.
Over the weekend, you poured over reports, press clippings, and footage from Sokovia. You studied each Avenger carefully, piecing together not just their public personas but their human vulnerabilities.
Tony Starkâs arrogance, Steve Rogersâ steadfastness, Natasha Romanoffâs mystery, Bruce Bannerâs quiet intellect, Thorâs larger-than-life presence: they were as much symbols as they were people, and the balance of those two identities was where their image would live or die.
By the time you arrived at Stark Tower, your travel had been swift, your arrival barely announced. Your belongings were being delivered later that day: two suitcases of clothing and a container filled with office necessities. You had with you only yourself and your laptop bag carrying your most immediate tools: laptop, tablet, cellphone.
As the elevator ascended, you glanced at your reflection in the polished steel walls. You smoothed a stray strand of hair and adjusted the fit of your blouse. This wasnât just another job- it was a proving ground. The private quarters of Stark Tower awaited, along with a team of legends who were likely skeptical of your presence.
The floor number blinked higher as the elevator rose, your heart steady despite the uncertainty ahead. The worldâs faith in its heroes was hanging by a thread, and it was your job to mend it. The soft chime of the elevator signaled your arrival. You straightened your shoulders, took a breath, and stepped forward.
Time to meet the Avengers- and manage the storm.
Chapter One, Part One Tuesday, April 28, 2015
The soft chime of the elevator echoed through the private quarters of Stark Tower as the doors slid open. You stepped out, your heels clicking softly against the polished floor.
You paused. The room was far from the pristine professionalism youâd envisioned when you first accepted the job. Instead, it was lived-in chaos. Mismatched furniture, cluttered surfaces, and a piercing tension that hung in the air like static electricity.
It felt as though you had stepped into the middle of a battle plan: unfinished, uneasy, and sharp at the edges.
Conversations that had been murmuring moments before abruptly stopped. All eyes turned to you. You immediately analyzed the roomâs occupants; the people who had, collectively, saved the world more than once. As you planted yourself at the front of the room they stared you down with varying degrees of curiosity, skepticism, and scrutiny.
Tony Stark leaned against a sleek bar, posture casual, his expression filled with boredom and semi-amused contempt. Steve Rogers stood near him, arms crossed tightly over his chest, his piercing blue eyes locking onto you like he was assessing a potential threat.Â
Thor stood near the window, his imposing figure silhouetted by the mid-morning light. Regal and commanding, as though he needed no words to make his presence known. Harshly contrasted, Doctor Bruce Banner hovered like a shadow at the back of the room, almost hiding.Â
Natasha Romanoff lounged at the edge of one of the many couches in the room, seemingly relaxed, though you could tell her sharp gaze was taking in every detail. Clint Barton, though, sat behind her, his expression alive with levity, despite his arm hanging in a sling.
âGood morning,â you began, your voice steady and warm; professional, but friendly. âMy name is _____ _____. As Iâm sure Ms. Potts has informed you, Iâve been brought on to assist with managing Stark Industriesâ image and, by extension, yours.â
You let the words settle for a moment. You had learned, over years of experience, how to walk this line: calm, confident, and unshakable. Not a challenge, not a threat, but an authority.
âIâm here to make sure the world understands the good youâre doing,â you continued, scanning their faces. âAnd to help mitigate any⌠misunderstandings that may arise along the way.â
There was a brief silence.
Stark broke it with a wry, sardonic laugh, a sound sharp enough to slice through your words. His smirk was cutting, and his discernment settled on you with the weight of someone who had seen too much to take anything you do seriously.Â
You met his eyes evenly, unflinching, before looking to the group as a whole. âI understand my presence may seem like an unnecessary addition to the team,â you spoke, your voice cool and firm, âbut Iâm here to assist, not intrude.â
The words hung in the air, stabilizing the tension slightly.
Agent Barton snorted, a crooked grin slipping onto his face as he gestured with his good arm. âWell, youâre braver than most. Welcome to the madhouse.â
Agent Romanoffâs lips twitched into a small smirk, and you let yourself relax, very slightly, at the shift in tone.Â
âBravery is a good trait,â Thor rumbled. âYou may find you need it here.â
Captain Rogers shifted his weight, his arms uncrossing as his expression softened some. âWeâll do what we can to help,â his voice was polite but measured, as though he wasnât sure what to make of you. You couldn't blame him for that.
You offered him a small smile. âThank you, Captain Rogers,â you replied, holding his gaze for a moment before continuing to the group. âIâll need a room that can serve as my workspace and bedroom.â
Stark pushed off the bar into an upright position, his dry humor cutting back in like clockwork. âLet me guess: room and board is on the company dime?â
You turned to him smoothly, your tone sharpening just a little, along with a smile that was prepared for his dare. âIt is. And Iâm confident youâll find my contributions worth every penny.â
There was a beat of silence before Agent Barton chuckled again, the sound lighthearted and genuine. âYouâll fit right in,â he muttered, his grin widening and Agent Romanoffâs lingering smile widened. Thorâs approving nod returned, his broad grin squinting his eyes in a way that almost made him look childlike.
Dr. Banner cleared his throat softly, stepping forward hesitantly, as if to save you from any more of the awkward friction. âIâll, uh⌠show you to a room,â he offered.
âThank you, Dr. Banner,â you replied, softening your tone to match his.
Dr. Banner gave a small, self-conscious smile and started toward the doorway leading to the corridor. You glanced back at the room briefly as the quiet chatter began to resume, then fell into step beside him as he led you into the hallway.
The corridor felt instantly quieter as the conversations faded behind you. You let out a small breath, the gravity of the moment settling on your shoulders now that you were alone with Dr. Banner.
âThis place can be a little⌠overwhelming at first,â he said after a moment.
You smiled. âMs. Potts gave me some forewarning about the dynamics of your team,â you responded. âI know Iâm not⌠an enhanced individual, but I am committed to helping however I can.â
He glanced at you sidelong, his expression softening as if comforted by your sincerity. âI think youâll do fine,â he said quietly.
He stopped in front of a door, hesitating briefly before opening it with a keycard he pulled from his pocket. âHere you go. Itâs not much, but itâs private.â
You stepped into the room, taking in its modest, functional layout: a small desk, a neatly made bed, a wardrobe, and a large window offering a soaring view of Manhattan. It was silent, far removed from the room you had just left.
âThis will be perfect,â you said earnestly.
âIâll ask Agent Hill to reprogram your card to your IDâŚâ Dr. Banner lingered awkwardly for a moment in the doorway, fidgeting slightly. âIf you need anything, you can ask Natasha⌠or me.â
âThank you, Dr. Banner,â you said, offering him a small, genuine smile.
He nodded quickly, murmuring, âGood luck,â before turning and walking back down the hallway.
You allowed yourself to really pause for the first time that morning as the door suctioned closed. You set your laptop bag on the desk and exhaled softly, smoothing your palms down your skirt as though it would erase the tension that had followed you from the common room.
It wasnât the first time youâd walked into a room filled with skeptics, but this was different. These werenât disgruntled CEOs or PR nightmares that could be managed with charm and a well-rehearsed plan.
It also wasn't like your time with SHIELD, as only one of several cogs in an HR/PR machine. These were the Avengers. And, despite the polite veneer some had offered, you could feel the uncertainty lingering behind every word, every look.
Overwhelming, indeed.
But, Pepper Potts hired you for a reason. Maria Hill recommended you for a reason. Shaking off the thought, you unzipped your bag and began methodically unpacking your things.
You pulled out your laptop first, setting it carefully on the desk before connecting the charger. Next came your tablet and notepad, and two small framed photographs wrapped securely in tissue paper. You hesitated briefly with those, your fingers lingering on the glass as you unwrapped them one by one.
The first was your parents, smiling on a beach; young, carefree, and blissfully unaware of how short their time together would be. The second was your grandmother, sturdy and dignified in her armchair, the woman whoâd raised you and instilled in you the belief that accountability, honesty mattered above all else. You arranged them in a neat line on the desk, a small way of grounding yourself in such an unfamiliar place.
With a deep breath, you turned to the rest of your belongings, removing your firearm from its secured pocket in your bag. You bent down to see the underside of the desk, looking for a convenient place to attach your concealed holster- in case it was needed during your time here.
A knock at the door startled you, and you straightened abruptly. You set your gun back in its pocket and exhaled, a professional calm returning to your features as you opened it.
A tall, suited man stood with your suitcases and a wooden crate sat in a line behind him. âDelivery for Ms. _____,â he said tersely, his tone neutral and his face unreadable.
âThank you,â you replied politely, stepping back to allow him inside. He moved wordlessly to set the items near the wardrobe before nodding and leaving as quickly as heâd arrived.Â
You spent the next several hours unpacking everything with meticulous care. Clothes went into the wardrobe: business casual options for the week, along with a set of combat-appropriate gear you brought⌠just in case. Several pairs of shoes were lined up neatly at the bottom and toiletries were placed on the small shelf in the adjoining bathroom. Every item had its place.
By the time you finished, your compact room felt distinctly yours: functional, efficient, and organized. You paused in front of the window, looking out over the sprawling city below. The sun was beginning to dip lower on the horizon, an odd compliment to the skyline that was only beginning to light itself up.
Day one.
Trust canât be earned in a day.
Especially not with a group of people who had already endured so much. Ms. Potts insisted on an indefinite, live-in, contract for this very reason, among others. This wouldn't be a regular 9 to 5.
With an accomplished smile, you headed out into the hallway. If you were going to be prepared for this job, sustenance would help.
The exploration was brief. Stark Tower was impressive: modern, sleek, and layered with an almost tangible hum of advanced technology. Yet, beneath the luxury, you could sense the same tension you had walked into earlier. The weight of unresolved conversations and unspoken concern cemented into the very walls.
You found what you were looking for: the dining area. The space was large, but understated compared to the rest of the Tower, with a long table and a kitchen tucked against one wall. Stainless steel appliances gleamed beneath recessed lighting, and a few scattered bar stools lined a counter that looked out toward the city skyline.
Clint Barton sat perched at the far end of the counter, hunched slightly over a plate of what looked like leftover pasta, while his free hand texted on a beat-up flip-phone. He glanced up as you entered, his smirk quick and teasing.
âHey, youâre still alive,â he said, his tone light, laced with the humor of someone whoâd already made up his mind about you.
You exhaled a small chuckle as you moved toward the kitchen, leaning briefly against the opposite side of the counter. âStill alive,â you agreed, glancing meaningfully at the sling cradling his arm. âAnd you?â
Barton raised the arm in question, flexing his fingers slightly. âYeah, thanks to Dr. Cho should be back to normal in no time.â He set the phone down and picked up his fork, twirling it lazily into what remained of his meal. âYou hungry? There's food. I use the term loosely.â
You let out another small laugh, your attention sweeping over the refrigerator and neatly stocked counter tops. You reached for an apple in a bowl on the counter and crossed to the fridge to grab two bottles of water. âThis will do, thanks.â
He watched you, amusement lingering in his expression as he leaned back slightly. âCalling it a night already?â
âNot quite,â you replied, flipping the apple in your hand. âIâve got a lot to prepare for tomorrow. Got my work cut out for me, I think.â Your tone was even, with no trace of judgment- just an acknowledgement of the reality you were all navigating.
His easy grin faltered for just a second, his eyes dropping to his plate. The change was subtle, but you caught it; a flicker of guilt, quickly masked by the practiced nonchalance of someone who often carried more pressure than they let on.
âFor what itâs worth,â He said after a moment, his voice quieter, but no less genuine, âsome of us see what you being here means. Ms. Potts made the right call.â
For all the bravado, there was an honesty beneath his lighthearted exterior- an understanding of the teamâs, the world's, current state.
âThank you, Agent Barton,â you said softly, offering him a heartfelt smile.
He let out a half-laugh, shaking his head as he picked up his phone again. âClint,â he corrected gently, looking up at you with a glint of humor.Â
âClint,â you echoed, giving him a nod of acknowledgement before turning to leave.
You let the weight of the day settle in as you stepped inside your room. The city outside your window was ablaze with light now, the sun almost set and Manhattan coming alive in the darkness.
You settled at your desk, opening your laptop and flipping through the notepad you packed. Files, reports, media analysis; all neatly organized, but the work was just beginning. Tomorrow, you would start by observing, learning teamâs dynamics beyond what your research had already revealed.
Fangirl-fueled flattery and genuflection wouldnât work here- not that that was your typical technique, anyway. You needed to know them as people, not just names and public personas. Â
Your eyes drifted to the photographs on your desk as you took a bite of your apple.
Trust canât be earned in a day. But Iâm here now, and Iâm ready.
With that, you set down your apple, pushed aside the tablet, and began to type.
Chapter One, Part Two Wednesday, April 29th, 2015
The glow of your laptop screen greeted you as you woke up.
You sighed, sitting up straight and rubbing the back of your neck. The time in the corner of the laptop screen read 5:28 a.m. Far too early for most people, but just right for you. Just right for today.Â
You stood and stretched, the silence of your room settling around you. The room felt almost familiar now. Comfortable, even. Opening your dresser, you pulled out a pair of loose, navy slacks and a soft, fitted blouse, pressing the wrinkles out with your hand before changing. Your loafers came on last, and you tighten your ponytail as you catch your reflection. You looked composed, steady.Â
Convincing enough.
Grabbing your tablet and notepad, you stepped into the hallway. Stark Tower was hushed, save for the hum of electricity in the walls.
The common room was bathed in pre-dawn light, the city skyline glowing gold over the buildings seen through the massive windows. The room itself, luxurious and lived-in, hinted at its inhabitants: scattered tech, coffee mugs forgotten on tables, and a disheveled blanket half-fallen from the couch. It looked the same as it did last night during your short, but enlightening interaction with Clint.
You sat at the far end of the long table near the window, laying out your tablet, notepad, and a water bottle you grabbed from the refrigerator on the way in. It was a strange feeling, entering someone elseâs space. Their space. But as Ms. Potts and Maria had unspokenly reminded you: you were here for a reason.
Opening your tablet, you dove into the dayâs news.Â
Sokovia.
The name alone carried hostility. Every major headline dissected the event; the damage, the danger, the heroes themselves. Yet, as you read deeper, threads of hope wove through the narrative. Supporters called the Avengers revolutionary, necessary.
Itâs not their strength people question, you understood. Itâs their accountability. Their humanity.Â
That's going in my notes.
