Circus Performer

I wish i had my old 2018 tumblr

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Makeup by Pat McGrath at Maison Margiela Spring 2024 Couture

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charles james - richard martin (1999)

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i rather enjoy the solitude i find here. nobody needs to see what i say. i can just occupy this small spot all for myself

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All ym tattoos are just random shit i seen on tumblr

[zegalba]

Yoshitomo Nara: Untitled (2008)

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My house is silent, i stumble into my room and trip over my shoes, alcohol flowing in my stomach, regret being suppressed. Why did i have do do this. Why do i have to do it again.

[disease]

MIU MIU DISTRESSED LEATHER SKIRT | 2018 [distressed black & brown lambskin | length: 21.5″]

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Adorable

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Its so difficult to sleep while on adderall. I want so badly to sleep, to receive atleast 2 hours of peace. I want to stop thinking just let everything calm down for 2 hours please

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I hope youre safe everytime im not able to check

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Boys will reread messages from when they were being flirted with like 3 months after it happens

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I want us to be one person. I want to be what you are and i want you to be what i am. The thought of losing you is so terrifying because it feels like i found a tangible piece of myself. Why are all of my feelings of love so violent, so shrouded with these emotions of negativity. You know why, and you know how you would be able to make it Better.

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The disgusting part of me is begging and is begging to be picked, to be reciprocated, to be adored and thought of the same way i do you. That part of me is so keen to dedicate itself entirely to someone i love. And the larger me is terrified that i would just lose you.

[a-state-of-bliss]

Alexander McQueen 'Black' (2004)

[theoriginalsupermodels]

Nina Ricci - Spring 1990 Couture

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I love so particularly and in such a intense way. I know i love you because i feel entirely normal with you. Im allowed to be as myself as possible becsuse im around someone who is Me. Knowing you is like knowing myself. It feels disgusting because i know you arent me, i accept that you are your own person and your desires arent mine. I dont know if im in love with someone who will never see me as high as i do. Where does that leave me. Can i only begin to dampen my feelings as to not end up ruining anything. Will you even understand

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My identifiable emotions towards you are that of skewed Narcissism and Obsession. Part of me wishes i never gained an intense attraction, the other part of me let in thinking its the only way i know how to interact. I hear your thoughts and am mesmerized, I process your feelings and they lead back out to me “Liking You”.