jax's backstory theory but it's just his dad bringing him to "hunting trips" as a way to "make a man out of him", therefore reinforcing a rather toxic idea of masculinity in his head that sees the man as a cunning predator who never shows his true emotions. and then he spawns into the circus in the body of a purple bunny with a pink cutesy room and absolutely crashes out. cause suddenly he's everything he's ever despised. A weak, harmless, feminine prey animal.
he acts the way he does so he can feel in control. he messes up stuff and destroys things and burns down bridges so he can feel powerful. he's scared. he's scared things will start escaping his grasp so he crushes them before gravity will. because if he's not the one in control, then he actually becomes the bunny, not the predator stuck in the body of the bunny.
and since weakness has been ingrained in his mind as unacceptable, he just can't let it happen.
so yeah, i think the whole "reincarnated as everything i rejected my whole life as a punishment" would add a whole new layer of psychological torture to the show and im all here for it. wow his character sure got me thinking
