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Endless Summer f,a,s đ°
wc: 13.7k
~ Summary: Summer vacation was right around the corner. Being in a program that required you at the beach every day was a big pro. After seeing Jeon Jungkook at the same beach as you everything was ruined. Jungkook was the schoolâs heartthrob. Girls throwing themselves at him left and right, going to parties every other day, and coming in and out of those parties with different girls. Not to mention heâs the biggest dick youâve ever met. Avoiding him was in your best interest. His being there threw avoiding him out the window. Summer canât be that bad. Right?
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Thereâs Only Me When Thereâs You f,a đ
wc: 15.1k
~ Summary: Being new was tough. Starting out in a new school and new town without any idea where to go or any friends was tougher. When coming across Jungkook and his friends, school hadn't got any easier. When you get paired with Jungkook for a project your life becomes hell, or was it heaven?
~ Genre: academic rivals to lovers , fluff, angst, smut, college au, slowburn
~ Summary: Summer vacation was right around the corner. Being in a program that required you at the beach every day was a big pro. After seeing Jeon Jungkook at the same beach as you everything was ruined. Jungkook was the schoolâs heartthrob. Girls throwing themselves at him left and right, going to parties every other day, and coming in and out of those parties with different girls. Not to mention heâs the biggest dick youâve ever met. Avoiding him was in your best interest. His being there threw avoiding him out the window. Summer canât be that bad. Right?
~ word count: 13.4k
~ Warnings: golden era!jk (yes this is a warning) oral (m & f receiving), doggy, dom!jk, sub!reader, dirty talk, unprotected sex (be smart), aftercare, so much fluff!
~ A/n: God, this is my first time writing ever!! I really hope this finds the right audience and readers please enjoy. i pray this doesnât come off as a boring story pls pls show some support, itâd be soooo appreciated đŤśđźđŤśđź! Happy reading!
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For the past thirty minutes you sat staring at your suitcase still trying to figure out what the hell to pack for the next months. The program that you joined had asked everyone if they wanted to go on a trip for extra credit to work for the beach down by Busan for junior year. Not that you needed it, you had zero plans made for this summer.
Nikiâs out of town visiting her family for the summer and Soheeâs out doing what Sohee does, probably out exploring abandoned places or getting high somewhere. Who knows? You decided to get up and start packing. You walked over to your closet to skim over your outfits and carefully picked out a few outfits for the next few months. After two hours of packing, your phone dings with a notification from Niki
Niki: omg canât believe itâs summer already! have fun on your little trip down to Busan. If anything happens call or text me right away! Luv ya!
You smile down at your phone. You and Niki have been friends for years, you first met in your freshman year of high school. She taught you everything, from how to do your make-up and style your clothes and all that fun stuff. Funny how you both got into the same college and ended up sharing the same dorm. Sheâs gone around the campus having different guys in and out. You would say you guys are complete opposites. You would rather stay in and watch a movie or something instead of going out and partying with drunk college students and grinding my body against sweaty skin.
After finishing up the last of your packing you respond.
Me: heyyy, omg I know! The school year went by so fast, say hi to your mom n dad for me and give Nani kisses for me! And of course, youâll always be the first to know everything! Luv u too! Enjoy your summer âĄ
Putting your phone down, you check when you are supposed to leave and meet everyone at the train station. The ticket said 8:00 am. You set your alarm for tomorrow and get ready for bed. Checking your phone for the last time you turn the lights off and drift off to dreamland.
~
Waking up to your alarm clock blaring in your ear. Itâs near 6:00 am, you get up and start getting ready. Walking into the bathroom you bring out your skin care routine. After finishing up and brushing your teeth, you go back to where your vanity is and start with your makeup.
Choosing what to wear was easy, you chose a simple outfit. An oversized black hoodie, black parachute cargos, and white gamma forces. You come out of your room to the living room and take your bag off the counter and get the rest of the bags for the trip. The drive to the train station took longer than expected. Traffic was horrible. The ride was said to be only about 30 minutes, you ended up getting there about an hour later.
After blasting music on the way there you had finally arrived, you see a few of your classmates from previous classes and walk up to say hi. âYunjin!â You shouted her name, catching her attention.
She waves at you and starts making her way over. âOh my god hey girl!â She goes in for a hug and starts talking about the next two months. âThis is so exciting! Iâve been waiting for this trip for so long, I hope we get free time because Iâm too exhausted from all those tests.â She says with low shoulders. Out of nowhere she gasps and turns to you âYouâll never fucking guess who I just sawâ You look at her with a curious face âWho?â she leans in closer âJeon Jungkookâ. Your face had gone red. Hearing Jungkookâs name coming out of her mouth left you shocked. Not forgetting the history, you and the boy had.
It all started in junior high in the 7th grade. You had finished your final tests of the year, and the scores were finally out for everyone to see. As you walked up to the board, expecting to read your name first as it always is on top of the board. Standing behind a tall boy with dark raven hair you moved to the side to peek at the score you had got.
Before you could even take a glance at the highest score the boy yells close to your ear. He jumps in the air and says âLETS FUCKING GOâ he turns around and notices you, he looks you in the eye before walking away. You go up to the board and look for your name. Right above your name is Jeon Jungkook.
You couldnât believe your eyes that he out of all people managed to score above you. You glare at him and say âHey! Did you cheat?! Thereâs no way you have the highest score after me when you couldnât even place last year!â He scoffs at you and looks at you with narrowed eyes âIâve earned that spot being last doesnât feel good right? Stop being such a conceited bitch and learn how to share the board. Accept you're not the smartest in the schoolâ he snares and walks away. You had felt a surge of anger towards that day and couldnât stand to be around him for the rest of your life. You promised yourself to avoid any contact with Jeon Jungkook and to make sure he never topped you again.
After staring at him for atleast five minutes you snap out of your thoughts. Looking over at Yunjin you say âWhat is he doing here? Iâve never seen him attend any of the meetings or give any interest in the programâ she looks back at you after looking at him âYeah, he and Yuno are close friends. I guess he brought it up to him and took it upon himself to ask Jungkook to the tripâ she shrugs. You glance over at him again and see him talking to Yuno. You never noticed his pretty features. You hadn't seen him since you bumped into him at the cafĂŠ all those months ago. His hair got longer, he has more piercings, and a lot more tattoos on his right arm. Has he always looked this good?
No, thinking like this is wrong. You needed to remember all the cruel names he called you. You decided to look away after hearing the announcements on the speaker. âTrain number 7 now boarding.â is heard. Going to grab your things a hand is placed on top of one of yours. You look up and you're met with those same eyes that looked at you with hate.
âYou need help with that?â he smiles at you âNo thanks I got itâ. You quickly take the bag from his hand and board the train. Luckily, you had moved quickly enough so you could get a shared booth with Yunjin. You place your bags in the overhead compartment and get settled. It would take you about 3 hours to get there. Now settled in your seat you lay back with your head resting on the head rest and blast your music. Just as you became relaxed you felt your hoodie become wet with liquid.
âOh shit, my badâ he says
You look up at the voice. Of course, itâs him. Jungkook looks up at you and rolls his eyes.
âNice going dumbassâ you say under your breath.
Yunjin grabs tissue from her purse to help and says âGod, what the hell is his problem? He really had the audacity to walk away and not even apologies.â she said.
After heading to the washroom and putting on an extra T-shirt you had in your bag you walk back to your seat but not before you look up to see Jungkook, watching as you walk past him, you turn your head forward and sit back into your seat. This is going to be a long ride.
~
Arriving at the dorms was a hassle. Taking everyone's stuff off the train was a breeze but sorting everybody into two buses was more difficult than it should have been. Surprisingly enough you and Yunjin ended up sharing a bigger dorm with two other girls, Irene and Jini. You and Irene shared the same economics class and Jini had recently signed up for this program.
You walked around the building and noticed a pool and a hot tub placed in the back. The kitchen area was big enough for atleast fifteen people. Walking back to the common area, everyone went their own ways into their rooms and decided to meet up around one for lunch. After opening the door to your home for the next two months, you were met with the most beautiful window view. Looking out to the beach you could see the waves crashing against the shore and people enjoying their time with their families and loved ones.
After taking in the view, you walked over to your bag to pick an outfit out for lunch. You lift up one of the outfits you had picked out while packing. Touching up your makeup and getting your shoes on, you all leave to head down to meet everyone in the common area. As you walked out of your dorm, you were (yet again) met with the sight of Jungkook as you looked at each other. His dorm is right across from yours. Great! You had thought, this summer couldnât get any worse. He looks at you up and down, smirks and walks away.
~
You walk down the stairs to see a few people waiting. As you were waiting, you met up with Irene and Jini, Yunjin was still getting ready as were a few other people. Looking around the room you catch Jungkook taking a glimpse of you with his hands in his pockets. He wore a fitted T-shirt with his arm full of tattoos on display along with cargo pants. You make eye contact with him for several seconds before looking away to find Yunjin.
Finally, everyone in count went into separate cars and explored what the city had in store for them. Busan was a big city; there was so much to do. An option you had was to look around for places you could eat at while you spent your time there. You decided to walk around and look at the stores. A small old lady had her hand out waving you over to her stand. âI have a beautiful bracelet that has your name written all over it,â she said.
âItâs really pretty but I'm not looking to buy anything right nowâ you kindly declined her offer
âPlease have it for free, it compliments you so wellâ she raises her hand with the bracelet
It was decorated in white shells and blue starfish charms. You took the bracelet from her hand, and you thanked her. Finished figuring out where to settle you chose a restaurant that wasnât far from where the car was parked.
Finding a table wasnât difficult. The place wasnât packed besides a few of the other students that chose the same spot were empty. The empty space was filled with the noise of the bell at the top of the door, you look up to see where the noise had come from and thatâs when you see Jungkook. He stood there with Yuno and the rest of his other friends. He goes to sit at a table near yours.
You made eye contact, and he scoffed. You roll your eyes at him, and he speaks up
âAre you following me or something? You seem to be everywhere I am.â
You glare at him âAre you sure it's not the opposite? Every time I look up you happen to be where I am every single timeâ
He looks at you like you're mental âI think someoneâs a little stalker we chose this place before you guys walked inâ he sneered at you.
You look up to him and cross your arms, âI think the one obsessed is you, every damn time I look up there you are literally staring into my soul, what the fuck is your problem.â
âNo problem here like you said I just happen to be here when you areâ he shrugs
âAssholeâ you mumble
Walking back to your table you feel his stare burning into the back of your head.
When you excuse yourself to the bathroom you couldnât help but look up at Jungkook. He was laughing with his friends with his hands on his lap; manspreading. âGod, damn it does he have to be so fineâ You mumble under your breath
After freshening up you walk back to the table, and you see a girl next to him. Sheâs touching on his tattooed arm and giggling at what he said. You felt this weird sensation in your stomach. Was it jealousy? No way, but he canât possibly be that funny sheâs holding her stomach.
Walking back to the girls and sitting back down. Irene notices something off about your mood.
âHey, are you okay?â Irene placed a hand on your back.
âYou look a little redâ You take your phone out to check your face. You needed to calm down.
âOh, itâs just getting a little hot in here is all.â She gives you a soft smile and nods her head
After lunch was over, you decided to take a walk around the city to look around and find something to do to pass the time. Jini had found a photo booth near one of the stands selling handmade pictures âGuys!â she exclaimed âLetâs take some pictures!â Ten poses later, Yunjin found a bakery and got something to snack on while you looked around. After waiting for Yunjin and Jini you all decided to hang out and look at the scenery.
~
Walking back to the dorms it was sunset hour. The walk back to the dorms was breathtaking. The sun was setting low over the horizon, and the sounds of the waves crashing were soothing. When you got back to the dorms everyone filed to their rooms to relax and figure out the plan for what to do for dinner. You ended up texting Niki and telling her about today.
Me: Omg Niki, today was our first day of the beach program. We went out and explored Busan. Itâs so beautiful over here I wish you could see for yourself.
Me: But youâll never guess who Iâm spending the next two months with
I wait for her to respond. It only takes a couple seconds until I see the three grey dots pop up on my screen.
Niki: Aww I miss you so much we should take a girl's trip soon! But pleaseeee tell me itâs not who I think it is
Me: Jeon Jungkook
Niki: NO YOURE LYING
You chuckle at her response
Me: Iâm being serious
Niki: I thought he was stupid and didnât show up to the meetings how did he know about this trip?
Me: Supposedly heâs friends with Yunoâs group and Yuno told him about the trip.
Waiting another few seconds until the three dots appear again.
Niki: Of course, heâs friends with them they all fuck around especially Jungkook
Me: Youâre right, I shouldâve known they were friends. Anyways I gotta get ready for dinner soon, Iâll update you if anything else happens.
This time she takes a few minutes
Niki: Alrighty! Enjoy your dinner and you BETTER tell me everything! I love you and stay safe!
You smile at her last text. Putting your phone down you start to get ready for tonight. The mentor wanted everyone to have dinner together so they could discuss the plans for tomorrow. Deciding to take a shower to wash off the sweat from todayâs adventures and redo your makeup in a different style. You curled your hair and chose different shoes, deciding to go with low pumps to make walking around easier. The dress you had picked out was a simple little summer dress with small flowers decorated all over.
~
Walking downstairs you see Jungkook with Eunwoo talking. Heâs cladded with a black blazer with a white shirt underneath paired with black dress pants and white shoes. In all honesty he looked handsome tonight. His hair is slicked back and he's wearing a chain around his neck with rings on his fingers.
As you make your way down the stairs, he looks up from Eunwoo to you. He looks back down and finishes his conversation with a smile.
âHe looks like heâs about to eat you alive. I donât blame him; you look so goodâ Yunjin says
You smile at her and compliment her back âOh my God, are you kidding? You took my breath away the second you walked out of the room; I love your makeupâ you say giggling. The mentor comes up and introduces himself when everyone seems to be present.
âHello everyone, my name is Mr. Kwan I will be in charge of everything that goes on around here and I will be announcing our activities for the next month or so.â
You look around and your eyes land on Jungkook. Heâs standing next to Yuno now with his arms crossed. He must have felt your stare because he turned his head towards you and then to the floor. You can make out a faint smirk on his lip. You look away with a confused expression and take your phone out to check if you have something on your face. Not seeing anything you shake it off and turn your attention to Mr. Kwan
âTomorrow is when we start your tasks. I will assign each of you to a job and thatâs the task you must do for that week, every other week each group will switch tasks. You will get to have a day off as a break. Do I make myself clear?â Mr. Kwan says.
There's a mix of yeses and head shakes. He takes out a clip board and tells us what to do next. âOkay, I have two boards with the list of names, please take turns finding your name on either one of theseâ He places them down on a table and asks, âAny questions?â One of the many students, Vernon, raised his hand and asked, âCan we go out after hours?â
âNo, everyone should be in their rooms with lights off, no sneaking out or bringing outside guestâ As you walk over to the beach cleanup board and find your name nowhere to be seen. Finally walking to lifeguard duty, there your name was. But right under it say. Jeon Jungkook.
This means youâd have to spend the next two months in the presence of Jungkook. Shaking your head, you turn around back to Yunjin to figure out what she had gotten. But instead, you're met with a firm chest. Looking up to meet the face of the person you see him; he has his hands on your elbows to stabilize me.
âWatch where youâre going.â he says with furrowed brows.
He lets go of you and walks over to the clip boards. You hear him chuckle.
âWhatâs so funny?â You asked him.
He turns around to face me and says, âI have to spend my days at the beach with you? For two months? Iâm going to die if I even spend another minute with you.â he shakes his head pinching the bridge of his nose.
âYeah, well Iâm not so fond of you either Jeon. So, stop bitching about it, Iâm not excited about it eitherâ with that I roll my eyes and walk away.
~
At the restaurant everyone picked their own tables. You see Jungkook a few more tables down from where youâre sat, thank God. You took your seat next to Yunjin and talked about the events for the upcoming week.
âWhat did you get for this week?â I asked her.
âI have clean up duty. I heard the weatherâs supposed to be nice so Iâm not too worriedâ You clear your throat and sit up in your seat. âI have lifeguard duty and guess who Iâm with.â You look over to Jungkook and he has a grin on his face with his arms crossed and his head tilted down.
âOh no.â she says placing a hand on your arm
âI have to spend the next two months with him every single day. I donât know how Iâll surviveâ you say rubbing your head.
~
Nearing the end of the dinner everyone gets up to leave and go back to the dorms. The restaurant was only a few minutes away, so some decided to walk. Those âsomeâ being you and your group, Jungkook and his, and a couple of other students. As youâre walking, you see Jungkook walking aside Yuno.
He has his hands in his pocket and heâs looking out at the beach. It looked beautiful tonight, the moon lit up the sand and the stars were beaming. Not looking at where you were stepping, you had tripped over your feet and waited to hit the floor. But you never made contact.
Instead, you feel a strong set of arms around your waist, and when you open your eyes; you see Jungkook looking down at you. You stayed still for a few seconds before he lifted you back up. His hold tight around you tight
âBe careful, idiotâ he said before letting go
I stared at him. You had question why he didnât just stand there and let you fall. He turned around to catch up with his friends and continued to walk back to the dorms like nothing happened
~
Back at the dorms everyone goes to their respected rooms and gets ready for bed. As Irene went to turn off the light, she heard a knock on the door. You get up from the bed and check to see who it is. When you open the door and youâre met with Jungkook and Yuno. Yuno speaks up and says, âWere going out, if you wanna join us you can.â Irene and Jini walk up to me
âWhoâs at the doorâ Irene and Yuno meet eyes. He smiles at her.
âUm, were just gonna go out and hang, I was just saying that guys can come and join us if you want.â
âUh yeah sureâ she says.
âAlright, cool meet you guys down there in a fewâ You go to look up at him, but Jungkook had already had his eyes on you looking you up and down smiling. Thatâs when you realized youâre in a Hello Kitty pajama set. Looking down you quickly push past Irene and Jini.
Yunjin was fast asleep already, quietly making your way to the bathroom to get the stuff you need and change out of your clothes. You end up wearing a plain gray T-shirt with black baggy sweats
Finally done putting makeup on, only putting on some light foundation and lip gloss, you put on some white sneakers and start to head out with the girls. Closing the door softly, you walk out and see Jungkook with his arms crossed and back against the wall next to his door. He looks up and says, âWhere are your Hello Kitty pajamas?â he chuckles. you stopped to glare at him and walk away. Before you could reach the first step, you felt his grip on my arm.
âArenât you scared were gonna get caught little miss goody two shoesâ he raised his eyebrows.
âGo away, Iâm only going out because YOUR friend invited us, and all my other friends are going out with you guys. I donât want to be stuck in the dorm not doing anything.â
âAnd donât judge my Hello Kitty pjâs I saw the big ass plush sitting on your bed when I went to go downstairs earlierâ
He stops for a minute as he watches you ascend down the stairs. Hearing his loud footsteps following close behind you. Reaching the bottom of the stairs you see your friends waiting for you.
âWhat took you so long?â Jini asked
âAsk himâ you point at Jungkook
âSo where are we going?â you asked
âThereâs a bonfire my friend is hosting. Thereâs gonna be so much we can do, I canât stay in that tiny ass dorm all dayâ Yuno exclaimed. As youâre walking to the beach you feel someone walking next to you. Jungkook looks straight ahead as you make your way down to the bonfire. His hair is still damp from the shower he took, heâs wearing a gray crewneck with black shorts. His hands in his pocket he speaks up âWhy are you on this trip?â
âI could be asking you the same thing. I havenât seen you at a single meeting yet now all of a sudden, youâre interested?â
âOh? So you pay attention to me now?â he looks down smiling
âNo, itâs just that you never cared or even bothered listening to what anyone said about this program so now do you feel the need to participate in it?â
He looks everywhere but you.
âI donât know, I heard someone was going to be here and decided fuck it and signed up.â he shrugs with his hands behind his back. You look up at him with a curious look on your face. As you were about to speak up you hear Yunoâs voice
âYo, JK we could use a little help over hereâ
Jungkook looks back at you and says âGotta go, donât go tripping when Iâm not here to catch youâ he winks at you
He runs down to help the guys and youâre left confused.
~
Everyone was surrounded by the fire, drinking, and having a good time. Jungkook is across from where youâre sitting and heâs laughing about something his friend said. He looks up and meets your eyes and you quickly turn your head to look away. From the corner of your eye, Jungkook stands up to walk to the cooler next to him. He picks up a cool beer and makes his way over to you. He hands you the beer and sits next to you.
âHow do you like it so far?â he asked
âWhy are you being nice to me? You acted like you hated me the whole dayâ your eyebrows furrowed
âWhat are you talking about?â
âYou know what itâs getting late, and I donât have time to deal with you right nowâ
He stands up as the same time as you and grabs your arm âWaitâ, you stop and look at him
âAt least let me walk you back to the dormsâ
Hesitantly agreeing, he lets go of your arm and you both make your way back to the rooms.
~
Itâs the first day of your tasks. Everybody separates into different cars. The beach youâre working at is only a 30-minute drive. All the seats are taken except for the one next to the person you prayed you wouldnât have to see until you got to the beach. Jungkook looked at you and looked down on his lap. You finally went to sit down next to him. You put your earphones in and blast your music so you wouldnât have to hear him talk.
You wake up with your head heavy against something. When you open your eyes and feel Jungkookâs head on top of yours and your cheek against his shoulder. Immediately you raise your head âwaking him up in the process- and hop out of the car.
Taking in a deep breath you walk over to the ledge of the hill the cars parked at and look over the edge. You close your eyes for a moment to take in the salty air of the sea. The wind is blowing your hair out of your face. Little did you know Jungkook was staring at you; admiring the way you looked so relaxed. After a few more seconds you turn your head and walk over to the car to grab your stuff
You already had your swimsuit on under an oversized T-shirt and some shorts. It was an open back black one piece you had bought the day prior to coming on the trip. You carry your bag down the sand but feel it lift off your shoulder. You look up and see Jungkook carry it all the way down to your stations.
âOkay everyone, listen upâ Mr. Kwan yelled
âI have assigned everyone a partner to work with for the next week, please come up to me and tell me your nameâ
As you walk up to Mr. Kim you tell him your name and he tells you who he paired you with. Surprise again youâre with Jungkook. He calls him over and tells him what he told you. Jungkook looks down at you and you look up at him. He smirks and walks back to where he set your things. Following behind him you unpack your things.
You grab your sunscreen, squeeze a dollop into your hand, and you rub it all over your body; starting on your front. Jungkook stands next to you as he takes his shirt off, showing off his body. You stare up at him and admire him for just a second. He looks down and catches your eyes
âAre you staring at me?â he chuckled
Looking away quickly you say âNo, I wasnâtâ
âSure, whatever you say, you need help with that?â he says as he points to you struggling to get your back.
âYes, pleaseâ going to hand him the bottle he squeezed some on to his hand and moves your hair to the side. He glides his hand across the span of your back. He starts at your shoulders and works his way down to the middle of your back. His hands moving slowly, getting closer to your lower back.
You clear your throat, and his hands are to himself now. You lay your hair in itâs original spot and you stand to look at the beach full of people. It was only 9:00 in the morning yet the beach was packed. Walking over to your stand you climb the steps and take a seat. Jungkook walks over next to the stand, and he has a floaty in his hand. A couple of minutes pass by in silence before he speaks up.
âWhen do you want to switch spots?â
âWhen we see someone drowningâ
He sighs and sits down.
~
After nearly an hour later a group of girls walk up to him, and they giggle as loud as they can staring at him. He looks up at the noise and stares at them. âExcuse me?â one of the girls says âYes?â she extends her arm out âDo you mind taking a picture of us?â Jungkook grabs her phone and angles it. âOne, two, threeâ he takes the picture. The girl reaches for her phone and pauses to look at him.
âHey, are you free tonight?â she asked him
Watching the interaction between the two you roll your eyes. What you donât notice is that Jungkook looks up at you and back down to the girl
âUhm, no actually, I do have plans for tonight sorry.â He rejects her offers and hands her phone back to her.
She has a disappointed look on her face and a sad smile plastered on her face. âItâs okay, I hope you have a good rest of your dayâ. With that she walks away.
Now at the end of the day and the sun getting lower, you and Jungkook switched spots through half of it. Taking turns every so often. He would try to make small talk, but you always managed to find a way around it. He looks up at you and calls your name
âYou wanna jump into the water real quickâ he says as he watches you make your down from the booth.
âNo thanks, I wasnât planning on getting wet unless I needed to.â
âOh câmon just real fast. The weather is nice around this timeâ he begged
âJungkook I sai-â
Before you can finish your sentence, your body is being carried over his shoulders. You throw soft punches at his back and yell at him.
âJungkook put me down! Iâm not playing with you right now!â you screamed in his ear.
He ignores you and laughs loudly. His feet meet the water, once he's deep enough into the ocean he plunges you till you're soaked.
Emerging from the water you pull your hands back over your hair. Jungkook stops and stares at you. Admiring your beauty, when you catch him staring, he doesnât look away this time. This time he stares into your eyes. Itâs that has to look away.
âWhat?â you said
âNothingâ he clears his throat and looks down at the water
âWe should probably head back to the car. The sun is starting to setâ
You nod quietly and make your way to the shore. After one last glance at Jungkook, you walk over your things.
The walk back to the car was silent. He offered to carry your bags for you. You had rejected his offers repeatedly, but he insisted on carrying them up the steep hill back up. The way back was anything but smooth. The road was bumpy which ended with you and Jungkook bumping arms after every bump, it was summer which meant humid air. Your skin is slick with sweat. Wishing you were back to the dorms so you could soak in the hot tub.
~
When everyone got back to the hotel Mr. Kwan let everyone roam freely. You decided to head upstairs to your room to relax before going to the backyard spot of the building. When you open the room, youâre met with Yunjin and Irene.
âGod, the sun has me so exhausted I could crash right now.â you said as you lay on your bed, body spread into a star fish.
âI know, who knew the beach would be full of that much trashâ Yunjin complained
âAtleast we get to switch off, so we feel as equally as drainedâ you told her
âYeah, lifeguarding was so easy. All we did was sat there in the sun and waited for someone who needed help in the waterâ Irene added
âWell lucky you guys, I literally took laps around the whole beach and still managed to find a piece of trash in the place I was already in.â Yunjin rolled her eyes playfully
âWell if you guys arenât tired, you wanna join me in the backyard area?â
âNo, you guys go ahead. I think Iâm just gonna crash after I clean myself up. My bodyâs gonna be so sore tomorrowâ she complained
âYeah, I was planning on walking into the city and look for more things we can do while were hereâ Irene said
Looks like it was just you tonight.
~
When you woke up from your nap you looked at the clock and it read 8:00 pm. It was much later than you anticipated it to be. You get up from your bed and walk over to the bathroom. Turning on the sink you splash some water onto your face to wake yourself up a little more. You walk over to your drawer and pick out one of the bikinis you have packed.
It was a simple black two piece with bows on both sides of the hip. Covering your body up with only a T-shirt you make your way downstairs with a towel in hand and slippers on your feet. You open the gate and walk past the pool area to get to the hot tub. Before you left you grabbed a small speaker you planned on bringing and placed it next to the table near you. Playing calm music, you sink down into the water and relax your muscles.
Itâs not a few minutes later you hear the gate crack open. You open your eyes and your met with the sight of Jungkook. He hadnât put a shirt on before coming down there. His abs were out for display, his tattoos pretty as ever in the moonlight. His biceps are so visible that you almost faint. He looks to see where the music was coming from and catches sight of you in your bikini. Shirt thrown over the table with the speaker close to you. He walks over to you.
âHiâ he says lowly he stands behind you and his arms are leaning against the edge of the hot tub. His face hovering over yours. Your breath hitches as you realize how close he is.
âHiâ you say quietly.
He moves so he can climb into the pool with you. Jungkook sits on the opposite side of you and relaxes in the water as you did. After a beat of silence, he speaks up
âI havenât properly talked to you sinceâ he pauses
âEver actuallyâ
You scoff and turn your head to the side in disbelief
âYeah, I wonder whyâ
âDo you really hate me that much? All of that happened years ago, why canât you just let it go?â
âJungkook you called me names and you made me miserable. Not having those top grades; I would be punished so harshly because I wasnât smart enough for my parents. I still hate you to this day because you never realized how much hurt you put me through?! There were so many times I've overheard you talk so lowly about me. Jungkook we didn't even know each other!"
"So, to answer your question, yes, I do hate you. Stop trying to talk to me out of the blue and act like we're friends because we're not. Leave me alone" Before you can get up to leave you feel his grasp tight around your wrist.
"Hey, look, I'm sorry. Okay? I'm sorry I did all of that. But cut me some slack, I was failing and I finally got my shit together until you came in with your perfect grades and knocked me down. But like I just said this is all in the past. Can you please forget it?" he pleads
You pause for a moment, were you overreacting? Possibly. But you will never forget the cruel words he spoke about you. One last look over at him and you retreat back to your dorm.
~
Itâs been a week since your last encounter with Jungkook. He hasnât made any moves to try and talk to you. Your group was now doing trash pick-up around the beach. It was supposed to be hotter than the week before now that itâs getting later into the summer.
As you were walking around the beach to do your task you had a slight feeling of dizziness, but you decided to ignore it. You brushed it off as a headache due to skipping lunch and only having water. It was then that you realized that wasnât the case because before you could lean back up from picking up a piece of trash you stumble back. Jungkook notices this and quickly runs over to you.
He stood behind you support you with his arm wrapped around your neck.
âAre you okay? You look pale, do you need water? Or I brought a few snacks in my bag before we left, do you want me to grab one for you?â he said quickly laying you down on the sand.
âWater is fine, thank youâ
He walks over to his bag to give you his water bottle he drank from earlier. You quickly took a few gulps and retracted it from your lips. Jungkook looks down at you with a worried look.
âLook, Iâm fine just give me a few minutes and Iâll be up good as new.â
âNo, just stay here there isnât that much left to be picked up. Stay in the shade until I come back. I wonât be too longâ He walks away to finish your tasks with gloves over his hands also with a bag, and a trash scoop.
Itâs minutes later that heâs back kneeling in front of you check how you were feeling.
âYou donât look so pale anymore. We should be done for today; the sun is already starting to set, and we should be heading back now.â he says as he looks at you.
He turns his back still in a kneeling position and you look at him confused.
âWhat are you doing?â
âGet on my back. Youâre too tired to walk up the hill, I donât want you passing out.â
âIâm not gonna pass out Jungkook. Stop being so dramaticâ you say in an annoyed voice.
âJust get on my backâ he demands.
You sigh and hop on his back like he asked. He had his bag swung around to the front of his body. He stands up and carries you like you weigh nothing. After reaching the top of the hill he sets you down and you thank him quietly. You both walk back to the car where everyone else is and drive back to the dorms.
~
As you and Jini were done putting on your face masks you hear and sudden knock on the door. When you open the door, youâre face to face with Jungkook. He looks up to see your bare face. It takes him a minute to get his words out
âMy friends and I were gonna head out to get some drinks if you wanna join usâ
You look at him with astonishment. Thinking back to your conversation from a week ago. Before you could decide against it Jini walks up to the door.
âHey, Jungkook. Why are you over here so late? Shouldnât you be in your dorm?â she asked
âUh, yeah, I am but I was just asking if you guys wanted to come out with us tonight. Were just going out for drinks at this club I found not too far from here.â
âOh sure! Weâd love to go!â she says as she looks at you
You sigh and smile at her.
âOkay great come down whenever you're ready and meet us in the common area.â he says before walking away back into his room.
After you close the door, you walk over to the other girls and ask them if they wanted to go out with you.
âOh yeah! Sure, we havenât been out drinking in a while. And itâs nice to get out and away from the program and the dorms for a little bit.â Irene replied
âYesss, I need to get out. Iâve been couped up in this building for far too long.â
Now with everyoneâs agreement you all get dressed pretty for your night out. Grabbing a dress, you took out a SKIMS black dress that fitted you perfectly. You threw a cropped leather jacket with it and black heels. Your neck was decorated with a small chain, and you put your hoops on. The makeup look you went for was light. It consisted of eyeliner, mascara, and natural colored lipstick.
Once everyone was dressed you all headed downstairs to meet up with the guys. As you landed on the last step you look up at everyone. More specifically Jungkook. He had on a black jacket with black cargo pants. He also had chucky sneakers to go along with it. His ears were clad with multiple earrings, and you look down to his lip and see his lip piercing. He looked extremely good for tonight. He makes his way over to you.
âAre you guys ready?â he asked everyone, but his eyes stayed on you.
Yuno had ordered an Uber to drive to the club everyone jumped into the car and that left you sitting next to Yunjin. Jungkook was sitting by the window with Jini in between him and Eunwoo. Yuno and Irene had to order a seperate car because they wouldnât fit into the car you were all in.
~
At the club there seemed to be a long line. Eunwoo knew a quicker way in and you followed behind him. You entered from the back way, where no one else could see you.
âWhy donât you guys go find a seat. Weâll get the drinks for youâ Jungkook yelled over the music so you could hear better.
âOkayâ you yelled back as you looked around for a big table.
The room was filled with strobing lights and heavy-based music. The dance floor was full of sweaty bodies. The air around you was humid "I feel so suffocated in here" you said aloud
" You wanna go outside for a minute" Jungkook came up beside you and placed a hand on your back.
"No, it's fine I'll get used to it" you smile at him.
The boys came back with your drinks and set them down in front of you. They had bought multiple shots and took them one by one.
Once you all had a decent amount of alcohol in your system you moved to the dance floor. Irene led everyone as they all followed behind. Jungkook was closest to you. He tried his hardest to keep his hands to himself, but you were making it difficult.
Your hips move to the beat of the song. He watched as you dance like you didnât give a damn about anything. He smiled as he watched you in your own world. Jungkook starts to dance along with you, and you turn around and move with him. His hands now on your waist as you put your hands around his neck. His hands moved down to clasp around your lower back. He leans his head forward so itâs now resting against yours. You look up into his eyes and then down to his lips. You lean in closer, and then you're interrupted.
âYou mind if I cut in?â a random man from the crowd asks
You now feel uncomfortable as you let go of him. He walks in front of you and stands protectively with one hand on your arm. Jungkook looks at the guy and his jaw clenches.
âLook man were just trying to relax and have fun. Leave us aloneâ he defends. You look down and see his hands clutched into a fist.
âI came out to have some fun too.â You turn your head towards the man
âAnd it looks like sheâs getting a little boredâ he laughs
âSheâs fine, look if you donât get the fuck out of here there gonna be a fucking problemâ Jungkook yells.
The man starts to walk closer and extends his hands up to you. You clutch the back of Jungkookâs jacket tightly. He moves forward and swings at the man.
âWhat did I tell you. Get the hell out before I knock the shit out of you.â he yelled.
âJungkook stop, letâs goâ you grab his arm and try to pull him away.
Before you can move him away the man stands back up and tries to hit him before he can dodge it. He moves a little too slow and gets punched. He looks down to his hand and sees red cover his fingertips. Jungkook goes in for another swing and knocks him to the floor.
âJungkook!! Stop it, just leave it alone so we can goâ He looks up at you and turns away. You walk back to the table to collect your things so you can leave the club. You reminded yourself to text the others to let them know that you left. Jungkook sits on the curb, and you kneel in front of him. You pull out a tissue from your purse and put it up to his nose. After a beat of silence, you were the first to speak up.
âYou know, I think I hate you a little less nowâ you say with a smile
He looks up at you and chuckles
âThank you, for doing that. I donât know what I wouldâve done. And Iâm sorry you got hitâ
âDonât mention it. As long as youâre okay, then Iâm goodâ he says.
You smile to the floor and decide to order an uber so you could go back to the dorms
As youâre about to walk into your door you turn around and stop Jungkook before he could enter his room
âJungkook, thank you again. I had fun tonight, minus the fightâ you giggle
âIâm glad you did, goodnightâ he smiles
âGoodnight Jungkookâ
~
Youâre back on lifeguard duty this week. Itâs a bunch more calm than the first week of lifeguarding. Instead of sitting and switching spots for hours and not doing anything, you were able to roam around. As you were sitting on the chair you spoke up
âHey, are you thirsty? I was gonna walk over to that hut to get something to drinkâ you point into the diretion of the stall.
âNah, Iâm good, thank you.â
Standing to walk away, Jungkook canât stop thinking about that night as he watches you make your way. He couldnât stop thinking about the way you had your arms around. And how you trusted him to protect you. How close your lips were before that guy interrupted. He shakes his head from his thoughts and thinks about something else.
When you walk up to the stall you order a lemonade. You pay the man and wait for your drink. Looking around to see if anybody else was around, you see a guy. Heâs about your age and much taller than you. He notices you looking at him and you turn your head back to the bar. From the corner of your eye you see him make his way towards you.
âHeyâ he said as he tries to catch your attention. You turn your head towards him and greet him back.
âHiâ you smile at him
âAre you around here? Iâve never seen you beforeâ
âAh no, Iâm not, Iâm here for a program I volunteered for. Iâm a lifeguard.â you told him
âOh really? That seems like fun, Iâm Kai by the wayâ
You tell him your name âIt may seem like fun, but really all I do is sit and watch the people enjoy their time as I bake in the sun.â
He laughs at that. He clears his throat and speaks again
âUm, my friends and I are playing volleyball further down the beach. If you want to you can join us?â
Before you could answer Jungkook comes behind you and puts a hand around your waist. You look down to his hand up to him. Heâs wearing his sunglasses over his head.
âActually we have to get back to our dorm after our shift. Weâre a bit busy at the moment.â he says with a smile on his face.
Kai looks at him with a surprised expression on his face. He looks down to you, you aswell have a look of confusion plastered across your face. Kai looks down and chuckles.
âAlright, sorry for asking.â with that he walks away his ego a little bruised.
âWhat the hell are you doing?â you look up at Jungkook.
âI was getting thirsty. And you were taking forever so I wanted to check on you.â he shrugs.
âYou didnât need to check up on me. I was fineâ you roll your eyes at him
âPlus he was cute. I was so close to getting his numberâ
After hearing you say that Jungkookâs jaw clenches. He absolutely hates that he feels this way right now. Deciding to brush it off you both make your way back to your spot. Getting closer to the end of your shift. You start to pack your things as the beach dies down.
~
Back at the dorms Mr. Kwan decided to gather everyone for dinner to celebrate your hard work for the past month. Once you and Jungkook make it back he helps you take your things out of the car and follows you up to your room.
When you turn your back to him he waits for you to unlock the door; âThank youâ you say to him. He hands you your bags and stops for a minute.
The air is stuffy around you. You wait for him to speak up and say something. But his lips never move.
Before you know it, his face is leaned over yours, and your lips are over his.
The kiss is soft. Your heart is beating out of your chest, and you need to stop to catch your breath. Parting from his lips you look up into his eyes, noses touching; he takes a deep breath before walking away to his room, leaving you dazed and speechless; not knowing what to do you stand there and try to comprehend what had just happened.
Yunjin is on the other side of the door when you walk in. She looks up at you. âWhat happened?â she asked. You unintentionally ignore her and walk to the bathroom. Your face is burning with rosy cheeks. You replay the kiss in your head. It was completely out of the blue and caught you off guard. How were you supposed to act normal the next time you saw him. The dinner was in less than 3 hours. With all the extra time you decide to get ready and drift your mind elsewhere.
~
After everyone had finished getting ready. When you and Irene make it down the stairs Irene heads straight to Yuno. The night of the club you never heard her come back to the dorm. You suspected she had spent the night with him. She had her arms around his waist looking at him with hearts in her eyes.
Now by yourself you look around for any of your friends. You see Jungkook; he looks at you, but he doesnât do anything. He meets you eye and looks away to his friend. The feeling you felt in your chest was confusion, anger, and a little hurt. How could he kiss you like that and act like it didnât happened? Turning your body to find Yunjin; she walks down the stairs and her face lights up when she spots you.
âOkay, are you ever gonna tell me what the hell happened before you walked through our door or what. Your face was so red.â she asked curiously
âIâll tell you later, I donât want to think about it right nowâ
She looks at you with a worried look and shakes her head. Everyone gets into a car and the driver drives to the restaurant.
~
Once all the students were seated, Mr. Kwan raises his glass and clinks it with the back of a butter knife. âI would like to praise you all for working so hard for this past monthâ he says enthusiastically. He raises his voice an octave higher âWith all your hard work I would like to give you the last 3 weeks of this month free, please relax, enjoy yourseleves, and have fun. You all earned itâ he announces. A bunch of chattering is heard all around. âNow, please enjoy your dinnersâ
From across the room you see Jungkook laughing and chatting with his friends. Looking at him made you feel this sense of anger. Why are you mad at him when you hate his guts? Why are you did you feel that way when he had his soft lips over yours? Why were you feeling those emotions when you saw that girl flirt with him down at the beach? Why are you feeling all these things about him now?
Why
Why
Why?
All of these questions spiraling through your head like a mantra. Not taking the overthinking you walk out the resturaunt to get some fresh air. When you walk past his table he sees you walk to the exit. Jungkook excuse himself from his friends; he stands and walks into the direction you took.
He looks through the glass door and sees you pacing with your hands on your hip and a hand in your hair. You turn to the sound of the door opening. Jungkook stood there and walked closer to you. But, you take a step back.
âWhat was thatâ you ask him.
âWhat was what?â he has a confused look on his face
âWhy are you playing dumb?! Youâre just gonna act like you never kissed me and... and I wouldnât do anything about it?â you exclaimed at him. Your emotions were all over the place. You had no idea how to handle them
He says your name quietly âIt was just a stupid kiss, no big dealâ
Suddenly, you felt a burning sensation in the back of your eyes. You didnât know for sure how you felt. But you were sure there was something there.
âOkayâ quietly
âI was just being stupid and thought something different but I guess I was wrongâ you nod your head and make your way back into the resturaunt.
The tears dropping down onto your cheek made you feel pathetic. Pathetic for making you think that Jeon Jungkook had changed over the years. For thinking that Jeon Jungkook had real feelings for you. Before you walk back to the table you check yourself one last time to make sure your eyes werenât puffy and your nose wasnât red. Right now you werenât in the mood for questions.
Sitting back down at your table and you see Jungkook come back from where you left him. He has his head down with a look of sadness on his face. He sits down next to his friends; less content than how he was before you left to go outside.
~
On the way back to the dorm Yunjin notices that your mood has dropped significantly since you came back into the resturaunt. When you finally settle into your dorm she asks you again, âOkay, for real this time, what the hell is up with you. Youâve been acting so different latelyâ
And thatâs when you explain everything to her. From the kiss and to your conflicted feelings. In all honesty you donât even know where you stand with Jungkook anymore. Youâre between hating him and possibly having the fatest crush on him.
Itâs then when itâs later into to the night you decide to call Niki. You missed talking to your best friend. Itâd been a while since you last spoke to her.
After three rings she picks up the phone
âHey babe! Howâs the trip been so far? I havenât spoke to you in so long is everything okay?â she speaks in a soft voice. Thatâs what you loved about her. She was there for you anytime of the day. You would be okay even if you hadnât spoke to each other for days at a time. That's the type of friendship you had with her.
âUgh Niki, I miss you so much. So much has happened and I need to tell you.â
âOh no, what happened? Did something bad happen?! Did you get hurt?!â she says panicked.
âNo no, Iâm okay but something did happen.â you reassure her.
âOkay please tell me, youâre scaring meâ
âJungkook kissed meâ the line is silent for a moment before itâs not.
âHE WHAT?â she yells into your ear
You have to pull the phone away because of how loud she was.
âHe kissed me after one of shifts today. I confronted him about and I feel so stupid for thinking that he liked me because right after I asked him about it he said âit wasnât a big dealâ.â you tell her in a sullen tone.
âGod is he dumb? Why would you kiss someone randomly and admit that it was nothing?â she sounded irritated.
âExactly my thoughts. Iâm so confused Niki one moment I donât care about him and the next some girl is giggling next to him touching his arm and I feel so annoyedâ
She sighs and calls your name calmly âI may be wrong but it sounds like you have feelings for himâ
You pause and register what she just said. You? Had feelings for Jeon Jungkook? Everything is starting to come together in your head. You finally speak up
âYeah, I think I doâ
~
Itâs been about a week since the dinner. You hadnât seen Jungkook. The only few times youâd seen him was when you went downstairs to eat breakfast or when he left his room to go elsewhere. But tonight was different. With the free time you were given you spent it at the beach. You hadnât gone swimming in the ocean for quite some time so you decided to put on a bikini, threw on some clothes you had laying in your drawer, and grabbed a towel from one of the cabinets in the hall.
You made your way down to the beach by yourself and brought your mini speaker with you. The playlist you had put on was a slow playlist. You watched the sun set while the song My Love is All Mine by Mitski played in the background. While the sun was still out you decided to take off your clothes and go into the water
From afar Jungkook spots you standing near the water; the waves are calm; he admires you from where heâs standing. You, completely unaware of his presence you dip your body into the water until it touches your waist. Your hair flowing in the soft wind. Behind you, you hear the water moving. When you turn your body to the sound; there he is. Heâs standing with his shirt off arms out to see and his abs for show.
Completely in awe you snap out of it and turn back around.
âWhat do you wantâ you ask quietly.
âWhat? Itâs a public beach. Itâs not like you reserved this spotâ he retorts back
âNo, Jungkook. What do you want.â You hear him sigh. He takes a deep breath and finally says
âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry that I kissed you so suddenly, Iâm sorry I made you feel the way you did after I said that kiss was nothing, Iâm sorry because that kiss made me feel so much.â he pleads. He places his arms on your waist and continues. âIâve wanted to give you that kiss since I first saw you at the train station. I havenât stopped thinking about you since we bumped into each other at the cafĂŠâ
It had been several months since that incident.
You walked in on a cool spring day. The bell chimed at the top of the door as you made your way over to the counter. After you had made your order, you turned to walk over to a table. But before you can take a step you bump into something âor more something- you look up and see Jeon Jungkook. You hadnât seen him since the beginning of sophomore year. He looks down at you with an irritated look; but when he sees your face his expression drops. You looked so cute with your double layers on; making you look so soft and hugable; your hair was up in a clip and your cheeks were rosy from the cold.
âSorryâ you had told him quickly and made your way over to your table. Jungkook was surprised it was you. You had grown into such a beautiful woman. He couldnât take his eyes off you. From then on, he couldnât get you to escape his mind.
âI heard from Yuno about this trip and figured youâd go, I thought this would be my chance to make things right between us. Iâm so sorry I said all those things to you while we were growing up, I was stupid and let my ego get in the way. So, when I first saw you itâs like I couldnât see anything else but you.â he confesses.
All of this new information being thrown at you, you donât know what to do with it. You had thought for all those years and all this time the hate between you two was mutual. You couldnât have been more wrong.
âI want you to understand my feelings for you. I want to try and make it w-â before he can even finish his sentence you pull him by his hair and connect your lips. He raises his eyebrows and sinks into the kiss. His tongue slips into your mouth. He places his hands under your jaw and his other on your waist. Without breaking the kiss, he picks you up; you wrap your legs around his waist. The sun has set by now and itâs starting to get cold. He letâs go of your lips and look into your eyes. You move your lips closer to his ear and whisper âYou wanna go warm up somewhere else?â
Quickly, he drags you out of the water while you giggle into the air. He places you down and hurriedly picks your things up. He grabs your hand, and you make your way back to his dorm. His roommates are supposed to be out tonight; you had the whole room to yourselves.
~
Pushing you against the door he smacks his lips against yours. You sneak your hands under his shirt and feel his abs flex against your fingertips. You move to lift his shirt off his body. He kisses down your neck; he lifts your shirt over your head and your left with your bikini top and your shorts. He lifts you off the floor and manhandles you onto his bed. You lay on your back and look up at him. Your legs are spread with him standing between them. He glides his hand up your thighs and he drags your shorts down your leg.
Youâre left with just your bikini on now. He kisses you on your inner thighs close to where you need him the most. Jungkook grabs the bow that ties your bikini together and undoes it. Your heat is exposed to the cold air. He kisses your hip getting closer to your pussy; his hot breath touches your lips, and you gasp quietly. Finally, he makes contact; he glides his tongue through your folds, and you make small sounds of pleasure. His tongue makes figure eights over your clit; he moves his hand under your thighs to pull you closer to his mouth. His strong grip has you breathless.
Jungkook squeezes your inner thigh and gives small kisses around your cunt. He dives back in and the only thing in the air is the sound of him slurping and licking up your slick. You moan his name out loud and place your hands in his hair.
âJungkookâ you moan out loud
âSay that again, baby. Let me hear youâ he says
âUgh, Jungkook please, please donât stop.â you plead desperately
âYeah, thatâs it. Whoâs making you feel good?â
âYou! You are Jungkook!â you shout
You start to feel the pressure in your lower tummy. You tightly close your eyes, and you see stars. He pushes you through your orgasm and finally pulls away after you pull on his hair so heâs hovering over your face. You bring him down to kiss you. He slips his tongue in and kisses you softly. You can taste yourself on his lips. Jungkook pulls away and scans your face. Your fucked out gaze looking up at him. He places his hand over your cheek and stares at you.
âYouâre so God damn beautiful. So pretty like the stars. I can look at you forever.â he says to you lowly. You look up into his boba eyes, you can see the galaxy in them. He looked so pretty up closely.
He leans in and kisses you next to your cheek. He kisses your neck and then, he pushes himself up. Heâs on his knees in front of you. You can see his outline through his shorts. You go to sit up and place a hand over him. He looks down at you and you place soft pecks over his covered cock. He groans loudly; you then start to play with the waistband of his shorts; slowly you pull them. Heâs left bare in front of you. You move your hand to stroke him. Feeling his prominent veins; you thumb at his throbbing tip and place soft kisses over it.
âBaby, what are you doing to me.â He looks down at you and strokes your hair.
âCan you take me in your mouth? Or am I too big for youâ he teases
You laugh at that âI donât know, why donât we find outâ
You like a stripe down his length and stop at his tip. Looking up into his eyes; his lips are parted and he breathless. His hand is placed on the back of your head. Finally, you take him into your mouth, starting slow. He moans and tilts his head back, his grip on your hair tightens. You bob your head back and forth, using your tongue and swirling it around his tip. Your hand moves to fondle his balls, and this makes his cock twitch. Hips moving to the rhythm of your mouth and his hand guiding you to his dick.
âCan I fuck your mouth baby?â You look up at him and nod.
âTell him if Iâm hurting you. Tap on my thigh if you want me to stopâ With that he slams his cock to the back of your throat. You take deep breaths as you gag on him. Your nose hitting his pelvis he speeds up his thrusts.
âFuck yeah, thatâs it sweetheart. Doing so good for meâ he praises you.
When you reach down to your pussy you can feel youâve gotten wetter. He looks down to your where your hand was and pulls you away for a second
âNuh uh, who said you could touch yourself? Only good girls get what they want if they behaveâ he reprimands
He pulls you back onto him and starts at the pace he was at before.
Before he can finish in your mouth, he pulls you away.
âFuck I need to finish inside you. Can I do that, baby?â he asks you for reassurance
You nod up to him.
âI need you to say it, honeyâ
âYes, pleaseâ you moan
âTurn around, ass up face downâ he demands
He looks down between your ass and his cock. He then looks up between your shoulders. Your hair thrown over your shoulder and your top still on. Jungkook moves his hand along your back and unties whatâs left of your bikini.
âFuckâ he says under his breath. Finally, he takes hold of his length and drags it along your folds. You whimper silently patiently waiting for him to enter you.
He strokes himself a few more times; you feel him enter you. Gasping loudly, he groans into your ear and moves at a slow pace.
âMore, Jungkook, pleaseâ you beg
âSince you asked nicelyâ Suddenly he pounds into your hips. You can feel him in your stomach. His pace is rapid; hard.
âYouâre so deep Jungkook, fuck!â you moan.
Repeating his name repeatedly like a song. You can feel his cock twitch inside of you. You can feel every vein that around him. Every thrust you feel them against your walls. He lifts your body until your back hits his chest. His hands over your tits squeezing. Rolling your nipples between his fingers. He kisses your neck, and he places his hand over your abdomen. âGod, I can feel myself inside of you, babyâ you whimper into his neck. And thatâs when you finally snap. You tighten around him.
âGod! Jungkook! You make me feel so good, babyâ you cry.
With three final thrusts he finishes inside you. Breath heavy he slowly moves, milking himself in your tight cunt.
He places you down on his pillow and slowly removes himself from you. You whimper quietly from the loss of the feeling of him inside.
âI need to clean you up and you need to go peeâ he says
Picking up his shirt that you threw across the room he wipes you down and you twitch from sensitivity. When heâs done, he looks over your face and giggles.
âCome on, honey. Iâll help you shower when youâre done.â
âOkayâ you say softly.
