KIEdekka

he/him - an idiot writing fan fiction

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Fox meets Fungus! Chapter 85

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

sorry for the lack of new chapters lately, been doing odd jobs to pay the bills!

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Hunter or hunted?! Chapter 84

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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heyo, finally over my cough! new chapters should resume tomorrow!

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Something goes bump in the night! Chapter 83

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

sorry I've taken so long to get back to writing. Life is not my friend right now.

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I'm sorry I haven't updated the fic in a while, I have not been able to focus for more than a few minutes and job hunting continues to frustrate me at every turn

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Records! Chapter 82

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

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I am working on the next chapter. Hopefully, it will be ready by tomorrow. I miss my old schedule, but this stupid cough makes focusing for any more than a minute difficult

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still sick, still unable to write properly, but I have plans!! Ezra is going to be busy when I can finally stop coughing for more than a minute

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Ezra got a new crown and wants to show it off! He also has chocolate truffles for Fane and some homemade fishsticks for Baba (his Narinder is is father)

Narinder appreciates the gift- but Fane loved his way more. a bit too much almost.

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I love watching them sabotage themself XD

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Can Ezra come visit Uncle Fane again? He found a book that none of the grown ups will read to him. (it's the kama sutra)

unfortunately... Fane is also hopeless in this regard.

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Thanks for letting the goober stop by ^w^

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First I love your nari has a little lamb story!!!! Every update is a treat!!!

Second I have a question: in the beginning of the story, it was clear that someone else raised ezra but he immediately knew to call narinder baba. How is that possible? And exactly raised ezra before he met narinder?

so, the person Ezra originally called Baba was a shaman, the one who stumbled across the stasis field he had been held in. Ezra associated large white spaces with his Baba, so Narinder wearing a white wool robe immediately had the boy thinking that was Baba. The shaman had told Ezra that he would see him when the "game" was over, and since he'd been caught, Ezra assumed that was what happened. Over time, he gradually catches on to what's actually happening, but he's grown attached enough to Narinder to not mind. Then, it comes out they really are father and son, and in Ezra's mind, everything was right with the world. We won't be seeing the Shaman, as if you missed it, he got caught up in the rot, which was the point at which he sent Ezra away. His soul was damaged during this, part of it reaching Narinder and asking him to look after Ezra while part of him remained trapped. The part of his soul that escaped moved to The Pastures to heal before it can move on.

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Sweet fluff! Chapter 81

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

I'm still alive! Sick, but alive!

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staring at the delete blog button and genuinely considered it for a moment. I just wanted to share my silly stories and make people smile.

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hey man, i'm saying this as politely as i can: you're the one escalating things at this point. having a "public crash out" as the kids would call it and throwing around usernames isn't something i would expect from you. you got blocked and it hurts. be hurt, that's fine, your feelings are your feelings. but this coming across really immature on your part and i personally think you should take a step back and take a breather

doing that honestly. Fuck all of this drama shit. I won't be uploading new chapters for...however long. I'm sick of meeting cool people only to get tossed aside for stupid political nonsense. I'm not saying their views don't matter, but not talking it through is what hurts. When you've started getting to know someone and they just gut punch you like this, it hurts, and as many times as this has happened IRL, you'd think I'd be used to just moving on, but it never hurts any less.

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Seriously, fuck politics. At this point I'm sick of it costing friendships. The government sucks, people suck. I just wanted to talk about silly sheep and have fun. This culture of "I'm mad so I'm blocking you, there is no fixing a disagreement" shit is hurtful, stupid and just frustrating. I could be friends with someone for months MONTHS and then I say something that then gets taken as some sort of hate, they assume I include an entire group in a single statement, and before I can explain, try to make amends or even FUCKING APOLOGIZE they just...block me. Why are people like this? Can we not have a simple discussion about what bothers us? I even agree to drop whatever topic bothered them, to not bring it up again, but no, because of ONE THING we can't even talk anymore. I didn't want to name names, but @olrinarts and @miaumiaoumao, you guys are petty. I was willing to learn, to discuss, to try and understand. But you burned the bridge, called me names and left. No chapters for a while. I need to go cry.

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I'm kind of sick of people randomly blocking me for disagreeing with their political or sexual views. I don't normally feel the need to rant, but it's happened twice now on tumblr and I feel like it's just immature. Instead of just agreeing to disagree, they shut out people they disagree with. I won't name names, but they know who they are.

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Erza is adorable!

Thank you! ^w^