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𝐊𝐍𝐈𝐕𝐃   –   this   blog   operates   at   fluctuating   activity   and   is   canon   divergent   .   selective   and   private   𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐎𝐌   𝐃𝐑𝐘𝐒𝐃𝐀𝐋𝐄   of   knives   out   .      killed   by   𝒎𝒐𝒙𝒊   (   26   ,   she   /   her   )   as   this   blog   crime   /   horror   themed   mature   themes   such   as   murder   ,   blackmailing   and   the   exploration   of   a   psychopaths   mind   .   &   established   august   6th,   2022   –   tortured   by   and   affiliated   with   @nofinalgirl​

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putting   this   baby   on   an   indefinite   hiatus   until   my   muse   wants   to   cooperate   again   .

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nofinalgirl

(  if   this   is      love      then   why   does   it   feel   like      war ?  )      she   thinks ,   doe   eyes   stuck   in   the   headlights   of   his   words.   a   lump   grows   and   hardens   in   her   throat.   he’s   not   untruthful ,   there’s      no   falsities      in   the   statements.   perhaps   that’s   why   she   despises   it   so.   to   be   told   she’s   one   in   the   same   as   ransom   in   any   capacity   draws   blood   like   barbs ,   but   attaching   that   word–––      love ,      stings   extra.   

to   love   ransom   is   to   accept   the   lies   she   tells   of   how   she   could   never   love   someone   so   awful            (  or   whatever   other   insulting   adjective   she   uses   on   any   given   day  )            is   only   true   in   the   labels   she   places   on   him.   therefore   maybe ,   just   maybe ,   the      fiction      of   love   is   the      truth      of   their   lies.   she   clenches   her   jaw.

❛    is   this   some      manipulate ,   mansplain ,   manslaughter      way   of   trying   to   get   me   back ?   because   if   so ,   you   should   know   that   you’re      shit      at   it.    ❜            arms   fold   across   her   chest ,   almost   in   a   hug ,   a   subtle   self–soothing.            ❛    i’m   nothing   like   you.   and   i      don’t      love   you.   you’re      incapable      of   love.    ❜            ah ,   there   it   is   again.   truth   behind   thinly   veiled   lies.

brunette   can’t   stop   his   eyes   from   rolling   .   of   course   .   truly   ,   shouldn’t   be   surprised   about   her   reaction   ,   should   have   seen   it   coming   .   maybe   he   did   .   but   maybe   it   needed   to   be   said   out   loud   ,   finally   needed   it   off   his   chest   .   had   never   minded   being   looked   down   on   ,   never   minded   that   he   was   underestimated   –   trust   fund   baby   stamp   bright   red   on   his   forehead   .   all   those   accusations   spoken   ,   all   the   insults   and   all   the   belittling   ,   none   of   it   news   and   yet   ...   even   though   she   refused   to   acknowledge   her   own   faults   ,   own   mistakes   ,   the   two   of   them   so   alike   .   so   similar   .   no   matter   how   badly   she   pretended   to   be   different   to   him   ,   better   than   him:   in   the   end   they   had   mastered   playing   the   game   of   finding   words   and   actions   that’d   hurt   the   other   the   most   and   still   find   a   way   to   make   them   stay   .

huffing   unimpressed   ,   ransom   shakes   his   head   slightly   .   “   see   ,   this   is   where   we’re   not   alike   ,   jackie   .   i   know   who   i   am   but   you’re   still   too   arrogant   to   admit   that   ...   you’re   not   any   better   than   i   am   .   “   ah   ,   and   there   it   was   .   the   low   blow   .   of   course   .   she   missed   no   chance   of   throwing   it   at   him   .   heart   crippled   ,   years   and   years   of   being   deprived   of   love   and   care   leading   him   to   being   ignorant   to   what   love   could   be   .   what   it   could   feel   like   .   how   it   could   change   him   for   the   better   .   no   .   there   was   no   room   for   love   in   his   life   .   waste   of   time   when   it   was   taken   from   him   each   time   that   he’d   tried   giving   it   a   chance   .

“   you’re   stupid   if   you   really   think   that   .   “   was   it   not   love   wanting   nothing   more   than   to   put   the   fight   aside   for   now   ?   was   it   not   a   type   of   love   that   he   hoped   one   day   she’d   be   capable   of   accepting   that   they   were   similar   enough   to   be   more   than   occasional   fuck   and   fight   buddies   ?   not   even   buddies   at   this   point   .   just   ...   something   in   between   lovers   and   enemies   .   “   and   your   life   would   be   a   lot   easier   if   you’d   just   admit   that   you   miss   me   .   it’d   also   be   a   lot   sexier   .   just   saying   .   come   on   ,   just   forget   about   it   ,   huh   ?   wasn’t   all   bad   with   us   ,   was   it   ?   “   disgustingly   trying   to   weasel   his   way   back   to   her   side   ,   an   eyebrow   raised   at   her   to   get   a   reaction   that’d   give   him   an   opening   .   they’d   be   one   again   ...   because   they   always   did   .   always   fixed   it   .   always   .   /   @nofinalgirl·

[weheartchrisevans]

You ever wonder what it would be like to be the most popular girl in school? 

NOT ANOTHER TEEN MOVIE (2001)

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mental health on zero but at least i’m sexy

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here   for   a   bit   ,   my   sexies   <3

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“ the   frustration   it's   a   regular   thing   ...   i   hate   the   ones   who   love   to   hate   because   they're   just   like   me   .   “   /   liked   for   a   starter   @h3rsea​

situations   –   escape   the   fate

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“   all   the   friends   that   i   have   gone   through   and   how   much   i   deserve   the   pain   .   it's   a   shame   .   so   hold   your   head   ,   hold   it   up   high   .   here's   to   the   friends   that   were   alibis   .   “   /   liked   for   a   starter   @statesangria​

friends   and   alibis   –   escape   the   fate  

[stella-lvna-deactivated20221115]

hope the thought of me haunts you

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“   and   now   i   see   you've   got   something   to   prove   –   and   nothing   to   lose   ,   so   tell   me   the   truth   ...   “   /   liked   for   a   starter   @belayadeath​

reverse   this   curse   –   escape   the   fate  

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“   a   withered   past   and   a   blurry   future   ...   my   heart's   on   an   auction   .   it   goes   out   to   the   highest   bid   .   ”   /   liked   for   a   starter   @punkphantasma​

reverse   this   curse   –   escape   the   fate

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“   the   worst   is   yet   to   come   .   we've   reached   the   covenant   to   kill   what   we   have   started   .   “   /   liked   for   a   starter   @0shit​

the   guillotine   –   escape   the   fate

[punksteves]

smol cup evans

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"   so   ,   this   goes   ,   out   to   ,   the   ones   that   fall   in   love   and   to,   the   girl,   that   filled   my   dark   .   one   last   chance   to   reverse   this   curse   ,   you   stole   my   heart   but   i   had   it   first   .   "   /   liked   for   a   starter   @strnza​

reverse   this   curse   –   escape   the   fate

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it's   the   way   i   turned   on   the   dying   is   your   latest   fashion   album   and   now   ...   all   my   starters   are   going   to   be   based   on   it   .   whoops   .