~
After your shower you and Jungkook lay in his bed. Heâs not expecting his roommates to comeback; they had gone out clubbing and he assumed theyâd be out all night in someone elseâs bed. Your head placed over Jungkookâs naked chest you draw shapes over his chest. Jungkook grabs your wrist and notices one of the bracelets you're wearing. Â
âYou never thanked me for thisâ he says holding your wrist still Â
âWhat are you talking about? This old lady gave it to me for free a few weeks ago when we first got hereâÂ
He chuckles at you âThat was me, I paid for it and asked her to play a part. Apparently she played her part well because you had no idea.â he boops your nose. You scrunch your face; you look up at him in disbelief. Â
âI canât believe you do that, what if she talked to the wrong girl, huh?â you said amusinglyÂ
âThen some random girl wouldâve gotten a free braceletâ he shrugs. Â
You laugh at him. âWell, thank you for thisâ you look up at him and peck his lips. Â
He digs his face into your neck and mumbles a small âOf courseâ Â
Then, you feel his lips press small kisses into the juncture of your neck, you start laughing. All of a sudden, he stops. He lifts his head so heâs looking at you. Â
âWhat are we?â he asks Â
Realizing you never really told him how you felt. Isnât it obvious though? Â
âI could ask you the same thing Jeonâ Â
Whispering your name, he says âI really like you; I want to make up for my behavior throughout the years Iâve known you. I feel so guilty because of the way I treated you. Iâm sorry I ever said those mean things to you, babyâ he wraps he arms around you; cuddling you.Â
âI forgive youâ you hug him around his broad shoulders. âI like you too, Jungkook. Can we forget all of that? I want us to focus on the future only now.â Â
He nods at you and smiles. âSooo, does this make you, my girlfriend?â he asks with a cheeky smile. Â
Giggling at his silly smile you nod âYeah, I guess so, boyfriendâ Â
He buries his into your neck again and sighs contently. Itâs not long before you two are cuddling in the sheets and hes whispering sweet nothings into your ear as you drift off to sleep. Â
~Â
The next morning, you wake up to the other side of the bed empty. The sun is shining brightly in your face. You look down to your body and see the shirt Jungkook must have put on you while you were sleeping last night. You get up from the bed and walk over to the bathroom; but you donât register the already running water turning off. When you walk in you see Eunwoo naked walking out of the shower. âOh my god, Iâm so sorryâ you cover your eyes and quickly walk out. Picking up clothes that were thrown across the room from the previous night you manage your way back to your own room. Â
Thankfully, the girls are out doing their own thing. You walk to your own bathroom and clean yourself up a bit before walking downstairs to the kitchen. The air is filled with the smell of pancakes, eggs, and bacon. Turning the corner you see Jungkook in a fitted sports t-shirt, over the stove cooking. Â
You walk up to him and wrap your arms around his torso. Â
âGood morningâ you say in a sleepy voiceÂ
âHi, sweetheartâ he turns his body so he facing you now. He leans down to peck your lips. His nose brushing against yours. You smile at him. Â
âHow did you sleep last night?â Looking up at him with an amusing lookÂ
âWell you put to sleep pretty damn good last night so Iâd say a ten out of tenâ you laugh as you get your coffee ready. He sneaks up behind you and puts his hands around your waist.Â
âI did, huh?â he lowly says into your ear. Â
He sways you side to side and digs his face into your neck. Â
âI was thinking maybe we can go out today and we can hang out in the city. We havenât been here in a while; I want to see if they changed anything.âÂ
This was Jungkookâs hometown. He basically knew everyone. When he finished cooking your breakfast you both sat together in comfortable silence and ate. Â
Finishing up your meals, you volunteered to clean up the dishes, but he was persistent in doing them himself. After fighting for about ten minutes, you give up and walk upstairs to get ready for the day. The outfit you chose was perfect for the weather. Your makeup was simple, and your hair was casting down your shoulders. When you finish putting on your shoes you hear a knock on your door.Â
Walking up to open it you see Jungkook wearing a big puffer jacket, white tank top, and light blue jeans. His hair slightly covers his eyes. The chain around his neck and his piercings does something to you. You look up at him and smile. Â
âHiâ looking at him with stars in your eyes. Â
You look so undeniably cute. With little bows in your hair and your soft cheeks looking at him. He looks down at you and leans in to peck you on the lips. Â
âCâmon, letâs goâ Â
~Â
The weather today wasnât as harsh as those other sunny bright days. Itâs a bit colder than the last few weeks. It was a good thing you brought an extra jacket just in case. You cand Jungkook walk down the streets hand in hand. Looking around for the places you used to hang out at with your friends when you were still in grade school.Â
When you found the ânow small- playground you and Niki used to play at, you let go of Jungkookâs hand and ran to it. Â
Gasping out loud you say âOh god, itâs so much small than I remember. I havenât been here in years.â amazed by how time flies by so quickly. Jungkook watches you with a fond smile as you reminisce on the old times. You sit down on the swings and gently swing your legs back and forth. Jungkook stands next to the swing as he watches you. The sun was shining on you and he looks at your eyes theyâre glowing as you look down the sand with a smile on your face. Â
He goes to stand in front of you and holds on to the chain and stops you from swinging. You look up at him when you see his shoes appear in front of you. His hands over yours and he leans in close to your face. Â
His lips locking with yours in a soft kiss. He pulls back and he says âYouâre so beautiful.â he places a hand on your cheek. Â
He looks into your eyes and he makes a promise. Â
Saying your name in a low voice he says âI promise you, I will to take care of you for as long as you let me. I promise I wonât hurt you. I promise to stayâÂ
You look up into his eyes with tears laying on your water line. Moving your head to lay on his forehead.Â
Then, you pull him into a kiss. Â
âI promise, I donât hate you Jeon JungkookâÂ
a/n: ahhh okay, i realllly hope you guys liked it, this idea came out of no where and I kinda made the plot up as I wrote, please show some support by reblogging, liking, commenting, and giving some feedback! I'd appreciate it so much
⥠SYNOPSIS: in which, itâs sunghoonâs birthday
⥠GENRE: fluff, fluff, fluff
⥠WC: 1399
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âDid you set everything up?âÂ
âYeah, everything is set up, howâs your date going? Does he seem suspicious at all?â you giggle a bit as you hear Jake whispering as if Sunghoon could hear him.Â
You take a glance over to your boyfriendâ whoâs too preoccupied by the fish in the tank next to the waiting area. âEverythingâs fine, we just finished up dinner then weâll go to this coffee shop I saw on the way. After that weâll head overâÂ
Today was his birthday. The man that had picked you up at your lowest point and the man that promised you forever the minute he asked you to be his girlfriend.Â
Thank God for all of your friends. You donât know what you wouldâve done had they not been there to help set up for Sunghoonâs birthday. Everyone had already gotten to your apartment while you and Sunghoon had gone out to one of your favorite restaurantsâ the one he had taken you to on your very first date. Ever since then itâs been a tradition.Â
âBaby, lookâ
The photo box had caught your eye on the way to the small coffee shop you went to after dinner. The look in Sunghoonâs eye soften at your reaction. Any chance you get you always stop at them. Itâs the perfect way to capture memories in your opinion. âCâmon!â you say as you practically drag him closer. âAhh, we havenât been to one of these in a while,â he ducks his head, ensuring not to hit his head.Â
Before you could even take out your wallet to pay, Sunghoon beats you to it. His hand reaches for the card reader and scans the metal card. âHoon! I was gonna payâ you pout.Â
âBaby, itâs okay. I don't mindâ he laughs as he leans down to peck your pouting lips.Â
âGet ready to smile in 5, 4, 3âŚâ the voice says from the box.Â
âHurry!â Sunghoon brings his hand up to cup your cheeks, causing them to puff up. The pout on your face turns into a smile as he smothers your face in a harsh kiss. After the picture is taken it pops up on the screen. âAhh, that oneâs cuteâÂ
The next pose you do is simple. You squish your cheeks with his and smile at the camera. The last one, you turn his head to face you as your hands cup his face and smash your lips against his. He giggles against your lips and brings his hands to your waist. Teeth clashing together, you melt into the kiss. His soft lips engulfing yours as one of his hands caresses your cheek. The voice from the box gets you to pull away.Â
You peck Sunghoon once more before turning to the screen. âWhich filter should we put?âÂ
The various pictures of snow show up until you stop on the one Sunghoon likes. âThe penguins are cute.âÂ
As you step out of the small box you watch as the photos drop into the area theyâre supposed to be in. Sunghoon takes them and pulls his phone out, scanning the QR code to get the video the booth took.Â
âYouâre so cute babyâ he shows you the video of the two of you. You giggle at your playful behavior and watch the way Sunghoon looks at you in the video. How did you get so lucky? The vibration of your phone catches your attention, itâs probably Jake wondering where you were.Â
âWow, Iâm so tiredâ you pretend to yawn as you lean on Sunghoonâs body.Â
âDo you want to go home now?â you hum as he wraps his arm around your waist as he immediately walks you both to his car.Â
As you sit in his car his phone lights up in the cup holder next to you. You catch a glimpse of the screen and notice that he changed his wallpaper. Itâs the photos you had taken at the photo booth. When did he have time to change it? Â
When you arrive at the small shared apartment you look up at your windowâ all the lights are out. You greet the doorman and you hear Sunghoon send him a small âthank youâ after wishing him a happy birthday. His hand is still snug around your waist as you wait for the elevator to reach your floor. You decide to play coy and act as if you were sleepy. He hurriedly punches in the pin to your apartment to get you inside.Â
Unbeknownst to him all of his close friends were behind the door waiting for him. Upon entering the door you walk further into the apartment and suddenly the lights switch on and in unison everyone shouts âhappy birthday Sunghoon!â Near the lights a banner is hung with the words âHappy Birthday Hoonieâ written on it with all of their friendâs names and small messages written to him.Â
The look of shock on his face makes you laugh as he turns to face you.Â
âDid you do this baby?âÂ
You shy away as he looks at you âMayyybeeâ you drag your words out.Â
âYou really are cute, you know that? Thank you baby, you really didnât have to do thisâ he whispers into your hair. You pull away to peck his lips smiling at him.Â
âYou deserve it so much. You really work hard for us and you deserve to have a break sometimes. I hope you know thatâ he smiles and leans down kissing the side of your mouth.Â
âHappy birthday bro!â Jake walks up to the two of you with his arms wide. Sunghoon walks up to him engulfing him in a hug. And one by one his more like brothers do the same. âThanks again, Jakeâ you say behind your boyfriend.Â
âYah! Is that why you havenât texted me all day?!â he playfully punches Jakeâs shoulder.Â
âMayyybeeâ he copies you.Â
The night is full of laughter and games. Heeseung, Jungwon, and Sunoo are next to Sunghoon on the couch blissfully singing their hearts out as Jay plays with the lights as the song begins to get more intense. At the coffee table in front of you Niki and Jake continue their game of Uno that they started half an hour ago.Â
You? You had been fixing the cake you had been making since five oâclock this morning. Decorating it fully to your heart's content. The number â22â is written in red icing and below the words âHappy birthday Hoonâ is written in bold letters. You signal for Jay to completely turn off the lights. The only thing illuminating the room is the tv.Â
You light the candles with a lighter and slowly walk over to your boyfriend. He fully sits up the moment he sees you along with the other boys. You all begin to sing happy birthday and you hold the cake in front of him.Â
The moment is full of joy, laughter and the utmost love. âMake a wish, Sunghoonâ you watch as he closes his eyes for a moment to make his wish, then he blows the candles out with a swift move of his hand. The lights turn back on as everyone cheers for him.Â
Once everyone is content with full stomachs they all go back to what they had been originally doing. Youâre in the kitchen cleaning up your previous mess from the cake until you suddenly feel warm hands wrap around your waist. âHi, babyâ Sunghoon whispers into your ear.Â
âHi Hoonieâ you turn in his arms as you hang your arms around his neck. He leans down to nuzzle your nose and softly clasps his lips with yours. His thumbs rub small circles under your shirt. He pulls away and buries his face into your neck. His hot breath hits your skin as he says, âThank you for today, seriously. I really needed itâ
âMmh, you have no idea how stressful it wasâ you giggle.
âI was so worried the boys had messed something up but they did a nice job to my surprise,â he laughs and pulls away to look at your face, admiring every little thing.  Â
You stand there just watching each other, until you slightly stand on your tip toes and kiss his soft lips. Leaning your forehead against his, Sunghoon tightens his grip around you as if youâd disappear.Â
~ Genre â strangers to friends(?) to lovers, college au, fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, slight fwb, unrequited love
Warnings/content â 3D jk, light angst, smut, major fluff, jk is a fuckboy, yearning, a lot of miscommunication, a lot of crying, smoking, slight drinking, he rides a motorcycle, oc is a bad b, big dick!jk, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), fingering, oral (f&m. receiving), 69, soft sex, missionary, doggy, aftercare (he's not a total asshole), multiple sex scenes, consensual sex tape, multiple orgasms, pining, complicated feelings, poor communication, bad boy!jk, ot7 cameo!
~ words â 25.6k
⢠currently play â we canât be friends (wait for your love) by Ariana Grande and opera house by Cigarettes After Sex
âyou got me misunderstood but atleast i look this good, we canât be friends but iâd like to just pretend, you cling to your paper and pens, wait until you like me again, wait for your love
âiâve got a love for you i just canât escape, all of my love for you cuts me like barbed wire"
playlist <3
Love is a strange thing. A very complicated feeling to figure out yet some find it very simple. In this case, love is something that she found simple, it was something she was fond of when she saw her friends experience it. But he couldnât find it in himself to feel it; he refused to. Deep down inside, he knew he couldnât reciprocate the feeling of love. He tried so hard to, but he just couldnât grasp on tight enough. So, he did what he did best, he let everything go.
~
 Jungkook canât think straight. Heâs been stored away in his apartment for the past few days. Unable to get up from bed and be productive, wasting away and rotting in his room. His roommate and best friend, Jimin, has been managing the place himself; cleaning, cooking, basically everything a home needs to function. Heâs done everything he possibly could to get his friend out of his room. âJungkook-ah, you need to get up. Itâs three o'clock in the afternoon and I havenât seen you all day, you need to eatâ he calls from outside his door
 Itâs silent on the other end of the room; only shuffling could be heard from his bed. Jungkook hasnât heard anything back from you since your argument. Itâs been radio silent from your end the phone. He constantly checks his phone to find something from you. He misses your voice. He misses you. He couldnât bring himself to bother you even more. Not after the damage heâs caused to you and your relationship.
Summer
The bell at the top of the door constantly rings through the busy cafe as customers come and go. Itâs been getting busier as the weather outside begins to heat up with the season change. Your hair is kept away from covering your face with a hair tie pulling it away in a low ponytail. The air conditioner is blasting cool air and keeping the hot air where itâs supposed to be, outside.
âOrder for Jihoon!â you yell over the bustling cafe. Youâve been told that summer is one of the busiest times of the year for the cafe, second to winter time. The bell rings once again with new incoming customers, you look up from the cash register to find a young man around your age entering with his friends. His big and bold eyes find contact with yours across the room. A smile is displayed on his face, deep dimples grow as he laughs at whatever his friend says. He parts from his friends as he walks up to you to place an order. âHello, what can I get for you today?,â he stares up at the menu behind you, glazing through his options. âUh, letâs seeâ he pauses.
âCan I please get three iced americanos and,â he turns to look back at his friends again. âWhich one did you want?â he asked the boy with the blonde hair âThe chocolate muffinâ The boy in front of you turned back to you. âAnd the chocolate muffin,â he repeated
You ring up his order and hand him his receipt. âYour total will be fifteen dollars and twelve centsâ he fishes out for his wallet in his pocket and hands you the money. He watches you as you continue with the register. âAnd can I get a name for the order?âÂ
âYes, Jungkookâ he smiles at you
For some odd reason, his heart rate picks up as heâs talking to you. A strand of hair falls in front of your face and he canât help but notice how pretty you are. Jungkookâs never seen you in town before. Snapping out of his trance you place your hand out to give him his remaining change. âAlright, your order will be out in just a few minutes, Jungkookâ Reaching his hand out, he takes the money and nods his head to you. âThank you,â he looks down at your name tag and gives you a bright smile. â___âÂ
The kind look he gives makes your cheeks turn into a rosy red. Tucking the piece of hair thatâs fallen out of place behind your ear, you smile back at him. Jungkook walks back sitting at a small table his friends decided to sit at and takes a seat in front of his blonde friend. âShe was cute,â Jimin finally says, having watched the interaction between you and his best friend.
âYeah, Iâve never seen her around here before. She must be new to town," his other friend, Taehyung says. âMe neither, but she is pretty though,â He says as he plays with the small piece of paper you handed to him. That same smile reappears on Jungkookâs lips. âYou should go ask her for her number, itâs been what? Years? Since you last got someâ Jimin teases.Â
âIt hasnât been years, dumbass. I just donât want to jump into anything. I think itâs a waste of timeâ, Itâs true. Jungkook hasnât had a serious relationship since he was a junior in high school going into his senior year. Heâs a senior in college now. Now heâs perfectly fine finding himself some fun, and by fun, he means sleeping with a handful of many different women; he doesnât need a specific person to do that with. âOrder for Jungkook!â your voice resounds in the now-settled cafe. Perking up at the sound of his name, the chair screeches across the floor as Jungkook stands up to retrieve his food.Â
âThank you,â he says again. âYouâre welcome,â you give him a sweet smile. This time, Jungkookâs the one to blush. You watch as he gives you a small smile back, picking up his food, and turning back around to his group of friends.
âWe miss you over here, itâs like nothing is fun anymoreâ You didnât have much choice but to leave your friends back at your old school. The school here offered you much better opportunities than they did back in Gwangju. Taking a leap of faith, you packed your stuff and moved everything to Incheon. You knew little to no people here. Having never been here you had zero time to make any friends. Everything happened so suddenly you have had your main focus on trying to survive off of a fresh start. The move happened in the middle of summer break.Â
Hoseok agreed to drive down to help you move all your stuff into your new apartment. The dorms were more expensive than you had thought, so getting a summer job and looking for cheaper housing was your best bet at living to see a new day in this new city. âI miss you guys too. You guys should come down here. Leave Gwangju for a bit, I feel like I havenât seen you guys in agesâ The rest of your friends decided to stay back and plan out their new classes for the new upcoming year.Â
Sure, you were disappointed, but you didnât want to hold them back from planning their future. They had been supportive of your decision to move three hours away from them. You had told them that they could visit you whenever they wanted to.
âYeah, I know. I promise Iâll get everyone down there whenever we can, donât have too much fun over there without me though!â he teases you over the phone. Laughing at him, you pull your keys out from your pocket to unlock your door. Stepping inside your phone is placed between your cheek and your shoulder as you balance holding your new house plant and a small box you had forgotten in your car.Â
You close your door shut with your foot and place the box on your small dining table. Your apartment was small but big enough to fit two people. The living room wasnât as big but your bedroom was a decent size. You donât regret picking this place out, it was like living in a cot where no one could bother you. âHow could I when you're the life of the partyâ you laugh. Hoseok shakes his head as if you could see him. âHey, I gotta go now. Be safe over there and if you need any help Iâm one phone call away. I love youâÂ
âLove you too, Hobiâ Pulling your phone away you hear three beeps indicating the ending call. Walking over to the little window sill in your living room you place the overgrown plant there, making sure itâs angled enough to get the sunlight that it needs. Slumping down on the couch you pick up the remote laid on the armrest and turn on the TV. Playing whateverâs on as background noise. Sitting there and relishing your day, thereâs one specific highlight of today that catches your attention. That boy who came by the cafe today, Jungkook.Â
His bright boba eyes and his dimpled features play back into your head. His face is stuck in the forefront of your mind for the rest of the night. You hope that one day you will see him again
âNo, I swear she looked just like Jessica Rabbit,â Jimin continued about the girl he saw on campus a few days ago. Taehyung was immersed in his friendâs story. But however Jungkook canât find himself to indulge in his friendâs new âeye candyâ as Jimin liked to say. He found himself staring into space, thinking about you the whole way home. Jungkook has never found enough time to fond over some random woman heâs spent his time with.Â
But he can not find a way to get you away from his thoughts. Something about you keeps pulling him in and he canât seem to escape it. âHey, Jungkookie. You good?â Jimin shakes his arm a bit. He doesnât even realize that they are at their apartment already. He hadnât realized how long he spent thinking about you. âYeah, yeah Iâm goodâ he shakes his head and pulls his keys from his pocket.Â
Flipping the light switch to brighten up the room, the beeping of the door closing surrounds the room. âIâm gonna go wash upâ Jimin watches as his friend walks over to his room. Weird. He thinks. âAre you sure youâre okay?â Jungkook turns to look over to Jimin. âYeah, Iâm good, '' he says as if it weren't obvious. Jimin walks closer to him, examining his face. âI donât know it just seems like somethingâs bothering youâ The worried expression growing on his face convinces Jungkook to fess up.Â
âThat girl, at the cafe, I canât get her off my mind. We hadnât even exchanged that many words and I canât stop thinking about her,â He walks over to his couch and slumps down in defeat. A grin grows on Jimin's plump lips, taking a seat next to his young friend. âI knew it,â a smug look on his face. âBro, I told you to ask for her number. She seemed into you tooâ he says with a nudge to his shoulder, enthusiasm growing in his tone. Jungkook rubs a hand over his tired face and stands up again.Â
âI donât know if she makes me feel something. I donât know what it is but I donât like itâ You make butterflies erupt in his tummy, his heart beats faster, and you turn his cheeks rosy. Just looking at you he feels like heâs known you for a long time. And heâs just met you today. âI should just sleep on it, Iâll see how I feel in the morning. Who knows? Maybe Iâll completely forget about her when I wake up tomorrowâÂ
That was in fact, a lie. You were the first thing that popped up in Jungkookâs mind. Today he had a full agenda, it was registration week for classes. He wanted so badly to get rid of this feeling in the pit of his stomach. Walking into the shared bathroom, Jungkook walks in to get ready for the day. Through the mirror he sees Jimin emerging from his room, barely getting up from his bed. His shoulders slouched, his hair messy from sleep, and his eyes closed to still being closed from his slumber.Â
âWe need to be there by eight oâclock,â Jungkook tells him, mouth full of toothpaste. He gets a low hum in response from the kitchen. After finishing up in the bathroom, Jungkook walks out to prepare everything he needs. This is their last year in college, they needed to make the most of it. The screen of his phone lights up as he taps it to read the time. They had less than an hour to get out the door. Jungkook is ready with his things sitting next to him on the couch, he only has to wait for Jimin to finish. Nothing better to do than scroll through Instagram like random girlsâ posts and keep up with the media.Â
He somehow finds himself in his search bar. Moving his fingers over the keyboard, your name is what pops up. After searching for what had to be about a minute, he finds a picture of you smiling. You are with a group of friends surrounded by a table and playing what seems like a board game. Jungkook doesnât notice the smile growing on his face until he hears Jimin walk out to the living space.Â
âWhat are you smiling at?â He immediately shuts his phone off and looks up at his friend. âNothing,â he says nonchalantly. âLetâs go I donât wanna be lateâ Shrugging his shoulders Jimin walks over to his bag, sits on the chair at the dining table and walks to the door. Â
When they got to the campus, which was only a fifteen-minute walk from their apartment, it was filled with college students. Some ran over to their friends that hadnât seen in a while and some hung around, to themselves. Jungkook had slight hopes of seeing you here, registering as everybody else. Roaming the area he watches as different clubs set up booths, some standing by trying to get the freshman to sign up for their club.Â
Jungkook has lost sight of Jimin, finding himself with his other friends. Now heâs by himself watching other students in his class lurk around, making fun of the lower class for being lost. Itâs not until he finds himself on his phone again, looking through your profile again. It seemed like you liked to travel, youâve been to Japan, Italy, and many other foreign countries.Â
You seemed like a bubbly person, based on how you present yourself on social media.
His eyes found the clock again, and he had to get ready for his class.Â
âMom, Iâm alright. Iâm finding my way around campus. Itâs big but Iâll get the hang of it. Stop worrying so muchâ Your mom has been calling you almost every day to check in on how you are settling in your new home. Of course, she was supportive but she was going to miss you. Youâve never been this far from your mother let alone living without her. You had your own apartment but it was still close to her. The bond you had with your mother was special to you.Â
âOkay, honey. I just wanted to make sure you were doing okay, I miss youâ Itâs only a few minutes before your lecture starts and the class is almost filled with students. You hadnât realized how many people majored in psychology âI gotta go, Mom. Iâll talk to you later,â placing your tote bag down next to you. You see the professor walk in with a book in his hand. âAlright, I love you and stay safeâÂ
âI will, I love you tooâÂ
As you settle down in your seat you hear the door open again. This time, you see a familiar face. The boy you couldnât stop thinking about walks down your row, sitting a few seats away from you. You donât realize the butterflies flying in your tummy when you watch. âOkay, everyoneâ Your professor's voice booms through the room. âMy name is Namseok but you can call me professor ChoiâÂ
As the lesson is nearing its end you raise your hand to ask a question. âYes, missis?â he pauses, waiting for your response
â___â Jungkookâs ears perk up at your voice. His head turned to the sound of your voice. âYes, what are your questions?â Pulling your hand down to rest on your lap you speak up. âAre you available after class? Iâd like to ask a few questionsâ Professor Choi shakes his head and walks back behind his desk. âYes, please, come and see me after class and we will discuss whatever you needâ Jungkook still hasnât taken his eyes off of you since you spoke. Too immersed in how beautiful you looked today, out of your work uniform and in normal clothes.Â
âWell it seems like class is over for today. Good job everyone and I will see you on Thursdayâ Everyone collectively stands up and makes their way to the exit door. You on the other hand stay behind to ask a few questions. Instead of taking the normal way out like the other students. Jungkook walks the opposite way, past you. Watching as a muscular figure walks past you, you look up to see his face. Heâs already looking down to you and you can feel your warm cheeks express a slight red color.Â
Itâs until he turns back around to look at you that you fold. He was extremely handsome, how could you not?
Your shift at the cafe was about to begin. Itâs the middle of lunch time and the cafe has become busy. Sometimes you regret not signing up for afternoon classes. Night shifts are the busiest with the many college students coming in to study. Once again the ringing bell flows through your ears as customers walk through the door. You have yet to make any true friends around here. The only âfriendâ you have is your co-worker, Yejoon. She helped you out on your first day but she spends most of her time in the back making the food for hungry students.Â
Too busy watching the TV placed in the corner of the room you donât see the same muscle figure you saw in your lecture class. âHey,â he says. Tattooed arm out on display, chains adorning his neck. His body doesnât match his face at all, with cute boba eyes twinkling like there are stars in them, and a button nose with small moles placed haphazardly.
âYouâre in my psych class right?â he says, holding his weight up with his hands on the counter. You look up at him with squinted eyes. âYeah, I am. I saw you today at the end of class. Why didnât you go out with the other students?â This question catches him off guard. He needed to come up with an excuse, quick. âUh, thereâs another door that leads to a different building, I have a class thereâ Smooth. Nodding your head, you look behind him and watch as the line begins to grow. âJungkook? Was it?â he nods his head at you, ensuring you are right.Â
âWell, Jungkook. If you donât mind if you're gonna stay here and chit chat I suggest moving out of my line. I have a crowd of hungry college students and I donât intend on putting up with their attitudeâ You say with a scrunch of your nose. Jungkook puts his hands up as if heâs surrendering and throws you a smile. âI didnât mean to take long, I just came up here to ask you somethingâ You look up at him with a raised eyebrow. âAnd what is that?âÂ
âCan I have your number?â Bold. You think. âIf you step out of my line maybe Iâll consider itâ you tell him and he steps to the side so heâs not in the way of customers. âHi, Iâm sorry for holding up the line what I can get for youâ You ask the middle aged man that was after Jungkook. âYou wouldnât have to be sorry if you just told your boyfriend to fuck offâ Shock is read all over your face. You are not in the mood to handle rude customers today. âFirst of all, sir, he is not my boyfriend. Again I apologize for the wait. Itâs on the house,â you tell the man. Jungkook stands there watching the interaction go down.Â
For some reason this makes him even more eager to get your number. You look over to him as you wait for the next customer to tell you their order. âThis might take a while, take a seat anywhere youâd likeâ you point with your head as you tell him to wait. Itâs not until the very end of your shift that you realize that heâs still here, waiting for you.Â
You step away from behind the counter and take your apron off. âI canât believe you waitedâ you say under your breath walking closer to him. He looks up as he sees you from the corner of his eye. The chair scraping across the floor as he stands from his chair. âOf course I waited, I made it my mission to leave this place with some sort of way of communicating with youâ This surprises you. Youâve never met this guy in your life and now after a small meet heâs determined to get to know you.Â
âWell, Iâll give you my Instagram. Number is too personalâ he scoffs at that. Thankfully, he deleted your user from his search beforehand. Handing you his phone you type in your user and follow your account. Your pocket buzzes with a notification from your phone. Pulling your phone out you read the notification.
ggukkie has followed you
You smile as you read his user. You click on the tab and follow him back. His phone vibrates with a new notification and he reads your username
yeojacoure has followed you
Smiling as he looks up from his phone he says âIâll see you soon then?â You pull your hair from your hair tie and he watches as it flows down your shoulders. âI guess so, Jungkookâ He begins to walk away and before he can walk out the door he calls out for you. âGoodnightâ you reply with the same.
Feeling giddy inside Jungkook unlocks his phone and finds your account opening your message.Â
ggukkie: So how can I get your number? 7:43 pm
You look down at your phone as you exit through the back entrance. You read the text Jungkook had sent you only a few minutes ago. Smiling like an idiot you reply back.Â
yeojacoure: By earning it đ [7:49 pm]
ggukkie: And how do i do that? [7:49 pm]
yeojacoure: Figure it out đ [7:50 pm]
ggukkie: Câmon donât tease now [7:52pm]
yeojacoure: Not teasing [7:52 pm]
yeojacoure: Youâre a smart boy, you can do it! [7:53 pm]
He smile he cannot contain spreads on his lipsÂ
ggukkie: Alright, if working for it is what it takes then i guess thatâs what iâll do smh [7:53 pm]
When you think heâs done another text comes in
ggukkie: Are you free Saturday?[ 7:59 pm]
Your heart picks up once again because of him. What could he possibly have in mind?Â
yeojacoure: Yes⌠Why are you asking? [8:00 pm]
ggukkie: Letâs hang out [8:00 pm]
You think about it for a minute. You were just complaining aboutÂ
having no friends in town. Maybe itâs time you make some.Â
yeojacoure: Okay sure, what do you have in mind? [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: Itâs a surprise đ [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: If you get to be all secretive on me then I can be too [8:03 pm]
yeojacoure: okay fine, as long as you donât plan to murder me then okay [8:04 pm]
ggukkie: Why would I want to kill someone as beautiful as you? [8:04 pm]
This gets you to blush, hard. You feel like kicking your feet up and swinging them like a dumb teenage girl. You take a minute to breathe before responding back to him.Â
yeojacoure: shut up [8:06 pm]
yeojacoure: Iâll see you Saturday [8:06 pm]
Jungkook smiles at your final text and finally starts to make his way back to his apartment. He hasnât felt like this since his junior year of high school and it scares him a bit.
Days have gone by since Jungkook practically begged for your number at the cafe. Youâve seen him around campus but never bothered to interact with him. Except for your psychology class, he made the empty space next to you his permanent seat. Itâs now Saturday, he was supposed to take you out today but he never told you a time or a place. Now youâre sitting in your little apartment semi-dressed for an unknown plan.Â
You had given him your address in class, which he got in trouble for talking to your professor. He says itâs not far from where he lived and you remember he gave you a disgusting little smile.
It is getting darker now, the sun beginning to set behind the city and the lights illuminating the lively city. Now you are having doubts that he will even show up. âI donât know, Hobi. He told me heâd pick me up but he never gave me a time and he hasnât texted me or called me at allâ you talk to your best friend over the phone.
âRelax, Iâm sure he will show eventually. If he doesnât show then why was he so desperate to get your number?â you sigh. He does have a point.Â
 Your doubts are crushed when you hear your doorbell ring in your ears. âOh my God, okay, heâs here. Iâll call you when I get backâÂ
âOkay, be safe and if anything happens and I donât hear back from you. Iâm driving my ass down there and calling the policeâ you chuckle at your friend. âI will, I gotta goâ you click the red button to end the call.
You walk over to the door to look through the tiny hole on the door. Making sure you arenât opening the door to some stranger.Â
âTold you Iâd surprise youâ He says when the door opens. His eyes follow you up and down. You werenât wearing anything special. A short off the shoulder long sleeve with a bow tying around the back and jeans. âYeah, I started to doubt youâd even show up. Itâs practically night out already.â you roll your eyes at him as you walk out the door. Not before grabbing your purse off the dining table.Â
âAwh were you waiting for meâ he teases. You nudge him with an arm as you walk side by side down the hall to the elevator. When it does arrive a small family comes out before you enter. Pressing the bottom floor Jungkook makes small conversation. âYou look pretty tonightâ you reply back with a small âThank you,â a blush starting to rise to your cheeks once again. âWhere are you even taking me?âÂ
âWell if I tell you it wouldnât be a surprise, but since youâre so insistent then Iâll tell you,â the door to the elevator opens as it stops on your desired floor. âIâm taking you around the city, I remember you told me once after class that youâve had any idea around so Iâm showing youâ your heart picks up once again at the thought of him remembering little things that you said. It seems to do that a lot when youâre around him.Â
When you reach the parking garage you donât see any car in sight. âWhereâs your car?â He walks up to a motorcycle and taps the back of it. âRight hereâ your eyebrows raise in confusion. He hadnât told you he was picking you up in this. âYouâre kidding me, right? Weâre driving this?â a bit of hesitation can be heard in your voice. A smirk appears on his face as he watches your face full of worries. How cute. He thinks.Â
âOh câmon, I drive safe. You have nothing to be worried aboutâ he places gentle hands on your arms. You lean a bit to the side to look back at the vehicle. Looking back up at him you let out a sigh and reluctantly agree. âAtta girlâ he picks up the helmet that was set on top of the bike. He pushes it into your arms, confusion begins to settle on your face. âWhat about you? What if you get hurt?âÂ
Your brows furrow once again in worry. He has the urge to pinch your cheeks from how adorable you look but he refrains himself and nudges your chin with his finger. âDonât worry about me, hmm? Iâve done this plenty of times,â he moves to stand in front of you and he looks down at your small frame.
âCan you trust me?â he says.
You give him a look that isnât convincing but you nod anyway. âGood, now hop on.â He moves to throw his leg over the bike and he kicks the stand up. You place the helmet on and do the same as him. âNow, hold on tight. Iâm responsible for you tonight. Canât have you getting hurtâ he says, patting the side of your thigh. The loud roaring of the engine resounds through the big garage, making you jump slightly.Â
When you get to the highway he picks up the speed and you hold his waist just a bit tighter, praying you donât crash with his slightly reckless driving. His hand lets go of one of the handles and you feel him place it over yours intertwining your fingers.
As you ride through the city the lights from buildings light up the dark streets. Slight suspicion grows in your mind when Jungkook turns into a small alleyway. Nothing but trash bins aligned on a wall and a door leading into the building next to you. âJungkook, where are we?â he pulls his hand out in front of you to help you off his bike, taking it kindly. You pull off the helmet and place it on one of the handles. âOne of the places I want to show youâÂ
âOne of these places?â he turns his head to you and gives you a small smile. âBig city means lots of places to discoverâ He pulls the handle of the door and youâre hit with loud chatter and warm light. Itâs a small bar filled with laughter and low lights. Itâs not as packed as it is outside in the streets. âYa! Jungkook-ah,â you hear a deep voice call for Jungkook from one of the tables. A man with round glasses and a pretty smile calls him over to his table. âI havenât seen you in a whileâ he brings the younger one into a hug. âYeah, well Iâve been caught up with school and whatnotâÂ
The taller manâs attention is drawn to you now. You feel small under his gaze. âAnd who is this? A girlfriend?â he teases him, pulling him into a headlock. Jungkooks face scrunches with a smile displaying his bunny-like teeth. He pushes the older man off of him and fixes his hair. âThis is a friend,â he corrects him. Jungkook looks down to you and introduces you to his friend. â___ this is Namjoon, an old friend of mineâÂ
âHey! Iâm not that old,â he slaps the younger one on the back of his head, you let out a snicker. âItâs nice to meet you ___, I see that Jungkookie here has finally come out of his shellâ you let out a giggle. âHyung, stop embarrassing me, goshâ he hides his face behind his hand. âIâm just teasing youâ his gaze falling back on you. âSo what brings you to Incheon?â you look down to play with the bracelet on your wrist. âWell, I was originally going to school in Gwangju, but I found out that they had better plans here for me than they did back over there,âÂ
âAhh I see, I hope you find comfort here. It is a big city but youâll get around. If anything you have me and Jungkook here to help you if you need it,â conversation begins to flow smoothly between the two of you. Jungkook had taken a seat next to you, placing his arm on the back of your chair as he listened to you converse with his friend. He canât help but admire the way you look right now. Your smile radiates warmth all around and the way your eyes shine in the light. He feels like he can look at you for hours on end.Â
âIt was nice meeting you, I hope to see you soonâ Namjoonâs eyes gaze over to Jungkook, with a smug smirk on his lips. Rolling his eyes at him he turns his head to the side shying away to hide his rosy cheeks. âIt was nice meeting you too, Namjoon. I had a great time,â with a wave he turns the corner of the building and disappears into the night. Itâs silent between the two of you now, you look up at Jungkook standing next to you. He looks down at you and furrows his brows, âWhat?âÂ
âWhat do you mean, âwhatâ? Are we gonna stand here all night or are we going to have fun? Hmm,â a grin displaying on your face as you walk past him and lift the helmet off the place you left it. Chuckling Jungkook straddles the bike and looks back.
âHop onâ The roaring of the engine rings through your ears once again and through the small alleyway. The city lights have become slightly dimmer now that itâs getting later into the night. Fewer people roam the streets but still many young souls live their young lives with their friends.Â
The drive to your next destination takes a bit longer. Itâs close to leaving the city. The sign you read as you enter the small area is âSongdo Central Parkâ. The small streets go on for miles as booths pile up down the line. Jungkook parks on one of the many sidewalks and helps you with your bike.
âWhat is this place?â you say.Â
âCentral Park, I come here sometimes to clear my mind,â he walks mindlessly with you trailing behind him.
The lights of the monument in the middle of the park are bright lighting up the path. Walking side by side now, you watch as Jungkook takes in the cool, summer air, hands swaying next to each other, and fingers brushing against each other. You point at a booth selling candied fruits and tug on his jacket.Â
âCan we get some?â your big eyes looking at his. How could he resist you? Obliging, he gives you a small shake of his head and follows you to the booth.
âHello! What can I get for you?â the nice old lady asks.
Fruits skewered on a stick in her hand as she dips it in a sugary coating. âCan, please get, uhmmâ you place a hand on your chin looking through the small collection of fruit. âWhich one should we get?â you turn to Jungkook, who has been staring at you the whole time, and he looks over the tray of sweet snacks. âLetâs get one strawberry and a mix of both with grapes,â he tells the lady with a sweet smile.Â
She grabs the fruits and places it in small trays for the both of you. âThat will be five dollars, pleaseâ Jungkook hands her cash he had stored in his pocket. âThank you!â you say as you wave her goodbye. Walking in silence enjoying your snack Jungkook canât help but feel nervous now that heâs next to you. You bring the fruits to his lips and you place your hand underneath to catch the falling crumbs. âYou want some?â he looks at your adorable face as you wait for him to take a bite.Â
Taking the sweet red fruit in his mouth a piece of sugar falls from it, landing in your hand. You bring it to your mouth and take the hard sweet. Jungkookâs heart pace speeds up for an unknown reason and you continue on as if nothing happened, finishing off whatâs left of your treat. Clearing his throat he asks, âHow do you like the city so far?â looking ahead of him. A couple playing with their little dog as it runs around in the grass.Â
Your eyes follow his and you can feel a smile grow on your lips. âI like it, but I feel like thereâs only so much that I can explore in one dayâ
You walk over to throw both of your trash away and you find a bench in front of the small lake in the middle of the park. Walking over to it and taking a seat Jungkook follows suit. âI can show you so many other places if youâd let meâ a grin growing on his lips.Â
You look to the side of you and give him a small smile âI donât know, Jeon. Iâd have to think about that oneâ you laugh. âOh câmon, I know my way around the city. I can show you so much moreâ the night continues on with laughter and playful banters. You donât notice the time passing until your phone rings with a notification. âOh, shit. Itâs getting late we should get goingâ Jungkook stands from his seat and stretches his hand out for you to grab. Taking it, he pulls you from your seat and he doesnât let go until you find yourselves back at his bike.Â
About an hour later, your apartment building comes into sight as you turn the corner of your street. Jungkook comes to a slow stop near the entrance of your parking garage and parks his bike. Taking off the helmet for the last time tonight you run your fingers through your hair making sure your hair was kept well. Hopping off, Jungkook places the helmet down on the seat of the bike. âCan I walk you?âÂ
âYes, you can '' the look in your eye is something he canât quite make out but it makes his tummy do backflips. You walk in front of him to the lobby of your apartment and press on the button with the arrow pointing up to the upper floors.
It dings immediately given the late hour of the night, assuming everyone is fast asleep by now. The ride up to your apartment was silent. The only sound in the small elevator was going up the few floors you lived above.
The door rings and its doors open wide for you to exit. You walked down the short hall and stopped at your door, turning around to face Jungkook. His hands are stuffed in his pockets as he looks at anything but you. Feeling the nervous crawling back into his chest. You are the first one to speak, âI had fun today, Jungkook '' your smile eases him a bit. âIâm glad you did, my offer still stands, you knowâÂ
You think about the time you spent at the park, you are still taking it into deep consideration leaning towards saying yes to him again. You only respond back with, âIâll think about itâ he laughs, his head hanging low at your unclear answer. Sighing he looks past your head at the wall behind you. He builds up the courage to ask you again. âSo, how about that number?â you burst out laughing. Covering your mouth trying to keep quiet in courtesy of your neighbors. âWhat makes you think, youâve earned my number?âÂ
A hint of laughter still hidden your voice. âWell, I did take you out and gave you a good time. I think I deserve itâ You think about it for a minute. âIâve decided to make this easier for you, Iâll make it like an easter egg huntâ you jump up with enthusiasm. He looks at you with confusion, wrinkles forming between his eyebrows. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âIâll give you clues! You can earn each digit one by oneâ you say proudly. He chuckles at your antics, accepting you challenge him and he nods his head. âOkay, when do I get my first clue?â you look around trying to think of something clever. âAhh! Itâs in my address,â he looks up to the numbers on your door deciphering which one of the four numbers could be in yours. âThatâs your only hintâÂ
âYou really are a tease, you know thatâ , shaking his head. You only smile up at him, nose scrunched. âYou should get going, itâs late.âÂ
âYeah,â itâs silent for a moment before Jungkook speaks up one last time tonight. âI liked tonight with you ___,â you look down, shy. âI did too, Jungkook. You arenât as bad as I thought you wouldâ you tease him. Rolling his eyes at your gesture, he nudges the bottom of your chin with his finger and lifts his head looking down at you âI thought youâd be a handful, but I guess you're tolerableâ you slightly push on his shoulder. He grabs your wrist and you both stop for a moment.Â
You donât realize how close you have become. Faces close together. Slowly leaning in, Jungkook's eyes gravitate to your soft, pink lips. Before your lips could touch your head moved to the side, whispering in his ear, âGoodnight, Jungkookâ your hand leaves the nape of his neck and you turn your door. Before it could close, you locked eyes with Jungkook, one last time.Â
Once he canât see you anymore, Jungkook lets out a breath he didnât know he was holding. He turns to make his way back to his bike holding on to his chest where his heart lies. The feeling erupting in his chest feels foreign to him. Something he hasnât felt in years. It scares him. Itâs something he refuses to let himself feel. Maybe he just needs to sleep. Maybe heâs just tired from the long day heâs had.Â
Hopping on his bike. He makes his way back home, thinking about the digits of your address, dissecting them. Determination stays on his mind for the rest of the night.
A small crowd of students file into the quiet library. Books surround you with knowledge of classes that you are taking. A pencil clad in your hand as you think of more notes to write down on your notebook in front of you. Jungkook has been texting you since the day he took you out. Asking you random questions throughout the day, but to your surprise he hasnât said a single thing about your number.Â
You jump a bit in your seat when the chair in front of you screeches against the floor. When you look up you see Jungkookâs handsome face, a chuckle coming from his lips at your reaction. âHiâ he says in a whisper. Shaking your head at him you go back to writing your notes. âHow did you know I was here?â He watches as you write down words on your piece of paper. His tattooed hand reaches out and starts playing with the edge of the paper and you look up at him. âI was on my way to get some lunch and saw you through the window, you donât work today?â his head tilts to the side like a puppy dog. You shake your head, âNo, I have a day off today and I wanted to spend it studying. But I canât do that with you bothering meâ he rolls his eyes and lets go of the paper.Â
Itâs silent for only a minute before he starts speaking again. âWhen will you be done?â He's like a nagging child, always in need for attention. You let out a sigh of frustration and put your pencil down beside the notebook. âYou donât have any other friends you can annoy?â a small pout forms on his lips. Sulking, because of your attitude.Â
âI wanna hang out with youâ you try one more time to focus on studying. Opening one of the books lying beside you. A loud groan comes from the big baby in front of you and you quietly slam the book shut. âFine! What do you want to do,â placing your remaining things into your bag and you stand from your chair to pull it over your shoulder. Jungkook beats you to it, though. Placing the white tote bag over his shoulder and carrying it out with him. Puffing a breath of air out you follow him to the door.
The weather is nice today, it wasnât too hot like those other summer days. It seems to be cooling down. âWhere are we eating?â you ask behind him. He turns his head to look back at you and slows his pace down to match yours. âThis place that serves the most delicious pork belly,â his posture straight, determined to get to the restaurant as fast as possible. Before he came into the library he had already been planning to ask you out to lunch with him.Â
He was originally planning on walking to the cafe, so he had been waiting a while. When you walk into the restaurant you are hit with the warm air with the scent of meat. To your surprise it wasnât as busy as youâd expect it to be considering it being lunch hour. Jungkook picks out a table in the middle of the restaurant. Taking a seat in front of him, he grabs a menu that had already been placed there and picks out his favorite dishes.Â
âHello, what can I get started for you guys today?â The server walks up to the table with a notepad and pencil in his hand. His attention is drawn to you first. You look up at him and give him a sweet smile. His hair was wavy and dimples showed whenever he smiled. You look down to your hands resting on the table and you look at Jungkook. His stare already on you, clearing his throat he begins to order.Â
Once it is written down on the notepad the waiter grabs the menus from the table. âIâll be out shortly with your foodâ You nod your head politely and bring your attention back to the man in front of you. âYou still havenât given me another hintâ He brings up again. Sighing with a smile on your lips you slightly shake your head at him. âYou are never going to give up, are you?âÂ
âNope, Iâm determinedâÂ
âWhy? Is my Instagram not enough?â You say with a shake of your shoulder.Â
âNo, itâs not. Are you gonna give me another hint or what?" Sass can be heard in his tone. Instead of having the poor boy go on for ages figuring out your number you give him the first six digits. âFine, Iâm starting to feel bad for you now. Iâll give more than one numberâ At this his eyes light up like the galaxy. Excitement growing in his chest and a smile that brings out his dimples appear on his face.Â
Laughing at his excitement you write down on a piece of napkin you pull from the box next to you. â823257â written in bold ink. You fold it up and slide it over to Jungkookâs side of the table. âThere now you need to find the last fourâ Now feeling a bit more relieved he stuffs the napkin deep into the pockets of his sweats. The food is brought out and the same waiter places it on the table in front of you.Â
âThank you,â you tell him with that same smile you gave him earlier. Blush begins to grow on his pale cheeks and he bows, walking away to serve other tables. Scoffing Jungkook looks away from the boy and takes the scissors from the tray, cutting up the meat. âWhat was that look for?â you say to him picking up a pair of utensils. âNothingâ you laugh lightly at his pouty lips.Â
The sizzling of the meat on the grill resounds and smoke lifts into the air from the hot pan. âDo you think itâs cheating if another man helps separate your perilla leaf for you with chopsticks if youâre already with someone?â The ridiculous question gets you to chuckle. âI donât think so, why does it matter if you're just going to end up eating it anyway?â you say, taking a piece of meat he grilled and placed on your plate for you into your mouth.Â
His eyebrows furrowed as he chews on the pork belly and his legs jump a little under the table. âIt does matter! I feel like it's cheating plain and simple. If I were dating someone it should only be me helping you. Not some other guy that you happen to be friends withâÂ
âWhatever you wanna believe, Jeon. But personally, I really donât care. As long as I have food in my mouth then Iâm happyâ you say as you stuff your mouth with rice.Â
The check comes around when you finish eating. You go to grab the piece of paper but, once again, Jungkook beats you to it. âYah, Iâm the one who brought you out to eat. I should be the one paying for itâ he held the paper away from you. Slumping in your seat you cross your arms across your chest. âBut itâs expensive, let me help pay halfâ With a proud smile Jungkook signs off on it and gives it to your waiter. âToo late, already paid forâ he sends you a sly grin and you let out a puff of air.
The beeping sound of the door resounds in the quiet apartment. Jungkook walks to his shoe rack next to the front door and pulls off his big black shoes. Walking over to the couch he settles down on the couch and turns on the TV. Before he could pull his jacket off he remembers the small napkin you gave to him at the restaurant. Digging through his pocket he feels the soft paper and unravels it, revealing the numbers you had written down.Â
The front door beeps once again, the slightly shorter man walks through the door and places his bag on the dining table. âHey,â Jimin says. âWhat do you wanna do tonight? We donât have a schedule for tomorrow and we donât need to be up earlyâ he says, digging through the fridge for something to eat. Jungookâs focus is still analyzing the piece of paper. âUh, do you think you could help me with something?â he turned his attention to the blonde standing behind the counter, a drink propped in his hand.Â
âYeah, what is it?â taking a sip from his bottle. Jungkook stands to walk over to Jimin and places the napkin in front of him. He looks down at it and lifts his head back up to look at his friend. âA napkin with a bunch of numbers on it? Is it like a code or something?â he says with confusion laced in his voice. Jungkook shakes his head and he pulls up your Instagram account. âDo you remember her?â Jimin brings the phone closer to his face to properly see what he has displayed on his phone. It takes him a little while to remember your face. Then his face brows straighten out as he recalls that day he saw you. âAh, the cafe workerâ Jungkook shakes his head, âYes, herâÂ
âWhat about her?â Confusion written on his face again. âWell, Iâve been hanging out with her for a while now-â before he can continue his sentence Jimin cuts him off, âAnd you didnât mind telling me this until now because?âÂ
âI donât know, Iâve just been so caught up with her and I didnât even think about mentioning her. But now Iâm in a situationâ he starts off by telling him the day he walked into the cafe and waited for you to finish up so he could talk to you. And the rest of the story after that. âWhy is she playing hard to get? Itâs just a couple of numbersâ Jimin says. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders, turning around back to the couch.Â
âShe said itâs a personal thing, which is so stupid. Weâve been texting back nâ forth on Instagram. I was out with her today and she gave me those numbersâ he sighs out of frustration. Jimin flows behind him and sits on the sofa next to him. He places the drink down and pats Jungkook on the shoulder. âYouâre in luck, I have my mom to thank for this.â he pulls out a thick book filled with thousands of phone numbers from under the coffee table. Jungkookâs eyes widen in shock as the book slams on the table in front of them.Â
âWhen did she give this to you?â he asks in shock. âShe gave it to me before I left Busan, I forgot I had it with me. I never had a use for it so it was stored away in the closet at our old dormâ He opens the book and flips through the thin pages. He stops on a page and glides his finger down looking for those six numbers. âHere!â He looks back to the napkin next to the book and reads off the numbers. Jungkook watches in awe as he watches his friend work his âmagicâ. âNow all we need to do is look through,â he pauses for a second âone hundred seventeen phone numbersâ A loud âWhat!â comes from the man beside him. âLooks like we have a long night ahead of us JungkookieâÂ
The first number they dialed was an old lady. She was sweet about them calling the wrong number and they moved on to the next. The fifth number they dial was a fried chicken place, not being able to contain themselves they placed an order for delivery. The two of them spend the next hour and a half trying to search for your number. Jungkook is close to losing hope. He ended up stepping out to their balcony and took a cigar out from the box laying on top of the table next to the couch.Â
Inhaling a puff into the nightâs air, he begins to feel a bit more relaxed. Jimin walks in behind him, standing next to him as they look out into the city. Lights, once again brightening up the city. The sounds of cars driving by and flocks of birds flying in the sky. Jimin takes in the fresh air, his arms leaning against the railing. âWhat if she gave you a fake number?â he says. Jungkook only sighs and takes another drag from his cigarette.Â
âI mean weâve been at this for hours and all weâve found is nothingâ But Jungkook being the stubborn man he is he says âWe have twenty more numbers to call. And if none of them is hers, thenâ he pauses. He looks up at the stars twinkling in the black sky. He closes his eyes and thinks. âThen Iâll just give up,â Jimin nods his head at his friend's decision, his head hanging low as he pats the taller oneâs shoulder walking back into the room.Â
Jungkook places the end of the stick in a bowl lying on the edge of the thick railing and trails behind the elder. Plopping himself back down on the couch, he begins to prepare himself for maybe one of the longest hours of his life. He picks his phone up again and dials one of the remaining numbers. But to no avail, itâs not your voice he hears on the other end of the phone. Crossing it off in the book he dials the next one, and then the next, and then heâs on the sixth number.
The phone rings for a while, but on the fourth ring, someone picks up. âHello?â you say. Jungkook is silent. Shocked that itâs actually you, heâs finally talking to. âHello,â he says back. You bring your phone away from your ear and look at the number. âJungkook? How did you manage to find the rest of my number so quickly?â He laughs at that. âQuicklyâ is quite the opposite of tonight.
âThank fucking God itâs you,â he says. Jimin perks up, turning around to face Jungkook.
Autumn
The sun rose over the horizon and spilt into the room, the blinds kept slightly ajar covering bits of the messy room, the light laying over his sleeping body. His eyes slow open as the sun peeks through them. He twists and turns in the comfort of his bed until he becomes restless, pulling the comforter away from his body. âJungkookâ a girl hovering over his tired body. She lays her own over his, cuddling into his neck as she wraps her arms around his neck, he buries himself in her scent dragging his hands to wrap around her waist.Â
The girl plants soft kisses along his soft skin whispering little nothings into his ear. Before he could pull away to find her beautiful face, his eyes opened.
âGet up!â Jimin tugs on his arm harder. Jungkook jerks up from his bed, wiping his eyes from sleep. âWhat time is it?â his deep voice still laced with his deep slumber, Jimin looks at the clock on the wall by his mirror and back at the sleepy boy.
"Itâs ten thirty, we were supposed to meet Namjoon ten minutes agoâ he yells. Jungkook groans standing up from the bed, without watching out for where he was going he stubs his toe on the corner of the bed, âShitâ he falls onto his bed again holding his foot. His phone buzzes with a notification. The name read â___ đşâ, and a smile formed on his face as he read your name.Â
y/nđş: Hey sleepy. Iâve been trying to reach you for like an hour but it seems like youâre too busy for me now đ. I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out today? [10:35 am]Â
His smile grows even wider. He thought heâd never see the day that you would reach out and ask if he wanted to hang out. Unfortunately, he has plans out today. Itâs been a long while since he and all of his friends planned to hang out together. With everyone being busy with school and work, they never found the time to plan a get together.Â
Me: Hey, sorry I didnât get back. I woke up late. [10:37 am]
Me: Someone missing me already? 𫤠[10:37 am]Â
He stands up from his bed and walks through the bedroom door. Jimin walks past him, already dressed and ready for the day, âYouâre not ready yet, weâre going to leave in like five minutesâ he says. âAlright! I wonât take that long, relaxâ He walks into the bathroom and prepares himself for the day ahead of him. The sink buzzes from his phone. The screen lights up with another notification.Â
y/n đş: Calm down pretty boy, I was just asking because Iâm off today and I donât have any plans [10:45 am]
Me: So you think Iâm pretty? lol, sorry angel i canât today, what about tomorrow? [10:47 am]
While he waits for a response he walks out of the bathroom and walks over to his closet, looking through the many clothes he has. Finally, picking out something to wear he walks out to the living space where Jimin is sitting on the couch, looking at his phone waiting for him to finish. âFinally,â he breathes out in relief. âIf only you set a damn alarm we wouldnât be so late, Tae keeps texting me if we were there yet and yet weâre still standing hereâ he shakes his head.Â
âCan you calm down, Iâm ready. Letâs goâ Jungkook walks forward to the front door and his keys in his hand. He waits for Jimin to walk out before he locks the door. As they are walking down the hall to the parking garage, Jungkook checks his phone again to find your message.Â
y/n đş: Donât get so cocky now Jeon. Yeah, thatâs fine. I guess Iâll just spend my time alone today đ [10:48 am]Â
Me: Cheer up at least you get to spend the whole day with me tomorrow! đ [10:59 am]
y/n đş: Yeah yeah. Have fun with your boyfriends [11:00 am]Â
Cheesing at his phone he sends you a thumbs up and puts his phone away and takes his car keys out. âWhat are you smiling about?â Jimin looks over to his friend in the driver's seat. âIs it ___?â he guesses. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders as he places the key into the ignition.
