Its Me Ya Boy Again

EAL ⭑ 18 ⭑ she / they Cooking and meal logs Tw: ed Block don’t report Take care <3

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WAS kokofuff’s side blog until it got nuked wtf. I made this blog to journal my food, try Ana recipes and to keep myself accountable / receive validation.

Little bit about my eating habits and such

⭑ I don’t count calories

⭑ I love baking sweets (ironic)

⭑ love Slavic cuisine (I’m Slavic myself)

⭑ I try and be active / work out. If you don’t use it you’ll lose it

⭑ I don’t log water, mints, tea, medication / supplements

⭑ I don’t post non ed recipes

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Another edible cookie dough Pinterest recipe! You can’t see but chopped up black chocolate is in there.

It was good! I wonder is almond meal instead of almond flour makes a difference. Maybe my protein powder did in fact make the previous too sweet.

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Tried again. Right is peanut powder, left is peanut butter.

I was such a liar btw. It's good for five seconds before it becomes nauseating. Do it with peanut powder to have less calories.

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Banana mug cake recipe

The banana was yellow unfortunately. Replaced baking powder with a 1/4 tsp of soda. The chocolate is sugar free.

Cooked at 800w.

It was very nice! Recommend. The middle was mushy but I liked that way. Big issue with ed recipes is that they are low cal because the serving size is tiny, but I don't think it's an issue in this case. Besides, it is easily adjustable to make larger.

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Uhh, I missed my period... Maybe it's the combination of poor sleep and nutrition recently.

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Had two slices of vegemite toast on white bread. Hella guilty. Won't add butter next time to see if I like it.

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I want my d!s0rd3r to be disgustingly obvious and ignored, but also to go unnoticed.

I want people to see me leaving the plate half eaten. To see me not reaching for snacks. To watch me study the nutritional information of foods at stores. To watch me go on walks. Drink carbonated water instead of pop.

I want them to be worried, to know i am sick and stay silent, but I also don't want them to suspect anything. I want them to think I am just being healthy. That I am just looking after myself. To brush it aside.

Maybe it's attention that I want. But I don't want it. You know?

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i hate when i make vulnerable posts and an older man likes them and dms me to try and take advantage of me

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Made cookie dough following a recipe I found on Pinterest. Instead of honey I used maple syrup, instead of almond flour I used almond meal, and I chopped up the last bit of dark chocolate I used for baking.

It is very sweet and I didn’t finish it. Maybe it’s the protein powder I used or because I replaced honey with maple syrup. I have more recipes saved to try later.

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Re-created it with a different protein powder. The first time, i used BSC, this time Nature's Way.

I thought we had honey but we didn't, so I used sugar free syrup again.

Left is PB2 peanut powder, right is peanut butter.

Both were very good! Peanut powder gave a more dough-like texture as is visible. Still sweet but not as much. They were good at first but I got nauseas after a while and threw them out. Maybe it's just not for me.

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28.06

Still at his! Gonna play DND again later tonight.

10:30 - was craving Vegemite toast.

Vegemite and butter on black bread toast with apple and handful of MASSIVE white grapes. (With jasmine green tea)

12:56 - coffee with lactose free milk.

14:29 - Avalanche caramelized white chocolate

16:27 - white grapes with jasmine geek tea (I had one grape before taking the picture)

At mate's house - one party sausage roll and two party pies. A box of Jols.

At home - picked at red grapes, wasn't counting. Was making overnight oats and licked the spoon and the foil of light chobani yogurt. Tried a square of Lindt Excrllence lemon ginger dark chocolate.

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Physical hunger but no mental hunger: best ana skinny legend omg queeeen

Mental hunger but no physical hunger:

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27.06

Recording the next day. At bf’s house.

10:?? - Two boiled eggs with buttered black bread.

??:?? - two cups of coffee with lactose free milk.

19:?? - We got Indian food. Small rice and buttered chicken that we split in half and garlic and cheese naan bread I think it is called.

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Okay can I just say that my local BWS carries a LOT of sugar free / low carb / low cal drinks!!!!!! I am SOOO tempted to hoard them all. Maybe I will buy each one of them and make a review on them lmao.

Gif not mine

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I think it's neat how I can sit on the same bus seat as my bag and be comfortable.

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Monday I will try to recreate the cookie dough recipe from moooonths ago with a different protein powder and peanut powder. Will give results!

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I hope carrying heavy backpack / bags does something. Like burn more calories or built muscle than walking by itself.

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21.06

At bf's house. Waiting for him to return from work so we can play DND at mate's house. Never played before, very excited!

09:26 - apple, pear, banana, Yoplait lactose free yogurt.

Hadn't noticed that the yogurt was upside-down when taking the picture until now 😭

12:50 - Coffee with lactose free milk.

I am not lactose intolerant, it just what his house has.

14:57 - I need a sugar boost.

Jasmin green tea with honey and Liddells strawberry yogurt.

22:30ish - two handful of red grapes.

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WHY is our oat milk higher in cals than regular milk??? I can't tell my parents to get different milk because of this reason because, duh, but MAN. I like the taste of oat milk(