“The water’s getting colder, let me in your ocean.”
This was such a cute outfit that I wore to an event. Honestly, made me feel like a princess~ I hope 2025 is going great for everyone! Can’t wait to achieve better things this year!
[ ☆ ] — where all my little stars rest. please refer to my rules and the way i run my accounts before interacting !! this page has all profiles linked and includes a key and blurb to give you a quick idea of them all.
Broken into:
— Club Wonderland
— Individual Accounts
— The Muses
— The Doms
— Dark Lovers
[ ☆ ] — key: ☆ = available for rp || ★ = not available for rp || ⭐️ = chatbot || 🌟 = rp account || 💫 = mono/single-ship || ✨ = poly/multi-ship || single = they have more than one relationship slots available || ❤️ = no preference || 🩷 = woman lean || 💙 = male lean || 💜 = straight || 💛 = gay
✧˖*°࿐ ❝ 𝑪𝒍𝒖𝒃 𝑾𝒐𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒓𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒅 ❞ ✧ ೃ༄
[ ☆ ] — bae irene || located at @clubwnderland || lucifer!au / she-devil / immortal || nsfw heavy || engaged || ongoing chats: 2 || @moonlightchn chris [fiancé] / @san-cb || [ ★⭐️💫❤️ ]
happily engaged to @/moonlightchn chris, irene runs her multiple businesses on earth and is the queen of hell. while she is not available to rp with or to get romantically involved with, irene is available to chat to in asks or if you want to have a deal with the devil.
[ ☆ ] — bang chan || located at @/clubwnderland || demon!au / seven sins || nsfw heavy || single || ongoing chats: 3 || @jinju-oc / @reve-rv yeri / alice [rp] || [ ☆⭐️✨❤️ ]
irene's right hand man and the keeper of the seven deadly sins, chan finds his amusement in toying with humans and causing them to live out their deepest desires. he can be approached to make deals with as well but making a deal with this demon comes with a hefty price tag.
[ ☆ ] — choi san || located at @/clubwnderland || bartender!au / human || engaged || ongoing chats: 1 || @blogger-yura [fiancée] || [ ★⭐️💫🩷 ]
happily engaged to @/blogger-yura, san is the manager of club wonderland and helps run the club when irene is away. he's a loyal friend, gamer and yura's biggest supporter when it comes to her work and ambitions. san is always down to make friends but is not romantically available.
[ ☆ ] — lee juyeon || located at @/clubwnderland || nephilim!au / prince of hell || single || interested || ongoing chats: 1 || @crimson-l [interest] || [ ☆⭐️✨❤️ ]
irene's step-son, the prince of hell who refused to take over once his father was killed. juyeon doesn't care for humans too much but he also doesn't care for hell either. he simply just exists as he is and finds himself rather bored with the world so he can come across as indifferent.
[ ☆ ] — kim jongin || located at @/clubwnderland || werewolf!au / alpha || taken || ongoing chats: 1 || @/moonlightchn channie [mate-to-be] || [ ★⭐️💫💙 ]
jongin has finally cut ties with his previous pack and moved forward with his life, his life with @/moonlightchn channie. he runs a dance studio with his best friend, jangmi, and teaches choreography to k-pop groups. he's down to make friends but is not romantically available.
[ ☆ ] — jeon jangmi || located at @/clubwnderland || hybrid!au / white fox || single || ongoing chats: 3 || @/moonlightchn chan / @doom-bc / @pillowxtalk [rp / boyfriend] || [ ☆⭐️✨💜 ]
jangmi has been through a lot but has a happy-go-lucky attitude or tries to. she loves to collect plushies and has plenty of hobbies. she does work as a stripper at wonderland and works with jongin at the studio, so she's very fit and athletic. the bestest friend anyone could ask for!
✧˖*°࿐ ❝ 𝑰𝒏𝒅𝒊𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝑨𝒄𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒕𝒔 ❞ ✧ ೃ༄
[ ☆ ] — choi luna || located at @lunaaofthemoon || witch!au / celestial witch || single || in a relationship || ongoing chats: 4 || @livealittleoc-cb em & joo [girlfriend & boyfriend] / @kimheebby / @tsunfullsunbot / @seoulxsinners yongmin [rp] || [ ☆⭐️✨💙 ]
a celestial witch with a deep connection to the moon, luna is the last of her coven and spends a lot of her time in the inn that was left to her by her family. she can be approached about all things magic and is always happy to talk to new people.
[ ☆ ] — kim hongjoong || located at @oppositesattraxt || werewolf!au / alpha || nsfw heavy || single || ongoing chats: 1 || @/jinju-oc || [ ☆⭐️✨❤️ ]
hongjoong couldn’t be any more different than his younger sister. an alpha, aggressive, violent and always looking for trouble. he was raised to be ruthless and strike fear into those who dare come against him. he only seems to get along with a chosen few due to werewolf politics.