As Jungkook pulls out of the parking garage, Jimin takes the aux cord and plugs it into his phone, â3:00 AMâ by Finding Hope plays softly in the background of the car. âSo, whatâs the deal with you and her?â He starts the conversation first. âWhat do you mean? Weâre just friends,â Jimin looks at him with a look of suspicion written on his face. âHmm, youâve been spending almost all of your time with her, and I always catch you geeking whenever youâre texting her, doesnât seem like âjust friendsâ to meâ he lifts two fingers up in the air as quotations.Â
âYou are so deluded. I canât have girls that are friends anymore?âÂ
âYouâve never had a girl-friend before. Itâs either you sleep with them or you sleep with them. I have never seen you spend this much time with someone let alone a girl. Letâs be real now,â This leaves Jungkook silent. He is right, though. He just wonât admit that he is. âWhatever, manâ The car ride is spent in silence for the rest of the time being.Â
Itâs not until Jimin gets an incoming call from Taehyung. The phone is still connected to the car, his deep voice is loud throughout the vehicle. âHello?â Jimin says, âWhere are you guys?âÂ
âWeâre almost there, why?â Jungkook says. âJust asking, cus Namjoon-hyung is getting antsy, he just wants to make sure you guys are coming, it has been a while since weâve all been togetherâÂ
âOkay were pulling up in the parking lot now, see you soonâÂ
âSee you in a bitâ the calls end and the music starts to play again. The car comes to a stop, and the two close the door shut. This place is different to the one he took you out to that night all those days ago. This one is more secluded, not many people know about, considering itâs Namjoonâs fatherâs place. The small building is next to a lake, only a few others in sight down the road. the quiet sounds of the water rippling in the air, and the leaves turning into red, orange, and brown colors with the changing season.Â
Leaves crunch under their feet as they walk up to the door, knocking to be let in. The eldest one in the group answers the door. âYah, what took you guys so long.â Jin says, pushing their hands slightly in a playful manner. âThis one woke up lateâ he points to Jungkook. He raises his hands up and apologizes, âSorry, I forgot to set an alarm, but to be fair I went to sleep late last night working on a projectâÂ
âAt least you're hereâ Jin throws his arm over his youngestâs shoulder. âIt feels like I havenât seen you in ages,âÂ
âYeah, me tooâ Yoongi, another one of their friends, comes from the bathroom. Jungkook throws him a smile and pulls him into a hug. âItâs nice to see you guys againâ Namjoon comes from what seemed like a gaming room âLook at us, one whole againâ he opens his arms and brings Jungkook into a hug as well. Jimin and Taehyung are sitting at one of the couches catching up on what theyâve been doing since they last saw each other.Â
They all gather around and begin chit chatting. âSo, Jungkookie, Jimin here tells us youâre seeing someoneâ Jin raises his eyebrows, curious about his friend's love life. Jungkook shakes his head as he takes a sip of whiskey. âIâm not seeing anyone, sheâs just a friendâ at this Namjoon perks up and joins in on the conversation. âOh is it __? I thought you guys were together, I mean you guys shouldâve been there. They he looked at her was so sweetâÂ
âI did not look at her in any wayâ he objects.Â
âWait, you've met her already?!â Jin says with a look of hurt on his face. âThatâs not fair! I basically raised you and this is how you repay me!â he yells.
âCan we please calm down, sheâs nothing but a friend to me, why is that so hard to believeâ They all become silent now. Giving each other knowing looks, he lets out a sigh and pulls a cigar out from his pocket. Taking a lighter that was lying on the table in front of him he lights it up, taking a drag.
âOh câmon, when will you introduce us? Itâd be good to see a new face around hereâ Jungkook looks up at Yoongi and back down to his cigar. âI donât know, itâll happen when it happensâ It is silent for a minute before Jungkook changes the subject. âHowâs Aria and the baby? I miss that little dumplingâ Jinâs baby, Minchae, isÂ
Jungkook's goddaughter, itâs been a long time since heâs seen her. Jin and his wife, Aria, are high school sweethearts, sheâs seen him through his growth spurt, he hasnât spent a day looking bad. He doesnât blame her for staying with him for all these years.Â
âTheyâre doing good, we wanted to host a barbeque sometime in two weeks, I forgot to bring this up the last time we were togetherâÂ
Everyone perks up at the mention of food, all agreeing, they begin to talk about life, what theyâve all been caught up doing since their last get together.
âAre you guys dating?â Your best friend asks over the phone. After Jungkook told you he was busy, you brought yourself out of your tiny apartment and did a little bit of exploring yourself.
âNo, weâre not. We are just friendsâ you deny your relationship with Jungkook. He is one of the first friends (?) that you have made so far since you moved here. Yes, his personality is a bit condescending but you still manage to find a way to tolerate it.Â
âWell, from the way you described him, it sounds like more than friends to meâ You shake your head as if he could see you. âFine believe what you wanna believe, but I assure you we are just friends-â Mid sentence you donât pay attention to where your feet are leading you. You bump into a tall figure, when you turn around to apologize, you get a closer glimpse of the man. âHey, you were our waiter the other day at that restaurant near the campusâ you say pointing at him. He smiles and gives you a nod of his head.Â
âYeah, that was meâ An awkward silence fills between you two until you speak again. âIâm sorry, I wasnât watching where I was going,â he lifts his hands in the air in a forgiving manner.
âNo, no itâs okayâ smiling again at him you slowly begin to turn around to go on your way. Not until he stops you in your tracks, âWait! Uhmâ You turn your head back around to face him and raise your eyebrows. âYes?âÂ
âI was too scared to ask you this back at the restaurant, but can I have your number?â How cute, you think. A smile breaks out on your lips and you walk closer to him. âI donât even know your name,â you say to him. Immediately he says âItâs Jiungâ. You pause for a minute looking up at the sky as if you were thinking. âOkay, Jiung. Give me your phoneâ That same sweet smile you gave to him gets him to blush. He pulls his phone out from his jacket pocket and places it in my hand.Â
You put in your number and hand it back to him, you turn away but not before you say âHave a good dayâ in a sweet voice. His heart starts to race as you turn your back to him and continue your adventure. âWhat was that?â Hoseok says through the phone. âThis guy that I saw at this restaurant Jungkook took me to. He asked for my number.Â
âWow, you are a guy magnet over there, what happened here?â he says teasinglyÂ
âShut upâÂ
Loud knocks are heard from your front door as you get ready in your room. Your hair is still up in curlers, your baggy t-shirt is on, and your biker shorts are still on, you walk over to the door and look through the peephole. The beeping of the door is heard next to you and Jungkook steps into the room. âLook at you in your pajamas. Didnât I say I was gonna be here at one?â
he says in a teasing manner behind you. Walking back to your room you hear his heavy steps follow behind you. âUh, I donât remember letting you into my roomâ You turn to face him. âAnd I donât remember caring enough to ask,â The beefy man says plopping down on your bed. Rolling your eyes you walk back to your bathroom, his hands lay behind his head as he relaxes into your bed. You walk out with a robe on now, and Jungkook eyes you up and down.Â
âDo you mind?â you say looking back at him.Â
âI wonât look I swearâ You give him a look that says âI donât trust youâ. Turning around you go through your closet, pick a casual outfit, and bring it back to the bathroom.
Jungkook rolls his eyes as you walk away. Your bathroom and bedroom connect, and the big mirror above your sink shows almost everything in it. His eyes wander around your room, thinking about it now heâs never stepped foot in your apartment before, and his gaze stops at the mirror in the bathroom. You have taken your robe off and your bare back is on display.Â
He holds his breath as he takes in your figure, You grab the clip that was holding your hair and he watches as your hair cascades down your shoulder. Your head turns to look at how your hair had turned out from the rollers, but instead, you're met with Jungkookâs gaze. Heâs sat up in your bed now, lips parted slightly. You hold his stare before looking away and bending down to grab your clothes.Â
Snapping out of his trance, you can hear shuffling coming from your room. You look back to your bed and find it empty, Jungkook is in the other room, trying to steady his breath. A few minutes later you walk out of your room, a big sweater covering your body and a small skirt adoring part of your legs.
âAre you ready?â You say tilting your head up to look at him.
He only nods his head in response and waits for you to collect your things. He stands by the door, watching you put your sneakers on. A small white bag is thrown over your shoulder.
When you are finally done you walk out the door and he closes it behind you. The walk to the parking garage was quiet for some odd reason. When you both get into his car you destroy the silence between you two. âHow come you arenât being annoying today? Usually, youâre talking my head off or asking me dumb questionsâ His mind is still stuck on what he saw back at your apartment.Â
Low music plays softly in his car as he responds, âItâs nothing, Iâm just tired from yesterday.â Softly nodding your head away from him you look out the window and wait until you arrive at his place. Itâs silent again for only a few minutes when you decide to speak up again, âYouâre such a liarâ he turns his gaze away from the road for a second to look at you. âWhat did I lie about?âÂ
âYou said that your place is just a walk away from mineâ he chuckles at your complaining. Secretly you had hoped that you would walk with him to his complex, your neighbors usually take their dog out for a walk at this time and youâd always play with her. âSorry you shouldâve moved closer to me thenâ he says it as if you had any control over it. You roll your eyes and begin to sink into the comfortable silence.Â
He parks the car on the side of the road near his apartment and you both step out of the car. Itâs slightly bigger than where you're living and itâs much louder in this part of town.
He takes the lead and walks in front of you to the front of the building. The layout is much different than what youâre used to. Instead of an elevator, everyone has to climb up a set of stairs, thankfully for you, he lives on one of the lower levels. When you reach his home he punches in the numbers into the pad of his door lock.Â
Just like yours, beeping comes from inside of his house. To your surprise the place is neat and clean, a few pieces of trash here and there but surprisingly tidy for an apartment with two grown men living in it. âHow do you like it?â He asks, throwing his keys into the bowl on the table next to the door. âItâs nice, itâs cleaner than I thought it would beâ your eyes glide around the room. He scoffs and says âWhat? Just because weâre a couple of guys means we canât be clean?âÂ
âUhm yes, actually I do think thatâÂ
âWell, then change your mindsetâ he says walking over to his sofa. âWhat do you wanna do? I donât have much here but you decided you wanted to hangout here soâŚâ you walk over to his kitchen and look through his fridge. âLetâs cook something,â Digging through the drawers, you try to find something you think youâd both like to eat.Â
After searching for a few minutes you end up with pork belly, kimchi, and instant noodles you found in the cabinet. You call him over and he groans as he stands from the comfort of his sofa. He finds a spot next to you and looks at the items you have displayed on the counter. âWeâre cooking tonight?â You look up at him with a bright smile âMmmhm!â He laughs at your response. He rolls his sleeves up to his elbows, tattoos out on display and rubs his hands together.Â
âLetâs get started, then shall we?â Of course, he grabs the package of pork and cuts the plastic open with a knife while you look for a pot to cook the ramen in. You bring it to the sink and fill it half way to boil the noodles. It makes a small âclinkâ sound when it hits the metal of the stove. Jungkook walks over next to you while you sit watching at the pot, waiting for the water to boil. He pulls a pan out from the same cabinet you got the pot from and places it next to you on the stove.Â
Once the pan is hot enough he scrapes the cut-up meat into the pan, sizzling as it touches the heat. Smoke fills the air and the apartment starts to smell like pork.
The water starts to boil and you open the package and dump whatâs in it into the water. Jungkok grabs a pair of chopsticks from a drawer and picks a piece of cooked meat from the pan. He blows on it and touches it to his lips making sure itâs not too hot to eat. âHere, try itâ You open your mouth and taste the flavorful meat. Your eyes close as you satisfy your tastebuds with the cooking.
âIs it good?â Telling by your expression he doesnât need a verbal answer from you.Â
Once everything is cooked you plate it and serve it on the island in the kitchen. You sit on one of the stools and Jungkook stands on the other side of you. âI didnât know you could cook like this, itâs so goodâ Slurping sounds reverberate from his bowl as he brings it closer to his mouth. âWhoâs feeding my ego now?â he says with a cocky tone.Â
âCan you ever go a day without being annoyingâÂ
âNot when it comes to youâÂ
After you both finish up eating you make your way over to the living room and make yourselves comfortable on the sofa. The TV played whatever they showed during this hour.
Suddenly you start to speak. âYou know what happened yesterday?â he hums in response, too immersed in what was playing on the big screen. âDo you remember our waiter from a few days ago?â At the mention of him, he sits up and looks at you. âYeah, what about himâÂ
âAfter you blew me off-âÂ
âI did not blow you off, I was just busy with my friendsâÂ
âAnyways,â you roll your eyes at his interruption
âI went into the city and ran some errands. But when I was on the phone with my friend I happened to bump into himâ he listens to your story intently, not wanting to miss a detail. âI apologized but before I could leave he asked me for my numberâÂ
âAnd did you give it to him?â he asks curiously.Â
âYeah, I didâ he scoffs at your response, a little bit of anger beginning to build up. âAre you serious? Why did he get your number so easily but I had to work my ass off to get itâ You can read the anger on his face. You begin to laugh, you laugh so hard that you're clutching your stomach. âYah! Whatâs so funny! I didnât even say anything for you to laughâ This only gets you to laugh even more.Â
Not taking any more of this his fingers find your waist, and he tickles you. âJungkook!â you yell at him. He pushes you onto your back and attacks you. Your legs between his and your arms trying to shove his shoulders away. The biggest smile forms on his lips as he watches your face turn red from how hard you're laughing. âJungkook, stop!â you say in between laughs.Â
He takes hold of your wrist and pins it above your head. Your laughter dies down, and the room becomes silent. His face hovering over yours, your faces inches apart. He doesnât realize heâs leaning down, lips close to touching. The beeping of the door is heard near the door and Jimin walks through. You both quickly pull away from each other and straighten out your clothes.Â
âJimin!â Jungkook says standing to greet his friend. âThis is ___â Jimin walks over to you and stretches his hand out for you to shake. âAh, the one and only. Itâs nice to finally meet youâ he says slightly bowing out of courtesy. âItâs nice to meet you too, Jiminâ you give one of your sweet smiles. Jungkook looks down at his watch and walks up between you two.
âItâs getting late, Iâll take you home __â you nod your head and give Jimin one last smile. âBut we just met, let me get to know her,â Jimin complains. âYouâll get to know her another time, we have classes tomorrow and she has workâÂ
âIt was nice to meet you, Jimin. I hope we get to talk to each other properly in the futureâ you tell him. He smiles at you and lets you go.Â
~
The car ride to your home was filled with comfortable silence and the radio playing lowly. You are stopped at a red light and you look out the window. A dog sticking its head out the window gets a small smile to grow on your lips. âI had a great time tonightâ you turn your attention back to Jungkook. His face was illuminated with red from the traffic light. You take in his strong features. His sharp jawline and round nose, a faint scar is indented on his cheek, and his lip piercing shining in the light.Â
âI had a great time tooâ He looks over at you and sees you already looking at him. âSucks I didnât get to talk to your friend though. He seems like a nice person.âÂ
âYeah he is, Iâve known him since I was in middle school. We went to highschool together and now we're sharing rent with each other. Sometimes it amazes me how fast times flyâ he says.Â
Small talk is exchanged until you reach your apartment. This time you and Jungkook stay in the car for a bit longer. âThank you, for today. I had a lot of funâÂ
âSo did I,â he says. Itâs not long before he says something else. âMy friends are holding a barbeque at their place in a few days. Do you want to come with me?â This was out of nowhere. You debate whether you should go, you donât even know them besides Jungkook and Jimin, now.Â
âCâmon, you always talk about how you donât have any friends here. Iâm giving you the opportunity to make some.â After this you finally oblige.Â
âOkay, okay Iâll go. But only if you make me some more pork bellyâ he smiles and shakes your head.Â
âDealâ he pulls his hand out to seal the deal. You give it a small squeeze and shake your hands. As you look at him you hold onto your hand for more than he should be. Shying away, you let go of his hand and begin to pick up your stuff. âGoodnight, Jungkook,â you say leaning in to plant a small kiss on his cheek. You pull away but your faces stay close together. He looks down at your lips, and he slowly brings his hand to your cheek.Â
Heâs having an internal battle, thinking if kissing you is a good idea. Fuck it, he pulls you in and your lips mold with his. The cold of his piercing against your lips makes a shiver go up your spine. A small smack of your lips resounds as you pull away slowly, âGoodnight, angelâ
The crisp air of the late afternoon hits you, you are standing outside waiting for Jungkook to come pick you up for todayâs events. The thoughts of meeting his friends made you nervous for some reason you canât pinpoint. Maybe you are just scared of what they might think, you need to show off a good impression. His black Mercedes rolls in around the corner and stops in front of you.Â
Pulling the handle to the passengerâs side you reveal Jungkook, leaning against the armrest waiting for you to hop in. âDonât you look cute today,â he says, watching you buckle your seat belt. âThank you,â you say in a small voice. âYouâre so nervous around me all of a sudden,â he says leaning in to look at your face. You look at his eyes, then down to his lips. âIâm not nervous,â you say with confidence in your voice.
âMmm, then why are you so quiet? Iâm used to hearing your loud and obnoxious voiceâ he teases. A smile creeps onto your lips and you turn away from to face forward. âJust drive, Jeon.â Chuckling, you step on the gas pedal and start to drive away from your complex. âWhat are your friends like?â you ask. You watch as Jungkook leans his elbow against the door and places his hand under his chin. âHmm, they are very loudâ a small laugh comes from your mouth. âTheyâre also very warm, Iâve known most of them for a big majority of my life nowâÂ
You admire the way he talks about them as if they were family to him. The bond he describes he has with them seems unbreakable and full of love, you feel warmth spread across your chest at the thought of his friendship with all of them. You begin to realize that you donât live far from them, only about a thirty-minute drive from yours. Suddenly, those nerves you were feeling before begin to creep up on you again. He notices how silent youâve become as you get closer to the house.Â
âWhatâs wrong? Did you forget something?â he says, looking at you. You return his gaze and shake off your nervous feeling. âNo, nothingâs wrong. I just feel a bit nervous about meeting them,â you look for the right word to say. You shouldnât be feeling this nervous, Jungkook described them as great people. âAngel, you donât need to be nervous. They will welcome you with open arms, trust meâ The nickname always brings small butterflies soaring in your stomach, you donât think youâll ever get used to it.Â
The car pulls into the driveway you look up and gape at the size of the house. Itâs not too big, but big enough to hold at least seven people. You and Jungkook both walk up to the front door, once again you feel anxious, âRelax, itâs gonna be okayâ his fingers brush softly against yours, his pinky wrapping around yours. He rings the doorbell, and everyone on the other side of the door goes quiet.Â
Low chattering is heard and the handle to the door twists and swings open. âJayKayyâ Jin says in a brotherly tone. But Jungkookâs attention focuses on his baby niece. âAwhh Minchae, Uncle missed you '' he takes the little girl from her father's arms, squeezing her against him. Her little giggles escape as he places little kisses against her tiny puffy cheek. You watch with a fond smile on your face, how adorable. Youâve never seen this side of Jungkook before, it feels refreshing.Â
You follow behind him as he enters the house. The loud chattering comes back to life when they see their youngest out of the bunch. âHey, guysâ Minchaeâs arms wrapped around his neck. Standing quietly behind Jungkookâs tall frame you gently tug on his jacket and he turns around to you.
âOh uh, guysâ he places a hand on the small of your back, gesturing for you to walk forward. âThis is ___â You bow your head and greet them. âHelloâ comes from your mouth softly. Jinâs wife Aria stands up and places a hand over her heart. âYou are so cute! Itâs nice to finally meet you! Jungkook has not stopped talking about you since-âÂ
âAriaâ Jungkook deadpans. She places a hand over her mouth to contain her laugh. âSorry, sorry.âÂ
Jungkook holds a hand out gesturing to the woman next to you. âThis is Aria, Jinâs wifeâ you smile at her and nod your head, a fond smile growing on her face. âThis is Taehyung, and you know Namjoon and Jiminâ You walk over to where they were sitting and hold your hand out for them to shake. âOh yeah, we met that one time we went into the city, I remember,â you say to Namjoon. âYes, itâs nice to see you again ___â He gives you that boyish smile you saw all those nights ago.Â
âAnd this is Yoongiâ the quiet man waves his hand in the air and a little smile forms on his lips. Jin comes out from the backyard, clad in an apron and tongs in his hands.
âFoodâs readyâ Everyone stands up from their seats. A table is set up outside and the big backyard is lit up with fairy lights, setting the mood for everyone. When everyone is content with their plates they all sit around the table and converse with one another. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap, slapping her tiny hands against the table. She hasnât left Jungkook since you both arrived, you find it endearing, the relationship between the two.Â
He has a separate plate for her feeding her small spoons at a time when she asks for it. âSo, ___. When did you move to the city, is there any reason why you chose Incheon?â Jin asks.Â
âWell, I moved here this past summer from Gwangjang. I was offered better things here at the college than what they had back there. It sucks though because I had to leave all my friends. But it doesnât hurt getting a clean slateâ you say.Â
âThat is right, but I bet you miss your friends tooâ You nod your head as you think about your life back in your hometown. âYes, I do miss it over there. But Iâve been enjoying my time over here as wellâ you say with joy. Everyone begins to talk with you as if theyâve known you for years. It is not as bad as you thought itâd be, and you're grateful for that.Â
Everyone decided to head back inside and it grew colder, everyone spread out in different places. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap again, playing with his big hands. Her attention falls on you though, you look down to meet her gaze and you give her a small smile. She crawls from Junkook onto your lap and she stares at you looking at your features. He watches his niece make herself comfortable on your lap and looks at her antics. Her tiny hands come up to your cheek. A bright smile forms on your lips as you watch her.Â
âHi, Minchaeâ softly comes from your lips.Â
âPwetty, Auntieâ your heart melts at her small voice, and so does Jungkook's. He watches the interaction with a smile on his face, warmth igniting within his chest. âYouâre so pretty,â you say, giving a gentle poke to her round tummy. She lets out a laugh as he wraps her hands around your finger pushing it away. Jungkookâs heart feels like itâs going to explode, watching with fond eyes as you play with his niece. You look over at him and catch him staring, his hand coming up to nudge your chin playfully.Â
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The night is coming to the end and Minchae has peacefully fallen asleep on your shoulder as you hold her back in support. Everyone has settled down, quiet music playing in the room as they all focus on their own thing. Jungkook looks down at his watch and notices how late it has gotten. âI think we should start heading out,â he whispers into your ear. You nod your head and begin to slowly get up, careful not to wake the little one in your arms.Â
âHere Iâll take herâ Jungkook brings his hand under her arms to pick her up. She moves a bit but falls back to sleep in the manâs arms. âAre you guys heading out already?â Jin says from the couch.Â
âYeah, is it alright if I put her to bed?â Jin nods his head and Jungkook separates from you for the first time tonight and walks up the stairs.Â
âWhere have you been all his life?â Jin says out of the blue. You turn around to face him and give him a look of confusion. âWhat?â a small chuckle escapes your mouth. âI have not seen him act the way he does since youâve met himâ A smile appears on your lips and before you can respond Jungkook comes back into the room. âYou ready?â he says quietly from behind you, a hand resting on your waist. You look up at him and nod your head, you bend to grab your purse from the couch.Â
âIâll see you guys later,â he says with a wave of his hand. They all say their goodbyes and then, you are both heading back to the car.
You walk up to your door and unlock it, Jungkook stands behind you and waits for you to get in. He expected you to wave him goodnight and disappear behind your door, leaving him to walk into the night. But instead, you turn around and say âYou wanna come in?â Shocked, Jungkook freezes in his spot, caught by surprise. He nods his head and walks in behind you. You place your bag down on the small table and plop down on your sofa, Jungkook following, he sits down next to you.Â
âTonight was fun, I didnât expect us to get along so well. It felt like Iâve known them for years,â you say facing him. Your arms are in your lap, your fingers playing with your ring. âYeah, thatâs what they do to youâ he chuckles. âThey are all too kind for their own good, thatâs what I love about themâÂ
âI can see why you talked so fondly about them, thinking about the bond you share with them makes me miss my friends back home. Weâd hang out almost every night and stay out late going to partiesâ You reminisce on the old times you and your friendsâ wild nights.Â
âYou have me now, and everyone else,â he says in a low tone. You look up from your lap and smile at him. It is silent between you now, Jungkook canât help but stare at you in the low light, how beautiful you look. Slowly his hand comes up to the side of your neck, just below your ear. You lean into his touch and your lips part slightly, your gaze falling to his lips and so does his. Lips colliding, your hands find his wrist holding on tightly.Â
Your body moves forward, straddling his lap, and his tongue glides over your pillowy lips, seeking entrance. Your lips part allows him access and his hands find your waist, squeezing gently. A small whimper escapes your mouth at the touch; the room filled with the sound of lips smacking. His hands begin to dip lower, till they are right above your ass. Your arms wrap around his neck softly and the kiss gets heated and needy. Teeth clashing against each other and small noises come from your lips.
With his hands under your ass, he stands up and lifts you up with him. Legs wrapping around his middle, without breaking the kiss Jungkook finds his way to your bedroom. He throws you onto the bed as if you were a ragdoll, hands finding the hem of his shirt he pulls it over his head, abs out on display; you can feel yourself become wetter.Â
Your hands glide up his stomach, muscles rubbing against your fingers. Jungkook holds onto your hands and brings them up to his neck as youâre kneeling on the edge of your bed. His lips connected with yours once again, but much harsher. His tongue playing with yours, the sloppy sounds of your lips are the only thing heard in the room. Jungkookâs rough hands pull your thin tank top over your head, revealing your perked nipples. You gasp as your body is hit with the cold air in the room.Â
Placing wet kisses down your neck, his lips find your chest. He breathes over your nipple and you whimper at the warmth it brings. His lips wrapped around your erect nipple, and you threw your head back in pleasure, hands wrapping around the short hair on the back of his head. âJungkookâ you whimper. His hands wrap around your back bringing it closer to him. He moves on to the other one, giving it the same treatment. Suddenly, he throws you back down on the soft mattress.Â
Watching how your tits move with the impact. He hovers over you kissing you with need. Jungkookâs hands find the waistband of your skirt, pulling it down and throwing it onto the floor behind him. Now youâre only left in your panties, barely covering your pussy. He can feel himself grow harder in his underwear, looking down at the goddess that you are. Pushing you up so youâre fully on the bed now he dips down and places soft kisses on your inner thigh. You shiver at the touch and whine his name out again. âJungkookâÂ
âWhat, baby? Use your wordsâÂ
âI need youâ you moan, your eyes fall to look at him. But theyâve already fallen on you, giving you a sultry look.Â
âYouâre already so soaked for me,â he says, hooking his fingers on your panties. Itâs barely doing its job anyway, he yanks them from your body. Your cunt out, ready for him to devour. âYou gonna be a good girl for me?â you nod your head.Â
âUh uh, what did I say baby?âÂ
âUgh, yesâ you say in a needy tone. âI need to feel you Jungkook, pleaseâ Finally getting what he wanted he obliges to your request.Â
âJust because you said so kindlyâ his head dips down, placing kitten licks along your clit, you let out a breathy moan at the first contact of his tongue. Then, heâs diving in. Wrapping his arms around your legs pulling himself deeper into your sopping pussy. You try to move around but Jungkook isnât having it, his grip on you tightens and his pace picks up. Two fingers find your entrance, pushing in slowly. Your eyes roll to the back of your head as his thick fingers push up into you.Â
âFuck, Jungkookâ You bring your hands to prop yourself up, and you watch as Jungkook flicks his tongue up and down between your folds. His fingers start to pick up in pace, and he can feel you squeeze him, he knows youâre close to an orgasm. The burn in your lower stomach begins to build. Moaning, loudly you reach your climax, a hand finding his hair, you tug slightly to get him off of you. Your thighs begin to shake beside you he finally pulls away and brings himself back up to you. You stare into his eyes, big black boba eyes staring back at you.Â
You canât believe thatâs the man that brought you to your orgasm. His head dips down to connect your lips once again, you can taste yourself on his lips and you moan into his mouth. âGood job, baby,â he says lowly. Your hand slowly reaches down to his aching cock, and you reach into his pants. The contact you make with his cock gets him to moan into your hair. He stands to remove the fabric from his waist. His hard dick comes face to face with you and you can feel yourself start to drool.Â
You bring your hand to wrap around it, giving it a few strokes. His head tilts back in pleasure this time, âAh fuck yeah, babyâ Your thumb rubs over the red tip, and then you bring your lips to plant soft kisses over it. âDonât fucking tease meâ his hand brushes through your soft hair. âCâmon donât be such a pussy, let me have my fun,â you say.Â
âI just ate the fuck outta yours, I really fucking need youâ he whines.Â
You laugh at his whiny state âWhoâs the needy one now?â Finally, your lips around his thick cock, the veins feel up against your mouth. You take him in slowly and his hand guides you as you only take half of it. âCâmon baby, I know you can do better than thatâ You pull back and take him in a deeper, until the tip hits the back of your throat. You gag slightly but take deep breaths in to calm yourself. âThere you goâ he praises. Your speed picks up as he pushes you on his cock. Your small hand finds the bottom of his cock where his balls lay. Squeezing them in the palm of your hand he doubles over at the extra pleasure. âFuck, youâre such a cockslut for me, huh? God,â he says pulling you off of him.Â
âTurn around, ass up face downâ he demands. You turn around and do what he asks. Your face buries into your pull and you get slightly pushed up as he grabs your ass cheeks. âYouâre so fucking beautifulâ A smack resounds in the room and you let out a gasp. He rubs over the red mark and plants a kiss over it. He moves his hands down to the dip of your waist and holds you down.Â
Giving his cocks a few strokes, he teases it up and down your slit. âLook at you, all dripping nâ shitâ you moan at his tone. He pushes in slowly, feeling his veins around your walls. The stretch gives you the most pleasure youâve felt in a long time; he stays there for a little to let you get used to his size. He pulls back until just the tip, and then he pushes in all the way, bottoming out. He moves your hair to the side to watch your ass bounce on him. His pace is quick, and his hands find the front of your chest squeezing your soft tits in his hand.Â
âFuck, harderâ you moan.
Your head is lying on the side of your pillow, gripping the soft material from the pleasure. His animalistic speed gets you to moan even louder. The sound of his hips hitting against your ass and the flapping sounds are loud in the quiet room. He looks down to where you connect and watches the ring of your cream disappear inside you.Â
âCan I record you baby?â
Too lost in pleasure you push yourself up and grab his phone from the side of you after it fell from his pocket earlier. The flash of the camera lights up the room and he watches himself disappear inside you. âYeah, you like that baby?âÂ
Pornographic moans escape your lips as you relish the pleasure. âYes, yes, yes!â you repeat over and over again.
His tattooed hand comes into the frame and rubs over your ass. Your cheeks have become red because of how hard heâs pounding into you. The flash turns off and he throws his phone to the side, his hand cups your pussy, rubbing against your clit. âCum with me, angelâÂ
This tips you over, spurts of come covering both your and his legs, dripping onto the mattress. Ropes of white cover your walls as he comes inside of you. You stay like that for a while, not ready for his cock to leave you. When he pulls away, the loss of being filled makes you whine. He walks away from the bed and disappears into the bathroom. You turn over to lay on your back and your arm comes up to cover your eyes, you donât hear Jungkook come back from the bathroom and you feel the bed deep.Â
âOpen your legs, baby, I need to clean youâ slowly spreading your legs the cool rag drags through your swollen folds. He throws the small towel into a basket in your room and plops himself on top of you. âI gotta pee, moveâ you slightly shove his shoulder. âHold on, letâs just stay here for a little bit Iâm tiredâ His hands wrap around your waist and he lays on your chest like itâs a pillow. You both end up falling asleep in each otherâs arms.
The light shining through your blinds suddenly awakens you from your sleep. You look next to you and you admire the way Jungkook looks in the morning. Soft snores came from his pink lips, peacefully snoozing away. Slowly his eyes begin to open, and a small smile begins to form on his lips as he takes in your beauty. âGood morning,â he says as he stretches his limbs. Tattoos out on display as he stretches his arms out in relief. He plops them over your slightly covered body and pulls you closer to him. âMorning,â you say softly to him. His doll-like eyes stare into yours then down to your lips. Moving closer, your eyes shut softly as you can feel his soft lips glide against yours. Thereâs a spark between you. Like fireworks exploding around you and butterflies erupting in your stomach. Something youâve never felt before. Loud knocking is heard from your door, causing you both to pull away.Â
âGive me a second,â you say under your breath. Nodding his head, he lets you go from his soft grip and watches as you pull a robe over your shoulders, tying it at your waist. When you pull the handle to your front door you donât expect your mother and your best friend on the other side.Â
âHi sweetie!â your mom pulls in for a tight hug, Hoseok next.Â
âHi, guys, what are you doing here?â you say with a look of confusion on your face. âSorry, we didnât call. We just wanted to surprise you!â Hoseok says with a beaming smile on his face. âWe missed you and wanted to see you. I hope this isnât a bad timeâ he continues.Â
You look back to your bedroom door as they set their stuff down in the small living room. âActually-â before you can continue, Jungkook emerges from your room dressed in the clothes from the night before. Both your mother and Hoseok pause. They look at you, then to Jungkook, and then back to you. âMaybe it is a bad time. You know, momâ Hoseok looks at your mother. You two were so close you were practically family. âI saw this cute little cafe down the street, why donât we go get some breakfast?â he looks back at you and sends you a little wink.Â
âActually I should start heading out, I need to catch up on some of my school workâ Jungkook interrupts.Â
âIt was nice to meet you guysâ he bows politely. He walks over to the door with you following behind him. Once you're at the door he turns around to face you. âIâll see you later?â he says closely. You nod your head and he leans in to place a small peck against your lips.Â
Closing the door behind you Hoseok and your mother are left shocked. âYou better start explaining yourself young ladyâ he points a stern finger at you as if you were in trouble. âYeah, honey. I didnât know you were seeing someone. Otherwise, we wouldâve come over at another timeâ your mom says to you sweetlyÂ
âNo, ma itâs okay,â you say, placing a gentle hand on her arm. âHeâs no one really, heâs just a friendâ This gets you thinking. What are you and Jungkook? You have so many unanswered questions that you want to ask. But these are the least of your worries. âSo, how long are you guys gonna be in town for?â quickly changing the subject. âA few days. School starts again soon and I wanted to see you before I went backâ Hobi says, bringing you into a hug. âPlus we havenât seen or heard from you in a while. Now I can see whyâ he raises his eyebrows at you in a teasing manner. You roll your eyes at him as you begin to tell him what has happened to you recently.Â
Back at Jungkookâs apartment, he canât stop thinking about the previous night he had spent with you. The way you looked at him, the way you touched him, the way you made him feel. This feeling was strange to him, something he had never felt before. Even with his previous partners. He canât help but replay everything over again. He wonders how you feel right now. Maybe nothing because youâre with your family.Â
He gets a notification from his phone. A party invitation to celebrate the end of the semester. He canât think of partying right now. All he can think about is you. Thinking about how you feel about him, about how he feels. Everything is so complicated. Now he remembers why he doesnât catch feelings anymore.
Does he have feelings?
Jungkook is pulled out of his trance when he hears the front door open. âHey, where were you last night? I didnât see you in your bedâ Jimin says, his arms full of bags of groceries. â___âsâ he stops in his tracks as he hears your name fall from his best friendâs lips. He quickly makes his way to where Jungkook is. Like a teenage girl waiting to hear about her friendâs first kiss he sits next to him âDid you guys do it? What happened? Are you guys dating now?â Jimin bombards him with endless questions that he doesnât have the answers to.Â
âYes we did and no weâre not dating,â he says with a sigh. âSo what are you?â Jungkook pauses to think of an answer to that question. But truthfully, he doesnât know himself. âI donât know, man. It happened so suddenly. She makes me feel something that Iâve never felt before. I donât know how to explain itâ he looks at his best friend. âIt sounds like you like her, dude. Iâve never seen you so confused about a girl before. Usually, itâs just fuck and goâÂ
Jungkook stares at the floor thinking too much on the topic. He hasnât heard from you since he left your apartment. And itâs driving him crazy. He dismisses it by changing the subject. âSo, did you hear about the party that Seonghwaâs throwing?â âYeah, you gonna go?â Jimin asks. Jungkook only shrugs his shoulders, maybe going will take him away from his worries. After all, it is the end of the semester. He deserves to let loose a bit.
âHey, sorry Iâm lateâ you look back at the voice. Jungkook leans down to place a kiss on your forehead. âItâs okay, I was just finishing up this last assignment. I was late on the deadlineâ you say typing on your computer He hums in response. âSo are you going to Seonghwaâs party? I guess heâs throwing it as a celebration for the end of the semesterâ He says leaning in making sure you are looking at him. You laugh at him for his silly antics and think for a moment.
âYeah, I think so. I donât have anything else to do so why not?â you shake your head. Finishing up your last assignment you turn it in and finally close your laptop screen. You had been at it for at least two hours with a raging headache. All you wanted to do was lie down and sleep. Jungkook could see it on your face how tired you were.
âYou look tired,â he points out. You only smile at him and lean your forehead on his shoulder. He places gentle kisses on your head and rubs small circles on your hand. âYou wanna go back to my place?â He can feel you shake your head and he smiles at your actions.Â
Itâs only later when you bring Jungkook along with you back to your apartment. He lies there on your bed as you finish getting ready for tonight. You both still havenât talked about that night you spent together and itâs driving you crazy. Jungkook is propped up against the backboard of your bed watching as you get ready. You look back at him in the mirror and you make eye contact.m That same feeling you felt ignites in your chest.
âCan you help me?â you say lifting your hair out of the way. He stands up from your bed and walks over to you.
He places his hand on your waist, the other on the zipper slowly zipping it up. He places a kiss on your bare shoulder and you turn your head to face him. He looks down at you with that same look again, the look that always had your heart racing. He leans down and connects your lips. Using his tongue to separate them, into something more heated. You moan into his mouth, softly pulling at his hair making his head tilt back. Breaking the kiss he smiles down at you and squeezes your waist.Â
âLetâs go, Jimin said they startedâ you nod your head at him. Grabbing your purse and spraying a small amount of perfume around your neck you let him pull you out the door.Â
Once you make it to the party, youâre met with the loud noise of people talking and the heavy-based music. Youâre hand in hand with Jungkook. He looks around to see if he can find any of his friends. You spot Taehyung at a table full of alcohol talking to a girl youâve never seen before. He waves over to you and Jungkook. âHey, guys! Havenât seen you in a while. How have you been?â he pulls you in for a friendly hug, but over his shoulder you can see the girl he was talking with eyeing Jungkook. A familiar feeling of jealousy starts to brew within your chest.Â
You brush it off with a smile and nod your head âIâve been good, How have you been?â you ask himÂ
âYou know, just been around doing whatever. Iâm so glad the semesterâs over. The past few months have been kicking my assâ he laughs. You were so immersed in your conversation with Taehyung that you didn't realize Jungkook was leaning down to you. âIâm gonna go find Jimin,â he says into your ear. You nod and send him a smile, he kisses the side of your head as he walks away to find his friends. As heâs walking away you catch the girl from earlier, her eyes trail along his well-built body. Once he disappears behind a door into another room she turns her head around back to you.
âAre you guys dating?â you honestly donât know how to answer her question. Technically youâre not together, but you do things other people who say they are together do. This question stirs up a load of confusion in your brain. Taehyung, noticing the awkward silence on your end, butts in and says âHeâs currently not looking for anything right now. You wanna dance?â He holds his hand out for the girl and she gladly takes it. Now that youâre left alone you realize that you donât really know anyone there.Â
You leave your spot on the hunt to look for Jungkook. His back is turned to you. Jimin looks over his shoulder looking at you, his head turning to see who his friendâs eyes had found. Jungkook walks over to you and his free hand finds your waist. âHi, baby. You having fun?â you nod your head at him. A small smile sprawled on your lips. He notices a look on your face, his eyebrows furrow in concern.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â he says, placing his cup on the counter next to him. You look up to him, his hand finding yours. You can see that look again. The one he gave you before the party, it makes your heart jump in your chest. You only shake your head in response, smiling at him. âNothing, itâs just a little crowded in here,â you say into his ear.Â
âLetâs get out then. This party is kinda lame anywayâ he says as he pulls you away. You slightly tug at him, âNo, itâs okay. It looked like you were having fun. You stay Iâll just find an Uberâ He shakes his head in disagreement, âReally, I donât mind. I donât want you out by yourself. Especially at this hour. Câmonâ Sighing in defeat you follow behind him hand in hand to the front door. Jungkook had told himself that heâd go to this party to let off some steam.
But he canât seem to escape you. He doesnât want to, itâs like you both have an invisible string attached to each other by the waist. Youâre all he thinks about now. Everything reminds him of you and it scares him how much he feels for you. How much he yearns for you, but he wonât allow his heart to go through what he endured in the past. When you make it back to his apartment you take off his jacket that he had offered you earlier and place it on the coat rack next to the door.Â
âDo you want something to drink?â he says. You look back at him from the living room shaking your head at him.Â
âNo, Iâm fineâ
For some odd reason, the air between you two has shifted. It has been different since you spent the night together. None of you dared to bring it up, to discuss what was going on between the two of you. Pulling you out of your thoughts soft music plays through the apartment.
You look up at Jungkook to find him standing next to a stereo playing with the different discs in the tray next to it. He looks back at you and softly smiles. Making his way next to you on the couch he sits closely, to the point you can feel his warmth radiating from his built body.Â
Inside conjuring a warm heart, a person that doesnât match his hard exterior. His bubbly eyes look down at you, with a look that makes your heart pound. He leans in closer, your noses touching, and your breathing pattern slows down to match his. As he gets closer the music starts to fade from your head. He gently places his lips on yours. This feeling is almost like intertwining two souls. Completely magical. This makes his heart rate pick up, the same feeling he had when he came back to his apartment all those nights ago.Â
He doesnât want it to scare him, but it does.Â
Something inside tells him he should stop but he canât.Â
His heart is telling him to keep going.Â
So, he does.
Your arms find their way around his neck, while his hands grip onto your waist. He pulls you up into his lap gliding his hands up to the zipper of your dress. Jungkook pulls the strap from your shoulder slowly, leaving your dress to pool at your waist, planting kisses on your shoulder. You look down at him with a look of something he canât describe. It makes him feel warm, comfortable, and almost like heâs meant to be here with you.Â
Small moans escape your mouth as he places one of his hands on your cheek moving them up into your hair. The small snap of your bra fills the silence of the room. The touch of the cold air on your perked nipples sends a shiver down your spine. He places wet kisses down your neck, trailing down to your chest. Wrapping his pink lips around you, you gasp out in pleasure. Your hands find a place in his soft raven hair tugging slightly.Â
He draws small circles pulling you closer to him. He could never let you go. Itâs like youâre a magnet pulling him closer with each breath you take. Youâre like a never-ending labyrinth that he canât escape.Â
When did you have such an effect on him?Â
The soft touch of your fingers on his abdomen sends chills through his entire body. Lifting his shirt over his head, his abs out on display. You lean down, placing kisses over his chest. Your hand finds its way over his beating heart. His fingers wrap around your wrist, rubbing small circles with his thumb. He watches you intently. Taking in all of your beauty, completely raw.Â
What are you doing to him?Â
You make his head spin endlessly. For a moment, youâre both still. Staring into each otherâs eyes. Thereâs something different about your dynamic, something more warm, more comforting, maybe even like home. It really does frighten him deeply. But he doesnât want this to end, ever. Slowly you lean in connecting your lips once again. He turns you over onto your back, his legs on either side of you. He pulls the dress down your legs and undoes his belt as he watches your chest move up and down as you try to catch your breath.
His big hand glides over your chest up to your throat, gently squeezing. He leans down, attaching himself to you. He parts your lips with his tongue. His free hand finds its way into your panties, exploring your folds. You moan out loud as you feel his digits enter. Covering your sound with his lips you moan into his mouth. Brows furrowing in absolute pleasure. He pulls away to watch your expressions. Pure ecstasy is drawn over your face as he adds another finger.Â
He can feel himself grow harder in his boxers, watching as you enjoy yourself.
âYeah? You like that baby?â he says under his breath. You only reply with a soft moan against his lips. Your foreheads together as you have a hand playing with his hair and the other gripping the sofa. He draws circles around your clit, getting to reach your high. Moaning out his name, he crashes his lips against yours.Â
Pulling his hand away from your heat, he clutches his fingers around the waistband of your panties pulling them down your legs. He stands to take his boxers off, throwing them to the side. âI wanna taste you,â you say. He looks at you with his doll-like eyes. And then he shakes his head, giving you permission.
âWhy donât we have some fun?â
He lays down on the couch while you move to get on top of him. You take his hard cock into your hand, gliding it up and down. He wraps his arms around your waist planting soft kisses on your thighs. Jungkook leans in and places soft lips against your wet folds pulling you into him. Your hot breath hits the tip of cock and the sounds of his moans send vibrations through your body. Planting soft kisses to his tip you run your tongue around until you take him in fully.Â
This only gets him to be rougher. He completely pulls you down onto your face, drowning himself in your taste. You moan around his dick sucking harder. The fast motions of his tongue get you to pull off moaning out loud. âCâmon, baby. You said you wanted a tasteâ he teases.Â
Your thighs begin to shake as he tongue finds your clit, running figure 8âs harsh. You wrap your lips around him once again and begin sucking. The sound of your wet pussy resounds in the almost quiet room, along with your moans. Your hand starts to stroke him at a fast pace. He moans into you, this gets you to lift yourself off of him. He only pulls you back strongly and quickens his pace. Not being able to take it anymore, you reach your high. You moan around him pulling off of him again. He gives you time to catch up to your normal breathing pattern.
Once youâve calmed down he lifts you up so youâre facing him. His hands run up into your hair as he admires the way you look right now, sweat glistening across your forehead, your eyes slightly droopy. Youâre like a goddess in his eyes. The most ethereal being heâs ever set his eyes on, he canât look away.Â
He runs his nose across your cheek, leaving small kisses on the corner of your cheek. âYou ready for one moreâ he says quietly.Â
âMhm,â you hum softly. Carefully, Jungkook lifts his hips up slightly from the cushion beneath him.
Gently holding you, he reaches down to grab his still, hard cock. Teasing your entrance you moan out from the sensitivity. You dig your face into the crook of his neck muffling your moans. Slowly he enters you, your warm walls sucking him in. Your arms are wrapped around his neck, holding on to him like heâll slip through them and disappear. He starts in a slow pace, hands finding comfort on the nape of your neck. You move your head to face him watching his face contort in pleasure. Leaning in you place soft pecks on his lip gradually becoming rougher.Â
His pace picks up, roughly thrusting in hard. It doesnât take long for you to reach your high. âUse me, baby,â you say in his ear. âI can take itâ With those words he wraps his arms around your waist and snuggles his face into your neck. âFuck, angel youâre so good to meâ With one last stroke he fills you with his cum. Riding out his high he takes your soft lips with his and brings you into a passionate kiss. He can feel your juices drip from your spent cunt.Â
Jungkook carefully lifts you in his arms and brings you to his bedroom, laying you on his bed. He grabs a towel from his bathroom and brings it over to you. The feeling of the wet towel against you makes you twitch. He worriedly looks up at you trying to read your expression. âAre you okay?â he says.Â
âYeah, Iâm fineâ you whisper, laying a hand on his cheek.Â
âYou wanna take a shower?â nodding your head you let him carry you away to the bathroom to help you wash up. He walks in first and sets you down on your feet. Jungkook leans over to grab the body wash from the corner of the shower.
Delicately rubbing it across your body. His arm is wrapped around your tummy, keeping you stable. You watch as the soap suds wash away, listening to his calm breathing. Next, he grabs the bottle of shampoo, squirting some into his hand and then soothingly rubbing it into your hair. You turn in his arms wrapping your arms around his waist, closing your eyes as you let him take care of you. That glowing feeling in your chest starts up again. The same feeling you have any time youâre with him. Your ear is against his strong chest. Listening to his heart beat rhythmically.Â
You donât notice how tired you are until you suddenly feel the softness of his pillow hitting your head. Jungkookâs strong arms hold you tightly causing you to fall into a slumber. That night you dream about all of the events that happened.
The loud noise on the other side of the door causes you to wake up. You turn around to an empty spot on the bed next to you. You lay in bed for a moment, replaying the events of last night. When the door opens to Jungkookâs door Jimin doesnât expect you to walk out of it wearing his best friendâs shirt. âOh hi, ___,â he says with a pan of eggs in his hand. You look around for Jungkook, but to your dismay, heâs nowhere to be found. âWhereâs Jungkook?â you say.Â
âUhh, I donât know. Heâs not in there?â he says with confusion written on his face.Â
âNo, I thought heâd be out hereâÂ
âI didnât see him when I got home this morningâ
Questions start to brew in your head. You walk over to your purse that you left on the couch, digging for your phone. Looking through your contacts you look for the man in question.
Me: Hey, whereâd you go? [9:15 AM]
You walk over to pick up your clothes off the floor, embarrassed as Jimin sits at the table eating his breakfast. âIâm sure heâll turn up, he never leaves unannounced. You shake your head and give him a small nod.Â
When you get back to your apartment you set down your bag on the sofa next to the coffee table, slumping your body down along with it. The TV remote set beside you as you turned it on to kill time now that you no longer had class for the time being. About an hour passes by and still no sign of Jungkook. Your suspicion grows larger. He never takes this long to respond.Â
The sound of your keys rings through your ear as you pick them up from the bowl next to the door. You drive with only one place in mind. The rapid knocking disrupts Jinâs peaceful slumber. His mouth was wide open as he sleeps his life away. Quickly he jolts from his bed and walks over to his front door. âWho the hell is knocking at my door at eleven oâclock in the morning?â he grumbles under his breath. When he opens the door heâs met with an irritated look on your face. â__?âÂ
âWhereâs Jungkook? I spent the night at his and he disappeared and now he isnât returning my messagesâÂ
Jin looks at you in confusion. âIs everything alright? He hasnât come by in a whileâ he saysÂ
âI donât know, Iâm just-â you pause
âIâm worried about himâÂ
Now Jin looks even more confused. âDaddy?â Minchae speaks behind her father, dressed in her unicorn pajamas and half of her hair is up in a small bun. The moment she realizes itâs you on the other side of the door she gasps in joy and quickly runs up to you, engulfing you with her tiny arms. âHi sweetie,â you say, a soft smile playing across your lips. âAre you here to see Uncle Kookie?!â she exclaims. âAhhh Minnie, I think mommy wanted to finish doing your hair, only one side of your head is doneâÂ
âMommy said she was gonna put my hair into space buns!âÂ
âOhh so thatâs what those are called, well you better hurry up so you look even more beautiful for todayâ you watch as the father-daughter scene plays out. You canât believe how much youâve grown to love this little girl in only one night. Absolutely adorable. âIâm sorry, ___ but I havenât seen Kook in at least a few weeks.â a look of disappointment grows across your features. âItâs okay, thank you,â you say.Â
You sit in your car âcompletely distraught. Your phone in your hand, tight in your grasp. The device buzzes once, and then twice. No answer. Jungkook looks down at his phone, reading your name with the cute flower emoji that always reminded him of you. He couldnât bring himself to face you yet. Every single time heâs around you itâs like you consume him. Itâs like heâs lost in his own world filled with you. Nobody around him matters except for you â and it terrifies the fuck out of him this feeling completely engulfs him.Â
Jungkook lies in the open field close to the park he took you to all those weeks ago. Trapped in nothing but a void of endless thoughts of what he has to do now. Mind hazy. He looks down at his phone again, your name appears once again. For the second time, he ignored it.Â
1 month later
The fall leaves crunch under your new Uggs you bought a while back. The new semester has started and now it is time for endless nights of no sleep and studying. The buzzing of your phone vibrates against you, pulling it out of your back pocket. âHey,â you say. âHi, you wanna meet up later during lunch?â You pull your phone away from your ear to check if you have any classes around that time. âYeah, letâs meet up at one?âÂ
âSounds good, Iâll see you thenâ You hang up the phone and continue on your way to class. When you get there, there aren't as many students as you were expecting. Some of them may have still been on vacation. I mean, could you blame them? No one ever wants to go back to school after a long break. But it has to be done somehow.Â
You sit down in the seat you always sat at, looking over to the seat next to you. Feeling pain in your chest as you think about the man that would sit next to you every day. The man that broke your heart. Looking away and down at your last semester notes to refresh your brain.Â
After the many hours of looking down at your professors, you finally manage to make it to the diner. You slump down into your seat, throwing your bag onto the one next to you. âRough day?â Hoseok says. He decided to transfer to your school during his second semester. He says that they offered more than they did back home. âDude, you donât understand how much my head hurts. Itâs only my first day back and Iâve written so many notes itâs not even funnyâ you complain. Your best friend chuckles at you as he looks down at the menu to figure out what he was going to have for lunch.Â
âHow do you like the school? Itâs nice, rightâ you ask. He looks up at your question.Â
âYeah, it is. I didnât realize how big it wasâ Thereâs silence for a moment until he speaks again. âHave you heard from him?â You pause whatever youâre doing and bring your attention to him again. Clearing your throat you say âNo, I havenât. And I donât think I want toâÂ
âWhen was the last time you heard from him?âÂ
âUh-â you pause
âThe last time I spent the night with him after that partyâ Itâs silent again.Â
âWhat a douche,â he says. âHeâs an asshole for that. How does he go from being all over you and acting like a couple when-â
âI donât know, I just wanna stop talking about it.â you interrupt. From then on you only talk about school and the thought of you getting a cat.
âHow can they be so cute yet so dumb sometimes?â you ask yourself. The compilation of cats is displayed on the TV as youâre dressed in a thin tank top and a pair of sweatpants. Ice cream in your hands âafter the eventful day you had you deserved it. Itâs not only when you're interrupted by a knocking on your door. After finally getting comfortable you, once again, have to get up. Maybe it was Hoseok coming back to get something he left. âWhat did you forget this time?â you yell.
You completely stop when you find that it isnât your best friend on the other side of your door. But the man that would give you those same sparkly eyes whenever he was around you. âWhat are you doing here?â it comes out in almost a whisper. â__â Jungkook walks forward to hold you.
You flinch back, moving your arms to cross over your stomach. His heart hurts at your actions. But he understands why you did it.
âI wanna talk to you.â he says quietly.
He steps into the house and closes the door behind him. âWhat is there to talk about? I didnât think you had anything to talk aboutâ you threw at him.
âIâm sorry-â
âYouâre sorry?â
âYouâre sorry for making me look like a fucking idiot?â you can feel your blood begin to boil. Tear ducts forming at your waterline âthe lump in your throat beginning to grow, preventing you from speaking.
âYouâre not sorry for shit Jungkook, you made me feel so shitty about myself for thinking-â your voice breaks
âFor thinking what, __?â
âFor thinking that you loved me! For thinking that I actually saw something with you, fuck! Jungkook, you donât understand, you donât understand how much you hurt me.â you cry to him screaming at the top of your lungs.
Jungkook is completely still. Unmoving.
âI do, love youâ he says quietly.
But you donât take it.
âBullshitâ
You move your head to the side, not baring to look at him. âGet out,â
âPlease-â
âGet out! I donât want to see you anymoreâ you exclaim. But, he resists. Jungkook walks up to you, wanting so badly to hold you for hurting you. Much to his surprise, you let him. âIâm sorry, baby,â he says into your hair. Your face is buried into his chest, the fabric of his hoodie becoming soaked because of you. âNoâ you muffle.
