beauty & his beat

kiel.hurst twenty years old submissive / 50 points

[drewistrash]

[kielxhurst-blog]

[PM] I got the results back and thankfully it was a false alarm. So crisis averted.

[PM] Oh. Oh my God, okay. You're alright, right? You're not upset?@roxy-wright

[kielxhurst-blog]

[TL PM]: I'd like to have you there. This is about you too, Kiel.

[TL/PM] Thanks, that means a lot. I'm really excited to go and do this with you.@roxy-wright

[daniel-matthews]

Hello, Orenda.

[kielxhurst-blog]

What the fuck are you doing here?

Originally posted by forame

[daniel-matthews]

I’m here for work. I see both of you are here.

[kielxhurst-blog]

Of course we're both here. Is it too soon for you to put in a transfer and leave?

[greyjustinbieber]

[justinisnotnormal]

[kielxhurst-blog]

PM: No, it definitely was not. Okay, good. PM: I'm fine. And no, not really. I'm still not sure what I wanna do, but I'm going to the infirmary tomorrow to get checked out.

[PM] I really don't know how any of it works, honestly. I mean with the morning sickness and everything. Um, I can go if you want? To the infirmary, I mean.. for like support.@roxy-wright

[daniel-matthews]

Hello, Orenda.

My name is Daniel Matthews, but you may call me Sir if you’re a submissive or Sir Matthews, or any variation thereof. Don’t waste my time, and I won’t waste yours.

[kielxhurst-blog]

What the fuck are you doing here?

[kielxhurst-blog]

PM: I'm freaking out, but I'm okay. PM: Are you?

[PM] That’s understandable. I mean, none of this is anything you planned.[PM] I’m okay, I’m actually really good. But, that’s not important. Do you need anything? I don’t know how this works, are you craving things yet?

@roxy-wright

[kielxhurst-blog]

PM: Well, I'm sure you know by now. Did Beckett tell you?

[PM] Yeah, he told me.[PM] Are you okay?

@roxy-wright

[kielxhurst-blog]

[kielxhurst-blog]

Text: Can you bring stuff by my room in the morning? I just want to talk to just you.

[Text] Okay, yeah.. yeah, I’m sure he has plans anyway. You’re freaking me out, don’t freak me out. Okay, he’s here for real, I heard the knock. I’ll see you in a few hours, love you.

@katherine-hurst

[bluelawson]

Confession ll Beckett + Kiel

[bluelawson]

Beckett was trying to go about this the right way. Kiel’s look of panic was an obvious sign that he wasn’t. He didn’t want to spit out the truth about Roxy without Kiel knowing that the dominant had feelings for him and nothing would change that. He shook his head and rested his palm against Kiel’s warm cheek. “There is nothing wrong with me. I’m fine, Kiel. I don’t want you to be scared. I’m the one who should be scared.” He dropped his touch from the boy’s cheek and rested his hands over the blonde’s. Beckett brought Kiel’s knuckles to his lips and kissed him tenderly. “Roxy took a pregnancy test and it was positive. And it’s mine.” He clenched his jaw and turned to face the sweet young man he loved. “I don’t know what the plan is yet. I don’t know if I can be a father. I feel like I don’t bloody know anything anymore. I do know that I’m petrified, and not just because I might have a child on the way. I’m also petrified of losing you. You’ve become so important to me, Kiel.” Beckett placed Kiel’s hand over his heart. “You got in here so easily. I’m an arse for not realizing it until now.” He smiled though his throat felt unbelievably tight. Beckett was growing more afraid over the thought of what he might be losing. He needed him and that was all there was to it. “I love you, Kiel Hurst. Please, don’t go away..” Beckett whispered softly, unable to stop the racing tear that fell down his cheek.

[kielxhurst-blog]

From one terrible assumption to the next, Kiel’s imagination was getting too far ahead of him and not allowing any rest on the blond. Every bad situation that could come from this conversation began to play out in his head and every scenario ended with Kiel alone. He was going to lose Beckett right now, he could feel it coming on. A slight relief washed over him when Beckett confirmed that there was nothing wrong with him, but the submissive was still on edge. Beckett might be fine, but there was something terrible still happening between them and Kiel was terrified to know. His heart stopped when the words came out of Beckett’s lips, his whole world stopped as he tried to figure out what all of this meant. Roxy was pregnant. And Beckett was going to be a father. They were going to be parents. What did any of this mean for Kiel? Was there no room now for the idea of a three-way claim? Could Beckett have the two submissives and a child? It wasn’t until Beckett brought Kiel’s hand to hold over his heart that the blond realized he had literally stopped breathing.

