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Progress, the beginning again

850 calories today , i had a 8 hour shift at work so I burned off some of the calories i had but I should not have stuffed my face , lets see if i do better tomorrow , wish me luck

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Hey , im back

I haven't posted in a very long time , but i have gone through a lot of shit, and I really need to numb myself from what I'm feeling. So hello again Tumblr :) hope to be here awhile

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Day 2

I had 416 calories today , I actually feel not hungry , I just stuffed my self with vegetables ... I will proud of my self..

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Day one after fucking up

Total cals :495 .. I think I did well . At least I didn't over eat Yesh I will try to aim for 400 tomorrow

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fucked up once again

Everything seems out of control, my grades,my weight and my life. I feel ashamed that I have put on 2 pounds .. Before my thighs couldn’t touch and now they do , I feel soo stressed because of this.. Hopefully I will reach my goal weight of 100 , right now I’m 106 and 5,3 ….. Let’s just hope I won’t fuck up like I always do. I’m going to post daily of how I am doing a long with thinspo posts

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What You Crave vs What You Need

Chocolate: Raw nuts/seeds.

Oily/Fatty Snacks: Kale, leafy greens.

Soda/Carbonated Drinks: Actual, literal bubbles.

Chips/Salty Food: Topsoil.

Cookies: Freudian psychology.

Sweet Tea: A strong Southern gentleman to take care of you.

Pasta/Carbs: Pasta/Carbs.

Ice: The sweet release of death.

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Change 2#

... Remember last time I said I will change this into a fitness blog Instead of Ana/mia Blog ... I'm gonna spice it up and throw in both and Im busy with school . I will try to post weekly thinspiration , love you all \(^-^)/

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300 calories workout

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