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who do you write with?

Do you mean who I write for? As far as fandoms go I predominantly write for 13 Reasons why. The other fandoms I write for are listed in my Masterlist which you can find linked in my Bio.

If you're asking for which characters from 13 rw I write, I write for everyone except Monty and Bryce.

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Request open?

Yep

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could i request a clay jensen x reader? line 2 on angst! and maybe the reader had like an abusive relationship and she thinks she's not worth enough to get back into another one? but clay starts to break her shell and more? 🥺. idk if that makes sense or not!

That's a really nice request! Thanks so much and yes it totally makes sense ☺️

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Hello there! Could I request an angsty Justin Foley x reader please 🕊 I’m craving it

Hey! Sure that's a great idea. Could you either give me a more detailed plot or look at my Promtplist for an angsty promt? That would help me a lot!

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How many stories do you have going?

I have about 12 I still need to write :) But you can send me requests if you're okay with waiting a little

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what flower is your favorite

I don't really care for flowers too much. There's a lot of pretty flowers but I never had a favorite. Why do you ask?

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can i get an 83 from the prompt list with the one and only clay jensen?

You sure can! Would you like me to use Girl or Boy?

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can you do 45 fluff with Alex Standall?

Sure can xx

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Hiii, I hope you're doing well! 😊 So since I'm new to your blog I didn't know requests were just like the character+prompts, and I sent a while ago two Tyler requests that were quite long, so I'm sorry about that! I could change them to just prompts if you'd like 😊

Hey dear ☺️ So I don't only write with prompts, you guys can request whatever you want! The prompts are just to make it easier for you and maybe inspire you. If there are any prompts from my new prompt list that you would like to have in your Tyler imagines, you can send them to me and I will include them xx

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I'm really excited for this new prompt list :D I'm not 100%sure if you do Scott Reed ones but if you do would you do 42. “You keep that photo of us in your wallet?” with him?

Hey sweetie! I'm glad you're excited for the new prompts, I am as well!

And yes of course I do Scott. Take a look at my Masterlist, there's an imagine with him which could potentially be interesting for you.

But anyway thanks so much for the request, I'll do my best to have it up soon xx

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Current Prompt List

Angst

1. “We’ll get through this, I promise.”

2. “You make me feel. You make me feel and I hate it.”

3. “Why are you so jealous?”

4. “Please don’t cry. I can’t stand seeing you cry.”

5. “If I leave now, I won’t come back.”

6. “I would honestly die before I let anything happen to you.”

7. “Don’t fucking touch me.”

8. “I’m sorry I’m not what you signed up for.” 

9. “I know for a fact that you’re not ‘fine’.” 

10. “You absolute fucking… I’m so angry I can’t even insult you!”

11. “You are the worst thing that has ever happened to me.”

12. “I don’t know what’s wrong, okay? I’m just… really tired.”

13. “You didn’t call. You didn’t text. Nothing.”

14. “I’ve never hated you, you just make me feel things I don’t understand.”

15. “I would never do this to you if I didn’t have to. You know that right?”

16. “You love me like I’m the person who actually deserves your love.” 

17. “Calm down! You’re scaring me!”

18. “Hey, I know you’re hurting... but, you’re not alone, okay?”

19. “Why do you run away from your problems all the time?”

20. “Please talk to me about it.”

21. “Shh, it was just a bad dream. Just a dream, okay? None of it was reality.”

22. “It’s not bad to cry. In fact, I think it makes a person stronger.”

23. “I’m not going to leave you. You’re never going to have to suffer by yourself again, I promise.”

24. “Why are your eyes so red?”

25. “We’re not just friends and you fucking know it.”

26. “I don’t know who you are anymore”

27. “Can you at least promise me that?” - “I don’t think I can, not this time”

28. “Do you even still love me?”  

29. “Get out. I am done with you.”  

30. “I can’t sleep when you’re not beside me.”

31. “You hurt me.”

32. “I don’t know how to exist in a world without you.”

33. “You make me feel alive. For the first time ever, I feel like I can breathe”

34. “I don’t want to feel this way anymore.”

35. “Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.”

36. “Nobody’s seen you in days.”

37. “Don’t cry.”

38. “You haven’t lost me.”  

39. “Why are you crying?”

Fluff

40. “We could...take a nap together?” 

41. “Nothing is wrong with you.”

42. “You keep that photo of us in your wallet?”

43. “Ssh. Stop fussing. I’m just braiding your hair.”

44. “You’re comfy.”

45. “Not only am I deeply in love with you, you’re my best friend.”

46. “Sleeping with you was the best sleep I’ve gotten in years.”

47. “You smell really nice.”

48. “It was a joke, baby. I swear.”

49. "You're the best part of me"

50. “No, like... It’s just, I can’t believe you’re actually wearing my clothes.”

51. “Aw, you’re blushing.”

52. “You’re hair is really soft.”

53. “I promise I will never let anything bad happen to you.”

54. “Can we just lie here for a moment?”

55. "I don't care if you're sick, catching a cold from kissing you is worth it."

56. “I think you might be my soulmate.”