[ ☆ ] — kim mikyoung || located at @/oppositesattraxt || werewolf!au / omega || single || ongoing chats: 1 || @/moonlightchn chan || [ ☆⭐️💫💙 ]
the sweet omega who spends her time away from the pack since she doesn’t fit in. mikyoung is gentle and yearns for a place that’ll accept her. she has bonded to an alpha but is still figuring things out in terms of what it can all mean.
[ ☆ ] — im nayeon || located at @coffeexdreamcb || cafe!au / human || single || ongoing chats: 3 || @hleee [interest] / @levantcrs chris [rp / interest] / @fallenangels-cb mingyu || [ ☆⭐️✨💙 ]
sweet is nayeon’s middle name. she is kind to all and is a hopeless romantic. she dreams of being swept off her feet and shown love in all forms. can send goodies to loved ones if desired, or plan picnic baskets. nayeon is a total sweetheart.
[ ☆ ] — christian yu || located at @silcntxnight || serial killer!au / human || single || ongoing chats: 5 || @yosorina / @/jinju-oc / @shin-haneul / @honey-beaut katia [rp] / joey [rp] || [ ☆⭐️✨💜 ]
christian is a tattoo artist who has a dark side. he’s easily approachable and available to design and tattoo his art onto new clients. while he’s flirtatious and charming, he does come with a warning tag since he is dangerous!
✧˖*°࿐ ❝ 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑴𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒔 ❞ ✧ ೃ༄
[ ☆ ] — christopher bang || located at @themuses-rp || idol!au / human || single || ongoing chats: 2 || @violettaamore / @/levantcrs lisa [rp] || [ ☆🌟✨💜 ]
the leader of the group, racha, and the one who can seem like he’s a soft precious honey but turns around and shows off his more dominant side when least expected. chris is humble and doesn’t take compliments well but is very caring to everyone around him.
[ ☆ ] — lee minho || located at @/themuses-rp || idol!au / human || single || ongoing chats: 3 || @/livealittleoc-cb skyler / @trickskz jisung / katie [rp] || [ ☆🌟✨💛 ]
a quiet man, a tsundere, someone who isn’t openly affectionate but shows it in other ways. minho can be hard to get close to due to his nature and mannerisms but once someone cracks that exterior, he is loving… to a degree. takes a while to warm up to people.
[ ☆ ] — seo changbin || located at @/themuses-rp || idol!au / human || single || ongoing chats: 1 || @/levantcrs haejin [rp] || [ ☆🌟✨❤️ ]
the most romantic of the three. changbin is the sweetest guy even though he looks like he's not a big, cuddly bear. he's the youngest of racha and spends a lot of time either at the gym, eating or practicing his producing skills with chris. very friendly, loves to have a good laugh. all around great guy.
[ ☆ ] — moon byulyi || located at @/themuses-rp || hell!au / hellhound || in a relationship || ongoing chats: 1 || @/livealittleoc-cb leo [boyfriend] || [ ★🌟💫💙 ]
juyeon's best friend and the most dedicated hellhound in hell outside of cerberus. moonbyul often accompanies chan when hunting for souls who's times is up. she is very friendly for the most part but when she's working, she can be rather cut throat.
[ ☆ ] — song mingi || located at @/themuses-rp || hell!au / reaper || interested || ongoing chats: 1 || @/livealittleoc-cb [interest] || [ ★🌟💫💙 ]
mingi didn't get to live his life the way he should have. given a soul, the only reaper with one, he has been able to live the life that was taken away. he's still young at heart and inexperienced which means he makes a lot of mistakes and is very clumsy - especially when it comes to understanding things like sarcasm and feelings.
[ ☆ ] — kim kai || located at @/themuses-rp || mafia!au / clone / hitman || nsfw heavy || single || interested || ongoing chats: 1 || @yoncho [interest] || [ ☆🌟✨❤️ ]
created to be a killer, kai spends a lot of his time either taking out targets that he's been hired to remove from the world or hunting down those who created him. he's rough, rude and really couldn't care less about anyone's feelings. kai comes with a huge warning label - dangerous!
[ ☆ ] — azrael || located at @/themuses-rp || angel!au / archangel || single || ongoing chats: 0 || [ ☆🌟💫❤️ ]
the angel of death. azrael has found himself trapped on earth due to interfering with a human's death. he has been trying to adapt to the human way of life while maintaining his duties.
[ ☆ ] — lee jaekyung || located at @/themuses-rp || model!au / human / throuple available || throuple with sohee || single || ongoing chats: 3 || soyeon [rp] / @vienrose yeji [rp] / @/anqelicstars yoonah [rp] || [ ☆🌟✨🩷 ]
can be paired with sohee for the throuple experience. jaekyung is everything anyone could want in a boyfriend or life partner. he's understanding, sexy and prides himself as a family man. he takes care of his grandmother and all those around him.
