That which is not matters none!
Did we not just find each other?
How did we drift this far apart?
In you, I completely have given my life,
I no longer have anything left to strive,
With such beauty, together we were brought,
An unbearable mess we have now become,
I look back to see where we went wrong,
A million things we could have turned around,
I knew our ways would definitely make us stumble,
Giving way for our pride and ego to dwell on with hunger,
All we need is one moment together, to simply be,
And we would snap out of this intolerable insanity,
But life has taken its course it would seem,
We mere pawns in this whole joke of a reality,
Without you, I try to live creating a little fire of hope,
But every moment that passes is just a monotone,
Nothing means anything anymore, not even that which is not,
Doesn't help being bitter and consumed in self loathe,
I cannot move beyond this meaningless void,
How can I do what I dreamed of, if love is denied?
My search, my longing has shockingly come to an end,
I never thought this day would ever happen,
I realize there is nothing left in this what I am,
No longer do I need to stay in this physical sham,
Without my beloved, everything is grey all around,
The world seems a bleak place to survive on,
I cannot take another step, not even a tiny one more,
Such an emptiness that is so heavy, hard to carry on,
In your hands, I rest all that I know and all that I am,
This limited reality I know has to come to an end,
I cannot go on pretending and being, the time has come,
I cannot play this game anymore, my time has come!