57. “Can we stay like this forever?”

58. “I don’t want to be your partner either, but we have to get this assignment done.”

59. “I’ve got you.”

60. “I can’t sleep, can I stay here?”

61. “You’ve been pouting ever since I went out on that date, what’s up?”

62. “I’m not sure when it happened, but I fell in love with you, and it was the best thing I’ve ever done.”

63. “I can’t sleep.” 

64. “Sometimes I really don’t like you.”

65. “Can I hold your hand?”

66. “You look like you could use a hug.”

67. “You make me feel safe.”

Smut

70. “Are you sure that’s what you want? I could really hurt you.”

71. “Mine. Only mine.”

72. “We’re in public, you know.”

73. “Can I touch you?”

74. “Bite me.” - “Where?”

75. “I love hearing you moan.” 

76. “You’re so turned on already? That was fast.” 

77. “And just WHERE do you think you’re putting your hands?”

78. “You’re so fucking hot when you’re mad.”

79. "Could he make you feel as good as I do?"

80. “Make me.”

81. “Do you like it when I touch you like that?”

82. “I’ve wanted this for so long.”

83. “Good girl/boy.”

84. “Already? Do I really have that much of an effect on you?”

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Oh gosh, thank you so much for your nice reply, I hadn't even thought about you getting so many requests now. Thanks for being kind and I am excited to read it :)

Hi darling, I just now uploaded your imagine! I really hope it's what you wanted.

Much love xx

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“Prom” Clay Jensen x Jensen!reader

Request: Hello! Do you think you could do a Jensen one from 13RW and sister reader? He looked so lonely at prom and I was wondering if he could get a little something where he just has a fan eve with his sister? Like they dance and he feels happy, he deserves it so much 😭 thank you!

Senior Prom. The Night you had been waiting for since you were little.

Thank God Jessica somehow convinced Bolan not to blow it off. Prom was the little bit of normalcy that you all so desperately needed. 

Not much of your and your friends High School experience was normal. A lot of shit happened that kids should not have to deal with. 

The last few weeks were especially hard on you and even more so on your twin brother Clay. He had suffered multiple panic attacks and altogether just wasn't himself. It hurt you more than anyone to see him like that because you two had always been very close.

It started with Hannah's death. You watched him change from the brother you knew, to a shell of who he once was.

No matter how hard you tried to be there for him, he just wouldn't let you.

But today was Prom. The one Night to forget about everything life had thrown at you in the past couple of years and just be Teenagers. And you would not let anything get in the way of that.

That was until you noticed Clay sitting all alone at a table, while everyone else was having the time of their lives around him. You tried to ignore it and go back to dancing with your Date but it was impossible.

"I'll be back in a minute" you said with a sigh and made your way over to your brother.

"Having fun bro?" Apparently he hadn't noticed you coming over, because he seemed startled by your question.

"Uhm yeah... obviously. Can't you tell?" he sarcastically replied. One of the few things that were still the same about him.

"Sure you look like you're having a blast sitting here all by yourself at our Senior Prom." Good thing that you could be equally as sarcastic. It at least got a smile out of him.

"Go back to your date Y/N. Or is he so boring that you would rather spend the evening with me?"

With a sigh, you took a seat beside him.

"No he's not. But I can't enjoy shit when I see you like this. Because I happen to want you to have fun" you admitted.

Clay's gaze shifted to you, his expression solemn.

"I don't feel like I'm able to anymore. Nor do I deserve it." he stated quietly.

It broke your heart to hear him say that.

"But you do though Clay, more than anyone. You deserve at least one night of carelessness after everything. I wish you could see that."

His brows were furrowed, lips pressed together. 

"I guess I could try. Will you help me?" 

A smile grew on your face. 

"Of course. Come on." He took your outstretched hand and followed you to the dance floor. 

Just then a song you both listened to all the time when you were younger came on. You shrieked in excitement. "It's a sign Clay! The universe wants you to have fun too!"

He couldn't hold back a laugh. "Finally the universe gives a shit about my feelings." You joined him in his laughter and started dancing like no one was watching.

As the two of you danced, it suddenly felt like you had traveled back in time. Back to happier times. A time where Clay told you anything and so did you. The memories almost brought tears to your eyes but you composed yourself.

Now was not the time to cry, you had certainly done enough of that. Now was the time to dance with your brother and enjoy life, even for just a moment.

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Hi could I request a zach Dempsey x reader set during S4 where there dating and are together for the lockdown with just fluff , thank you hope your safe x

Hey love, thank you for the great request! People rarely request Zach, sadly. I'll get onto it soon. Hope you're safe as well xx

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Have you seen 13 re series 4 yet?

Yes I already finished it

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Are you taking requests ?

Hey, yes my requests are open!

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Hello Hello! I'm not sure if you got my request for Clay and his sister at prom? I'm so sorry if you got it and decided not to write it, that's OK too :)

Hey sweetheart! I got it and will definitely be writing it but now that season 4 aired I am getting a lot of requests 😱 Which is awesome but it takes a little time for me to write because I have online classes atm

But I promise your request will not be forgotten xx