âNo. No, no, no!â
You push him away. Hitting on his chest, he looks down at you, a shameful look on his face. âGet out! Leave!â you pound on his chest. He takes every hit like itâs nothing. It only irritates you further. âPlease, leave Jungkookâ he nods in response. Slowly making his way to the same door he walked through.
Sobs echo through the apartment. Falling to your knees you cry into your hands.
Jungkook, still on the other side of the door, hears your sobs. His own tear fell down his round cheeks. He couldnât do anything but beat himself up over and over again for the way he treated you. For the way he acted towards you and for leaving you in such an awful state. He makes it back to his car, and he sits there for a moment in silence, lip quivering as he thinks about everything he had put you through.
PresentÂ
âFinally! It took you about five thousand years to leave that roomâ Jimin says dramatically. The afternoon sun was shining and he had been in and out of the house for the majority of the day. However, Jungkook had been wallowing in his guilt. The guilt heâs felt for the past month and the additional days. The quiet boy sits at the counter sluggishly. Days passed since he last saw you. You were all he thought about â day and night every hour and every second. âHow are you feeling?âÂ
âLike a total fuck upâ voice groggy.Â
âCâmon, have you at least tried talking to her?â thereâs a long silence until Jungkook says something. âShe doesnât want to talk-â Just the thought of not being able to hold you or even look at you is killing him on the inside. âShe doesnât want anything to do with me. Man, what the fuck am I going to do? Iâm so lostâ he admits.Â
He was so scared of this. Losing you. You were the bane of his happiness and he did everything but keep you safe, instead, he completely let everything go â including you. The cluttering of the bowl and spoon snaps Jungkook out of his thoughts. âWell you need to eat, I havenât seen you this disoriented since you had to say bye to Gureum when you left home. Youâre even worse nowâÂ
His appetite has gone away ever since he stopped talking to you. He had been spiraling, thinking all about you â how he felt about you. He couldnât take it anymore, the overthink, the constant hurt of not spending his time with you. Staring at his bowl of cereal contemplating if he should call you, he doubts youâd ever pick up but he has to try, right? Jungkook stands from the counter and walks back to his room. âHey! You didnât finish eating!â Jimin exclaims from the other room. Frantically, Jungkook searches everywhere for his phone. He hadnât picked it up in days and has been sitting somewhere in his room untouched.Â
Finally, when he finds the piece of technology he quickly presses the power button; wishing for it to turn on already. To his dismay, it had been dead since he set it down. He looks around for his charger. After finding the wretched thing he plugs it into the outlet next to his bed and plugs the other end into his phone.Â
After what felt like hours the phone displayed a white apple in the middle of it. He scrolls through his contacts looking for your name desperately. That flower that will forever remind him of you appears in front of his eyes and he quickly clicks it. The multiple rings vibrate through his ear.Â
âCâmonâÂ
Your call has been forwardedâ
âFuckâ he tries one more time. The ringing begins but quickly ends after the fourth. His brows touched in distraught. âFuck __,â he says under his breath. Out of impulse, Jungkook picks up whatever clothes he finds first and throws them on. Not caring about how heâd look in front of you.Â
He rushes out of his bedroom door and picks up his keys from the bowl set on the counter. After hearing the noise Jimin says âWhere are you going?â but before the younger could respond he was already out of the door. Upon opening the door Jungkook swiftly closes it when he gets into the driverâs seat and carefully but hurriedly makes his way to your place.Â
A stop light prevents him from getting there any quicker he yells âFucking light, hurry up!â.Â
Following up after many stop signs and stop lights, he finally makes it to the place he yearns to be at the most. Almost running up the steps he trips over one. âShitâ He reaches your floor and walks up to the door. Repeatedly knocking on the wood. He takes his phone out of his sweat pocket and pulls up your chat.Â
Me: Please open the door [3:00 PM]
He waits for the dancing dots to appear and when they do his heart jumps for just a moment but only for it to settle down after reading your text.Â
__ đş: no i donât want to see you [3:01 PM]
âIâm not gonna go away unless you open this door!!â
âGo away Jungkook!â he hears your voice over his excessive knocking.Â
âPlease, I want to talk to youâ Itâs only when he hears shuffling on the other side of the door that he stops.Â
Everything disappears when he sees your face again. After going a day without seeing you. âWhat do you wantâ your eyes look everywhere but him.Â
âI love you.âÂ
âAnd before you say anything let me just explainâ you stand there blankly looking at his boba like eyes that you always adored.Â
âI love how much you care for others, I love how you can take a joke and not get upset about it, I love the way you look at me, I love the way you are with me, I love everything about you, __â you stare at him with glassy eyes. You bite your lip, preventing yourself from letting out a sob.Â
âI love you so much that Iâm scared that Iâll lose you. Scared that you wonât love me back. Fuck I love you so much that it pains me to see how much I hurt youâ now Jungkook has tears forming. You hear him sniffle, your hand coming up to wipe the tear that had slid down his cheek.Â
âOh, Jungkookâ
âI love you, tooâÂ
After hearing those three words, his hands cup your cheeks. âI love you so much,â he says against your lips â softly pecking until he wraps his around yours.
The early night breeze flows through your window. The large man wraps his arms around your waist, holding on to you tightly â almost as if youâd vanish if he let go. Your hands are tangled into his hair playing with the soft mane against your fingers. A show plays in the background that none of you are really paying attention to. His hands find their way under your shirt softly touching your skin. Itâs not until you yawn into your hand does he looks up at you. âAre you tired?âÂ
âYeah, a little bitâÂ
He moves up so heâs now in front of your face, and his eyes move down to your lips. Gently brushing against them. One of your arms wraps around his neck â securing him in his spot. âDo you want to go to bed?â you shake your head up and down and stare into his bright eyes.Â
To your surprise, he tightens his grip around your waist and properly carries you to your room. Jungkook kicks the door open softly and carefully places you on the bed. He hovers over you for just a moment until heâs leaning in. Lips locking, his hands roam your stomach. His tongue tangles with yours, his hand moving towards your face, cuffing your cheek delicately swiping his thumb over it.Â
âLetâs go to bed,â he says, pulling away a bit.Â
âYou know what, Iâm not really that tired.Â
That sly grin appears on your face and he shakes his head at it. âOh, really?âÂ
âMhm, maybe I can stay up for another hour or twoâÂ
Slowly, he slides your body up further on the bed, hands roaming your waist. His lips place feather-light kisses on the side of your lips. Your arms wrap around his neck bringing him closer to you â your lips colliding. Delicately, handling you as if youâd break if he was any rougher. âCan I take this off?âÂ
âMmâ Jungkookâs fingers hook with the waistline of your pants slowly dragging it down your body. Along with your panties, the cold air hits your pussy â a shiver running along your spine. Jungkook kisses down to your waist, lifting your shirt a bit to reveal the softness of your skin.Â
His mouth hovering over your nether lips. Kisses are pressed against your inner thigh. Your head tilted to the ceiling, relishing in his careful touches. Finally, Jungkookâs hands wrap around your thighs, bringing you closer to him. The warmth of his breath against your sex.Â
Your hands find comfort in his soft raven hair tugging harshly, you plead âPlease, babyâ
âI gotchu Angel, donât worryâ his eyes look up at your desperate expression. He dives in, licking a long stripe against your tainted pussy â legs thrown over his shoulders. Moaning, your other hand finds the pillow beneath your head. His erratic movements pull sounds from you that heâs been yearning to hear for so long now.Â
In complete bliss, he brings you impossibly closer. His tongue finds your bundle of nerves running figure 8s along where youâre most sensitive. A finger prods at your entrance, slowly but surely entering you. âFuck,âÂ
âYeah? You like that baby?â he watches as your face contorts in pleasure. Soon enough he adds another. The nasty sounds of your soaked pussy fills the room. âRight there, JungkookâÂ
âAm I making you feel good Angel?â
âYes, yes, yes!â you scream.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cu-â Itâs then again that his mouth dives in. Much rougher, his tongue faster. The squeeze to your thighs and his harsh movements are what send you over the edge. âYes! Jungkook, right there babyâ you moan. Your essence spills onto him, he takes his time cleaning you up with his mouth. Your hips twitch out of sensitivity.Â
âI know, baby. I knowâÂ
He kisses your stomach before making his way back to you. He connects his lips with yours, you can taste yourself on his tongue. The sides of his mouth are wet from your cum. âItâs not fair that Iâm the only one without clothesâÂ
Jungkookâs hands run along the sides of your waist. âWho said I was done?âÂ
He stands tall in front of you. His hands fall to grab the hem of his shirt â pulling it away from his torso along his sweatpants and boxers. His cock hitting his stomach, the sight making you drool.Â
Hurriedly he connects your lips, tongues colliding. Your hand finds the nape of his neck playing with his now long hair. The same feeling explodes within his chest. The same feeling he was so scared of dealing with, now becoming a part of him.Â
âI need you, babyâ
âYou have me, my loveâÂ
Love. So unfamiliar yet it comes so natural to him now â with you.
His cock prods at your entrance, sliding it against your wet pussy. âEugh, baby please, pleaseâ you beg. Jungkook places small kisses against your lips as if to calm you down. âI gotchu baby, I need you to relax for meâÂ
Slowly he slides home, easily entering you. Wrapping your arms around his neck âholding tightly. His hips rock into yours slowly at first. The euphoria of finally being with you filled his mind.Â
At last, heâs with the one he most treasures, the person that has found home in his heart.Â
His hands ran along your thigh, lifting so your legs were wrapped around him. After making sure you were comfortable enough he picks up the pace. The room is filled with the filthy sounds of your moans combined with the squelching of your pussy.Â
âYou okay baby?âÂ
Your head bobs up and down you say âMore than okayâ
He worships you through the whole night. Thanking every star above that theyâve brought you to him. âI love you, angel, so much,â he says in an almost whisper. His hand cupped your cheek running his thumb along the softness of your cheek.
âI love you tooâ stars are in your eyes. Watching as the man before you admires every part of you. Never wishing to let go. His hand comes down to where you need him most. Rubbing figure 8s along your clit. And this drives you over the edge. Your thighs shake, clenching around his cock â sucking him in.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cumâÂ
âPlease come in me, baby. I need you so badâÂ
With his final thrust, your walls are covered with white ropes of his cum. The room is now silent, only filled with your breathing. âDid I hurt you?â he says. Silently shaking your head you look up at him, examining every freckle and mole on his well-structured face. âLetâs get you cleaned up then, hmm?âÂ
âOkayâÂ
Jungkook gets up and walks over to your bathroom, already knowing where everything is. When he comes back to the bed he finds you fast asleep. A small chuckle escapes from his lips as he plays with the towel in his hands. He picks up his boxers he had tossed somewhere across the room and puts them on. He looks through your drawers and looks for something more comfortable for you to sleep in.Â
Carefully he dresses you in one of his T-shirts he had left there a while ago and your panties. Jungkook tucks the both of you into bed, cuddling into your chest. Quietly he says âI love you, Angel. More than youâll ever know.
 The room is still dark when you wake up. The dim lamp is lit on the corner of your desk. Jungkook is sat up against the headboard, his phone illuminating his strong features. The clock beside you reads 5:45 AM. He hears the ruffling of your sheets beside him, pulling his attention away from his phone and to you.Â
âHey, what are you doing awake?â you say. He shrugs his shoulders and replied âDunno, couldnât sleepâÂ
âI was up all night thinkingâÂ
âThinking about what?â he strikes your curiosity. âAbout how much I hurt you, and how I caused you to hurt so much because of my stupid feelings-â
âBaby, it doesnât matter now. Weâre together now, right? Letâs focus on us right now. Not what happened in the pastâ you say, kissing the mark on his shoulder. âI know, itâs justâ he pauses. âI shouldâve talked to you, instead of walking away, yâknow? This all couldâve been avoided if I had just came to you.âÂ
âI know that itâs hard to express what youâre feeling. But I can help you through that. The only way I can do that is if you donât shut me out, I need to know whatâs wrong so we can get through whatever it is togetherâ his eyes are focused on his fingers playing with the comforter.Â
âHey, look at meâ Your hand tilts his head towards you. Those bubbly eyes looking at you now. âI need you to talk to me, okay?â he nods his head. Eyes teary after thinking about everything. He sniffles, lips quivering. âI love you,â you comfort. You run your thumb across his lips gently, calming him down. âI love you tooâ You lean closer to him, placing kisses against his lips.Â
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âUncle Kookie!!â Minchae calls for her favorite uncle. âHey, munchkin, how are you?â he places a kiss on her cheek. You watch from behind your boyfriend smiling from ear to ear watching him with his baby niece. âIâm good! Hi auntie!â she says to you next. âHey Minnie, I missed you!â you say as she practically dives into your arms. You both walk to the backyard where everyone else is. Everyone greets the both of you warmly. Hugs are given and small conversations are made.Â
You have occupied yourself with Aria as you speak on and on about how much Minchae has grown. Watching her play with all of the toys she had lying around in the grass. Jin and Namjoon stood by the grill conversing as well. Jimin had been playing one of his Mario games with Taehyung and Yoongi had his guitar in his hand, playing a soft melody, setting the mood.
This is what Jungkook had been looking for: surrounded by the people he loved the most. His eyes find you watching his niece do one of the funny dances she always likes to do. A smile adores your pretty lips, your cheeks rosy from the slight fall breeze. He loved seeing you happy like this, loved how you were with his friends, loved the way you always had room in your heart for anyone, no matter the circumstance.Â
Jungkook loved you and will forever say those three words for the rest of his life.
yay!! after so long, I've finished wait for your love đĽš. it has been a long time coming but i pray you all like it. this has to be my favorite to have written AND my longest! i do hope that in the future that i have the ability to create more stories like this one. i do have a few ideas in mind but ill let this one sink in đ. happy reading lovelies đ
hai guysss, hereâs a teeny tiny sneak peek of kiss you
this is kinda of like a two-part series connecting to the miss you drabble i made! this story is jakeâs pov and how their relationship started to bloom :)
~ Genre â strangers to friends(?) to lovers, college au, fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, slight fwb, unrequited love
Warnings/content â 3D jk, light angst, smut, major fluff, jk is a fuckboy, yearning, a lot of miscommunication, a lot of crying, smoking, slight drinking, he rides a motorcycle, oc is a bad b, big dick!jk, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), fingering, oral (f&m. receiving), 69, soft sex, missionary, doggy, aftercare (he's not a total asshole), multiple sex scenes, consensual sex tape, multiple orgasms, pining, complicated feelings, poor communication, bad boy!jk, ot7 cameo!
~ words â 25.6k
⢠currently play â we canât be friends (wait for your love) by Ariana Grande and opera house by Cigarettes After Sex
âyou got me misunderstood but atleast i look this good, we canât be friends but iâd like to just pretend, you cling to your paper and pens, wait until you like me again, wait for your love
âiâve got a love for you i just canât escape, all of my love for you cuts me like barbed wire"
playlist <3
Love is a strange thing. A very complicated feeling to figure out yet some find it very simple. In this case, love is something that she found simple, it was something she was fond of when she saw her friends experience it. But he couldnât find it in himself to feel it; he refused to. Deep down inside, he knew he couldnât reciprocate the feeling of love. He tried so hard to, but he just couldnât grasp on tight enough. So, he did what he did best, he let everything go.
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 Jungkook canât think straight. Heâs been stored away in his apartment for the past few days. Unable to get up from bed and be productive, wasting away and rotting in his room. His roommate and best friend, Jimin, has been managing the place himself; cleaning, cooking, basically everything a home needs to function. Heâs done everything he possibly could to get his friend out of his room. âJungkook-ah, you need to get up. Itâs three o'clock in the afternoon and I havenât seen you all day, you need to eatâ he calls from outside his door
 Itâs silent on the other end of the room; only shuffling could be heard from his bed. Jungkook hasnât heard anything back from you since your argument. Itâs been radio silent from your end the phone. He constantly checks his phone to find something from you. He misses your voice. He misses you. He couldnât bring himself to bother you even more. Not after the damage heâs caused to you and your relationship.
Summer
The bell at the top of the door constantly rings through the busy cafe as customers come and go. Itâs been getting busier as the weather outside begins to heat up with the season change. Your hair is kept away from covering your face with a hair tie pulling it away in a low ponytail. The air conditioner is blasting cool air and keeping the hot air where itâs supposed to be, outside.
âOrder for Jihoon!â you yell over the bustling cafe. Youâve been told that summer is one of the busiest times of the year for the cafe, second to winter time. The bell rings once again with new incoming customers, you look up from the cash register to find a young man around your age entering with his friends. His big and bold eyes find contact with yours across the room. A smile is displayed on his face, deep dimples grow as he laughs at whatever his friend says. He parts from his friends as he walks up to you to place an order. âHello, what can I get for you today?,â he stares up at the menu behind you, glazing through his options. âUh, letâs seeâ he pauses.
âCan I please get three iced americanos and,â he turns to look back at his friends again. âWhich one did you want?â he asked the boy with the blonde hair âThe chocolate muffinâ The boy in front of you turned back to you. âAnd the chocolate muffin,â he repeated
You ring up his order and hand him his receipt. âYour total will be fifteen dollars and twelve centsâ he fishes out for his wallet in his pocket and hands you the money. He watches you as you continue with the register. âAnd can I get a name for the order?âÂ
âYes, Jungkookâ he smiles at you
For some odd reason, his heart rate picks up as heâs talking to you. A strand of hair falls in front of your face and he canât help but notice how pretty you are. Jungkookâs never seen you in town before. Snapping out of his trance you place your hand out to give him his remaining change. âAlright, your order will be out in just a few minutes, Jungkookâ Reaching his hand out, he takes the money and nods his head to you. âThank you,â he looks down at your name tag and gives you a bright smile. â___âÂ
The kind look he gives makes your cheeks turn into a rosy red. Tucking the piece of hair thatâs fallen out of place behind your ear, you smile back at him. Jungkook walks back sitting at a small table his friends decided to sit at and takes a seat in front of his blonde friend. âShe was cute,â Jimin finally says, having watched the interaction between you and his best friend.
âYeah, Iâve never seen her around here before. She must be new to town," his other friend, Taehyung says. âMe neither, but she is pretty though,â He says as he plays with the small piece of paper you handed to him. That same smile reappears on Jungkookâs lips. âYou should go ask her for her number, itâs been what? Years? Since you last got someâ Jimin teases.Â
âIt hasnât been years, dumbass. I just donât want to jump into anything. I think itâs a waste of timeâ, Itâs true. Jungkook hasnât had a serious relationship since he was a junior in high school going into his senior year. Heâs a senior in college now. Now heâs perfectly fine finding himself some fun, and by fun, he means sleeping with a handful of many different women; he doesnât need a specific person to do that with. âOrder for Jungkook!â your voice resounds in the now-settled cafe. Perking up at the sound of his name, the chair screeches across the floor as Jungkook stands up to retrieve his food.Â
âThank you,â he says again. âYouâre welcome,â you give him a sweet smile. This time, Jungkookâs the one to blush. You watch as he gives you a small smile back, picking up his food, and turning back around to his group of friends.
âWe miss you over here, itâs like nothing is fun anymoreâ You didnât have much choice but to leave your friends back at your old school. The school here offered you much better opportunities than they did back in Gwangju. Taking a leap of faith, you packed your stuff and moved everything to Incheon. You knew little to no people here. Having never been here you had zero time to make any friends. Everything happened so suddenly you have had your main focus on trying to survive off of a fresh start. The move happened in the middle of summer break.Â
Hoseok agreed to drive down to help you move all your stuff into your new apartment. The dorms were more expensive than you had thought, so getting a summer job and looking for cheaper housing was your best bet at living to see a new day in this new city. âI miss you guys too. You guys should come down here. Leave Gwangju for a bit, I feel like I havenât seen you guys in agesâ The rest of your friends decided to stay back and plan out their new classes for the new upcoming year.Â
Sure, you were disappointed, but you didnât want to hold them back from planning their future. They had been supportive of your decision to move three hours away from them. You had told them that they could visit you whenever they wanted to.
âYeah, I know. I promise Iâll get everyone down there whenever we can, donât have too much fun over there without me though!â he teases you over the phone. Laughing at him, you pull your keys out from your pocket to unlock your door. Stepping inside your phone is placed between your cheek and your shoulder as you balance holding your new house plant and a small box you had forgotten in your car.Â
You close your door shut with your foot and place the box on your small dining table. Your apartment was small but big enough to fit two people. The living room wasnât as big but your bedroom was a decent size. You donât regret picking this place out, it was like living in a cot where no one could bother you. âHow could I when you're the life of the partyâ you laugh. Hoseok shakes his head as if you could see him. âHey, I gotta go now. Be safe over there and if you need any help Iâm one phone call away. I love youâÂ
âLove you too, Hobiâ Pulling your phone away you hear three beeps indicating the ending call. Walking over to the little window sill in your living room you place the overgrown plant there, making sure itâs angled enough to get the sunlight that it needs. Slumping down on the couch you pick up the remote laid on the armrest and turn on the TV. Playing whateverâs on as background noise. Sitting there and relishing your day, thereâs one specific highlight of today that catches your attention. That boy who came by the cafe today, Jungkook.Â
His bright boba eyes and his dimpled features play back into your head. His face is stuck in the forefront of your mind for the rest of the night. You hope that one day you will see him again
âNo, I swear she looked just like Jessica Rabbit,â Jimin continued about the girl he saw on campus a few days ago. Taehyung was immersed in his friendâs story. But however Jungkook canât find himself to indulge in his friendâs new âeye candyâ as Jimin liked to say. He found himself staring into space, thinking about you the whole way home. Jungkook has never found enough time to fond over some random woman heâs spent his time with.Â
But he can not find a way to get you away from his thoughts. Something about you keeps pulling him in and he canât seem to escape it. âHey, Jungkookie. You good?â Jimin shakes his arm a bit. He doesnât even realize that they are at their apartment already. He hadnât realized how long he spent thinking about you. âYeah, yeah Iâm goodâ he shakes his head and pulls his keys from his pocket.Â
Flipping the light switch to brighten up the room, the beeping of the door closing surrounds the room. âIâm gonna go wash upâ Jimin watches as his friend walks over to his room. Weird. He thinks. âAre you sure youâre okay?â Jungkook turns to look over to Jimin. âYeah, Iâm good, '' he says as if it weren't obvious. Jimin walks closer to him, examining his face. âI donât know it just seems like somethingâs bothering youâ The worried expression growing on his face convinces Jungkook to fess up.Â
âThat girl, at the cafe, I canât get her off my mind. We hadnât even exchanged that many words and I canât stop thinking about her,â He walks over to his couch and slumps down in defeat. A grin grows on Jimin's plump lips, taking a seat next to his young friend. âI knew it,â a smug look on his face. âBro, I told you to ask for her number. She seemed into you tooâ he says with a nudge to his shoulder, enthusiasm growing in his tone. Jungkook rubs a hand over his tired face and stands up again.Â
âI donât know if she makes me feel something. I donât know what it is but I donât like itâ You make butterflies erupt in his tummy, his heart beats faster, and you turn his cheeks rosy. Just looking at you he feels like heâs known you for a long time. And heâs just met you today. âI should just sleep on it, Iâll see how I feel in the morning. Who knows? Maybe Iâll completely forget about her when I wake up tomorrowâÂ
That was in fact, a lie. You were the first thing that popped up in Jungkookâs mind. Today he had a full agenda, it was registration week for classes. He wanted so badly to get rid of this feeling in the pit of his stomach. Walking into the shared bathroom, Jungkook walks in to get ready for the day. Through the mirror he sees Jimin emerging from his room, barely getting up from his bed. His shoulders slouched, his hair messy from sleep, and his eyes closed to still being closed from his slumber.Â
âWe need to be there by eight oâclock,â Jungkook tells him, mouth full of toothpaste. He gets a low hum in response from the kitchen. After finishing up in the bathroom, Jungkook walks out to prepare everything he needs. This is their last year in college, they needed to make the most of it. The screen of his phone lights up as he taps it to read the time. They had less than an hour to get out the door. Jungkook is ready with his things sitting next to him on the couch, he only has to wait for Jimin to finish. Nothing better to do than scroll through Instagram like random girlsâ posts and keep up with the media.Â
He somehow finds himself in his search bar. Moving his fingers over the keyboard, your name is what pops up. After searching for what had to be about a minute, he finds a picture of you smiling. You are with a group of friends surrounded by a table and playing what seems like a board game. Jungkook doesnât notice the smile growing on his face until he hears Jimin walk out to the living space.Â
âWhat are you smiling at?â He immediately shuts his phone off and looks up at his friend. âNothing,â he says nonchalantly. âLetâs go I donât wanna be lateâ Shrugging his shoulders Jimin walks over to his bag, sits on the chair at the dining table and walks to the door. Â
When they got to the campus, which was only a fifteen-minute walk from their apartment, it was filled with college students. Some ran over to their friends that hadnât seen in a while and some hung around, to themselves. Jungkook had slight hopes of seeing you here, registering as everybody else. Roaming the area he watches as different clubs set up booths, some standing by trying to get the freshman to sign up for their club.Â
Jungkook has lost sight of Jimin, finding himself with his other friends. Now heâs by himself watching other students in his class lurk around, making fun of the lower class for being lost. Itâs not until he finds himself on his phone again, looking through your profile again. It seemed like you liked to travel, youâve been to Japan, Italy, and many other foreign countries.Â
You seemed like a bubbly person, based on how you present yourself on social media.
His eyes found the clock again, and he had to get ready for his class.Â
âMom, Iâm alright. Iâm finding my way around campus. Itâs big but Iâll get the hang of it. Stop worrying so muchâ Your mom has been calling you almost every day to check in on how you are settling in your new home. Of course, she was supportive but she was going to miss you. Youâve never been this far from your mother let alone living without her. You had your own apartment but it was still close to her. The bond you had with your mother was special to you.Â
âOkay, honey. I just wanted to make sure you were doing okay, I miss youâ Itâs only a few minutes before your lecture starts and the class is almost filled with students. You hadnât realized how many people majored in psychology âI gotta go, Mom. Iâll talk to you later,â placing your tote bag down next to you. You see the professor walk in with a book in his hand. âAlright, I love you and stay safeâÂ
âI will, I love you tooâÂ
As you settle down in your seat you hear the door open again. This time, you see a familiar face. The boy you couldnât stop thinking about walks down your row, sitting a few seats away from you. You donât realize the butterflies flying in your tummy when you watch. âOkay, everyoneâ Your professor's voice booms through the room. âMy name is Namseok but you can call me professor ChoiâÂ
As the lesson is nearing its end you raise your hand to ask a question. âYes, missis?â he pauses, waiting for your response
â___â Jungkookâs ears perk up at your voice. His head turned to the sound of your voice. âYes, what are your questions?â Pulling your hand down to rest on your lap you speak up. âAre you available after class? Iâd like to ask a few questionsâ Professor Choi shakes his head and walks back behind his desk. âYes, please, come and see me after class and we will discuss whatever you needâ Jungkook still hasnât taken his eyes off of you since you spoke. Too immersed in how beautiful you looked today, out of your work uniform and in normal clothes.Â
âWell it seems like class is over for today. Good job everyone and I will see you on Thursdayâ Everyone collectively stands up and makes their way to the exit door. You on the other hand stay behind to ask a few questions. Instead of taking the normal way out like the other students. Jungkook walks the opposite way, past you. Watching as a muscular figure walks past you, you look up to see his face. Heâs already looking down to you and you can feel your warm cheeks express a slight red color.Â
Itâs until he turns back around to look at you that you fold. He was extremely handsome, how could you not?
Your shift at the cafe was about to begin. Itâs the middle of lunch time and the cafe has become busy. Sometimes you regret not signing up for afternoon classes. Night shifts are the busiest with the many college students coming in to study. Once again the ringing bell flows through your ears as customers walk through the door. You have yet to make any true friends around here. The only âfriendâ you have is your co-worker, Yejoon. She helped you out on your first day but she spends most of her time in the back making the food for hungry students.Â
Too busy watching the TV placed in the corner of the room you donât see the same muscle figure you saw in your lecture class. âHey,â he says. Tattooed arm out on display, chains adorning his neck. His body doesnât match his face at all, with cute boba eyes twinkling like there are stars in them, and a button nose with small moles placed haphazardly.
âYouâre in my psych class right?â he says, holding his weight up with his hands on the counter. You look up at him with squinted eyes. âYeah, I am. I saw you today at the end of class. Why didnât you go out with the other students?â This question catches him off guard. He needed to come up with an excuse, quick. âUh, thereâs another door that leads to a different building, I have a class thereâ Smooth. Nodding your head, you look behind him and watch as the line begins to grow. âJungkook? Was it?â he nods his head at you, ensuring you are right.Â
âWell, Jungkook. If you donât mind if you're gonna stay here and chit chat I suggest moving out of my line. I have a crowd of hungry college students and I donât intend on putting up with their attitudeâ You say with a scrunch of your nose. Jungkook puts his hands up as if heâs surrendering and throws you a smile. âI didnât mean to take long, I just came up here to ask you somethingâ You look up at him with a raised eyebrow. âAnd what is that?âÂ
âCan I have your number?â Bold. You think. âIf you step out of my line maybe Iâll consider itâ you tell him and he steps to the side so heâs not in the way of customers. âHi, Iâm sorry for holding up the line what I can get for youâ You ask the middle aged man that was after Jungkook. âYou wouldnât have to be sorry if you just told your boyfriend to fuck offâ Shock is read all over your face. You are not in the mood to handle rude customers today. âFirst of all, sir, he is not my boyfriend. Again I apologize for the wait. Itâs on the house,â you tell the man. Jungkook stands there watching the interaction go down.Â
For some reason this makes him even more eager to get your number. You look over to him as you wait for the next customer to tell you their order. âThis might take a while, take a seat anywhere youâd likeâ you point with your head as you tell him to wait. Itâs not until the very end of your shift that you realize that heâs still here, waiting for you.Â
You step away from behind the counter and take your apron off. âI canât believe you waitedâ you say under your breath walking closer to him. He looks up as he sees you from the corner of his eye. The chair scraping across the floor as he stands from his chair. âOf course I waited, I made it my mission to leave this place with some sort of way of communicating with youâ This surprises you. Youâve never met this guy in your life and now after a small meet heâs determined to get to know you.Â
âWell, Iâll give you my Instagram. Number is too personalâ he scoffs at that. Thankfully, he deleted your user from his search beforehand. Handing you his phone you type in your user and follow your account. Your pocket buzzes with a notification from your phone. Pulling your phone out you read the notification.
ggukkie has followed you
You smile as you read his user. You click on the tab and follow him back. His phone vibrates with a new notification and he reads your username
yeojacoure has followed you
Smiling as he looks up from his phone he says âIâll see you soon then?â You pull your hair from your hair tie and he watches as it flows down your shoulders. âI guess so, Jungkookâ He begins to walk away and before he can walk out the door he calls out for you. âGoodnightâ you reply with the same.
Feeling giddy inside Jungkook unlocks his phone and finds your account opening your message.Â
ggukkie: So how can I get your number? 7:43 pm
You look down at your phone as you exit through the back entrance. You read the text Jungkook had sent you only a few minutes ago. Smiling like an idiot you reply back.Â
yeojacoure: By earning it đ [7:49 pm]
ggukkie: And how do i do that? [7:49 pm]
yeojacoure: Figure it out đ [7:50 pm]
ggukkie: Câmon donât tease now [7:52pm]
yeojacoure: Not teasing [7:52 pm]
yeojacoure: Youâre a smart boy, you can do it! [7:53 pm]
He smile he cannot contain spreads on his lipsÂ
ggukkie: Alright, if working for it is what it takes then i guess thatâs what iâll do smh [7:53 pm]
When you think heâs done another text comes in
ggukkie: Are you free Saturday?[ 7:59 pm]
Your heart picks up once again because of him. What could he possibly have in mind?Â
yeojacoure: Yes⌠Why are you asking? [8:00 pm]
ggukkie: Letâs hang out [8:00 pm]
You think about it for a minute. You were just complaining aboutÂ
having no friends in town. Maybe itâs time you make some.Â
yeojacoure: Okay sure, what do you have in mind? [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: Itâs a surprise đ [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: If you get to be all secretive on me then I can be too [8:03 pm]
yeojacoure: okay fine, as long as you donât plan to murder me then okay [8:04 pm]
ggukkie: Why would I want to kill someone as beautiful as you? [8:04 pm]
This gets you to blush, hard. You feel like kicking your feet up and swinging them like a dumb teenage girl. You take a minute to breathe before responding back to him.Â
yeojacoure: shut up [8:06 pm]
yeojacoure: Iâll see you Saturday [8:06 pm]
Jungkook smiles at your final text and finally starts to make his way back to his apartment. He hasnât felt like this since his junior year of high school and it scares him a bit.
Days have gone by since Jungkook practically begged for your number at the cafe. Youâve seen him around campus but never bothered to interact with him. Except for your psychology class, he made the empty space next to you his permanent seat. Itâs now Saturday, he was supposed to take you out today but he never told you a time or a place. Now youâre sitting in your little apartment semi-dressed for an unknown plan.Â
You had given him your address in class, which he got in trouble for talking to your professor. He says itâs not far from where he lived and you remember he gave you a disgusting little smile.
It is getting darker now, the sun beginning to set behind the city and the lights illuminating the lively city. Now you are having doubts that he will even show up. âI donât know, Hobi. He told me heâd pick me up but he never gave me a time and he hasnât texted me or called me at allâ you talk to your best friend over the phone.
âRelax, Iâm sure he will show eventually. If he doesnât show then why was he so desperate to get your number?â you sigh. He does have a point.Â
 Your doubts are crushed when you hear your doorbell ring in your ears. âOh my God, okay, heâs here. Iâll call you when I get backâÂ
âOkay, be safe and if anything happens and I donât hear back from you. Iâm driving my ass down there and calling the policeâ you chuckle at your friend. âI will, I gotta goâ you click the red button to end the call.
You walk over to the door to look through the tiny hole on the door. Making sure you arenât opening the door to some stranger.Â
âTold you Iâd surprise youâ He says when the door opens. His eyes follow you up and down. You werenât wearing anything special. A short off the shoulder long sleeve with a bow tying around the back and jeans. âYeah, I started to doubt youâd even show up. Itâs practically night out already.â you roll your eyes at him as you walk out the door. Not before grabbing your purse off the dining table.Â
âAwh were you waiting for meâ he teases. You nudge him with an arm as you walk side by side down the hall to the elevator. When it does arrive a small family comes out before you enter. Pressing the bottom floor Jungkook makes small conversation. âYou look pretty tonightâ you reply back with a small âThank you,â a blush starting to rise to your cheeks once again. âWhere are you even taking me?âÂ
âWell if I tell you it wouldnât be a surprise, but since youâre so insistent then Iâll tell you,â the door to the elevator opens as it stops on your desired floor. âIâm taking you around the city, I remember you told me once after class that youâve had any idea around so Iâm showing youâ your heart picks up once again at the thought of him remembering little things that you said. It seems to do that a lot when youâre around him.Â
When you reach the parking garage you donât see any car in sight. âWhereâs your car?â He walks up to a motorcycle and taps the back of it. âRight hereâ your eyebrows raise in confusion. He hadnât told you he was picking you up in this. âYouâre kidding me, right? Weâre driving this?â a bit of hesitation can be heard in your voice. A smirk appears on his face as he watches your face full of worries. How cute. He thinks.Â
âOh câmon, I drive safe. You have nothing to be worried aboutâ he places gentle hands on your arms. You lean a bit to the side to look back at the vehicle. Looking back up at him you let out a sigh and reluctantly agree. âAtta girlâ he picks up the helmet that was set on top of the bike. He pushes it into your arms, confusion begins to settle on your face. âWhat about you? What if you get hurt?âÂ
Your brows furrow once again in worry. He has the urge to pinch your cheeks from how adorable you look but he refrains himself and nudges your chin with his finger. âDonât worry about me, hmm? Iâve done this plenty of times,â he moves to stand in front of you and he looks down at your small frame.
âCan you trust me?â he says.
You give him a look that isnât convincing but you nod anyway. âGood, now hop on.â He moves to throw his leg over the bike and he kicks the stand up. You place the helmet on and do the same as him. âNow, hold on tight. Iâm responsible for you tonight. Canât have you getting hurtâ he says, patting the side of your thigh. The loud roaring of the engine resounds through the big garage, making you jump slightly.Â
When you get to the highway he picks up the speed and you hold his waist just a bit tighter, praying you donât crash with his slightly reckless driving. His hand lets go of one of the handles and you feel him place it over yours intertwining your fingers.
As you ride through the city the lights from buildings light up the dark streets. Slight suspicion grows in your mind when Jungkook turns into a small alleyway. Nothing but trash bins aligned on a wall and a door leading into the building next to you. âJungkook, where are we?â he pulls his hand out in front of you to help you off his bike, taking it kindly. You pull off the helmet and place it on one of the handles. âOne of the places I want to show youâÂ
âOne of these places?â he turns his head to you and gives you a small smile. âBig city means lots of places to discoverâ He pulls the handle of the door and youâre hit with loud chatter and warm light. Itâs a small bar filled with laughter and low lights. Itâs not as packed as it is outside in the streets. âYa! Jungkook-ah,â you hear a deep voice call for Jungkook from one of the tables. A man with round glasses and a pretty smile calls him over to his table. âI havenât seen you in a whileâ he brings the younger one into a hug. âYeah, well Iâve been caught up with school and whatnotâÂ
The taller manâs attention is drawn to you now. You feel small under his gaze. âAnd who is this? A girlfriend?â he teases him, pulling him into a headlock. Jungkooks face scrunches with a smile displaying his bunny-like teeth. He pushes the older man off of him and fixes his hair. âThis is a friend,â he corrects him. Jungkook looks down to you and introduces you to his friend. â___ this is Namjoon, an old friend of mineâÂ
âHey! Iâm not that old,â he slaps the younger one on the back of his head, you let out a snicker. âItâs nice to meet you ___, I see that Jungkookie here has finally come out of his shellâ you let out a giggle. âHyung, stop embarrassing me, goshâ he hides his face behind his hand. âIâm just teasing youâ his gaze falling back on you. âSo what brings you to Incheon?â you look down to play with the bracelet on your wrist. âWell, I was originally going to school in Gwangju, but I found out that they had better plans here for me than they did back over there,âÂ
âAhh I see, I hope you find comfort here. It is a big city but youâll get around. If anything you have me and Jungkook here to help you if you need it,â conversation begins to flow smoothly between the two of you. Jungkook had taken a seat next to you, placing his arm on the back of your chair as he listened to you converse with his friend. He canât help but admire the way you look right now. Your smile radiates warmth all around and the way your eyes shine in the light. He feels like he can look at you for hours on end.Â
âIt was nice meeting you, I hope to see you soonâ Namjoonâs eyes gaze over to Jungkook, with a smug smirk on his lips. Rolling his eyes at him he turns his head to the side shying away to hide his rosy cheeks. âIt was nice meeting you too, Namjoon. I had a great time,â with a wave he turns the corner of the building and disappears into the night. Itâs silent between the two of you now, you look up at Jungkook standing next to you. He looks down at you and furrows his brows, âWhat?âÂ
âWhat do you mean, âwhatâ? Are we gonna stand here all night or are we going to have fun? Hmm,â a grin displaying on your face as you walk past him and lift the helmet off the place you left it. Chuckling Jungkook straddles the bike and looks back.
âHop onâ The roaring of the engine rings through your ears once again and through the small alleyway. The city lights have become slightly dimmer now that itâs getting later into the night. Fewer people roam the streets but still many young souls live their young lives with their friends.Â
The drive to your next destination takes a bit longer. Itâs close to leaving the city. The sign you read as you enter the small area is âSongdo Central Parkâ. The small streets go on for miles as booths pile up down the line. Jungkook parks on one of the many sidewalks and helps you with your bike.
âWhat is this place?â you say.Â
âCentral Park, I come here sometimes to clear my mind,â he walks mindlessly with you trailing behind him.
The lights of the monument in the middle of the park are bright lighting up the path. Walking side by side now, you watch as Jungkook takes in the cool, summer air, hands swaying next to each other, and fingers brushing against each other. You point at a booth selling candied fruits and tug on his jacket.Â
âCan we get some?â your big eyes looking at his. How could he resist you? Obliging, he gives you a small shake of his head and follows you to the booth.
âHello! What can I get for you?â the nice old lady asks.
Fruits skewered on a stick in her hand as she dips it in a sugary coating. âCan, please get, uhmmâ you place a hand on your chin looking through the small collection of fruit. âWhich one should we get?â you turn to Jungkook, who has been staring at you the whole time, and he looks over the tray of sweet snacks. âLetâs get one strawberry and a mix of both with grapes,â he tells the lady with a sweet smile.Â
She grabs the fruits and places it in small trays for the both of you. âThat will be five dollars, pleaseâ Jungkook hands her cash he had stored in his pocket. âThank you!â you say as you wave her goodbye. Walking in silence enjoying your snack Jungkook canât help but feel nervous now that heâs next to you. You bring the fruits to his lips and you place your hand underneath to catch the falling crumbs. âYou want some?â he looks at your adorable face as you wait for him to take a bite.Â
Taking the sweet red fruit in his mouth a piece of sugar falls from it, landing in your hand. You bring it to your mouth and take the hard sweet. Jungkookâs heart pace speeds up for an unknown reason and you continue on as if nothing happened, finishing off whatâs left of your treat. Clearing his throat he asks, âHow do you like the city so far?â looking ahead of him. A couple playing with their little dog as it runs around in the grass.Â
Your eyes follow his and you can feel a smile grow on your lips. âI like it, but I feel like thereâs only so much that I can explore in one dayâ
You walk over to throw both of your trash away and you find a bench in front of the small lake in the middle of the park. Walking over to it and taking a seat Jungkook follows suit. âI can show you so many other places if youâd let meâ a grin growing on his lips.Â
You look to the side of you and give him a small smile âI donât know, Jeon. Iâd have to think about that oneâ you laugh. âOh câmon, I know my way around the city. I can show you so much moreâ the night continues on with laughter and playful banters. You donât notice the time passing until your phone rings with a notification. âOh, shit. Itâs getting late we should get goingâ Jungkook stands from his seat and stretches his hand out for you to grab. Taking it, he pulls you from your seat and he doesnât let go until you find yourselves back at his bike.Â
About an hour later, your apartment building comes into sight as you turn the corner of your street. Jungkook comes to a slow stop near the entrance of your parking garage and parks his bike. Taking off the helmet for the last time tonight you run your fingers through your hair making sure your hair was kept well. Hopping off, Jungkook places the helmet down on the seat of the bike. âCan I walk you?âÂ
âYes, you can '' the look in your eye is something he canât quite make out but it makes his tummy do backflips. You walk in front of him to the lobby of your apartment and press on the button with the arrow pointing up to the upper floors.
It dings immediately given the late hour of the night, assuming everyone is fast asleep by now. The ride up to your apartment was silent. The only sound in the small elevator was going up the few floors you lived above.
The door rings and its doors open wide for you to exit. You walked down the short hall and stopped at your door, turning around to face Jungkook. His hands are stuffed in his pockets as he looks at anything but you. Feeling the nervous crawling back into his chest. You are the first one to speak, âI had fun today, Jungkook '' your smile eases him a bit. âIâm glad you did, my offer still stands, you knowâÂ
You think about the time you spent at the park, you are still taking it into deep consideration leaning towards saying yes to him again. You only respond back with, âIâll think about itâ he laughs, his head hanging low at your unclear answer. Sighing he looks past your head at the wall behind you. He builds up the courage to ask you again. âSo, how about that number?â you burst out laughing. Covering your mouth trying to keep quiet in courtesy of your neighbors. âWhat makes you think, youâve earned my number?âÂ
A hint of laughter still hidden your voice. âWell, I did take you out and gave you a good time. I think I deserve itâ You think about it for a minute. âIâve decided to make this easier for you, Iâll make it like an easter egg huntâ you jump up with enthusiasm. He looks at you with confusion, wrinkles forming between his eyebrows. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âIâll give you clues! You can earn each digit one by oneâ you say proudly. He chuckles at your antics, accepting you challenge him and he nods his head. âOkay, when do I get my first clue?â you look around trying to think of something clever. âAhh! Itâs in my address,â he looks up to the numbers on your door deciphering which one of the four numbers could be in yours. âThatâs your only hintâÂ
âYou really are a tease, you know thatâ , shaking his head. You only smile up at him, nose scrunched. âYou should get going, itâs late.âÂ
âYeah,â itâs silent for a moment before Jungkook speaks up one last time tonight. âI liked tonight with you ___,â you look down, shy. âI did too, Jungkook. You arenât as bad as I thought you wouldâ you tease him. Rolling his eyes at your gesture, he nudges the bottom of your chin with his finger and lifts his head looking down at you âI thought youâd be a handful, but I guess you're tolerableâ you slightly push on his shoulder. He grabs your wrist and you both stop for a moment.Â
You donât realize how close you have become. Faces close together. Slowly leaning in, Jungkook's eyes gravitate to your soft, pink lips. Before your lips could touch your head moved to the side, whispering in his ear, âGoodnight, Jungkookâ your hand leaves the nape of his neck and you turn your door. Before it could close, you locked eyes with Jungkook, one last time.Â
Once he canât see you anymore, Jungkook lets out a breath he didnât know he was holding. He turns to make his way back to his bike holding on to his chest where his heart lies. The feeling erupting in his chest feels foreign to him. Something he hasnât felt in years. It scares him. Itâs something he refuses to let himself feel. Maybe he just needs to sleep. Maybe heâs just tired from the long day heâs had.Â
Hopping on his bike. He makes his way back home, thinking about the digits of your address, dissecting them. Determination stays on his mind for the rest of the night.
A small crowd of students file into the quiet library. Books surround you with knowledge of classes that you are taking. A pencil clad in your hand as you think of more notes to write down on your notebook in front of you. Jungkook has been texting you since the day he took you out. Asking you random questions throughout the day, but to your surprise he hasnât said a single thing about your number.Â
You jump a bit in your seat when the chair in front of you screeches against the floor. When you look up you see Jungkookâs handsome face, a chuckle coming from his lips at your reaction. âHiâ he says in a whisper. Shaking your head at him you go back to writing your notes. âHow did you know I was here?â He watches as you write down words on your piece of paper. His tattooed hand reaches out and starts playing with the edge of the paper and you look up at him. âI was on my way to get some lunch and saw you through the window, you donât work today?â his head tilts to the side like a puppy dog. You shake your head, âNo, I have a day off today and I wanted to spend it studying. But I canât do that with you bothering meâ he rolls his eyes and lets go of the paper.Â
Itâs silent for only a minute before he starts speaking again. âWhen will you be done?â He's like a nagging child, always in need for attention. You let out a sigh of frustration and put your pencil down beside the notebook. âYou donât have any other friends you can annoy?â a small pout forms on his lips. Sulking, because of your attitude.Â
âI wanna hang out with youâ you try one more time to focus on studying. Opening one of the books lying beside you. A loud groan comes from the big baby in front of you and you quietly slam the book shut. âFine! What do you want to do,â placing your remaining things into your bag and you stand from your chair to pull it over your shoulder. Jungkook beats you to it, though. Placing the white tote bag over his shoulder and carrying it out with him. Puffing a breath of air out you follow him to the door.
The weather is nice today, it wasnât too hot like those other summer days. It seems to be cooling down. âWhere are we eating?â you ask behind him. He turns his head to look back at you and slows his pace down to match yours. âThis place that serves the most delicious pork belly,â his posture straight, determined to get to the restaurant as fast as possible. Before he came into the library he had already been planning to ask you out to lunch with him.Â
He was originally planning on walking to the cafe, so he had been waiting a while. When you walk into the restaurant you are hit with the warm air with the scent of meat. To your surprise it wasnât as busy as youâd expect it to be considering it being lunch hour. Jungkook picks out a table in the middle of the restaurant. Taking a seat in front of him, he grabs a menu that had already been placed there and picks out his favorite dishes.Â
âHello, what can I get started for you guys today?â The server walks up to the table with a notepad and pencil in his hand. His attention is drawn to you first. You look up at him and give him a sweet smile. His hair was wavy and dimples showed whenever he smiled. You look down to your hands resting on the table and you look at Jungkook. His stare already on you, clearing his throat he begins to order.Â
Once it is written down on the notepad the waiter grabs the menus from the table. âIâll be out shortly with your foodâ You nod your head politely and bring your attention back to the man in front of you. âYou still havenât given me another hintâ He brings up again. Sighing with a smile on your lips you slightly shake your head at him. âYou are never going to give up, are you?âÂ
âNope, Iâm determinedâÂ
âWhy? Is my Instagram not enough?â You say with a shake of your shoulder.Â
âNo, itâs not. Are you gonna give me another hint or what?" Sass can be heard in his tone. Instead of having the poor boy go on for ages figuring out your number you give him the first six digits. âFine, Iâm starting to feel bad for you now. Iâll give more than one numberâ At this his eyes light up like the galaxy. Excitement growing in his chest and a smile that brings out his dimples appear on his face.Â
Laughing at his excitement you write down on a piece of napkin you pull from the box next to you. â823257â written in bold ink. You fold it up and slide it over to Jungkookâs side of the table. âThere now you need to find the last fourâ Now feeling a bit more relieved he stuffs the napkin deep into the pockets of his sweats. The food is brought out and the same waiter places it on the table in front of you.Â
âThank you,â you tell him with that same smile you gave him earlier. Blush begins to grow on his pale cheeks and he bows, walking away to serve other tables. Scoffing Jungkook looks away from the boy and takes the scissors from the tray, cutting up the meat. âWhat was that look for?â you say to him picking up a pair of utensils. âNothingâ you laugh lightly at his pouty lips.Â
The sizzling of the meat on the grill resounds and smoke lifts into the air from the hot pan. âDo you think itâs cheating if another man helps separate your perilla leaf for you with chopsticks if youâre already with someone?â The ridiculous question gets you to chuckle. âI donât think so, why does it matter if you're just going to end up eating it anyway?â you say, taking a piece of meat he grilled and placed on your plate for you into your mouth.Â
His eyebrows furrowed as he chews on the pork belly and his legs jump a little under the table. âIt does matter! I feel like it's cheating plain and simple. If I were dating someone it should only be me helping you. Not some other guy that you happen to be friends withâÂ
âWhatever you wanna believe, Jeon. But personally, I really donât care. As long as I have food in my mouth then Iâm happyâ you say as you stuff your mouth with rice.Â
The check comes around when you finish eating. You go to grab the piece of paper but, once again, Jungkook beats you to it. âYah, Iâm the one who brought you out to eat. I should be the one paying for itâ he held the paper away from you. Slumping in your seat you cross your arms across your chest. âBut itâs expensive, let me help pay halfâ With a proud smile Jungkook signs off on it and gives it to your waiter. âToo late, already paid forâ he sends you a sly grin and you let out a puff of air.
The beeping sound of the door resounds in the quiet apartment. Jungkook walks to his shoe rack next to the front door and pulls off his big black shoes. Walking over to the couch he settles down on the couch and turns on the TV. Before he could pull his jacket off he remembers the small napkin you gave to him at the restaurant. Digging through his pocket he feels the soft paper and unravels it, revealing the numbers you had written down.Â
The front door beeps once again, the slightly shorter man walks through the door and places his bag on the dining table. âHey,â Jimin says. âWhat do you wanna do tonight? We donât have a schedule for tomorrow and we donât need to be up earlyâ he says, digging through the fridge for something to eat. Jungookâs focus is still analyzing the piece of paper. âUh, do you think you could help me with something?â he turned his attention to the blonde standing behind the counter, a drink propped in his hand.Â
âYeah, what is it?â taking a sip from his bottle. Jungkook stands to walk over to Jimin and places the napkin in front of him. He looks down at it and lifts his head back up to look at his friend. âA napkin with a bunch of numbers on it? Is it like a code or something?â he says with confusion laced in his voice. Jungkook shakes his head and he pulls up your Instagram account. âDo you remember her?â Jimin brings the phone closer to his face to properly see what he has displayed on his phone. It takes him a little while to remember your face. Then his face brows straighten out as he recalls that day he saw you. âAh, the cafe workerâ Jungkook shakes his head, âYes, herâÂ
âWhat about her?â Confusion written on his face again. âWell, Iâve been hanging out with her for a while now-â before he can continue his sentence Jimin cuts him off, âAnd you didnât mind telling me this until now because?âÂ
âI donât know, Iâve just been so caught up with her and I didnât even think about mentioning her. But now Iâm in a situationâ he starts off by telling him the day he walked into the cafe and waited for you to finish up so he could talk to you. And the rest of the story after that. âWhy is she playing hard to get? Itâs just a couple of numbersâ Jimin says. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders, turning around back to the couch.Â
âShe said itâs a personal thing, which is so stupid. Weâve been texting back nâ forth on Instagram. I was out with her today and she gave me those numbersâ he sighs out of frustration. Jimin flows behind him and sits on the sofa next to him. He places the drink down and pats Jungkook on the shoulder. âYouâre in luck, I have my mom to thank for this.â he pulls out a thick book filled with thousands of phone numbers from under the coffee table. Jungkookâs eyes widen in shock as the book slams on the table in front of them.Â
âWhen did she give this to you?â he asks in shock. âShe gave it to me before I left Busan, I forgot I had it with me. I never had a use for it so it was stored away in the closet at our old dormâ He opens the book and flips through the thin pages. He stops on a page and glides his finger down looking for those six numbers. âHere!â He looks back to the napkin next to the book and reads off the numbers. Jungkook watches in awe as he watches his friend work his âmagicâ. âNow all we need to do is look through,â he pauses for a second âone hundred seventeen phone numbersâ A loud âWhat!â comes from the man beside him. âLooks like we have a long night ahead of us JungkookieâÂ
The first number they dialed was an old lady. She was sweet about them calling the wrong number and they moved on to the next. The fifth number they dial was a fried chicken place, not being able to contain themselves they placed an order for delivery. The two of them spend the next hour and a half trying to search for your number. Jungkook is close to losing hope. He ended up stepping out to their balcony and took a cigar out from the box laying on top of the table next to the couch.Â
Inhaling a puff into the nightâs air, he begins to feel a bit more relaxed. Jimin walks in behind him, standing next to him as they look out into the city. Lights, once again brightening up the city. The sounds of cars driving by and flocks of birds flying in the sky. Jimin takes in the fresh air, his arms leaning against the railing. âWhat if she gave you a fake number?â he says. Jungkook only sighs and takes another drag from his cigarette.Â
âI mean weâve been at this for hours and all weâve found is nothingâ But Jungkook being the stubborn man he is he says âWe have twenty more numbers to call. And if none of them is hers, thenâ he pauses. He looks up at the stars twinkling in the black sky. He closes his eyes and thinks. âThen Iâll just give up,â Jimin nods his head at his friend's decision, his head hanging low as he pats the taller oneâs shoulder walking back into the room.Â
Jungkook places the end of the stick in a bowl lying on the edge of the thick railing and trails behind the elder. Plopping himself back down on the couch, he begins to prepare himself for maybe one of the longest hours of his life. He picks his phone up again and dials one of the remaining numbers. But to no avail, itâs not your voice he hears on the other end of the phone. Crossing it off in the book he dials the next one, and then the next, and then heâs on the sixth number.