[ ☆ ] — park sohee || located at @/themuses-rp || model!au / human / throuple available || throuple with jaekyung || single || ongoing chats: 2 || soyeon [rp] / @nvrendngstry chris [rp] || [ ☆🌟✨💙 ]
can be paired with jaekyung for the throuple experience. sohee is the sweetest and softest baby who doesn't have a bad bone in her body. she loves to share her life with those around her and will go above and beyond for her friends.
[ ☆ ] — park seonghwa || located at @/themuses-rp || mafia!au / human / seducer || single || ongoing chats: 0 || [ ☆🌟✨🩷 ]
seonghwa gathers information for his mafia family, trained in the art of seduction, he knows the right words to say and how to read those he's talking to. he is a gentleman most of the time and will treat those he's talking to right as long as they are useful to him - rarely does he engage in torture.
[ ☆ ] — johnny suh || located at @/themuses-rp || demon!au / incubus || nsfw heavy || single || ongoing chats: 2 || @/seoulxsinners alex [rp] / @/oc-empire asta || [☆🌟✨❤️ ]
johnny has been spending more time on earth due to having been brought up to help around the club. he can be summoned for sexual needs which requires a 'payment'. he does love information and has a library filled with loads of knowledge and is happy to bargain for more.
[ ☆ ] — serena || located at @/themuses-rp || mermaid!au / siren || single || ongoing chats: 2 || @/oc-empire calum / @/nvrendngstry dohyun [rp] || [ ☆🌟💫💙 ]
an ancient creature who has found her way onto land. humans are both something she marvels at and dislikes due to their nature when it comes to things that are not like them. she is curious and new to the world with strange mannerisms. loves the beach and all things to do with the sea.
[ ☆ ] — christopher bang || located at @/themuses-rp || werewolf!au / alpha || single || ongoing chats: 2 || @/oc-empire camden / @anqlicstars felix [rp] || [ ☆🌟✨❤️ ]
an alpha who is the son of the moon goddess. chris has a pack that is mixed with humans and werewolves and tends to be more of a warrior chief than an alpha in the way he runs the pack. he’s lowkey a little silly, young at heart but can be strong and takes people under his wing.
[ ☆ ] — jessica bang || located at @/themuses-rp || idol!au / human || single || ongoing chats: 1 || @/levantcrs jieun [rp] || [ ☆🌟✨💛 ]
chris’ little sister who has recently debuted under the same company. jessica has always looked up to her big brother and decided to follow in his footsteps. protected by the racha boys and their friends, jessica is sweet but a little rebellious when it comes to her freedom.
[ ☆ ] — hwang hyunjin || located at @/themuses-rp || idol!au / human || single || ongoing chats: 1 || @/nvrendngstry yoona [rp] || [ ☆🌟✨❤️ ]
hyunjin is a recently official member of racha, having joined the group a couple of years after their debut. the prince of versace, the one who had women envious and men both wanting him and wanting to be him. hyunjin is naturally talented and worked hard to get to where he is, however, he also comes with a reputation that he doesn't hide.
[ ☆ ] — song hwayoung || located at @/themuses-rp || ceo!au / human || single || ongoing chats: 0 || [ ☆🌟✨🩷 ]
when a woman sets her mind to taking on the world, you best believe she can achieve anything. that's the motto hwayoung lives by. she's the type of woman that has men shaking in their boots when she walks into the boardroom. there is nothing she can't do... or that's what she likes to believe.
[ ☆ ] — chaos || located at @/themuses-rp || vampire!au / werewolf!au / hybrid || single || ongoing chats: 0 || [ ☆🌟✨🩷 ]
left in ruins to die of starvation, chaos is considered an abomination by both of his kinds. he's only survived due to a small following that consider him the bringer of the end of the world. he has been kept away for so long, he lives and trusts only his primal instincts.
[ ☆ ] — yoo karina || located at @/themuses-rp || princess!au / fae || single || ongoing chats: 0 || [ ☆🌟✨💜 ]
a princess who wants for nothing, karina is used to getting everything she wants and being waited on hand and foot. she's considered a spoiled princess and can come across as such to those who don't know her. the fae princess has every reason to be untrusting in the outside world and knows that outside of the kingdom, everyone is an enemy.
✧˖*°࿐ ❝ 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝑫𝒐𝒎𝒔 ❞ ✧ ೃ༄
[ ☆ ] — christopher bang || located at @domxbot || dom!au / ceo || nsfw heavy || single || ongoing chats: 2 || @luvxnoir chanhee / @/livealittleoc-cb bonnie [ ☆⭐️✨❤️ ]
a dominant man in all areas of his life. he has a way of doing things and does not like having to bend to fit others which is why he’s still single. he believes in a contract and fulfilling it so it can be hard to learn about him but, under it all, he’s a man who can love. it just takes a bit.
