That’s Rough, Teddy

Matching with my bf @kibbycarrot❤️ He/him 20 Autistic BPD system

[kinderchaos]

INTRO POST!!

My name is JASPER, but you can also call me Emmy ^_^

This blog is my kg sideblog— my main is @disasterjasper , but I’m mostly active here

I'm 19 and use he/him pronouns. I'm very hyperfixated on Kindergarten-- my favs are Lily, Billy, and Kid, but I LOVE all of them <3

To make it short: please be nice to me [cry] i'm sensitive and also thrive on positive attention.. interacting at all means more than you know :3 nice comments fuel me for days

i have a whole lotta things going on with me, but the main ones to mention here are autism, BPD, and DID; all of which actively affect this blog in a way

If one of my headmates come out here and post, they'll probably indicate it, so we'll cross that bridge when we get there

Everyone can interact-- HOWEVER. If you say/do anything that makes me or my bf uncomfortable I will block without warning.. sorry :3

Commissions are always open and pls reply to be mutuals! I love u all!

[kinderchaos]

hii can u please draw kidd getting married to cindy under the slide in kg 1 the officiant could be jerome or something

I LOVE KIDNY SM

[kinderchaos]

I got this really cool idea Draw carla with the Murasama

This is what I have gathered the Murasama is so forgive me if i am wrong . . . anyways hope i fulfilled ur request :D

[kinderchaos]

what are your thoughts on kid and ted together :3

they're super cute!!. . i like the fact that they're both sort of followers instead of being leaders. I think they'd get along on that front, but it'd also hinder their abilities on making decisions together. still, i think they'd make it work! Kid is good at making things work out in the end rregardless :3

[kinderchaos]

fem x male principle? :3

i don't think the kids are too fond of this arrangement

[kinderchaos]

crawling back from uni hell to try and do kindertober again this year.... anyways here's my stupid fat baby son Kid :D

[kibled]

the ily twins!

[kinderchaos]

I’m tearing up LOOK AT THEM

[ccrisalright]

Fanart of @kinderchaos’s “Ten Years Later” designs ! (tw for sh scars on a few of the designs)

JEROMMEEE I loved the Jerome design, probably because I love varsity jackets. But his design is peak to me nothing tops it 1000/10

Kindechaos also talked about a Monty and Jerome interaction, so legally I had to draw it too. Jonty is everywhere and everything (even if its not romantic in this au) (also I just wanted to draw their Monty the design is very fun)

NUGGET IS ADORABLE HES SO CUTEE his outfit is one I want to steal. I want it

[kinderchaos]

Bumping this to talk about the Jonty part—

So . Okay so. Everyone in the friend group had had a Thing with everyone else. Basically everyone x everyone is at least kinda canon (considering the seriousness of each relationship)

This idea started off because I’m a huge Kid x everyone fan and I was like Hey why stop there?? Also I didn’t want ppl to think some ships are more canon than others. Make them all canon!

The only caveat is that. There are 3 pairs of siblings in the group; Billy and Lily, Felix and Ted, and Jerome and Penny . These pairs are not eligible for the “everyone x everyone” thing . YES even though Jerome and Penny aren’t biologically related and they’re not siblings in game. They’re siblings in this au! There are so many other possible ships u can make with them you’ll be fine

MY POINT BEING. jonty is (or at least was at some point) canon in this au ❤️

[ccrisalright]

OHHHH sorry I read most of the lore I thought that only applied to Kidd somehow 🙏🙏🙏 I swear I'm literate sometimes. Once in awhile. Don't pay attention to how I misspelled your username the second time I wrote it in my post... 🤕

Any au Jonty is even remotely cannon (even if they broke up already or it's lowkey or the million possibilities) in is superb, this is great news. A beautiful sunset in my mind. There's like sparkles in the air it's lovely. Where's that dolphin image

World with Jonty existing

[kinderchaos]

NOO DONT WORRY ABOUT IT!! I didn’t share the overt everyone x everyone thing in my first post, only Kid x everyone, so you didn’t misread anything at all!!

I actually don’t know why i didn’t share that in my first one. It was a conscious decision . I think I was hesitant to mention any shipping ? Idk i lowk forgot (hahahah Alice moment)

ANYWAYS YEA! Every ship is canon! Make them date it doesn’t make the au less canon!

