* DIE FOR YOU / KILL FOR YOU

LET ME CRAWL INSIDE YOUR VEINS, I'LL BUILD A WALL, GIVE YOU A BALL AND CHAIN. // ind. & sel. oc rp blog // written by gabbi.

[killsfor]

Someone PLEASE rp the leads from flower of evil with me!!! I’m begging!!! ( I wanna write hyunsoo but it’s boring by myself aaaa )

[feelsvoid]

this is probs a long shot but…if anyone has seen the kdrama flower of evil and would be interested in making blogs for / rping the lead characters with me PLEASE lmk!!

[rpmusings-galore]

                                     ‘ please, love me ‘

                    but, those words catch in my throat. 

                            you deserve so much more, so much better

                                           than these jagged pieces

                                      these shards of what i used to be

                                                 because, in the end, 

                                        they will only  [ cut ]  you down

                                            && you deserve… BETTER

[killsfor]

gangstermovie​:

it could never just be nice with adrian. it could never just be casual or fun. just SEX. it always had to be drama. had to have some expectation that some day scho might love him. but he’s not going to lie to him, make promises he can’t keep.

he has to suppress an eye roll when adrian announces his speech. sometimes he’s so tired of listening when he’s got something to say, wants to tell him there are better uses for his mouth.

“if i didn’t want you do you think i’d be here right now?” he asks in earnest, why would he be risking it, his wife and kids at home, why would he be fucking around if there wasn’t DESIRE in him?

He scoffs a little, ❝it doesn’t matter either way, I guess.❞ And it doesn’t, at the end of the day Scho goes home to his wife and Adrian wakes up alone like he always has. So---really, what did it matter? 

He doesn’t want to hear it, doesn’t want to falter or give into the same stupid habits anymore. Honestly, he kind of just wants him to go away. Almost at odds with the part himself that would give anything to make him STAY. 

❝I just---I don’t care,❞ he says, arms crossed across his chest. But he does, he cares too much. He’s always cared too much. ❝This was stupid, you have a family---a whole life. Let’s just stop, okay? ❞  

[killsfor]

PLOTTED STARTER // @gangstermovie​  ( for Scho ) !!

Adrian hated this, hated how hard he clung to the idea that any of what was between him and Scho actually meant anything. He almost wants to hate Scho too, but he knows he could never. Instead he hates himself, for caring, for still wanting him even at the cost of everything. It was a losing game, but still, Adrian kept playing. If not only for the fleeting moments where it felt like maybe the world wouldn’t cave in because of all of this. He feels everything inside of him boiling over, because he LOVES Scho, he does. And he knows his friend is far from oblivious to that fact. But he never seemed to care and every time he showed that just felt like salt in the wound. 

He’s close to blowing up, knows he can only do this for so long. Knows that this has no happy ending for him, even if he desperately wished to pretend otherwise. So this time, when he calls his best friend over---it’s to end things. ❝I need to say something,❞ he says, taking a deep breath. ❝Whatever this is that we’re doing...I can’t do it anymore. You don’t really WANT me, I think you just like the fact that I want you.❞

[ldolised]

*falls in love with someone who was nice to me in my dream*

[killsfor]

@showerofrains​ liked for a thing ( for yoobin ) !! 

Currently, he’s sitting cross legged on the floor, completely surrounded by yarn. He’s been TRYING to learn how to knit---and so far it’s been a fruitless affair. When he sees Yoobin walk in to his mess, he offers a sheepish smile. ❝---So, I’ve come to a conclusion: knitting is hard.❞  

[cndcfspring-deactivated20250621]

@killsfor​

“Angel.” The original sighs gently, wrapping her arms around his middle, thumping her forehead to the middle of his back. “When was the last time you slept?”

[killsfor]

He smiles as he feels her arms wrap around him, tense body instinctively relaxing a bit into her touch. ❝Hmm,❞ he hums a bit in response, the last thing he wants to do is worry her. ❝It’s only been a bit,❞ he says softly. ❝I’m okay though, I promise.❞    

[killsfor]

okay, I’m bored so---like for a smol starter !! lengths will vary & depending on what I can come up with it may be SLIGHTLY pre established.

[killsfor]

adrian’s mood rn: *softly with lots of feeling* pls smooch me 

[killsfor]

I kind of have a more chill/slice of life type idea with an OC who’s a single mom and a boss ass lady~ idk if anyone would interact but I personally rly like the idea :’))

[killsfor]

we havent written together with these charas but idc do my url

SEND IN A URL AND I’LL GUSH ABOUT THE BLOG/BLOGGER !

I love you!!!!! we always come up with the best ships & dynamics like aaaaa and your writing is literally so incredible?? like you always bring your characters to life in such a vibrant and interesting way. every chara you portray has such a distinct and discernible voice and your style is evident in everything you write. I love writing with you sm --- I love the way our plots and dynamics always help our muses grow and I’m so glad to be able to call you my best friend as well <333

[help-mywife]

help, my wife got wine drunk and tried to set our marriage certificate on fire, saying “good luck trying to return me without the receipt”

[killsfor]

I wanna yell about how much I love my rp partners so legit just send me an ask with your url/somebody else’s and I’ll go on a tangent on why you’re all fucking amazing !!

[killsfor]

🌟 

[memecollation]

Reblog this and make a post with only  🌟  so that your friends, mutuals and followers can comment on for positive feedback. May it be about your muse, the mun, your writing or whatever else — sometimes, all we need is some kindness and positivity!

[borderlineotter]

I am painfully aware that I am no one’s favorite person