[coziicorner]

i won’t feel beautiful until i’m und€rw€ight

[kiravanburgs]

Last one cause I already bought it - 204 cals

[kiravanburgs]

I’m never eating protein bars again. I have been snacking on them cause they feel like safe food but I didn’t think about how they are equivalent to a whole meal

[kiravanburgs]

I’m disgusting

[kiravanburgs]

I genuinely have reversed body dysmorphia

[kiravanburgs]

I’m too scared to weight myself

[kiravanburgs]

God give me what I want (38kg) just for once in my life

[miss-world777]

i wish i could jump to my exact gw, i hate people seeing me like this instead of what i wanna be.

[kiravanburgs]

It’s too easy to gain weight

[kiravanburgs]

I hate my life

[kiravanburgs]

I bought new jeans for work today. Didn’t want to get a new pair until I reached 45kg but kinda had to now. They make me realize how truly fat I am and will be for a very long time

[kiravanburgs]

26.03

[kiravanburgs]

Work is super stressful. I eat a lot during my break and after the shift to feel good. I gained of course and I look horrible. I think I’m going to go vegan. I need to do something drastic to at least come somewhat closer to my goal weight

[kiravanburgs]

I saw two middle aged people making out in and by the car back to back when walking back home from work at like 9pm. There is still hope

[kiravanburgs]

Today was my second day at my new job and I think I kinda like it there. I’m not allowed to sit for 6 hours and the commute time is like an hour forth and back. I hope that’s gonna help me a bit to lose the weight I gained and more.

I can’t have my phone with me tho so I can’t track my steps. Guess I really need that Apple Watch #cansomeonegiftittomeIamstillbroke

[kiravanburgs]

I gained again :,(

[kiravanburgs]

finally got a job yay