[ccrisalright]

Fanart of @kinderchaos’s “Ten Years Later” designs ! (tw for sh scars on a few of the designs)

JEROMMEEE I loved the Jerome design, probably because I love varsity jackets. But his design is peak to me nothing tops it 1000/10

Kindechaos also talked about a Monty and Jerome interaction, so legally I had to draw it too. Jonty is everywhere and everything (even if its not romantic in this au) (also I just wanted to draw their Monty the design is very fun)

NUGGET IS ADORABLE HES SO CUTEE his outfit is one I want to steal. I want it

[kinderchaos]

Bumping this to talk about the Jonty part—

So . Okay so. Everyone in the friend group had had a Thing with everyone else. Basically everyone x everyone is at least kinda canon (considering the seriousness of each relationship)

This idea started off because I’m a huge Kid x everyone fan and I was like Hey why stop there?? Also I didn’t want ppl to think some ships are more canon than others. Make them all canon!

The only caveat is that. There are 3 pairs of siblings in the group; Billy and Lily, Felix and Ted, and Jerome and Penny . These pairs are not eligible for the “everyone x everyone” thing . YES even though Jerome and Penny aren’t biologically related and they’re not siblings in game. They’re siblings in this au! There are so many other possible ships u can make with them you’ll be fine

MY POINT BEING. jonty is (or at least was at some point) canon in this au ❤️

[lexi-rambles]

I like to imagine that these two as close friends. They both got that badass girlboss energy after all.

(Big thanks to @lady-with-rabies for providing me with the Lily sprite btw. She's cool)

[kinderchaos]

IM SO GLAD SOMEONE SAID THIS BECAUSE IT GIVES ME AN EXCUSE TO SHARE THIS SCREENSHOT

So excuse my rambling and the shitty screencap from my ig story it was like 2am BUT. MY POINT IS.

Carla and Lily ARE friends!! Canonically!! We don’t know how genuine the friendship is, since VERY shortly after this scene, Carla will call the new kids (which would include Lily) “suckers” if we don’t give her the better pocket bomb in return for Jerome’s. Carla also calls Billy a weirdo after he CAW CAW’s at her LOL so there’s a real chance that Lily was like “so we’re friends now?” And Carla said “yeah whatever”. But either way it’s sad we don’t get to know how they interact onscreen </3

Also off topic they NEEDED to elaborate on how they stole the Bug off of Jerome … like it’s a deadly device he’s not going to be leaving it around to be stolen? It had to have happened between morning time and lunch since I doubt Dr. Danner would let Lily be running around smart class unchecked.

Guys… the idea of Carla and Lily cornering Jerome and physically grabbing the Bug from him is low-key really funny 😭 okay that’s enough of that I just needed to share this information

[kinderchaos]

Genuine question. How do you guys talk to each other ab kindergarten?? 😭

Like…. Do you just hop into someone’s dms and start chatting? Do you guys have a discord server?? Do you post on here and hope ppl respond with a conversation?

I realize I have no one to talk about kindergarten with (boo hoo I know just bear with me) a few of my friends know about kindergarten enough to entertain me rambling to them, but it’s more because they like hearing me talk and less about what I’m talking about.

My bf was the one that got me into kindergarten, but he’s into other medias atm, so it’s not as reciprocated as it could be, uknow? (Not saying it’s a bad thing to have other interests!! I just wanna talk ab kindergarten with ppl who like it as much as I do!)

My posts like these hardly get interactions but PLEASE i want kindergarten friends!! Tell me your secrets you guys PLEASSe

[ccrisalright]

Fanart of @kinderchaos’s “Ten Years Later” designs ! (tw for sh scars on a few of the designs)

JEROMMEEE I loved the Jerome design, probably because I love varsity jackets. But his design is peak to me nothing tops it 1000/10

Kindechaos also talked about a Monty and Jerome interaction, so legally I had to draw it too. Jonty is everywhere and everything (even if its not romantic in this au) (also I just wanted to draw their Monty the design is very fun)

NUGGET IS ADORABLE HES SO CUTEE his outfit is one I want to steal. I want it

[kinderchaos]

OH MY FUCKING PEAK WHY DOESNT THIS HAVE MORE ATTENTION!!2!;$&?&;&)! YOU. I. UOU. I LOVE EVERYTJING!2’ YOU ACTUALLY CAPTURED THEM SO PERFECTLY IM SO NOT NORMAL ABOUT IT AND UR SO GOOD AT DRAWING THEM ITS INSANE!’!!!!!