The phone rings for a while, but on the fourth ring, someone picks up. âHello?â you say. Jungkook is silent. Shocked that itâs actually you, heâs finally talking to. âHello,â he says back. You bring your phone away from your ear and look at the number. âJungkook? How did you manage to find the rest of my number so quickly?â He laughs at that. âQuicklyâ is quite the opposite of tonight.
âThank fucking God itâs you,â he says. Jimin perks up, turning around to face Jungkook.
Autumn
The sun rose over the horizon and spilt into the room, the blinds kept slightly ajar covering bits of the messy room, the light laying over his sleeping body. His eyes slow open as the sun peeks through them. He twists and turns in the comfort of his bed until he becomes restless, pulling the comforter away from his body. âJungkookâ a girl hovering over his tired body. She lays her own over his, cuddling into his neck as she wraps her arms around his neck, he buries himself in her scent dragging his hands to wrap around her waist.Â
The girl plants soft kisses along his soft skin whispering little nothings into his ear. Before he could pull away to find her beautiful face, his eyes opened.
âGet up!â Jimin tugs on his arm harder. Jungkook jerks up from his bed, wiping his eyes from sleep. âWhat time is it?â his deep voice still laced with his deep slumber, Jimin looks at the clock on the wall by his mirror and back at the sleepy boy.
"Itâs ten thirty, we were supposed to meet Namjoon ten minutes agoâ he yells. Jungkook groans standing up from the bed, without watching out for where he was going he stubs his toe on the corner of the bed, âShitâ he falls onto his bed again holding his foot. His phone buzzes with a notification. The name read â___ đşâ, and a smile formed on his face as he read your name.Â
y/nđş: Hey sleepy. Iâve been trying to reach you for like an hour but it seems like youâre too busy for me now đ. I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out today? [10:35 am]Â
His smile grows even wider. He thought heâd never see the day that you would reach out and ask if he wanted to hang out. Unfortunately, he has plans out today. Itâs been a long while since he and all of his friends planned to hang out together. With everyone being busy with school and work, they never found the time to plan a get together.Â
Me: Hey, sorry I didnât get back. I woke up late. [10:37 am]
Me: Someone missing me already? 𫤠[10:37 am]Â
He stands up from his bed and walks through the bedroom door. Jimin walks past him, already dressed and ready for the day, âYouâre not ready yet, weâre going to leave in like five minutesâ he says. âAlright! I wonât take that long, relaxâ He walks into the bathroom and prepares himself for the day ahead of him. The sink buzzes from his phone. The screen lights up with another notification.Â
y/n đş: Calm down pretty boy, I was just asking because Iâm off today and I donât have any plans [10:45 am]
Me: So you think Iâm pretty? lol, sorry angel i canât today, what about tomorrow? [10:47 am]
While he waits for a response he walks out of the bathroom and walks over to his closet, looking through the many clothes he has. Finally, picking out something to wear he walks out to the living space where Jimin is sitting on the couch, looking at his phone waiting for him to finish. âFinally,â he breathes out in relief. âIf only you set a damn alarm we wouldnât be so late, Tae keeps texting me if we were there yet and yet weâre still standing hereâ he shakes his head.Â
âCan you calm down, Iâm ready. Letâs goâ Jungkook walks forward to the front door and his keys in his hand. He waits for Jimin to walk out before he locks the door. As they are walking down the hall to the parking garage, Jungkook checks his phone again to find your message.Â
y/n đş: Donât get so cocky now Jeon. Yeah, thatâs fine. I guess Iâll just spend my time alone today đ [10:48 am]Â
Me: Cheer up at least you get to spend the whole day with me tomorrow! đ [10:59 am]
y/n đş: Yeah yeah. Have fun with your boyfriends [11:00 am]Â
Cheesing at his phone he sends you a thumbs up and puts his phone away and takes his car keys out. âWhat are you smiling about?â Jimin looks over to his friend in the driver's seat. âIs it ___?â he guesses. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders as he places the key into the ignition.
As Jungkook pulls out of the parking garage, Jimin takes the aux cord and plugs it into his phone, â3:00 AMâ by Finding Hope plays softly in the background of the car. âSo, whatâs the deal with you and her?â He starts the conversation first. âWhat do you mean? Weâre just friends,â Jimin looks at him with a look of suspicion written on his face. âHmm, youâve been spending almost all of your time with her, and I always catch you geeking whenever youâre texting her, doesnât seem like âjust friendsâ to meâ he lifts two fingers up in the air as quotations.Â
âYou are so deluded. I canât have girls that are friends anymore?âÂ
âYouâve never had a girl-friend before. Itâs either you sleep with them or you sleep with them. I have never seen you spend this much time with someone let alone a girl. Letâs be real now,â This leaves Jungkook silent. He is right, though. He just wonât admit that he is. âWhatever, manâ The car ride is spent in silence for the rest of the time being.Â
Itâs not until Jimin gets an incoming call from Taehyung. The phone is still connected to the car, his deep voice is loud throughout the vehicle. âHello?â Jimin says, âWhere are you guys?âÂ
âWeâre almost there, why?â Jungkook says. âJust asking, cus Namjoon-hyung is getting antsy, he just wants to make sure you guys are coming, it has been a while since weâve all been togetherâÂ
âOkay were pulling up in the parking lot now, see you soonâÂ
âSee you in a bitâ the calls end and the music starts to play again. The car comes to a stop, and the two close the door shut. This place is different to the one he took you out to that night all those days ago. This one is more secluded, not many people know about, considering itâs Namjoonâs fatherâs place. The small building is next to a lake, only a few others in sight down the road. the quiet sounds of the water rippling in the air, and the leaves turning into red, orange, and brown colors with the changing season.Â
Leaves crunch under their feet as they walk up to the door, knocking to be let in. The eldest one in the group answers the door. âYah, what took you guys so long.â Jin says, pushing their hands slightly in a playful manner. âThis one woke up lateâ he points to Jungkook. He raises his hands up and apologizes, âSorry, I forgot to set an alarm, but to be fair I went to sleep late last night working on a projectâÂ
âAt least you're hereâ Jin throws his arm over his youngestâs shoulder. âIt feels like I havenât seen you in ages,âÂ
âYeah, me tooâ Yoongi, another one of their friends, comes from the bathroom. Jungkook throws him a smile and pulls him into a hug. âItâs nice to see you guys againâ Namjoon comes from what seemed like a gaming room âLook at us, one whole againâ he opens his arms and brings Jungkook into a hug as well. Jimin and Taehyung are sitting at one of the couches catching up on what theyâve been doing since they last saw each other.Â
They all gather around and begin chit chatting. âSo, Jungkookie, Jimin here tells us youâre seeing someoneâ Jin raises his eyebrows, curious about his friend's love life. Jungkook shakes his head as he takes a sip of whiskey. âIâm not seeing anyone, sheâs just a friendâ at this Namjoon perks up and joins in on the conversation. âOh is it __? I thought you guys were together, I mean you guys shouldâve been there. They he looked at her was so sweetâÂ
âI did not look at her in any wayâ he objects.Â
âWait, you've met her already?!â Jin says with a look of hurt on his face. âThatâs not fair! I basically raised you and this is how you repay me!â he yells.
âCan we please calm down, sheâs nothing but a friend to me, why is that so hard to believeâ They all become silent now. Giving each other knowing looks, he lets out a sigh and pulls a cigar out from his pocket. Taking a lighter that was lying on the table in front of him he lights it up, taking a drag.
âOh câmon, when will you introduce us? Itâd be good to see a new face around hereâ Jungkook looks up at Yoongi and back down to his cigar. âI donât know, itâll happen when it happensâ It is silent for a minute before Jungkook changes the subject. âHowâs Aria and the baby? I miss that little dumplingâ Jinâs baby, Minchae, isÂ
Jungkook's goddaughter, itâs been a long time since heâs seen her. Jin and his wife, Aria, are high school sweethearts, sheâs seen him through his growth spurt, he hasnât spent a day looking bad. He doesnât blame her for staying with him for all these years.Â
âTheyâre doing good, we wanted to host a barbeque sometime in two weeks, I forgot to bring this up the last time we were togetherâÂ
Everyone perks up at the mention of food, all agreeing, they begin to talk about life, what theyâve all been caught up doing since their last get together.
âAre you guys dating?â Your best friend asks over the phone. After Jungkook told you he was busy, you brought yourself out of your tiny apartment and did a little bit of exploring yourself.
âNo, weâre not. We are just friendsâ you deny your relationship with Jungkook. He is one of the first friends (?) that you have made so far since you moved here. Yes, his personality is a bit condescending but you still manage to find a way to tolerate it.Â
âWell, from the way you described him, it sounds like more than friends to meâ You shake your head as if he could see you. âFine believe what you wanna believe, but I assure you we are just friends-â Mid sentence you donât pay attention to where your feet are leading you. You bump into a tall figure, when you turn around to apologize, you get a closer glimpse of the man. âHey, you were our waiter the other day at that restaurant near the campusâ you say pointing at him. He smiles and gives you a nod of his head.Â
âYeah, that was meâ An awkward silence fills between you two until you speak again. âIâm sorry, I wasnât watching where I was going,â he lifts his hands in the air in a forgiving manner.
âNo, no itâs okayâ smiling again at him you slowly begin to turn around to go on your way. Not until he stops you in your tracks, âWait! Uhmâ You turn your head back around to face him and raise your eyebrows. âYes?âÂ
âI was too scared to ask you this back at the restaurant, but can I have your number?â How cute, you think. A smile breaks out on your lips and you walk closer to him. âI donât even know your name,â you say to him. Immediately he says âItâs Jiungâ. You pause for a minute looking up at the sky as if you were thinking. âOkay, Jiung. Give me your phoneâ That same sweet smile you gave to him gets him to blush. He pulls his phone out from his jacket pocket and places it in my hand.Â
You put in your number and hand it back to him, you turn away but not before you say âHave a good dayâ in a sweet voice. His heart starts to race as you turn your back to him and continue your adventure. âWhat was that?â Hoseok says through the phone. âThis guy that I saw at this restaurant Jungkook took me to. He asked for my number.Â
âWow, you are a guy magnet over there, what happened here?â he says teasinglyÂ
âShut upâÂ
Loud knocks are heard from your front door as you get ready in your room. Your hair is still up in curlers, your baggy t-shirt is on, and your biker shorts are still on, you walk over to the door and look through the peephole. The beeping of the door is heard next to you and Jungkook steps into the room. âLook at you in your pajamas. Didnât I say I was gonna be here at one?â
he says in a teasing manner behind you. Walking back to your room you hear his heavy steps follow behind you. âUh, I donât remember letting you into my roomâ You turn to face him. âAnd I donât remember caring enough to ask,â The beefy man says plopping down on your bed. Rolling your eyes you walk back to your bathroom, his hands lay behind his head as he relaxes into your bed. You walk out with a robe on now, and Jungkook eyes you up and down.Â
âDo you mind?â you say looking back at him.Â
âI wonât look I swearâ You give him a look that says âI donât trust youâ. Turning around you go through your closet, pick a casual outfit, and bring it back to the bathroom.
Jungkook rolls his eyes as you walk away. Your bathroom and bedroom connect, and the big mirror above your sink shows almost everything in it. His eyes wander around your room, thinking about it now heâs never stepped foot in your apartment before, and his gaze stops at the mirror in the bathroom. You have taken your robe off and your bare back is on display.Â
He holds his breath as he takes in your figure, You grab the clip that was holding your hair and he watches as your hair cascades down your shoulder. Your head turns to look at how your hair had turned out from the rollers, but instead, you're met with Jungkookâs gaze. Heâs sat up in your bed now, lips parted slightly. You hold his stare before looking away and bending down to grab your clothes.Â
Snapping out of his trance, you can hear shuffling coming from your room. You look back to your bed and find it empty, Jungkook is in the other room, trying to steady his breath. A few minutes later you walk out of your room, a big sweater covering your body and a small skirt adoring part of your legs.
âAre you ready?â You say tilting your head up to look at him.
He only nods his head in response and waits for you to collect your things. He stands by the door, watching you put your sneakers on. A small white bag is thrown over your shoulder.
When you are finally done you walk out the door and he closes it behind you. The walk to the parking garage was quiet for some odd reason. When you both get into his car you destroy the silence between you two. âHow come you arenât being annoying today? Usually, youâre talking my head off or asking me dumb questionsâ His mind is still stuck on what he saw back at your apartment.Â
Low music plays softly in his car as he responds, âItâs nothing, Iâm just tired from yesterday.â Softly nodding your head away from him you look out the window and wait until you arrive at his place. Itâs silent again for only a few minutes when you decide to speak up again, âYouâre such a liarâ he turns his gaze away from the road for a second to look at you. âWhat did I lie about?âÂ
âYou said that your place is just a walk away from mineâ he chuckles at your complaining. Secretly you had hoped that you would walk with him to his complex, your neighbors usually take their dog out for a walk at this time and youâd always play with her. âSorry you shouldâve moved closer to me thenâ he says it as if you had any control over it. You roll your eyes and begin to sink into the comfortable silence.Â
He parks the car on the side of the road near his apartment and you both step out of the car. Itâs slightly bigger than where you're living and itâs much louder in this part of town.
He takes the lead and walks in front of you to the front of the building. The layout is much different than what youâre used to. Instead of an elevator, everyone has to climb up a set of stairs, thankfully for you, he lives on one of the lower levels. When you reach his home he punches in the numbers into the pad of his door lock.Â
Just like yours, beeping comes from inside of his house. To your surprise the place is neat and clean, a few pieces of trash here and there but surprisingly tidy for an apartment with two grown men living in it. âHow do you like it?â He asks, throwing his keys into the bowl on the table next to the door. âItâs nice, itâs cleaner than I thought it would beâ your eyes glide around the room. He scoffs and says âWhat? Just because weâre a couple of guys means we canât be clean?âÂ
âUhm yes, actually I do think thatâÂ
âWell, then change your mindsetâ he says walking over to his sofa. âWhat do you wanna do? I donât have much here but you decided you wanted to hangout here soâŚâ you walk over to his kitchen and look through his fridge. âLetâs cook something,â Digging through the drawers, you try to find something you think youâd both like to eat.Â
After searching for a few minutes you end up with pork belly, kimchi, and instant noodles you found in the cabinet. You call him over and he groans as he stands from the comfort of his sofa. He finds a spot next to you and looks at the items you have displayed on the counter. âWeâre cooking tonight?â You look up at him with a bright smile âMmmhm!â He laughs at your response. He rolls his sleeves up to his elbows, tattoos out on display and rubs his hands together.Â
âLetâs get started, then shall we?â Of course, he grabs the package of pork and cuts the plastic open with a knife while you look for a pot to cook the ramen in. You bring it to the sink and fill it half way to boil the noodles. It makes a small âclinkâ sound when it hits the metal of the stove. Jungkook walks over next to you while you sit watching at the pot, waiting for the water to boil. He pulls a pan out from the same cabinet you got the pot from and places it next to you on the stove.Â
Once the pan is hot enough he scrapes the cut-up meat into the pan, sizzling as it touches the heat. Smoke fills the air and the apartment starts to smell like pork.
The water starts to boil and you open the package and dump whatâs in it into the water. Jungkok grabs a pair of chopsticks from a drawer and picks a piece of cooked meat from the pan. He blows on it and touches it to his lips making sure itâs not too hot to eat. âHere, try itâ You open your mouth and taste the flavorful meat. Your eyes close as you satisfy your tastebuds with the cooking.
âIs it good?â Telling by your expression he doesnât need a verbal answer from you.Â
Once everything is cooked you plate it and serve it on the island in the kitchen. You sit on one of the stools and Jungkook stands on the other side of you. âI didnât know you could cook like this, itâs so goodâ Slurping sounds reverberate from his bowl as he brings it closer to his mouth. âWhoâs feeding my ego now?â he says with a cocky tone.Â
âCan you ever go a day without being annoyingâÂ
âNot when it comes to youâÂ
After you both finish up eating you make your way over to the living room and make yourselves comfortable on the sofa. The TV played whatever they showed during this hour.
Suddenly you start to speak. âYou know what happened yesterday?â he hums in response, too immersed in what was playing on the big screen. âDo you remember our waiter from a few days ago?â At the mention of him, he sits up and looks at you. âYeah, what about himâÂ
âAfter you blew me off-âÂ
âI did not blow you off, I was just busy with my friendsâÂ
âAnyways,â you roll your eyes at his interruption
âI went into the city and ran some errands. But when I was on the phone with my friend I happened to bump into himâ he listens to your story intently, not wanting to miss a detail. âI apologized but before I could leave he asked me for my numberâÂ
âAnd did you give it to him?â he asks curiously.Â
âYeah, I didâ he scoffs at your response, a little bit of anger beginning to build up. âAre you serious? Why did he get your number so easily but I had to work my ass off to get itâ You can read the anger on his face. You begin to laugh, you laugh so hard that you're clutching your stomach. âYah! Whatâs so funny! I didnât even say anything for you to laughâ This only gets you to laugh even more.Â
Not taking any more of this his fingers find your waist, and he tickles you. âJungkook!â you yell at him. He pushes you onto your back and attacks you. Your legs between his and your arms trying to shove his shoulders away. The biggest smile forms on his lips as he watches your face turn red from how hard you're laughing. âJungkook, stop!â you say in between laughs.Â
He takes hold of your wrist and pins it above your head. Your laughter dies down, and the room becomes silent. His face hovering over yours, your faces inches apart. He doesnât realize heâs leaning down, lips close to touching. The beeping of the door is heard near the door and Jimin walks through. You both quickly pull away from each other and straighten out your clothes.Â
âJimin!â Jungkook says standing to greet his friend. âThis is ___â Jimin walks over to you and stretches his hand out for you to shake. âAh, the one and only. Itâs nice to finally meet youâ he says slightly bowing out of courtesy. âItâs nice to meet you too, Jiminâ you give one of your sweet smiles. Jungkook looks down at his watch and walks up between you two.
âItâs getting late, Iâll take you home __â you nod your head and give Jimin one last smile. âBut we just met, let me get to know her,â Jimin complains. âYouâll get to know her another time, we have classes tomorrow and she has workâÂ
âIt was nice to meet you, Jimin. I hope we get to talk to each other properly in the futureâ you tell him. He smiles at you and lets you go.Â
~
The car ride to your home was filled with comfortable silence and the radio playing lowly. You are stopped at a red light and you look out the window. A dog sticking its head out the window gets a small smile to grow on your lips. âI had a great time tonightâ you turn your attention back to Jungkook. His face was illuminated with red from the traffic light. You take in his strong features. His sharp jawline and round nose, a faint scar is indented on his cheek, and his lip piercing shining in the light.Â
âI had a great time tooâ He looks over at you and sees you already looking at him. âSucks I didnât get to talk to your friend though. He seems like a nice person.âÂ
âYeah he is, Iâve known him since I was in middle school. We went to highschool together and now we're sharing rent with each other. Sometimes it amazes me how fast times flyâ he says.Â
Small talk is exchanged until you reach your apartment. This time you and Jungkook stay in the car for a bit longer. âThank you, for today. I had a lot of funâÂ
âSo did I,â he says. Itâs not long before he says something else. âMy friends are holding a barbeque at their place in a few days. Do you want to come with me?â This was out of nowhere. You debate whether you should go, you donât even know them besides Jungkook and Jimin, now.Â
âCâmon, you always talk about how you donât have any friends here. Iâm giving you the opportunity to make some.â After this you finally oblige.Â
âOkay, okay Iâll go. But only if you make me some more pork bellyâ he smiles and shakes your head.Â
âDealâ he pulls his hand out to seal the deal. You give it a small squeeze and shake your hands. As you look at him you hold onto your hand for more than he should be. Shying away, you let go of his hand and begin to pick up your stuff. âGoodnight, Jungkook,â you say leaning in to plant a small kiss on his cheek. You pull away but your faces stay close together. He looks down at your lips, and he slowly brings his hand to your cheek.Â
Heâs having an internal battle, thinking if kissing you is a good idea. Fuck it, he pulls you in and your lips mold with his. The cold of his piercing against your lips makes a shiver go up your spine. A small smack of your lips resounds as you pull away slowly, âGoodnight, angelâ
The crisp air of the late afternoon hits you, you are standing outside waiting for Jungkook to come pick you up for todayâs events. The thoughts of meeting his friends made you nervous for some reason you canât pinpoint. Maybe you are just scared of what they might think, you need to show off a good impression. His black Mercedes rolls in around the corner and stops in front of you.Â
Pulling the handle to the passengerâs side you reveal Jungkook, leaning against the armrest waiting for you to hop in. âDonât you look cute today,â he says, watching you buckle your seat belt. âThank you,â you say in a small voice. âYouâre so nervous around me all of a sudden,â he says leaning in to look at your face. You look at his eyes, then down to his lips. âIâm not nervous,â you say with confidence in your voice.
âMmm, then why are you so quiet? Iâm used to hearing your loud and obnoxious voiceâ he teases. A smile creeps onto your lips and you turn away from to face forward. âJust drive, Jeon.â Chuckling, you step on the gas pedal and start to drive away from your complex. âWhat are your friends like?â you ask. You watch as Jungkook leans his elbow against the door and places his hand under his chin. âHmm, they are very loudâ a small laugh comes from your mouth. âTheyâre also very warm, Iâve known most of them for a big majority of my life nowâÂ
You admire the way he talks about them as if they were family to him. The bond he describes he has with them seems unbreakable and full of love, you feel warmth spread across your chest at the thought of his friendship with all of them. You begin to realize that you donât live far from them, only about a thirty-minute drive from yours. Suddenly, those nerves you were feeling before begin to creep up on you again. He notices how silent youâve become as you get closer to the house.Â
âWhatâs wrong? Did you forget something?â he says, looking at you. You return his gaze and shake off your nervous feeling. âNo, nothingâs wrong. I just feel a bit nervous about meeting them,â you look for the right word to say. You shouldnât be feeling this nervous, Jungkook described them as great people. âAngel, you donât need to be nervous. They will welcome you with open arms, trust meâ The nickname always brings small butterflies soaring in your stomach, you donât think youâll ever get used to it.Â
The car pulls into the driveway you look up and gape at the size of the house. Itâs not too big, but big enough to hold at least seven people. You and Jungkook both walk up to the front door, once again you feel anxious, âRelax, itâs gonna be okayâ his fingers brush softly against yours, his pinky wrapping around yours. He rings the doorbell, and everyone on the other side of the door goes quiet.Â
Low chattering is heard and the handle to the door twists and swings open. âJayKayyâ Jin says in a brotherly tone. But Jungkookâs attention focuses on his baby niece. âAwhh Minchae, Uncle missed you '' he takes the little girl from her father's arms, squeezing her against him. Her little giggles escape as he places little kisses against her tiny puffy cheek. You watch with a fond smile on your face, how adorable. Youâve never seen this side of Jungkook before, it feels refreshing.Â
You follow behind him as he enters the house. The loud chattering comes back to life when they see their youngest out of the bunch. âHey, guysâ Minchaeâs arms wrapped around his neck. Standing quietly behind Jungkookâs tall frame you gently tug on his jacket and he turns around to you.
âOh uh, guysâ he places a hand on the small of your back, gesturing for you to walk forward. âThis is ___â You bow your head and greet them. âHelloâ comes from your mouth softly. Jinâs wife Aria stands up and places a hand over her heart. âYou are so cute! Itâs nice to finally meet you! Jungkook has not stopped talking about you since-âÂ
âAriaâ Jungkook deadpans. She places a hand over her mouth to contain her laugh. âSorry, sorry.âÂ
Jungkook holds a hand out gesturing to the woman next to you. âThis is Aria, Jinâs wifeâ you smile at her and nod your head, a fond smile growing on her face. âThis is Taehyung, and you know Namjoon and Jiminâ You walk over to where they were sitting and hold your hand out for them to shake. âOh yeah, we met that one time we went into the city, I remember,â you say to Namjoon. âYes, itâs nice to see you again ___â He gives you that boyish smile you saw all those nights ago.Â
âAnd this is Yoongiâ the quiet man waves his hand in the air and a little smile forms on his lips. Jin comes out from the backyard, clad in an apron and tongs in his hands.
âFoodâs readyâ Everyone stands up from their seats. A table is set up outside and the big backyard is lit up with fairy lights, setting the mood for everyone. When everyone is content with their plates they all sit around the table and converse with one another. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap, slapping her tiny hands against the table. She hasnât left Jungkook since you both arrived, you find it endearing, the relationship between the two.Â
He has a separate plate for her feeding her small spoons at a time when she asks for it. âSo, ___. When did you move to the city, is there any reason why you chose Incheon?â Jin asks.Â
âWell, I moved here this past summer from Gwangjang. I was offered better things here at the college than what they had back there. It sucks though because I had to leave all my friends. But it doesnât hurt getting a clean slateâ you say.Â
âThat is right, but I bet you miss your friends tooâ You nod your head as you think about your life back in your hometown. âYes, I do miss it over there. But Iâve been enjoying my time over here as wellâ you say with joy. Everyone begins to talk with you as if theyâve known you for years. It is not as bad as you thought itâd be, and you're grateful for that.Â
Everyone decided to head back inside and it grew colder, everyone spread out in different places. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap again, playing with his big hands. Her attention falls on you though, you look down to meet her gaze and you give her a small smile. She crawls from Junkook onto your lap and she stares at you looking at your features. He watches his niece make herself comfortable on your lap and looks at her antics. Her tiny hands come up to your cheek. A bright smile forms on your lips as you watch her.Â
âHi, Minchaeâ softly comes from your lips.Â
âPwetty, Auntieâ your heart melts at her small voice, and so does Jungkook's. He watches the interaction with a smile on his face, warmth igniting within his chest. âYouâre so pretty,â you say, giving a gentle poke to her round tummy. She lets out a laugh as he wraps her hands around your finger pushing it away. Jungkookâs heart feels like itâs going to explode, watching with fond eyes as you play with his niece. You look over at him and catch him staring, his hand coming up to nudge your chin playfully.Â
~
The night is coming to the end and Minchae has peacefully fallen asleep on your shoulder as you hold her back in support. Everyone has settled down, quiet music playing in the room as they all focus on their own thing. Jungkook looks down at his watch and notices how late it has gotten. âI think we should start heading out,â he whispers into your ear. You nod your head and begin to slowly get up, careful not to wake the little one in your arms.Â
âHere Iâll take herâ Jungkook brings his hand under her arms to pick her up. She moves a bit but falls back to sleep in the manâs arms. âAre you guys heading out already?â Jin says from the couch.Â
âYeah, is it alright if I put her to bed?â Jin nods his head and Jungkook separates from you for the first time tonight and walks up the stairs.Â
âWhere have you been all his life?â Jin says out of the blue. You turn around to face him and give him a look of confusion. âWhat?â a small chuckle escapes your mouth. âI have not seen him act the way he does since youâve met himâ A smile appears on your lips and before you can respond Jungkook comes back into the room. âYou ready?â he says quietly from behind you, a hand resting on your waist. You look up at him and nod your head, you bend to grab your purse from the couch.Â
âIâll see you guys later,â he says with a wave of his hand. They all say their goodbyes and then, you are both heading back to the car.
You walk up to your door and unlock it, Jungkook stands behind you and waits for you to get in. He expected you to wave him goodnight and disappear behind your door, leaving him to walk into the night. But instead, you turn around and say âYou wanna come in?â Shocked, Jungkook freezes in his spot, caught by surprise. He nods his head and walks in behind you. You place your bag down on the small table and plop down on your sofa, Jungkook following, he sits down next to you.Â
âTonight was fun, I didnât expect us to get along so well. It felt like Iâve known them for years,â you say facing him. Your arms are in your lap, your fingers playing with your ring. âYeah, thatâs what they do to youâ he chuckles. âThey are all too kind for their own good, thatâs what I love about themâÂ
âI can see why you talked so fondly about them, thinking about the bond you share with them makes me miss my friends back home. Weâd hang out almost every night and stay out late going to partiesâ You reminisce on the old times you and your friendsâ wild nights.Â
âYou have me now, and everyone else,â he says in a low tone. You look up from your lap and smile at him. It is silent between you now, Jungkook canât help but stare at you in the low light, how beautiful you look. Slowly his hand comes up to the side of your neck, just below your ear. You lean into his touch and your lips part slightly, your gaze falling to his lips and so does his. Lips colliding, your hands find his wrist holding on tightly.Â
Your body moves forward, straddling his lap, and his tongue glides over your pillowy lips, seeking entrance. Your lips part allows him access and his hands find your waist, squeezing gently. A small whimper escapes your mouth at the touch; the room filled with the sound of lips smacking. His hands begin to dip lower, till they are right above your ass. Your arms wrap around his neck softly and the kiss gets heated and needy. Teeth clashing against each other and small noises come from your lips.
With his hands under your ass, he stands up and lifts you up with him. Legs wrapping around his middle, without breaking the kiss Jungkook finds his way to your bedroom. He throws you onto the bed as if you were a ragdoll, hands finding the hem of his shirt he pulls it over his head, abs out on display; you can feel yourself become wetter.Â
Your hands glide up his stomach, muscles rubbing against your fingers. Jungkook holds onto your hands and brings them up to his neck as youâre kneeling on the edge of your bed. His lips connected with yours once again, but much harsher. His tongue playing with yours, the sloppy sounds of your lips are the only thing heard in the room. Jungkookâs rough hands pull your thin tank top over your head, revealing your perked nipples. You gasp as your body is hit with the cold air in the room.Â
Placing wet kisses down your neck, his lips find your chest. He breathes over your nipple and you whimper at the warmth it brings. His lips wrapped around your erect nipple, and you threw your head back in pleasure, hands wrapping around the short hair on the back of his head. âJungkookâ you whimper. His hands wrap around your back bringing it closer to him. He moves on to the other one, giving it the same treatment. Suddenly, he throws you back down on the soft mattress.Â
Watching how your tits move with the impact. He hovers over you kissing you with need. Jungkookâs hands find the waistband of your skirt, pulling it down and throwing it onto the floor behind him. Now youâre only left in your panties, barely covering your pussy. He can feel himself grow harder in his underwear, looking down at the goddess that you are. Pushing you up so youâre fully on the bed now he dips down and places soft kisses on your inner thigh. You shiver at the touch and whine his name out again. âJungkookâÂ
âWhat, baby? Use your wordsâÂ
âI need youâ you moan, your eyes fall to look at him. But theyâve already fallen on you, giving you a sultry look.Â
âYouâre already so soaked for me,â he says, hooking his fingers on your panties. Itâs barely doing its job anyway, he yanks them from your body. Your cunt out, ready for him to devour. âYou gonna be a good girl for me?â you nod your head.Â
âUh uh, what did I say baby?âÂ
âUgh, yesâ you say in a needy tone. âI need to feel you Jungkook, pleaseâ Finally getting what he wanted he obliges to your request.Â
âJust because you said so kindlyâ his head dips down, placing kitten licks along your clit, you let out a breathy moan at the first contact of his tongue. Then, heâs diving in. Wrapping his arms around your legs pulling himself deeper into your sopping pussy. You try to move around but Jungkook isnât having it, his grip on you tightens and his pace picks up. Two fingers find your entrance, pushing in slowly. Your eyes roll to the back of your head as his thick fingers push up into you.Â
âFuck, Jungkookâ You bring your hands to prop yourself up, and you watch as Jungkook flicks his tongue up and down between your folds. His fingers start to pick up in pace, and he can feel you squeeze him, he knows youâre close to an orgasm. The burn in your lower stomach begins to build. Moaning, loudly you reach your climax, a hand finding his hair, you tug slightly to get him off of you. Your thighs begin to shake beside you he finally pulls away and brings himself back up to you. You stare into his eyes, big black boba eyes staring back at you.Â
You canât believe thatâs the man that brought you to your orgasm. His head dips down to connect your lips once again, you can taste yourself on his lips and you moan into his mouth. âGood job, baby,â he says lowly. Your hand slowly reaches down to his aching cock, and you reach into his pants. The contact you make with his cock gets him to moan into your hair. He stands to remove the fabric from his waist. His hard dick comes face to face with you and you can feel yourself start to drool.Â
You bring your hand to wrap around it, giving it a few strokes. His head tilts back in pleasure this time, âAh fuck yeah, babyâ Your thumb rubs over the red tip, and then you bring your lips to plant soft kisses over it. âDonât fucking tease meâ his hand brushes through your soft hair. âCâmon donât be such a pussy, let me have my fun,â you say.Â
âI just ate the fuck outta yours, I really fucking need youâ he whines.Â
You laugh at his whiny state âWhoâs the needy one now?â Finally, your lips around his thick cock, the veins feel up against your mouth. You take him in slowly and his hand guides you as you only take half of it. âCâmon baby, I know you can do better than thatâ You pull back and take him in a deeper, until the tip hits the back of your throat. You gag slightly but take deep breaths in to calm yourself. âThere you goâ he praises. Your speed picks up as he pushes you on his cock. Your small hand finds the bottom of his cock where his balls lay. Squeezing them in the palm of your hand he doubles over at the extra pleasure. âFuck, youâre such a cockslut for me, huh? God,â he says pulling you off of him.Â
âTurn around, ass up face downâ he demands. You turn around and do what he asks. Your face buries into your pull and you get slightly pushed up as he grabs your ass cheeks. âYouâre so fucking beautifulâ A smack resounds in the room and you let out a gasp. He rubs over the red mark and plants a kiss over it. He moves his hands down to the dip of your waist and holds you down.Â
Giving his cocks a few strokes, he teases it up and down your slit. âLook at you, all dripping nâ shitâ you moan at his tone. He pushes in slowly, feeling his veins around your walls. The stretch gives you the most pleasure youâve felt in a long time; he stays there for a little to let you get used to his size. He pulls back until just the tip, and then he pushes in all the way, bottoming out. He moves your hair to the side to watch your ass bounce on him. His pace is quick, and his hands find the front of your chest squeezing your soft tits in his hand.Â
âFuck, harderâ you moan.
Your head is lying on the side of your pillow, gripping the soft material from the pleasure. His animalistic speed gets you to moan even louder. The sound of his hips hitting against your ass and the flapping sounds are loud in the quiet room. He looks down to where you connect and watches the ring of your cream disappear inside you.Â
âCan I record you baby?â
Too lost in pleasure you push yourself up and grab his phone from the side of you after it fell from his pocket earlier. The flash of the camera lights up the room and he watches himself disappear inside you. âYeah, you like that baby?âÂ
Pornographic moans escape your lips as you relish the pleasure. âYes, yes, yes!â you repeat over and over again.
His tattooed hand comes into the frame and rubs over your ass. Your cheeks have become red because of how hard heâs pounding into you. The flash turns off and he throws his phone to the side, his hand cups your pussy, rubbing against your clit. âCum with me, angelâÂ
This tips you over, spurts of come covering both your and his legs, dripping onto the mattress. Ropes of white cover your walls as he comes inside of you. You stay like that for a while, not ready for his cock to leave you. When he pulls away, the loss of being filled makes you whine. He walks away from the bed and disappears into the bathroom. You turn over to lay on your back and your arm comes up to cover your eyes, you donât hear Jungkook come back from the bathroom and you feel the bed deep.Â
âOpen your legs, baby, I need to clean youâ slowly spreading your legs the cool rag drags through your swollen folds. He throws the small towel into a basket in your room and plops himself on top of you. âI gotta pee, moveâ you slightly shove his shoulder. âHold on, letâs just stay here for a little bit Iâm tiredâ His hands wrap around your waist and he lays on your chest like itâs a pillow. You both end up falling asleep in each otherâs arms.
The light shining through your blinds suddenly awakens you from your sleep. You look next to you and you admire the way Jungkook looks in the morning. Soft snores came from his pink lips, peacefully snoozing away. Slowly his eyes begin to open, and a small smile begins to form on his lips as he takes in your beauty. âGood morning,â he says as he stretches his limbs. Tattoos out on display as he stretches his arms out in relief. He plops them over your slightly covered body and pulls you closer to him. âMorning,â you say softly to him. His doll-like eyes stare into yours then down to your lips. Moving closer, your eyes shut softly as you can feel his soft lips glide against yours. Thereâs a spark between you. Like fireworks exploding around you and butterflies erupting in your stomach. Something youâve never felt before. Loud knocking is heard from your door, causing you both to pull away.Â
âGive me a second,â you say under your breath. Nodding his head, he lets you go from his soft grip and watches as you pull a robe over your shoulders, tying it at your waist. When you pull the handle to your front door you donât expect your mother and your best friend on the other side.Â
âHi sweetie!â your mom pulls in for a tight hug, Hoseok next.Â
âHi, guys, what are you doing here?â you say with a look of confusion on your face. âSorry, we didnât call. We just wanted to surprise you!â Hoseok says with a beaming smile on his face. âWe missed you and wanted to see you. I hope this isnât a bad timeâ he continues.Â
You look back to your bedroom door as they set their stuff down in the small living room. âActually-â before you can continue, Jungkook emerges from your room dressed in the clothes from the night before. Both your mother and Hoseok pause. They look at you, then to Jungkook, and then back to you. âMaybe it is a bad time. You know, momâ Hoseok looks at your mother. You two were so close you were practically family. âI saw this cute little cafe down the street, why donât we go get some breakfast?â he looks back at you and sends you a little wink.Â
âActually I should start heading out, I need to catch up on some of my school workâ Jungkook interrupts.Â
âIt was nice to meet you guysâ he bows politely. He walks over to the door with you following behind him. Once you're at the door he turns around to face you. âIâll see you later?â he says closely. You nod your head and he leans in to place a small peck against your lips.Â
Closing the door behind you Hoseok and your mother are left shocked. âYou better start explaining yourself young ladyâ he points a stern finger at you as if you were in trouble. âYeah, honey. I didnât know you were seeing someone. Otherwise, we wouldâve come over at another timeâ your mom says to you sweetlyÂ
âNo, ma itâs okay,â you say, placing a gentle hand on her arm. âHeâs no one really, heâs just a friendâ This gets you thinking. What are you and Jungkook? You have so many unanswered questions that you want to ask. But these are the least of your worries. âSo, how long are you guys gonna be in town for?â quickly changing the subject. âA few days. School starts again soon and I wanted to see you before I went backâ Hobi says, bringing you into a hug. âPlus we havenât seen or heard from you in a while. Now I can see whyâ he raises his eyebrows at you in a teasing manner. You roll your eyes at him as you begin to tell him what has happened to you recently.Â
Back at Jungkookâs apartment, he canât stop thinking about the previous night he had spent with you. The way you looked at him, the way you touched him, the way you made him feel. This feeling was strange to him, something he had never felt before. Even with his previous partners. He canât help but replay everything over again. He wonders how you feel right now. Maybe nothing because youâre with your family.Â
He gets a notification from his phone. A party invitation to celebrate the end of the semester. He canât think of partying right now. All he can think about is you. Thinking about how you feel about him, about how he feels. Everything is so complicated. Now he remembers why he doesnât catch feelings anymore.
Does he have feelings?
Jungkook is pulled out of his trance when he hears the front door open. âHey, where were you last night? I didnât see you in your bedâ Jimin says, his arms full of bags of groceries. â___âsâ he stops in his tracks as he hears your name fall from his best friendâs lips. He quickly makes his way to where Jungkook is. Like a teenage girl waiting to hear about her friendâs first kiss he sits next to him âDid you guys do it? What happened? Are you guys dating now?â Jimin bombards him with endless questions that he doesnât have the answers to.Â
âYes we did and no weâre not dating,â he says with a sigh. âSo what are you?â Jungkook pauses to think of an answer to that question. But truthfully, he doesnât know himself. âI donât know, man. It happened so suddenly. She makes me feel something that Iâve never felt before. I donât know how to explain itâ he looks at his best friend. âIt sounds like you like her, dude. Iâve never seen you so confused about a girl before. Usually, itâs just fuck and goâÂ
Jungkook stares at the floor thinking too much on the topic. He hasnât heard from you since he left your apartment. And itâs driving him crazy. He dismisses it by changing the subject. âSo, did you hear about the party that Seonghwaâs throwing?â âYeah, you gonna go?â Jimin asks. Jungkook only shrugs his shoulders, maybe going will take him away from his worries. After all, it is the end of the semester. He deserves to let loose a bit.
âHey, sorry Iâm lateâ you look back at the voice. Jungkook leans down to place a kiss on your forehead. âItâs okay, I was just finishing up this last assignment. I was late on the deadlineâ you say typing on your computer He hums in response. âSo are you going to Seonghwaâs party? I guess heâs throwing it as a celebration for the end of the semesterâ He says leaning in making sure you are looking at him. You laugh at him for his silly antics and think for a moment.
âYeah, I think so. I donât have anything else to do so why not?â you shake your head. Finishing up your last assignment you turn it in and finally close your laptop screen. You had been at it for at least two hours with a raging headache. All you wanted to do was lie down and sleep. Jungkook could see it on your face how tired you were.
âYou look tired,â he points out. You only smile at him and lean your forehead on his shoulder. He places gentle kisses on your head and rubs small circles on your hand. âYou wanna go back to my place?â He can feel you shake your head and he smiles at your actions.Â
Itâs only later when you bring Jungkook along with you back to your apartment. He lies there on your bed as you finish getting ready for tonight. You both still havenât talked about that night you spent together and itâs driving you crazy. Jungkook is propped up against the backboard of your bed watching as you get ready. You look back at him in the mirror and you make eye contact.m That same feeling you felt ignites in your chest.
âCan you help me?â you say lifting your hair out of the way. He stands up from your bed and walks over to you.
He places his hand on your waist, the other on the zipper slowly zipping it up. He places a kiss on your bare shoulder and you turn your head to face him. He looks down at you with that same look again, the look that always had your heart racing. He leans down and connects your lips. Using his tongue to separate them, into something more heated. You moan into his mouth, softly pulling at his hair making his head tilt back. Breaking the kiss he smiles down at you and squeezes your waist.Â
âLetâs go, Jimin said they startedâ you nod your head at him. Grabbing your purse and spraying a small amount of perfume around your neck you let him pull you out the door.Â
Once you make it to the party, youâre met with the loud noise of people talking and the heavy-based music. Youâre hand in hand with Jungkook. He looks around to see if he can find any of his friends. You spot Taehyung at a table full of alcohol talking to a girl youâve never seen before. He waves over to you and Jungkook. âHey, guys! Havenât seen you in a while. How have you been?â he pulls you in for a friendly hug, but over his shoulder you can see the girl he was talking with eyeing Jungkook. A familiar feeling of jealousy starts to brew within your chest.Â
You brush it off with a smile and nod your head âIâve been good, How have you been?â you ask himÂ
âYou know, just been around doing whatever. Iâm so glad the semesterâs over. The past few months have been kicking my assâ he laughs. You were so immersed in your conversation with Taehyung that you didn't realize Jungkook was leaning down to you. âIâm gonna go find Jimin,â he says into your ear. You nod and send him a smile, he kisses the side of your head as he walks away to find his friends. As heâs walking away you catch the girl from earlier, her eyes trail along his well-built body. Once he disappears behind a door into another room she turns her head around back to you.
âAre you guys dating?â you honestly donât know how to answer her question. Technically youâre not together, but you do things other people who say they are together do. This question stirs up a load of confusion in your brain. Taehyung, noticing the awkward silence on your end, butts in and says âHeâs currently not looking for anything right now. You wanna dance?â He holds his hand out for the girl and she gladly takes it. Now that youâre left alone you realize that you donât really know anyone there.Â
You leave your spot on the hunt to look for Jungkook. His back is turned to you. Jimin looks over his shoulder looking at you, his head turning to see who his friendâs eyes had found. Jungkook walks over to you and his free hand finds your waist. âHi, baby. You having fun?â you nod your head at him. A small smile sprawled on your lips. He notices a look on your face, his eyebrows furrow in concern.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â he says, placing his cup on the counter next to him. You look up to him, his hand finding yours. You can see that look again. The one he gave you before the party, it makes your heart jump in your chest. You only shake your head in response, smiling at him. âNothing, itâs just a little crowded in here,â you say into his ear.Â
âLetâs get out then. This party is kinda lame anywayâ he says as he pulls you away. You slightly tug at him, âNo, itâs okay. It looked like you were having fun. You stay Iâll just find an Uberâ He shakes his head in disagreement, âReally, I donât mind. I donât want you out by yourself. Especially at this hour. Câmonâ Sighing in defeat you follow behind him hand in hand to the front door. Jungkook had told himself that heâd go to this party to let off some steam.
But he canât seem to escape you. He doesnât want to, itâs like you both have an invisible string attached to each other by the waist. Youâre all he thinks about now. Everything reminds him of you and it scares him how much he feels for you. How much he yearns for you, but he wonât allow his heart to go through what he endured in the past. When you make it back to his apartment you take off his jacket that he had offered you earlier and place it on the coat rack next to the door.Â
âDo you want something to drink?â he says. You look back at him from the living room shaking your head at him.Â
âNo, Iâm fineâ
For some odd reason, the air between you two has shifted. It has been different since you spent the night together. None of you dared to bring it up, to discuss what was going on between the two of you. Pulling you out of your thoughts soft music plays through the apartment.
You look up at Jungkook to find him standing next to a stereo playing with the different discs in the tray next to it. He looks back at you and softly smiles. Making his way next to you on the couch he sits closely, to the point you can feel his warmth radiating from his built body.Â
Inside conjuring a warm heart, a person that doesnât match his hard exterior. His bubbly eyes look down at you, with a look that makes your heart pound. He leans in closer, your noses touching, and your breathing pattern slows down to match his. As he gets closer the music starts to fade from your head. He gently places his lips on yours. This feeling is almost like intertwining two souls. Completely magical. This makes his heart rate pick up, the same feeling he had when he came back to his apartment all those nights ago.Â
He doesnât want it to scare him, but it does.Â
Something inside tells him he should stop but he canât.Â
His heart is telling him to keep going.Â
So, he does.
Your arms find their way around his neck, while his hands grip onto your waist. He pulls you up into his lap gliding his hands up to the zipper of your dress. Jungkook pulls the strap from your shoulder slowly, leaving your dress to pool at your waist, planting kisses on your shoulder. You look down at him with a look of something he canât describe. It makes him feel warm, comfortable, and almost like heâs meant to be here with you.Â
Small moans escape your mouth as he places one of his hands on your cheek moving them up into your hair. The small snap of your bra fills the silence of the room. The touch of the cold air on your perked nipples sends a shiver down your spine. He places wet kisses down your neck, trailing down to your chest. Wrapping his pink lips around you, you gasp out in pleasure. Your hands find a place in his soft raven hair tugging slightly.Â
He draws small circles pulling you closer to him. He could never let you go. Itâs like youâre a magnet pulling him closer with each breath you take. Youâre like a never-ending labyrinth that he canât escape.Â
When did you have such an effect on him?Â
The soft touch of your fingers on his abdomen sends chills through his entire body. Lifting his shirt over his head, his abs out on display. You lean down, placing kisses over his chest. Your hand finds its way over his beating heart. His fingers wrap around your wrist, rubbing small circles with his thumb. He watches you intently. Taking in all of your beauty, completely raw.Â
What are you doing to him?Â
You make his head spin endlessly. For a moment, youâre both still. Staring into each otherâs eyes. Thereâs something different about your dynamic, something more warm, more comforting, maybe even like home. It really does frighten him deeply. But he doesnât want this to end, ever. Slowly you lean in connecting your lips once again. He turns you over onto your back, his legs on either side of you. He pulls the dress down your legs and undoes his belt as he watches your chest move up and down as you try to catch your breath.
His big hand glides over your chest up to your throat, gently squeezing. He leans down, attaching himself to you. He parts your lips with his tongue. His free hand finds its way into your panties, exploring your folds. You moan out loud as you feel his digits enter. Covering your sound with his lips you moan into his mouth. Brows furrowing in absolute pleasure. He pulls away to watch your expressions. Pure ecstasy is drawn over your face as he adds another finger.Â
He can feel himself grow harder in his boxers, watching as you enjoy yourself.
âYeah? You like that baby?â he says under his breath. You only reply with a soft moan against his lips. Your foreheads together as you have a hand playing with his hair and the other gripping the sofa. He draws circles around your clit, getting to reach your high. Moaning out his name, he crashes his lips against yours.Â
Pulling his hand away from your heat, he clutches his fingers around the waistband of your panties pulling them down your legs. He stands to take his boxers off, throwing them to the side. âI wanna taste you,â you say. He looks at you with his doll-like eyes. And then he shakes his head, giving you permission.
âWhy donât we have some fun?â
He lays down on the couch while you move to get on top of him. You take his hard cock into your hand, gliding it up and down. He wraps his arms around your waist planting soft kisses on your thighs. Jungkook leans in and places soft lips against your wet folds pulling you into him. Your hot breath hits the tip of cock and the sounds of his moans send vibrations through your body. Planting soft kisses to his tip you run your tongue around until you take him in fully.Â
This only gets him to be rougher. He completely pulls you down onto your face, drowning himself in your taste. You moan around his dick sucking harder. The fast motions of his tongue get you to pull off moaning out loud. âCâmon, baby. You said you wanted a tasteâ he teases.Â
Your thighs begin to shake as he tongue finds your clit, running figure 8âs harsh. You wrap your lips around him once again and begin sucking. The sound of your wet pussy resounds in the almost quiet room, along with your moans. Your hand starts to stroke him at a fast pace. He moans into you, this gets you to lift yourself off of him. He only pulls you back strongly and quickens his pace. Not being able to take it anymore, you reach your high. You moan around him pulling off of him again. He gives you time to catch up to your normal breathing pattern.
Once youâve calmed down he lifts you up so youâre facing him. His hands run up into your hair as he admires the way you look right now, sweat glistening across your forehead, your eyes slightly droopy. Youâre like a goddess in his eyes. The most ethereal being heâs ever set his eyes on, he canât look away.Â
He runs his nose across your cheek, leaving small kisses on the corner of your cheek. âYou ready for one moreâ he says quietly.Â
âMhm,â you hum softly. Carefully, Jungkook lifts his hips up slightly from the cushion beneath him.
Gently holding you, he reaches down to grab his still, hard cock. Teasing your entrance you moan out from the sensitivity. You dig your face into the crook of his neck muffling your moans. Slowly he enters you, your warm walls sucking him in. Your arms are wrapped around his neck, holding on to him like heâll slip through them and disappear. He starts in a slow pace, hands finding comfort on the nape of your neck. You move your head to face him watching his face contort in pleasure. Leaning in you place soft pecks on his lip gradually becoming rougher.Â
His pace picks up, roughly thrusting in hard. It doesnât take long for you to reach your high. âUse me, baby,â you say in his ear. âI can take itâ With those words he wraps his arms around your waist and snuggles his face into your neck. âFuck, angel youâre so good to meâ With one last stroke he fills you with his cum. Riding out his high he takes your soft lips with his and brings you into a passionate kiss. He can feel your juices drip from your spent cunt.Â
Jungkook carefully lifts you in his arms and brings you to his bedroom, laying you on his bed. He grabs a towel from his bathroom and brings it over to you. The feeling of the wet towel against you makes you twitch. He worriedly looks up at you trying to read your expression. âAre you okay?â he says.Â
âYeah, Iâm fineâ you whisper, laying a hand on his cheek.Â
âYou wanna take a shower?â nodding your head you let him carry you away to the bathroom to help you wash up. He walks in first and sets you down on your feet. Jungkook leans over to grab the body wash from the corner of the shower.
Delicately rubbing it across your body. His arm is wrapped around your tummy, keeping you stable. You watch as the soap suds wash away, listening to his calm breathing. Next, he grabs the bottle of shampoo, squirting some into his hand and then soothingly rubbing it into your hair. You turn in his arms wrapping your arms around his waist, closing your eyes as you let him take care of you. That glowing feeling in your chest starts up again. The same feeling you have any time youâre with him. Your ear is against his strong chest. Listening to his heart beat rhythmically.Â
You donât notice how tired you are until you suddenly feel the softness of his pillow hitting your head. Jungkookâs strong arms hold you tightly causing you to fall into a slumber. That night you dream about all of the events that happened.
The loud noise on the other side of the door causes you to wake up. You turn around to an empty spot on the bed next to you. You lay in bed for a moment, replaying the events of last night. When the door opens to Jungkookâs door Jimin doesnât expect you to walk out of it wearing his best friendâs shirt. âOh hi, ___,â he says with a pan of eggs in his hand. You look around for Jungkook, but to your dismay, heâs nowhere to be found. âWhereâs Jungkook?â you say.Â
âUhh, I donât know. Heâs not in there?â he says with confusion written on his face.Â
âNo, I thought heâd be out hereâÂ
âI didnât see him when I got home this morningâ
Questions start to brew in your head. You walk over to your purse that you left on the couch, digging for your phone. Looking through your contacts you look for the man in question.
Me: Hey, whereâd you go? [9:15 AM]
You walk over to pick up your clothes off the floor, embarrassed as Jimin sits at the table eating his breakfast. âIâm sure heâll turn up, he never leaves unannounced. You shake your head and give him a small nod.Â
When you get back to your apartment you set down your bag on the sofa next to the coffee table, slumping your body down along with it. The TV remote set beside you as you turned it on to kill time now that you no longer had class for the time being. About an hour passes by and still no sign of Jungkook. Your suspicion grows larger. He never takes this long to respond.Â
The sound of your keys rings through your ear as you pick them up from the bowl next to the door. You drive with only one place in mind. The rapid knocking disrupts Jinâs peaceful slumber. His mouth was wide open as he sleeps his life away. Quickly he jolts from his bed and walks over to his front door. âWho the hell is knocking at my door at eleven oâclock in the morning?â he grumbles under his breath. When he opens the door heâs met with an irritated look on your face. â__?âÂ
âWhereâs Jungkook? I spent the night at his and he disappeared and now he isnât returning my messagesâÂ
Jin looks at you in confusion. âIs everything alright? He hasnât come by in a whileâ he saysÂ
âI donât know, Iâm just-â you pause
âIâm worried about himâÂ
Now Jin looks even more confused. âDaddy?â Minchae speaks behind her father, dressed in her unicorn pajamas and half of her hair is up in a small bun. The moment she realizes itâs you on the other side of the door she gasps in joy and quickly runs up to you, engulfing you with her tiny arms. âHi sweetie,â you say, a soft smile playing across your lips. âAre you here to see Uncle Kookie?!â she exclaims. âAhhh Minnie, I think mommy wanted to finish doing your hair, only one side of your head is doneâÂ
âMommy said she was gonna put my hair into space buns!âÂ
âOhh so thatâs what those are called, well you better hurry up so you look even more beautiful for todayâ you watch as the father-daughter scene plays out. You canât believe how much youâve grown to love this little girl in only one night. Absolutely adorable. âIâm sorry, ___ but I havenât seen Kook in at least a few weeks.â a look of disappointment grows across your features. âItâs okay, thank you,â you say.Â
You sit in your car âcompletely distraught. Your phone in your hand, tight in your grasp. The device buzzes once, and then twice. No answer. Jungkook looks down at his phone, reading your name with the cute flower emoji that always reminded him of you. He couldnât bring himself to face you yet. Every single time heâs around you itâs like you consume him. Itâs like heâs lost in his own world filled with you. Nobody around him matters except for you â and it terrifies the fuck out of him this feeling completely engulfs him.Â
Jungkook lies in the open field close to the park he took you to all those weeks ago. Trapped in nothing but a void of endless thoughts of what he has to do now. Mind hazy. He looks down at his phone again, your name appears once again. For the second time, he ignored it.Â
1 month later
The fall leaves crunch under your new Uggs you bought a while back. The new semester has started and now it is time for endless nights of no sleep and studying. The buzzing of your phone vibrates against you, pulling it out of your back pocket. âHey,â you say. âHi, you wanna meet up later during lunch?â You pull your phone away from your ear to check if you have any classes around that time. âYeah, letâs meet up at one?âÂ
âSounds good, Iâll see you thenâ You hang up the phone and continue on your way to class. When you get there, there aren't as many students as you were expecting. Some of them may have still been on vacation. I mean, could you blame them? No one ever wants to go back to school after a long break. But it has to be done somehow.Â
You sit down in the seat you always sat at, looking over to the seat next to you. Feeling pain in your chest as you think about the man that would sit next to you every day. The man that broke your heart. Looking away and down at your last semester notes to refresh your brain.Â
After the many hours of looking down at your professors, you finally manage to make it to the diner. You slump down into your seat, throwing your bag onto the one next to you. âRough day?â Hoseok says. He decided to transfer to your school during his second semester. He says that they offered more than they did back home. âDude, you donât understand how much my head hurts. Itâs only my first day back and Iâve written so many notes itâs not even funnyâ you complain. Your best friend chuckles at you as he looks down at the menu to figure out what he was going to have for lunch.Â
âHow do you like the school? Itâs nice, rightâ you ask. He looks up at your question.Â
âYeah, it is. I didnât realize how big it wasâ Thereâs silence for a moment until he speaks again. âHave you heard from him?â You pause whatever youâre doing and bring your attention to him again. Clearing your throat you say âNo, I havenât. And I donât think I want toâÂ
âWhen was the last time you heard from him?âÂ
âUh-â you pause
âThe last time I spent the night with him after that partyâ Itâs silent again.Â
âWhat a douche,â he says. âHeâs an asshole for that. How does he go from being all over you and acting like a couple when-â
âI donât know, I just wanna stop talking about it.â you interrupt. From then on you only talk about school and the thought of you getting a cat.
