The song, (N/A) or in other words "Not Applicable", is a song that was in the making for 10 years. Well, sort of...
I started this adventure off knowing not what I was here for. In my heart, for the longest time, I believed everyone was here for absolutely nothing. At the age of 18, I was out of my mothers home and moving in with my dad to pursue music. This was the DUMBEST idea I’ve personally ever made. But the universe had other ideas for me. “We don’t think you’re ready” , said Decaydance Records to me in 2013. So with a broken ass futon sitting behind me, and the addition of no job, home, food, or weed. I was basically a street cat.
After a sudden and total psychotic collapse, God found me. I then moved back home to Virginia to quickly discover a record breaking sized tumor pressing right up against my brain stem. Our family doc, who would rock mickey mouse socks (haha), told me, “Yeah we gotta cut it out". I was like "oh".
I remember mom telling me that I got real, real quiet in the two weeks leading up to my surgery. At this point I was literally on my knees praying, “Jesus Christ please just take me home, I can’t do this anymore. I don’t want to do this anymore.” He told me as firm as I remember, “you're not finished yet"
my brain tumor is yes growing back and I am on a mission to create as much music and art as I can to leave behind so we all know why we are here. Mind you, the truth is much greater than you think
This is a song I admittedly wrote about Brenden Urie. he's a douche bag."(N/A)" is also predominately about running and curating bad business, continuously. its about hiding the truth because you're too scared of it.
Thank you for giving me the chance to spread my music to the world. I greatly appreciate all the love and support I get from those around me and if you've taken time to listen to my song, thx <3
~Kira Tyler Wren
