King David Boham

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[kingdavidboham]

I'm crazy!...

That's how humans will define me, even though the only human thing about me is my body...

My mind is trapped in a human body, I'm not a human without this body but one day you'll understand what I'm saying if it's your time to understand me...

Football has been a big part of my human experience, it's the light that made me understand I can be whoever I want to be in this life...

10 years ago my Dad took it away from me and I made a promise to myself that I will get back there and whoever knew the old me, knows that Football was everything to him and after 10 years I got back there but I've lost many parts of myself in the process...

My mind and body don't match anymore, everyday I need to mask myself because my reality is not yet my real reality, the person people see is not the real me, it's a mask I've learned to put on to be a human like every human but with that I'm still not a normal human...

I'm trying my best to write how I feel because it's something you must feel to really understand me but I hope this words will graph a scene for you to understand how I really feel...

Anything I want to be, now I know I can truly be and that's the reason why I can't let another human tell me I can't be something or I can't do something...

Many people in my life don't believe in me but I'm happy for all the pain I had to go through to believe in myself and I wouldn't replace all that pain with anything else...

When someone doesn't believe in me, I take it as disrespect and that I can't accept, that's what fuels all my stress but without that I don't have the fire to achieve any goal I set...

They laugh at me like some laughed at me when I told them I was going to be back playing football and 10 years later I don't even laugh back at them because I knew I was going to get here, and now I have bigger plans and some still laugh at them, well let's wait some years and let's see who will laugh then, even though I already know I will not laugh at them because the me of then will know that the me of now always knew I was going to be there...

We can truly be whoever we want to be in this life and I hope I will keep showing you that with my life...

[kingdavidboham]

In my solitude, in my darkness, I understood that true freedom comes only when one is willing to be alone, when one is not afraid of being alone.

Only then will one be truly free.

People wear masks every day, depending on the person in front of them, depending on the people in their lives, depending on the situation they find themselves in, so as not to offend, so as not to disappoint, so as not to frighten, so as not to be seen as "weird," "crazy," "losers," to be kind, to hide who they really are...

But when one has the courage to accept solitude, when one has the courage to accept the possibility of being alone, it is only then that one can truly be oneself, it is only then that one becomes free.

[kingdavidboham]

My authenticity is making me loved by so many people...

My vulnerability is making me connect with so many people beyond superficiality...

People see my smile, but they don't see my dark moments, or when I lock myself in a dark room to reflect, to cry, to fight my dark side, to improve myself...

They see my exterior and shower me with compliments, but if they really saw what I do in the dark to be the person I am, many of them would say I'm crazy, that I'm not a normal human being...

But the truth is, I'm not a normal human being; the truth is, I'm crazy.

[kingdavidboham]

For years I had lost myself...

For years I had been living a life that wasn't mine, a life that didn't belong to me...

I was in a prison of my own making to please other people, people I once loved...

But in doing this I had lost my light, I had lost myself...

It's been 25 years since I was born, 25 years since I've been on this planet called Earth, and this twenty-fifth year was the year where I finally told myself with all my being, with all my heart, that "I love myself," "I love my life," "I love the person I am"...

This year was the year where everything changed for me, where my life truly changed...

This year was the year where I can finally say that I've found myself again, that my light is shining again.

I honestly wish I could describe and say how I truly feel, but how I truly feel can't be described in words, there are no words to describe how I truly feel... This year has been my best year in my life, and from now on, even though I know there will be difficult days, difficult months, difficult years—it's all part of this journey called "life"—I know I can overcome anything and come out on top because I'm a winner.

My life is amazing, and it will only get better over time.

I'm deeply grateful for everything that's happened to me over the past few years because all of those things have shaped me into the person I am now and the person I will become...

Believe in yourself.

[kingdavidboham]

If I could go back to the moment when, as a child, my teacher asked me who I wanted to be when I grew up, I would say David Boham...

The truth is, you won't want to be anyone else when you truly love the person you are...

The truth is, you won't want to live someone else's life when you truly love your own life...

Every day the world tries to tell me I'm not enough...

Every day the world tries to tell me there's something wrong with me... Every day the world tries to tell me I'm not special...

But I know I'm enough...

I know I'm not wrong...

I know I'm special...

I'm in every human being.

[kingdavidboham]

When you begin to see your worth, you'll start treating yourself differently...

You'll no longer accept how some people treat you, you'll no longer be able to accept many of the things that the old version of you accepted...

You'll become a bad person to some people, and to others, you'll be their truth, their light, because they'll see themselves in you...

You can never be nice to everyone, you can never be a good person to everyone...

But in all of this, the only person who will be with you in dark times is yourself, so take care of yourself...

You must protect your peace and your light, you must fight every day to protect them...

There will be people who will resent your peace and your light, and who will want to destroy them, don't let them.

[kingdavidboham]

I've achieved everything I wanted to achieve... I've become the person I wanted to be... Now I wake up with an immense peace within me, with an immense happiness within me... Now there are days when I don't want to sleep because I love my life when I'm awake, now I wake up and can't wait to start the day, like when I was little and had to go on a trip... But in all of this, there are still days when I wonder what I should do with my life now... I wonder why I'm still alive... I force myself to give myself new goals to achieve, I force myself to give myself new dreams to realize to feel alive... But my knowledge that one day I will die makes me question what really matters in this life, and I've realized that many things we humans think are important aren't, and the things we don't give much importance to are the things that are most important.