âHow can they be so cute yet so dumb sometimes?â you ask yourself. The compilation of cats is displayed on the TV as youâre dressed in a thin tank top and a pair of sweatpants. Ice cream in your hands âafter the eventful day you had you deserved it. Itâs not only when you're interrupted by a knocking on your door. After finally getting comfortable you, once again, have to get up. Maybe it was Hoseok coming back to get something he left. âWhat did you forget this time?â you yell.
You completely stop when you find that it isnât your best friend on the other side of your door. But the man that would give you those same sparkly eyes whenever he was around you. âWhat are you doing here?â it comes out in almost a whisper. â__â Jungkook walks forward to hold you.
You flinch back, moving your arms to cross over your stomach. His heart hurts at your actions. But he understands why you did it.
âI wanna talk to you.â he says quietly.
He steps into the house and closes the door behind him. âWhat is there to talk about? I didnât think you had anything to talk aboutâ you threw at him.
âIâm sorry-â
âYouâre sorry?â
âYouâre sorry for making me look like a fucking idiot?â you can feel your blood begin to boil. Tear ducts forming at your waterline âthe lump in your throat beginning to grow, preventing you from speaking.
âYouâre not sorry for shit Jungkook, you made me feel so shitty about myself for thinking-â your voice breaks
âFor thinking what, __?â
âFor thinking that you loved me! For thinking that I actually saw something with you, fuck! Jungkook, you donât understand, you donât understand how much you hurt me.â you cry to him screaming at the top of your lungs.
Jungkook is completely still. Unmoving.
âI do, love youâ he says quietly.
But you donât take it.
âBullshitâ
You move your head to the side, not baring to look at him. âGet out,â
âPlease-â
âGet out! I donât want to see you anymoreâ you exclaim. But, he resists. Jungkook walks up to you, wanting so badly to hold you for hurting you. Much to his surprise, you let him. âIâm sorry, baby,â he says into your hair. Your face is buried into his chest, the fabric of his hoodie becoming soaked because of you. âNoâ you muffle.
âNo. No, no, no!â
You push him away. Hitting on his chest, he looks down at you, a shameful look on his face. âGet out! Leave!â you pound on his chest. He takes every hit like itâs nothing. It only irritates you further. âPlease, leave Jungkookâ he nods in response. Slowly making his way to the same door he walked through.
Sobs echo through the apartment. Falling to your knees you cry into your hands.
Jungkook, still on the other side of the door, hears your sobs. His own tear fell down his round cheeks. He couldnât do anything but beat himself up over and over again for the way he treated you. For the way he acted towards you and for leaving you in such an awful state. He makes it back to his car, and he sits there for a moment in silence, lip quivering as he thinks about everything he had put you through.
PresentÂ
âFinally! It took you about five thousand years to leave that roomâ Jimin says dramatically. The afternoon sun was shining and he had been in and out of the house for the majority of the day. However, Jungkook had been wallowing in his guilt. The guilt heâs felt for the past month and the additional days. The quiet boy sits at the counter sluggishly. Days passed since he last saw you. You were all he thought about â day and night every hour and every second. âHow are you feeling?âÂ
âLike a total fuck upâ voice groggy.Â
âCâmon, have you at least tried talking to her?â thereâs a long silence until Jungkook says something. âShe doesnât want to talk-â Just the thought of not being able to hold you or even look at you is killing him on the inside. âShe doesnât want anything to do with me. Man, what the fuck am I going to do? Iâm so lostâ he admits.Â
He was so scared of this. Losing you. You were the bane of his happiness and he did everything but keep you safe, instead, he completely let everything go â including you. The cluttering of the bowl and spoon snaps Jungkook out of his thoughts. âWell you need to eat, I havenât seen you this disoriented since you had to say bye to Gureum when you left home. Youâre even worse nowâÂ
His appetite has gone away ever since he stopped talking to you. He had been spiraling, thinking all about you â how he felt about you. He couldnât take it anymore, the overthink, the constant hurt of not spending his time with you. Staring at his bowl of cereal contemplating if he should call you, he doubts youâd ever pick up but he has to try, right? Jungkook stands from the counter and walks back to his room. âHey! You didnât finish eating!â Jimin exclaims from the other room. Frantically, Jungkook searches everywhere for his phone. He hadnât picked it up in days and has been sitting somewhere in his room untouched.Â
Finally, when he finds the piece of technology he quickly presses the power button; wishing for it to turn on already. To his dismay, it had been dead since he set it down. He looks around for his charger. After finding the wretched thing he plugs it into the outlet next to his bed and plugs the other end into his phone.Â
After what felt like hours the phone displayed a white apple in the middle of it. He scrolls through his contacts looking for your name desperately. That flower that will forever remind him of you appears in front of his eyes and he quickly clicks it. The multiple rings vibrate through his ear.Â
âCâmonâÂ
Your call has been forwardedâ
âFuckâ he tries one more time. The ringing begins but quickly ends after the fourth. His brows touched in distraught. âFuck __,â he says under his breath. Out of impulse, Jungkook picks up whatever clothes he finds first and throws them on. Not caring about how heâd look in front of you.Â
He rushes out of his bedroom door and picks up his keys from the bowl set on the counter. After hearing the noise Jimin says âWhere are you going?â but before the younger could respond he was already out of the door. Upon opening the door Jungkook swiftly closes it when he gets into the driverâs seat and carefully but hurriedly makes his way to your place.Â
A stop light prevents him from getting there any quicker he yells âFucking light, hurry up!â.Â
Following up after many stop signs and stop lights, he finally makes it to the place he yearns to be at the most. Almost running up the steps he trips over one. âShitâ He reaches your floor and walks up to the door. Repeatedly knocking on the wood. He takes his phone out of his sweat pocket and pulls up your chat.Â
Me: Please open the door [3:00 PM]
He waits for the dancing dots to appear and when they do his heart jumps for just a moment but only for it to settle down after reading your text.Â
__ đş: no i donât want to see you [3:01 PM]
âIâm not gonna go away unless you open this door!!â
âGo away Jungkook!â he hears your voice over his excessive knocking.Â
âPlease, I want to talk to youâ Itâs only when he hears shuffling on the other side of the door that he stops.Â
Everything disappears when he sees your face again. After going a day without seeing you. âWhat do you wantâ your eyes look everywhere but him.Â
âI love you.âÂ
âAnd before you say anything let me just explainâ you stand there blankly looking at his boba like eyes that you always adored.Â
âI love how much you care for others, I love how you can take a joke and not get upset about it, I love the way you look at me, I love the way you are with me, I love everything about you, __â you stare at him with glassy eyes. You bite your lip, preventing yourself from letting out a sob.Â
âI love you so much that Iâm scared that Iâll lose you. Scared that you wonât love me back. Fuck I love you so much that it pains me to see how much I hurt youâ now Jungkook has tears forming. You hear him sniffle, your hand coming up to wipe the tear that had slid down his cheek.Â
âOh, Jungkookâ
âI love you, tooâÂ
After hearing those three words, his hands cup your cheeks. âI love you so much,â he says against your lips â softly pecking until he wraps his around yours.
The early night breeze flows through your window. The large man wraps his arms around your waist, holding on to you tightly â almost as if youâd vanish if he let go. Your hands are tangled into his hair playing with the soft mane against your fingers. A show plays in the background that none of you are really paying attention to. His hands find their way under your shirt softly touching your skin. Itâs not until you yawn into your hand does he looks up at you. âAre you tired?âÂ
âYeah, a little bitâÂ
He moves up so heâs now in front of your face, and his eyes move down to your lips. Gently brushing against them. One of your arms wraps around his neck â securing him in his spot. âDo you want to go to bed?â you shake your head up and down and stare into his bright eyes.Â
To your surprise, he tightens his grip around your waist and properly carries you to your room. Jungkook kicks the door open softly and carefully places you on the bed. He hovers over you for just a moment until heâs leaning in. Lips locking, his hands roam your stomach. His tongue tangles with yours, his hand moving towards your face, cuffing your cheek delicately swiping his thumb over it.Â
âLetâs go to bed,â he says, pulling away a bit.Â
âYou know what, Iâm not really that tired.Â
That sly grin appears on your face and he shakes his head at it. âOh, really?âÂ
âMhm, maybe I can stay up for another hour or twoâÂ
Slowly, he slides your body up further on the bed, hands roaming your waist. His lips place feather-light kisses on the side of your lips. Your arms wrap around his neck bringing him closer to you â your lips colliding. Delicately, handling you as if youâd break if he was any rougher. âCan I take this off?âÂ
âMmâ Jungkookâs fingers hook with the waistline of your pants slowly dragging it down your body. Along with your panties, the cold air hits your pussy â a shiver running along your spine. Jungkook kisses down to your waist, lifting your shirt a bit to reveal the softness of your skin.Â
His mouth hovering over your nether lips. Kisses are pressed against your inner thigh. Your head tilted to the ceiling, relishing in his careful touches. Finally, Jungkookâs hands wrap around your thighs, bringing you closer to him. The warmth of his breath against your sex.Â
Your hands find comfort in his soft raven hair tugging harshly, you plead âPlease, babyâ
âI gotchu Angel, donât worryâ his eyes look up at your desperate expression. He dives in, licking a long stripe against your tainted pussy â legs thrown over his shoulders. Moaning, your other hand finds the pillow beneath your head. His erratic movements pull sounds from you that heâs been yearning to hear for so long now.Â
In complete bliss, he brings you impossibly closer. His tongue finds your bundle of nerves running figure 8s along where youâre most sensitive. A finger prods at your entrance, slowly but surely entering you. âFuck,âÂ
âYeah? You like that baby?â he watches as your face contorts in pleasure. Soon enough he adds another. The nasty sounds of your soaked pussy fills the room. âRight there, JungkookâÂ
âAm I making you feel good Angel?â
âYes, yes, yes!â you scream.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cu-â Itâs then again that his mouth dives in. Much rougher, his tongue faster. The squeeze to your thighs and his harsh movements are what send you over the edge. âYes! Jungkook, right there babyâ you moan. Your essence spills onto him, he takes his time cleaning you up with his mouth. Your hips twitch out of sensitivity.Â
âI know, baby. I knowâÂ
He kisses your stomach before making his way back to you. He connects his lips with yours, you can taste yourself on his tongue. The sides of his mouth are wet from your cum. âItâs not fair that Iâm the only one without clothesâÂ
Jungkookâs hands run along the sides of your waist. âWho said I was done?âÂ
He stands tall in front of you. His hands fall to grab the hem of his shirt â pulling it away from his torso along his sweatpants and boxers. His cock hitting his stomach, the sight making you drool.Â
Hurriedly he connects your lips, tongues colliding. Your hand finds the nape of his neck playing with his now long hair. The same feeling explodes within his chest. The same feeling he was so scared of dealing with, now becoming a part of him.Â
âI need you, babyâ
âYou have me, my loveâÂ
Love. So unfamiliar yet it comes so natural to him now â with you.
His cock prods at your entrance, sliding it against your wet pussy. âEugh, baby please, pleaseâ you beg. Jungkook places small kisses against your lips as if to calm you down. âI gotchu baby, I need you to relax for meâÂ
Slowly he slides home, easily entering you. Wrapping your arms around his neck âholding tightly. His hips rock into yours slowly at first. The euphoria of finally being with you filled his mind.Â
At last, heâs with the one he most treasures, the person that has found home in his heart.Â
His hands ran along your thigh, lifting so your legs were wrapped around him. After making sure you were comfortable enough he picks up the pace. The room is filled with the filthy sounds of your moans combined with the squelching of your pussy.Â
âYou okay baby?âÂ
Your head bobs up and down you say âMore than okayâ
He worships you through the whole night. Thanking every star above that theyâve brought you to him. âI love you, angel, so much,â he says in an almost whisper. His hand cupped your cheek running his thumb along the softness of your cheek.
âI love you tooâ stars are in your eyes. Watching as the man before you admires every part of you. Never wishing to let go. His hand comes down to where you need him most. Rubbing figure 8s along your clit. And this drives you over the edge. Your thighs shake, clenching around his cock â sucking him in.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cumâÂ
âPlease come in me, baby. I need you so badâÂ
With his final thrust, your walls are covered with white ropes of his cum. The room is now silent, only filled with your breathing. âDid I hurt you?â he says. Silently shaking your head you look up at him, examining every freckle and mole on his well-structured face. âLetâs get you cleaned up then, hmm?âÂ
âOkayâÂ
Jungkook gets up and walks over to your bathroom, already knowing where everything is. When he comes back to the bed he finds you fast asleep. A small chuckle escapes from his lips as he plays with the towel in his hands. He picks up his boxers he had tossed somewhere across the room and puts them on. He looks through your drawers and looks for something more comfortable for you to sleep in.Â
Carefully he dresses you in one of his T-shirts he had left there a while ago and your panties. Jungkook tucks the both of you into bed, cuddling into your chest. Quietly he says âI love you, Angel. More than youâll ever know.
 The room is still dark when you wake up. The dim lamp is lit on the corner of your desk. Jungkook is sat up against the headboard, his phone illuminating his strong features. The clock beside you reads 5:45 AM. He hears the ruffling of your sheets beside him, pulling his attention away from his phone and to you.Â
âHey, what are you doing awake?â you say. He shrugs his shoulders and replied âDunno, couldnât sleepâÂ
âI was up all night thinkingâÂ
âThinking about what?â he strikes your curiosity. âAbout how much I hurt you, and how I caused you to hurt so much because of my stupid feelings-â
âBaby, it doesnât matter now. Weâre together now, right? Letâs focus on us right now. Not what happened in the pastâ you say, kissing the mark on his shoulder. âI know, itâs justâ he pauses. âI shouldâve talked to you, instead of walking away, yâknow? This all couldâve been avoided if I had just came to you.âÂ
âI know that itâs hard to express what youâre feeling. But I can help you through that. The only way I can do that is if you donât shut me out, I need to know whatâs wrong so we can get through whatever it is togetherâ his eyes are focused on his fingers playing with the comforter.Â
âHey, look at meâ Your hand tilts his head towards you. Those bubbly eyes looking at you now. âI need you to talk to me, okay?â he nods his head. Eyes teary after thinking about everything. He sniffles, lips quivering. âI love you,â you comfort. You run your thumb across his lips gently, calming him down. âI love you tooâ You lean closer to him, placing kisses against his lips.Â
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âUncle Kookie!!â Minchae calls for her favorite uncle. âHey, munchkin, how are you?â he places a kiss on her cheek. You watch from behind your boyfriend smiling from ear to ear watching him with his baby niece. âIâm good! Hi auntie!â she says to you next. âHey Minnie, I missed you!â you say as she practically dives into your arms. You both walk to the backyard where everyone else is. Everyone greets the both of you warmly. Hugs are given and small conversations are made.Â
You have occupied yourself with Aria as you speak on and on about how much Minchae has grown. Watching her play with all of the toys she had lying around in the grass. Jin and Namjoon stood by the grill conversing as well. Jimin had been playing one of his Mario games with Taehyung and Yoongi had his guitar in his hand, playing a soft melody, setting the mood.
This is what Jungkook had been looking for: surrounded by the people he loved the most. His eyes find you watching his niece do one of the funny dances she always likes to do. A smile adores your pretty lips, your cheeks rosy from the slight fall breeze. He loved seeing you happy like this, loved how you were with his friends, loved the way you always had room in your heart for anyone, no matter the circumstance.Â
Jungkook loved you and will forever say those three words for the rest of his life.
yay!! after so long, I've finished wait for your love đĽš. it has been a long time coming but i pray you all like it. this has to be my favorite to have written AND my longest! i do hope that in the future that i have the ability to create more stories like this one. i do have a few ideas in mind but ill let this one sink in đ. happy reading lovelies đ
~ Genre: slight enemies to lovers, high school au, fluff, MAJOR angst, first love, young love (Inspired by 2000's film A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks)
~ Summary: Being new was tough. Starting out in a new school and new town without any idea where to go or any friends was tougher. When coming across Jungkook and his friends, school hadn't got any easier. When you get paired with Jungkook for a project your life becomes hell, or was it heaven?
~ Warnings: MAJOR character death, a fight happens, mentions of a hospital, mentions of blood, fluff, fluff, fluff! 190811!jungkook (iykyk), jkâs lowkey an asshole but heâs actually the sweetest, theyâre so incredibly adorable iâm sobbing, use of petnames (mostly baby)
~ word count: 15.1k
⢠currently playing: star by colde
a/n: this is pure fiction. pls donât discern the characters in the story to them irl! happy reading! đŤśđź
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This past summer your family moved to a new city. Yongsan was small, thatâs what you liked about it. But your family wanted to get away from the big bustling city of Seoul. They thought itâd be better for you. Moving was exciting to you. Being in a new place and all. The house they had bought was small, it had two bedrooms, with a bathroom, and a big enough living space for the three of you. Â
The people in the neighborhood were nice. They welcomed you with fresh food and some plants to plant in the mini greenhouse next to the yard. It was very thoughtful of them. Tomorrow is your first day at your new school. You were going into your senior year. They say itâs supposed to be one of the most exciting times in high school. Â
After you finish unpacking your things you walk into the living room where your dad was sitting. He was on the phone talking with the moving people to figure out where the rest of your stuff was. And your mom was in the kitchen preparing dinner. You decide to take yourself out of the house and explore the small town you now call home. Â
Making sure your parents knew where you were, you turn your head around the corner of the kitchen and call for your mom.Â
âIâm gonna go out and look around town, is that okay?â Â
âYeah, sure. Just be careful. Donât go too far and be back before the sun goes down.â she tells youÂ
Nodding your head, you turn to put your shoes on and make sure you have your phone with you. The air outside was nice. It was still mid-summer but the weather around this time seemed to cool down. Â
When you walk into the village you meet a lot of nice people. Mrs. Kim was the first person you met. âHi honey. Are you new around here? I donât think Iâve ever seen your face around hereâ. She ran one of the local restaurants. Â
âNo, Iâve actually moved here a few days ago. My family and I live nearby. I just wanted to come in and see what was around here. So, I know somewhat my way around.â you explain to her. She nods her head and gasps as an idea pops up into her head. Â
âWell, if you ever need anything, please stop by. Iâll be glad to helpâ she says to you with a sweet smile. Â
âThank you, Mrs. Kim. Iâll keep that in mind. Have a good nightâ you smile at her and walk away to explore more of the village. There wasnât much to do. There were a few bookstores you had walked past and a few other markets. Deciding to head back home you text your mom that you were on your way. Without looking at where you were going you bumped into a firm chest. When you look up, youâre met with a teenage boy. His hair was a bit of a mess but still maintained. He was actually rather cute. Â
Before you could say anything, he says, âAre you okay?â you pause for a minute trying to collect your thoughts. He looks blankly at you waiting for you to respond. Finally, after staring at him for what felt like an eternity, you answer him. âYeah, Iâm okay. Iâm sorry for bumping into youâ you bow your head slightly to him as you apologize. Â
âItâs alright. Are you new around here? I donât think Iâve seen you beforeâ you respond the same way you answered to Mrs. Kim. You tell him that you had just moved here a few days ago with your family. He nods his head and excuses himself. But not before he introduces himself. Â
âIâm Jungkook by the way.â He has a faint smile on his lips. You tell him your name. âItâs nice to meet you, Jungkookâ he nodded and slowly started to walk away. âIt was nice to meet you tooâ Finally, you both bid goodbye to each other and you make your way back home. Â
~Â
Jungkook and his friends were out tonight. There was a bridge near one of the old farms, no one was allowed near there, yet they all agreed to meet up. Taehyung brought along his girlfriend and her friends. Their other friend Jimin decided to tag along with them. Â
Jungkook came up late (as usual) and Taehyung walks up and grabs his best friend by the nape of his neck playfully. âWhere the hell have you been. We were all waiting for youâ he saysÂ
âDonât worry about it, Iâm here now, arenât I?â Â
Taehyung laughs at him. âYeah, yeah. Whatever. Does anyone have the drinks?â Jimin walks up next to them and pulls out a case of Soju from the trunk of his car and places it next to him. Taehyungâs girlfriend, Ara, holds him by his waist and asks Jimin to pass her a drink. Her friend, Sooha, hasnât taken her eyes off Jungkook since he got there. He walks over to Jimin and grabs a bottle for himself. As he stands next to Jimin, Sooha makes her way to the case and takes one. She âtriesâ to open the bottle but fails. She pouts her lips and looks up to Jungkook âCan you open this for me Jungkookieâ Â
He looks down at her and grabs the bottle from her hand and opens it for her. Â
âWhoâs jumping first?â Â
Jimin speaks up âI think you should Kook. Since you were late, you should make up for itâ Taking a swig of his drink Jungkook shrugs his shoulders and places his down. He takes off his pants and his black t-shirt. He stands on top of the bridge and flips everyone off. Â
Then, he jumps backwards into the river full of water. And yells at the top of his lungs Â
âFuck all of you!âÂ
With all the noise they were making a farmer flashed a light towards them. Â
âHey! Whoâs over there! You shouldnât be here! He yells at them. Â
âShit, shit, shit!â Jungkook says under his breath swimming back to where his clothes were. Â
âHurry get in the car!â Taehyung urges his girlfriend. Â
Everyone fled and Jungkook was left to fend for himself. Â
âIs that you Jeon!â the man saysÂ
âFuckâ he runs for his car and speeds off. Â
~Â
The next morning, Jungkook walks out of his room into the living room. His mom was already in the kitchen. Â
âI heard what you did last night Jungkookâ she says with a stern voice Â
âWhy do you always get yourself stuck in these situations! I mean this is the third time already and school has just barely started a couple weeks ago! You are so irresponsible. And you know what ever since you started hanging out with that boy Taehyung, thatâs all youâve been doing is getting in troubleâ she yells at him in disappointment. Â
âYouâre hanging out with the wrong crowd here Jungkookie, you need to find new people to hang out withâ she shakes her head at him and walks away. Â
He sits there thinking about what his mother said. Â
~Â
You wake up to your alarm blaring in your ear. Today was your first day at your new school. The feeling of anxiety kept you up at night and you barely had any sleep. The clock read 7:00 a.m. When you walk out of your room, youâre hit with the smell of breakfast. Walking into the living room your father is nowhere to be seen. Your mom had told you that he went out to find a job locally.Â
âSo how do you feel about being at a new school?âÂ
Registering her question in your sleepy state you make up a smile and answer her. âIâm nervous, Iâll be fine thoughâ she nods her head at you and goes to make her morning coffee. Â
Done with breakfast you walk over to your bathroom to clean yourself up. You havenât bothered with makeup since freshman year. It only made your face feel gunky with the number of products you used to feel pretty. Â
Your outfit was simple. It was a soft pink cardigan with a white skirt matching it. You tied your hair up into a half ponytail. Leaning down to pick up your backpack from your floor; you make your way to the front door and tell your mom goodbye.Â
 âI love you, Iâll be back soon momâ Â
âOkay, I love you too honey. Have a good day at school.â she tells you. Â
The school was only a five-minute walk from your house. Â
~Â
âYo, check out her sweater,â Jimin saysÂ
You were wearing a pastel-colored cardigan with flowers on it. It was a bit beat up because youâve worn it so many times. But you still liked to wear it. Â
âYeah I think I wore it when I was nineâ Sooha chuckles Â
They see you walk past them with a few books in your hand and hardly any idea where to go. Â
âUm excuse me, do you know where the front office is?â You ask one of them. You hadnât noticed Jungkook, but he pays attention to you. Â
Taehyung speaks up and laughs âItâs down that wayâ he points into a direction. You nod you head at him âCute sweaterâ Sooha says sarcastically. Not reading her sarcasm you tell her âThank youâ and make your way over to the office. When youâre out of sight they all begin to laugh. Jungkook with a faint smile painted on his lips.Â
~Â
âJungkook to the principal's office, Jungkook to the principal's officeâ is heard over the intercom. Groaning, he makes his way over to the front of the school where heâs needed. He knocks on the door and Mr. Kang holds his hand up and tells him to wait outside as he finishes up talking to another student. Â
A few minutes pass by and when the student walks out the principle motions his hand for Jungkook to come in. He walks through the door and shuts it. Â
âSo, Mr. Jeon, Iâve heard from your mother youâre causing trouble again? I thought we spoke of this.âÂ
Jungkook doesnât say anything. He sits in silence and only waits for Mr. Kang to continue. Â
âI also couldnât help but notice your grades have slipped during last yearâs final exam. And ever since school started a few weeks ago you already have such low grades.â Sitting in the chair in front of Mr. Kangâs desk he slouches, shakes his head, and laughs in disbelief. Â
âYour absences and tardies have affected you severely. You havenât always been like this Jungkook. I think itâs time for you to seek out new friends and join a new crowd.â Mr. Kang places his hands over his desk and continues. Â
âFrom now on, you will stay after school to be tutored and I have asked the clean-up committee if they are able to let you work to help clean up around the school on the days you donât have tutoring. I expect you to follow my instructions. If not, there will be consequences. Do I make myself clear Mr. Jeonâ Â
Sighing in defeat, he nods. Â
âYes, Mr. KangâÂ
âGood. Now get out of my office and get to classâÂ
~Â
 When you got to the front office. They gave you your schedule for your classes for this year. When you walk out of the office you bump into someone. You donât get to catch a glimpse of who the person was as they continued walking and didnât bother to say sorry. Brushing it off, one of the student aids in the office is instructed to show you around campus. Â
After the tour was done you walk to the first class of the day. Botany. Plants always caught your interest when you were younger. You always wanted to see the cherry blossom trees. They were looked beautiful no matter what time of the year it was. Â
As you walk into class all eyes were on you. You slowly make your way to the front and the techer finally notices you. Â
âAh, you must be our new student. Iâm Mr. Jung. Do you mind introducing yourself?âÂ
âWell, Iâm from Seoul, and Iâve moved here only a couple of days ago. I hope you treat me kindlyâ you say to the class. Â
When you say your name a certain personâs ears perk up. Jungkook looks to the head of the class and remembers you from the day before. The girl who bumped into him. Next to him he hears his friend, Taehyung, make a comment about you. âShe looksâ he pauses âLike a loserâ he laughs quietly next to Jungkook. He disagrees strongly, but he laughs along with his friend. Â
When you make your way over to your seat. Taehyung pushes his foot in front of you and you trip and almost land on your knees. If it werenât for the desks next to you. Your face turns beet red out of embarrassment. The whole class starts to laugh at you. Quietly making your way to your seat, you sit down and take your things out of your backpack. Â
âAlright everyone quiet down. Letâs start with todayâs lessonâ Â
Completely blocking out what the teacher says you only think about when today was going to end. Â
~Â
During lunch you sat by yourself. You had tried talking to some of the kids in your class, but they only said a few words to you before walking away. You shook it off and thought maybe you could find someone to talk to tomorrow. As you take your food out, you donât notice a group of people walking to the table youâre sitting at. When you look up you see the boy who had tripped you earlier. You also take notice of the boy you bumped into yesterday. Â
âOh, hi Jungkook! I didnât know you went hereâ you say to him. But the boy in front of him looks confused at him. There was girl next to Jungkook. She gave you a disgusted look as you spoke.Â
âKook, you know her?â he points at you. You have a look of confusion on your face as well. What youâre not prepared for was the boyâs response. Â
âI donât, I donât know how she knows my nameâ he only shrugs. This has you extremely confused. Â
âAlright weirdo looks like you have no friends. Now I know whyâ The boy you had yet to know the name of walks away. But before Jungkook could follow his group he looks back at you for a second, then he makes his way. Â
~Â
After school you decide to take a walk into town. You stop by Mrs. Kimâs and hang out there and talk to her. You felt you needed to take on a small job to help boost your family a little bit. So, you bring it up to her. âMrs. Kim?â you say âYes, dearâ Â
âI was wondering if you were hiring? I want to help out my family. We're not really doing the best right now and I wanted to see if I could do a small job for you?â you ask hoping she would say yes. Â
âThatâs so sweet of youâ she places a hand over her chest Â
âOf course, I can get you something to do here. Can you start tomorrow after school?â she asksÂ
âYes!â With that you make your way back home. Â
~Â
It was getting close to the end of school. Your plan was to go straight to Mrs. Kimâs place so you could officially start your new job. But, of course, your plan had to be messed up in some way. Because when you make your way to the front of the school to go on your way. You run into Jungkookâs friend group. You try your best to ignore them, but their yelling of your name stopped you in your tracks.Â
Taehyung walks up to you. He only stands in front of you before he speaks up. Â
âLook new girl, this is a scary world we live in. But I think itâd be best if you kept your distance from other people. You know, since youâre new and all. Some kids find it a little weird when you know their name when theyâve never spoken to you. Okay?â he says in a mocking tone. Jungkook stands there and watches it all happen. They walk away. But the girl that gave you a look earlier bumps into your shoulder. Â
âOops!â she says as she walks over to Jungkookâs side and locks her arm with his. What you donât notice when you turn back around is that he removes her arm from his and takes a different route from the others. Â
~Â
Itâs been almost a week since you started at your new school. You still hadnât made any progress with making new friends. You didnât mind though. You liked to keep to yourself anyway. What threw you off still was the way Jungkook had denied that he knew you. And the way he looked at you every time you walked into class. Â
Everything about him confused you. When you walk into class today, he does the same thing. He looks at you but when you look back at him, he looks away. The boy you had now learned his name was Taehyung only looked at you as if you were some weird creature. You sat down at your desk in the back of the class and waited for class to start. Mr. Jung started the lesson and started to explain what he had planned. âOkay class, today I have a partner project plannedâ he says. Â
âYou all have to make a presentation and I will provide you with a plant. You must discuss and explain how the operation of a plant affects our environment. This will be due by the end of this month. Any questions?â Â
Taehyung raises his hand âYes, Mr. Kimâ Â
âWill we get to pick our partners?â he asksÂ
âI have already assigned partners so; no, you do not get to choose who you work with.â Â
âDammitâ he says under his breath Â
I have put your names up on the sheet I put in the front of the room. Please look at it as you make your out at the end of classâÂ
You werenât too worried about who youâd be partnered with. You just hoped you hadnât gotten paired with Taehyung or any of his group. When you walk up to the sheet of paper you read your name next to Jeon Jungkook. Â
~Â
Spending the majority of your time at Mrs. Kimâs washing a few dishes here and there. You decide to work on part of your assignment for Mr. Jungâs class. As you took your things out of your bag you heard the beeping sound of someone entering the restaurant. Â
A drink is placed on your table. You look up to see it was Jungkook. Â
âHiâ he says quietlyÂ
Ignoring him you go back to what you were doing. Sighing, he sits down at your table and puts a hand over your book. Looking up at him with an annoyed look on your face you puff out air from your nose with furrowed brows. Â
âDo I know you?â you say in a sarcastic voiceÂ
He scoffs at you and looks down at the floor. His elbow is resting on the table while the other is laid in his lap. âCâmon now donât be like thatâ. He canât be serious. After acting like he had no clue who you were and letting his friends treat you like trash he wants to act like youâre in the wrong. Â
Furious, you pick up your things and try to walk out of the restaurant. Before you can make it out of the door you feel a hand tug on your arm. You stop in your tracks, and you hear Jungkook open his mouth to speak. Yet, nothing comes out. Turning around to face him and raise your eyebrows at him, waiting for him to say something. Â
âLook, I came here so we could work on our project. I got you as my partner and I canât fail this project.â Â
Deciding not to be petty you oblige. You shake your head and walk back to the table you were sitting at. Â
During the middle of working on your project Jungkook speaks up. Â
âUm, look. Youâre smart right? Do you think you can tutor me after school?â he asks out of the blue. You look up at him with a surprised look on your face. Should you really do this? After how heâs treated you? You think for a moment before you reply. Â
âOkayâ you tell him. Thereâs too much hate in this world. You take the nicer route and agree with him. Â
He smiles.Â
âOkay, great. What days are you available?â he asks. You begin to plan out the days you would tutor Jungkook and the days youâd be working with Mrs. Kim. This is more than you thought youâd take on. But if you power through, you would be okay. Â
~Â
You told Jungkook you were available on the weekends and some days of the week. It was Saturday. You told him to meet you at the library at 8:00 a.m. The library opened an hour earlier than that, so you decided to show up a little earlier than planned to catch up on some of your other class assignments. Â
When you look at the clock again it reads 8:17. He was late. Not having his phone number, you werenât able to text him. Itâs not when you hear the silent panting of someone coming up behind you that you begin to place your things back on the table. Â
âIâm sorry Iâm late. I woke up late and I completely forgot to set an alarmâ Â
You look down to the table and audibly sigh Â
âItâs okay, letâs just start on this so you donât have to be here as long as you should beâ Â
Finally caught up with his breath, he closes his mouth and stares at you. He takes his seat next to you and pulls out his textbooks. The book you had placed on the table had some loose papers in it. One of them being something for your eyes only. It fell on the floor, and you hadnât noticed. Jungkook leans to pick it up. The only word he read at the top of the paper was âListâ. Realizing what he had in his hand you snatch the paper from his hold. Â
âWhat is thatâ he asks. âItâs a list of things Iâd wish to do in my lifeâ he nods his head and looks back down to his paper. âWhatâs so bad on the list that you grabbed it out of my hand like that?â You clear your throat and answer him. âThereâs nothing bad, theyâre just some things Iâd like to do with the time that I haveâ Before he can ask what you mean you clap your hands quietly. âLetâs just start studyingâ Â
Without pushing any further, he agrees. Â
The next day at school you walk in and see Jungkook again. Heâs standing with his friends by his locker. That same girl that bumped into you is standing next to him. You walk towards them. When you get closer, theyâre all laughing at something you didnât hear. You move your attention to Jungkook. âJungkook, are we still on for Saturday?â you ask him. He looks around at his friends. Theyâre laughing at what you just said.Â
He has a faint smile on his lips. He looks back up at you and says, âYou wishâ. Youâre once again left, confused. You walk away and hear them all laughing again. âOooh thatâs gotta hurt.â Taehyung said. His arm wrapped around his girlfriend he starts laughing into his neck. Â
~Â
Jungkook was on a late-night drive. There was a small garden just past the school library. Nobody went there except for old people and sometimes the gardeners to take care of the plants. âWhat the hellâ he sees you make your way over to the entrance of the garden. He rolls his window down and yells out your name.Â
You turn around scared half to death at the loud voice that just called your name. When you see Jungkook you continue your way over to the garden. Â
âHey! Wait!â. The engine of his car is turned off and you hear the slam of his door. Heâs running up to you and youâve slowed down your pace. Â
âWhat are you doing out here so late? And why are you by yourself, thereâs weird people out at this hourâ Â
âWell, that wouldnât be a problem because according to your friends Iâm placed under that categoryâ Â
You begin to make your way over to the flowers. There was a magnolia tree with a wooden bench underneath. Taking a seat under the tree some of the flowers fell off the stem and landed on the bench. Jungkook takes his seat next to you and looks up at the sky. Tonight was quiet. The rustling of the wind against the leaves of the tree is soothing. Â
âAre you ever gonna tell me about that list?âÂ
You turn your head to him âWhy would I? And why do you suddenly have any interest in me? What is it to you?â Â
âI just want to be your friend; I know itâs been tough for you ever since you got her-â you cut him off before he can continue his sentence. âWhat the hell do you know? Iâve been treated like shit since I got to the school and itâs because of your friends.âÂ
Heâs left speechless. His intention was never to make you feel like this. The reason why he acted like that is because his friends acted like that. Jungkook and Taehyung have always been friends. He would always follow Taehyungâs lead. They did everything together. Their friend group only expanded with the added years. Â
He looks down in shame. Feeling guilty for the way heâs been treating you. You break the silence and switch to another topic. Â
âThat listâ you say. This catches his attention as he looks up slowly and waits for you to continue. Â
âI made it a few years ago. I want to try and fulfill it as much as I canâ you smile down at your lap. Thinking about possibly doing the million things you wrote down on that piece of paper. âI want to visit a forest of cherry blossom trees. Iâve always had a fascination with them. They look so pretty, itâs a shame that they only bloom once out of the whole year. They donât live that long. Just to experience them once would be amazing.âÂ
Jungkook sits and listens. âYouâre really into mother nature. Huh?â he says. âItâs really great, how the Earth becomes so beautiful with the plants that surround us.â You smile at that. Looking around at the flowers planted in the grounds of the garden. You could talk endlessly about them. Â
And you do that night with Jungkook. Â
Out of nowhere in the comfort of the silence between you two he brings it up again. Â
âWhat else is on that list? Whatâs the first one you have written down?â he asks curiously. You look down at your lap and smile. Â
âThatâs classified information Jeon Jungkookâ you look up at him. Laughing and nodding his head he puts his hands up in the air. Â
âAlright fine, then, what else is on there?âÂ
âHmmâ you think for a second. Â
âI wanna experience love. The way they put it in movies. I want to experience that love so bad.â you sighÂ
Jungkook looks at you and listens. âAnother thing on that list is to learn how to cook. My mother makes it look so easyâ you chuckle.Â
âOkay whatâs one more thing on thereâ he asks Â
âI want to get a tattooâÂ
The list went on and on and he sat there listening to you the whole night.Â
Jungkook hears rustling in the bushes behind him. He brushes it off and looks at you as you speak about your passion for nature. Â
~Â
Today was Jungkookâs birthday. It was also Saturday. You scheduled today to help tutor him. When he walks up to your front gate, he knocks on it and waits for someone to open it. Not expecting your father to open it, he gives Jungkook a glare.Â
âWhat do you want and what are you doing here?â he says in a low voice. Heâs heard a few words about the Jeon boy. The boy was a troublemaker. He didnât do good in school, and he had nothing going for him except for being popular. Your father was skeptical, but when he hears you walk up to the gate, he settles down a bit, guard still put up high.Â
âDad, itâs okay. I invited him over; I told him Iâd help him with his studies.âÂ
He looks over at you with confusion written all over his face. âWhy are you doing that sweetheart? This boy is bad newsâ he points his finger at Jungkook, and he rolls his eyes. Â
âBecause Dad, thereâs too much hate going around in this world. I think giving him a second chance is greater than having no chances at all.â you kiss him on the cheeks and only slightly agrees with you. You walk back to the house and wait for Jungkook to walk in. Â
But your father stops him in his tracks. âListen, if you try or do anything stupid with her, Iâm kicking your ass. You understand?â Jungkook looks up at him and nods. He makes his way over to you quickly trying to ignore your fatherâs stare. Â
~Â
When he enters your house, itâs filled with plants everywhere. A few boxes are left to be unpacked but the house is mostly filled. Entering your room, you have flowers decorating the walls of your room. Your window is open and looks out to a tiny garden in your backyard. Â
The books spread around your floor are open to different pages about math. Jungkook had been struggling in it and considering your already high grade in calculus he should be in good hands. Â
âI heard around school that itâs your birthday today. I stopped by Mrs. Kimâs and got you this.â You walk over to your kitchen and pull out a plastic bag. It was a bowl of miyeokguk. The seaweed soup that your mother cooks for you for your birthday every year. He looks up at you and smiles. Â
âThank you, you didnât have to get me anything.âÂ
âWell it is your birthday. Everybody deserves something on their special dayâ you say cheerfully. Â
Sighing you look down at the books on your floor and say, âLetâs get started shall we?â Â
~Â
âYouâll never believe what I saw the other nightâ Sooha says. She pulls out her phone to show everyone what she was talking about. It was a picture of you and Jungkook sitting at the garden talking. âWhat the hell is he doing sitting and talking with her?â Taehyung laughs. âYeah, I thought JK didnât know herâ Jimin says. Â
âYeah well looks like their best friendsâ Sooha pauses. Â
âI have an ideaâ Ara says with a smirk on her face. Â
âCome insideâ Â
She takes them to her room and opens her laptop. She pulls up an old picture of you from your old school. She had to do some digging to find it. The picture was of you at a dance. You had your makeup and hair done. And you were wearing a long silky blue dress. Ara clicks on it and begins planning out her idea. She crops your body out of the picture and pastes it onto a picture with a bed with red satin sheets on it. Â
âThis is gonna be so goodâ she chucklesÂ
~Â
Sitting in the library, you have a book in your hand about cherry blossom trees. It explains so much about things you hadnât known about them, and your head is so deep into the book you donât realize Jungkook pulling out a chair next to you. You look up to see him looking at you. Â
âWhat are you reading?â You pull the book up close to his face so he can read it. âAhh, the encyclopedia of the cherry blossom tree. Have you read anything more interesting about it?â Â
âI read that they symbolize the beauty of both life and death. Spring is when they bloom and itâs the start of a new life. This is what I love so much about them, they have such beautiful meanings to themâÂ
âHmm, that is really interestingâ Jungkook says. Â
You put your book down and furrow your brows at him. âWhat do you want Jeon, were in public you know? Someone can see you sitting here.â He scoffs and shakes his head. âIs it so hard to believe that I want to be friends with you? Maybe even something more, possibly? Why do you think Iâve spent so much time with you lately?â he raises his eyebrows at you this time. Trying to read your expression. You stare into his eyes and try to process the words that just came out of his mouth. Â
After pausing, Jungkook leans in. His face close to yours, lips almost touching. His forehead leans against yours and he smiles. Jungkook closes his eyes and places a hand over your cheek. âIâll see you after school tomorrow, okay?â he says under his breath. Â
Taking a deep breath, you nod your head. Â
~Â
During lunch the next day, you walked out of class to make your way to the roof of the school, where you always hung out, but you see Sooha from the corner of your eye. She walks up to you and places a hand on your arm. Â
She calls out your name. âHey, look. I need your help with something. Could you follow me to the courtyard please?â she asks in a soft tone. Â
âSure, but what for?âÂ
âUgh enough with the questions already! Just follow me, itâll be super quick.â Â
âUm okayâÂ
As you make your way down the halls and to the exit of the building, you walk down the steps into the courtyard space where everyone was. When you get there, it becomes silent. All eyes are on you. Then, Jimin bursts out laughing. Taehyung is clutching his stomach because of how hard heâs laughing. Everyone has their phone in their hand, and they all point at it. âOh?â Sooha says. She picks up Araâs phone and shows it to you. Â
âIs this you?â When you look at the phone, itâs a picture of you. Itâs the picture from your junior year at your dance. Your body was laid on a red bed. Your clothes were edited to make it seem like you werenât wearing anything. The text above the picture said â___ The Slut?â Â
You feel a burning sensation behind your eyes. Your vision starts to become blurry. With everyone laughing at you; you turn around too embarrassed to be in front of anyone. But when you try to make it to the exit of the courtyard you bump into someone. You look up and you see Jungkook. âHey, whatâs wrongâ he moves your hair out of your face and holds you cups your cheeks. He wipes your tears with his thumb. Â
You hold on to his wrist and push him away. You run out, wishing the ground would swallow you whole.Â
âWait!â Jungkook yells after you. He turned around to see what had happened while he was gone. Â
âWhat the hell did you do Soohaâ he says furiously. He clenches his jaw and balls his hands up into a fist. Taehyung makes his way over to him with his arms crossed over his chest. Â
âWhat JK? It was just a little bit of fun, what the fuck is wrong with you. You havenât been hanging out with your real friends. Youâre always spending time with the slutâ he laughs. Â
The amount of hate Jungkook feels in his blood right now is too much to handle. Heâs never felt this angry towards someone. He rushes toward Taehyung and punches him on the cheek. Â
âJungkook!â Ara screams at him. Jungkook repeatedly hits him until heâs physically tired. Jimin reaches Jungkookâs shirt and pulls him away. âEnough man. Heâs bleeding all over the place! Calm the fuck down!â Itâs Jiminâs turn to yell, but he doesnât care. All he cares about right now is finding you. Â
He rushes his way out of the courtyard and runs in the direction he saw you walk away in. Â
Finally spotting you in the front of the school he runs after you. Â
âHey!â he calls your name softly. After catching up to you he places his hands on your cheeks again. Â
âWhat did they do? Huh? I swear to God, Iâll fucking hurt them even more if you tell me whatâs wrongâ Tears are streaming down your face. Seeing you cry makes him feel an ache in his chest. Jungkook tries his best to wipe them away. When you see his knuckles, theyâre covered in blood. âAre you okay?â you ask him. Â
âBaby, Iâm fine. Itâs you that Iâm worried about right now.âÂ
You turn in his hold, but he refuses to let you walk away from him. He holds you by your arms and makes you look into his eyes. He quietly says your name. âTell me what happenedâ he says in a low voice. You look up at him and completely break down. Â
He pulls you in closer to his chest and wraps his arms around you gently. âThey embarrassed me. So bad, I canât do this right now.â you cry into his neck. He kisses the crown of your head and then your forehead. âIâm here, baby.â he says to you. Stroking the back of your head as you weep in his arms. Â
~Â
Jungkook drove you home that day. After he parked in front of your house, he walked you to the front gate. Walking side by side you turn to face him. âThank you for today, Jungkook. I donât know how Iâd repay youâ you tell him. He looks down at you and smiles. âYou donât need to repay me, as long as youâre okay then Iâm okay. Alright?âÂ
Nodding your head up at him you realize just how close your faces are. He looks down to your lips and back up to your eyes. His head leaning in slowly, hands placed lightly on your hips. Then, the buzzer of the gate opens and reveals your father. Â
Standing, patiently he waited for you to come back inside the house. âSay goodnight to Mr. Jeon, sweetheartâ he tells you. You look back to Jungkook and place a gentle hand on his cheek. âGoodnightâ you say sweetly to him. He smiles down at you and says the same thing. After watching you walk through the doors of your house Jungkook looks at your dad. âGoodnight, sir.â He walks away and gets into his car.Â
Later that night your phone starts to buzz with an incoming call. Picking up the phone you read the name. âJungkookâ pops up on the screen and you slide the answer button. âHey, what are you doing up so late?â you ask him with a tired voice. âI could ask you the same thing; I wasnât sure if youâd even answer.â His heartbeat picks up at the thought of you in bed with drowsy eyes and cute pajamas on. âI just wanted to check in to see how you were doingâ you chuckled at him. Butterflies erupt in your stomach thinking about him caring this much about you. Â
âIâm doing just fine Jungkook, stop worrying so much. Howâs your hand?â you say. You couldnât help but think about what happened after you left the courtyard. Did he fight someone?Â
âItâs been betterâ Â
âWhat happened back there? Did you punch someone?â You ask, curious to know what had gone on. He sighs over the phone. He takes a deep breath before answering you. âLook, donât worry about it alright? Knowing that your fine is enough for right now.â Â
He looks up at the clock on his dresser and reads the time. Itâs getting late and he feels bad for keeping you up at such an hour. âYou should head to bed, itâs getting late.â Nodding your head, you agree with him. âYouâre right, goodnight Jungkook.âÂ
âBefore you goâ he says and takes a moment to collect his thoughts and come up with something to say. Â
âUm do you wanna, maybe, go out with me tomorrow?â He waits for you to answer.Â
âI donât think I can.â you tell him. His mood completely drops. His shoulders deflate as he tries to think of what to say next. Â
âOhâ Â
Itâs silent for a moment.Â
âDo you have something already planned for tomorrow orâ he stopsÂ
âI canât dateâ you say softly, smiling even though he canât see you. Â
âI seeâ he says lost in thought. Â
âUh, you better get to sleep. I'm sorry for keeping you upâÂ
You laugh lightly. âGoodnight, Jungkookâ you say for the last time. Â
âGoodnight, sweetheartâÂ
~Â
Jungkook has tried his hardest to build up the courage to talk to your parents and get their blessing. Heâs been spending a lot more time with you lately. Meeting you after school and walking to the garden together. Jungkook also, hasnât built up the courage to confess how he feels about you. Â
Itâs driving him absolutely insane. But there was no way you hadnât noticed it by now. He was so obvious. He always called you by petnames or he was always being touchy with you. Â
One of the days he spent with you in the garden he brought a blanket and some food. Walking over to your usual meet up spot he sees you already sitting on the bench. Looking up at the leaves as they slowly fall. It was nearing the end of summer and fall was beginning to show itself. Â
He couldnât help but look at the way you sat there. Looking so effortlessly beautiful, you took his breath away. Walking up to you, you look up to see him with a bag and a basket clad in his hands. Your face lights up at the sight of him. Â
Jungkook made you feel things youâve never felt before, almost like you were sitting by a fireplace on a warm winter night, or cuddling in your blanket when the weather is rainy and gloomy outside. When he enters a room, your whole world completely lights up. Â
The same goes for him. He canât stop thinking about you whether itâs day or night. Itâs every hour of the day that you occupy his mind. Heâs so deeply infatuated with you it almost makes him sick with love. Â
âHi, baby,â he says. The petname makes your heart stop beating for a minute. You smile up at him and greet him back. âHi,â you say with a sweet voice. He bends down to kiss your forehead and places the things down on the floor. Â
Sneaking around behind your parentsâ backs didnât feel good but risking it all for him was worth it. âI brought a blanket and some food for us.â You giggle at his thoughtfulness. âHmm, is today a special day or what?â you ask him. Feeling giddy as ever. âNothing special, just felt like doing itâ he shrugs his shoulders as he sets everything up. Â
Moving down to the blanket laid over the grass you straighten out your white skirt and sit down. He sets the basket up next. Laying the food out for you, when heâs done, he moves to sit behind you and moves you, so youâre settled between his legs. Jungkook wraps his arms around your waist, kisses your temple, and simply breathes in the air around you. Â
Sinking into his touch, you feel like youâre on clouds. The feeling he sets in you is magical. You so badly want to lay your lips on his soft ones, the thought of it makes your heart do flips. Jungkook could easily be the best thing thatâs ever happened to you. Â
~Â
Today was the day. The day that Jeon Jungkook finally found the courage to ask your parents for their blessing. He's scared shitless of what their answer could be. Heâs praying that he gets a positive answer from them so he can finally give you something that you deserve. Taking a deep breath, he reaches the front of your gate once again. Â
You were out today; you had told him you wanted to explore more of the town and spend some time with Mrs. Kim. He found this the perfect opportunity to come to your house and ask what heâs been dying to ask. He knocks on the gate to get your fatherâs attention. When the gate opens heâs met with your father and mother. Â
Eyes flickering up and down at the boy. His heart is racing. Remembering what he was here for, he clears his throat and says, âMr. and Mrs. __, Iâd like to ask your permission to take your daughter out. I know sheâs not allowed to date. But she deserves to be treated with the utmost respect and shown the love that sheâs always desired forâ he waits patiently for their response. Â
They turn their heads to each other and close the gate. A strong rush of dissapointment washes over him as he starts to make his way back to his car. Heartbeat picking up he hears the rustling of the gate reopening and he hears your father yell for his name. âMr. Jeon.â Â
Jungkook turns his body so heâs facing your parents. âYes, sir,â he says in a strong voice. âWe will let you take our daughter out, only if you promise us you will never hurt her. And promise her you will fulfill her needs.â Elated, is what Jungkook feels. He feels like heâs on top of the world right now. A smile appears on his lips and falls to his knees and bows down to them. Not caring that his clothes are getting dirty. Â
âI promise you both, I will take care of her.â he says. Â
~Â
Itâs the next day, you sat in Jungkookâs car still in disbelief that he got your parentâs blessing. âI canât believe you did that for meâ you look over at him with a fond smile. He places his hand over yours and brings it to his lips. âBaby, you donât understand how long it took me to bring myself to them. I practically begged them.â he chuckles.  He pulled a bag out from behind your seat.
"What is it?"
"Open it up and see" he smiles
When you open the bag you see a pastel blue cardigan with butterflies and flowers decorating the hem of it.
