koo love bot

iz; but i still want you

[ancientsstudies]

Sun’s fiery kiss.

[proudheartkat]

[softhe4rted]

i want a life

[slightlyunofficial]

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(dec 30, 2020) anon said:

I realized today I want a life. I realized I want a wife and a dog and a house with double doors. Sunsets and sunrises give me hope, I love driving with the windows down. I realized that I wanted a life. It made me cry to understand this.

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[cthulhuliet]

It really writes itself.

[nudne]

good morning lesbians

[nudne]

good afternoon lesbians

[nudne]

good evening lesbians

[nudne]

good night lesbians

[persimmon444-deactivated2021052]

This line from If Beale Street Could Talk made me cry for some reason

[gaycommunist]

actually, growing up is feeling like i turned sixteen two days ago. i’ve been eighteen for years. fifteen year olds seem so young. wasn’t i fifteen just a few weeks ago? all my friends and i are still twelve. i’m closer to thirty then to being a baby. i never got to be a kid. i never grew past eight. i can’t talk to my mom. i want to sit in her lap forever. the week is going by so slow. an entire year has passed. i want to decide everything for myself. i need someone to tell me exactly what to do.

[tendergazing]

GROWING PAINS

david wojnarowicz / alexander harding / su xinyu / @pearpoem / lorde / open house (1998) / billy collins / mitski / as i was moving ahead occasionally i saw brief glimpses of beauty (2000) / alain de bottom / hollis brown thornton / kalyn roseanne

[metamorphesque]

1. Clarice Lispector | 2. Egon Schiele | 3. Dylan Thomas | 4. Joseph Lorusso | 5. Jenny Slate | 6. Ron Hicks | 7. Mary Oliver | 8. Safet Zec | 9. Madeline Miller | 10. Antonio Piatti | 11. Ocean Vuong | 12. Peter Wever | 13. Richard Siken

[virgomoon-deactivated20240514]

[pawcakes]

im not a girl im a performance art piece about the contradictions of girlhood, the beauty of femininity, the crushing weight of mental illness and addiction

[pawcakes]

im such a versatile person (girl blogger, drug dealer, problem child, makeup artist, contemporary poet, amateur porn star, intuitive psychic ....)

[mostlyiwant-tobekind]

Summer: an endless feeling

1. Hans Zatzka / 2. Courtney Peppernell / 3. Justine Kurland / 4. Maggie Stiefvater / 5. Matilda / 6. Albert Camus / 7. Call me by your name / 8. Mitski / 9. Moonrise Kingdom

[junebugjules]

 when sylvia plath wrote “the silence depressed me. it wasn’t the silence of silence. it was my own silence.” and when anne carson wrote “why does tragedy exist? because you are full of rage. why are you full of rage? because you are full of grief.” and when jenny slate wrote “and i am getting older but i am not growing up and my heart is getting soft dark spots on it like a fruit that has gone bad.” and when virginia woolf wrote “to want and not to have, sent all up her body a hardness, a hollowness, a strain.” and when susanna kaysen wrote “when you’re sad, you need to hear your sorrow structured into sound.” and when margaret atwood wrote “already my childhood seemed far away – a remote age, faded and bittersweet, like dried flowers. did i regret its loss, did i want it back? i didn’t think so…” and when gillian flynn wrote “i was not a lovable child, and i’d grown into a deeply unlovable adult.”

[othersystems]

Hannah Ryggen, Mother’s Heart, 1947

[oysterhearted-deactivated202411]

my overwhelming need to be attractive at all times vs the voices of mary oliver and mitski telling me i don’t exist to be consumed, fight

[chacoco]