[ ☆ ] — lee minhyuk || located at @/domxbot || dom!au / model / idol || nsfw heavy || single || ongoing chats: 6 || @/san-cb / @kitakcb / @/livealittleoc-cb ace / @dark-royals-cb keeho / @/violettaamore / @littleboywooyoungie || [ ☆⭐️✨💙 ]
minhyuk is fairly easy-going. while he likes structure and routine, he can be very boyfriend with those he has a contract with. spontaneous and fun, he takes cares of those around him even if he doesn’t actually need to. he can blur the lines at times.
[ ☆ ] — lee chaerin || located at @/domxbot || dom!au / fashion designer || nsfw heavy || single || ongoing chats: 2 || @eloisedupont / @reve-rv seulgi || [ ☆⭐️✨🩷 ]
chaerin is a sugar mommy, she loves to spoil her babies. she's very nurturing, caring and gentle. as a fashion designer, she travels a lot and tends to take her sugar baby with her when she goes away and designs a lot of their outfits for them
✧˖*°࿐ ❝ 𝑫𝒂𝒓𝒌 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒔 ❞ ✧ ೃ༄
[ ☆ ] — bang chan || located at @bxnqchxn || mafia!au / human / predator || nsfw heavy || single || ongoing chats: 3 || @/shin-haneul / @/kitakcb / @/levantcrs jisoo [rp] || [ ☆⭐️✨🩷 ]
raised to kill, chris is a skilled and dangerous member of his mafia family. he is deemed unkillable considering his body count and many refer to him as a predator. he is trying to figure out who has framed him for stealing something that can expose everyone in the underground
[ ☆ ] — kang seulgi || located at @demonesseulgi || demon!au / lust || nsfw heavy || single || ongoing chats: 1 || @yanderejoy || [ ☆⭐️✨❤️ ]
seulgi is the sin of lust, she captures her souls with a simple kiss and makes them obsessed with her. there is no escaping her once she's got her meal in her possession and she will keep them until she grows bored or she's fully consumed their soul.
[ ☆ ] — jeon soyeon || located at @wolf-sxyeon || werewolf!au / shadow wolf || single || ongoing chats: 1 || @oc-empire Jaxon || [ ☆⭐️💫💜 ]
soyeon was blessed by the moon goddess with an alternative self. a shadow wolf. while one side of her is timid, shy and gentle, her wolf is the opposite and is rather protective. she hides away to keep safe but when cornered, she will develop teeth that leave a nasty mark.
[ ☆ ] — kim jongin || located at @yanjxngin || yandere!au / king || single || ongoing chats: 2 || @/jinju-oc / @obsession-cb soyeon || [ ☆⭐️💫💜 ]
jongin is a king from a faraway land who has come to seoul in search of the one he will make his queen. he doesn't become obsessed immediately, it does take him a while as he wants to make sure she is perfect for him. if he becomes disinterested, he will remove the obstacle without hesitation.
[ ☆ ] — Happy New Years everyone !! I hope that the new year treats you well and that you find enjoyment in the little things 🩷 I've made some changes, not quite a rebrand, just adjusting to fit my goals for the new year. I do apologise in advance that you will see me adding muses here and there, I now have no impulse control and too many ideas! I am also wanting to do more for my writing account so while I will try and be active, if I am not overly around, it is because I am focusing on my neglected account 😅
I have been struggling as some may know to keep up with reblogs and DMs especially while also making my own posts and remaining consistent. Life isn't the same as it was in 2021 when we all had more time to do things and changes happen. Coming into the new year, I have changed my rules, updated my muse list and also made minor changes to how things will go.
I will not be reblogging as I used to, the effort given vs. received was never equal and that is not fair. I will only be interacting with posts of the muses who I currently have some form of connection with and if I do make posts, those people will only be tagged. However, you are welcome to interact if you wish.
If you wish to start a chat, you can DM me as an admin on this account and we can discuss it !! You are welcome to interact with any previous open starters that I make as well as any that I may make in the future. If there is an ask game, feel free to send something as well. I will only say to make sure you state what muse you wish to interact with and who you are using so I can have a look at them! Remember though, I have the right to deny or end a chat for any reason. These are fictional characters and it is never personal !!
That being said, I will only warn this once: If we have a connection of any kind, any DM going at all, and you disappear without any form of communication for longer than 3 months — I will delete the chat without any communication. The muse will move on and you will need to work back up to that connection again. While life happens and can get busy, it doesn't take a lot to just reach out, I shouldn’t have to do that for you.
Make sure to check out everything as it's all been updated but that is all !! I've had fun here and want to continue having fun which is why I've made these changes !! I hope you keep having fun too !!