[kinderchaos]

Heyy do you have any issue with fanart for your 10 Years Later au?

Umm yeah my issue is that THERES NOT ENOUGH FANART XD go ahead!!

The only thing to keep in mind is that their scars are not optional!!! If u don’t draw their scars I’ll have a bone to pick with u. Otherwise go ahead please!!!!!!!!!

[kinderchaos]

MY KINDERGARTEN 10 YEARS LATER RELATIONSHIP CHARTS!!!!

HI if you're here . check out my last post for the ref sheets and descriptions for all the guys!! If you're here from that then. you did it!

This one's gonna be shorter but still long but I'm not putting a cut because i'm scare d people won't click on it and won't look at them. okay here goes

KID:

NUGGET:

BILLY:

LILY:

CINDY:

JEROME:

MONTY:

BUGGS:

TED:

FELIX:

OZZY:

CARLA:

PENNY:

YAY You made it to the end again! I appreciate the time it took for you to read all of it! Now you'll have all the knowledge needed to. know the AU!!! the relationship charts were my fav to make by far so i am glad you read this far. . anyways pls comment any questions about these!! i have a Reason for everyone :3

[kinderchaos]

MY KINDERGARTEN 10 YEARS LATER AU!!

I've been making this au in my head for awhile now and only actualized it recently :0

The lore is simple; the events of Kindergarten passed, and all the kids live their lives after that. The timeloop stuff is canon, but it doesn't happen anymore. You can piece together more of the lore through each of the character descriptions!

Here are their lil chibis to hook y'all!

Okay ref sheets + descs under the cut!!!!!!!! :3 It's a long one so buckle up.

Also I was in a rush writing their descs to upload them before ArtFight ended and it was very late at night so just. don't judge too hard

KID -- DID, cPTSD, depression, anxiety, autism, ADHD, disinhibited social engagement disorder, misdiagnosed schizophrenia Kid is a boy with a lot of love in his heart, not despite but because of what happened to him as a child. He's in a semi-open relationship with Carla. Growing up, he visited various psychiatrists and therapists. He would tell them everything-- about the time loops and the "player" and the horrific deaths. Obviously this sounds genuinely psychotic, so he got put on pretty heavy antipsychotics as young as age 8. Kid hated them, and learned to lie about his symptoms in order to not get prescribed any more meds. Now he just doesn't take his current meds and lies to his doctors. Awkward! Nugget is the only one who remembers the loops. It makes Nugget wary of Kid. Kid also doesn't like how Nugget is lowkey sadistic. But they'll always be connected because of experiencing and remembering the time loops. Also he lives with the Janitor. He followed him home from school one day cause he didn't wanna go back to his foster house and it stuck for 10 years. lol..

NUGGET -- Autism, ADHD, schizophrenia, cPTSD Nugget is a strange, if not stranger person than he was in the past. The adults in his life chalk it up to him being special ed. His friends know better. Nugget often talks about forgotten prophecies and talismans and ultimate destruction. No one knows what he's talking about. Kid does. He thinks his right arm is wrong and doesn't belong on his body. This is partly due to "phantom pain" or memories from previous bad timelines (Like when he chewed off his arm in KG2 and how his arm is the first to mutate in KG3). Nugget still digs Nugget caves. He has dug into people's yards. There are elaborate tunnel systems around town because of him.

