Kit After Hours

18+ Hey! This is my alt where I just post about stuff that I consider too self indulgent to put on my main and vent. Expect a lot of reblogged ship art and me chatting about fics occasionally. might be slightly nsfw. just artistic nudity at most ~background from homestuck - icon by me! :) ~ please no minors

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

First post is gonna be my icon! I drew callie and roxy on 4/13 on twitter, and I just cut them out of my piece and slapped them together making a heart.

[theswisscheeserag]

You gotta be really publicly passionate about things if you want your friends to text you. Bc people will forget to text you because they’re human. But if you’re really openly the friend who loves identifying ants your friends will think of you when they see ants. And they’ll text you “what ant is this [blurry photo]”. And then they’ll ask you how you’ve been and we should get coffee sometime. But if they don’t know what you love they’ll never know what you like

[theswisscheeserag]

And then when the ant convention is in town they’ll be like dude… we should go to the ant convention. But they would never think to go if they didn’t know u loved ants

[theswisscheeserag]

And sometimes you need to ask them to go to the ant convention. But you Will not get anywhere hiding your passions

[mephastopheles]

Erotic Postcards. Circa 1920

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

Can I stop being mentally ill. Please. Please. Im tired of not wanting to do anything.

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

One of these days Im gonna learn how to be a less convenient friend. And then you all will be sorry

[may12324]

Plate, chainmail, swords, and straps ⚔️

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

Ngl. I am a little bit tired of my current nerosies of "never be vulnerable ever" and not really knowing how to form connections well

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

Dming people I want to get closer to knowing full well that this isnt Normal Behavior and having to break through that initial awkwardness. Looking at the clock on my wrist going "okay I had a traumatic childhood I get it, when can I start to feel like a person that can have normal friendships"

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

I feel like Ive been rubber banding when it comes to mental health. Some days its good and I feel normal, other days I start to go insane and feel like nobody likes me, some days I just want to be heard, and then some days I go "fuck everything and everyone Im going to become a antisocial hermit". And I would like for it to not be the case

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

Ngl. I am a little bit tired of my current nerosies of "never be vulnerable ever" and not really knowing how to form connections well

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

Dming people I want to get closer to knowing full well that this isnt Normal Behavior and having to break through that initial awkwardness. Looking at the clock on my wrist going "okay I had a traumatic childhood I get it, when can I start to feel like a person that can have normal friendships"

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

Ngl. I am a little bit tired of my current nerosies of "never be vulnerable ever" and not really knowing how to form connections well

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

Trying to mask less has fascinating ramifications. Why do I sound lke a polite little butler man.

[jeniferprince]

can we? 🥺

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[kit-behind-the-curtain]

RANDOM OCD SPIRAL GO

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

Nsfw blog just got an ask going "I like your picture ;)". Send help I am in public and Im scared of flashing a boob pic to someone

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

Im like 40-60% sure Im a median but Im dogshit at introspection so idrc about all that

[arastir]

When you wake up and realize you were someone's present ehehhe 🎁

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

I am hitting my head against a wall. I need mood stabilizers

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

You know going "youre making yourself feel mad and upset by imagining things" to yourself doesnt actually make you feel better. Why the fuck cant you logic out of these goddamn things. This shit sucks, I wish I was a program that can turn certain things off

[kit-behind-the-curtain]

Maybe I just need a goddamn shower. Fuck my life