The soft whir of the elevator broke your focus. Steve Rogers stepped into the shared space, damp from his run. He carried himself with the kind of ease that shouldnât have been intimidating, and yet it was.
âGood morning,â he said, his voice carrying just enough warmth to soften its dominance.
âGood morning, Captain Rogers,â you replied, your tone polite and even.
You looked back to your tablet, but your focus splintered as he leaned against the kitchen counter, twisting open a water bottle. His presence, effortless and commanding, filled the room.
More than once, your eyes flicked upward. At one point, you glanced over just as he did. Your eyes met for a brief moment, curious and silent, and you immediately looked back to your screen.
Natasha Romanoff arrived soon after, soundlessly emerging from down the hallway like a ghost. She poured herself a mug of coffee, had a short, discreet conversation with Captain Rogers, and dropped onto the corner of the couch, tucking her legs under her as she flipped open a worn hardcover book.
âClintâs out,â she remarked casually, her eyes on the page.
Clintâs out?
You scribbled a note in your notebook, curiosity piqued.Â
Is he on a mission? With family? Does he have family? Is it something they donât want me to know?
Her tone suggested it wasnât worth pressing. It was clear that wherever he was, he trusted her with that information.Â
Captain Rogers simply hummed in acknowledgement, beginning to pull ingredients from the fridge. You noted how naturally he fell into the rhythm of cooking, his movements efficient as he cracked eggs into a bowl.
Bruce Banner entered soon after, tousled but alert, a loose sweater draped over him. He moved to the kitchen, and then to the window with a quiet nod of greeting toward you, coffee in hand.
You returned the gesture, seeing the subtle, stolen glances he exchanged with Agent Romanoff. It wasnât much, just a look here and there, but enough to be mentally cataloged.
The elevator chimed again, announcing Tony Starkâs entrance. His silk robe billowed slightly as he walked in, his matching pajamas almost comically out of place. He made a beeline for the coffee, sparing you a glance as he passed.
âMorning, sunshine,â he drawled, his smirk infuriatingly confident. âMaking us all look bad with your work ethic.â
âGood morning, Mr. Stark,â you replied, unfazed.
He plucked a bagel off one of the plates Captain Rogers was assembling and disappeared toward the elevator calling, âBanner, letâs get to it before the robots build themselves!â
Dr. Banner hesitated for a second, directing a small, sheepish smile toward Romanoff before following Stark.
Curious.
The room quieted again- until Thor entered. His footsteps were unmistakable, a low rumble preceding his booming voice. âCaptain! Your mastery of Midgardian cuisine is unmatched!â
You glanced up to see the Asgardian towering over Captain Rogers as he stirred eggs on the stove. Thorâs presence was as large as his personality, and his jovial energy seemed to light up the space.
Thor turned to you, his grin broad. âLady _____! You must join us. A hearty meal strengthens the body and the mind.â
You hesitated, instinctively looking toward Rogers who was plating scrambled eggs and placing them on the bar counter for everyone to share. He caught your glance and smiled warmly. âPlease. I made plenty.â
You stood and made your way to the counter where Thor was already piling food onto a plate and handing it to you; eggs, toast, sausage, and far too much of everything. âEat well, my friend! You will need your strength.â
âThank you, Thor,â you managed, though you doubted you could finish even half of what heâd given you.
You ate quietly, listening as Thor and Rogers fell into a rhythm of conversation. Agent Romanoff remained curled on the couch, interjecting with dry quips when Thorâs tales grew too far-fetched.
You took careful notes in your head: Thorâs warmth, Natashaâs edge, Steveâs grounding presence.Â
There's a family here. Messy, imperfect, but solid.Â
It reminded you dimly of something you hadn't experienced in many years.
By late morning, the common room had quieted. Thor was sprawled onto the couch fast asleep, his loud snores reverberating through the space. Romanoff and Rogers had left, presumably for the gym, evidenced by their conversation en route, and the others were scattered: Stark and Banner in the lab, Clint⌠somewhere.
With the team out of sight, you packed up your belongings and set them neatly on the desk in your room. You glanced around one last time and decided it was time for an off-property break before your meeting with Agent Hill.Â
You stepped out of Stark Tower and into the bustling streets of Manhattan, the crisp spring air a welcome contrast to the controlled environment inside.
Outside, the city moved as it always did: cars honking in gridlock, street vendors shouting deals, and pedestrians weaving expertly through the chaos. It was familiar and grounding, a reminder of the world you were trying to reconnect with the Avengers.
You tucked your phone into your purse and wandered for a few blocks until you found a cafĂŠ that felt just right; unassuming and cozy, with a small chalkboard sign boasting âFresh Brews, Fresh Gossip.â You smiled and slipped inside.
The cafĂŠ was quiet at this hour. The morning rush had passed, leaving just a handful of patrons scattered at tables. You ordered a tea and sandwich before settling into a corner table by the window. The jazz music playing softly overhead set the perfect backdrop for people-watching, and you let yourself relax for the first time all morning, perhaps all week.
From your spot, you could see the city play out in fragments.
A man in a tailored suit walked briskly by, shouting into a phone. A mother guided her child across the street, their hands tightly clasped. A group of young adults entered the cafĂŠ with the kind of energy only people in their early twenties seemed to possess.
They sat at a nearby table, their voices carrying easily over the soft music.
âIâm telling you,â one of them said, adjusting his thick-framed glasses. âThe Avengers arenât the problem. People just donât get it yet.â
A woman with bright green hair chimed in, setting her latte down with a determined nod. âExactly. Sokovia was a disaster, sure, but how do people expect a war like that to look? They've already done more than any government has.â
The third, a young man in a vintage Captain America t-shirt, shrugged. âPeople are scared. Itâs human nature. Theyâll come around, eventually.â
You sipped your tea slowly, keeping your expression neutral as you listened. The conversation filled you with a sense of reassurance. Despite all the negative headlines and political criticism, there were still people who believed in the Avengers. People who saw their value, even when the rest of the world refused.
You pulled your notebook out of your bag and jotted down a note:Â
Core supporters are vocal and hopeful. Theyâre proof that trust can be rebuilt.
Your sandwich arrived, and you ate slowly, allowing yourself to prolong this moment of calm. You watched the world move outside the window, the constant churn of a city that never stopped, and reflected on the team you left behind at Stark Tower. Messy as they were, they represented hope.
By the time your plate was empty, youâd filled another page of your notebook with ideas. A public, broadcasted press event was clearly needed, but it was only the beginning; you needed real stories, real moments, to connect these heroes to the people they protected.
You ordered a second tea to-go, taking a moment to breathe in the cafĂŠâs warmth before stepping back outside. As you made your way toward Stark Tower, your thoughts turned to Maria Hill. You were excited for your meeting- to see an old ally.
Mariaâs office was tucked into a quiet corner of Stark Tower, separated from the labs and living spaces. You had expected something bare-bones and practical, but as you entered, you found subtle touches of Mariaâs personality woven throughout the space.
The large desk at the center of the room was perfectly organized, with neatly stacked files and a trio of monitors displaying data streams. Behind it, a sleek bookshelf held an unexpected mix of tactical manuals, classic novels, and a framed photo of Maria with members of her old SHIELD team. A potted plant- a small, leafy thing- sat in the corner, looking surprisingly healthy for someone as busy as Maria. The Maria you once knew, anyway.
Maria herself stood by the window, arms crossed, a smile emerging as you entered.
âThere's my favorite desk jockey,â Maria said, pushing off the wall and walking toward you. To your surprise, Maria greeted you with a quick, genuine hug.
âI thought this was going to be a professional meeting,â you teased as you pulled back.
âCanât it be professional with a hug?â Maria smirked, gesturing for you to sit as you moved to the desk. âItâs good to see you. Really.â
âYou too,â you settled into the chair across from Maria. âI wasnât sure youâd have time to meet so soon.â
âFor you? Always.â Maria leaned back in her chair, arms folding comfortably across her chest. âSo? How are you finding the Tower? I imagine Stark hasnât made it easy.â
You smiled, thinking of the right words to use. âItâs been⌠an adjustment. Theyâve been manageable, for the most part.â
âTheyâre good people,â Maria nodded, her tone softening slightly. âMost of the time.â
You tilted your head. âHowâs the transition been? From SHIELD to-â you gestured vaguely, âthis.â
Mariaâs expression grew more guarded, though not unfriendly. âBetter than it couldâve been. SHIELDâs collapse left a mess behind, and Iâm still cleaning parts of it up. Lots of people turned out to be the wrong kind of loyal.â
âHYDRA,â you said softly, and Maria nodded.
âYou got out at the right time,â Maria added, her gaze steady. âIf youâd stayed longer, you mightâve gotten caught in the fallout.â
You gave a small shrug, smiling nonchalantly. âI wouldâve been fine. You trained me well.â
That earned a small laugh. âFair point.â
The conversation shifted naturally to business. Maria listened attentively as you outlined your plans, nodding in agreement when you suggested holding a press event to control the narrative.
âItâs smart,â Maria said. âGet ahead of the chaos before it spirals further. Youâll need their cooperation, though.â
âIâll get it,â you replied with quiet confidence. âEventually.â
Maria smirked. âI donât doubt it.â She turned to her central monitor and typed something quickly before looking back at you. âIâm giving you access to the secure messaging system. Itâll help you coordinate without jumping through Tonyâs hoops.â
âThank you,â you said sincerely as you watched Maria type away on your keyboard. It was interesting seeing her in this environment, behind a desk and computer screen, not in full tactical gear wielding a firearm. It was nice, even if a little bizarre.
Now whoâs the desk jockey?
As the meeting drew to a close, Maria stood and extended a hand. âItâs good to be working with you again.â
You shook her hand firmly, a smile tugging at your lips. âLikewise. Weâll keep each other safe this time, right?â
âAlways,â Maria said, her tone unwavering.
You left Mariaâs office feeling steadier than you had all morning. You had a plan, support from someone you trusted, and the sense that you weren't entirely alone in this endeavor.
By the time you stepped out of the elevator and back into the common area, the quiet of earlier was long gone. The room buzzed with energy, voices overlapping as Tony Stark argued with Steve Rogers over something you couldnât quite follow at first.
âItâs not that unrealistic,â Stark was saying, waving his hand like a conductorâs baton.
Rogers crossed his arms, expression skeptical. âArtificial intelligence doesnât understand morality. At what point are the risks to humanity enough to avoid it altogether?â
Agent Romanoff looked up from her seat on the couch, smirking as she noticed you enter. âMs. _____! You're just in time for Tony to unveil his plan to destroy planet Earth with a robot smarter than anyone that's ever lived!â
You raised both eyebrows, unsure if you should be concerned or intrigued.Â
âFor the record,â Stark lifted his finger in the air, âit would not be smarter than me.â
âAI,â Dr. Banner said with an apologetic glance toward you.
You smiled in understanding and sat down at the table as the debate continued. Helen Cho sat a few seats away, relaxed, though she said little. You made eye contact and gave each other the same polite smile and nod. Her attention was stolen by Thor who arrived thunderously with two bags of takeout that were unmistakably not enough for the group.
âFear not!â Thor boomed. âI bring food!â
Romanoff laughed, shaking her head. âAll yours, buddy. Tony already ordered.â
You watched as the conversation dissolved into banter, the room alive with a familial warmth you hadn't expected to see so soon, if at all.
Thor was already halfway through 3 out of 4 of his meals when the food Stark had ordered arrived, a variety of takeout containers stacked high on the counter. The scents of spicy noodles, savory pizza, and fried chicken filled the air, drawing everyone toward the kitchen. Agent Romanoff smiled as she grabbed a small plate of dumplings and nestled into a seat across from Thor.
âThor,â she said, raising an eyebrow and gesturing to the remnants of his meal, âyou do realize there's enough food for everyone now, right?â
Thor grinned, completely unbothered. âA warrior never takes chances. Preparation is the key to victory- especially at the dinner table!â
Dr. Cho, seated at the far end of the table, smiled reservedly at his response. You noticed her focus linger on Thor before she turned back to the conversation.
The group began to gather, their earlier debate fading into a more relaxed rhythm. Rogers took the lead in organizing the meal, helping distribute plates and serving utensils, while Stark hung back, scrolling through something on his tablet.
You chose a modest plate of noodles and vegetables, opting to observe rather than jump into the conversations immediately. Youâd learned enough from your morning with the team to know they often revealed the most about themselves in these quieter, unscripted moments.
Thor, still animated, leaned over to Dr. Cho, offering her a piece of fried chicken from his plate. âHelen! You must try this. A delicacy among mortals, I am told.â
She hesitated before accepting it with a soft laugh. âThank you, Thor.â
You caught the subtle pink that dusted her cheeks as she returned to her upright position, now with a piece of chicken on her plate. You made a quick mental note about the interaction, not for any professional reason, only because it added another interesting layer to the dynamic.
The group had settled into an easy flow, the atmosphere warm and connected. Thor, Agent Romanoff, and Dr. Banner spoke harmoniously. Captain Rogers sat at the table, leaning back slightly in his chair as he listened with quiet amusement. Even Tony Stark, usually the loudest in the room, seemed content to let the others carry the conversation.
You, happy to remain a quiet observer, noted how naturally these extraordinary individuals fell into a rhythm together. Despite their differences, and occasional clashes, they operated like a unit.Â
Family.
âMs. _____,â Steve Rogers started, drawing your attention. âYouâve been watching us all day.â His tone was light, curious. âWhatâs your take on all this?â
The room quieted slightly, all eyes turning toward you. You hesitated, lowering your fork as you considered your response.
âI see a group of people who care deeply,â you said slowly, your voice soft but steady. âEven when youâre not always on the same page, itâs clear that youâre more than a team. Youâre a family. And thatâs⌠grounding. For all the extraordinary things youâve done, youâre simply human- or, close enough to it.â
Your words were met with thoughtful silence. Romanoff sipped her drink, stoic. Banner offered you a small, encouraging smile. Thor looked genuinely pleased, his chest puffing slightly at the sentiment.
You shifted your tone, leaning forward slightly as you spoke. âThatâs the story people need to hear. Not just your victories, but your humanity. I want to highlight that- to show the world the people behind the heroes.â
âAnd how do you plan to do that?â Rogers asked, curious.
