battlingmyownthoughts

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[kimoochii99]

If ever I lose you, I will lose everything. I have you for a very long time. How funny it is to realize that I didn’t know that I have loved you this much. I’ve been masking it for years and I have no guts to say how much I love you.

[kimoochii99]

We’ve been together for six years and you’re always there when I needed you or asked you some errands. We’re already in our 20s yet our parents still decide on what we’ve wanted. Yesterday, November 6, 2020, when you finally stood up for what you’ve wanted. You said that you’re already fed up with the situation you’re in while living in your parents' house. So, you decided to went back to the place where you can breathe out, a city two hours away from here.

I don’t want to be selfish. I don’t want you to endure such feeling and living a life without a peace of mind. Though I hate to say that I didn’t want you to go but I don’t have a choice. It’s for your own good. But what scares me the most is that, what if it will cost our relationship? What if someone new will come in to your life? Just thinking of it makes me weak. I don’t know if this will work. It hurts thinking you’ll be away for months. I don’t know but it’s so hard to accept it.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Sometimes you just have to stay silent because no words can explain what’s going on in your heart and mind.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Just because you took longer than others doesn’t mean you failed. Remember that.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[kimoochii99]

There’s nothing to lose when someone walks out into your life, God is just preparing a space for the right one.

[kimoochii99]

Be with someone who’s willing to understand and accept the situation you are in. So tired of this relationship that I am with.

[kazami395]

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[books-n-quotes]

Anything I’ve done that was ultimately worthwhile initially scared me to death. -Betty Bender

[the-book-diaries]

And the world we live in will be either better or worse, depending on whether we become better or worse. And that’s where the power of love comes in. Because when we love, we always strive to become better than we are.

Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist (via the-book-diaries)

[books-n-quotes]

I can’t go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.

Lewis Carroll, Alice in Wonderland (via books-n-quotes)

[philosophyquotes]

If you asked most people whether they believed in love or not, they’d probably say they didn’t. Yet that’s not necessarily what they truly think. It’s just the way they defend themselves against what they want. They believe in it, but pretend they don’t until they’re allowed to. Most people would throw away their cynicism if they could. The majority just never get the chance.

Alain de Botton, Essays in Love (via philosophyquotes)

[philosophyquotes]

Words are never ‘only words’; they matter because they define the contours of what we can do.

Slavoj Žižek (via philosophyquotes)

[poems-and-word]

[philosophyquotes]

It is of first-rate importance to notice from the start that stupidity is not the same thing, or the same sort of thing, as ignorance. There is no incompatibility between being well-informed and being silly, and a person who has a good nose for arguments or jokes may have a bad head for facts.

Gilbert Ryle, The Concept of Mind (via philosophyquotes)

[books-n-quotes]

“The world is indeed full of peril, and in it there are many dark places; but still there is much that is fair, and though in all lands love is now mingled with grief, it grows perhaps the greater.”

— J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring

[lilyteadesigns]

Wrapped in sunshine on a cloudy day.

[books-n-quotes]

“I choose you over everyone.”

— Rainbow Rowell, Fangirl