Sweep Me Off My Feet

mars @vampireautism selfship sideblog he/him, 22yo, occasional 18+ content. icon by @squilko

[kiss-alien]

temp pinned <3

hi im mars and i like funny men with autism and mental illness. my fixations change often but Star Trek is my special interest so I am always here for more mutuals with trek f/os!!

☝️just assume any untagged post is about Abe I'm sooo in love with him he's my everything

f/o list here

[kiss-alien]

i like him

[kiss-alien]

if I had less willpower (or maybe less ocd) there would be like 8 songs by of monsters and men on my playlist. they just get the essence right

[unspecificyume]

Your f/o tries to share their blanket with you. There is not enough blanket. They refuse to acknowledge this. You are both cozy. Somehow.

[ghostofmads]

rb to bonk prev with an empty paper towel roll

[kiss-alien]

(rubbing my hands together) can I get uhhhhh 3, 12 and 26

3 - Stop The World

12 - The Light

26 - E xtraction P oint

hi cyrus bestie😁 thank u for playing my game.

3 - this is pre-relationship pining and I really only have one point to make

a series of unfortunate circumstances lead to my s/i working for the US government and the only good thing to come from it is falling in love with another man who doesn't fit in. and im not fucking letting him get away

12 - rare song by one of my all time fav bands im going to see them in september 😁

*makes this about my age gap* huh sorry what was that. yeah the rest of that verse is about the long foretold apocalypse

I love the picture of gloomy domesticity this paints. also #myapocalypse

my self insert actually has prophetic dreams but this lore existed before I even met u

the idea of dying together comes up a few times in this playlist. and of course #mywatermotif

26 - this one is much vaguer. Abe dies & mutates & gets better then he runs away but he comes back. the world is still ending and we are still in love 👍 but my s/i becomes clingy and even though he always said he never wanted to do field work he's doing it now because if one of them is gonna die they better be together

[kiss-alien]

Giving you an 8 aaaaand a 17 for your playlist meme :]

( @gibles-lovely-selfships )

8 - Soul Meets Body

17 - Stone Against Stone

hiii yay thank you for playing 🥰 @gibles-lovely-selfships

in this context Soul Meets Body is that early relationship yearning to get closer vibe

it's about submitting to something new and strange and entirely life changing!!

they're overthinker4overthinker

another overarching theme of the whole ship is "the world is fucked but we will always be able to find security in each other" . theres also a lot of literal digging in dirt and crawling thru caves

Fold (2016) is one of the albums of all time imo. could I have survived high school without it ugh

this is set shortly before the move to colorado when the end of the world is just starting to look like a losing battle. Abe is beginning his own journey of self discovery and is real scared of inviting me along in case I hate who he was

this is another variant on "the world is fucked so we might as well make the most of the time we have together"

canon facts Abe: hes got whiskey and cigars and and depression. in my expert opinion: decades of ostracisation have made Abe bad at opening up even to his found family but I am the one who pushes forward when he steps back

"home to you" is a big motif in the 2nd half of their story. moreso after he runs away For Real but that comes later. to me this verse reflects wanting to be vulnerable and loved for it

[kiss-alien]

OK!! send me a number 1-30 I'll take that song from my chronological selfship playlist & post in some detail the lore at that point in our story

[kiss-alien]

did you know that we are in love

[eldr1tch-cr0w]

number one rule! never believe ur thoughts after 10 pm . unless its about The Character then believe all of your thoughts wholeheartedly

[drjohndisco]

i love being an aro person who self ships!!

[twig-the-escaped-cephalopod]

i am Thinkimg . about the Character. and listening to a Song. i a m sure this will not have repercussions

[unspecificyume]

Imagine your f/o whispering "you're not going anywhere, right?" while they've got their arms around you

[nixscriptum]

[kiss-alien]

usually I feel fairly neutral about the height difference thing but um I want abe to hold me. his chin on my head & my toes at his ankles I want to be completely encased in boyfriend

[kaylmao]

u could resurface a hockey rink w that ass cause it's so zamn boney

[kiss-alien]

twirls hair... selfship hannibal au... could be