Confined confusion

~pretty thick skull tho

[kidkneestohms]

I'm alive

I'm alive in a day and age where I could call or contact half the people alive at the very moment yet I feel no urge to reach any specific person. Climbing the corporate ladder is boring. The person I'm supposed to be in a relationship with I haven't seen in almost 3 weeks. I'm incredibly nostalgic when the sun goes down. I'm clinging on to everything I knew like a time back when I had no bills and all the ambition and time in the world. I'm stuck hugging myself because I don't feel the trust you should feel when knowing someone for more than 5 years. I care about so many people that haven't given me 2 thoughts. I want tattoos and solidarity. Hourly wages and something to come home to that'll ease my reality from work back to the oneness with the world. I'm such an old soul I just want someone reliable that compliments my flaws and helps me towards fixing them with internal and sexual healing. End rant. I'll talk even if nobody listens. Such an overlooked quality in retrospect.

[the-rad-grunge-queen-deactivate]

[onlytwitterpics]

[onlytwitterpics]

[nevver]

[just-shower-thoughts]

By January 1st, 2018, everyone born in 1999 or before will be an adult. In effect, there will be no more 90s kids.

[kidkneestohms]

One of them will be the last of us. We must find them and fulfill the prophecy

[itsapros3xia]

I just want to crawl in bed with someone I care about and have my heart feel at home again and watch movies and talk about random stuff for hours

[flightyfinch]

a good shirt i own and a mistake i continue to make whenever i go out in public

[bryantsupreme]

Bury me with an mp3 of this on a USB drive. 🔥🔥🙌🏾

[imsoshive]

[gif87a-com]

[thejungleofmufasa]

man this feels like a metaphor for anxiety or living paycheck to paycheck 

[just-shower-thoughts]

Art is how we decorate space; music is how we decorate time.

[omgitsggpumps]

cadey😍

[kidkneestohms]

Her, I like her a lot

[kidkneestohms]

The new currency carrier ⚡

[kidkneestohms]

Change

This house is pathetic. The marriage is severely flawed. The father is a 50s modern day racist breadwinner. The mother is an overweight delusional passive aggressive uninformed and easily distracted mess. The daughter believes in marriage to a marine at 20 while she's in college. The son is an athlete yet wants a normal life. The youngest son has had everything handed to him his entire life and is going to end up being a prick. The dogs are as undisciplined as the children. Then there's me. I've worked hard for a decade to get to who I am. I've seen the real world and I'm suddenly thinking anywhere else but here is better. 16 year old me had a good enough reason to leave and never look back. 26 year old me forgot the insanity that happens between these walls. Sheltered from the world. Sure you might be safe but you will miss out on many many things everyone should see and endure in life. I feel so bad for them. I wish they had half the knowledge and a quarter of the ambition to do something with their lives other than watch TV and play on their phones. I've been busting my ass for a month and plenty to show for it. I worked a 12 hour shift nonstop today. Came home and ran my round. Lifted weights for 30 minutes and listened to a new album I haven't heard. Ate London broil with my mom and watched a pretty fucked up movie, but a pineapple was on the table, and they have roaches, and it was fucking disgusting. That type of shit leaks into personal lives and it said alot about how this house functions. Everybody wants to eat the pineapple but nobody wants to cut it. Yes I cut it. No I will not eat any. I promise you it will be gone in 24 hours or less. Nobody will ask me if I ate any. Nobody will say thank you. And nobody will be left to blame but themselves when I do move out of this place. Get ready Colorado. I'm headed that direction soon.

[kidkneestohms]

Chillen

[kidkneestohms]

Homefront and stuff

So I finally made it back home. Alexandria, Maryland, friends and family, backroads and beers. It's good to be back but at the same time it seems all too good to be true. I'm hanging out with my friend I've known for 16 years and I'm back k once again with the renegade master. Feels good man. Working. Gonna fix my car next week, bad muffler and brakes. $750 paycheck I done did work hard for. I'm ready to feel completely free again.

[kidkneestohms]

Me and my fuggin boys, we always find our way back