BILLY --  OSDD1a, PTSD, depression, anxiety, ADHD Billy is a boy who's making the best of the cards he was dealt with and is trying to get better despite everything. He loves his twin sister Lily more than anything-- she's the reason why he's still alive! She often doesn't have the energy to get properly dressed because of her own mental illnesses, so Billy matches her outfits to be like "see? It's not so bad! :D". He lowkey doesn't remember much of what happened to him, which is why he seems less bothered than the others. The worst part is the Nightmares. Also he's tinted kinda greenish as a result of being experimented on when he was five. :P

LILY -- OSDD1b, cPTSD, depression, anxiety, autism, BPD Trauma isn't a competition but if it was she'd be winning. Top 3 at least. Anyways yeah no Lily went through a lot! She went from suicidal and eating disordered to fervently rescuing kidnapped kids like it was her 9-5 all at the age of FIVE. It's impossible for her to end up normal after that. She's lowkey constantly feeling like she's not doing enough and that she already peaked in life even though the times she's referencing was when she was regularly putting herself into danger for the benefit of others. Not a good look! Enough about the past. Currently, she really does try to be better. But being in the same friend group that includes some of the people that made her life hell as a child doesn't foster a good place for healing. But it's okay! :pensive:

CINDY -- BPD, cPTSD, depression, reactive attachment disorder, histrionic personality traits Cindy's the basic mean girl that when you call her out on her shit she starts bringing up her trauma in order to make herself look like the victim. And it works. So she's really messed up obviously, but it manifests itself into being reactive and an inability to hold meaningful relationships. It's okay though! She has her friends. Somehow. Honestly their group is genuienly inseparable at this point. She's friends with Buggs, Monty, and Jerome. She's probably a pick me saying she's only friends with boys. Like saying she's "one of the guys". I'm lowkey getting sick just thinking about it 

MONTY -- OCPD, PTSD, depression Look at this nerd 😭🙏 Okay no but actually he's doing alright. He's kind of hard to become friends with because he has a prickly personality. But he's got his existing friends and it's not like he exactly Wants new friends anyways. He still Deals. More than before honestly. Good on him for that hustle tho Kindergarten 3 is canon in this universe-- He DID have Penny's parts in the past, but some of the others in the group convinced him to Bring Her Back. Monty decided it's less annoying to lose feelings in his legs than lose feelings in his arms, anyways. Especially after the goo became harder to come across.

JEROME -- PTSD, depression, depressive schizoaffective disorder Jerome's a Cool Kid!! Now I don't know anything about sports but I know he plays one. Hell Monty prolly shows up at his games and is like "Go sports ball! 🤓 I guess... Go blue team! Go red team! Throw the ball around!"  Jerome's the type of dude to start trauma dumping on a date and be like "Yeah I saw my dad's dead body... parts when I was five years old :/" to try and get the girl(or guy)(probably a girl tho) to feel bad for him and think "I can fix him". and it totally works too LMAO Jerome knows he's not cis but he worries what that'll mean for his Image. So he pushes that shizz deep down and leans hard into being masculine Him and Penny are step-siblings. He doesn't really hang out with her at school because of that. (Those who grew up with siblings at school with them know)

BUGGS -- Oppositional defiance disorder, ADHD, cPTSD Do y'all know that trope where it's a bully but as the show/game/whatever progresses, they become a Part Of The Gang and become lowkey woke? Yeah that's Buggs! One time Jerome told him that someone was picking on Nugget and he beat the guy up Lol He's still mad about a lot of things that happened as a kid and he's not the most well-adjusted person but he's taken a lot more steps to recovery than you'd've expected to! That doesn't mean he's perfect tho so stop celebrating

FELIX -- ASPD, NPD, autism, cPTSD Felix has very very very low empathy, and the love he does feel is not anywhere near the same kind of feeling that people without ASPD feel. That also explains why Felix doesn't really like anyone in their friend group despite everything that they went through. Now. The only exception to this is his twin brother Ted. He doesn't "hate" him like he did when they were five, if anything he's the only one that he "loves". But not really. It's complicated. We don't have time to unpack all of that! He's still on track to becoming heir of Applesoft. Actually he wears the Applesoft Pin I'm just now realizing I forgot to include that in his and Ted's designs holy fumble

TED -- Anxiety, cPTSD, autism, depression, dependent personality disorder, OCD Ted's gotten way better at standing up for himself over the years, but -1000+30 is still -970. He thinks Felix is right about a lot of things, but he still doesn't appreciate being talked down to and walked over just because he's the younger twin. Ted still thinks he can help Felix, though. Ted's actually really scared of losing his brother, which is a very real possibility in his mind, since he knows Felix doesn't tend to feel strong emotions towards people.  One time, when Felix was being particularly nasty towards him, Ted gave him the silent treatment for an entire five days. It was actually really hard for Ted, and he got in trouble with their dad after, but it actually scared Felix enough to not treat him so poorly afterwards. 

