So, there been... a lot of intense shit happening in my real life/off blog right now (has been for a while) and I need to take a break.
I can’t balance running a house, online school, my own mental state, and the things happening in my life all at once. You can probably tell this has been happening for a while, with all my upload inconsistencies and all.
My parents (whom I currently live with) are getting divorced. My stepmother has left the house (which is for the better, she’ll be happier that way) and my father is doing a lot of out-of-town work. Because of this, I’m trying to keep the house running while doing online school, which is already overwhelming to a terrifying degree, and I’m... not doing very well.
My stepmother (who I love very dearly) has been on my case about grades while running the house, saying “There is no excuse to miss a class when ‘class’ is in your bedroom” I literally got up EARLY for school, and fell back asleep because I stayed up until 3am doing school work. I am currently unable to set more than one alarm because I have an actual alarm clock (1 time set only) and not a phone to set several. I’m particularly frustrated about this because someone who’s choosing to leave me/exit my life thinks they can just make assumptions and unfairly judge me when they’re not even around to support me.
My older brother, who was supposed to move out months ago, does the bare-minimum to help me around the house and uses his “I can’t move or get a job right now because my SSN and Birth Certificate are missing” as a reason to do barley anything, while also not looking for said paperwork.
My younger brother is also doing online schooling as well, so I can’t blame him much for not being very helpful with everything going on. I know my little brother is going through a lot, since his mother is leaving. He’s still young and currently in my father’s custody, I think? They haven’t really worked everything out yet. This is a big change for him compared to me, since I was already a child of divorce.
The plan is to come back at the beginning of December (or January, at the latest) During this time, I’ll try to write/finish one-shots, procure memes/incorrect quotes, and draft/write more Afterlight chapters.
I’m sorry if this upsets any of you, but this is something I need to do right now. At least until I can catch up in my school work and get back into an actual schedule of doing things, rather than my current “tired, probably depressed, and self loathing cycle”
I’ll see you all again soon.