Kiel gasped to inhale a heavy breath, followed by a long exhale. He was wrong, this didn’t mean Beckett was leaving him. He wasn’t going to lose Beckett. “Losing me,” the boy mused out loud as he thought about it. He had been so worried that he was going to lose the dominant, whereas Beckett had the same fears of losing Kiel. He felt numb for a second when the words continued to flow from his lips. He was breathing slow now, his eyes still locked on him, as he stared at Beckett. Love. Kiel knew that he loved him, he’d felt it for a long time, but he was always so unsure what was real between them. They avoided the topic, they never gave themselves a real title... but, they’d still fallen in love. “I- Oh God, okay..” he nodded his head and lifted his hand off Beckett’s chest to caress against his cheek. “I love you, too. And- and-” He inhaled a deep breath again and nodded. “And you’re not losing me.. ever. And I hope I’m not losing you... ever.”

[kielxhurst-blog]

Text: I'm in my room, like always, and I wanted to come see you but if you're busy then it can wait.

[Text] Oh, you made it seem like you weren’t. Alright, yeah we can grab breakfast tomorrow? Maybe if I ask nicely, Beckett will come with us. I think he’s here anyway, I’ll text you in the morning K.`

[bluelawson]

Confession ll Beckett + Kiel

[bluelawson]

Beckett offered a small smile when he saw the bright ball of energy that was Kiel. They so were different from one another and somehow it worked. Beckett was an asshole and Kiel was one of the most positive and sweetest souls he’d ever come across. Whatever it was that made them work so well, Beckett wasn’t about to question it. He felt incredibly lucky that it was him that held Kiel’s attention most. Beckett returned the kiss and before he had the chance to say a single word, Kiel was already honing in on the obvious stress written all over the dominant’s face. Beckett sighed gently and smiled, taking Kiel’s hand and stepping into his room. He closed the door and pulled the submissive into his arms, the fear of losing him making his grip tight. Beckett eventually pulled back and walked Kiel to his bed, sitting them on the edge. He pressed a lingering kiss to the boy’s forehead, mustering up the courage to speak. “I have to tell you something, but I need you to know that it doesn’t change how I feel about you. You know I care about you, right? I know I’m not he best at saying it and maybe at showing it…but you know that I have feelings for you? Deep feelings. Feelings that I don’t think could ever fade away.”

[kielxhurst-blog]

Although he couldn’t put his finger on exactly what was going on, he knew enough to sense that this wasn’t going to be the sort of visit he originally expected. He had told himself that whatever they were going to do would be fun and even if they stayed inside for the night, at least they would be together. Already, Kiel was having doubts that after this, whatever this was, that Beckett would even be with him tonight. His eyes followed the Englishman as he brought Kiel over to the edge of his bed and sat him down, his stare never leaving Beckett as he tried to study him. He had become a pretty good judge of Beckett’s mannerisms and behaviors, but right now the dancer was stumped on where any of this was going. Kiel didn’t speak or move when lips pressed to his forehead, he didn’t want to jump to conclusions, but his head was already racing far ahead to whatever Beckett was about to explain.

Immediately, Kiel worried if all this meant that Beckett was letting him down easy and choosing Roxy over him. He knew that the other submissive was closer to making an official claim and that Beckett had feelings for her, but he had thought that maybe it could work for the three of them. Maybe he should have voiced this sooner, maybe it was too late and Beckett was making a choice because he didn’t think Kiel could do that. He wanted to protest, but before he could come up with anything, his mind jumped away from that thought. What if this had to do with whatever Kat was texting him about? And why was she questioning whether or not Kiel was with Beckett. What if something was wrong, what if he was sick or being forced to leave? Kiel’s nerves were getting to him now, he didn’t like the idea of either situation. “You’re scaring me,” he said quietly as his gaze finally lifted to meet with Beckett’s. “What’s going on? Are we- are you okay? Please tell me nothing is wrong with you.”

[kielxhurst-blog]

Text: Fuck, nevermind. Text me tomorrow.

[Text] What is going on? For real, where are you?

@katherine-hurst

[justinsource]