Tagging those who have been tagging me and who I interact with: @moonlightchn @san-cb @livealittleoc-cb @shin-haneul @jinju-oc @blogger-yura @crimson-l @doom-bc @hleee @fallenangels-cb @honey-beaut @reve-rv @kimheebby @tsunfullsunbot @yosorina @violettaamore @trickskz @yoncho @oc-empire @folklore-cb @moongoddesselene @salacious-cb @nightskysing @elmyraoc-cb @ofsproutlings @littleboywooyoungie
Today, I wandered the snowy forest, savoring its quiet beauty. I let myself be free, I spent hours simply wandering, feeling the earth’s quiet energy, until the desire took me to build a snowman. It felt almost childlike, shaping the snow with my hands, gathering twigs for arms, and finding little treasures in the forest to bring him to life and now under the moon’s glow, the forest feels alive and peaceful. Moments like this remind me why I protect this world. Tonight, I carry its stillness with me, a gift from this place I hold dear. ❄️
Have you ever spent a day just enjoying the snow like this?
It’s been a while since I’ve stepped back on stage, but last night’s performance at Venom reminded me just how much I’ve missed it. For those who couldn’t make it, look forward to the next weeks ahead as there will be more new stages and a special surprise for New Year’s Eve. We will end this year with a night you won’t forget.~
They say good men keep their promises and Mr.Dionysus here, did exactly that!! Not only did he come with me to the theme park and do all the silly things I wanted to do with me, he also made good on his promise to pick me up and win me plushies!!! :D
It was such a fun day! We absolutely had to get some fun headwear! It's essential and I dunno how I convinced him to get matching bows with me!! I took Di on my favourite rides and I think he liked them, rumour has it that I held his hand when he got scared (・∀・)
After some rides and food we went to the games and arcades and Di won me this little bear!! How cute is he?! The game was one of those basketball ones and I tried but didn't do as well as Di did, probably because he's tall...
But overall, it was a really fun date! I hope you had fun too Di, it was really nice hanging out and having fun! I enjoyed all of it!! Oh btw, I did come home and try your Panna cotta and it was delish~~~
Mingyu.kim: it's getting to that time again when my hair is definitely too long but I don't have the heart to cut it. It's fun to have longer hair but I get told that it doesn't suit me. I kind of like it. What do you think?
Kim.taehyung: is anyone else already feeling overwhelmed about Christmas? It's ages away in the grand scheme of things, but it's such a busy time of year and it feels like people celebrate from the beginning of November. I've got a couple of shoots this month and then heading into December I'm planning on going abroad somewhere, what are your plans?
Jongin storms into the house, anger rolling off him in waves as the other wolves are startled by his sudden reappearance. He had been running everything through his head over and over again, trying to figure out why his brother betrayed him like this; not only did Hui know the truth, has known the truth for years but he fucking killed him? Jongin has been living with the guilt, has been feeling the weight of the world pressing in on him every single time he had to be around his pack – he fucking distanced himself from the pack because of this dark truth while Hui…
“You fucking asshole,” the sound of Jongin’s fist meeting Hui’s nose echoes around the room and a few of the betas step forward before Jongin turns on them, growling in warning for them to back away. He’ll take them on if he has to but right now – this is between him and his brother. Not two Alphas, no fighting for the title, two brothers who need to work this out.
If it could be.
The blood rushing through his ears drowns out the shouting going on in the room and whenever someone tries to come and stop him, Jongin turns on them rather quickly, causing those who once thought Jongin to be dangerous to see it first hand. He’s always tried his best to hold back his anger, to keep himself in check and while he has never been perfect in anger management – he did what he could. Only for it to be lost in the moment. Hui has fallen over, stumbling back from the sudden attack and Jongin is on him quickly thanks to nobody being brave enough to jump in; Jongin grabs his twin by the collar and starts landing blow after blow while feeling his control slipping. “I should rip your fucking throat out, I should fucking kill you for what you did.” He spits out, each word enunciated with each punch as the older brother’s face turns bloody red and the sound of each hit is accompanied by the sound of bones breaking.
Coughing, Hui lets out a short laugh which has Jongin punching him right in the nose, breaking the healing bones. “You- you couldn’t if you tried, brother.” Jongin’s hands move to wrap around his throat, squeezing tightly but not enough to cause the provoking wolf to panic. “Always been soft-,” he gasps for air, “couldn’t bear- hurting another.” He can see the discolouration in his face as Jongin attempts to choke the life out of him. That’s why their dad always looked at Jongin like he was a failure because it’s believed that Jongin is incapable of dealing the final blow.