âA press conference,â you replied succinctly. âSomething simple and direct to start rebuilding trust. In fact, Iâd like to meet with all of you to go over the draft before I send it to Ms. Potts, if possible.â You looked around the room, gauging their reactions individually, âTomorrow, 10:00 a.m., perhaps?â
Thor grinned, âI shall attend!â
Romanoff nodded upwards slightly. âIâll be there."
Dr. Banner gave you a tentative, but supportive nod, while Stark leaned back in his chair, sipping his drink. âIâll think about it,â he said dryly, though the flicker of curiosity in his eyes suggested heâd already decided.
Steve Rogers knocked on the table lightly, his approval clear. âWeâll be there.â
As the meal wound down, the team began to disperse. Thor excused himself first, clapping you on the back with a farewell that nearly knocked you off your chair. âRest well, Lady _____!â
Banner and Stark left next, their conversation already shifting back to the lab as they disappeared down the hallway. Agent Romanoff drained the last of her drink and stood gracefully, muttering something about making a call. Dr. Cho followed soon after, retreating to her quarters after a polite nod toward you.
You stayed to help clear the table, but Rogers stopped you with a small shake of his head. âGo get some rest.â
You hesitated, but relented at the gentle insistence in his voice. âThank you,â you said softly, your eyes meeting his.
âGoodnight, Ms. _____,â Steve said, his tone warm, but formal.
âGoodnight, Captain,â you replied, a small smile forming at your lips as you turned and left the room.
Back in your quarters, you took your time getting ready for bed. You showered in your bathroom, warm water easing the tension in your shoulders, and returned to your desk feeling lighter.
At your desk, you transferred your notes from the day into a clean document on your laptop, thoughts flowing easily. There was a story to tell here: one of compassion, hope, and resilience. It wasnât going to be easy, but for the first time since arriving, you felt fully confident in your ability to navigate the challenges ahead.
Chapter One, Part Three Thursday, April 30th, 2015
The conference room was quiet when you stepped inside; the sleek, modern room illuminated by the sunlight through the windows. You moved with purpose as you placed your tablet and notebook neatly at the head of the table. After a quick check of the equipment, you synced your tablet to the large screen at the front of the room, the press release draft glowing in readiness.
The stillness gave you a moment to gather your thoughts, your mind moving through your already meticulous outline. You exhaled deeply, brushing a hand over the edge of your notes as if perfecting them could settle your nerves.
It did, some.
The door creaked open behind you, and you turned to see Steve Rogers stepping in with two coffee cups in hand.Â
âMorning,â he greeted, setting one of the cups down on the table in front of you with an easy smile.
âGood morning, Captain Rogers,â you replied, momentarily caught off guard.
He chuckled lightly, shaking his head. âJust Steve. No need for formalities.â
You nodded, smiling as you accepted the coffee. âThank you- this is much needed.â
âFigured as much,â he said, settling into a chair across from you. âIâm excited to see what youâve got. Donât worry, these guys arenât as intimidating as they like to pretend.â
The reassurance in his voice was impactful in a way you werenât expecting. âIf you say so,â you said with a small laugh, feeling the knot of tension in your chest loosen slightly.
Steve leaned back, his expression shifting into something more amused. âWait until you get Clint in a good mood- heâll knock them down a few pegs for you.â
An increasingly genuine smile crept up on you. âIâll have to keep that in mind,â you replied, your voice instinctively lighter than before.
At exactly 10:00 a.m., the door opened with a silence only achievable by Natasha Romanoff, her movements measured and deliberate as she took a seat near the center of the table. She offered you a small nod, her expression calm.Â
Before you could return the gesture, Thor strode in, his booming presence filling the room like a sudden burst of sunlight. âGood morning, Lady _____!â he exclaimed, his grin wide and his voice brimming with enthusiasm. He took a seat near Natasha, tightly folding his hands in front of him as if ready for a battle plan.
Bruce Banner followed soon after, slipping in with quiet steps. He gave you a quick, polite smile before settling into a seat directly across from Agent Romanoff, his shoulders slightly hunched in a reserved manner.
The last to arrive was Tony Stark, who strolled in with all the confidence of a man who believed he owned not just the building but the very air within it. His smirk was firmly in place as he scanned the room. âDid I miss the part where we all hold hands and sing kumbaya, or is that later?â he quipped, sliding into the chair at the head of the table across from you.
You met his sarcasm with the same steady calm youâve rehearsed countless times with countless personalities all comparable to Starkâs. âWeâre saving that for after the press conference succeeds, Mr. Stark,â you replied evenly.
He raised an eyebrow, leaning back in his chair. âGood answer. Party at my place afterwards,â he said, his smirk softening into something almost approving.
With the team assembled, you took a small breath, standing to address them. The screen behind you shone with the opening lines of the draft timeline. You held your tablet lightly, your voice steady as you began.
âThank you all for being here,â you started, your eyes moving briefly to each member of the team, giving them equal amounts of attention. âAs you know, public perception of the Avengers is... complicated right now. The goal of this press conference is to repair the relationship between us and the civilian population by taking accountability- but not blame.â
You let the words linger, ensuring their importance was felt before continuing. âThis isnât about shifting responsibility or avoiding hard conversations, nor is it about accepting blame. Itâs about showing the public that you, the Avengers, understand the impact of your actions and are committed to continue to do better for as long as you have the opportunity to serve them.â
Your tone was firm and reassuring, carefully walking the line between addressing concerns and inspiring confidence. The room was quiet, the gravity of your words settling over the team. Even Tony Stark, for all his usual theatrics, was silent, his smirk fading into something thoughtful.
You had their attention, and that was the first step.Â
You glanced briefly at Steve, who gave you an encouraging smile, and continued. âThis message isnât just about addressing criticism. Itâs about showing people who you are, what you stand for, and reminding them why they trust the Avengers.â
Your gaze shifted toward Steve Rogers and Bruce Banner as you spoke, your tone clear and deliberate. âIâve identified Captain Rogers and Dr. Banner as the most effective voices to deliver this message.â
Steve straightened slightly, listening intently.
âCaptain Rogers,â you continued, âyour leadership and accountability are exactly what people need to see right now. You represent everything this team stands for- integrity, responsibility, and trust.â
Steve gave a small nod, his expression softening with gratitude.
âAnd Dr. Banner,â you added, turning toward Bruce, who was already shifting anxiously in his seat, âyou bring empathy and intellect to the conversation. Your voice shows the humanity behind the science- the balance people need to hear from us.â
He held an expected look of unease. âIâm not exactly⌠comfortable with public speaking,â he admitted, his voice quiet and his eyes unable to maintain contact with anyone for more than a second.
You offered him a reassuring smile. âThatâs exactly why youâre the right choice. You donât need to deliver a polished speech, you just need to be honest.â
He hesitated, then gave you a small nod, though his uncertainty lingered evident in his posture.
Before you could continue, Tony Stark leaned back in his chair with an exaggerated sigh and devious smirk. âNo offense to the old man and the- uh, green man- but what about me? I'm basically the face of this organization.â
You met him with your usual calm, sharpened just enough to register the way he needed it to. âYou are inarguably the most recognizable member of this team, Mr. Stark, but this isnât about recognition- itâs about connection, empathy. People need to feel they can rely on you, not just see your face on a billboard.â
He did a half-spin in his chair, placing his hand on his heart in mock offense, âI'm empathetic! People love me.â
âSure they do,â Agent Romanoff teased through a smirk, rolling her eyes at him.
âFine, but if this tanks I'm owed an âI told you so.â His tone was satirical, but in all honesty, he was probably serious.
âI think youâll be pleasantly surprised by who has the last word on this one,â you replied smoothly, an amused smile tugging at the corner of your lips.
Satisfied that you navigated Tonyâs challenge, you turned your attention to Natasha Romanoff, who was actively grinning at your retort. âIf Clint is able, Iâd like him to attend the event, as well. Seeing the team stand together sends the kind of message we want represented right now.â
She studied you for a moment, assessing you with the same intensity she uses in the field. Finally, she gave a small nod. âIâll talk to him.â
You returned the nod, your confidence growing as you began walking the team through the draft. The screen displayed the key points as the Avengers provided their input: Steve focused on accountability, urging the language to reflect genuine responsibility while maintaining hope. Romanoff sharpened the phrasing, her knack for precision turning your ideas into concise, impactful statements. Dr. Banner simplified the more technical explanations, ensuring the language would resonate with the general public. Even Stark offered a few insightful suggestions, though he wrapped them in his usual biting wit.
By the time the meeting wrapped up, the draft was sharper, stronger, and truly representative of the team. The energy in the room had shifted, lighter now as the Avengers began to rise from their seats.
As you gathered your notes, Steve lingered near the door. He hesitated briefly, then turned back to you, his expression warm. âGood work.â
For a moment you were surprised by the sincerity in his tone. You smiled, the weight of the morning lifting slightly. âThank you, Steve,â you replied, using his name for the first time.
He nodded, your eyes connecting for a surprising amount of time before he turned to leave. As the door closed behind him, you took a deep breath.Â
The meeting had gone better than you expected. You, the team, were moving forward, step by step, and you finally allowed yourself to feel a flicker of true accomplishment.
By 11:30 a.m., you were back in your quarters, your desk strewn with notes and your tablet displaying the draft press release. The teamâs feedback echoed in your mind as you carefully revised the language, ensuring every word struck the delicate balance theyâd discussed.Â
Accountability, not blame. Leadership, not superiority.Â
The message needed to be honest but hopeful- a clear path forward for both the Avengers and the public.
You took your time with the edits, cross-referencing your notes and replaying moments from the meeting in your head. Steveâs insistence on accountability, Agent Romanoffâs precise phrasing, Dr. Bannerâs careful explanations, Thorâs⌠encouraging smile; all of it wove together to create something stronger than what you started with. When you finally leaned back in your chair, the revised document felt complete.
At 1:30 p.m., you gave the draft one last read, your finger scrolling slowly through the paragraphs as you double-checked the flow. Satisfied, you composed an email to Pepper Potts:
Hello, Ms. Potts,
Please find the attached document, the draft press release incorporating feedback from the team. Below are suggestions for the event details:
Date/Time: Saturday, May 2nd, 10:30 a.m.
Location: City Hall Plaza (pending confirmation).
Speakers: Captain Rogers, Dr. Banner (confirmed).
Any other team members available for support are encouraged to attend.
Iâll keep you updated on any changes. Thank you for trusting me with this- I'm confident this message will resonate.
Best regards,
_____ _____
After hitting send, you exhaled deeply, letting the tension of the morning melt away. The press release was out of your hands now. You grabbed your bag and decided to step out for lunch, eager for a break from the sterile confines of Stark Tower.
The small cafĂŠ you had discovered the day before was tucked away on a quiet side street, its environment a warm departure from the buzzing city outside. You ordered the same sandwich and tea, savoring the peaceful atmosphere as you watched pedestrians pass by through the large front window. For a moment, the stress of your responsibilities lifted, replaced by the simple pleasure of an uninterrupted meal.
As you walked back toward Stark Tower, the cityâs pulse drew in. You let your mind wander, the steady rhythm of your footsteps grounding you. But, as you turned a corner, a small crowd gathered in front of an electronics store interrupted your thoughts.
Televisions in the window blared a news segment with the headline:Â Â
âAvengers: Heroes or Hazards?â
You stopped, your stomach tightening as the anchorâs voice rang out: âThe Avengers claim to protect humanity, but their actions in Sokovia have left countless dead and entire cities in ruins. Who holds them accountable? How can we trust them to keep us safe?â
The crowd murmured among themselves, their voices a mix of frustration and resignation. You caught snippets of conversation:
âTheyâre a liability.â
âYeah, but whatâs the alternative? Let the world burn?â
âSomeone needs to rein them in.â
The negativity gnawed at you, but you forced yourself to absorb the sentiment as you continued on. These were the voices you were working to reach: the skeptics, the ones who felt betrayed by heroes theyâd once believed in.
A few blocks later, you turned down a quieter street and stopped in your tracks. On the side of a brick building stood a massive mural of the Avengers. Bold red letters above the artwork read:Â
âEarthâs Mightiest Heroes.â
Messages of hope and gratitude were scrawled below in various handwriting:
âThank you, Avengers!â
âWe believe in you.â
âYouâre our heroes!â
The contrast was striking, almost ironic. Where legacy news painted the Avengers as reckless and untrustworthy, the people who lived in the city- the ones who saw, felt the impact of their actions firsthand, still believed in them.
This mural, these messages, were a reminder of why you had taken this job in the first place. The Avengers werenât just a team of extraordinary individuals- they were a symbol of hope. And, despite the cracks in their image, that hope was still alive.
As you approached Stark Tower, you walked a little taller, your resolve renewed. The press conference wasnât just a step forward- it was a lifeline for people who still believed. And for those who wanted to believe again.
The familiar electric hum of the Tower greeted you as you returned, just before 5:30 p.m. The sun wasnât quite setting, but the orange rays of an impending dusk shone through the clouds overhead. The walk back from your long lunch had cleared your head, but as you stepped into the quieter corridors near the elevator lobby toward the labs, a distant conversation caught your attention.
You paused mid-step, instinctively quieting your movements. The voices- sharp and distinct, belonged to Tony Stark and Bruce Banner. You edged closer, staying out of sight but within earshot. You were good at this.
âThis could change everything,â Stark was asserting, his tone confident, almost dismissive of any doubt. âItâs prevention, not just protection. Weâll be able to stop threats before they happen.â
There was a pause, followed by Bannerâs quieter, more measured voice. âAnd if it goes wrong? Youâre giving a machine the power to decide whatâs a threat, Tony. You canât guarantee control.â
Starkâs voice grew firmer, his impatience bleeding through. âWeâll control it. Iâve accounted for every scenario.â
Bannerâs response came swiftly, tinged with frustration. âYouâre rushing this. Just because we can doesnât mean we should.â
The air between their words was thick with tension, the sharp contrast of Tony Starkâs unshakable confidence and Dr Bannerâs wary caution echoing in the hallway. Your chest tightened as the tone of the conversation became clear.
You didnât understand the full context of what they were discussing, but the implications were right there. This wasnât just another technological innovation- it was something far bigger. Something potentially, even likely, dangerous.
Your thoughts raced as you stepped away quietly, retreating to your quarters. You were an intruder in a moment you weren't meant to witness, but the unease that lingered told you it was important.
By the time you closed the door to your room at 6:00 p.m., your mind was buzzing with questions you couldn't yet answer.
