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[kkwolf5]

So no idea if this is a universal experience or anything, but like tell me why everytime I go looking on AO3 for a good little smutty fic, I can never find it. Instead all I find is an absolute masterpiece of a story where it’s basically like “hey guys English isn’t my first language”, and we all know that means it’s going to be good. I walk in thinking ah yes I shall be a little horny and instead it’s 3am and I meant to be in bed like 16 hours ago. It’s like I wanted to be horny and instead the universe said how about you be sad instead, how about you sit and deal with your feelings instead?

[kkwolf5]

So I had a thought last night before going to bed and this is not completely my own thought. There was someone on the internet who came up with the theory that in the Addams Family, an Addams can’t hurt or truly kill another Addams. It’s part of their family bloodline, their family curse, whatever. I however had a deeply traumatic take on it

What if one day there’s two brothers or two sisters or some pair of siblings? Since an Addams can’t hurt another Addams they have a greeting where one always sticks a knife in the gut of their sibling, kind of like when you smack the back of your siblings head or like when you hug them when you first see them. They do it all the time and so would think nothing of their sibling doing it again. However this time it felt a little bit more forceful, a little bit more spiteful, but the sibling shakes it off. They must just be feeling it more as they’ve gotten older. They go and they take the knife out like they always do and go to hug their sibling, but this time the wound doesn’t close as immediately as it should and then they realize it’s not closing at all. They realize that’s a lot of blood and… Oh it’s theirs. That’s a lot of blood gushing out of their body as they crumple to the ground. Then the sibling just leers over them and laughs because the family might not know, but the bloodline, the curse, that knows when a person is no longer an Addams. The bloodline knows when the person truly no longer considers themselves asnwers Addams and remember it’s only Addams who can’t hurt themselves

[kkwolf5]

I just got done watching NCIS Hawaii and let me just say I’m pissed. Are you fucking for real that this show got cancelled?!?! Like how?!?! It’s so good and I’m not just saying that cause it’s gay. I originally started watching it for Kacy and then I stayed for the plot and the character development. Like how the heck did they manage to make interesting crimes to solve each episode, but also the fact that the troubles the characters were having outside of the case almost always related and cause them to grow. Even when I thought how could this relate to what’s going on at home it always did. It all tied together so beautifully and was one of the better pieces of media I’ve watched from tv shows recently. I also love how they portrayed Kate and Lucy as just like a normal couple who everyone is waiting for them to get together and like come out. Also every scene with the two of them on scene gave me butterflies. They were actually the cutest ever. If I ever catch you CBS, when I catch you CBS, you’re dead

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[kkwolf5]

And another thought about Ruby and Sac. I think right feels like Sac is replacing Jet in multiple ways being the new heir, being the new savior of Canadia. All the things that Jet was supposed to do, and now can’t. Everyone who was always supportive of Ruby have now left. Theo who supports Sac bc that’s who he’s loyal to. Lapin who is dead, but now replaced by Cumulous who is now on Sac’s side even though there’s no sides, only those who fight for Canadia, but that’s not what matters. Ruby is truly alone for the first time in her life and that must be horrifying

[kkwolf5]

So I’m about halfway though episode 15 and my god is Sachrinna and Ruby’s relationship the absolutely best and worst thing they could’ve ever done like my god the angst, the tension. Poor Ruby just lost everything that she knew, her birthright, her family, her other half and now comes this person who is kind of the cause of your fucked up life now even if it’s not really her fault. She’s the easy person to blame instead of your dad whose fault it really is and who really fucked up. All Sac wants is a sister, a new person to trust as she’s never had anyone by her side as shown by the flashback of those nuns which by the way fuck those nuns, but anyway now she has a new sister and all that new sister wants is her old sister back. She has no room for a replacement, she wants the original and as such has no place for Sac in her life. When Ruby walked up to Sac at the end of the episode all I could think was Sac saw her new sister walk, but all she saw walk away was the solider that Ruby has become, the husk that she is. She’s not Ruby, she’s simply Jet’s revenge even if that isn’t what Jet wants

[kkwolf5]

So it seems that Cassandra balanced this god put, this rage god by being a like cooling presence that would be like the one holding them back from doing something stupid

[kkwolf5]

Ok so why is Porter trying to push Fig to go to that other god that Cassandra ate? I’m onto your ass bitch

[kkwolf5]

5. Frosty Fair was a proving ground

They were definitely trying to see what this god could do and ways to bring it back

6. CK’s motivations

Maybe she’s believes if she brings a god back, she’ll be cooler than the Bad kids. Will finally be the overachiever she always knew she was, will finally be the best? She might also want this god to kill the bad kids bc that’s a thing they could do?