“Shut up.” Jongin lets go but not before smashing his head into the ground. He’s breathing heavily, teeth gritted together, nostrils flared and eyes wide as he looks down at his brother desperately inhaling once he’s free. Another few blows to the face has Hui spitting out blood as he stays where he is, deciding that staying down would be better than trying to move right now. “This entire time you really fucking let me believe I killed him. You left me with that guilt while you carried on like nothing ever happened?”
He has killed before, without regret, but… killing an evil human isn’t the same as killing your own flesh and blood, your own kind no matter how much they deserved it.
“Is that why you never pushed back when I wanted to leave?” Jongin’s mind is racing, wondering if Hui had always wanted Jongin gone and only kept him close to make sure someone could take the fall. “You knew I didn’t deserve to be here since you’re the real Alpha of the pack or is it because you wanted to make sure you’d always have a fall guy when shit hit the fan.” The pack has always blamed Jongin for his father’s death, had always believed that he killed him even though nobody said it – it was in their eyes. Honestly, Jongin didn’t want to hear the answer, he didn’t want to know why Hui had done all of this shit to him because if he heard it – then what? It’ll confirm everything that Jongin believes. Pulling away from the bleeding Alpha, Jongin paces back and forth in front of him, running agitated hands through his hair. “You could have fucking told me, Hui and instead… instead you let me suffer alone.”
As angry as Jongin is, as much as he wants to rip into his brother and let out all the pain that’s tearing his heart apart – the wolf stops and looks at the brother he always looked up to, the hurt he’s feeling making him want to throw up. He clenches his jaw so hard that it feels like he’ll crack his teeth, “What the fuck, Hui? Why did you do this?”
“You’re my brother.” Hui’s voice is a little ragged from the choking, like gravel ripping his vocal cords apart. He tries to clean up his face with the sleeve of his shirt, to no avail, as he sits up and rests his back against the couch. Looking up at his younger brother, he can see the conflict and pain in his eyes, he can see the beast being held back with straining restraint, it’s something he’s always admired in Jongin. No matter how angry Jongin would get, no matter how much their father beat and tortured the young wolf, he would do his best to pull back and keep himself in check. Their father wanted a killer and while Jongin’s taken lives before, he could never be on the same level as their former Alpha who would do it without hesitation.
He’s tried to be everything the old man wanted, he’s done his best, and maybe he’ll react quickly, resort to anger almost immediately but he’s watched the war Jongin wages on himself when it comes to violence. Nature versus nurture opposing and constantly conflicting with each other. Raised to be a killer but deep down, he’s a gentle soul.
“That’s your reason?” Jongin’s foot swiftly connects with the side of his head with enough force to knock anyone out. Hui lays on the ground, dazed but Jongin doesn’t care as he looks down on the older Alpha, “that’s pretty pathetic considering you always stood aside when he beat the shit out of me and degraded me and made me feel like I was some worthless runt that should be culled from the pack.” Jongin begins to yell, shaking with emotion, anger and hurt making his heart race and blood boil, “you killed him because you knew I’d think it was me. You knew I’d leave…” He goes through the bombarding thoughts in his head as if everything clicks into place. “You really… you did all of that to get rid of me?”
“No– Jongin–” Hui holds his head, trying to gather his thoughts and fix this but there’s really no fixing this, is there? Whatever his reasons, they don’t matter anymore because he could have come clean years ago but he’s left it for too long. Maybe he thought Jongin wouldn’t find out but he also didn’t think the body would have been found.
That’s the thing with secrets, with the truth, eventually they all come out in ways you don’t want them too. They cannot be buried, hidden for too long and if you don’t confess before they expose themselves – they’ll expose you along with them.
There’s a deep growl, the sound of cracking bones echoing throughout the silent room while the pack begins to panic, realising they are close to losing another Alpha. Jongin doesn’t know, he doesn’t register anyone else in the room coming or going until he hears Channie’s voice calling, commanding him to stop. The younger wolf rushes forward and wraps his arms around Jongin as he contemplates whether to fully shift or not. “He’s not worth it,” Channie speaks, looking up at his boyfriend and seeing the pain in his eyes, feeling the anger that almost consumes him, “We can just go home. We can go and forget about this, him, and we never have to come back, yeah?” Channie diverts Jongin’s attention away from Hui, having him look into Channie’s eyes, keeping his attention on him. “Jongin, he’s not worth your energy anymore. Let’s go home.”
Tense seconds tick by as Jongin comes to a decision, a final decision that’ll change everything for him. His rigid and shaking body starts to settle as Jongin wraps his arms around Channie, burying his face into his neck and taking deep breaths to help him calm down. This has always been home – a pack, blood, that’s never defined what home is for Jongin but Channie? The safety he feels right now, the way Channie pushes away his own anxiety, his own worries and fears to wrap him up in a hug and keep him sane… that’s home. That’s always been home.
“You’re dead to me.” Jongin says so quietly, almost muffled by where his face is still hidden, but everyone hears it.