What had sounded like a theoretical debate- robots, AI- now carried a darker reality. Â
Could it really be as dangerous as Dr. Banner said? Is Stark pushing something even he canât control?
You leaned back in your chair, closing your eyes briefly to slow your thoughts.Â
I donât know enough to be afraid yetâŚÂ
But Dr. Banner does.Â
That alone was reason enough for concern.
You glanced at your tablet, the still notification icon of a received email breaking through your spiraling thoughts. It was a response from Pepper Potts.
Subject: Approved: Press Release
Hi _____,
The event is approved, great work. Attached is correspondence with the Mayorâs Office confirming the event details:
Date/Time: Saturday, May 2nd, 10:30 a.m.
Location: City Hall Plaza.
Keep me updated on final preparations. This is a solid step forward.
Best,
Pepper
You opened the attachment, skimming through the correspondence. The formal quality of the mayorâs office felt oddly grounding, a sharp contrast to the chaos in your head. At least this part of your work was progressing smoothly.
You composed a secure mass message to the team, ensuring everyone was updated:
Â
Subject: Press Event Details
Hi team,
The press event is confirmed for Saturday, May 2nd, at 10:30 a.m. Location: City Hall Plaza. Captain Rogers and Dr. Banner are keynote speakers.Â
Let me know if there are any changes or questions.
Thank you all,
_____ _____
The replies came in quickly:
Maria Hill: âCongratulations. Well done, _____.â
Natasha Romanoff: đđť
The acknowledgment brought a small flicker of relief, but it did little to dull the unease still lingering from what you had overheard.
You leaned back in your chair again, staring out the window as the city buzzed below. You made a mental note.
Tomorrow, Iâll get curious.Â
Your gaze fell back to your tablet, the draft press release glowing softly on the screen. For now, the work was progressing. That was something.
But the cracks youâd glimpsed today- between Tony Starkâs ambition and Dr. Bannerâs fears- felt like a warning. And warnings, youâve learned, were rarely theoretical.
Chapter One, Part Four Friday, May 1st, 2015
The beginning of a sunrise barely crept through the curtains in your room as you woke, your mind already buzzing with thoughts. It was just after 5:00 a.m. and, despite the early hour, you knew there would be no going back to sleep. Tomorrowâs press event loomed large, the culmination of days of preparation and pressure.
You slipped out of bed, pulling on a light sweater against the morning chill, and sat down at your desk. Your laptop was still open, the latest draft of the Avengersâ press statement glowing softly on the screen after a quick shake of your mouse.Â
The words stared back at you, polished and rehearsed, but somehow they felt⌠flat.
Leaning forward, you clicked through your notes, adjusting phrasing and fine-tuning details. You knew the speeches were solid; Pepper had approved them, everyone had given their feedback, but something about it all felt incomplete.Â
Your mind wandered, as it had been all night, to Tony Stark and Dr. Bannerâs conversation the night before. Youâd overheard them in passing multiple times before last night, their words casual but now striking a nerve: discussions of algorithms, adaptive programming, and something that sounded, in retrospect, a lot like artificial intelligence.Â
The uneasy pit returned to your chest, and before you could stop yourself, you opened your browser and began typing.
Risks of artificial intelligence.
The search results flooded the screen. At first, you clicked out of curiosity, scanning through articles about self-learning systems and machine ethics. But the more you read, the heavier the pit felt. Rogue systems, unpredictable behavior, unintended consequences- it was all there, spelled out in stark detail.
The warnings were clear: AI wasnât just unpredictable; it was uncontrollable. No matter how carefully it was designed, the potential for failure was always present.
By the time the clock neared 7:00 a.m., you had fallen deep into a rabbit hole, your unease growing with every article you read. You knew Tony Stark was brilliant, and Banner too, but this kind of risk didnât feel like something anyone could fully control.
Your fingers hovered over the keyboard as you stared at the screen, the information swirling in your mind. You wanted to bring it up, but who are you to question Tony Stark? You were there to manage the Avengersâ public image, not to meddle in their scientific endeavors.
Shutting your laptop with a quiet sigh, you leaned back in your chair.Â
Focus.Â
Tomorrow was the priority, not some hypothetical worst-case scenario.
Still, your anxiety lingered as you stood and stretched. You needed a way to clear your head. Without overthinking it, you grabbed your gym bag and headed for the fifty-fourth floor.
The gym was quiet and empty when you arrived, exactly how youâd hoped. You headed straight for the target practice taking up more than half of the training facility. You quickly changed into your gear, invigorated at the thought of being back in this setting, as you had been many times.Â
You were never in the field like Maria had been, but as your friendship grew, so did your desire to protect one another⌠should the necessity arise. Training together came naturally.
Selecting a Glock from the weapons locker, you checked the magazine, slid it into place, and stepped into position. Your first shot went wide, hitting just outside the center of the target. You frowned, adjusted your grip, and fired again.Â
Closer.
With each pull of the trigger, you fixed your stance, finding the rhythm that had always steadied you. The sharp crack of the gunfire echoed through the space, its familiarity cutting through the haze of unease youâd carried all night.
One shot after another landed closer to the bullseye, your focus narrowing until nothing else existed but the weight of the gun in your hand and the target in front of you. The simple, mechanical motion- aim, fire, reload- gave you a sense of clarity you hadn't felt all morning- all week.
Your focus was pointed enough that you didnât notice the two figures standing silently outside the doorway, having heard gunshots and curious to find the source.
âSheâs good,â Romanoff commented, her tone neutral, with a hint of approval.
Steve Rogers stood beside her, his arms crossed as he watched you reload. âI didnât know she could shoot.â
Romanoff glanced at him, raising an eyebrow. âShe was recommended by Hill,â she said matter-of-factly, before looking back at you. âPepper wouldnât have hired her if she couldn't handle herself.â
Steve nodded slightly, his eyes never leaving you. Your movements were efficient and controlled, each shot landing with precision.
She smirked, her gaze shifting back to Steve. âInteresting,â she said, her voice subtle and teasing. She didnât elaborate, and when Steve didnât respond, she dropped it, her smirk lingering. Steveâs jaw tightened, his expression unreadable as he continued to watch you. After a moment, she nudged his arm lightly.Â
âCome on,â she said. âLet's let her finish.â
Steve turned, following Romanoff out of the gym, but not without one more glance in your direction.
You exhaled slowly as the last bullet hit the target dead center. You lowered the Glock, stepping back to survey the target with a critical eye. The session had worked; your mind felt clearer, more focused. The sick feeling hadnât disappeared, but it was no longer the dominant thought in your mind.
You set the gun down and packed up your things, leaving the range without any idea youâd had an audience. As you stepped into the hallway, the tension in your shoulders eased slightly.Â
By the time you returned to your quarters, the rhythmic focus you found at the gun range had settled into a steady sense of control. You set your gym bag down by the door and grabbed your tablet, opening the email from Pepper containing the finalized schedule for tomorrowâs press event.
The timeline was tight and precise, as Pepperâs work always was. Media arrival times, security checkpoints, the order of speeches, and even the time allocated for Q&A sessions- all meticulously outlined.
You scanned the document multiple times. You made a few small updates, ensuring the timeline aligned perfectly with what you had prepared. The press event was designed to flow seamlessly, showcasing Steve Rogers and Bruce Banner as the focal point while reinforcing the Avengersâ accountability and unity.
This will work.Â
Everything was set, and you felt confident in the groundwork youâd laid.
Setting the tablet down, you glanced at the clock. It was nearly time for your meetings with the speakers- first Steve, then Banner. Youâd been through their speeches already, but you knew there was always room for adjustments.
You moved to the bathroom and splashed cool water on your face, patting it dry before fixing your hair. Your reflection stared back at you, sharp and composed, though the weight of the day ahead lingered faintly in your eyes.
By the time you were changed into a new, more meeting-appropriate, outfit, you felt settled. Picking up your tablet again, you reviewed your notes one last time before heading out. The day was moving quickly, but you were ready to keep up.
The meeting room on the thirty-seventh floor was bright and open, sunlight streaming through the tall glass windows and pooling on the sleek table in the center. You arrived a few minutes early, your tablet in hand and notes prepared. You wanted to make sure everything was ready for your meeting with Steve.
Not long after, he walked in, his posture as steady and composed as ever. He offered you a polite nod as he pulled out a chair opposite yours.
âAfternoon,â he said, his voice friendly.
âGood afternoon,â you replied with a small smile. âThanks for making the time.â
Steve settled into his seat, his gaze level as you pulled up the final draft of his speech. âIâve already gone through your notes,â he said, nodding toward the tablet. âBut Iâd like to hear what you think.â
Comforted by the enthusiastic collaboration, you took a deep, balancing breath and began walking him through the key points. âYour role in this event is critical,â you started. âYouâre the anchor. People look to you for leadership, not just on the battlefield but as a moral compass. Thatâs what this speech emphasizes: your ability to guide and inspire, even in the real world.â
Steve listened attentively, his arms resting on the table as you continued.
âI adjusted the phrasing in the third paragraph,â you added, scrolling to the section. âIt leans more into accountability without sounding defensive. It shows strength through transparency, which I think is exactly what people want to see.â
Steve nodded, his expression thoughtful as he scanned the draft on your tablet. âThis is solid,â he said after a moment. âYouâve struck the right balance: strong, but not overbearing.â
You felt a wave of relief but didnât let it show overtly. âThank you.â
Steve looked up from the tablet, meeting your eyes. âYouâve done good work, _____. This is exactly what we need.â
His words were simple, but they carried a warmth that moved through you in a way you hadn't expected, almost sending goosebumps down your arms. You nodded, your voice measured. âIâm glad it meets your expectations.â
âIt does,â Steve replied. He leaned back slightly, studying you. âYouâre putting a lot on your shoulders for this.â
âItâs my job,â you said, your tone even, but warm.
âAnd youâre doing it well,â he added.
As you wrapped up, you gathered your notes, a smile pulling at the corner of your lips. âThank you for your time, Captain Rogers,â you flicked your eyes up to him, remembering his correction the day before, âSteve.â
He smiled with sincerity, a comfort you didn't know you needed before walking out of the conference room, leaving you to wonder where the butterfly in your stomach came from.Â
The next meeting was with Dr. Banner, and you knew it would be a different dynamic from your earlier meeting with Steve. While Steve exuded quiet confidence, Banner carried an air of self-doubt that was noticed from the start.
The room you designated for this meeting was cozier than the one with Steve, with soft lighting and a more relaxed atmosphere, closer to the private quarters on the thirty-first floor. You hoped it would help put him at ease, even if only a little.
He arrived minutes after you did, his hands stuffed in his pockets. âAfternoon,â he greeted quietly, giving you a small, diffident smile.
âHi, Dr. Banner,â you replied, motioning for him to sit. âI thought we could go through this together and make sure youâre comfortable with everything.â
He hesitated, then sat in the seat in front of you, looking down at the tablet but not really reading it. After a moment, he inhaled anxiously. âIâm not sure Iâm the right person for this,â he warned, his voice low.
You paused, studying him. âWhy do you think that?â
He shrugged, avoiding your gaze. âIâm not exactly the poster child for the calm and collected. People donât want to hear from me. They want to hear from Steve, or Tony. Not the guy whoâŚâ He trailed off, but the implication was clear.
âYouâre wrong,â you said firmly, though your tone was gentle. âPeople want to hear from you. You are indisputably one of the smartest, brightest minds in the world. And, youâre honest. Thatâs what people connect with.â
He let out a small, humorless laugh. âHonesty doesnât always inspire confidence.â
âIt does when itâs paired with humanity,â you countered. You leaned forward slightly, your voice soft but insistent. âThe fact that youâre nervous? Thatâs what makes you human, and thatâs what people trust. They donât want perfection- they want authenticity. And youâre the perfect person to give them that.â
He glanced at you, his expression conflicted. âYou make it sound so easy.â
âItâs not,â you admitted, smiling slightly. âBut it is important. And youâre important to this event. Not just because of what you know, but because of who you are. People will see that- if you let them.â
He was quiet for a moment, his shoulders relaxing slightly as your words sank in. When he finally looked up at you, there was a small, but genuine smile on his face.
âThanks,â he said softly. âI guess I needed to hear that.â
âThatâs what Iâm here for,â you replied.
The two of you spent the rest of the meeting going over his speech, with you offering small adjustments and answering his questions. By the time you were finished, Dr. Banner seemed more at ease, his nervous energy tempered by a cautious optimism.
As he left the room, he glanced back at you. âYouâre good at this,â he said simply.
âThank you,â you replied, feeling a quiet sense of accomplishment as the door closed behind him.
With both meetings done, you leaned back, letting out a small sigh of relief. The team was ready, you just needed to trust that the work you had done was enough.
The hours spent indoors were starting to weigh on you. After the back-to-back meetings and the morning of intense focus, you craved a change of scenery- something outside the same four walls.Â
By 6:00 p.m., you had your mind made up to take yourself out to dinner. You headed back to your room to freshen up and change into yet another outfit, something more comfortable, but still nice enough to be seen out in public.
After grabbing your coat and bag, and slipping into a more casual pair of shoes, you made your way to the elevator in the lobby of the common area on the same floor. A day of success wrapped up by a nice, relaxing evening alone- it was the perfect way to prepare for tomorrow. You stood in front of the elevator doors comfortably waiting for the elevator car to arrive. As the doors slid open, you were stopped.
âHey,â Steve greeted casually, having just jog-walked over to you, his hands tucked into the pockets of his jacket. âWhere are you off to?â
âJust heading out for dinner,â you replied, surprised by the question.
Steve glanced at the elevator doors behind you that were now closing due to inactivity, a friendly smile forming. âDinner, huh? Mind if I tag along?â
The question caught you off guard, and you hesitated. You hadnât expected him to ask, and while part of you certainly appreciated the offer...
âHonestly, public appearances probably arenât a great idea right now,â you said, trying to sound lighthearted. âThe last thing we need is someone snapping a picture and making it into a story before the press event tomorrow.â
Steve nodded thoughtfully, his smile widening just a bit. âFair point,â he replied. âWhat if we stayed in?â
Oh?
âRoof deck, takeout- no cameras, no headlines. What do you think?â He was making eye contact now, the elevator car long gone. You blinked at him a couple times, multiple thoughts occurring at once. During the silence, he leaned forward and pressed the elevator button again.