[kkwolf5]

So more thoughts about Dimension 20 bc people liked it

1. It seems that CK is definitely trying to do some sort of ritual to a god. I’ve learned about Lucy being dead and the whole thing of mutiple assailants makes me think it’s part of the Rat grinders, and maybe not all of them though they do seem to be becoming more and more like the Bad Kids. Maybe killing Lucy was bc it started to go wrong trying to bring this god back? Maybe they realized they needed to “kill” Cassandra to get her back?

2. Why did Cassandra eat her GF? Partner?

So it seems the god missing was Cassandra’s partner which makes me think that maybe she was influenced by her sister? Maybe Galacea thought that this god was getting too much power in Solace and got rid of her? Maybe if she’s the god of rage or something like that, then maybe Cassandra just got too angry, couldn’t deal with the emotions she was having and ate her? Maybe her partner was doing something or going too far and that’s why she ate her?

3. Porter definitely scares me.

We’re having too much attention on Porter which makes sense in a way, but his constant talking with fig about deals and what not makes me think that maybe he knows about the other thing going on with her stomach and what not?

4. Lucy Frostblade’s death

Maybe this god possessed her when they first tried to bring her back and it all went wrong? Yolanda obviously died to probabky a warlock, so maybe the warlock teacher is bad? Eldritch blast is the obvious thing, so that’s why I’m thinking? Maybe Porter hit her really hard with something?

[kkwolf5]

I also love that Fig is questing what she’s doing and wondering if being a hard for her…as she forced her part of hell to become a recording studio. Yeaaaaa definitely doesn’t want to be a bard

[kkwolf5]

I’m about halfway through Fantasy High:Junior Year and I just have some thoughts I want to organize and put out into the world, so I can see how correct I will be

1. Gilear and Fig switched destinies

Ever since fig reached into that thing inside herself, bad things, things you would say that are almost unlucky keep happening to her. The cement bucket, almost getting dropped into a hole at school, the constant food on her shirt, those are all things that Gilear would do it have happen to him. Gilear has almost become lucky ( in dnd mechanics it’s almost like he’s now stolen the lucky feat from fig). Gilear has now won a cruise, has gotten that discount for the car service and has gotten Hallerial to marry him, so for some reason whatever Fig did or maybe somebody else did to her has now turned Fig into her Dad? Could be a bloodline thing, but they’re not blood related, so not sure?

2. Porter is a fucking bad guy?

I’m still getting stuck in something Ragh said during like sophomore year I think? With the whole oh porter helped me and did some barbarian healing stuff on me, barbarians don’t really have that. I mean maybe temp HP stuff, but nothing like Ragh said which makes me think that he’s some sort of cleric? I know mechanically in DND mostly clerics, bards and warlocks (?) have healing spells, so somehow porters got to have that. Maybe he’s the cleric to the god Cassandra ate?

3. Cassandra ate another god?

The red veins in Cassandra seem like maybe it’s rage? All the red gems we’ve seen have to with rage or with demons, so maybe Cassandra ate the demonic god that Bakur was trying to bring back. Maybe somehow they got into a fight and ate each other. Another part I thought is maybe Cassandra is this red god? Maybe how with the moon goddess changing so much bc of the majority of people believing in her had like different tenets, so maybe somehow Cassandra got like seriously warped and changed to fit her people’s beliefs which changed her into the unknown goddess and then Cassandra once Kristen named her

4. Kipperlily Copperkettle is a fucking narc?

So somehow KC is either working with Porter to bring back this god or maybe she just really hates the bad kids. Maybe they killed Lucy Frostblade or maybe she had to go bc she got too close to what CK was doing. Maybe she was also had to die for some divinity sacrifice to like commune with this unknown goddess? CK is obviously trying to bring back another god bc she asked where Kristen created her god and so that’s how you bring back another god. That’s why Bakur fucked up his ritual to bring back his god. I’m also thinking that CK hates the bad kids bc she’s done everything right and should be very successful and almost like the top student, but she isn’t. That’s the bad kids bc they’ve saved the world so much. They’re like the stars of the school and CK feels like that should be her. Her party also seems to be the antithesis of the bad kids with each one being matched and almost being like a “better” version of each bad kid