OZZY -- (Contamination) OCD, anxiety, ADHD, autism Instead of trauma running his life, Ozzy has the debilitating fear of germs to do so. It was apparent when he was a kid, but it got much worse as he grew up. It's not all bad, though! He finds ways to either hide it or work around it in order to not seem like a "freak" when he's out and about. He doesn't want his fear of germs to be all that he's known for (though it's a little late for that). He also still needs routine and order. Besides his OCD, Ozzy just doesn't get along with people. His mannerisms and his personality are usually a turn off for people trying to befriend him. Awkward!

CARLA -- Mild anxiety, kleptomania, trust issues Carla is genuinely the most well adjusted person in the group, which is saying something considering she regularly trespasses and steals. She’s in a semi-open relationship with Kid.  She's chill! She loves her friends and she isn't particularly unhappy with her life. She's willing to help her friends out when they need it but she knows her limits and won't involve herself in someone else's issues if she doesn't have to.

PENNY -- DPDR, PTSD, depression, anxiety, trust issues, alexithymia Penny tries to hide the fact that she's a robot so much that she decided in her head that that's the most important aspect of her life. It's like she thinks that she can manifest the metal bits out of her if she thinks hard enough. Penny still loves making friends and she loves her current friend group, even if a lot of them don't really care about her that much. :( ALSO Her and Jerome are step-siblings. They live in the same family now that their parents died. Lore drop but her mom and his dad were dating and they did not know that information until their parents died! Awkward!

YAY YOU MADE IT TO THE END!!! To clear some things up; yes KG3 is canon, anything beyond that is questionable since obv we don't know that info til the rest of the series comes out. Like, if the games end with everyone dying forreal, then. Oops. This au would just be a little more canon-divergent then :P The KG3 kids aren't in their friend group. The in-universe explanation is that they didn't click with the half of the cast that they'd met when they moved to the KG3 school. This friend group was built off the KG1 kids sticking together, then Kid being the "glue" to make the KG2 kids stay with them too (everyone loves Kid!). This didn't work with the KG3 kids because they didn't really care about their existing 13 person friend group enough to wanna join. The KG3 kids are out making their own friends-- they don't rly hang out with each other much either (save for like. Alice and Kevin. Austin kinda got over his crush with time.)

ANYWAYSSSS MAN I talked WAY too much here............. they have relationship charts!!! Pls look at them for added context!

[kinderchaos]

I have a collection of (almost) all the kindergarten kids in my 10 years later au … would anyone like that. Does anyone care. If like. Two people say they want me to post it I will

[kinderchaos]

So many new faces on kindergarten tumblr..,! So many possible new friends!! (Is so bad at making friends)

With the new/returning kindergarten fans… I implore some of you all to take a whack at updating/revamping the Kindergarten wiki on fandom dot com. Cause lemme tell y’all… WOOF. it is RUFF. It deserves a fresh coat of paint with better sprites and articles! Not just the new characters, either..

“But Jasper why don’t you do it yourself??” I have and I will! But it’s truly a multiple person job and this is my little call to action (isn’t even a mod on the site)

Anyways… if anyone ever wants to be mutuals either comment or reblog or dm me! Check out my pinned if u wanna know what’s wrong with me. 🔥

[lexi-rambles]

Reblogging this to spread awareness to fellow Kindergarten enthusiasts.

Having visited that website a few times I can indeed confirm that it is a dumpster fire in desperate need of cleaning up. Which sucks since this is currently the only Kindergarten-related wiki out there.

If I'm being honest I feel like the site just needs a full makeover where we start again from scratch at this point. But that would require a lot of work, so for now it's best we take baby steps.

I'm gonna do my best to help out with the process in any way that I can, but I implore any of you reading this to try and make your own contributions. It would definitely help out a lot.