Dinner alone with Steve Rogers, away from the noise of the world, sounded tremendously intimate. But the day had been long, and the idea of fresh air and friendly company was hard to resist.
âOkay,â you said finally, nodding. âThe roof deck. Iâll meet you up there?â
Steveâs smile turned into a grin and he positioned himself ready to jump into the elevator car that was returning. âPerfect. Give me a few minutes to grab the food. You relax until I get there.â
You watched him step into the elevator, then turned to put away your things without looking back. Once in your room, you stop for a moment and inhale, trying to steady your heart rate from the whiplash of the last few minutes. You dropped your bag onto your desk chair and hung up your coat, grabbing a light jacket instead. The thought of unwinding, even for a short while, was suddenly very appealing.
You stepped to the bathroom mirror, now peculiarly aware of any âflawsâ in your appearance and acted fast to tidy them. After taking another breath, this one more apprehensive, you left your room.
The cool breeze hit you as soon as you stepped onto the deck, carrying with it the faint buzz of the city below. The sun was beginning to set, painting the sky in soft shades of pastel. You walked through the bar and to the edge, resting your hands lightly on the railing as you took in the view. Stark Tower stood high above the chaos, a rare oasis of calm in a city that never rested.
You let yourself breathe, the tension of the day slowly easing as you stood there. You didnât often take the time to stop and simply exist, but in this moment, it felt natural.Â
A few minutes later the elevator door inside the bar opened, and Steveâs familiar figure stepped out of the giant archway onto the deck. He carried a paper bag in one hand and two bottles of water in the other.
âHope you like burgers,â he said with a grin, setting the bag down on a nearby table.
âAmerican classic,â you replied, your tone lighter now as you turned to join him.
Steve pulled out a chair for you before settling into his own. As he unpacked the food, you felt the last bit of tension in your shoulders start to fade.
At first, the conversation was light. Steve shared a few stories about the teamâs less-than-serious moments: Thorâs unshakable love of pop-tarts, Tonyâs questionable karaoke skills, and the time Natasha kicked Clintâs ass in the sparring gym.
You found yourself laughing despite the nagging feeling of self-consciousness that had crept in since dinner began. Youâd shared meals with clients before, long hours in the trenches of crisis management often demanded it, but this was different.
This is Captain America.
You glanced at him as he leaned back slightly in his chair, his posture relaxed, tone casual. Everything about him seemed effortless, but it only made you feel more out of place. What were you doing, sharing an almost-secret dinner on a rooftop with someone like him? And why did it feel so⌠unprofessional?
Steve must have sensed your unease because his expression softened as he turned his attention back to you. âYouâre quiet,â he said, his voice gentle. âEverything okay?â
You hesitated, wiping your hands on a napkin to stall for time. âYeah,â you said finally. âI guess Iâm just not used to this.â
âThis?â he asked, tilting his head slightly.
âThis,â you repeated, gesturing vaguely between them. âSitting here, having dinner with you. Itâs not exactly something Iâd ever imagined.â
Steve twisted his mouth in thought, his brow furrowing. âWhy not?â
âBecause youâre you,â you said simply. âYouâre Captain America. Youâre-â You stopped yourself, shaking your head. âI donât know.â
Steveâs gaze was steady as he leaned forward slightly, resting his arms on the table. âYouâve earned your place here,â he said firmly. âYouâve been working nonstop to make this happen, and youâve been looking out for all of us in ways most people wouldnât even think to. Youâre part of this team now, for however long you're with us.â
His words landed heavily, but not in a bad way. You felt a warmth in your chest, though you weren't sure if it was reassuring or just bringing forth how silly this whole thing felt.
âThank you,â you said quietly, meeting his gaze.
Steve smiled, and the conversation shifted slightly, moving into more personal territory.
He asked about your time with SHIELD, and you told him about the part you played during the Battle of New York, among other PR explosions. You talked about how you managed global scrutiny and dealt with political minefields but had always kept a certain distance from the agents you worked with. Most of them, anyway.
âI kept it professional,â you said. âAlways. It's much easier that way.â
âEasier,â Steve repeated, a thoughtful look crossing his face. âBut maybe not better.â
You shrugged, unsure how to respond. âIt worked for me at the time.âÂ
Steve nodded, not pushing further. Instead, he shared a little about his own past- growing up in Brooklyn, the people heâd lost, the parts of his old life he missed. You listened intently, finding comfort in his honesty. His words held a quiet pain to them, and you felt an unexpected sense of empathy, as if the conversation had bridged a gap you hadn't even realized was there. There was something grounding in the way he spoke about his past, about loss, and about longing. It wasnât the typical bravado youâd heard from others; this was real, and human, and raw.
Steve glanced down at his empty plate, his voice quieter now. âYou know, everything has changed since I woke up. The world, the people in it... Everyone I knew is gone. Even the ones I thought were strong enough to survive this long.â He chuckled bitterly, shaking his head. âItâs hard, sometimes, knowing that the people you care about... wonât be there when you look around. Itâs like everyone Iâve ever known, theyâve all been taken from me.â
You paused, the sincerity of his words sinking in. You hadnât expected this kind of vulnerability from him. There was something almost... helpless in his voice, despite the strong exterior he naturally held. You thought about your own family, the ones who had shaped you, and your lips pressed together as you tried to hold the conversation back from getting too personal.
âI think I know how you feel,â you said softly, your gaze shifting to the city beyond them, the lights twinkling like distant planets. âMy parents... they passed a long time ago. Both of them, unexpectedly.â You swallowed, your throat tightening. âAnd my grandma... she was the one who raised me, really. She died just after I graduated. Itâs... hard to be the last one standing sometimes.â
The words hung in the air between you, heavy but comforting in your shared grief. You hadnât meant to share so much, but it felt different with Steve. Like he understood, in a way that was hard to articulate.
Steve gave you a long, understanding look, his eyes softening. âIâm sorry, _____,â he said quietly, his voice sincere. âI know what itâs like to feel like youâre carrying the burden- the memory of everyone whoâs gone. I really do.â
You nodded, your gaze briefly flicking down to your hands as you clasped them together, immediately regretting the turn of tone you took. There was a lump in your throat that you tried to push down, but it was harder to ignore now. The grief you had buried so deeply felt more real than ever.
But then, as quickly as the moment had deepened, you felt the shift inside you, the familiar urge to distance yourself from vulnerability creeping back in. You straightened up in your seat, trying to regain your composure.
âWell,â you said, your tone intentionally lighter now, âI didnât mean to derail the conversation like that.â You cleared your throat, attempting to shift the mood. âI guess I just... got caught up in what you said. Youâve been through a lot.â
Steve smiled, a soft, understanding smile. He didnât press you, and the warmth in his eyes let you know he wasnât expecting more than you were willing to share. âNo worries,â he said. âI think we both needed to talk about it.â
You let out a small laugh, grateful for the ease of pressure. You cleared your throat again, trying to fill the silence with something while you thought of what to say next. âSo- uh, whatâs next for someone who's seen literally everything change?â You shook your head to try and recalibrate your brain in a more professional direction.
Steveâs expression brightened slightly, and the weight of the previous conversation seemed to lift, replaced by a more hopeful note. âIâm not sure yet,â he said, leaning back a little. âBut for the first time in a really⌠really long time, I think Iâm ready to figure it out. One step at a time.â
The conversation continued, and by the time you had both finished your food the sun had set completely, leaving the city bathed in the soft glow of streetlights and skyscrapers. The air had cooled further, and you felt strangely at ease. The hum of the city was distant now, softened by the quiet comfort of the rooftop. It felt like the kind of evening that could stretch on forever, where the pressures of the outside world didnât quite reach.Â
You took a deep breath, enjoying the calm as much as the food. For the first time in a while, you weren't thinking about your next move or the weight of the job you had taken on. Instead, you simply sat, watching the city unfold beneath you, and allowed yourself to be present.
As Steve cleared the table and prepared to head back inside, you realized that for the first time since arriving at Stark Tower, you felt grounded- not just in your role, but in your place.
âThank you for this,â you said as you walked toward the elevator.
Steve glanced at you, his expression kind. âAnytime.â
You didnât know what to make of the flicker of warmth you felt in his company, but for now, you let it be.
As you reached the elevator, you paused, your fingers brushing against the call button. âSteve,â you said hesitantly, turning to him. âWould you mind gathering the team in the common room?â you asked. âJust for a few minutes. I think it would be good to say something before tomorrow.â
Steve tilted his head downward slightly, curious. âA pep talk?â
âSomething like that,â you replied, giving a small smile. âI just think... it might help to set the tone.â
Steve nodded without hesitation. âIâll get everyone together.â
A short time later, you stood in the common room, your tablet tucked under your arm as the Avengers slowly filed in. Steve leaned casually against the doorway, arms crossed, while Agent Romanoff settled into the couch. Thor stood with his hands clasped behind his back, an amused expression on his face, while Banner hovered near the edge of the room. Stark arrived last, strolling in with a glass in hand, his sharp gaze briefly meeting yours before he leaned against the bar.Â
You cleared your throat, feeling the weight of their attention. âThank you for coming,â you began, your voice steady, but quiet.
You glanced around the room, taking a moment to meet each of their eyes. âI know this isnât your usual kind of mission. Youâve faced aliens, supervillains, and-â you couldn't hold in a small, bemused chuckle, â-who knows what else, and compared to that, a press event might feel... insignificant.â
A faint snicker came from Natasha, and Tony smirked, but said nothing.
âBut it isnât insignificant,â you continued, your tone growing firmer. âItâs not just about answering questions or making speeches. Itâs about rebuilding trust with the people youâve been fighting for. They need to see who you are- not just as superheroes, but as people. Because when they see that, theyâll believe in you again.â
The room was silent for a moment, your words lingering in the air.
âYouâve all done incredible things,â you said. âAnd I know that tomorrow, youâll do something just as important. Weâve worked hard in the last few days to make this event as strong as it can be, and I believe itâs going to make a difference.â
Thor raised his chin slightly, his smile growing. âWise words,â he said approvingly.
âNot bad, Ms. _____,â Natasha added with a subtle grin.
Stark raised his glass slightly, his tone teasing. âYou heard her, folks- donât screw it up!â
You couldnât help but smile at his comment, the tension in the room dissipating.
âThank you,â you said, glancing at all of them again. âThatâs all I wanted to say.â
The Avengers began to disperse, offering quiet goodnights as they left the common room one by one.
As the last of them disappeared down the hallway, you let out a quiet breath, your shoulders relaxing. The pep talk had gone better than expected, and the teamâs quiet but genuine responses left you feeling a sense of contentment.
You returned to your quarters, setting your tablet on the desk and sitting down for a moment. The day had been long and productive. Tomorrow was still daunting, but you felt better prepared than you had that morning.
For now, you were ready to wind down, even if your restless thoughts had other plans.
The clock ticked past 10:30 p.m., but you lay wide awake, staring at the faint patterns the shadows cast on your ceiling. Thoughts of tomorrowâs press event mingled with intruding concerns about Stark and Bannerâs conversation, a thread of anxiety pulling at you.
You sighed, throwing the blanket off and sitting up. Sleep wasnât going to come anytime soon, and lying there was only making your frustration grow.Â
Tea might help.
Slipping on your sweater, you left your room and headed toward the kitchen, your steps the only sound in the stillness of Stark Tower.
As you rounded the corner, you nearly collided with Tony Stark, who was strolling out of the kitchen with a full glass of whiskey in one hand and his ever-present tablet tucked under his arm.
âMs. _____,â he greeted, his tone light and teasing. âBurning the midnight oil?â
âSomething like that,â you composed yourself and spoke steadily, âand you?â
âGenius doesn't sleep,â Stark started taking a few steps backward, facing you. Your eyes flicked to his tablet briefly before you spoke again.Â
âMr. Stark,â you started carefully, your tone measured, âIâm sorry- I overheard part of your conversation with Dr. Banner yesterday.â
He raised an eyebrow, pausing mid-step. âEavesdropping? Ms. _____. Thought you were better than that.â
You ignored the teasing, your expression steady. âYou mentioned something- AI. Iâve been thinking about it since, and- Iâm concerned.â
He leaned back slightly, swirling his drink lazily. âConcerned? About what, exactly? Killer robots? World domination? Let me guess: youâve been reading the doomsday blogs.â
Your lips pressed into a thin line, but you didn't back down. âIâve been reading a lot. About unpredictability. Rogue systems. The risks of creating something we canât control. Even the most advanced AI isnât infallible, and I-â
âItâs fine,â he interrupted, his tone still filled with scorn. âIâve thought through every scenario. Thatâs what I do, Ms. _____, prepare for the worst and build something better.â He turned, dismissing the conversation, waving you away with his hand. âNo need to lose sleep over it.â
âEven the best plans have risks,â you countered, your voice calm but firm.
He stopped walking, turning to look at you fully for the first time. His smirk faded slightly, replaced by irritation.
âLet me stop you right there,â he said, his tone sharper now, though still measured. âYouâre good at what you do- managing PR disasters, spinning stories, making us look like heroes. And I respect that. But this? This is science. Complex, messy, way out of your depth. Stick to your expertise, Iâll handle mine."
The words hit harder than expected, but you held your composure. You straightened slightly, your expression cooling. âUnderstood,â you said, your voice clipped and professional. âI apologize for overstepping.â
Without waiting for a response, you turned on your heel and walked away, your steps calm and measured even as your chest tightened.
He watched you retreat for a moment, his eyes squinting as he watched. With a quiet sigh, he adjusted his grip on his tablet and continued toward the elevator.
Back in your quarters, you closed the door behind you and leaned against it, letting out a slow breath. The sting of Starkâs words lingered, but so did your frustration- with him, with yourself, with the situation you couldn't seem to leave alone.
You felt foolish for allowing yourself to get so comfortable, for forgetting that this wasnât your world. By the end of this, youâd be back to your normal life, far away from superheroes and their chaos.
For now, you needed to focus on what you could control. Tomorrow was all that mattered, and youâd make sure it went flawlessly.
Climbing back into bed, you forced your restless thoughts to quiet, mentally reviewing your checklist for the press event.Â
One day at a time.
I tried.
STEVE ROGERS WOULD PUNCH THE SHIT OUT OF DONALD TRUMP!!!!!
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hey anon
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Thin Walls - Part Eight (Bucky Barnes x Reader)
Summary: Who was she talking to?