"Oh, Jungkook you didn't have to"
"But I wanted to. I saw it and thought it'd look pretty on you" too shy to look at you he looks down at his lap and played with his hands
He planned out the perfect day for you. He couldnât wait to spend it with you. Â
Getting out of the car Jungkook made reservations for a restaurant that was way out of his budget. He had a little help from his mom and made sure to pay her back every cent. He holds your hand in his and guides you to your table. Pulling your chair out, he takes his own seat and scans over the menu.Â
âAnything catch your eye? Order whatever you wantâ he tells you. Â
Lips curling at the corners of your mouth you read through the different selections. Â
~Â
Dinner was amazing. The waiter came to pick up your plates and Jungkook took you to an empty parking lot. âWhat are we doing?â Looking around and see no one in sight. âYou said you wanted a tattoo, right?â From the front compartment of his car, he pulls out the fake tattoos you used to use when you were little. From the corner of his eye, he sees the biggest smile grow on your face. Â
âWhich one do you want?â scanning through the different types of tattoos. Â
âPick one for meâ you tell him. Â
He picked a cherry. Looking up at you he sees stars twinkle in your eyes as you look at him. âWhere do you want it?â You pull down the neck of your sweater and show a bit of your chest. Right above your heart. Jungkook tears the tattoo out and gets a towel that was lying in his car and a water bottle. He dabs it over the tattoo where he placed it on over your heart. Pulling the paper back the print of the cherry is laying on your skin. Â
He rubs his finger over it gently and looks at you. Averting your gaze, you start to feel nervous. Only Jungkook can make you feel like this. Â
~Â
Jungkook wouldnât tell you your next destination. He told you it would be quite a drive. So, you laid your head back and took a small nap. Jungkook placed his hand over your thigh and drove you to wherever he was taking you. Â
It wasnât until you opened your eyes; you saw a big white arch away. It was surrounded by cherry blossom trees. Jungkook looks over at your face. Smiling the biggest smile, you unbuckle your seatbelt and open the car door. Running up to the entrance you jump up and down giggling. Â
Jungkook walking slowly with his hands in his pocket he watches you. Â
âOh my God! Oh my God! Thereâs so pretty!â you almost feel tears start to build up in your eyes. You canât believe Jungkook drove all this way. He walks up next to you and tangles his hand in yours. âYou wanna go see it?â he says, lips turned up into a smile. Nodding your head eagerly, you practically drag him over. Â
Slowing down your pace you look around at the beautiful trees. The white and pinkish leaves fall into your hair. Thereâs a bridge that you stop at. In the middle of it, Jungkook places a hand on your cheek and turns your attention to him. You look up at him with those eyes. Eyes that he absolutely adores. He says your name softly and pulls you closer to you. âDo you like it? I tried so hard looking for them.â he tells you. Â
âJungkook, this is like, a dream come true. I canât believe you did this, thank you so much.â You pull him in for a hug and dig your face into his neck. His hold around you tight as he closes his eyes and soaks in the moment. Â
When you pull away your faces are close, lips to point theyâre basically touching. He cups your cheeks with his hand and says, âI need to tell you somethingâ you hum in response. He takes a deep breath in and finally spits out what heâs been holding in for a while. Â
âI love youâ your heart stops. Â
You look into his eyes and scan his face. Looking at the little mole under his lip. And the scar that grazes his upper cheek.Â
âCan I kiss you?â you ask him Â
He only nods and slowly pulls your face closer to his. Noses brushing softly against each other. Your lips graze each other softly. Then, he slots them together. Connecting them. You feel a rush of blood go to your head. Your cheeks are warm and flushed with red. The sounds around you are the streaming water beneath your feet, the rustling wind against the leaves. And birds chirping in the trees. Â
The leaves are falling on top of you. This moment couldnât be any more perfect. Â
~Â
On the drive home Jungkook held your hand the whole way there. Music played softly in the background and the windows rolled down to let in a gentle breeze. Â
When you arrive at the gate of your house, he parks his car in the same spot that he does every time he visits. Walking up to the front your hand is warm in his. You stop and turn to him. âSo, what does that make us?â you ask smiling up at him. Â
âWell, I thought it was kinda obvious. You just want me to say it, huh?â He laughs at you. Nodding your head, you wait for him to say what you want to hear. âThat makes you my girlfriendâ he wraps his arms around your neck and gives your nose a little peck. You scrunch up your nose smile. Youâve been smiling the whole day your face is starting to hurt. Â
âThen youâre my boyfriendâ you giggle. He leans in and places his lips on yours. He smiles into the kiss, and you can feel it against your lips. The gate opens and reveals your father. Who has been waiting for you to come home. âOh, hi dadâ you say. âHoney, why donât you come inside. Itâs getting late and itâs coldâ You sigh and turn back to Jungkook. Â
âByeâ you place a peck on his lips. âGoodnight, baby.â he says and looks up at your father and walks back to his car. Once youâre on the other side of the gate your dad stops you for a moment. âHave you told him?â Smile dropping you look down to the floor. Â
âNot yetâÂ
âDonât make this harder for him or for yourself sweetheartâÂ
âI love him dad and he love me. Iâll get there eventuallyâÂ
~Â
At school, youâre walking hand in hand with your boyfriend. Walking past his (ex) friends, they all have their eyes on you. Sooha has an irritated look on her face. But walking past them made you feel more confident in yourself. Being with Jungkook like this made you confident. Â
Walking into the library you and Jungkook take a seat by the window and just sit in comfortable silence. Your legs are over his on the small couch and youâre reading your books about cherry blossoms again. That day that he took you to see the cherry blossoms, he had kept a pedal that fell from the tree and kept it in a glass container. Itâs a day heâll never forget. Itâs the day he got to tell his lover that he loved her and made her his. Heâs so eternally grateful to whatever god that sent you to him. Â
He was on his phone when he suddenly broke the silence. Â
âBaby?â He calls for your attention. Â
You hum in response, and he continues. âYou wanna come over after school today? My mom said she wanted to meet you. You donât have to if you're not ready or comfortable yet though. I was just suggestingâ he says it as the words spill out of his mouth faster than you can comprehend. Â
You laugh at his cuteness. Thinking over about how meeting his mom would go. It would be lovely if you got to meet the person that made Jungkook the person he is today. Â
âYeah, sure. Thatâd be great. Just tell me what time and Iâll be there.â you say softly. A wave of relief washes over him. He was worried youâd be too scared to reject him. âAlrightâ he pauses for a moment. âOkay, Iâll pick you up at six then?â Your lips curl up, delighted to finally meet his family. You nod your head in response and continue with your book.Â
Jungkook places his hand over your thigh and looks down at his phone again. Â
~Â
Looking at yourself in the mirror, you fix your hair one last time and touch up your makeup. You wanted to make yourself presentable in front of Jungkookâs mom. Itâs not that you were scared of meeting her, you scared of what she might think of you. Straighten out your dress one last time your thoughts are broken by the doorbell ringing. Â
When you leave your room you see your mom answer the door. âOh hi, Jungkook are you here to pick up ___?â Letting him in he walks past her and waits by the door for you. âYeah, we're going back to my place. We're just gonna eat dinner there.â He explains. âAh okay, well have fun. Iâll go grab her and tell her youâre hereâ she says. Before she can move, you emerge from the corner of your room and Jungkook sets his eyes on you. He smiles at you and pulls you in by your waist to hug you. âHi, baby,â he says, feeling giddy at the thought of you. Telling your mom goodnight and that youâll be back soon; Jungkook guides you with a hand on your back towards his car. He opens the door for you like the gentleman he is and walks around the car to get into the driverâs seat. Â
When you stop at a red light the silence between you two is broken by him. âHow are you feeling?â he asks you. To be completely honest you were scared shitless. Afraid of what she might think of you. Afraid that she thinks youâre not enough for her son. Afraid that youâll give off the wrong impression. Jungkook cuts off your thoughts by placing a kiss on your wrist. Â
âBaby?â Â
Coming back to reality you giggle softly. âSorry, um.â You take a moment to collect your thoughts. âTo be honest with you. Iâm terrified.â You speak about your insecurities. Thinking about meeting his mother. You know you fully agreed to this earlier. But the drive to his house has become surreal to you now. Â
âSheâll love you I promise. But no matter what, if she doesnât like you; know that I love you okay? Never forget that.â Calming your mind down, you nod your head and settle in silence for the rest of the car ride. Â
~Â
Jungkook walks around the car again to open your door. You thank him and look at his house. It wasnât too big, but it wasnât too small. It was the perfect size. Walking up to the front door, he unlocks it, and your heart picks up once again. You walk through the door and investigate the living room. Â
His little brother is sitting on the couch watching TV. His youngest sister was sitting on the floor watching whatever her brother was. Jungkook was the eldest out of the three. His siblings being much younger. You walk into the living room and Jungkook yells out to his siblings. âGuys, turn off the TV for a minute. I want you to meet someone.â Â
They both turn to look at you and you smile down at them. âThis is my girlfriend, ___. This is Jungwoo and Jungha.â Cute. All of their names start the same way, you think. Jungha walks up to you. She seems to only be around four years-old and Jungwoo looks to be about seven. âItâs nice to meet you bothâ you softly smile at them. Â
Jungha tugs on your sleeve and looks up at you. âAre you a princess?â she asks. Your heart melts at the sweet little voice. âSheâs not a princess! Sheâs not wearing a crown!â Jungwoo exclaims from where he sat. You giggle at them, and then you hear footsteps come up from behind you. Â
Turning around you see Jungkookâs mother. Youâre a nervous wreck when you first see her face. You politely bow to her and greet her. Â
âItâs nice to finally meet you Mrs. Jeonâ Â
âOh, honey please stand up.â She motions for you to stand straightÂ
âNo need for formalities, I hope youâre hungry. I made a lot of food tonight!â She smiles at you and walks back to the kitchen. Â
Okay, this isnât going as badly as you thought itâd go. You walk back to the living room with Jungkook to chat some more with his siblings. You sit down on the floor and Jungkook sits behind you on the couch. âSo, Jungha. How old are you?â you ask the little girl. Â
She looks up from her toys and holds up four fingers in front of your face âIâm four!â Her small voice makes your chest ache from how cute she is. She goes back to her dolls and plays with them again. You turn your attention to Jungwoo and start a conversation with him. Â
âWhat about you Jungwoo?â you ask him. âI turned eight last monthâ You were only off by a year. This time he asks you a question. âWhy are you with my brother? Heâs annoying and he never lets me in his roomâ he pouts with his arms crossed over his chest. Â
âWell, I think Jungkook is amazing. You should cut him some slack. Iâm sure heâs a great brother!â you tell him. Jungkook leans down and kisses the crown of your head as he looks at the TV. Your arms are laid in your lap and his are wrapped around your neck. Â
âYeah, cut me some slack. I try my best!â he says to his younger brother. Â
âI guessâ Jungwoo rolls his eyes. You laugh at him and advert your eyes to the youngest one in the room again. She looks up at you and places a doll in your lap. âWill you play with me? You can be the princess!â Â
You happily oblige and play with her until dinner is ready. Â
~Â
At the table, Jungkookâs mother places the food around it. âWow, Mrs. Jeon this looks amazing. Thank you so much for having me overâ you say to her. She smiles back at her as she puts food on the little onesâ plates. âItâs no problem sweetie. Now please tell me more about yourself! All I hear from Jungkook is âmy girlfriend is amazingâ and âI canât wait for you to meet herâ." She giggles. Hearing this makes your heart swoon. He talks about you like that? Â
âWell, um. Iâm new to town. My parents and I moved here just this summer.â you say. Â
âOh! How exciting! Where did you move from?â Â
âSeoul, my parents wanted to get away from the city and thought it was better to move to some place smaller.â Talking about Seoul makes you miss it. Seoul is the place you grew up in. You didnât have many friends over there, but you still managed to have some. Â
âWell, Yongsan is small, but everyone knows everyone and itâs a great community all around.â She reassures you. Â
Thinking back on your school experience you highly doubt that itâs great at all. You only smile at her. As the night goes on, embarrassing childhood stories about Jungkook may have slipped out here and there. Spending your time with them was refreshing. You adored his family. This is something you wished for in the future. Â
On the way back to your house the car is silent. You think back to the events of tonight and reminisce. Â
âSo, how do you feel now?â Jungkook saysÂ
âI feel content with tonight. I love your family. Theyâre so adorable. I wish I could come over a lot more often.â you say with a small smile on your lips. Â
âWell, you can. Come over as much as you want, babyâ He looks over at you and you nod. Your smile slightly fading. Â
~Â
At the garden, Jungkook told you to meet him there after school. He told you he had a surprise. On your way over you pass by Sooha. Not caring about the way, she looked at you, you make your way over to your lover. He stood over the magnolia tree with a cover over the bench. Â
Eyebrows furrowed you walk over to him and hug him. You tilt your head so youâre now looking up at him. He places his soft lips against yours and pulls something out of his bag. Â
Itâs the cherry blossom pedal that he kept from the day that he took you to go see them. You gasp, looking at what occupied his hand. âWhat is this?â you question. âItâs a pedal from the cherry blossoms I took you to see.â Those butterflies in your stomach bloom from within once again. You feel like the luckiest girl in the world to have such an amazing boyfriend. Â
Jungkook has given you love that youâve never experienced before. You want to thank whoever sent him to you forever. Grabbing the pedal, you hold it close to your chest. âThank you honey,â you say under your breath and connect your lips together. Every touch of his lip is like a spark of electricity. You can never get enough of it. Â
âI also did something elseâ He takes a hold of the cloth that was covering. On the bench, thereâs a gold tag right in the middle. The engraving read âI love you for all eternity âJ' you stand there, at a loss for words. He got this done for you? You start to feel tears burn at your waterline. Everyone in the world deserved a Jungkook. Wiping the tears from your eyes you rush into him and wrap your arms around his neck. Â
âI canât believe you did thisâ you muffle into his chest. He wraps his arms around your waist and digs his face into the crook of your neck.
âDo you like it?â looking down at you. Â
âI fucking love it Jeon Jungkookâ you laugh and kiss his lips again. This time the kiss lasts longer. Lips moving against each other with so much passion; moving slowly together. Youâve never been happier. Â
~Â
Jungkook sat at his desk in his room and his mom walked through his door. âHoney?â She catches his attention. He hums in response. Â
âI was cleaning out your room and I found this sitting on your dresser. I swear I wasnât snooping but I was reading andâ she pauses and opens it up. Jungkook wasnât mad at her. He just sits and sighs as he waits for his mom to read what he wrote down. Â
âIt says study hard enough to get into college. Okay, reasonable, next one says read the encyclopedia of cherry blossom trees. The last one says, major in Botany? Since when were you into plants and nature?â
Jungkook walks up to her and rips the paper from her hand. âItâs a list I wrote up in the middle of the night the other day. ___ is my inspiration behind it.â He says with a fond smile. Â
Sheâs never seen her son this happy and in love before. Itâs truly the sweetest thing sheâs ever seen. Such young love between the two. Her sonâs happiness makes her a whole lot happier. Â
~Â
One day, Jungkook gets a sudden call from you. He hasnât been with you in the past few days due to you being away for some reason. He never questioned it, not wanting to push you to your limits. Over the phone you tell him that you needed to tell him something. Â
You told him to meet you at your spot at around 8:00. It was usually dark by then and he was getting worried about you being there by yourself as you waited for him. When he pulls up next to the parking lot near the garden, he hurriedly makes his way over to you. You were sitting on the bench waiting for your boyfriend to show up. Â
âHey, baby, whatâs going on? Are you okay?â he says in a soft voice. He takes your hand in his and pulls you closer to him. Jungkook looks at your face and notices your red puffy eyes. Have you been crying? Getting even more worried, he cups your cheeks, so your head is tilted towards him. Â
âHey, whatever it is weâll get through it, alright? Please, tell me what the hell is going onâ he weeps, Jungkook can feel his hands start to shake. Were you going to break up with him? Were you moving again? All these questions build up in Jungkookâs mind and he canât stop thinking about the worst. Until it comes. You look down and a tear drops into your lap. The soft sniffles that come from you make his heart sink. He pulls you closer to him and you sob into his shoulders. Â
âI shouldâve told you this soonerâ you say quietlyÂ
âTell me what, baby? What should you have told me?â He starts to panic. Heâs completely clueless of what youâre trying to tell him.Â
And then. Â
It spills from your mouth. Â
âIâm sickâ Jungkookâs world stops to a halt. Â
âOkay, letâs take you home and youâll feel betterâ Â
âNo, Jungkook.â you pauseÂ
âIâm sickâ Â
âNo, you canât be sick, y-you're perfect. Thatâs not possible.â Â
You try to contain your tears, but they keep falling. Â
âThatâs why I havenât seen you for the past few days. I was at the hospital for my checkup. I have a heart condition and it doesnât allow my blood to flow correctly and it restricts me from doing a lot of things. Iâve had it since I was ten. This means Iâd have to stay home and at the hospital a lot more.â Â
Jungkook couldnât hold it in anymore. He felt mad. He felt mad at the world. This couldnât be happeningÂ
âWhy didnât you tell me this before?â His voice raises an octiveÂ
âBecause! This!â you point your hand between the both of you. Â
âBecause we were doing so good. This was going so well. I didnât want to tell you because it would ruin things.â You stand up from the bench. And turn your back on him. âIâm sorryâ you say under your breath. You run in the direction of your house.Â
Jungkook doesnât let his tears loose until heâs back in his car. He feels furious. Not at you but at the situation. Â
âFuck!â He punches his steering wheel and sobs into his hand. Heâs never felt so helpless. Â
~Â
Jungkook needed time to think about what had just happened in the last few hours. How could you not have told him sooner? He feels guilty for not knowing. Heâs made you do so many things not knowing the risk heâs putting you in. He was out on a drive, no location in mind. He continued down the road mindlessly. Â
He doesnât realize where heâs at until he stops the car. Heâs in front of the cherry blossom trees. Maybe being here was good for him. There was a store right next to the exhibition. They had everything cherry blossom related. He walks through the entrance of the store and scans around. Â
There was a man standing behind the counter. He watches as the young boy walks through his store looking around. âHey, youâ he says. Jungkook turns his head to him and walks to the counter. âAre you looking for something?â Jungkook pauses and looks at the wall behind the man. There were pictures of cherry blossoms all over. He notices a plant behind him. He lifts his finger and points at and asks, âWhat is that?â. The man turns around and carries the plant to his counter.Â
âThis is a cherry blossom plantâ Without hesitation Jungkook pulls his wallet out and makes an exchange with the man. Â
On the way back to Yongsan, you were all that occupied Jungkookâs mind. He was worried like crazy about you. The thought of you sitting in bed not being able to do anything causes an ache in your chest. From now on, he promises that heâll stay by your side for all eternity. He prays to the gods above to keep you down here with him until you grow old. Â
He promises to take care of you until he canât anymore.Â
~Â
Youâre sitting in your bed reading a book. The clouds have covered the sky, and the air is a bit cold. All your medication is set next to your bedside table. Jungkook drove all the way to your house after visiting the cherry blossom tree. He stood under the arch of your door and knocked on the door twice. Â
You look up from your book and he walks over to you. The sight he sees is making his stomach turn. You donât deserve to live your life like this. You were still so young. You had your whole life ahead of you. Jungkook sits at the edge of your bed and holds your hand. He brings it up to his lips and kisses the back of it. He leans in to kiss your forehead and then your nose. Â
Leaning his forehead against yours he speaks in a quiet tone. âHi, honey. How are you feeling?â Trying to keep the mood positive you smile at him and say, âIâm doing great how about you?â He knows when youâre lying. But he only laughs and response to your question. âIâm doing good, baby.â he pauses for a moment. âI, um, I bought you something.â You look at him curiously. âWhat did you get me?â Â
You tug the blanket away from your lap and you sit up properly. Jungkook holds your hands and carefully pulls you up. He brings you over to your window that looks out to the garden in your backyard. You see a little plant growing from the soil. Â
It was a cherry blossom tree. Â
Your heart swells with love as you realize what he has done for you, once again. You turn your body to him to engulf him in a hug. Burying your face into his neck, his scent brings you such comfort. You wish you could keep that scent with you forever. You place your hands over his cheeks and lock your lips with his. âThank you, for everything. I love you so much.â Pecking his lips again. Youâve never been so full of love in your life. Â
~Â
Todayâs weather matched perfectly with todayâs events. Your doctor told you it would be best if you got out and took in some fresh air. You spent your time with Jungkook in the garden and talked for hours. He brought you so many snacks and a blanket like he did all those months ago. You sat cuddled in front of him as he rested his back against the bench. His head rested against yours as you spent your time talking about anything. Â
Jungkook brings up your list again. Â
âAre you ever gonna tell me about number one?â he says into your ear. You giggle as you think about it. Â
âAlright, I guess I have to tell you" You playfully roll your eyes. Jungkook pinches your waist and you burst out laughing. Â
âOkay! Okay! Do want to know or not!â you sayÂ
âFine, Iâll stop. So, tell meâ Â
âThe very first thing I put on that list is for something I need to do after.â It becomes silent. Jungkook thinks for a moment, letting your words sink in. Â
After?Â
There shouldnât be an after. Life wasnât fair to you. Thatâs all Jungkook knew. Â
âAnd what is that baby?â he pulls you closer to his chest. Afraid that youâd disappear if he didnât hold you tight enough. Â
âI want to become a butterfly. I want my wings to grow strong and healthy so Iâm free. I want you to look for me. Iâll show you so many signs that Iâm with you. Always.â You turn in his arms and place a delicate hand over his heart. Jungkook canât help the stinging sensation he feels in the back of his eyes. He pulls you in for a soft kiss. Â
Lips moving slowly against one another. He canât imagine his life without you in it. Heâs not ready to let you go. Â
You entangle your fingers in his slightly curly hair. You kiss the corners of his mouth and then his nose. You look at the tiny mole just under his nose. Cute. Â
âYou know I love you, right?â you say to him. The tears that fall from his eyes fall to his chin. You reach up and wipe them away. He takes hold of your wrist and kisses your palm.Â
Youâre going to be alright. Â
With him by your side. Â
~Â
Jungkook was out in the yard of his house watching his siblings play as his mom was getting dinner ready. He hears a car approach his driveway. Itâs Jimin. He stands up from the step to his front door and walks over to his car. Jimin closes the door, and he walks up to Jungkook. Â
His little siblings yelling at each other in their own little world. Jimin walks past them and smiles. He looks up at Jungkook and pats him on the back. Jimin and Jungkook were always closer than he and Taehyung. They basically grew up together. âI heard about __, Iâm sorryâ He looks down at his shoes and places his hands in his pockets âIt mustâve been hard hearing thatâ Jungkook scoffs. Knowing that he has, who knows how much time with you is literally tearing him up inside. âYeah, I mean Iâm trying to spend as much time with her as I can, you know. Being without her right now is just killing me,â he says in a low voice. Â
âLook, sheâs going to get better. Stop thinking about the worst, just enjoy what you have right now, and donât think about what could happen or what couldâve been. She needs you right now and you need to be strong for her. Sheâd trying her best for you.â he says softly. Jimin was always that friend you could go to for anything. He was one of Jungkookâs comfort people. Â
âYouâre right. Yeah, sorry. This is just so much information for me to take in. I canât lose her, manâ With a heavy heart Jungkook tries his hardest to not break down. Especially in front of his siblings. Theyâve grown attached to you after youâve visited them so many times. Â
Theyâre always asking for you or wondering how youâre doing. Itâs the sweetest thing. Jimin ended up staying for dinner. He hadnât been over since the fight with Taehyung. Heâs just glad that he has his best friend back. Â
~Â
Jungkookâs never been this worried in his life. Heâs called you multiple times and has sent over a hundred texts in the last hour. You havenât responded to him at all. He decided to make the drive to your house to see what was going on. When he got there, he couldâve sworn his heart stopped beating; there were ambulence trucks parked outside of your house. He rushed over to investigate what was going on. Â
He saw your father sitting on the doorstep of the house, with his head in his hands, hanging low. Â
âJungkookâ he says Â
âWhat happened? Where is she? In a panicked voice Jungkook walks into your house and looks for you. Youâre nowhere to be seen. Â
âThey took her to the hospital. She was outside watering the plants and she collapsed. They said her heart is in critical condition.â Jungkook storms out of the house and speeds his way to the hospital. No way in hell is he letting you stay by yourself right now. Â
He speeds through traffic lights, not caring if he gets caught. He needs to see you, now. Â
~Â
He pushes through people to get to the front desk. âExcuse me do you have ___ ___ here. She was admitted not too long agoâ he frantically asks the lady. She types into her computer and searches for your name. Â
âYes, we do. Sheâs in room seven.â Â
âThank youâ Â
Slowing down his pace he scans through the different doors. Being here makes his stomach sick. Youâre supposed to be in bed at home. With him. Not in a hospital with sick patients all over the place. Â
When he finally finds your room, he looks through the small window of the door. Your eyes are closed. He walks through the door, slowly as he approaches your bed. Your skin is pale, and they have you hooked to an oxygen tank. Jungkook makes his way to the side of your bed, and he breaks down sobbing. His hands shake as he takes your hand into his. Your skin is cold. Not like how heâs used to; he brings it to his lips and tries to warm them up with his breath. Â
The motion wakes you up. You crack your eyes open slowly and meet Jungkookâs gaze. You place your hands on top of Jungkookâs hair, comforting him. His eyes are puffy from how much heâs crying. He cried on the way to the hospital just thinking about your condition. Â
âHi, honeyâ your voice comes out week. You slightly furrow your eyebrows as you take in his features. Â
âWhy are you crying?â Your hand making its way down to his cheek to wipe away his tears. He laughs quietly and looks down at the bed. Â
âIâm glad youâre doing okay. I shouldâve brought you something, but I was in a hurry. I was so worried about you I wasnât thinking properly.â he says with guilt laced in his voice. He shouldâve been there with you. Â
âBaby, stop beating yourself up, thereâs nothing you couldâve done to prevent me from ending up in here. Iâm okay. See?â you make silly moves, and this gets him to smile even bigger. He leans over to kiss your forehead. Â
âDonât scare me like that again, okay?â Â
âI promiseâ Â
~Â
Jungkook came to visit you every day. They still told you they needed to run some more tests on you to monitor your condition. Until then you were stuck in the small hospital bed. Jungkook would stop by before and after school until it became late into the night. He brought you snacks, plushies, some of your clothes, and stories that happened to him at school or about Jungha and Jungwoo. Â
You missed them so much. You havenât seen them in weeks and Jungkook tells you that they keep asking for you. He also told you they prayed that you would soon get better so you could play with them again. The thought makes your heart melt. Â
Jungkook has never left your side since the day you got admitted. He waits day and night for you to come back home to him. Â
The TV was playing as you read your book (that Jungkook brought you) and he sits in the chair next to you as heâs on a call with his siblings. His hand is placed over your thigh, and he rubs back and forth gently. Â
âI wanna say hi to __â you here Junghaâs voice. You peek your head from the corner of the screen, and she screams loudly out of joy. Â
âHi Junghaâ you say softly with a smile spread across your face. She lets go of the phone and all you see is the ceiling. In the background you can hear her running around giggling. Her little face appears on the screen again and she yells âHi __! I miss you sooooo much. Please come back soon!â Â
With a fond smile you look at her and say âIâll try very hard to come back healthy for you sweetie. Make sure you listen to your mom and Jungkook while Iâm awayâ you tell her. Â
âI always do! Iâm a big girl!â Â
You laugh at her silly antics. Saying goodbye to her Jungkook hangs up the phone and looks at you. You return to your book and feel Jungkookâs stare on the side of your face. Â
Laughing, you look at him with confusion on your face. Â
âWhat?â you say softly. Â
He takes several minutes before he speaks. Â
âMarry meâÂ
This takes you completely off guard. He wants you to marry him? Thereâs a warmth that spreads across your chest as you try to comprehend what just came out of his mouth. Â
âWhat?â it comes out as a whisper. Â
âMarry me __â he says in all seriousness. Heâs never been so sure of something until he met you. You were his everything. He wanted to spend his life with you. Â
A small smile appears on your lips. Â
âOkayâ His heartbeat picks up at your answer. Heâs never loved someone as much as he loved you. He had already asked for your parents' blessing, and they surprisingly agreed. Â
He was finally able to spend the rest of forever with you. Â
~Â
They finally discharged you for one day. Having to beg and beg for them to let you out, they finally gave in. Â
Today was a cool spring day. The flowers are starting to bloom wildly, and the trees finally have their color back after the winter season. You and Jungkook planned everything over the course of two weeks. You wanted to have something small. The place you both chose was a little greenhouse chapel not too far from where you lived. Â
Your mother helped with your makeup and hair. The dress you wore was hers. It was an off the shoulder plain dress. You didnât want anything too fancy, but nothing too little. It was perfect. Â
As you wait to walk down the aisle you see everyone sitting in their seats. Mrs. Kim was sitting with her husband near the front where the altar was. Jimin was sitting with Jungha and Junwoo with their mother. Your father had his armed hooked with yours as he waited to walk you down the aisle. The bouquet of flowers clads in your hand you hear the music begin to play. The song âTry Againâ starts to play in a ballad. Â
At the end of the aisle, you see Jungkook. His hair is long enough to touch his eyebrows and his hands are crossed over his front. He can hear his heartbeat in his ears as he sees you standing there. You looked gorgeous in your dress. Walking down the aisle you see Jungha and Junwoo peek behind the chairs as they see you. Jungha has a huge smile on her face as she finally gets to see you. Â
You smile at both of them and turn your head back to your lover. Your dad places your hand into Jungkookâs and returns to his seat next to your mother. Jungkook had tears building up behind his eyes. He canât believe heâs marrying the love of his life today. Â
âYou may now be seated as we begin the ceremony of these twoâ everybody takes their seats, and the room becomes quiet. Â
âNow, letâs begin.â He clears his throat. Â
You look over to Jungkook and he mouths the words âI love youâ and you mouth them back. Â
âDo you Jungkook take ___ to be your wife?â Â
âI doâ Â
âAnd do you ___ take Jungkook to be your husband.â Â
âMay I have the rings pleaseâ Jungwoo emerges from his seat and walks up to the two of you. The pastor bends down slightly to take them from his hand. âThank youâ he smiles at him. Â
He cutely runs back to his seat and places his hands in his lap. Â
âRepeat after me Jungkook. I JungkookâÂ
âI Jungkookâ Â
âTake you ___, to be my wifeâÂ
He repeats after him. He says the same thing to you. He gives each of you your rings and tells you to place them on one anotherâs finger. Â
âI know pronounce you husband and wife; you may now kiss the brideâ Â
Jungkook pulls you in by your waist and kisses you deeply. You feel a smile spread across your face as you kiss your husband. Â
This was the happiest day of your life. Â
3 years later Â
Jungkook was sitting under the magnolia tree you used to meet up at. He had a piece of paper and a pen in his hand. Â He spent most of his days here thinking. His favorite time of the day is when he gets to spend his time at your spot talking to you. The pen hits the piece of paper he holds in his hand and he begins to write
My baby, Â
Itâs been a long year once again without you by my side. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. You're always on my mind, Iâve started classes and learned a lot of new things about flowers and nature. Now I see why you loved them so much. The tree outside of your house has grown a lot more. The pretty white leaves you loved so much are starting to show. I hope you're doing well. I miss you. I miss you so much it hurts. I wish every day that you would come back to me. I miss hearing your laugh, I miss your smile, I miss your beautiful face that lights any room you walk into, and most of all I miss hearing your beating heart next to mine
Jungha started school recently. She said that she would make you a painting whenever she felt sad, and Iâd put it them next to my desk. I have a drawer full of them now. I told her that you would come in at night to check up on us and youâd plant kisses so light that she doesnât feel them when sheâs sleeping. She asks and talks about you a lot every day. Sometimes I run out of things to say to her. and just tell her that youâll be back with us one day. But i canât lie to her. I think she misses you as much as I do Jungwooâs doing pretty well too. Weâve gotten closer these past few years. He misses you a whole lot too. We all do. Everyone is doing well; I hope youâre resting well now. Sometimes I dream that you're next to me. Telling me that everything is going to be okay. Â
And I think it will be. Everything will be okay as long as youâre close to me. Â
I love you, baby. Â
Jungkook looks up and sees a beautiful bright blue butterfly land on top of the paper. It flies away and a smile spreads across his faceÂ
Everything will be okayÂ
~
a/n: AHHH IM CRYING. gosh writing this was such a rollercoaster. the fluff was too much for me to handle đŁ. i hope you guys enjoyed this one. this was my favorite to write bc itâs after my favorite movie!! i hope i didnât make yall cry đ. ughhh i love their story so much.
a/n: help this was so random and out of the blue. i literally whipped it up in the middle of class. but would you guys want two other stories on the two couples
music blares from her room, two best friend sat on her bed; books, different colored highlighters splayed across the sort comforter. a slight scratching from the creaked door can be heard over the speaker. "hi baby!" leila's head peaks into the room.
the soft sound of angelica's hand against the bed makes her head perk up.
her body plops down beside her owner and her best friend. âhey leilaâ __ squeaks. her head falls into her lap, satisfied grumbles escaping from the gentle head rubs.
the small vibrations from angelicaâs phone pulls their attention from the fur baby between them.
âwhoâs that?â the light slightly brightens her face. âitâs jake, sounds like theyâre having fun.â
from her phone it reads the back and forth messages from earlier before he and sunghoon had gone out.
jake: you guys having fun?
me: yea we are
me: but someone else wants to join in on the fun
a picture of leila lights up his phone. the border collie with a bright smile and bacon treat in front of of her brings the same smile to jakeâs face. âwhoâs that?â sunghoon peeks over his shoulder. âangel, she sent me a picture of leilaâ
he moves the phone closer to his friend â a small smile growing on his face. sunghoon had seen leila so often now that he and __ started dating. itâs only been a while since the couple got together.
they happened to be at the same party jake and angel had gone too. she felt bad youâd be spending the night alone studying. youâd had to give it up to her for the amount of convincing sheâd done on her.
sunghoon had already planned to go out with his friend group. it wasnât until he saw you beside your best friend.
he excused himself from his friends making his way over to greet his friend â really as an excuse to introduce himself. âsunghoon,â his reaches out bringing him closer for a side hug. âi didnât know you were going out tonight. i thought you had midterms to study for youâ jakeâs eyebrows furrow in confusion.
âoh yeah, i just needed to get out. iâve been cramped up in my dorm for while just studyingâ
his eyes land on you now. a slight blush appearing across her cheeks. angelicaâs eyes find hers flushed face, a smirk appearing on her lips. âsunghoon! i donât believe iâve introduced you to my friend.â
a smile begins to form on his lips. his eyes finding your adorable round eyes. âright, iâve seen you around a few times on campus. iâm sunghoonâ his soft hand floats in front of her.
âiâm __â softly smiling at him
throughout the night he made subtle hints trying to see if you had been in a relationship or not. receiving the answer he was begging to hear all night.
he finally asked you out a month after getting to know you.
that was over a year ago. now heâs out with jake walking around like how they used to back in high school. only ever talking about you every other sentence.
jake has been the same with angelica, though, theyâve been together longer than the former couple; going three years strong.
from the corner of his eye he can see jake lift his arm up in the air. his phone in his hand as he snaps a quick picture.
itâs only 20 minutes later that she gets a notification again.
âoh my godâ she lets a snicker
she turns her phone to __ and in less than a minute later your phone buzzes. itâs the same photo that jake took but itâs sunghoon thatâs holding the phone.
sunghoon: have fun tonight baby, i miss n love you â¤ď¸
that same giddy feeling bubbles in her chest â just like when her first met her boyfriend. funny how he still gets you the way he did back then.
he brings to see those gray dots in the corner of his screen.
__: i love you too, have fun n be safe âĄ
sunghoon puts his phone away and jake begins to run his mouth again. âi canât believe weâve been together for so long.â looking down to the floor â reminiscing on every memory heâs had with angel.
he remembers the day he had mentioned getting a puppy. she had her own strong opinions on it.
âi donât know jake, we just moved into this place. do you think getting a puppy is a good idea?â
âwell, duh baby. thatâs why i brought it upâ sass could be heard from his tone. the roll of her eyes gets him to perk up on the couch. showing her the different types of dogs up for adoption.
her legs propped up over his as she pays no attention to him, eyes too focused on whateverâs playing on the tv.
âplease, baby. i promise iâll do everything that it needsâ he whines.
deflating against her lying body. his hands find their way under her shirt, touching the skin of her waist. chills run up her spine as she looks down at her whiny boyfriend
âfine, but promise me she wonât ruin the couches. we spent so much on them and they look so nice in the living room like thisâ
suddenly, his head is up from her chest, eyes bright as if it was the morning of christmas day and presents were under the tree.
âyes! thank you! i promise ill train it and everythingâ
odd that sheâs come to love such a precious souls so much after the need of not wanting her. leilaâs snores fill the room now.
itâs only a little while later that the sound of the front door surprises the both of you.
âweâre homeâ a thick australian accent echos through the apartment. the door swings open and the two boys are stood in front of her.
âsunghoon? what are you doing back so soon?â his hands find your waist and places a small kiss against your cheek
âwe missed you guys so,â he says against your neck
âwe came back. we actually did stuff while we were out thoughâ jake continues for him.
his lips pecks his girlfriends placing his keys down on the table.
âyeah, we went to get food. and took some cool pictures out on the streetâ
âoh and we also got you girls some tooâ he nods to the plastic bag on the table next to them.
they went on telling the girls about their not excitedly â relaxing against their chairs as they talked their ears off while digging into the food they brought home for them.
~ Genre â strangers to friends(?) to lovers, college au, fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, slight fwb, unrequited love
Warnings/content â 3D jk, light angst, smut, major fluff, jk is a fuckboy, yearning, a lot of miscommunication, a lot of crying, smoking, slight drinking, he rides a motorcycle, oc is a bad b, big dick!jk, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), fingering, oral (f&m. receiving), 69, soft sex, missionary, doggy, aftercare (he's not a total asshole), multiple sex scenes, consensual sex tape, multiple orgasms, pining, complicated feelings, poor communication, bad boy!jk, ot7 cameo!
~ words â 25.6k
⢠currently play â we canât be friends (wait for your love) by Ariana Grande and opera house by Cigarettes After Sex
âyou got me misunderstood but atleast i look this good, we canât be friends but iâd like to just pretend, you cling to your paper and pens, wait until you like me again, wait for your love
âiâve got a love for you i just canât escape, all of my love for you cuts me like barbed wire"
playlist <3
Love is a strange thing. A very complicated feeling to figure out yet some find it very simple. In this case, love is something that she found simple, it was something she was fond of when she saw her friends experience it. But he couldnât find it in himself to feel it; he refused to. Deep down inside, he knew he couldnât reciprocate the feeling of love. He tried so hard to, but he just couldnât grasp on tight enough. So, he did what he did best, he let everything go.
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 Jungkook canât think straight. Heâs been stored away in his apartment for the past few days. Unable to get up from bed and be productive, wasting away and rotting in his room. His roommate and best friend, Jimin, has been managing the place himself; cleaning, cooking, basically everything a home needs to function. Heâs done everything he possibly could to get his friend out of his room. âJungkook-ah, you need to get up. Itâs three o'clock in the afternoon and I havenât seen you all day, you need to eatâ he calls from outside his door
 Itâs silent on the other end of the room; only shuffling could be heard from his bed. Jungkook hasnât heard anything back from you since your argument. Itâs been radio silent from your end the phone. He constantly checks his phone to find something from you. He misses your voice. He misses you. He couldnât bring himself to bother you even more. Not after the damage heâs caused to you and your relationship.
Summer
The bell at the top of the door constantly rings through the busy cafe as customers come and go. Itâs been getting busier as the weather outside begins to heat up with the season change. Your hair is kept away from covering your face with a hair tie pulling it away in a low ponytail. The air conditioner is blasting cool air and keeping the hot air where itâs supposed to be, outside.
âOrder for Jihoon!â you yell over the bustling cafe. Youâve been told that summer is one of the busiest times of the year for the cafe, second to winter time. The bell rings once again with new incoming customers, you look up from the cash register to find a young man around your age entering with his friends. His big and bold eyes find contact with yours across the room. A smile is displayed on his face, deep dimples grow as he laughs at whatever his friend says. He parts from his friends as he walks up to you to place an order. âHello, what can I get for you today?,â he stares up at the menu behind you, glazing through his options. âUh, letâs seeâ he pauses.
âCan I please get three iced americanos and,â he turns to look back at his friends again. âWhich one did you want?â he asked the boy with the blonde hair âThe chocolate muffinâ The boy in front of you turned back to you. âAnd the chocolate muffin,â he repeated
You ring up his order and hand him his receipt. âYour total will be fifteen dollars and twelve centsâ he fishes out for his wallet in his pocket and hands you the money. He watches you as you continue with the register. âAnd can I get a name for the order?âÂ
âYes, Jungkookâ he smiles at you
For some odd reason, his heart rate picks up as heâs talking to you. A strand of hair falls in front of your face and he canât help but notice how pretty you are. Jungkookâs never seen you in town before. Snapping out of his trance you place your hand out to give him his remaining change. âAlright, your order will be out in just a few minutes, Jungkookâ Reaching his hand out, he takes the money and nods his head to you. âThank you,â he looks down at your name tag and gives you a bright smile. â___âÂ
The kind look he gives makes your cheeks turn into a rosy red. Tucking the piece of hair thatâs fallen out of place behind your ear, you smile back at him. Jungkook walks back sitting at a small table his friends decided to sit at and takes a seat in front of his blonde friend. âShe was cute,â Jimin finally says, having watched the interaction between you and his best friend.
âYeah, Iâve never seen her around here before. She must be new to town," his other friend, Taehyung says. âMe neither, but she is pretty though,â He says as he plays with the small piece of paper you handed to him. That same smile reappears on Jungkookâs lips. âYou should go ask her for her number, itâs been what? Years? Since you last got someâ Jimin teases.Â
âIt hasnât been years, dumbass. I just donât want to jump into anything. I think itâs a waste of timeâ, Itâs true. Jungkook hasnât had a serious relationship since he was a junior in high school going into his senior year. Heâs a senior in college now. Now heâs perfectly fine finding himself some fun, and by fun, he means sleeping with a handful of many different women; he doesnât need a specific person to do that with. âOrder for Jungkook!â your voice resounds in the now-settled cafe. Perking up at the sound of his name, the chair screeches across the floor as Jungkook stands up to retrieve his food.Â
âThank you,â he says again. âYouâre welcome,â you give him a sweet smile. This time, Jungkookâs the one to blush. You watch as he gives you a small smile back, picking up his food, and turning back around to his group of friends.
âWe miss you over here, itâs like nothing is fun anymoreâ You didnât have much choice but to leave your friends back at your old school. The school here offered you much better opportunities than they did back in Gwangju. Taking a leap of faith, you packed your stuff and moved everything to Incheon. You knew little to no people here. Having never been here you had zero time to make any friends. Everything happened so suddenly you have had your main focus on trying to survive off of a fresh start. The move happened in the middle of summer break.Â
Hoseok agreed to drive down to help you move all your stuff into your new apartment. The dorms were more expensive than you had thought, so getting a summer job and looking for cheaper housing was your best bet at living to see a new day in this new city. âI miss you guys too. You guys should come down here. Leave Gwangju for a bit, I feel like I havenât seen you guys in agesâ The rest of your friends decided to stay back and plan out their new classes for the new upcoming year.Â
Sure, you were disappointed, but you didnât want to hold them back from planning their future. They had been supportive of your decision to move three hours away from them. You had told them that they could visit you whenever they wanted to.
âYeah, I know. I promise Iâll get everyone down there whenever we can, donât have too much fun over there without me though!â he teases you over the phone. Laughing at him, you pull your keys out from your pocket to unlock your door. Stepping inside your phone is placed between your cheek and your shoulder as you balance holding your new house plant and a small box you had forgotten in your car.Â
You close your door shut with your foot and place the box on your small dining table. Your apartment was small but big enough to fit two people. The living room wasnât as big but your bedroom was a decent size. You donât regret picking this place out, it was like living in a cot where no one could bother you. âHow could I when you're the life of the partyâ you laugh. Hoseok shakes his head as if you could see him. âHey, I gotta go now. Be safe over there and if you need any help Iâm one phone call away. I love youâÂ
âLove you too, Hobiâ Pulling your phone away you hear three beeps indicating the ending call. Walking over to the little window sill in your living room you place the overgrown plant there, making sure itâs angled enough to get the sunlight that it needs. Slumping down on the couch you pick up the remote laid on the armrest and turn on the TV. Playing whateverâs on as background noise. Sitting there and relishing your day, thereâs one specific highlight of today that catches your attention. That boy who came by the cafe today, Jungkook.Â
His bright boba eyes and his dimpled features play back into your head. His face is stuck in the forefront of your mind for the rest of the night. You hope that one day you will see him again
âNo, I swear she looked just like Jessica Rabbit,â Jimin continued about the girl he saw on campus a few days ago. Taehyung was immersed in his friendâs story. But however Jungkook canât find himself to indulge in his friendâs new âeye candyâ as Jimin liked to say. He found himself staring into space, thinking about you the whole way home. Jungkook has never found enough time to fond over some random woman heâs spent his time with.Â
But he can not find a way to get you away from his thoughts. Something about you keeps pulling him in and he canât seem to escape it. âHey, Jungkookie. You good?â Jimin shakes his arm a bit. He doesnât even realize that they are at their apartment already. He hadnât realized how long he spent thinking about you. âYeah, yeah Iâm goodâ he shakes his head and pulls his keys from his pocket.Â
Flipping the light switch to brighten up the room, the beeping of the door closing surrounds the room. âIâm gonna go wash upâ Jimin watches as his friend walks over to his room. Weird. He thinks. âAre you sure youâre okay?â Jungkook turns to look over to Jimin. âYeah, Iâm good, '' he says as if it weren't obvious. Jimin walks closer to him, examining his face. âI donât know it just seems like somethingâs bothering youâ The worried expression growing on his face convinces Jungkook to fess up.Â
âThat girl, at the cafe, I canât get her off my mind. We hadnât even exchanged that many words and I canât stop thinking about her,â He walks over to his couch and slumps down in defeat. A grin grows on Jimin's plump lips, taking a seat next to his young friend. âI knew it,â a smug look on his face. âBro, I told you to ask for her number. She seemed into you tooâ he says with a nudge to his shoulder, enthusiasm growing in his tone. Jungkook rubs a hand over his tired face and stands up again.Â
âI donât know if she makes me feel something. I donât know what it is but I donât like itâ You make butterflies erupt in his tummy, his heart beats faster, and you turn his cheeks rosy. Just looking at you he feels like heâs known you for a long time. And heâs just met you today. âI should just sleep on it, Iâll see how I feel in the morning. Who knows? Maybe Iâll completely forget about her when I wake up tomorrowâÂ
That was in fact, a lie. You were the first thing that popped up in Jungkookâs mind. Today he had a full agenda, it was registration week for classes. He wanted so badly to get rid of this feeling in the pit of his stomach. Walking into the shared bathroom, Jungkook walks in to get ready for the day. Through the mirror he sees Jimin emerging from his room, barely getting up from his bed. His shoulders slouched, his hair messy from sleep, and his eyes closed to still being closed from his slumber.Â
âWe need to be there by eight oâclock,â Jungkook tells him, mouth full of toothpaste. He gets a low hum in response from the kitchen. After finishing up in the bathroom, Jungkook walks out to prepare everything he needs. This is their last year in college, they needed to make the most of it. The screen of his phone lights up as he taps it to read the time. They had less than an hour to get out the door. Jungkook is ready with his things sitting next to him on the couch, he only has to wait for Jimin to finish. Nothing better to do than scroll through Instagram like random girlsâ posts and keep up with the media.Â
He somehow finds himself in his search bar. Moving his fingers over the keyboard, your name is what pops up. After searching for what had to be about a minute, he finds a picture of you smiling. You are with a group of friends surrounded by a table and playing what seems like a board game. Jungkook doesnât notice the smile growing on his face until he hears Jimin walk out to the living space.Â
âWhat are you smiling at?â He immediately shuts his phone off and looks up at his friend. âNothing,â he says nonchalantly. âLetâs go I donât wanna be lateâ Shrugging his shoulders Jimin walks over to his bag, sits on the chair at the dining table and walks to the door. Â
When they got to the campus, which was only a fifteen-minute walk from their apartment, it was filled with college students. Some ran over to their friends that hadnât seen in a while and some hung around, to themselves. Jungkook had slight hopes of seeing you here, registering as everybody else. Roaming the area he watches as different clubs set up booths, some standing by trying to get the freshman to sign up for their club.Â
Jungkook has lost sight of Jimin, finding himself with his other friends. Now heâs by himself watching other students in his class lurk around, making fun of the lower class for being lost. Itâs not until he finds himself on his phone again, looking through your profile again. It seemed like you liked to travel, youâve been to Japan, Italy, and many other foreign countries.Â
You seemed like a bubbly person, based on how you present yourself on social media.
His eyes found the clock again, and he had to get ready for his class.Â
âMom, Iâm alright. Iâm finding my way around campus. Itâs big but Iâll get the hang of it. Stop worrying so muchâ Your mom has been calling you almost every day to check in on how you are settling in your new home. Of course, she was supportive but she was going to miss you. Youâve never been this far from your mother let alone living without her. You had your own apartment but it was still close to her. The bond you had with your mother was special to you.Â
âOkay, honey. I just wanted to make sure you were doing okay, I miss youâ Itâs only a few minutes before your lecture starts and the class is almost filled with students. You hadnât realized how many people majored in psychology âI gotta go, Mom. Iâll talk to you later,â placing your tote bag down next to you. You see the professor walk in with a book in his hand. âAlright, I love you and stay safeâÂ
âI will, I love you tooâÂ
As you settle down in your seat you hear the door open again. This time, you see a familiar face. The boy you couldnât stop thinking about walks down your row, sitting a few seats away from you. You donât realize the butterflies flying in your tummy when you watch. âOkay, everyoneâ Your professor's voice booms through the room. âMy name is Namseok but you can call me professor ChoiâÂ
As the lesson is nearing its end you raise your hand to ask a question. âYes, missis?â he pauses, waiting for your response
â___â Jungkookâs ears perk up at your voice. His head turned to the sound of your voice. âYes, what are your questions?â Pulling your hand down to rest on your lap you speak up. âAre you available after class? Iâd like to ask a few questionsâ Professor Choi shakes his head and walks back behind his desk. âYes, please, come and see me after class and we will discuss whatever you needâ Jungkook still hasnât taken his eyes off of you since you spoke. Too immersed in how beautiful you looked today, out of your work uniform and in normal clothes.Â
âWell it seems like class is over for today. Good job everyone and I will see you on Thursdayâ Everyone collectively stands up and makes their way to the exit door. You on the other hand stay behind to ask a few questions. Instead of taking the normal way out like the other students. Jungkook walks the opposite way, past you. Watching as a muscular figure walks past you, you look up to see his face. Heâs already looking down to you and you can feel your warm cheeks express a slight red color.Â
Itâs until he turns back around to look at you that you fold. He was extremely handsome, how could you not?
Your shift at the cafe was about to begin. Itâs the middle of lunch time and the cafe has become busy. Sometimes you regret not signing up for afternoon classes. Night shifts are the busiest with the many college students coming in to study. Once again the ringing bell flows through your ears as customers walk through the door. You have yet to make any true friends around here. The only âfriendâ you have is your co-worker, Yejoon. She helped you out on your first day but she spends most of her time in the back making the food for hungry students.Â
Too busy watching the TV placed in the corner of the room you donât see the same muscle figure you saw in your lecture class. âHey,â he says. Tattooed arm out on display, chains adorning his neck. His body doesnât match his face at all, with cute boba eyes twinkling like there are stars in them, and a button nose with small moles placed haphazardly.
âYouâre in my psych class right?â he says, holding his weight up with his hands on the counter. You look up at him with squinted eyes. âYeah, I am. I saw you today at the end of class. Why didnât you go out with the other students?â This question catches him off guard. He needed to come up with an excuse, quick. âUh, thereâs another door that leads to a different building, I have a class thereâ Smooth. Nodding your head, you look behind him and watch as the line begins to grow. âJungkook? Was it?â he nods his head at you, ensuring you are right.Â
âWell, Jungkook. If you donât mind if you're gonna stay here and chit chat I suggest moving out of my line. I have a crowd of hungry college students and I donât intend on putting up with their attitudeâ You say with a scrunch of your nose. Jungkook puts his hands up as if heâs surrendering and throws you a smile. âI didnât mean to take long, I just came up here to ask you somethingâ You look up at him with a raised eyebrow. âAnd what is that?âÂ
âCan I have your number?â Bold. You think. âIf you step out of my line maybe Iâll consider itâ you tell him and he steps to the side so heâs not in the way of customers. âHi, Iâm sorry for holding up the line what I can get for youâ You ask the middle aged man that was after Jungkook. âYou wouldnât have to be sorry if you just told your boyfriend to fuck offâ Shock is read all over your face. You are not in the mood to handle rude customers today. âFirst of all, sir, he is not my boyfriend. Again I apologize for the wait. Itâs on the house,â you tell the man. Jungkook stands there watching the interaction go down.Â
For some reason this makes him even more eager to get your number. You look over to him as you wait for the next customer to tell you their order. âThis might take a while, take a seat anywhere youâd likeâ you point with your head as you tell him to wait. Itâs not until the very end of your shift that you realize that heâs still here, waiting for you.Â
You step away from behind the counter and take your apron off. âI canât believe you waitedâ you say under your breath walking closer to him. He looks up as he sees you from the corner of his eye. The chair scraping across the floor as he stands from his chair. âOf course I waited, I made it my mission to leave this place with some sort of way of communicating with youâ This surprises you. Youâve never met this guy in your life and now after a small meet heâs determined to get to know you.Â
âWell, Iâll give you my Instagram. Number is too personalâ he scoffs at that. Thankfully, he deleted your user from his search beforehand. Handing you his phone you type in your user and follow your account. Your pocket buzzes with a notification from your phone. Pulling your phone out you read the notification.
ggukkie has followed you
You smile as you read his user. You click on the tab and follow him back. His phone vibrates with a new notification and he reads your username
yeojacoure has followed you
Smiling as he looks up from his phone he says âIâll see you soon then?â You pull your hair from your hair tie and he watches as it flows down your shoulders. âI guess so, Jungkookâ He begins to walk away and before he can walk out the door he calls out for you. âGoodnightâ you reply with the same.
Feeling giddy inside Jungkook unlocks his phone and finds your account opening your message.Â
ggukkie: So how can I get your number? 7:43 pm
You look down at your phone as you exit through the back entrance. You read the text Jungkook had sent you only a few minutes ago. Smiling like an idiot you reply back.Â
yeojacoure: By earning it đ [7:49 pm]
ggukkie: And how do i do that? [7:49 pm]
yeojacoure: Figure it out đ [7:50 pm]
ggukkie: Câmon donât tease now [7:52pm]
yeojacoure: Not teasing [7:52 pm]
yeojacoure: Youâre a smart boy, you can do it! [7:53 pm]
He smile he cannot contain spreads on his lipsÂ
ggukkie: Alright, if working for it is what it takes then i guess thatâs what iâll do smh [7:53 pm]
When you think heâs done another text comes in
ggukkie: Are you free Saturday?[ 7:59 pm]
Your heart picks up once again because of him. What could he possibly have in mind?Â
yeojacoure: Yes⌠Why are you asking? [8:00 pm]
ggukkie: Letâs hang out [8:00 pm]
You think about it for a minute. You were just complaining aboutÂ
having no friends in town. Maybe itâs time you make some.Â
yeojacoure: Okay sure, what do you have in mind? [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: Itâs a surprise đ [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: If you get to be all secretive on me then I can be too [8:03 pm]
yeojacoure: okay fine, as long as you donât plan to murder me then okay [8:04 pm]
ggukkie: Why would I want to kill someone as beautiful as you? [8:04 pm]
This gets you to blush, hard. You feel like kicking your feet up and swinging them like a dumb teenage girl. You take a minute to breathe before responding back to him.Â
yeojacoure: shut up [8:06 pm]
yeojacoure: Iâll see you Saturday [8:06 pm]
Jungkook smiles at your final text and finally starts to make his way back to his apartment. He hasnât felt like this since his junior year of high school and it scares him a bit.
Days have gone by since Jungkook practically begged for your number at the cafe. Youâve seen him around campus but never bothered to interact with him. Except for your psychology class, he made the empty space next to you his permanent seat. Itâs now Saturday, he was supposed to take you out today but he never told you a time or a place. Now youâre sitting in your little apartment semi-dressed for an unknown plan.Â
You had given him your address in class, which he got in trouble for talking to your professor. He says itâs not far from where he lived and you remember he gave you a disgusting little smile.
It is getting darker now, the sun beginning to set behind the city and the lights illuminating the lively city. Now you are having doubts that he will even show up. âI donât know, Hobi. He told me heâd pick me up but he never gave me a time and he hasnât texted me or called me at allâ you talk to your best friend over the phone.