[kingdavidboham]

Before I realized I could have anything I want...

Before I realized I can become anything I want...

Before I realized I am the writer of my own life story...

I wanted to be other people...

I wanted to live different lives...

Now I only want to live my life...

Now I only want to be myself...

Now I only want to be King David Boham.

[kingdavidboham]

My high self-esteem, when seen by people who aren't like me, has made me "the crazy one," "the weird one," "the arrogant one"...

But when I'm alone and I think about what I've accomplished and who I've become thanks to my high self-esteem, I'm happy to be seen as the crazy one, the weird one, the arrogant one, by people who aren't like me...

If I told you what I really see, would you see it?...

If I told you what I really feel, would you feel it?...

If I told you what I really know, would you believe me?...

If I told you who I really am, would you trust me?...

The answer is that only few would truly understand me because only a few are chosen to be the chosen ones.

[kingdavidboham]

The person I am now receives so much love from people and from myself... Many times I wondered why I now receive so much love from people, but then life taught me that my external world is a reflection of my internal world, and everything began to make sense...

My courage to be myself, to be authentic, has allowed me to meet fantastic, beautiful people, and continues to do so...

It has allowed me to connect beyond the superficial with so many people...

I've reached a point where there's so much love and peace within me...

And even though I'm slowly forgetting the person I was, I'm proud of the person I am and am becoming.

[kingdavidboham]

I talk to myself, I dance with myself, I laugh with myself, I live in my own world, they think I'm crazy, they think I'm weird, but I'm free, something they aren't...

They want to know how I am the way I am, some have understood it, others haven't, and many will never understand...

One of the many reasons is that I've accepted myself, I've accepted everything about myself, the good things but especially the bad things...

I've accepted my light but also my darkness, and from all of this I continue to improve myself day after day...

If I don't like something about myself, I change it because life has taught me that I have the power to change my life, I have the power to change myself, but it all starts with self-acceptance, with being honest with yourself.

[kingdavidboham]

We all try to put on our best masks to show people our best sides, and we try to hide our "imperfections," our "not so good" sides, so as not to be left alone, so as not to be alone...

But I believe that imperfection is a lie that the human ego has created to make itself feel better than other human beings...

If a person's "imperfection" were the norm for all people, would it still be an imperfection?...

If a person's "not so good" side were the norm for all people, would it still be a not so good side?...

[kingdavidboham]

I live my life in the third person because life has opened my eyes and made me realize that I am neither my body, nor my mind, nor my name and surname... I am a higher essence...

I am the creator of everything I want...

I am the director of my life...

I am the writer of my book...

I am the protagonist of my life...

I can achieve anything I want...

I can be whoever I want to be...

The world is in my hands, I just have to believe in myself, and I believe in myself.

[kingdavidboham]

I don't care about being understood by everyone...

The guys who understand me, they understand me, I don't have to explain myself to them...

The girls who understand me, they understand me, I don't have to explain myself to them...

The people who understand me, they understand me...

Every day I get better and better... What would my life be like if I improved myself every day?...

What would my life be like if I believed in myself every day?...

I want to see it, I'm curious...

I'm obsessed with improving myself... I'm obsessed with being a better person, every day...

Someday when I'm old, I want to think about the life I've lived and be proud of the life I've lived.

[kingdavidboham]

I live my life in third person...

I'm only a visitor on earth, I'm not my body, I'm not my mind, I'm a superior being in a human body...

My third eye hears everything, sees everything...

Humans can lie, they can try to hide who they really are, they can try and hide their true feelings, but their energy can't lie, can't hide who they really are, can't hide how they really feel...

I see everything, I feel everything...

The person I am now came with many strengths, but also with flaws...

There's so much love in my heart, but as with everything in life, there's also its opposite, my darkness...

I had to befriend my darkness to become who I am now, and who I will become.

I was in a cage before, but now I'm free...

[kingdavidboham]

I'm documenting being myself, believing in myself, because one day I'll die, but my videos and my introspective stories will live on and will be helpful to that boy and girl who thinks there's something wrong with them, but there's nothing wrong with them...

To that boy and girl who look in the mirror and think they're not enough, but they are enough...

To that boy and girl who are afraid to believe in themselves, but the world is in their hands, they can achieve anything they want...

To that boy and girl who are teased for being different, but who don't understand that being different is a privilege, a gift, a beautiful thing.

[kingdavidboham]

Ever since I started believing in myself, loving myself, improving myself, showing my worth, people shower me with compliments, telling me to believe in myself more, to love myself more, they push me to be better, they understand me, they're people like me, they see themselves in me, and I see myself in them...

While there are others who tell me "you're showing off," "who do you think you are," and many other things...

Those people are the complete opposite of who I am, the people who don't believe in themselves, the people who don't love themselves, the people who don't improve themselves, the people who want to be like me, but I don't want to be like them, and that's why I'll never listen to them.