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Celebrated Scorpio Szn this past weekend with some of my favorite people. Cheers to 29 🫶🏼 https://www.instagram.com/p/CkHuob_LoGJQBf-JosNNnxEp308f_ldN4OfFfU0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

What a day. Lovers & Friends with my lover & friends 💘 https://www.instagram.com/p/CdmHof_vComYHCTj_LpwgiZcPYXLlEfW78f0500/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

“Once Nana, I’m always Nana 😉💙” LOL Oh how fast this weekend just flew on by.. but I know another time together will come— soon I hope! Thank you, Vilorias, for always taking great care of me & for making every visit amazing & fun as usual! Especially getting to meet Ari 🥰Ninja (@alvinhoang) will be with me next time & we can visit all the foodie places we didn’t get the chance to try! Until then, L word y’all 🤍 #JeremiahJayce #AriannaRuth https://www.instagram.com/p/Cc1HBeDvBOOEK13gL-5ikzCqPrT7Y38wm5mrk00/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#jeremiahjayce #ariannaruth

You SPICE up my life, @alvinhoang ❤️ Merry Christmas! We hope it was specTACOlar🎄 https://www.instagram.com/p/CX7XfK0lNi4RIklotRpRi8wpK44vOwEgJCxjvk0/?utm_medium=tumblr

Last week, we had a surprise babyshower for my sister with a couple of close family & friends! It was so good, her eyes were sweating 🥲 as were mine haha. Like always, time just flew by but it was so so nice to finally have a mini get together. And it’s also nice to not lie anymore! Thank you to everyone that also lied & didn’t slip! 😂😂 but especially for coming & taking time out of your busy lives to celebrate with us, thank you! Couldn’t had of done it without every single one of you that came 🥲 To @miss.karen & @dennis.v67, for all the time & thought to make this happen, big big thank you to you both! We did it!! Woo! Now I can’t wait until BabyV arrives! 🥰💚 #PeterPan #Tinkerbell https://www.instagram.com/p/CW2AQGZFe6qsAhJpDRQWZBkSCERTrWOdlyz4KY0/?utm_medium=tumblr

#peterpan #tinkerbell

Scorpio szn ♏️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CVb-ru2FIDTROuewxr2TSRozaACh_op6vgol1Y0/?utm_medium=tumblr

Kauai, HI 🏝🌸 Days filled with breathtaking moments with amazing people. One for the books 🤍 https://www.instagram.com/p/CSkONwoJ3zb-7zeLZnIgmAodXHB9HTE0wzvuws0/?utm_medium=tumblr

I honestly don’t know how to even start this. I couldn’t believe it when I heard the news. All I’ve been thinking about was how there’s never been a dull moment with you. How you always made sure that I was taken care of. Always said I love you when you had the chance. You’ve always had the biggest heart mixed with being the most goofiest lol. I’m happy I have many unforgettable memories with you, Uncle Richie. I love you & miss you tons 💙 https://www.instagram.com/p/CLkguJQlpb5X2M_9ahZU-Jkfs_rSCFUKYTtbaA0/?igshid=13lo4yeyn5usk

Literally before the day ends LOL.. Happy birthday to my Daddyo! The other Scorpio in the family 🤪 Although I’m sure every day feel like his birthday now that he’s retired lol. I’m sad because this past weekend was suppose to be the weekend we celebrated with family for your retirement/birthday. I can only hope we can make up for that once everything goes back to normal. For now, I’ll leave a bunch of snickers for you when you come back to visit 🤣 Love you, always! 💙 https://www.instagram.com/p/CG4L8aMgaknlTpmg2L2FKQAz808xTUD3qJl_bM0/?igshid=1j5gtmztjuf7k

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Nvmd. I went back to look through my pictures to see how long it's been since I stopped using topical ointments for my eczema and I just broke down so nevermind.

#i hate this shit #when will this be over #TSW

Happy 2nd Retirement to da bomb aka my daddyo! Thanks to COVID, we had to cancel his party next month, so @khattybaby, @kid_ry (kinda lol), & I planned a small celebration this past Friday 🥳 & I also had the opportunity to represent with his work shirt 🤣 Thank you to everyone that was able to write a few things for him, he loved reading all of your messages! Enjoy the relaxation, Dad! You deserve every second of it! And continue to smile as big as you did that day, it suits you well 😊🎉📨📭🍾❤️🤍💙 https://www.instagram.com/p/CE3JYwVA7N100BoT5lwTG3mGyr3owh1Oe2SXyc0/?igshid=1kwh16bcxhuy3

This month marks 6 years together. Life with you is nothing short of amazing. Happy Anniversay, honey! I love you ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CCxJ-XUgZcWZG6B92GFHOV-bEggqTUQjO5lRw00/?igshid=zvsyml0o275r