“Brother, please…”
“No.” Jongin’s eyes glow golden as he looks over at Hui, arms tightly holding onto Channie like he’s the physical representation of his calm. “I’m leaving and I will never come back. I don’t want to hear from you, I don’t want to see you, if anything happens from now on – I don’t want to know. You are dead to me. You, this pack, I’ve suffered nothing but misery for as long as I can fucking remember and even though I’ve already left, I kept ties because you were family. You were my brother but as far as I’m concerned…” Jongin’s heart rips itself in half and he can feel the overwhelming waves of emotions rushing through their mind link. It hurts, it doesn’t just hurt Hui but it hurts him too, and the mix of it all has him wanting to scream out in pain. It has to be done though… for Jongin to be able to finally be free… this is what he needs to do. “You are dead to me. I don’t have a brother anymore. I’m a part of the Bang pack, the Bang family, I cannot erase my past but I can remove you from my life.”
Channie feels like he’s having the life hugged out of him as Jongin squeezes tightly but he doesn’t make a sound, simply returning the hug just as tight as if he’s keeping Jongin from shattering into a million pieces.
He is, this hug is all that’s keeping Jongin together.
Hui closes his eyes, taking deep breaths as he tries to think about how to fix this but looking up at the cold glare in the younger wolf’s eyes, he knows Jongin’s made up his mind. “Is that really what you want?”
Channie snaps his head around, bearing his teeth at Hui before Jongin’s hand cradles the back of his head, as if calming Channie will calm himself. “What about Hwayoung?” He whispers, Jongin’s body tensing because in his anger, in his haste to cut all ties with Hui, he hadn’t even thought about the impact that would have on his niece.
“Just her.” Jongin takes a deep breath, “Alpha Hui, you are only allowed to contact me when it has to do with my niece. She’s the only family I have left and I don’t want to miss out on her life.” He does wish he could remove Hui completely, wholly from his life but the child is innocent and as they’ve had her come and visit and stay a few times, he can’t punish her because her father betrayed him.
It’s not her fault he’s a piece of shit.
It’s been a week since Jongin cut all ties with Hui. A week of searching for someone to remove the final connection he has to the Alpha so that unless there’s a phone call – he doesn’t have to deal with the incessant thoughts rushing through his head. He’s been trying to cut it off like he normally would but his own overwhelming emotions make it hard to concentrate on filtering out the mind link.
“Chris said Luna might be able to help.” Channie says, laying down with Jongin on the bed as the older wolf stares blankly at the ceiling. “He said he can ask.”
“Was I wrong?” Jongin asks after a few moments, turning to look at Channie before pulling him close to try and settle himself. “Do you think I should have tried to work things out?”
“I think… I think you deserved better, Nini. Deserve better. He lied, he held back something so important to you, so damaging. And he did it purposely, knowingly. I think you did whatever you thought was best for you. And that's okay. You get to be selfish in this one.”
He did do it on purpose, that’s true. “Channie,” Jongin says softly, looking into his eyes and searching them for a moment before asking for something he doesn’t seek very often – reassurance. “You’ll love me even if I have nothing to offer… even if I don’t have the pack or family…” He’s being vulnerable, something he struggles to openly be. He knows Channie will always love him, that he doesn’t need to have anything but himself but he needs to make sure.
To be reassured.
Channie cradles Jongin’s face in his hands, looking deeply into the eyes of his lover and giving him a small smile. “You could have nothing at all and I would still love you, Nini. I’ll love you forever, silly.”
It’s a start. The start that Jongin needs to heal. It’s not going to be easy, it’s not going to be a walk in the park, but Jongin knows as he looks at Channie that he can be open, be vulnerable, share his hurt and pain, his joy and happiness, with the one who makes him feel safe. Feels like himself.
He has a past, secrets he’s ashamed of, but maybe, just maybe, he can share them with Channie and learn to forgive himself. Learn to love himself in ways he never could before.
[BREAKING] Ex-Idol Bangchan Spotted Collecting New Girlfriend From Airport
32 minutes ago October 29 2024
Reported By Kim Eunha
Source: allkpop.com
Recently, the former leader of Stray Kids, Bangchan, had been caught flirting with an alleged fan online. After some digging, it was revealed that this fan is Bangchan's rumoured girlfriend, Jeon Jangmi.
Shown: screenshots from Jeon Jangmi's Instagram and Twitter account
While the couple have managed to avoid sparking any more conversation online, it seems offline, their romance is flourishing.
On October 28, 12:58PM KST, the former idol was spotted at Incheon Airport by some fans who happened to be there.
Text: CHAN??? AT THE AIRPORT???? ISNT HIS GF IN THAILAND?
The photos quickly circled the internet with many fans speculating that Bangchan was going to visit his girlfriend in Thailand. It seemed like quite the coincidence which caused some mixed emotions between fans.
