I know I told you this already.
So, stop thinking that I will change my mind.
For you. For us. For anything.
I'm tired. I've been tired.
It's not going to happen.
You say, "if you love me, you will."
Yeah, well that was back then.
I'm not longer that stupid girl that will wait for you,
Only to find that you will never show.
I'm not longer that stupid girl who will run to you
Every time she falls down.
I'm no longer that girl that will cry, beg, plead for her love to stay
Because you taught me that I can't trust anyone but myself.
You taught me by single handedly ripping my heart out of my chest
And defiling it in every way possible.
I'm fine and my heart is stronger than ever,
I can deal with any emotional shit that is out before me now.
For making my once innocent and easy to Iove heart
Into just a lump of coal.
But getting back on topic now
I will not fight for you.
I told you before that I won't do it.
Because for me, to have fought for anything with my whole heart
Means that I have let myself down.
That I have let my entiree reason for being become a joke.
No, I will not be like this forever,
One day I will love again.
I will the warmth of love and passion again.
My heart will be renewed.
But this will not come right now.
What you ask of me is stupid and I want no part of it.
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