Kkradd

Fresh start on an old account. 3 babies. 2013,2018,2019. 5’2” 182lbs 3/29/2020 Gw: happy and healthy

[kkradd]

I need help with getting to where I want to be physically and mentally.

There. I said it.

[kkradd]

I went to the dermatologist. (Ignore the little baby hand 🙃) I had a facial mole cut off because I’ve had it my whole life and got self conscious about it. And also day one of treating my eczema medically. Hopefully my arms start looking nicer.

[karpetshark]

i’m an angry person and i want to let it out and be an asshole but i’m also a nice person and i don’t want to actually hurt anyone’s feelings do u feel me

[uncletarby]

Holy hell do I feel you

[kkradd]

Day 2

Worked out today. Yay!

Food choices weren’t that good though.

B: coffee with collagen and some French toast

L: steak and mashed potatoes (very small portion)

S: 2 small cheese burgers 🤦🏻‍♀️

D: bowl of fruit and some corn tortillas chips and fresh salsa

Drinks: 40 oz of water and a sugar free Red Bull and a diet Dr Pepper

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[kkradd]

Day 1

No workout today but I did make decent choices in food. So tomorrow my goals are to work out and drink water.

Weight: 185.4

Breakfast: coffee with some creamer and collagen powder.

Lunch: 2 ham and cheese sandwiches (they were small) and green beans

Snack: fruit and yogurt with granola

Dinner: 4 oz of chicken and 1/2 cup of rice

drinks: 1 Dr Pepper, 2 sugar free red bulls, and 2 beers

Did my make up, wore new earings, even did my hair. So that’s an accomplishment.

[kkradd]

There’s a mouse living under my couch. I’m wearing a soft romper. Been clearing out my house for like a month now. Almost done with half of it 🤦🏻‍♀️

Starting 21 day fix tomorrow. Going to try and hold myself accountable. Also going to only eat what I should be eating.

[whitepeopletwitter]

[tnbtheories]

Love yourself first.

[kkradd]

Need some inspiration.

[kkradd]

I’m like depressed but not in the low self worth kinda way. Like my self worth is probably too high. I just have no interest in people or activities. Not like I could even do a hobby right now because I work non stop and then try to keep the kids under control. But still. People get mad and I’m just like 🤷🏻‍♀️ idk what to do.

[kkradd]

I got a bun. I haven’t settled on a name yet. Most of my animals are Harry Potter themed names.

[kkradd]

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It has come to my attention that I will never be able to get rid of this blog. My second blog will never be my primary blog.

Please follow: @kadeestartsover for current things on what is my life and feels.

[kkradd]

Tomorrow is a new day to really try and start this. Just have to stay motivated. Have to try.

[kkradd]

When your Fitbit says you only have 100 more steps for the hour and you go walk around work like a crazy person. I'm gonna try and get my steps in :/ I'm only at 3,000 out of 10,000 goal.

[kkradd]

Life update number 1: -I bought a horse by myself. His name was Conrad. He had a disease in his right eye, so I got it removed. He was found dead 2 days later. We don't know what killed him but it doesn't look like here was a struggle. -i watch my cousins baby sometimes and she's a monster. -Severus has turned out to be an amazing dog. -my sister got engaged -my fiancé and kylee are doing better together - I got a corgi and named him Neville Longbottom -booger started early preschool. -I died my hair blond and chopped it all off. -booger is now a 3 year old!

[thecommonchick]

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