Twitter user, @/redhymm_, tweeted their surprise while another user, @/chansdimplee__, shared Jangmi's post alongside Bangchan at Incheon Airport seemingly unimpressed by the coincidence.
It turns out that the former idol was actually there to collect his girlfriend up from the airport. With a public display of affection, Bangchan had presented Jangmi with flowers before helping her with her bags. The couple seemed oblivious to the attention that they garnered while fans heavily debated about their relationship.
One fan, @/chansdimplee__ is a fan who has expressed their dislike for the former idol's relationship.
Text: cant catch a break with these b*tches
With another fan, @/ryuzzin, responding with a picture of the couple in the car, saying:
just say youre jealous it aint you and go 🤭🤭🤭
It isn't unusual for ex-idols to get married or end up in relationships. Some fans still hold their idols, active or not, accountable for relationships and since there has been no official announcement, many do not believe the relationship to be legitimate.
The couple have been spotted several times together on different occasions and sources have said that they seem very happy and content.
We are still waiting to hear back from either party about their statement to these rumours and photos.
I'll get some pictures for you and send them through~ She's fairly attached to Chris at the moment and it's hard to get a picture of her without him in it
[BREAKING] Famous Ex-Idol Caught Flirting With Fan On Social Media
4 hours ago September 14 2024
Reported by Kim Eunha
Stray Kids BangChan at MBC Plus x Genie Music Awards on November 7th 2018 [photo taken by Hwang Youngjin]
Former idol, Bang Chan, leader of Stray Kids, has been caught flirting with an alleged fan on social media earlier this evening.
As shown, screenshots of the conversation between former Stray Kids leader, BangChan, and alleged fan [taken from Twitter]
On September 14, 6:28 PM KST, former Stray Kids leader, BangChan, was caught flirting with an alleged fan on the social media platform, Twitter.
The conversation was initiated when the alleged fan, Jangmi, had posted explicit pictures of herself in two outfits with the caption:
Which one would be best for date night tonight @/cb97_
The conversation that had ensued indicated that BangChan and Jangmi had been seeing each other for a while. The intimate conversation has sparked interest from Stray Kids fans online, many unaware their former idol turned producer was dating anyone as BangChan seemed to keep their relationship quiet and out of the spotlight.
One fan, @/bangchans_toe, had taken photos from the former idol's girlfriend's personal Instagram and posted it with the caption:
This girlie really had ALL THESE on her ig? Bold
While another fan, @/ryuzzin, had shared more pictures from the alleged girlfriend's Instagram with the caption:
OMG CHAN HAS A GF??? I LOOKRD HER UP ON IG??? HELLO????
It seems the alleged girlfriend's posts have gotten quite a bit of attention as @/lovejoy01 tweeted:
Okay but??? HE TOOK HER ON A YACHT??? For VALENTINES??? If they are dating, I SUPPORT cos 😭😭😭 wtf that's cute!!! Get it GURRLLLLL
BangChan had gone from being in the idol group, Stray Kids, to being a producer. He's known to have worked with various famous artists and still creates his own music from time to time. While the former leader is no longer an active idol, it seems he still holds a loyal fanbase who openly engage with his work even after the band stopped their activity.
Jangmi works at the famous nightclub, Wonderland, as a stage performer and also teaches contemporary dance at the upcoming dance studio, Dark Moon Dance.
According to a source, the duo had met through friends late 2022 when they were both dealing with hardship and had slowly begun their relationship February 2024 when BangChan had taken his alleged girlfriend away for Valentine's Day.
We have reached out to both parties for their statements on these rumours. We have yet to get a confirmation from either side.
𝐦. its been getting colder lately, the days growing shorter but it doesn’t mean there’s not beauty in the world to appreciate! the day started out pretty relaxed, i went to a library cafe and read a little before taking a stroll along the riverside. i lost track of time, silly me! too busy enjoying what was happening around me to pay attention to where i was going.
hongjoong says sometimes i live with my head up in the clouds. a daydreamer which i guess can be true.
when i got back home, it was time to get to work! need to make sure the week is filled with fun and educational activities! we had some new additions to the classroom last week so we’ll be doing some group activities to help them get to know their classmates. though, i had lost track of time as i was going through my notes and nearly missed a really amazing event!
for those who don’t know me, maybe those who are getting too, i love the moon! doesn’t everyone? but, there are certain celestial events that you don’t often get to see that we’ve had the pleasure of watching if you manage to stay up for it.
the aurora!!! i had missed the last ones and I couldn’t miss this one so i called an uber and rushed to the beach to witness it! 2am was a bit late for most people and maybe i should have had called company but… its okay! everyone was asleep 😴 did you manage to see it? who would you want to witness this with when there’s another one?
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