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[knowol]

A piece of pie

The apple of my eye,

just isn’t enough anymore,

even her smile isn’t as bright,

its as if what was already died.

Maybe its coz i got too busy,

forgot what made you so special,

and gradually lost interest in us,

but i  just can’t bring myself to leave.

So I've been fishing,

for a new exciting catch,

since i got tired of wishing,

things would be different between us.

I imagine your face,

when you find out,

how lost i feel about us,

we’ve lost our spark and it hurts.

I promised to never bring you tears,

but now my eyes have sores,

from the roller coaster of our affair,

as i got hurt to keep you happy.

That’s why i got a side piece,

to help me put back my pieces,

so that i can be whole again,

for us to workout and ease my pain.

But i still care for you,

even though i act like i don’t,

i haven’t completely throw in the towel,

and i hope you forgive me, for what am about to do.

[knowol]

A fool's paradise

Reckless and restless,

confused and abused,

not knowing what is true,

letting myself fall for every ruse.

I got carried away,

by emotions to a fool's paradise,

and played a fool more than once,

coz thats all i knew.

Until the truth came to light,

and everything wasn’t what it seemed,

i was too captivated by your mystery to see,

that it was just a castle in the air.

You were as sly as a fox,

and i was a damsel in distress,

all busy playing a role,

seeing what we want to see.

But everything came crashing down,

leaving us with something to learn,

about who we really are,

and how we treat others.

And just because it feels right,

to be with someone doesn’t mean its right,

coz even salt looks like sugar,

so don’t be deceived  by feelings.

Besides you should never force things,

as what is meant to be happens somehow,

even when you experience a loss,

know that some things are not meant for you.

So when i reminisce about the past,

i realise that things happened that way,

for a reason and i free myself of the need,

to right my wrongs coz it worked out in the end.

[knowol]

Nothing is promised

I am no damsel,

i’m the witch which got some,

and these bitches  ain’t shit,

so i don’t fear no bitch!

 Had me down nine times,

but i get up ten!!!!

we gon win!!

yes we all in teams!!

I love everyone but we all,

got a life that goes on!

i feel you, but i gotta be,

nice for what to these niggas!

I’be bad for a nigga,

then he don’t wanna see me,

so i work so hard, for my nigga

but it's time to be smart for a nigga!

Fuck you nigas!

if you aint got my money,

you better be sweating!

pay me what you owe me!

This nigga better have have my money!

Coz i got your dirty!

You should see me in  a  crown,

coz we’ll never be royals.

But i can take everything,

one by one,

coz this is the world we live in,’

die or young first!

i’m no good!

its  reminder don’t play with the songs,

coz everybody want this sound,

already up a hundred bottles whippin maserati.

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[knowol]

Nature 

[thegoodvybe]

[knowol]

Even when you try to ignore them

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https://iglovequotes.net/

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let that shit go 

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2017: Follows a bunch of different blogs for the various fandoms and hobbies I'm into.

2018: I literally do not know what fandom I followed any of these people for.

2019: Oh well, they're all Good Omens fan blogs now anyway.

[dankmemeuniversity]

[knowol]

its hard to treat depression as it always comes back when you are alone and nobody understands you quite.

[thegoodvybe]

[knowol]

don’t settle

[thegoodvybe]

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never underestimate your own power

[knowol]

Besides everyone else is already taken

[knowol]

Be yourself

Inspired by little the movie by Marsai Martin and Regina Hall

As we grown up,

we try to cover up,

aspects of ourselves that we don’t like,

and refuse to be true to ourselves.

Without realizing that is what makes us stand out,

and no amount of make up,

can hide the pain in our smiles,

when we are living a lie.

Accepting those parts of your personality,

will enable you to work through the blocks,

you get in your life,

and help your self esteem.

Knowing oneself is important,

and so is realizing our strengths,

or weaknesses so as to eliminate,

doubt in yourself.

Nobody can tell you who you are,

coz you are a soul in a body,

and only the inner you,

can help you understand your character.

Since life is a cycle of ups and downs,

don’t beat yourself up when you feel down,

embrace your failures just as your success,

and no matter what happens be yourself.

[knowol]

My free spirit was ready,

to let go of the pain, and embrace,

the summer love with grace,

knowing that no one can disgrace you,

unless you let them,

so  i embraced the pain,

as it’s part of growing up,

coz what doesn't kill you,

makes you stronger.

[knowol]

Summer love

If you don’t chose me,

and decide i am not worthy,

it will break my heart into pieces,

not that you care but i feel it too.

See I've been missing you,

but couldn’t find a way to tell you,

that i wanted to be with you,

so i left a mark on you (a reminder)

I know that everybody likes you,

which makes me feel like a fool,

for repeating my past mistakes,

but i can’t help it i only want you!

But i bet i am only tripping,

over the guy who i never had,

all along so this is just a prolonged,

version of a love story that wasn’t meant to be.

So i have to let go of the fantasies,

i held so close to me in my dreams,

coz reality just swooped in,

to save the day!

This was just a mirage of what used to be,

but i am not who i used to be,

hence i have to break my own heart,

by accepting that i’ts over between us.

Even when my dreams try to lure me,

i have to accept fate for you and me,

we can never make anything alive,

but we can destroy all of our lives.(with our love)

Thus when i let go,

i know you will find someone who,

will keep your bed warm this summer,

as i couldn't since i craved so much more.

[thegoodvybe]

[knowol]

optimism

[igmakeup]

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yes positive vibes

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