KoiBug

- KoiBugArts - He/they - 19 yrs - Don't be scared to talk to me, I'm more scared than you are PFP done by the wonderful LuLu over on Kofi https://ko-fi.com/lulubelle96

[weirdplutoprince]

Yiling Patriarch era Wangxian is so fucking funny like.

Wei Wuxian: Lan Zhan always looks so angry and disturbed whenever people accuse me of stealing away virgins and fucking them in my evil cave. He must hate to think me so far gone and depraved

Lan Zhan: it should be me in that cave

[maymadx]

anyways let's all inject this scene on loop... mike is so proud :( the way he sprinted towards will so excitedly to hug him </3 i can't get enough of the way will whispered mike's name while hugging him tighter too so relieved :(( i love this moment so much

[tam--lin]

Everyone needs three hobbies: one to give you carpel tunnel, one to leave you sore and bruised, and one for your distant relatives to insist you monetize

[koibugarts]

Quitting Art

It's been about a couple months now that I've quit art, though I didn't call it "quitting" until just a couple days ago.

I started calling myself an artist around 9 years old, though I had started sketchbooks earlier than that. I was inspired by some of my first animes like AOT, as a lot of artists are, and fantasy stories like LOTR. I remember back then I thought I would never quit. I imagined my entire future pursuing art.

Now, about 11 or so years later, I can't bring myself to create. Even just a couple months ago I was still saying, "I can't imagine ever quitting". I graduated high school back in June, and my school required us to do a big project about our future as a graduation requirement, and I did mine entirely about art and how I wanted to open an art studio to teach lessons and such in the future. I genuinely had this planned out for my entire future.

However, my drawing tablet started goofing on me, and my traditional art wasn't looking good, and I just didn't feel fulfilled anymore. The thing that once took up my entire life now felt empty. I used to draw every single day but now I didn't want to at all.

I probably will return, it's inevitable, but for now I feel so lost and aimless. I'm thinking maybe I became burnt out, or maybe my depression got worse and it became hard to enjoy it, or maybe I'm just stressed over some life stuff going on. Whatever it is, I'm hoping it passes. I don't ever want to fully fully quit.

[koibugarts]

Introduction

Hello! I'm a little new to Tumblr so sorry this isn't all that pretty, maybe I'll work on that another time I'm Koibug, but you can call me Koi ^^ I go by he/they pronouns but I can be feminine if required for the bit This is my main account...sort of. I have an alt I post my autistic ramblings and fixations to which I'll probably be on more than this one lmao

I might post art here, as the name may suggest, but I'll probably complain about art more than I actually make it

Below is some examples of my art ^^