Word count: 300
He hears her before long he sees her.
Her voice carries normally- something heâd come to find both frustrating and endearing all at once. This sound, though, is different. Itâs not her usual cadence.Â
Not the teasing warmth or dry sarcasm. This is clipped. Angry. Hurt.
Heâs at the window before he thinks about it, one hand braced against the frame, the other still holding the book Dr. Raynor had been pushing him to read. From the third floor he can see the edge of the sidewalk, her figure just turning the corner toward the steps.
Phone to her ear, jaw tight, eyes on the pavement. Sheâs nodding like the person on the other end can see her.Â
A short, bitter laugh escapes her and he feels it in his chest like itâs meant for him.
He doesnât recognize the tone- not from her.
She hangs up just before she reaches the front door, shoving the phone into her coat pocket with more force than necessary.Â
Then she exhales hard, like sheâs trying to hold something in and itâs slipping anyway.
His hand drops from the window.
He doesnât think about it. Just moves. He picks up the package of light bulbs heâd meant to swap out in the hallway fixture since Sunday and heads for the stairs.Â
Not because he heard her. Not because something about her voice made his pulse shift. Because there were lights to be fixed.
He waits the amount of time he estimates it takes for an angry woman to walk up the stairs to the third floor and opens the door just as sheâs reaching for her keys.
She startles a little- clearly hadnât heard him coming. That tends to be by design.Â
âJesus. Youâre quiet.â Her voice is harsh, her cheek is twitched in irritation and it makes him step back into his apartment.
âBad habit.â
She doesnât smile, but her shoulders dip just a fraction. He holds the door open without stepping back out, blinking at her longer than either of them are comfortable with.
âYou okay?â
She can tell he knows she isnât, he can see it in the bristle of her nerves as she straightens back up and sticks her key in the knob.
âYeah,â she says, too quickly. Then, softer, almost like an apology: âLong day.â
She doesnât look at his hands as he steps out, isnât curious about his daytime presence, doesnât even throw out a J name for the hell of it.Â
He watches as she steps into her apartment, and closes her door.
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Last one tonight, promise. @kiba-uwuzuka, @wistericals, @chonkybonky
Thin Walls - Part Seven (Bucky Barnes x Reader)
Summary: Trash day.
Word count: 700
The urge to silence yourself has all but left the duplex by now.
âWhen the thorn bush turns white,Â
thatâs when Iâll come home.â
Your downstairs neighbors have never had anything to say, and now that itâs been established that J. Barnes isnât as big and bad as his initial impression may have indicated, you donât mind playing your music on medium as you make your way down the stairs. Itâs barely even sundown, after all.Â
You lost your earbuds, so thereâs not much option but to play it at a reasonable level through your phoneâs speaker- held in your left hand while two full trashbags dangle from the other.
âI am going out to see what I can sow,â
You expect to step out into the late September evening with a fresh breath of air, your music adding to the ambience, but instead what you find is him coming up the steps to the door- hood down, jacket loose over a dark hoodie. Something is slung over his shoulder- heavier than a messenger bag, lighter than the duffel youâve seen before.Â
You stop short, and so does he, and neither of you speak for a moment.
âAnd I don't know where Iâll go,
and I don't know what Iâll see,
but Iâll try not to bring it back home with me.â
Your eyes catch and hold until he breaks first. âYou again.â Flat, but not unfriendly- like a sigh caught between annoyance and a smile.
You shrug, lifting the trash bag a little like proof of innocence. âWhat can I say? I like to make an impression.â
A low hum vibrates the air between you as his gaze flicks to the bag, then back up. âMaking one right now.â
The corner of your mouth betrays you before you can stop it. âGlad to know Iâm consistent.â
âLike the morning sun your eyes will follow me,
as you watch me wander, curse the powers that be,â
You round him with a little extra sway in your stride, trash bags swinging like pendulums at your side. A sassy pep, deliberate enough to make your point.
The music spills from your phone speaker, loud against the hush of the street. He glances down at it, then back at you, one brow lifting.
âOutwardly invasive,â he says at last, dry as the pavement under his boots. âBold choice for a shared environment."
You toss a look over your shoulder, grin tugging. âWhat can I say? Some of us arenât ghosts.â
For a moment, the air shifts. He doesnât move, doesnât answer right away, but he doesnât hide the tug at the corner of his mouth either. Whatever it is- smile, smirk, surrender- it shows before he can bury it.
âCause all I want is here and now,Â
but itâs already been and gone.
Our intentions always last that bit too long.â
You catch it out of the corner of your eye as you reach the trash bin. Before he can say anything, you toss a glance over your shoulder, voice light but sure. âJasper.â
His head tilts, almost a shake, and the half-smile lingers. âStill wrong.â
You drop the bags in with a satisfying thud, brushing your hands against your hoodie. âYeah, but Iâm getting closer.â
âNot even,â he says, but thereâs no bite in it- just the faintest amusement threading through.
When you turn back, he hasnât gone inside yet. Heâs standing there with the front door open, waiting. Not impatient, just⌠waiting.
You step past him, letting the cool air slip away behind you, and start up the stairs with deliberate speed. Your sneakers squeak against the wood, and by the time you reach the landing you toss the win over your shoulder: âSee you later, Jason.â
A huff follows, low and amused. âTwo losses in a row. Getting sad.â
You grin as you close your apartment door, the sound of it still catching in your chest.
âIn the full moonâs light, I listen to the stream.
And in between the silence, I hear you calling me.
But I donât know where I am, and I donât trust who Iâve been.
But if I come home, how will I ever leave?â
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Thin Walls - Part Six (Bucky Barnes x Reader)
Summary: Old apartments have shitty HVAC.
Word count: 1.3k
The buildingâs heat has been spotty all week. Too cold in the mornings, too warm at night. So when your apartment tips into that sticky, no-air-movement zone just before bed, you crack open all your windows in the hopes of coaxing out the heat and step into the hallway while the place airs out. A glass of water in one hand, your phone in the other.Â
Just five minutes of non-stuffy breathing room.
You pull your door closed quietly behind you, bare feet on the cool hallway floor, and nearly jump when you realize youâre not alone.
Heâs already there- leaning against the wall beside his door, one leg bent, a glass of something in his hand. Water, maybe. Or not.Â
No judgement.
He doesnât look surprised to see you, just lifts his eyes slowly from the floor to meet yours.
You hesitate out of courtesy, it seems like you do a good job of invading his personal space nowadays. âIs this⌠your spot?â
âShared property,â he says, then tips his head toward the opposite wall. âPlenty of space.â
You sit with a huff, cross-legged, back against the wall across from him. Your glass rests on your knee. Itâs quiet for a moment while you decide whether this was a mistake or if you should shoot for another win.
âApartment heatâs all over the place,â you offer, pulling your phone from the floor to set on your other knee. âMine thinks itâs mid-January.â
He exhales a short breath through his nose. âMine thinks I like to sleep in a sauna.â
You smile faintly, sipping your water, and itâs silent again.Â
You shift, noticing how heâs looking at the ground with no cell phone in sight. Itâs creepy. âHow long you been here again?â
âCouple weeks.â
âStill adjusting?â
He shrugs. âNot bad. Quieter than I expected.â
You glance at him, arching a brow. âExcept for me?â
That earns a hint of a smirk. âYouâve got your moments.â
You look down into your glass. âYouâre not loud,â you say. âLike, at all. I donât think Iâve heard a single sound from your side of the hall.â
âThatâs on purpose,â he says, after a second. âComes in handy.â
You let out a quiet scoff, tipping your head back against the wall. âYeah, I bet being a ghost is really helpful in a Brooklyn duplex.â
He doesnât reply, but thereâs something in the way he watches you now- like youâve said something more honest than you meant to.
You shift your glass in your lap and tilt your head to the side. âYou always been this quiet?â
He raises an eyebrow. âYou always this curious?â
You laugh this time, quiet, but honest. âRelax, Iâm not reporting you.â Your smile stays as you double-tap your phone, and you can see out of the corner of your eye that heâs watching.Â
Now whoâs curious?
He huffs softly, the corner of his mouth twitching. âYou sure? Looks like classified material to me.â His chin tips toward your phone, casual but deliberate. Heâs not leaning, not reaching- just letting you know he noticed.
You glance down, thumb still hovering. The image fills the screen: a white cat, fur like spilled milk, eyes the pale, cool grey of winter light. Youâve kept that photo for years- a small, ridiculous tether to a smaller, ridiculous you.
You canât help the sound that escapes you: equal parts laugh and scoff. You snort, deflective and a little sharp. âNosy.â
He lets that land and the corner of his mouth twitches into something almost like a smile. âCurious,â he corrects, voice softer now.
You tip your glass back, the cool water cutting the heat in your chest. âThereâs a difference,â you say finally, eyeing him over the rim. âCurious doesnât get people killed in horror movies. Nosy does.âÂ
That earns you an actual huff of laughter, quick and low. âGuess Iâll try to stay curious, then.âÂ
You shrug, setting your glass down beside your thigh. âGood survival instinct.âÂ
Itâs quiet again, but lighter this time. You stretch your legs out into the hall, watching how he doesnât flinch or shift to reclaim the space. He sits there, steady, glass in hand, like the silence is just another form of talking.Â
âSoâŚâ you start, glancing at him sideways, âwhat do you even do with yourself all day? Never see you unless you're sneaking back in in the middle of the night.â
His head tilts, the faintest crease pulling between his brows. âSneaking?â
You smirk into your glass, unbothered. âWhatever you call it. Looked suspicious, though.â
He shifts his weight against the wall, chin dipping like heâs deciding whether to bite. âYouâve seen me in the laundry room.â His voice is flat, but not sharp. Then, after a beat: âAnd you handed me my mail.â
You lift your brows, feigning skepticism, but the tilt of your smile gives you away. âOh sure, the laundry room. And mail delivery. Great alibi.â
That coaxes a ghost of a grin from him, subtle but real. His voice softens. âYou were out just as late.â
You lean your head back against the wall, glass balanced in your lap. âNo-â you draw it out, eyes narrowing playfully, âI was leaving. You were coming home like you were on a midnight mission. We are not the same.â
For a second, his gaze sharpens, something unreadable crossing his face, like heâs testing the edge of what you mean. Whatever suspicion flickered dies just as quickly as it came. His mouth twitches. âMidnight mission, huh?â
You shrug, loose and easy. âYeah, I donât know. Youâve never seen a spy movie? They always do the sneaky stuff at midnight.â
That gets him. Whatever edge had settled in his shoulders dissolves, the tension bleeding out with a quiet huff of air through his nose. His grin, faint but real this time, tugs just a little higher at the corner.
âGuess Iâll take your word for it,â he says, voice low but lighter than before.
You tip your glass to him like itâs a toast. âBetter. Means Iâd survive the movie. You? Questionable.â
The sound he makes could almost be called a laugh- rough, short-lived, but enough to change the air between you. And itâs in that softened lull, when he shifts his glass from one hand to the other, that his sleeve falls back. The metal catches the dim light- black and gold- and for the first time you see all of it, uncovered.
His left arm.
For a second, you donât understand what youâre looking at. Then you do. Not with certainty, not completely. Just enough.
Itâs beautiful in an uncanny way. Sleek and strange and seamless. Like it belongs and doesnât, all at once.
You donât mean to stare. But you do. Until his gaze drops to where yours is focused.
After a moment he glances back down at you with a calm that makes you wonder how often this happens- how often people look, and whether heâs learned to read what kind of person they are based on how long it takes them to look away.
You lift your glass to your lips like a distraction, a silent acknowledgment, maybe even a quiet apology. But you donât look away in shame.Â
You look because itâs beautiful. Unexpected.
Just another piece in the puzzle that is your neighbor that youâre not pressing to solve. You find yourself relaxing into the space between words, shoulders loosened as you double-tap your phone again.
11:17 PM
You finish your water in one last gulp and rise to your feet, ignoring with a small smile how he tracks your movements like a sniper.
You glance at him once more before you open your door, a little playful now. âNight, Julian.â
He blinks, clearly taken aback, and lifts a brow. âStill not close.â
âOne day Iâm gonna get it.â
âYou think so?â
You smirk, stepping into your apartment slow enough to close off the chapter of this conversation. âIâm very persistent.â
âYeah,â he says after a pause. âIâve noticed.â
Youâre still smiling as you close the door behind you.
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Traitor (Steve Rogers x Enemies to Lovers-ish, Mission Gone Wrong)
Summary: Nat and Steve are on a mission. Takes place post-CW, pre-Endgame.
Word count: 6k
The bunker was cold- concrete soaked through with years of silence and frost. No movement. No heat signatures. No sound beyond the distant hum of decaying generators in the lower levels.
Steve moved first, quiet and efficient, shielded arm ready but lowered.Â
âThis place is dead,â Natasha murmured behind him; pistol held close to her side, her voice echoing lightly off the walls, barely more than a ripple.
âNo guards. No footprints. Nothing on thermal,â Steve agreed as he paused at the next corner and checked the hallway beyond, from the scanner strapped to Natashaâs wrist then back up to the darkness in front of them. âFeels off.â
âCould be they pulled out fast. Maybe the intelâs bad.â Her eyes flicked to a heavy steel door, half-ajar and marked with faded HYDRA lettering. âButâŚâ She trails off, walking toward it silently. âThis door wasnât forced.â
They stepped through carefully, boots soft against the ground. A long hallway stretched ahead, overhead lights flickering, casting the world in sputtering flashes of yellow and white.
âStill no heat signatures?â Steve asked quietly.
Natasha checked again, her expression tightening. âNothing. No signs of life.â
Steve glanced around- scanning for pressure sensors, movement triggers, anything.
âThey didnât just abandon this place with data left behind,â he muttered.
âFeels like a trap,â Natasha said flatly.
âWeâll be careful,â Steve replied, voice low. âWe need to find the computer."
Each room they passed was stripped bare- crates broken open, benches overturned, old papers scattered like dried leaves across the floor. Dust hung in the air, disturbed only by their presence.
But something kept gnawing at Steve- the tension in the air, the way the hallway light kept stuttering as if to warn them to stop, turn back. He slowed, raising one fist to pause them at the next intersection. Natasha mirrored him, silent, sharp-eyed.
âStill reading clear?â Steve asked without looking.
Natasha hesitated. âClear as it gets,â she replied, though her fingers hovered over her trigger.
