[00:00] “happy new year, my love.” jaehyun says.
“happy new year.” you whisper.
“this year has been amazing.” jaehyun says.
you gulp, lower lip quivering a little, “has it?” you ask.
“i want to kiss you again.” jaehyun giggles and his dimples are probably on display.
you don’t say another word. too drunk, too sad, too heartbroken.
“what’s stopping you?” you hear her voice and you feel vomit building up at the back of your throat.
nobody is talking anymore. they’re probably kissing.
thousands of people around you, the nights sky lit up with fireworks. and here you stand, behind the happy couple. behind his girlfriend. you’d trade the entire world just to be in her position right now.
hearing them whisper words of affection to one another, a tear rolls down your cheek. hearing her giggle into him, you try to stop yourself from whimpering.
“i love you so much.” you hear him say.
you try to breath, but your body deems it more necessary to let out a weak and timid, “i love you too.”