4:07 AM

Times like these, I seriously do some late night thinking. I get deep into my thoughts about life and myself lately. Today, it’s about me. 3 years ago, found out I had anxiety. I’m thankful it’s not as bad as it was then because man, my head was just not in the right place. I felt fear every single night. Living in Vegas alone (let alone sleeping in a house alone) made it worse for me. Regardless of having my boyfriend on FT. As I look back now, I’m glad I got to grow out of it a little and helped myself control it whenever I start to get extremely overwhelmed for no reason. I’ve had some pretty bad triggers and I can’t tell you how comforting it is to know how to bring my mind calm again. I was thinking to myself yesterday how I take so long to reply back to deep messages or sometimes just simple messages to people because I don’t want to come off as rude, I don’t want them to think I’m saying something offensive, I don’t want that one message to be something they continue to remember for the rest of their lives because of how it rubbed the wrong way. Til this day, I have moments from 4 years ago that still stick to me & I wonder why I said certain things in that tone or why I even brought that up, how insensive I sounded, etc. So much shit I wish I could take back cz sometimes when I think of people that I’ve encountered with what I think of conversations that may have been awkward/rude, I feel that’s how they see me or it’s something they remember from me til this day. Even in person when it comes to seeing people whether it’s friends or friends of friends, I sometimes have to go through scenarios in my head so I know what to say when topics get brought up so I don’t say the wrong things or say it in the worst way possible. I hate having to think that way but I’m not sure what turned my mind that way. Man, it’s wild to write this cz it sounds freakin crazy lol. And in conclusion to that, it’s why I believe I have some sort of social anxiety lol. I sometimes think that my move to LV changed me mentally. From not having any friends here, losing a lot of contact with friends or never keep that close relationship like I use to when I was in Cali. It’s been 8 years now living here & sometimes when I go back home, I get nervous seeing old friends even though in my head, I want to see friends and I want to catch up. But without feeling anxious and awkward when it comes to conversing or just little remarks. LOL just makes me think about the time I went last year & going to Round 1 was risky of seeing a lot of people I knew and they ended up seeing me & got damn I felt sweaty inside LMAO. Makes me sad cz I never use to be like this when I was in high school. Or just living in Cali. I’ve read old messages before and I remember how easy it was to just say whatever is on my mind, or continue to let my heart prettt much write/speak for itself. I sometimes wish I could bring that energy back to me. Meh. Iuno. It is what it is for now I guess! I guess just finding myself through this 2020 year. Hoping for the best next year tho 🤞🏼 I mean, so far so good! Although Alvin moved here during the worse time, I’m grateful that I finally have him by my side physically. Eases myself physically and mentally. Self growth is the goal! 🙏🏼💓 ok goodnight.

#again #not #rereading #that #shit #lol

I’m so glad I got to see the not so little monster before he moves away 🥺 Lemme just say, he is still the same wild child but even wilder than before with a dash of teenager lol. Ugh, stop growing up 😭 Until next time, my dude. Love & will miss you so so much. I hope to see you again soon 💚 #JonavenBryce https://www.instagram.com/p/CB9dNMQg_lb3fCu62fDHk1cNiRPGc_-cakh3ZA0/?igshid=xqhzytnssptl

#jonavenbryce

Happy birthday to mah main biiiietch, my best friend, also known as my sister! 🤪🥳 I just realized we haven’t taken a picture together since October 🙄 BUT. I hope you’ve been having a great birthday! Sad I couldn’t celebrate this year with you but you know I’ll do whatever I can for ya regardless of how far 🤓 Miss & love you, ugly! #32andugly https://www.instagram.com/p/CA_y0u0FIQLkb0x2nWVLPGp89e1Ek5pUPJn9NQ0/?igshid=9xlb9tvmlclh

#32andugly

Before the day literally ends LOL, happy birthday to the woman I am grateful to have as my mom ❤️ Looking back, there has been a lot of ups & downs, a lot of crazy memories while growing up, & dealing with a lot of bad decisions I’ve made in the past. But I am forever blessed that she has continued to love me unconditionally. She kept by my side no matter what I did, no matter what I decided to do. She always did whatever she had to do to make sure I was happy. She has always been the most selfless, bubbly, warm-hearted, hardworking person that I know. Unfortunately, we couldn’t throw you a big party like we planned due to all the chaos. I promise we will make it up to you! I love you, Mom! 60 never looked so good! Not a day over 40 😉😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/CAwwUIignUacv_NELQ75GdwSHaBJHz7t-qmUws0/?igshid=a06jbkzdfyik

You’re such a goof every time I try to take picture of/with you 😂 Happy Dirty 30 to my mans ❤️ After almost 6 years, I am finally with you physically to celebrate your birthday & I can’t even treat you out 😭 But I shall once all this craziness is over. I still hope you enjoyed your birthday. I love you so much! #YaOldMan https://www.instagram.com/p/CAE4HpNAwB2YGs1oxyd29Hz-UEqIWCfgcxM58k0/?igshid=1610e7jygi1f4

#yaoldman

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