Then, Steve caught it- that split-second flicker of something out of place, a shadow that hadnât moved with the others along with a sound, barely audible even to Steve with his super-serum hearing. A shift of weight. A distinct scrape of boot leather on concrete.
Both of them turned toward it, but there was nothing. Nothing on the scanner. Nothing in view.
Steve narrowed his eyes and lowered his voice to a whisper. âSomeoneâs here.â
âNo one with a heat-source,â Natasha mumbled skeptically, though she shifted the weapon in her hand accordingly.
The silence stretched thin, eerie and stale, but in his gut he knew it wasnât empty.Â
With that in mind, he took one more step inward.
âDonât move.â The words stopped him cold, and he and Natasha turned sharply.Â
At the far end of the hallway, framed in the stutter of light, stood a woman in matte black gear, a sidearm already raised and steady. Her posture was still, practiced- the kind of stillness that meant control, not indecision. Not hesitation. Her face was half-shadowed, the hard, stern lines of her brow barely visible, but Steve didnât need to see her clearly to feel the danger.Â
He kept his shield raised, stepping half a pace in front of Natasha. âYou donât have to use that,â he said, calm but firm. âWeâre not here for you.âÂ
âI donât care why youâre here,â she replied, voice even, but sharp. âThis place is off-limits. Turn around.âÂ
Steve took in the solid set of her stance, the gear that didnât give any indication to unit or allegiance, the steady hands. Not a panicked guard or a rookie.
She knew exactly what she was doing.Â
âWho sent you?â he asked.Â
âI said turn around,â is all she gives.
Natasha shifted slightly behind him. âWeâre not your enemy,â she said, tone measured.Â
The womanâs jaw twitched, almost imperceptibly. âFunny,â she said. âThatâs not how I remember it.â
Steveâs brow furrowed. Something about her voice was familiar- not just the cadence, but the conviction behind it.Â
Then Natashaâs posture changed along with a small inhale. A flicker of recognition behind her eyes.Â
â... Oh,â Natasha said softly. "I know you."
The womanâs gaze didnât shift. If anything, she seemed unimpressed.Â
âYeah,â she said, voice low. âI bet you do.âÂ
Steve held still, shield raised but no move toward a weapon- more caution than threat. âWeâre not here to start a fight,â he said.Â
She didnât even bother to scoff. âYou think I care what youâre here for?â Her tone was flat. Dry. No edge to it- just disinterest. âTurn around. I found it first.âÂ
Natasha took another step forward, voice sharp. âWeâre not here for scrap metal.â She said it like it should have been obvious- like the very idea insulted her intelligence. âWe need whatâs back there.âÂ
The woman didnât move, but something changed. There was a flicker in her eyes- something colder now, sharper. Steve saw it too.Â
âRight,â she said finally. Her voice was quieter now, but heavier somehow. âWhen you come for something, itâs important. But when I do it, itâs scrap metal.â She tilted her head slightly. Not mockingly- just enough to look past them, down the hallway they came from. âYou know whatâs funny?â she said, gaze still distant. âYou still think you're the exception. Like youâre not just... picking through whatâs left like the rest of us.â Her eyes flicked back to Natasha, directed and expectant.Â
She couldnât respond right away, caught between a readiness to get the job done and something guilty bubbling up in her chest.Â
Steve stepped in instead, his voice even. âThatâs not what she meant.â The woman looked at Steve when he said it, and for a second, something flickered in her expression. A hesitation. A crack. Maybe she wanted to believe him.Â
Maybe part of her still did.Â
But then her eyes dropped- to the shield on his arm- not the red, white, and blue the world was used to. Darker, newer.Â
And just like that, the moment passed.Â
She huffed- a sharp breath through her nose, more dismissal than laughter- and straightened her shoulders. âDoesnât matter,â she said with a single head-shake. âWhat she meant. What you meant. Doesnât change what happens next.âÂ
Steve clocked it immediately, finally taking a moment to register the angle of her body, the subtle shift in her weight that keeps her between them and whatâs behind her.Â
Sheâd stepped out of the room beyond them, not just to posture, but to block. She was blocking the vault.Â
She had the advantage and she knew it.Â
âYouâre not getting past me,â she said, almost lazily. Her eyes stayed on Steve, but her words were for both of them. âNot without a fight. And not without bleeding.âÂ
âYouâd shoot us over HYDRA leftovers?â Natasha asked, eyes narrowing. âI thought you werenât one of them.â
The womanâs gaze didnât flicker at the implication. âYou came all this way for it,â she said. âSo did I. Letâs not pretend either of us intends on walking away empty-handed.âÂ
Steve adjusted his stance, not to advance- just to ease the tension in his voice. âWhateverâs in that vault... itâs not worth this,â he said. âI donât want to hurt you.â
She didnât look at him for a moment- just past him, somewhere between him and Natasha, at nothing but a memory. Then she let out something soft- not quite a laugh, and something more somber than a scoff.
âYou donât even remember me,â she said sharper, eyes still distant. She shook her head before she blinks at him- grounding herself. âBut, honestly, I believe you.â
Then, without another word, she turned and slipped back through the doorway behind her.
Steve took a step-
But the vault door slammed shut along with a hiss of compression and a grind of locking metal.
Heavy steel teeth punched into place with a clunking rhythm deep in the walls, one after the next- the unmistakable sound of an old soviet-era seal sequence.
Steve froze, shielded arm still raised in surprise. âThatâs HYDRA-issue,â he said. âShe didnât bring that in here.â
Natasha stepped up beside him, already examining the control panel outside the door. âYeah,â she murmured. âShe hacked it.â
Steve looked down the hallway, processing. âShe knew how.â
âShe would,â Natasha said, voice flat.Â
âYou said she wasnât âone of them,ââ he accuses smoothly, lowering his arm and letting his shield compact into itself as he leans over to see what sheâs pulling apart.Â
âAnd she wasnât,â she glances at him over her shoulder, no offense taken. âRumlowâs people were trained to override secure sites, especially tech rooms. She wasnât field support. She was core STRIKE.â
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Inside the vault, the lights above flickered as the generator pulsed, old wiring straining under the power demand.
Steveâs voice came through faintly- dulled by inches of steel and years of betrayal.
âWe can figure something out,â he said. âYou donât have to do this alone.â He wasnât just talking about the tech anymore, and he wasnât trying to force the door. Not yet.
You didnât answer as you continued on the monitor- black and green code appearing as you worked to extract the file from the bulky, outdated computer and onto the drive youâd stuck in the port.Â
You huffed under your breath. Not amused or angry, just tired of hearing that kind of voice through that kind of door. Tired of hearing platitudes of grace you hadnât truly trusted in years.Â
From outside, Natasha cut in sharper, less forgiving. âYouâre not the only one who lost something.â There was weight behind it- not pity. History. Shared burn.
Shared blood.
And it landed.
You turned, sharp and mechanical, eyes narrowing toward the sound that couldn't quite reach you.
âDonât,â you muttered, low and bitter. âDonât pretend you know what Iâve lost.â Your hands hovered over the keyboard, not to finish working, though. Stalling.
Waiting for her to rebut with anything that might ease the hurt.Â
Steveâs voice came again, softer and more muddled this time, like he was pressing himself closer to the door. âSheâs not pretending.â He leans in even further- you can hear him tucking into the corner of the metal. âShe knows what itâs like to be used. To wake up one day and realize the people you trusted were monsters wearing your badge.â He didnât raise his voice and didnât try to compete with the pain on the other side of the steel. âSo do I.â
And shit, you know heâs right.
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Beside him, Natasha was crouched at the side panel, fingers working quickly now that she had a plan. âIf this is old HYDRA firmware, I can force the relay to hang for a few seconds. Itâll disrupt the seal, give us a window.â
Steve didnât answer right away.
He was listening- not to Natasha or for any positive or negative indicators from the security panel, but for anything on the other side of the door.
Waiting. Hoping she hadnât gotten what she needed and walked away.
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You did it quickly now, with no flourish; just clicked a few keys on the keyboard, and slid the drive from the port and into the small pouch strapped tight against your thigh.Â
Youâd already mapped the alternate exit- a utility tunnel hidden behind collapsed shelving in the far corner. Narrow, but passable. You could be gone in five minutes. Four, if you skipped a few precautions.Â
You slung the pack of supplies over your shoulder and started toward the tunnel grating until youâre stopped by a sharp click echoing through the room, then a second, and your head snapped toward the vault door.Â
Then, from outside, a whine- mechanical and strained.Â
Natasha had forced the lock.Â
From the corner of your eye you catch a red light flashing silently in the upper corner of the vault- once, then twice, then rapidly.Â
Before you have time to curse, an alarm began to wail from somewhere deep within the heart of the bunker. Low and slow, a guttural, industrial groan of a system HYDRA had never intended to be gentle.Â
Failsafe triggered. This bunker is going down.
You twisted toward the sound, eyes narrowing as the lights shifted to red.
âYouâve got to be kidding me,â you hissed.
Every muscle in your body snapped back into motion- quick, purposeful, no wasted movement. You turned on your heel and made for the far corner, toward the tunnel, already sweeping the debris aside with one boot.
Outside, metal groaned. The vault door was opening.
You ducked low, reached behind the collapsed shelving- fingers blindly brushing the latch youâd prepped when you first arrived hours ago- and pulled hard. The side panel groaned, metal protesting as it shifted just enough to expose the dark crawlspace beyond- inconventiently, the first part of the bunker to crush in on itself.
Not gonna work.
You threw a glance over your shoulder, just as the vault door thudded open behind you.
Light spilled in, and so did Steve, standing between you and the main exit you hadnât intended on using.
Natasha stepped in behind him, pistol lowered but ready.
They werenât chasing you, but they werenât letting you go, either.
You stood then, anger overriding your survival instinct.Â
âYou couldnât just leave it alone,â you snapped, voice cutting through the sirens. Your eyes locked on Natasha- sharp, blazing. âThis was mine- I had it. You did this.âÂ
Natasha took a step forward, calm but cautious. âThe whole place is rigged. We need to move.â
âNo,â you bit out. âYou fucked it up, Romanoff.â Your gun was out now- fast, smooth, deadly- leveled toward Natasha without hesitation.
Steve moved immediately, stepping slightly ahead, arm raised and palm out.
His eyes swept the room, scanning for structure points, cracks in the wall. The crawlspace behind you was narrow, unstable. The main exit was behind him, but you all could hear the crushing concrete rumbling from that direction.Â
âWe donât have time for this,â Natasha warned, eyes on the weapon. âYou shoot now, youâre not walking out.â
âI don't follow orders from you,â you snapped. Your fingers tightened around the grip, but the awareness that the bunker was falling apart around you stopped you from shooting despite the intensity of the urge to do so.
The air jolted with another deep, concussive groan. Concrete dust sifted from the ceiling in thick clouds causing all three of you to look up, as if you could see through the layers above. A support beam cracked somewhere above. You all felt it- the shift in pressure, the split-second warning before structural failure.
You looked up- first to the ceiling where the dust had begun to pour in thick, chalky sheets, then to the others- Natasha focused, Steve unreadable in the flicker of red light.
Then, without a word, you ran.
Not out of fear. Not out of panic. Just instinct- sharp and sudden and precise. You moved like a blade through the space, cutting toward the only exit you had left, boots scraping against loose stone, pack shifting against your spine. No one called after you. No one fired a shot.
But Steve moved.
He moved fast- fast enough to catch it before you did.
A fracture in the ceiling just above you, splitting faster than sound, a groan rising from the concrete like breath sucked between teeth.
He didnât shout out to warn you.
He just lunged.
One hand caught your arm, the other lifting the shield in a motion so practiced it looked effortless, even as he threw his full weight into you- a sudden force slamming into your side and pulling you down with him as the ceiling gave way.
The impact knocked the air from your lungs- heat and grit closing in around you in an instant- and you hit the ground with a brutal jolt, Steve over you, the grey and black and cold shield angled above as the collapse came down in waves.
Dust filled your mouth, your eyes, the space between each breath, but still the shield held. Steve held.Â
For several long, crashing seconds, the bunker didnât sound like stone at all, it sounded like war- and you both felt it.
Then it was quiet again.
You didnât move for several long moments, breath barely catching up to the reality of your situation.Â
You couldn't with the weight of him still half over you, with your heart thudding through your ears, not with the sudden, suffocating awareness that you would have died if he hadnât moved.
And worse: he hadnât even hesitated.
You heard Natasha shout something through the comm in his ear- unintelligible over the crash and the blood rushing in yours as you groaned and tried for the first time in nearly a full minute to move.
Steve coughed and shifted, arm still braced above you both.Â
Once he showed signs of life, you couldn't help the instinct to shove at him, immediately defensive. âGet off me.â
He rolled off you, catching his breath as you scrambled upright, eyes hardened and cornered despite his clear attempt to give you space.
Natashaâs voice cut in over the comm- clearer this time, but crackling. âIâm clear. South corridor held.âÂ
You turned toward the rubble-choked exit, chest heaving.
Trapped.
âWe got lucky, too,â Steve muttered into his wrist, taking his earpiece out to play the audio over his handheld.
Natashaâs voice came through again, dry as dust. âFind a way up. Iâll come back if you donât get there before me. And tell her-â another pause, sharper now, the clarity of accusation causing you to turn your head. âBehave.â
You didnât say anything, just sat there silent for a second, catching your breath in the still-settling dust, jaw tight, chest rising and falling.
Out of the corner of your eye you saw Steve look at you, steady and unreadable at first, but not cold. When you turn toward him, his eyes didnât move from yours- not right away, like he was giving you the space to acknowledge it without forcing it. The way your gaze slid past him, the way your shoulders tensed but didnât turn- he caught it. He knew you knew. And he wouldnât gloat about it- saving your life, that is.Â
Heâs too noble.
He just pushed himself to a kneel in silence, looking down at you as if waiting for you to ask for help. And that was infuriating.
You pushed yourself upright, brushing the dust from your jacket in sharp, efficient motions, already scanning the space- the collapsed exit, the debris field, the narrowing margin of oxygen and time pressing in around you.
Steve stayed where he was, one knee to the ground, watching you.
He didnât reach for the drive- didnât even glance at the pouch strapped to your thigh, though you knew he clocked it the second you moved.
