🤴🏾king davonne🤴🏾

a lot of people want the crown, but they're willing to bleed for it 👑

[kingdavonne]

🤴🏾king davonne🤴🏾 turned 8 today!

[kingdavonne]

Unforgivable.

One thing that can never be forgiven is being looked at like a damn fool for actually caring and giving a fuck about someone you’d risk your whole life for and them just ripping your heart out your chest a second time and making it seem like all of this YOU brought this on to yourself like basically it’s your fault for thinking they actually changed and was willing to finally work on shit even though you yourself wasn’t all into it at first because wasn’t no feelings and before you put yourself back out there you wanted to make sure they was all in it for the long run but turns out their own selfishness of them not wanting to lose you was in it instead but shit happens, right?! You’re the bad guy once again. The second time around hurts worse than the first because you allowed yourself to fall back into the same position you were in a year ago all because you thought that persons intentions were good but I guess you were wrong and the fucked up thing about it all you see they true colors and that’s what really fucks with you the most.

I’ve had enough pain in my life and I’m just over it all...

[kingdavonne]

MOOD

[kingdavonne]

🤴🏾king davonne🤴🏾 turned 7 today!

[kingdavonne]

No more relationships for me.

Literally, cannot and will not waste anymore of my time on another person cause the last one took all of me and I’m just not recovering, well I think I’m recovering finally and able to not get mad about shit she does now because I now know what to expect and plus I’ll never compare to her first love and I’m just done with trying to prove myself cause it’s a waste of time to me now cause you can’t make someone love you and you shouldn’t try to make someone love you either because you’d end up hurt and be getting told you tripping and end up feeling like you’re stupid as fuck for having feelings for them because they don’t feel the same way and that shit is one feeling I don’t even wish on my enemies or anyone in this world to feel because you’ll be stuck feeling like you’re not good enough cause I went through a depression and had a lot of hate and anger in my heart because of it, that shit was the worse but now I can say I’m in a much better place and I just don’t want to care about anyone anymore cause I’ve always been good single but I just wanted to take a chance on someone but shit just don’t work out the way we wanted it too!

[justaquietgirlnamedmegan-blog]

All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide an injured soul and they will never notice how broken you really are.

Robin Williams (via justaquietgirlnamedmegan)

[dasschicksalskind]

I loved and I loved and I lost you

(via dasschicksalskind)

[pasmood]

[kingdavonne]

got my heart broken completely but I still stayed by her side...

[kingdavonne]

My dream last night

I’m sleeping good af and out of nowhere I start dreaming I’m at this apartment or house 🏡 something like that I’m laying in a bed 🛏 and my ex girlfriend Marissa pops up from behind me so I guess we was chilling and she hugs me from behind like we were cuddling or some shit and she asks me “are you gonna go home?!” And I’m like “yeah, why?!” So she tells me “I’m asking because I don’t want you to leave me, I want you to stay” and I’m like “I’ll stay if that’s what you want baby girl”

I swear if that wasn’t the most fucked up dream ever y’all! We didn’t even rock like that when we were together and as of now we aren’t on talking terms so I’m like the fuck am I dreaming about this girl for? I guess she was on my mind before I went to sleep or God is trying to send me a sign but whatever it is needs to stop 🛑 because I’m good on that shit! I love her but I’m good.

[kingdavonne]

A woman likes to talk, and work it out. She needs you to make love to her, she needs more than sex. Don’t only want your make-up sex, she wants your respect! Make your way home at a decent hour, every night, pick up your phone and just to say you’re still in love from time to time. Remind her, that she's still beautiful in your eyes and ride with your woman. Make her feel that you're always on her side. When she cries, Ask her what she's feeling. Let her know you sympathize. Do you fight? Gotta swallow your pride! Got some making up to do, gotta make it right...Kiss her real slow then get down and blow her mind. Gotta take your time though!

[kingdavonne]

Love to Hate

I used to love you so much and wanted to be with you even when people used to talk so much negative shit about you but being with you I saw something so different and what I saw was a beautiful person with a great soul but was I mislead? Did I set myself up for failure by falling for you? I don’t know and I guess I never will. I even started to question myself like was I not good enough for you?! If I was a fuck boy would I have been a great match for you? I could be with you all day and as soon as you would leave I would literally tear myself apart because I would put up this front like I was happy when being around you but that drive home 🏡 would have me thinking all types of negative shit because when we would be together I was happy spending time with you but somehow you’d know what to say to make me feel worthless at times cause that shit would hit deep and I hated not being able to say what’s bothering me to you because it’s like you didn’t wanna hear shit and that would be fucked up cause I felt like I could never come to you about anything and I hated that because when you would come to me I was there, no matter what! I love you I honestly do and I would kill to be with you again because I WAS HAPPY cause you made me that way but recently I feel like my head was fucked with cause you made me feel like you’d actually give me another chance and give our relationship another shot then outta nowhere you hit me with another let down and I have to act like the shit doesn’t bother me when it does but to keep myself from feeling any type of hurt 😢 I have to act like I hate you when I don’t because I don’t wanna hurt anymore so I do shit and say shit I don’t mean in order to get you to hate me but I guess now that love is turning into hate because now you’re starting to be dead to me cause I hate to see your name show up anywhere and I don’t wanna hate someone I love(d) but I guess that’s what I’ll have to do in order to rid you from my heart and mind because I know you won’t ever give me another chance, it’s just a fucked up situation now because I fucking loved you and thought you were a person I could let in my life for the long run 🏃🏾 but I guess I was wrong....

[kingdavonne]

Hold her tight when love escapes her. Make her feel perfect when she can only see her flaws. Love her softly when life is hard on her. Be gentle when times get rough. Make her laugh when she wants to cry. Encourage her when she wants to give up. Be her light in her darkness 💍

[kingdavonne]

You must think that I'm stupid You must think that I'm a fool You must think that I'm new to this But I have seen this all before I'm never gonna let you close to me Even though you mean the most to me 'Cause every time I open up, it hurts So I'm never gonna get too close to you Even when I mean the most to you In case you go and leave me in the dirt But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry And every time you walk out, the less I love you Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true I'm way too good at goodbyes (I'm way too good at goodbyes) I'm way too good at goodbyes (I'm way too good at goodbyes) I know you're thinking I'm heartless I know you're thinking I'm cold I'm just protecting my innocence I'm just protecting my soul I'm never gonna let you close to me Even though you mean the most to me 'Cause every time I open up, it hurts So I'm never gonna get too close to you Even when I mean the most to you In case you go and leave me in the dirt But every time you hurt me, the less that I cry And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry And every time you walk out, the less I love you Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true I'm way to good at goodbyes (I'm way to good at goodbyes) I'm way too good at goodbyes (I'm way too good at goodbyes) No way that you'll see me cry (No way that you'll see me cry) I'm way too good at goodbyes (I'm way too good at goodbyes) No No, no, no, no, no (I'm way too good at goodbyes) No, no, no, no No, no, no (I'm way too good at goodbyes) (No way that you'll see me cry) (I'm way too good at goodbyes) 'Cause every time you hurt me, the less that I cry And every time you leave me, the quicker these tears dry And every time you walk out, the less I love you Baby, we don't stand a chance, it's sad but it's true I'm way too good at goodbyes

[kingdavonne]

Definitely me

[kingdavonne]

[kingdavonne]

Be patient & wait on someone that will love you consistently. Stop wasting your time on people who treat you good one day, then act like you don’t exist the next day! YOU deserve someone who always checks on you and makes you feel special, loved, beautiful, & appreciated everyday