But yeah that’s all I got. Please no spoilers in the comments. Just putting this out there for me or any one else at the same point as me

[kkwolf5]

Last thought of the night…..probably

I just hate that Laudna and Imogen are surely not beating the doomed by the narrative allegations/tropes. After all BHs did, They could’ve walked away. They could’ve called for backup and waited for someone else to deal with it. They came for their ultimate goal which was to defeat Ludi, everything else with the gods was secondary. Laudna and Imogen could’ve left, could’ve gave someone else the task of figuring out what the fuck do with this thing. They could’ve gotten their cottage and let someone else debate this stupid shit till the end of time. All they wanted was to be happy and yet we still couldn’t get that. Now logically I know that, this was the only way it was going to end with them walking into that room, that doesn’t mean that I wanted it to happen. Also I know it’s not the same, but it feels like Imogen and Laudna are both addicts and Imogen keeps telling Laudna to not snort the coke on the counter and once Laudna turns her back and decides to not give in and snort it, Imogen goes and does it anyway, so what the fuck was the point of all that shit before about not giving in! Now you’re just going to go and give in? You’re going to give your gf more of a reason to live and to live it “clean” in this metaphor, but go and snort the coke anyway?!?! Now look I get that this is not how it works and the metaphor isn’t perfect, but that’s how it feels anyway. It’s the best way I can think of putting it all into words

[kkwolf5]

So I was scrolling on the internet and take no credit for this thought, but after all that Liliana did to keep Imogen away , she failed. Imogen still became the vessel instead of her, so in a tragic twist of fate, it didn’t matter. All she did, the running away, the constant dreams to keep her safe, Imogen still did it. Not sure what that says about fate and our inability to stop it, but I sure don’t like it. She could’ve spared Imogen all that, could’ve been there for her, been her mom and maybe it would’ve turned out differently or maybe it would’ve turned out exactly the same

[kkwolf5]

Alright, so question to throw out there. Do we think the threads are the little shreds of divinity in each person? Is it more just a physical representation of fate in each person? Is it simply just a part of a person regardless of whether the gods were here or not? Does this mean that if Predathos gets hungry enough and eats the gods, that it could come back for mortals? It’s like a whale eating krill, like yes technically a whale could’ve evolved to eat something else, but it didn’t. It eats krill, so once it got tired of eating the gods could Predathos eat people? Do we know if there’s enough of a spark of divinity in mortals for Predathos to pay attention, like if there was enough of them, it would just swallow whole like whales with krill

[kkwolf5]

Alright, so I had a thought about bridgerton which I don’t always do, but anyway I digress. I thought about the most beautiful version of Eloise’s season, so basically we know Cressida leaves at the end of the last bc of reasons we all know. Then what if Cressida doesn’t come back for next season or the one after that, so we go out of order of the books or whatever order they’re in we fuck that. We have Benedict’s season, we have Francesca’s season even if we already have crumbs right now. Then we have Eloise, so it’s been like however many years since we’ve seen Cressida and so then she comes back and we get the love story between the 2 of them. Crane or whatever his name is can go bye bye bc I know some people weren’t happy with that book anyway, so don’t even worry about rewriting just get rid of it. Then we have little hints of Eloise’s longing to fix things between Cressida and her, little shots of her writing a letter and then crumbling it up and yelling. She sees a tall blonde and runs after her only for it to not be her, just little hints of how she’s still thinking about her. Then BAM! Cressida’s there and she doesn’t know what to do. She’s had years and still can’t figure it out. Have her all tongue tied and you know open mouth insert foot. Have them fight and yell and slowly fall in love. Maybe friends to enemies to friends with benefits and then lovers. Have them fuck before they ever kiss bc they don’t know how to do causal or figure out a relationship after they left theirs in tatters. I would fucking die for that and would be a trope we hadn’t really seen yet. Probably? Maybe?

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“By the end of the night, we feel so warm inside”❤️‍🩹

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