I do enjoy this karma.
I finally experiencing the moment of jamming with the sad songs. Again. Sydney is not giving me a good start at the moment, and it is upsetting. This tarot reader was bullshitting me. It is said I will be happy here, but I am not. I do not cook, Mama. I am alone here. I got rejected by many subjects. I look ugly when I'm crying. But I cry in the train. I cry at the bus stop. I cry while choosing food to eat. I am alone. Am I too naive? People talk nicely. I am sucked in their words, and they dumped me. I am too afraid to ask why because I am not ready for the reality. They left me speechless. Is this karma starting already? I am not even settle down here. Can you give me a moment to take breath?















