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[18+maybe] hi you can call me crow and idk who i was before idol mobage

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well i did some things i'm not proud of and it didn't get me anywhere in the end, but my team of lvl 69 aoi LEs expanded. i've been such a lucky bastard this past year so i guess luber had to take measures to get my money for once lol...... hhhh it's been a long while since i spent that much on a mobage at once.....

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i drew this yesterday and didn’t think it was worth posting but after reading his affection story it’s taken on a whole new meaning. i’m mad and [redacted]

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i just. randomly woke up and checked ichu hoping to see the sd scout and. wow. toya and tatsumi died for a good cause, also i'm [REDACTED] and [REDACTED]. fuck [REDACTED]

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oh! it’s my old fave. ryo. it’s 2018 but i am still, unfortunately, a ryo apologist

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i’m trying to cope with my favorite series (to hate) finally having it’s ending animated because it’s laced with depression and i’m a real crybaby, so. This. 

i wanted to do this 2 years ago. the hospital scene applies to these 2 well

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devilman crybaby spoilers (i guess ? it’s just the ending. it’s not new..) but god i’m eating shit in hell right now. the ending always gets me.............

devilman is like my nearest and dearest series ever so i’m biased but. that was painful. for me personally it was the most painful rendition of the story. i think i’m going to need a drink or something.

also satan? beautiful. i’m digging the long hair ryo has going on. makes up for the dumb undercut bowl-cut imo

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this is not what i expected to see when i logged into ichu on this fine last day of 2017 but. ok. happy new yaer

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"cinfes has never treated me well so millionfes will be no different" however, my bby girl (who has the same birthday as me lol) and CHRIST HERSELF have proved me wrong in my first pull. thanks mirshita for the late xmas/early bday gift and more importantly treatin me right for how much i play...

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BbbiitCH NO WAY... WHAT i skipped the 11 scout pull because it said 1 sr BUT RIKOO... and dias i don't have!!! BUT JOB DIA. THE D R E A M FUCK TRICOLOR DIA... GOD. SHE. MY DIAMOND. klab trying to get me to play consistently again...

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merry crisis hopefully i’ll finish this cursed duo before xmas ?

trying to do this so maybe next year my fave tentens will actually Speak to each other and stop being so cursed... i’ve been waiting 2 years luber............... let my husban and wife be more than in the same room......................

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Part 1 of ???

i’ve had a yuki onna tatsumi/aoi au in mind for over a year and what better time to do it than exam week right? 

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uhhhhh m’tenjyou tennyas? 

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the new ichu event type is fantastic, truly a blessing... the chibi's for the event banners must have died for them and i for one am thankful for their sacrifice.

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this is random but i just realized i posted that doctor aoi patient saku thing i drew the other day and i thought i didn’t ?? i mean i was going to but then said eh fuck it since i really don’t like posting anything but i DID…

now i have to wonder, what the fuck have i posted when i decided not to????

i type things up and then just delete it most of the time and don’t intend on posting. idk sometimes it’s to collect thoughts or some shit lord knows i’m scattered as hell. other times it’s just drawings or something. i don’t like posting since i usually hate something in like 5 minutes or it’s like “no one gives a shit dumbass” SO….

i feel like if i try to look i’ll lose years off my life all because i’m damned stupid and hit enter on my keyboard or hit something on my phone on accident. the anxious fuck i am nearly flatlines over little shit so i guess i won’t but damn do i hate myself 

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guess what me from the other day you are damned stupid.

i can’t believe myself i go thinking “this feels wrong to post. it feels like a vague and i don’t want to be like that. stop being an anxious asocial fuck for 5 minutes and just fucking talk to them.”

and then i did it and was amazed at myself but god it posted and what if whoever they were saw it. i mean i highly highly doubt it but god i feel so bad knowing it’s been months?? like damn i can’t do anything right

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today i drank a large coffee and an energy drink so since my death is eminent (hopefully) here’s a rough crop of somethin i ain’t ever going to finish that i messed with today. 

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this is random but i just realized i posted that doctor aoi patient saku thing i drew the other day and i thought i didn’t ?? i mean i was going to but then said eh fuck it since i really don’t like posting anything but i DID...

now i have to wonder, what the fuck have i posted when i decided not to????

i type things up and then just delete it most of the time and don’t intend on posting. idk sometimes it’s to collect thoughts or some shit lord knows i’m scattered as hell. other times it’s just drawings or something. i don’t like posting since i usually hate something in like 5 minutes or it’s like “no one gives a shit dumbass” SO....

i feel like if i try to look i’ll lose years off my life all because i’m damned stupid and hit enter on my keyboard or hit something on my phone on accident. the anxious fuck i am nearly flatlines over little shit so i guess i won’t but damn do i hate myself 

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i somehow managed to stay in tier for max aois and god. my wife is a thot but i love him anyways. i guess i'll make an effort to level up all of them + other cards to lvl 69 ? that's fitting enough right?