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The $quid..https://www.instagram.com/djkillasquid/ Detroit, MI

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[killa-squid]

i haven’t been on here in like 3 years, maybe 4…a lot has changed.

still in michigan but i have my own place now. i have for almost 3 years now. life is expensive but i’m surviving. i worked for a good company for 4 years that i ended up hating by year 3…got laid off from that job. lost my granny 1 day before Christmas and 3 years ago my brother and my father passed.

my passion then became my full time job. i’m scared, i’m scared of losing it all, scared of being broke, scared of being alone, scared of failing.

still think about my ex girlfriend sometimes and check her social media to make sure she’s happy because that’s all i ever wanted for her. forgiven myself for my mistakes in life, still learning. seeking to understand before speaking.

i’m doing pretty okay. i’m still just being me..trying to be the best me! i pray this passion will take me further than i could ever imagine. i wanna take care of my family and give back.

i think my soulmate is in new york. she’s amazing. flew her here twice. she’s been my peace lately. scared to really express how i feel because i wanna take things very slow. but i will say this is the first time i’ve felt like this in 5 years.

i’ve been stressing out because i need to move in like 4 months and finding a decent place for a reasonable price is insane right now. talk about balance lol

[killa-squid]

In Search Of 11

[killa-squid]

If you don’t believe in anything, believe it gets better.

I went from being in love with someone that really really fucked me up and wanted a piece of everyone.. Lied to me for months.. Played me for months.. Yet I was still doing everything I could + more for them when they didn’t even ask for it.

I was hurt for months.. Tried offing myself a good 3 times.. If it was my time, I know I wouldn’t be here today..

Now look @ me. I’m in love w/ my best friend of 4 years.. She loves me for me. She gives me purpose and more. She’s the Realest person I know.. And she’s never switched up on me.

She loved me @ my lowest & picked up my broken pieces.

Johnna is who I’m going to spend the rest of my life with. She’s perfect for me..

If you wanna see the most beautiful thing about me, look @ her because that’s what she is for me

It feels amazing to wake up everyday and know you have someone.

I’m happy..I’m starting to get the hang of this thing called “ life ”

It’s not so bad..

God is good.. I’m glad I failed @ offing myself last year

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Still one of my favorite old posts of yours. Still glad you failed @ offing yourself. Still together. We’re just still *snow on tha bluff reference* lmao.

[killa-squid]

So am I. I love you Pooh 😘😘😘

[killa-squid]

I miss her still sometimes.

[killa-squid]

❤️💫 Nostalgia 💫❤️

[killa-squid]

💅🏽 B o $ $ y 💅🏽

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[killa-squid]

Stuntin’ Like My Dadddddy

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I’m What Money Mitch Was Supposed 2 Be So I’ll Just Be Ace Boogie

Back In Time…Detroit! Circa 1999

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[killa-squid]

My ex and I have been broken up for months & I’m still in love with her. I don’t think that love will ever leave.

[killa-squid]

At the end of the day, I can’t see us with anyone else. I don’t wanna be with anyone but that girl. I wanna still spend the rest of my life with her even though she’s not even speaking to me right now.

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