lol
reading through my old posts, I was so wrapped up in my own head with worries and longings that I was missing out on being present and enjoying what was right in front of me.
it's so interesting to read about how I thought I was so unlovable and unlikeable. If I could go back, I'd give myself a hug and engage in self compassion.
I see your heart's desire to be loved, to be seen, to make a difference. I acknowledge that it can be scary not knowing what's to come. Just keep working on yourself, get into therapy, and recognize the good in your life.
Life isn't like some rom com or sit com. It's unpredictable at times, there are ups and downs, but there is beauty in the mundane. Days become weeks that become years.
And suddenly 30 is around the corner, but it doesn't even feel like a milestone because life just keeps going. You gotta romanticize your own life and appreciate the joys and little things.
Nostalgia is fun, and thinking of all the possibilities can be exciting. But there's no joy like being in the moment and soaking in all the details.
To my past self, I love you. And I'm glad I get to be this version of myself.
