i was born in the 50s born a boy raised as a girl i was in and out of the hospital as a baby till i was 5 when the doctors found out that i had the insides of a girl not a boy they wanted to change me than my father would not hear of it my mom wanted it to be done for the doctors said if not done i would have problems all through life my father just would not ket it happen my mom raised me as a girl done a very good job she work everyday my grand mom watch me while she work for my father was never around much at all the only time he came around is when he was out of money he take whatever mom had and leave again 2 or 3 days later i always had girls clothes to wear some mom would buy me a lot from my cousins dresses pants shorts blouses shoes even when i went to school all through school mom had to go to court because the school board said that i had to wear boys clothes till the judge said i was to wear pants did not have to cut my hair yes i was the outcast i was the one in school that sat on the bench no friends because i was different from everyone else i had 3 best friends Sandy,Gail,and Linda they treated me just like one of the girls i saw girls as friends never had a girlfriend in school i like boys my first kiss was at 16 with a boy in school Jerry i was called every name in the book from sissy to boy bitch and everything in between my first job was a waitress up to driving a truck where i met my first love we live together for 23 years never was married because Texas did not let same sex marriages he work the oil field he died in 2003 from lung cancer he was that special man i know it takes that special man to like and love a girl like me hope to find him one day again i know not all men like girls like me and that okay i understand i love to clean house cook bake cuddle walking but i'm a little slow on the walking with my R/A and O/A i love getting all dress up for my man going out to dinner or a movie or just staying in and making love to my man the most important is taking care of the man that will shows me kindness happiness and love i will always love the man i'm with and when i say i love you its for life not a little while there is a lot more about me just ask if you want to know more