The silence stretched between you a beat longer, then broke not with words but with motion; cautious, steady, necessary. You stepped forward first, and he fell into step a few paces behind, not leading, not following. Neither of you spoke, and neither of you asked for direction.
You moved through the ruin in slow, uneven strides- Steve steady, yours fast and sharp, movements (and breath) clipped with frustration.
You kicked aside a chunk of concrete, checked the corner behind it, and kept moving; not careful, just determined, your pace set by grit more than strategy.
Behind you, Steve trailed close but not too close, stepping over twisted beams and splintered paneling, his eyes scanning for anything useful- a break in the wall, a service hatch, maybe some forgotten maintenance tunnel buried under years of rot and dust.
But mostly, he watched you.
Silent.
Infuriating.Â
You spun on him without warning, boots skidding slightly as you stopped just short of another collapsed corridor.
âAre you going to say something,â you snapped, âor are you just planning to breathe down my neck until I crawl out of here?â
Steve stopped, looking over at you with a blank expression.
âWasnât sure youâd listen,â he said quietly.
You huffed and turned back toward the debris. âWouldnât have. Still wonât.â
âThen Iâll save my breath.â
âCouldâve saved all of it,â you muttered. âCouldâve stayed out of this entirely.â
Steve exhaled through his nose, slow and controlled- but not disengaged.
âWe needed the drive,â he said. âIt wasnât just HYDRA leftovers. Thereâs a buried data chain in their archives. Something about protocols⌠Winter Soldier.âÂ
You didnât turn around. Didnât stop moving, even when you heard the vulnerable shake in his tone.
âThereâs someone out there who knows how to weaponize that data,â he added. âWeâre trying to stop them before-â
âDonât care,â you cut in flatly. You only paused long enough to glance back over your shoulder- eyes narrowed, mouth tight. âSave the briefing for someone who still thinks youâre Captain America.â
It didnât land like a dig. It landed like the truth, and when you were sure it landed, you turned back and kept walking. âYouâre just another fugitive crawling through wreckage like the rest of us.â
Steve didnât rise to it. Instead, he watched you pull farther ahead, your anger cooling into distance.
âIâm guessing you didnât know,â he said, quieter this time. âAbout HYDRA. Back then.â
You slowed, but didnât stop.
âNat doesnât talk to people who did,â he continued, voice low but clear. âShe puts them down.â
âIâm not having that conversation,â you muttered, not quite under your breath. âI just want to get what I found to the person who paid for it.â
Steve followed, steady as ever, constant and inconvenient.
âYou know we canât let that happen,â he said.
You huffed. âIâm not asking for permission.â
You stepped over a collapsed pipe, about to cut through a narrow gap in the rubble when something above you shifted.
A faint clatter, then a roar.
Dust rained down as wreckage poured from somewhere overhead, chunks of concrete and shredded rebar falling fast from an opening several stories up.
A jagged wound in the ceiling tore open and light spilled down through the smoke surrounding you.
And just like that, the world around you changed.Â
You didnât speak as you started climbing, taking advantage of every cracked pipe and chunk of concrete sticking out from the hill of rubble.
The wreckage made it slow, you continued the lead by grabbing broken beams, rebar, jagged edges slick with dust. A half-collapsed staircase twisted through one side of the shaft like a question mark. You moved despite this, never looking back to check if Rogers was still behind you. You knew he was, and you knew where it was headed.
You didnât want to see it, anyhow- how he kept your pace and intentionally gave you distance. Or worse, watched your back.
Halfway up, you shifted your weight wrong on a loose slab of concrete. Your ankle rolled in a sharp twist and you hissed through your teeth as the pain shot up your leg.
You caught herself against the wall, bracing with one hand, but the damage was done.
You tried to keep going, dragging your boot up the slope of broken stone, but your ankle buckled. Your knee hit hard, jarring everything in you with a cursed cry.
Behind you, Steve moved fast- instinct to serve and protect easily masking any genuine concern he might harbor. âHey-â
âIâm fine,â you bit out, breath catching hard in your throat.
He dropped low to a crouch beside you, hands steady as they hovered near without pushing, like he knew better than to force help on someone still sizing up the pain.
âYou canât keep climbing on that,â he said quietly.
âWatch me,â you muttered, already shifting your weight to stand again only to hiss as pressure flared sharp through your leg and forced you back down. Your teeth clenched and the breath that followed wasnât steady.
You sat there, jaw tight, eyes fixed on the debris in front of you like it had wronged you personally.
If you thought you could win a fight against Captain fucking America, you might openly blame him, too.
Steve stayed near, close enough to help but not close enough to crowd, hands braced lightly on his knees as he looked up the broken incline, then down the rubble-strewn path youâd barely managed to scale.
Nowhere to go but up, but not like this.
âWe need to stop for a second,â he said. âJust long enough to wrap it.â
âWe donât have time.â
âWe donât have a choice.â
You didnât respond, just leaned back against the cool stone, jaw tight, breathing hard, furious with the uselessness of your own body.
Dust swirled lazily in the shaft around you, light flickering from above in thin, fractured strips.
Neither of you moved.
You didnât look at him. Didnât speak. Just sat against the slope of crumbling stone, hands braced behind you, boot extended in front of you like it was your enemy. The ankle was already swelling; not broken, but bad enough to remind you you werenât untouchable.
Not anymore.
Steve didnât say anything either. He knelt nearby, not too close, eyes scanning the ledge above and the path youâd both taken to get here, as if the map to getting out might appear if he stared hard enough.
The silence stretched too long.
âGo ahead,â you muttered eventually. âSay it.â
Steve looked over, quiet. âSay what?â
âWhatever youâre thinking.â You dragged your sleeve across your forehead and then rubbed your eyes, any excuse not to look at him while you spit venom. âThat we're the same. That the country you so proudly defend has forsaken you the same way SHIELD did me.â
Steve looked at you and let out the faintest breath through his nose. âOh,â he said. âYou saw that, huh?â His tone was mild. Wry. Like the situation has lost its immediate shock and settled into a long-term trauma that he canât help but almost laugh at. âThought I kept a low profile.â
 âYouâre wearing a star on your chest.â
Steve glanced down at his suit, and you did, too. Dust-covered, scraped, still unmistakably his. âOld habit.â
You looked away, jaw tight, cheek twitched in disgust. Frustrated with the sentimentality of it all, disgusted with yourself that it still got to you. All you could think to do was project, so you did.
Steve shifted beside you, slow and deliberate and careful. âSince you brought it upâŚâ he said, voice low, just brushing the edge of teasing. âIâm guessing you didnât pin your hopes on me showing up down here.â
âDidnât think you were in this part of the world,â you muttered, looking down at your dust-caked hands. âDidnât think anyone was. Least of all you.â Your tone had softened, but only slightly. Still dry. Still tight around the edges. âI was just doing the job.â
He nodded. âFunny thing about jobs,â he said quietly. âThey tend to fall apart when the floor gives out.â
You huffed out and shook your head away from him, a âfair enoughâ you didnât want to admit out loud- to him or yourself.Â
Steveâs eyes dropped to your ankle again. âLet me take a look.â
When you didnât move or yell or curse, he took it as acquiescence.Â
He reached into one of the utility pouches strapped to his side and pulled out a roll of self-adhesive compression wrap- matte brown, standard-issue, no label- and crouched beside you to begin loosening your boot, careful not to jar the injury.
He undid the laces gently, making sure they were loose enough so that when he tugged on it it wouldnât pull your foot from your ankle, and slid it off easily. You couldnât look away, watching as he slowly rolled your pant leg up and your sock down, using the pads of his fingers to press the injury. You almost didnât even wince, not because it didnât hurt, but because the comfort he was providing you was undeniable. You stayed silent throughout.Â
He did, too, hands steady as he wrapped the compression bandage around your ankle- snug, but not punishing.
When he spoke again, his voice was low.
âIâve been thinking about how many people we lost.â
He didnât expect a response, his tone made that clear. The clenching of your throat was answer enough, though, that you were, indeed, listening.
âNot just the ones who died. The ones who didnât make it back. The ones who stopped trusting us. People like you.â
You looked away then, teeth tight and eyes narrow as you fixed your sight on anything but the man proving himself to you despite being more than capable of being the villain you told yourself he was- the one youâd told yourself they all were by now.
âI donât blame you,â he said. âFor walking away. For doing what you had to. Iâve done the same.â
He tucked the end of the bandage into itself and sat back on his heels, wiping his hands on his thigh.
âBut I donât think weâre the same.â
That earned him a glance. Subtle. Measured.
âYou think I still believe in all of it,â he continued. âThe flag. The cause. The team.â
âYou donât?â you asked, voice low.
Steve paused, then shook his head.
âI believe in people. I just donât trust institutions to protect them anymore.â
You leaned your head back against the wall and let out a long breath. âThatâs the difference, then.â
âYeah?â
âYou still believe in people.â
Steve didnât argue. He just looked at you while you refused to return his gaze. âDoesnât mean I havenât been wrong before,â he said.
You both were silent now, neither of you needing to share your piece to the other who already understood it.
Steve leaned back slightly, his elbows resting on his knees, gaze drifting upward. The light was still up there, hazy through the dust, but steady.
âWe could use someone like you,â he said, casually. Like he hadnât thought about it before- like he hadnât been thinking of it the moment he realized youâd been down here on your own.
Your cheek twitched again, disgust and contempt and skepticism overshadowing the beauty of the moment you two were sharing.Â
âYou said it yourself,â he added. âIâm not exactly Captain America these days.â He paused, clearly thinking of something to prove heâs not high-and-mighty. âItâs not a uniform thing. Itâs just⌠weâre just people trying to hold the line. However we can.â
You had nothing to say to that. Nothing sharp or defensive, nothing to make it sound like you wouldnât consider it.
The silence was suffocating and you felt it creeping it, the softness- the ache of being seen for more than what you were after the fall. SHIELD, HYDRA. It didnât feel right, and you didnât appreciate it.
So, you sat forward with a hiss through your teeth, grabbed your boot, and slid it back on over the bandage before he could offer you any more help.
Steve didnât stop you, just watched patiently, if not overtly concerned, as you stood slow and tight.
âGood enough,â you muttered.
And that was the end of the moment.
You started upward again, toward the light, not looking to see if he followed. You knew he was.
The shaft narrowed the higher you climbed, the angle steeper now, the debris looser underfoot. Light bled in from above, diffuse but real, the first clean thing in hours.
Steve reached the next ledge before you and turned back, offering a hand.
You ignored it. Still limping, still climbing.
You didnât speak until the opening was in sight- just a few feet up, framed by sunlight and the skeletal twist of broken steel.
âYou donât want me on your team,â you said, voice low, but firm, finally inhaling the first breath of clear air.
Steve didnât respond immediately, fell back so you could feel like you were in charge, so he could catch you if you slipped.
âI know where this is going,â you continued. âThereâs not going to be a middle ground much longer. Not for people like me.â
You took another breath, hoisting yourself up closer to the dimming sunlight. âI got what we both came here for,â you added. âSo itâs either fight on a bad ankle-â you grunted, scooting yourself up onto the next rock, â-or follow you out of this mess.â
You didnât look back for him to ad-lib, you knew he understood. Behind you, his expression hardened as he reached up for the rock as you pulled onto the next one, the words echoing in his head with too much truth to ignore.Â
You were right. And you weren't the only one who saw it coming.
You both reached the top in near silence, sunlight cracking through the break in the concrete like something biblical. The air was cleaner up here, colder, too, and it hit your lungs with a wake-up call.Â
Time to decide.
Natasha was already waiting. Arms crossed, expression unreadable. She looked you over once, then the state of the shaft behind you, and let out a dry breath.
âTry not to redecorate the next one,â she said, glancing down the rubble path youâd carved behind you.
You didnât take the bait, though you had plenty to say. You stepped out into the clearing, boots slow and uneven on the gravel, and started dusting yourself off like the last hour hadnât nearly crushed you alive.
Steve pulled up beside Natasha, dropping his voice low enough to keep it between them. âShe has the drive.â
âI figured,â Natasha said without looking at him. âThat whole place was stripped. Only reason to stick around was intel.â
âSheâs not gonna hand it over. Not unless she chooses to.â
âShe wonât.â
Steve glanced back at you- the way you rolled your ankle gently in place, wincing as you tested it. One hand brushing dust from your thigh, the other hovering at the strap where the pouch still sat, unopened. The way you didnât look at either of them.
âShe needs a team, Nat.â
Natasha arched a brow, eyes narrowing. âShe doesnât want one.â
âDoesnât mean she doesnât need one.â
You adjusted the strap of your pack and took one more step forward- not quite away, not quite toward them. The space between choices growing thinner by the second as you tested your steps- maybe their patience- walking in no particular direction.
The truth was becoming too clear that you werenât stalling to make a run for it.
You were deciding.
That decision settled in your stomach before it reached your hands and you didnât look at either of them when you pulled the drive from the pouch.
You just flicked your wrist and sent it skidding across the gravel between their boots, plastic on stone, a sharp little sound that cut through the wind.Â
No offer. No demand.Â
Natashaâs eyes tracked the arc, but she didnât move.Â
Steve did- one step forward, a reach down to the dirt, a thumb over the little plastic stick. When he glanced up you were already turning away.Â
âCome with us.â He said it even, but too quick to be casual.
You paused because your ankle made you, not because you wanted to- or thatâs what you tell yourself as you breathe out and turn a fraction toward them.Â
"You donât have to do the next part alone,â Steve tried again, softer. âI know you donât trust us,â he added. âYou donât have to. Just-â He stopped himself before he made it a plea, but stepped forward again anyway. âWalk with us until you change your mind.â
You almost laugh at that, eyes flicking down to the dirt away from either of them as you focus on the pulsing in your ankle.
âYouâre welcome,â is all he gets from you, and then- youâre gone.
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Note from me: I hope this is okay. I'm back on my medicine, so I'm trying to let the placebo effect take me with it. I am healthy. I am productive. Ty, anon, for your patience. ILY.
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WOULD HAVE BEEN proofed by @kiba-uwuzuka if she would have ANSWERED ME and then I could have talked about her amazing story Bitter Sweet Cafe, but OH WELL.
God the 11 year old girls you put on this earth to climb trees and play with plastic animals are buying foundation at the drug store
for a second i thought you meant foundation like, a building foundation. not makeup
God the 11 year old girls you put on this earth are building something great and terrible on the edge of town
