Welcome back, AJ Lee
i've been watching this over and over and over for the last 3.5hrs now.. it still doesn't feel real.. i was anxious and nauseous all day because i wanted it so bad... the last 15 minutes i was completely on edge i was standing the whole time my heart was pounding thru my body.. i heard her music hit and my body fell out from under me completely. i was hysterically crying my eyes out. i thought i would never hear her theme song again, every year for royal rumble and even for this years evolution i was waiting and she wouldn't be there. the rumours and even the spoilers of her return didn't feel real because it had been so long. and here she is, home.
my inner child and a piece of my heart were healed today, she left a few months before my daughter was born and now that she's back my daughter gets to experience THE AJ Lee. i told her today she was my everything growing up, she made me feel safe in my skin to exist as a girl who wasn't like the rest of 'em. who loved being weird and a tomboy. she made it a possibility of being my own person and found comfort in my skin to always be me. i'll love her eternally. she is Mother. welcome home.
