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Well! Now that I'm more than just a vent blog I believe it's time for a real intro, yeah?

So...hi!

I'm Kincaid.

I'm in my 20's

I'm a part time game dev student and part time game tester. Planning on upgrading that to a game audio career after graduation!

And if it isn't obvious...yes, I'm a filthy gamer. I also love death metal (especially the melodeath subgenre), tabletop RPGs (D&D, Pathfinder, VtM, Mythcraft...I can go on for a long time), and romantic/vampiric/Victorian Gothic fashion.

Side note; I have an ED, chronic pain, and a (benign but still extremely aggravating) brain tumor. Because of this my life is kind of wild and I'm holed up doing pretty much everything online, but it's still something.

I will also note because of this I'll add a TW: I will discuss ED topics. I do not encourage it. It's hell and not worth it but I'm too far gone unfortunately.

Don't be afraid of saying hi! Just please do *not* ask me for 4n4/worsening tips or the like. I've had to remove stats to avoid this but still get it sometimes so please be respectful. Thank you! 🖤

I was forced into recovery for a couple months. 2.5 to be exact.

Weird time. I'm back now.

frogdadmechsuit

For always saying

U sure give me a lot of

I lived apparently

xxb1opsychos0cialxx

there’s three wolves inside me one of them is a gym bro orthorexic one of them is a classical restricting anorexic and one of them is a raging bulimic and every year they have a big fight and the one that wins gets to control my brain but sometimes the other ones attack the leader one without warning and it gets real weird

I've stopped p*rging and gotten really into walking in random places.

Harm-reduction baby.

OMG I FOUND YOU!! I GOT TERMED AND COULDN'T REMEMBER YOUR USERNAME :")))))

OH SHIT HELLO 🖤 I've been weirdly lucky in that department. Glad you found me! :)

The pain deep in my soul because I know I'm just being fetishized when I despise myself as it is...it's something.

I've already survived so much SA and now not even my soul feels sacred anymore. It's all so cold now.

Kincaid gayposting ahead but

I think people are so yaoi-brained that people will see my tall, burly security guard bf and then see my sick ass and think he tops and I'm some cute damsel or some shit.

Honey I run things from plans to cuddling to bed. Always have in every relationship and always will. And yet I've always been the smaller one compared to any man I've been with. 🖤

You never realize how many big tough guys actually love that shit deep down until they feel safe enough to open up about it.

28 Years Later part 2 is fabulous btw

Awesome way to end the day. 🖤 It's a bit ridiculous with gore but it's still not Terrifier bad so y'know

Holy shit I lived to another birthday

Bf kidnapped me and took me to go get some tea before bed. He wanted to be up until midnight so he could be the first to say happy birthday to me 🖤🖤

Me: Yeah I have an ED and it's debilitating and not fun at all--

Tumblr: HOW DARE YOU put such inappropriate thoughts on here?? Now look at porn ads and think about what you've done!

Christ my stomach did not enjoy even a light meal ow ow ow

Broke ...speedy-ing at 48 hours

I'm a bit worried though cause I wasn't super hungry and had a bit *too* little after ..but I also don't want to stuff myself. Either could end in b1ng1ng

I'm so scared of going back man

45 hours in ugh

I'm so tired

I hate that my bf is doing great in BED recovery and I've just had the relapse of a lifetime

He's lost like 30lbs cause I've introduced him to my safe foods and recipes and he doesn't have the binge urges as bad anymore but I feel like I suck in comparison cause I'm not doing shit anymore to get better :( he doesn't know I haven't eaten in two days and barely ate the day before that. Ugh I feel like a loser.

lastfoxalive

idc man, meanspo is the cringiest thing ever to me

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