âRelax, Iâm sure he will show eventually. If he doesnât show then why was he so desperate to get your number?â you sigh. He does have a point.Â
 Your doubts are crushed when you hear your doorbell ring in your ears. âOh my God, okay, heâs here. Iâll call you when I get backâÂ
âOkay, be safe and if anything happens and I donât hear back from you. Iâm driving my ass down there and calling the policeâ you chuckle at your friend. âI will, I gotta goâ you click the red button to end the call.
You walk over to the door to look through the tiny hole on the door. Making sure you arenât opening the door to some stranger.Â
âTold you Iâd surprise youâ He says when the door opens. His eyes follow you up and down. You werenât wearing anything special. A short off the shoulder long sleeve with a bow tying around the back and jeans. âYeah, I started to doubt youâd even show up. Itâs practically night out already.â you roll your eyes at him as you walk out the door. Not before grabbing your purse off the dining table.Â
âAwh were you waiting for meâ he teases. You nudge him with an arm as you walk side by side down the hall to the elevator. When it does arrive a small family comes out before you enter. Pressing the bottom floor Jungkook makes small conversation. âYou look pretty tonightâ you reply back with a small âThank you,â a blush starting to rise to your cheeks once again. âWhere are you even taking me?âÂ
âWell if I tell you it wouldnât be a surprise, but since youâre so insistent then Iâll tell you,â the door to the elevator opens as it stops on your desired floor. âIâm taking you around the city, I remember you told me once after class that youâve had any idea around so Iâm showing youâ your heart picks up once again at the thought of him remembering little things that you said. It seems to do that a lot when youâre around him.Â
When you reach the parking garage you donât see any car in sight. âWhereâs your car?â He walks up to a motorcycle and taps the back of it. âRight hereâ your eyebrows raise in confusion. He hadnât told you he was picking you up in this. âYouâre kidding me, right? Weâre driving this?â a bit of hesitation can be heard in your voice. A smirk appears on his face as he watches your face full of worries. How cute. He thinks.Â
âOh câmon, I drive safe. You have nothing to be worried aboutâ he places gentle hands on your arms. You lean a bit to the side to look back at the vehicle. Looking back up at him you let out a sigh and reluctantly agree. âAtta girlâ he picks up the helmet that was set on top of the bike. He pushes it into your arms, confusion begins to settle on your face. âWhat about you? What if you get hurt?âÂ
Your brows furrow once again in worry. He has the urge to pinch your cheeks from how adorable you look but he refrains himself and nudges your chin with his finger. âDonât worry about me, hmm? Iâve done this plenty of times,â he moves to stand in front of you and he looks down at your small frame.
âCan you trust me?â he says.
You give him a look that isnât convincing but you nod anyway. âGood, now hop on.â He moves to throw his leg over the bike and he kicks the stand up. You place the helmet on and do the same as him. âNow, hold on tight. Iâm responsible for you tonight. Canât have you getting hurtâ he says, patting the side of your thigh. The loud roaring of the engine resounds through the big garage, making you jump slightly.Â
When you get to the highway he picks up the speed and you hold his waist just a bit tighter, praying you donât crash with his slightly reckless driving. His hand lets go of one of the handles and you feel him place it over yours intertwining your fingers.
As you ride through the city the lights from buildings light up the dark streets. Slight suspicion grows in your mind when Jungkook turns into a small alleyway. Nothing but trash bins aligned on a wall and a door leading into the building next to you. âJungkook, where are we?â he pulls his hand out in front of you to help you off his bike, taking it kindly. You pull off the helmet and place it on one of the handles. âOne of the places I want to show youâÂ
âOne of these places?â he turns his head to you and gives you a small smile. âBig city means lots of places to discoverâ He pulls the handle of the door and youâre hit with loud chatter and warm light. Itâs a small bar filled with laughter and low lights. Itâs not as packed as it is outside in the streets. âYa! Jungkook-ah,â you hear a deep voice call for Jungkook from one of the tables. A man with round glasses and a pretty smile calls him over to his table. âI havenât seen you in a whileâ he brings the younger one into a hug. âYeah, well Iâve been caught up with school and whatnotâÂ
The taller manâs attention is drawn to you now. You feel small under his gaze. âAnd who is this? A girlfriend?â he teases him, pulling him into a headlock. Jungkooks face scrunches with a smile displaying his bunny-like teeth. He pushes the older man off of him and fixes his hair. âThis is a friend,â he corrects him. Jungkook looks down to you and introduces you to his friend. â___ this is Namjoon, an old friend of mineâÂ
âHey! Iâm not that old,â he slaps the younger one on the back of his head, you let out a snicker. âItâs nice to meet you ___, I see that Jungkookie here has finally come out of his shellâ you let out a giggle. âHyung, stop embarrassing me, goshâ he hides his face behind his hand. âIâm just teasing youâ his gaze falling back on you. âSo what brings you to Incheon?â you look down to play with the bracelet on your wrist. âWell, I was originally going to school in Gwangju, but I found out that they had better plans here for me than they did back over there,âÂ
âAhh I see, I hope you find comfort here. It is a big city but youâll get around. If anything you have me and Jungkook here to help you if you need it,â conversation begins to flow smoothly between the two of you. Jungkook had taken a seat next to you, placing his arm on the back of your chair as he listened to you converse with his friend. He canât help but admire the way you look right now. Your smile radiates warmth all around and the way your eyes shine in the light. He feels like he can look at you for hours on end.Â
âIt was nice meeting you, I hope to see you soonâ Namjoonâs eyes gaze over to Jungkook, with a smug smirk on his lips. Rolling his eyes at him he turns his head to the side shying away to hide his rosy cheeks. âIt was nice meeting you too, Namjoon. I had a great time,â with a wave he turns the corner of the building and disappears into the night. Itâs silent between the two of you now, you look up at Jungkook standing next to you. He looks down at you and furrows his brows, âWhat?âÂ
âWhat do you mean, âwhatâ? Are we gonna stand here all night or are we going to have fun? Hmm,â a grin displaying on your face as you walk past him and lift the helmet off the place you left it. Chuckling Jungkook straddles the bike and looks back.
âHop onâ The roaring of the engine rings through your ears once again and through the small alleyway. The city lights have become slightly dimmer now that itâs getting later into the night. Fewer people roam the streets but still many young souls live their young lives with their friends.Â
The drive to your next destination takes a bit longer. Itâs close to leaving the city. The sign you read as you enter the small area is âSongdo Central Parkâ. The small streets go on for miles as booths pile up down the line. Jungkook parks on one of the many sidewalks and helps you with your bike.
âWhat is this place?â you say.Â
âCentral Park, I come here sometimes to clear my mind,â he walks mindlessly with you trailing behind him.
The lights of the monument in the middle of the park are bright lighting up the path. Walking side by side now, you watch as Jungkook takes in the cool, summer air, hands swaying next to each other, and fingers brushing against each other. You point at a booth selling candied fruits and tug on his jacket.Â
âCan we get some?â your big eyes looking at his. How could he resist you? Obliging, he gives you a small shake of his head and follows you to the booth.
âHello! What can I get for you?â the nice old lady asks.
Fruits skewered on a stick in her hand as she dips it in a sugary coating. âCan, please get, uhmmâ you place a hand on your chin looking through the small collection of fruit. âWhich one should we get?â you turn to Jungkook, who has been staring at you the whole time, and he looks over the tray of sweet snacks. âLetâs get one strawberry and a mix of both with grapes,â he tells the lady with a sweet smile.Â
She grabs the fruits and places it in small trays for the both of you. âThat will be five dollars, pleaseâ Jungkook hands her cash he had stored in his pocket. âThank you!â you say as you wave her goodbye. Walking in silence enjoying your snack Jungkook canât help but feel nervous now that heâs next to you. You bring the fruits to his lips and you place your hand underneath to catch the falling crumbs. âYou want some?â he looks at your adorable face as you wait for him to take a bite.Â
Taking the sweet red fruit in his mouth a piece of sugar falls from it, landing in your hand. You bring it to your mouth and take the hard sweet. Jungkookâs heart pace speeds up for an unknown reason and you continue on as if nothing happened, finishing off whatâs left of your treat. Clearing his throat he asks, âHow do you like the city so far?â looking ahead of him. A couple playing with their little dog as it runs around in the grass.Â
Your eyes follow his and you can feel a smile grow on your lips. âI like it, but I feel like thereâs only so much that I can explore in one dayâ
You walk over to throw both of your trash away and you find a bench in front of the small lake in the middle of the park. Walking over to it and taking a seat Jungkook follows suit. âI can show you so many other places if youâd let meâ a grin growing on his lips.Â
You look to the side of you and give him a small smile âI donât know, Jeon. Iâd have to think about that oneâ you laugh. âOh câmon, I know my way around the city. I can show you so much moreâ the night continues on with laughter and playful banters. You donât notice the time passing until your phone rings with a notification. âOh, shit. Itâs getting late we should get goingâ Jungkook stands from his seat and stretches his hand out for you to grab. Taking it, he pulls you from your seat and he doesnât let go until you find yourselves back at his bike.Â
About an hour later, your apartment building comes into sight as you turn the corner of your street. Jungkook comes to a slow stop near the entrance of your parking garage and parks his bike. Taking off the helmet for the last time tonight you run your fingers through your hair making sure your hair was kept well. Hopping off, Jungkook places the helmet down on the seat of the bike. âCan I walk you?âÂ
âYes, you can '' the look in your eye is something he canât quite make out but it makes his tummy do backflips. You walk in front of him to the lobby of your apartment and press on the button with the arrow pointing up to the upper floors.
It dings immediately given the late hour of the night, assuming everyone is fast asleep by now. The ride up to your apartment was silent. The only sound in the small elevator was going up the few floors you lived above.
The door rings and its doors open wide for you to exit. You walked down the short hall and stopped at your door, turning around to face Jungkook. His hands are stuffed in his pockets as he looks at anything but you. Feeling the nervous crawling back into his chest. You are the first one to speak, âI had fun today, Jungkook '' your smile eases him a bit. âIâm glad you did, my offer still stands, you knowâÂ
You think about the time you spent at the park, you are still taking it into deep consideration leaning towards saying yes to him again. You only respond back with, âIâll think about itâ he laughs, his head hanging low at your unclear answer. Sighing he looks past your head at the wall behind you. He builds up the courage to ask you again. âSo, how about that number?â you burst out laughing. Covering your mouth trying to keep quiet in courtesy of your neighbors. âWhat makes you think, youâve earned my number?âÂ
A hint of laughter still hidden your voice. âWell, I did take you out and gave you a good time. I think I deserve itâ You think about it for a minute. âIâve decided to make this easier for you, Iâll make it like an easter egg huntâ you jump up with enthusiasm. He looks at you with confusion, wrinkles forming between his eyebrows. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âIâll give you clues! You can earn each digit one by oneâ you say proudly. He chuckles at your antics, accepting you challenge him and he nods his head. âOkay, when do I get my first clue?â you look around trying to think of something clever. âAhh! Itâs in my address,â he looks up to the numbers on your door deciphering which one of the four numbers could be in yours. âThatâs your only hintâÂ
âYou really are a tease, you know thatâ , shaking his head. You only smile up at him, nose scrunched. âYou should get going, itâs late.âÂ
âYeah,â itâs silent for a moment before Jungkook speaks up one last time tonight. âI liked tonight with you ___,â you look down, shy. âI did too, Jungkook. You arenât as bad as I thought you wouldâ you tease him. Rolling his eyes at your gesture, he nudges the bottom of your chin with his finger and lifts his head looking down at you âI thought youâd be a handful, but I guess you're tolerableâ you slightly push on his shoulder. He grabs your wrist and you both stop for a moment.Â
You donât realize how close you have become. Faces close together. Slowly leaning in, Jungkook's eyes gravitate to your soft, pink lips. Before your lips could touch your head moved to the side, whispering in his ear, âGoodnight, Jungkookâ your hand leaves the nape of his neck and you turn your door. Before it could close, you locked eyes with Jungkook, one last time.Â
Once he canât see you anymore, Jungkook lets out a breath he didnât know he was holding. He turns to make his way back to his bike holding on to his chest where his heart lies. The feeling erupting in his chest feels foreign to him. Something he hasnât felt in years. It scares him. Itâs something he refuses to let himself feel. Maybe he just needs to sleep. Maybe heâs just tired from the long day heâs had.Â
Hopping on his bike. He makes his way back home, thinking about the digits of your address, dissecting them. Determination stays on his mind for the rest of the night.
A small crowd of students file into the quiet library. Books surround you with knowledge of classes that you are taking. A pencil clad in your hand as you think of more notes to write down on your notebook in front of you. Jungkook has been texting you since the day he took you out. Asking you random questions throughout the day, but to your surprise he hasnât said a single thing about your number.Â
You jump a bit in your seat when the chair in front of you screeches against the floor. When you look up you see Jungkookâs handsome face, a chuckle coming from his lips at your reaction. âHiâ he says in a whisper. Shaking your head at him you go back to writing your notes. âHow did you know I was here?â He watches as you write down words on your piece of paper. His tattooed hand reaches out and starts playing with the edge of the paper and you look up at him. âI was on my way to get some lunch and saw you through the window, you donât work today?â his head tilts to the side like a puppy dog. You shake your head, âNo, I have a day off today and I wanted to spend it studying. But I canât do that with you bothering meâ he rolls his eyes and lets go of the paper.Â
Itâs silent for only a minute before he starts speaking again. âWhen will you be done?â He's like a nagging child, always in need for attention. You let out a sigh of frustration and put your pencil down beside the notebook. âYou donât have any other friends you can annoy?â a small pout forms on his lips. Sulking, because of your attitude.Â
âI wanna hang out with youâ you try one more time to focus on studying. Opening one of the books lying beside you. A loud groan comes from the big baby in front of you and you quietly slam the book shut. âFine! What do you want to do,â placing your remaining things into your bag and you stand from your chair to pull it over your shoulder. Jungkook beats you to it, though. Placing the white tote bag over his shoulder and carrying it out with him. Puffing a breath of air out you follow him to the door.
The weather is nice today, it wasnât too hot like those other summer days. It seems to be cooling down. âWhere are we eating?â you ask behind him. He turns his head to look back at you and slows his pace down to match yours. âThis place that serves the most delicious pork belly,â his posture straight, determined to get to the restaurant as fast as possible. Before he came into the library he had already been planning to ask you out to lunch with him.Â
He was originally planning on walking to the cafe, so he had been waiting a while. When you walk into the restaurant you are hit with the warm air with the scent of meat. To your surprise it wasnât as busy as youâd expect it to be considering it being lunch hour. Jungkook picks out a table in the middle of the restaurant. Taking a seat in front of him, he grabs a menu that had already been placed there and picks out his favorite dishes.Â
âHello, what can I get started for you guys today?â The server walks up to the table with a notepad and pencil in his hand. His attention is drawn to you first. You look up at him and give him a sweet smile. His hair was wavy and dimples showed whenever he smiled. You look down to your hands resting on the table and you look at Jungkook. His stare already on you, clearing his throat he begins to order.Â
Once it is written down on the notepad the waiter grabs the menus from the table. âIâll be out shortly with your foodâ You nod your head politely and bring your attention back to the man in front of you. âYou still havenât given me another hintâ He brings up again. Sighing with a smile on your lips you slightly shake your head at him. âYou are never going to give up, are you?âÂ
âNope, Iâm determinedâÂ
âWhy? Is my Instagram not enough?â You say with a shake of your shoulder.Â
âNo, itâs not. Are you gonna give me another hint or what?" Sass can be heard in his tone. Instead of having the poor boy go on for ages figuring out your number you give him the first six digits. âFine, Iâm starting to feel bad for you now. Iâll give more than one numberâ At this his eyes light up like the galaxy. Excitement growing in his chest and a smile that brings out his dimples appear on his face.Â
Laughing at his excitement you write down on a piece of napkin you pull from the box next to you. â823257â written in bold ink. You fold it up and slide it over to Jungkookâs side of the table. âThere now you need to find the last fourâ Now feeling a bit more relieved he stuffs the napkin deep into the pockets of his sweats. The food is brought out and the same waiter places it on the table in front of you.Â
âThank you,â you tell him with that same smile you gave him earlier. Blush begins to grow on his pale cheeks and he bows, walking away to serve other tables. Scoffing Jungkook looks away from the boy and takes the scissors from the tray, cutting up the meat. âWhat was that look for?â you say to him picking up a pair of utensils. âNothingâ you laugh lightly at his pouty lips.Â
The sizzling of the meat on the grill resounds and smoke lifts into the air from the hot pan. âDo you think itâs cheating if another man helps separate your perilla leaf for you with chopsticks if youâre already with someone?â The ridiculous question gets you to chuckle. âI donât think so, why does it matter if you're just going to end up eating it anyway?â you say, taking a piece of meat he grilled and placed on your plate for you into your mouth.Â
His eyebrows furrowed as he chews on the pork belly and his legs jump a little under the table. âIt does matter! I feel like it's cheating plain and simple. If I were dating someone it should only be me helping you. Not some other guy that you happen to be friends withâÂ
âWhatever you wanna believe, Jeon. But personally, I really donât care. As long as I have food in my mouth then Iâm happyâ you say as you stuff your mouth with rice.Â
The check comes around when you finish eating. You go to grab the piece of paper but, once again, Jungkook beats you to it. âYah, Iâm the one who brought you out to eat. I should be the one paying for itâ he held the paper away from you. Slumping in your seat you cross your arms across your chest. âBut itâs expensive, let me help pay halfâ With a proud smile Jungkook signs off on it and gives it to your waiter. âToo late, already paid forâ he sends you a sly grin and you let out a puff of air.
The beeping sound of the door resounds in the quiet apartment. Jungkook walks to his shoe rack next to the front door and pulls off his big black shoes. Walking over to the couch he settles down on the couch and turns on the TV. Before he could pull his jacket off he remembers the small napkin you gave to him at the restaurant. Digging through his pocket he feels the soft paper and unravels it, revealing the numbers you had written down.Â
The front door beeps once again, the slightly shorter man walks through the door and places his bag on the dining table. âHey,â Jimin says. âWhat do you wanna do tonight? We donât have a schedule for tomorrow and we donât need to be up earlyâ he says, digging through the fridge for something to eat. Jungookâs focus is still analyzing the piece of paper. âUh, do you think you could help me with something?â he turned his attention to the blonde standing behind the counter, a drink propped in his hand.Â
âYeah, what is it?â taking a sip from his bottle. Jungkook stands to walk over to Jimin and places the napkin in front of him. He looks down at it and lifts his head back up to look at his friend. âA napkin with a bunch of numbers on it? Is it like a code or something?â he says with confusion laced in his voice. Jungkook shakes his head and he pulls up your Instagram account. âDo you remember her?â Jimin brings the phone closer to his face to properly see what he has displayed on his phone. It takes him a little while to remember your face. Then his face brows straighten out as he recalls that day he saw you. âAh, the cafe workerâ Jungkook shakes his head, âYes, herâÂ
âWhat about her?â Confusion written on his face again. âWell, Iâve been hanging out with her for a while now-â before he can continue his sentence Jimin cuts him off, âAnd you didnât mind telling me this until now because?âÂ
âI donât know, Iâve just been so caught up with her and I didnât even think about mentioning her. But now Iâm in a situationâ he starts off by telling him the day he walked into the cafe and waited for you to finish up so he could talk to you. And the rest of the story after that. âWhy is she playing hard to get? Itâs just a couple of numbersâ Jimin says. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders, turning around back to the couch.Â
âShe said itâs a personal thing, which is so stupid. Weâve been texting back nâ forth on Instagram. I was out with her today and she gave me those numbersâ he sighs out of frustration. Jimin flows behind him and sits on the sofa next to him. He places the drink down and pats Jungkook on the shoulder. âYouâre in luck, I have my mom to thank for this.â he pulls out a thick book filled with thousands of phone numbers from under the coffee table. Jungkookâs eyes widen in shock as the book slams on the table in front of them.Â
âWhen did she give this to you?â he asks in shock. âShe gave it to me before I left Busan, I forgot I had it with me. I never had a use for it so it was stored away in the closet at our old dormâ He opens the book and flips through the thin pages. He stops on a page and glides his finger down looking for those six numbers. âHere!â He looks back to the napkin next to the book and reads off the numbers. Jungkook watches in awe as he watches his friend work his âmagicâ. âNow all we need to do is look through,â he pauses for a second âone hundred seventeen phone numbersâ A loud âWhat!â comes from the man beside him. âLooks like we have a long night ahead of us JungkookieâÂ
The first number they dialed was an old lady. She was sweet about them calling the wrong number and they moved on to the next. The fifth number they dial was a fried chicken place, not being able to contain themselves they placed an order for delivery. The two of them spend the next hour and a half trying to search for your number. Jungkook is close to losing hope. He ended up stepping out to their balcony and took a cigar out from the box laying on top of the table next to the couch.Â
Inhaling a puff into the nightâs air, he begins to feel a bit more relaxed. Jimin walks in behind him, standing next to him as they look out into the city. Lights, once again brightening up the city. The sounds of cars driving by and flocks of birds flying in the sky. Jimin takes in the fresh air, his arms leaning against the railing. âWhat if she gave you a fake number?â he says. Jungkook only sighs and takes another drag from his cigarette.Â
âI mean weâve been at this for hours and all weâve found is nothingâ But Jungkook being the stubborn man he is he says âWe have twenty more numbers to call. And if none of them is hers, thenâ he pauses. He looks up at the stars twinkling in the black sky. He closes his eyes and thinks. âThen Iâll just give up,â Jimin nods his head at his friend's decision, his head hanging low as he pats the taller oneâs shoulder walking back into the room.Â
Jungkook places the end of the stick in a bowl lying on the edge of the thick railing and trails behind the elder. Plopping himself back down on the couch, he begins to prepare himself for maybe one of the longest hours of his life. He picks his phone up again and dials one of the remaining numbers. But to no avail, itâs not your voice he hears on the other end of the phone. Crossing it off in the book he dials the next one, and then the next, and then heâs on the sixth number.
The phone rings for a while, but on the fourth ring, someone picks up. âHello?â you say. Jungkook is silent. Shocked that itâs actually you, heâs finally talking to. âHello,â he says back. You bring your phone away from your ear and look at the number. âJungkook? How did you manage to find the rest of my number so quickly?â He laughs at that. âQuicklyâ is quite the opposite of tonight.
âThank fucking God itâs you,â he says. Jimin perks up, turning around to face Jungkook.
Autumn
The sun rose over the horizon and spilt into the room, the blinds kept slightly ajar covering bits of the messy room, the light laying over his sleeping body. His eyes slow open as the sun peeks through them. He twists and turns in the comfort of his bed until he becomes restless, pulling the comforter away from his body. âJungkookâ a girl hovering over his tired body. She lays her own over his, cuddling into his neck as she wraps her arms around his neck, he buries himself in her scent dragging his hands to wrap around her waist.Â
The girl plants soft kisses along his soft skin whispering little nothings into his ear. Before he could pull away to find her beautiful face, his eyes opened.
âGet up!â Jimin tugs on his arm harder. Jungkook jerks up from his bed, wiping his eyes from sleep. âWhat time is it?â his deep voice still laced with his deep slumber, Jimin looks at the clock on the wall by his mirror and back at the sleepy boy.
"Itâs ten thirty, we were supposed to meet Namjoon ten minutes agoâ he yells. Jungkook groans standing up from the bed, without watching out for where he was going he stubs his toe on the corner of the bed, âShitâ he falls onto his bed again holding his foot. His phone buzzes with a notification. The name read â___ đşâ, and a smile formed on his face as he read your name.Â
y/nđş: Hey sleepy. Iâve been trying to reach you for like an hour but it seems like youâre too busy for me now đ. I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out today? [10:35 am]Â
His smile grows even wider. He thought heâd never see the day that you would reach out and ask if he wanted to hang out. Unfortunately, he has plans out today. Itâs been a long while since he and all of his friends planned to hang out together. With everyone being busy with school and work, they never found the time to plan a get together.Â
Me: Hey, sorry I didnât get back. I woke up late. [10:37 am]
Me: Someone missing me already? 𫤠[10:37 am]Â
He stands up from his bed and walks through the bedroom door. Jimin walks past him, already dressed and ready for the day, âYouâre not ready yet, weâre going to leave in like five minutesâ he says. âAlright! I wonât take that long, relaxâ He walks into the bathroom and prepares himself for the day ahead of him. The sink buzzes from his phone. The screen lights up with another notification.Â
y/n đş: Calm down pretty boy, I was just asking because Iâm off today and I donât have any plans [10:45 am]
Me: So you think Iâm pretty? lol, sorry angel i canât today, what about tomorrow? [10:47 am]
While he waits for a response he walks out of the bathroom and walks over to his closet, looking through the many clothes he has. Finally, picking out something to wear he walks out to the living space where Jimin is sitting on the couch, looking at his phone waiting for him to finish. âFinally,â he breathes out in relief. âIf only you set a damn alarm we wouldnât be so late, Tae keeps texting me if we were there yet and yet weâre still standing hereâ he shakes his head.Â
âCan you calm down, Iâm ready. Letâs goâ Jungkook walks forward to the front door and his keys in his hand. He waits for Jimin to walk out before he locks the door. As they are walking down the hall to the parking garage, Jungkook checks his phone again to find your message.Â
y/n đş: Donât get so cocky now Jeon. Yeah, thatâs fine. I guess Iâll just spend my time alone today đ [10:48 am]Â
Me: Cheer up at least you get to spend the whole day with me tomorrow! đ [10:59 am]
y/n đş: Yeah yeah. Have fun with your boyfriends [11:00 am]Â
Cheesing at his phone he sends you a thumbs up and puts his phone away and takes his car keys out. âWhat are you smiling about?â Jimin looks over to his friend in the driver's seat. âIs it ___?â he guesses. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders as he places the key into the ignition.
As Jungkook pulls out of the parking garage, Jimin takes the aux cord and plugs it into his phone, â3:00 AMâ by Finding Hope plays softly in the background of the car. âSo, whatâs the deal with you and her?â He starts the conversation first. âWhat do you mean? Weâre just friends,â Jimin looks at him with a look of suspicion written on his face. âHmm, youâve been spending almost all of your time with her, and I always catch you geeking whenever youâre texting her, doesnât seem like âjust friendsâ to meâ he lifts two fingers up in the air as quotations.Â
âYou are so deluded. I canât have girls that are friends anymore?âÂ
âYouâve never had a girl-friend before. Itâs either you sleep with them or you sleep with them. I have never seen you spend this much time with someone let alone a girl. Letâs be real now,â This leaves Jungkook silent. He is right, though. He just wonât admit that he is. âWhatever, manâ The car ride is spent in silence for the rest of the time being.Â
Itâs not until Jimin gets an incoming call from Taehyung. The phone is still connected to the car, his deep voice is loud throughout the vehicle. âHello?â Jimin says, âWhere are you guys?âÂ
âWeâre almost there, why?â Jungkook says. âJust asking, cus Namjoon-hyung is getting antsy, he just wants to make sure you guys are coming, it has been a while since weâve all been togetherâÂ
âOkay were pulling up in the parking lot now, see you soonâÂ
âSee you in a bitâ the calls end and the music starts to play again. The car comes to a stop, and the two close the door shut. This place is different to the one he took you out to that night all those days ago. This one is more secluded, not many people know about, considering itâs Namjoonâs fatherâs place. The small building is next to a lake, only a few others in sight down the road. the quiet sounds of the water rippling in the air, and the leaves turning into red, orange, and brown colors with the changing season.Â
Leaves crunch under their feet as they walk up to the door, knocking to be let in. The eldest one in the group answers the door. âYah, what took you guys so long.â Jin says, pushing their hands slightly in a playful manner. âThis one woke up lateâ he points to Jungkook. He raises his hands up and apologizes, âSorry, I forgot to set an alarm, but to be fair I went to sleep late last night working on a projectâÂ
âAt least you're hereâ Jin throws his arm over his youngestâs shoulder. âIt feels like I havenât seen you in ages,âÂ
âYeah, me tooâ Yoongi, another one of their friends, comes from the bathroom. Jungkook throws him a smile and pulls him into a hug. âItâs nice to see you guys againâ Namjoon comes from what seemed like a gaming room âLook at us, one whole againâ he opens his arms and brings Jungkook into a hug as well. Jimin and Taehyung are sitting at one of the couches catching up on what theyâve been doing since they last saw each other.Â
They all gather around and begin chit chatting. âSo, Jungkookie, Jimin here tells us youâre seeing someoneâ Jin raises his eyebrows, curious about his friend's love life. Jungkook shakes his head as he takes a sip of whiskey. âIâm not seeing anyone, sheâs just a friendâ at this Namjoon perks up and joins in on the conversation. âOh is it __? I thought you guys were together, I mean you guys shouldâve been there. They he looked at her was so sweetâÂ
âI did not look at her in any wayâ he objects.Â
âWait, you've met her already?!â Jin says with a look of hurt on his face. âThatâs not fair! I basically raised you and this is how you repay me!â he yells.
âCan we please calm down, sheâs nothing but a friend to me, why is that so hard to believeâ They all become silent now. Giving each other knowing looks, he lets out a sigh and pulls a cigar out from his pocket. Taking a lighter that was lying on the table in front of him he lights it up, taking a drag.
âOh câmon, when will you introduce us? Itâd be good to see a new face around hereâ Jungkook looks up at Yoongi and back down to his cigar. âI donât know, itâll happen when it happensâ It is silent for a minute before Jungkook changes the subject. âHowâs Aria and the baby? I miss that little dumplingâ Jinâs baby, Minchae, isÂ
Jungkook's goddaughter, itâs been a long time since heâs seen her. Jin and his wife, Aria, are high school sweethearts, sheâs seen him through his growth spurt, he hasnât spent a day looking bad. He doesnât blame her for staying with him for all these years.Â
âTheyâre doing good, we wanted to host a barbeque sometime in two weeks, I forgot to bring this up the last time we were togetherâÂ
Everyone perks up at the mention of food, all agreeing, they begin to talk about life, what theyâve all been caught up doing since their last get together.
âAre you guys dating?â Your best friend asks over the phone. After Jungkook told you he was busy, you brought yourself out of your tiny apartment and did a little bit of exploring yourself.
âNo, weâre not. We are just friendsâ you deny your relationship with Jungkook. He is one of the first friends (?) that you have made so far since you moved here. Yes, his personality is a bit condescending but you still manage to find a way to tolerate it.Â
âWell, from the way you described him, it sounds like more than friends to meâ You shake your head as if he could see you. âFine believe what you wanna believe, but I assure you we are just friends-â Mid sentence you donât pay attention to where your feet are leading you. You bump into a tall figure, when you turn around to apologize, you get a closer glimpse of the man. âHey, you were our waiter the other day at that restaurant near the campusâ you say pointing at him. He smiles and gives you a nod of his head.Â
âYeah, that was meâ An awkward silence fills between you two until you speak again. âIâm sorry, I wasnât watching where I was going,â he lifts his hands in the air in a forgiving manner.
âNo, no itâs okayâ smiling again at him you slowly begin to turn around to go on your way. Not until he stops you in your tracks, âWait! Uhmâ You turn your head back around to face him and raise your eyebrows. âYes?âÂ
âI was too scared to ask you this back at the restaurant, but can I have your number?â How cute, you think. A smile breaks out on your lips and you walk closer to him. âI donât even know your name,â you say to him. Immediately he says âItâs Jiungâ. You pause for a minute looking up at the sky as if you were thinking. âOkay, Jiung. Give me your phoneâ That same sweet smile you gave to him gets him to blush. He pulls his phone out from his jacket pocket and places it in my hand.Â
You put in your number and hand it back to him, you turn away but not before you say âHave a good dayâ in a sweet voice. His heart starts to race as you turn your back to him and continue your adventure. âWhat was that?â Hoseok says through the phone. âThis guy that I saw at this restaurant Jungkook took me to. He asked for my number.Â
âWow, you are a guy magnet over there, what happened here?â he says teasinglyÂ
âShut upâÂ
Loud knocks are heard from your front door as you get ready in your room. Your hair is still up in curlers, your baggy t-shirt is on, and your biker shorts are still on, you walk over to the door and look through the peephole. The beeping of the door is heard next to you and Jungkook steps into the room. âLook at you in your pajamas. Didnât I say I was gonna be here at one?â
he says in a teasing manner behind you. Walking back to your room you hear his heavy steps follow behind you. âUh, I donât remember letting you into my roomâ You turn to face him. âAnd I donât remember caring enough to ask,â The beefy man says plopping down on your bed. Rolling your eyes you walk back to your bathroom, his hands lay behind his head as he relaxes into your bed. You walk out with a robe on now, and Jungkook eyes you up and down.Â
âDo you mind?â you say looking back at him.Â
âI wonât look I swearâ You give him a look that says âI donât trust youâ. Turning around you go through your closet, pick a casual outfit, and bring it back to the bathroom.
Jungkook rolls his eyes as you walk away. Your bathroom and bedroom connect, and the big mirror above your sink shows almost everything in it. His eyes wander around your room, thinking about it now heâs never stepped foot in your apartment before, and his gaze stops at the mirror in the bathroom. You have taken your robe off and your bare back is on display.Â
He holds his breath as he takes in your figure, You grab the clip that was holding your hair and he watches as your hair cascades down your shoulder. Your head turns to look at how your hair had turned out from the rollers, but instead, you're met with Jungkookâs gaze. Heâs sat up in your bed now, lips parted slightly. You hold his stare before looking away and bending down to grab your clothes.Â
Snapping out of his trance, you can hear shuffling coming from your room. You look back to your bed and find it empty, Jungkook is in the other room, trying to steady his breath. A few minutes later you walk out of your room, a big sweater covering your body and a small skirt adoring part of your legs.
âAre you ready?â You say tilting your head up to look at him.
He only nods his head in response and waits for you to collect your things. He stands by the door, watching you put your sneakers on. A small white bag is thrown over your shoulder.
When you are finally done you walk out the door and he closes it behind you. The walk to the parking garage was quiet for some odd reason. When you both get into his car you destroy the silence between you two. âHow come you arenât being annoying today? Usually, youâre talking my head off or asking me dumb questionsâ His mind is still stuck on what he saw back at your apartment.Â
Low music plays softly in his car as he responds, âItâs nothing, Iâm just tired from yesterday.â Softly nodding your head away from him you look out the window and wait until you arrive at his place. Itâs silent again for only a few minutes when you decide to speak up again, âYouâre such a liarâ he turns his gaze away from the road for a second to look at you. âWhat did I lie about?âÂ
âYou said that your place is just a walk away from mineâ he chuckles at your complaining. Secretly you had hoped that you would walk with him to his complex, your neighbors usually take their dog out for a walk at this time and youâd always play with her. âSorry you shouldâve moved closer to me thenâ he says it as if you had any control over it. You roll your eyes and begin to sink into the comfortable silence.Â
He parks the car on the side of the road near his apartment and you both step out of the car. Itâs slightly bigger than where you're living and itâs much louder in this part of town.
He takes the lead and walks in front of you to the front of the building. The layout is much different than what youâre used to. Instead of an elevator, everyone has to climb up a set of stairs, thankfully for you, he lives on one of the lower levels. When you reach his home he punches in the numbers into the pad of his door lock.Â
Just like yours, beeping comes from inside of his house. To your surprise the place is neat and clean, a few pieces of trash here and there but surprisingly tidy for an apartment with two grown men living in it. âHow do you like it?â He asks, throwing his keys into the bowl on the table next to the door. âItâs nice, itâs cleaner than I thought it would beâ your eyes glide around the room. He scoffs and says âWhat? Just because weâre a couple of guys means we canât be clean?âÂ
âUhm yes, actually I do think thatâÂ
âWell, then change your mindsetâ he says walking over to his sofa. âWhat do you wanna do? I donât have much here but you decided you wanted to hangout here soâŚâ you walk over to his kitchen and look through his fridge. âLetâs cook something,â Digging through the drawers, you try to find something you think youâd both like to eat.Â
After searching for a few minutes you end up with pork belly, kimchi, and instant noodles you found in the cabinet. You call him over and he groans as he stands from the comfort of his sofa. He finds a spot next to you and looks at the items you have displayed on the counter. âWeâre cooking tonight?â You look up at him with a bright smile âMmmhm!â He laughs at your response. He rolls his sleeves up to his elbows, tattoos out on display and rubs his hands together.Â
âLetâs get started, then shall we?â Of course, he grabs the package of pork and cuts the plastic open with a knife while you look for a pot to cook the ramen in. You bring it to the sink and fill it half way to boil the noodles. It makes a small âclinkâ sound when it hits the metal of the stove. Jungkook walks over next to you while you sit watching at the pot, waiting for the water to boil. He pulls a pan out from the same cabinet you got the pot from and places it next to you on the stove.Â
Once the pan is hot enough he scrapes the cut-up meat into the pan, sizzling as it touches the heat. Smoke fills the air and the apartment starts to smell like pork.
The water starts to boil and you open the package and dump whatâs in it into the water. Jungkok grabs a pair of chopsticks from a drawer and picks a piece of cooked meat from the pan. He blows on it and touches it to his lips making sure itâs not too hot to eat. âHere, try itâ You open your mouth and taste the flavorful meat. Your eyes close as you satisfy your tastebuds with the cooking.
âIs it good?â Telling by your expression he doesnât need a verbal answer from you.Â
Once everything is cooked you plate it and serve it on the island in the kitchen. You sit on one of the stools and Jungkook stands on the other side of you. âI didnât know you could cook like this, itâs so goodâ Slurping sounds reverberate from his bowl as he brings it closer to his mouth. âWhoâs feeding my ego now?â he says with a cocky tone.Â
âCan you ever go a day without being annoyingâÂ
âNot when it comes to youâÂ
After you both finish up eating you make your way over to the living room and make yourselves comfortable on the sofa. The TV played whatever they showed during this hour.
Suddenly you start to speak. âYou know what happened yesterday?â he hums in response, too immersed in what was playing on the big screen. âDo you remember our waiter from a few days ago?â At the mention of him, he sits up and looks at you. âYeah, what about himâÂ
âAfter you blew me off-âÂ
âI did not blow you off, I was just busy with my friendsâÂ
âAnyways,â you roll your eyes at his interruption
âI went into the city and ran some errands. But when I was on the phone with my friend I happened to bump into himâ he listens to your story intently, not wanting to miss a detail. âI apologized but before I could leave he asked me for my numberâÂ
âAnd did you give it to him?â he asks curiously.Â
âYeah, I didâ he scoffs at your response, a little bit of anger beginning to build up. âAre you serious? Why did he get your number so easily but I had to work my ass off to get itâ You can read the anger on his face. You begin to laugh, you laugh so hard that you're clutching your stomach. âYah! Whatâs so funny! I didnât even say anything for you to laughâ This only gets you to laugh even more.Â
Not taking any more of this his fingers find your waist, and he tickles you. âJungkook!â you yell at him. He pushes you onto your back and attacks you. Your legs between his and your arms trying to shove his shoulders away. The biggest smile forms on his lips as he watches your face turn red from how hard you're laughing. âJungkook, stop!â you say in between laughs.Â
He takes hold of your wrist and pins it above your head. Your laughter dies down, and the room becomes silent. His face hovering over yours, your faces inches apart. He doesnât realize heâs leaning down, lips close to touching. The beeping of the door is heard near the door and Jimin walks through. You both quickly pull away from each other and straighten out your clothes.Â
âJimin!â Jungkook says standing to greet his friend. âThis is ___â Jimin walks over to you and stretches his hand out for you to shake. âAh, the one and only. Itâs nice to finally meet youâ he says slightly bowing out of courtesy. âItâs nice to meet you too, Jiminâ you give one of your sweet smiles. Jungkook looks down at his watch and walks up between you two.
âItâs getting late, Iâll take you home __â you nod your head and give Jimin one last smile. âBut we just met, let me get to know her,â Jimin complains. âYouâll get to know her another time, we have classes tomorrow and she has workâÂ
âIt was nice to meet you, Jimin. I hope we get to talk to each other properly in the futureâ you tell him. He smiles at you and lets you go.Â
~
The car ride to your home was filled with comfortable silence and the radio playing lowly. You are stopped at a red light and you look out the window. A dog sticking its head out the window gets a small smile to grow on your lips. âI had a great time tonightâ you turn your attention back to Jungkook. His face was illuminated with red from the traffic light. You take in his strong features. His sharp jawline and round nose, a faint scar is indented on his cheek, and his lip piercing shining in the light.Â
âI had a great time tooâ He looks over at you and sees you already looking at him. âSucks I didnât get to talk to your friend though. He seems like a nice person.âÂ
âYeah he is, Iâve known him since I was in middle school. We went to highschool together and now we're sharing rent with each other. Sometimes it amazes me how fast times flyâ he says.Â
Small talk is exchanged until you reach your apartment. This time you and Jungkook stay in the car for a bit longer. âThank you, for today. I had a lot of funâÂ
âSo did I,â he says. Itâs not long before he says something else. âMy friends are holding a barbeque at their place in a few days. Do you want to come with me?â This was out of nowhere. You debate whether you should go, you donât even know them besides Jungkook and Jimin, now.Â
âCâmon, you always talk about how you donât have any friends here. Iâm giving you the opportunity to make some.â After this you finally oblige.Â
âOkay, okay Iâll go. But only if you make me some more pork bellyâ he smiles and shakes your head.Â
âDealâ he pulls his hand out to seal the deal. You give it a small squeeze and shake your hands. As you look at him you hold onto your hand for more than he should be. Shying away, you let go of his hand and begin to pick up your stuff. âGoodnight, Jungkook,â you say leaning in to plant a small kiss on his cheek. You pull away but your faces stay close together. He looks down at your lips, and he slowly brings his hand to your cheek.Â
Heâs having an internal battle, thinking if kissing you is a good idea. Fuck it, he pulls you in and your lips mold with his. The cold of his piercing against your lips makes a shiver go up your spine. A small smack of your lips resounds as you pull away slowly, âGoodnight, angelâ
The crisp air of the late afternoon hits you, you are standing outside waiting for Jungkook to come pick you up for todayâs events. The thoughts of meeting his friends made you nervous for some reason you canât pinpoint. Maybe you are just scared of what they might think, you need to show off a good impression. His black Mercedes rolls in around the corner and stops in front of you.Â
Pulling the handle to the passengerâs side you reveal Jungkook, leaning against the armrest waiting for you to hop in. âDonât you look cute today,â he says, watching you buckle your seat belt. âThank you,â you say in a small voice. âYouâre so nervous around me all of a sudden,â he says leaning in to look at your face. You look at his eyes, then down to his lips. âIâm not nervous,â you say with confidence in your voice.
âMmm, then why are you so quiet? Iâm used to hearing your loud and obnoxious voiceâ he teases. A smile creeps onto your lips and you turn away from to face forward. âJust drive, Jeon.â Chuckling, you step on the gas pedal and start to drive away from your complex. âWhat are your friends like?â you ask. You watch as Jungkook leans his elbow against the door and places his hand under his chin. âHmm, they are very loudâ a small laugh comes from your mouth. âTheyâre also very warm, Iâve known most of them for a big majority of my life nowâÂ
You admire the way he talks about them as if they were family to him. The bond he describes he has with them seems unbreakable and full of love, you feel warmth spread across your chest at the thought of his friendship with all of them. You begin to realize that you donât live far from them, only about a thirty-minute drive from yours. Suddenly, those nerves you were feeling before begin to creep up on you again. He notices how silent youâve become as you get closer to the house.Â
âWhatâs wrong? Did you forget something?â he says, looking at you. You return his gaze and shake off your nervous feeling. âNo, nothingâs wrong. I just feel a bit nervous about meeting them,â you look for the right word to say. You shouldnât be feeling this nervous, Jungkook described them as great people. âAngel, you donât need to be nervous. They will welcome you with open arms, trust meâ The nickname always brings small butterflies soaring in your stomach, you donât think youâll ever get used to it.Â
The car pulls into the driveway you look up and gape at the size of the house. Itâs not too big, but big enough to hold at least seven people. You and Jungkook both walk up to the front door, once again you feel anxious, âRelax, itâs gonna be okayâ his fingers brush softly against yours, his pinky wrapping around yours. He rings the doorbell, and everyone on the other side of the door goes quiet.Â
Low chattering is heard and the handle to the door twists and swings open. âJayKayyâ Jin says in a brotherly tone. But Jungkookâs attention focuses on his baby niece. âAwhh Minchae, Uncle missed you '' he takes the little girl from her father's arms, squeezing her against him. Her little giggles escape as he places little kisses against her tiny puffy cheek. You watch with a fond smile on your face, how adorable. Youâve never seen this side of Jungkook before, it feels refreshing.Â
You follow behind him as he enters the house. The loud chattering comes back to life when they see their youngest out of the bunch. âHey, guysâ Minchaeâs arms wrapped around his neck. Standing quietly behind Jungkookâs tall frame you gently tug on his jacket and he turns around to you.
âOh uh, guysâ he places a hand on the small of your back, gesturing for you to walk forward. âThis is ___â You bow your head and greet them. âHelloâ comes from your mouth softly. Jinâs wife Aria stands up and places a hand over her heart. âYou are so cute! Itâs nice to finally meet you! Jungkook has not stopped talking about you since-âÂ
âAriaâ Jungkook deadpans. She places a hand over her mouth to contain her laugh. âSorry, sorry.âÂ
Jungkook holds a hand out gesturing to the woman next to you. âThis is Aria, Jinâs wifeâ you smile at her and nod your head, a fond smile growing on her face. âThis is Taehyung, and you know Namjoon and Jiminâ You walk over to where they were sitting and hold your hand out for them to shake. âOh yeah, we met that one time we went into the city, I remember,â you say to Namjoon. âYes, itâs nice to see you again ___â He gives you that boyish smile you saw all those nights ago.Â
âAnd this is Yoongiâ the quiet man waves his hand in the air and a little smile forms on his lips. Jin comes out from the backyard, clad in an apron and tongs in his hands.
âFoodâs readyâ Everyone stands up from their seats. A table is set up outside and the big backyard is lit up with fairy lights, setting the mood for everyone. When everyone is content with their plates they all sit around the table and converse with one another. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap, slapping her tiny hands against the table. She hasnât left Jungkook since you both arrived, you find it endearing, the relationship between the two.Â
He has a separate plate for her feeding her small spoons at a time when she asks for it. âSo, ___. When did you move to the city, is there any reason why you chose Incheon?â Jin asks.Â
âWell, I moved here this past summer from Gwangjang. I was offered better things here at the college than what they had back there. It sucks though because I had to leave all my friends. But it doesnât hurt getting a clean slateâ you say.Â
âThat is right, but I bet you miss your friends tooâ You nod your head as you think about your life back in your hometown. âYes, I do miss it over there. But Iâve been enjoying my time over here as wellâ you say with joy. Everyone begins to talk with you as if theyâve known you for years. It is not as bad as you thought itâd be, and you're grateful for that.Â
Everyone decided to head back inside and it grew colder, everyone spread out in different places. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap again, playing with his big hands. Her attention falls on you though, you look down to meet her gaze and you give her a small smile. She crawls from Junkook onto your lap and she stares at you looking at your features. He watches his niece make herself comfortable on your lap and looks at her antics. Her tiny hands come up to your cheek. A bright smile forms on your lips as you watch her.Â
âHi, Minchaeâ softly comes from your lips.Â
âPwetty, Auntieâ your heart melts at her small voice, and so does Jungkook's. He watches the interaction with a smile on his face, warmth igniting within his chest. âYouâre so pretty,â you say, giving a gentle poke to her round tummy. She lets out a laugh as he wraps her hands around your finger pushing it away. Jungkookâs heart feels like itâs going to explode, watching with fond eyes as you play with his niece. You look over at him and catch him staring, his hand coming up to nudge your chin playfully.Â
~
The night is coming to the end and Minchae has peacefully fallen asleep on your shoulder as you hold her back in support. Everyone has settled down, quiet music playing in the room as they all focus on their own thing. Jungkook looks down at his watch and notices how late it has gotten. âI think we should start heading out,â he whispers into your ear. You nod your head and begin to slowly get up, careful not to wake the little one in your arms.Â
âHere Iâll take herâ Jungkook brings his hand under her arms to pick her up. She moves a bit but falls back to sleep in the manâs arms. âAre you guys heading out already?â Jin says from the couch.Â
âYeah, is it alright if I put her to bed?â Jin nods his head and Jungkook separates from you for the first time tonight and walks up the stairs.Â
âWhere have you been all his life?â Jin says out of the blue. You turn around to face him and give him a look of confusion. âWhat?â a small chuckle escapes your mouth. âI have not seen him act the way he does since youâve met himâ A smile appears on your lips and before you can respond Jungkook comes back into the room. âYou ready?â he says quietly from behind you, a hand resting on your waist. You look up at him and nod your head, you bend to grab your purse from the couch.Â
âIâll see you guys later,â he says with a wave of his hand. They all say their goodbyes and then, you are both heading back to the car.
You walk up to your door and unlock it, Jungkook stands behind you and waits for you to get in. He expected you to wave him goodnight and disappear behind your door, leaving him to walk into the night. But instead, you turn around and say âYou wanna come in?â Shocked, Jungkook freezes in his spot, caught by surprise. He nods his head and walks in behind you. You place your bag down on the small table and plop down on your sofa, Jungkook following, he sits down next to you.Â
âTonight was fun, I didnât expect us to get along so well. It felt like Iâve known them for years,â you say facing him. Your arms are in your lap, your fingers playing with your ring. âYeah, thatâs what they do to youâ he chuckles. âThey are all too kind for their own good, thatâs what I love about themâÂ
âI can see why you talked so fondly about them, thinking about the bond you share with them makes me miss my friends back home. Weâd hang out almost every night and stay out late going to partiesâ You reminisce on the old times you and your friendsâ wild nights.Â
âYou have me now, and everyone else,â he says in a low tone. You look up from your lap and smile at him. It is silent between you now, Jungkook canât help but stare at you in the low light, how beautiful you look. Slowly his hand comes up to the side of your neck, just below your ear. You lean into his touch and your lips part slightly, your gaze falling to his lips and so does his. Lips colliding, your hands find his wrist holding on tightly.Â
Your body moves forward, straddling his lap, and his tongue glides over your pillowy lips, seeking entrance. Your lips part allows him access and his hands find your waist, squeezing gently. A small whimper escapes your mouth at the touch; the room filled with the sound of lips smacking. His hands begin to dip lower, till they are right above your ass. Your arms wrap around his neck softly and the kiss gets heated and needy. Teeth clashing against each other and small noises come from your lips.
With his hands under your ass, he stands up and lifts you up with him. Legs wrapping around his middle, without breaking the kiss Jungkook finds his way to your bedroom. He throws you onto the bed as if you were a ragdoll, hands finding the hem of his shirt he pulls it over his head, abs out on display; you can feel yourself become wetter.Â
Your hands glide up his stomach, muscles rubbing against your fingers. Jungkook holds onto your hands and brings them up to his neck as youâre kneeling on the edge of your bed. His lips connected with yours once again, but much harsher. His tongue playing with yours, the sloppy sounds of your lips are the only thing heard in the room. Jungkookâs rough hands pull your thin tank top over your head, revealing your perked nipples. You gasp as your body is hit with the cold air in the room.Â
Placing wet kisses down your neck, his lips find your chest. He breathes over your nipple and you whimper at the warmth it brings. His lips wrapped around your erect nipple, and you threw your head back in pleasure, hands wrapping around the short hair on the back of his head. âJungkookâ you whimper. His hands wrap around your back bringing it closer to him. He moves on to the other one, giving it the same treatment. Suddenly, he throws you back down on the soft mattress.Â
Watching how your tits move with the impact. He hovers over you kissing you with need. Jungkookâs hands find the waistband of your skirt, pulling it down and throwing it onto the floor behind him. Now youâre only left in your panties, barely covering your pussy. He can feel himself grow harder in his underwear, looking down at the goddess that you are. Pushing you up so youâre fully on the bed now he dips down and places soft kisses on your inner thigh. You shiver at the touch and whine his name out again. âJungkookâÂ
âWhat, baby? Use your wordsâÂ
âI need youâ you moan, your eyes fall to look at him. But theyâve already fallen on you, giving you a sultry look.Â
âYouâre already so soaked for me,â he says, hooking his fingers on your panties. Itâs barely doing its job anyway, he yanks them from your body. Your cunt out, ready for him to devour. âYou gonna be a good girl for me?â you nod your head.Â
âUh uh, what did I say baby?âÂ
âUgh, yesâ you say in a needy tone. âI need to feel you Jungkook, pleaseâ Finally getting what he wanted he obliges to your request.Â
âJust because you said so kindlyâ his head dips down, placing kitten licks along your clit, you let out a breathy moan at the first contact of his tongue. Then, heâs diving in. Wrapping his arms around your legs pulling himself deeper into your sopping pussy. You try to move around but Jungkook isnât having it, his grip on you tightens and his pace picks up. Two fingers find your entrance, pushing in slowly. Your eyes roll to the back of your head as his thick fingers push up into you.Â
âFuck, Jungkookâ You bring your hands to prop yourself up, and you watch as Jungkook flicks his tongue up and down between your folds. His fingers start to pick up in pace, and he can feel you squeeze him, he knows youâre close to an orgasm. The burn in your lower stomach begins to build. Moaning, loudly you reach your climax, a hand finding his hair, you tug slightly to get him off of you. Your thighs begin to shake beside you he finally pulls away and brings himself back up to you. You stare into his eyes, big black boba eyes staring back at you.Â
You canât believe thatâs the man that brought you to your orgasm. His head dips down to connect your lips once again, you can taste yourself on his lips and you moan into his mouth. âGood job, baby,â he says lowly. Your hand slowly reaches down to his aching cock, and you reach into his pants. The contact you make with his cock gets him to moan into your hair. He stands to remove the fabric from his waist. His hard dick comes face to face with you and you can feel yourself start to drool.Â
You bring your hand to wrap around it, giving it a few strokes. His head tilts back in pleasure this time, âAh fuck yeah, babyâ Your thumb rubs over the red tip, and then you bring your lips to plant soft kisses over it. âDonât fucking tease meâ his hand brushes through your soft hair. âCâmon donât be such a pussy, let me have my fun,â you say.Â
âI just ate the fuck outta yours, I really fucking need youâ he whines.Â
You laugh at his whiny state âWhoâs the needy one now?â Finally, your lips around his thick cock, the veins feel up against your mouth. You take him in slowly and his hand guides you as you only take half of it. âCâmon baby, I know you can do better than thatâ You pull back and take him in a deeper, until the tip hits the back of your throat. You gag slightly but take deep breaths in to calm yourself. âThere you goâ he praises. Your speed picks up as he pushes you on his cock. Your small hand finds the bottom of his cock where his balls lay. Squeezing them in the palm of your hand he doubles over at the extra pleasure. âFuck, youâre such a cockslut for me, huh? God,â he says pulling you off of him.Â
âTurn around, ass up face downâ he demands. You turn around and do what he asks. Your face buries into your pull and you get slightly pushed up as he grabs your ass cheeks. âYouâre so fucking beautifulâ A smack resounds in the room and you let out a gasp. He rubs over the red mark and plants a kiss over it. He moves his hands down to the dip of your waist and holds you down.Â
Giving his cocks a few strokes, he teases it up and down your slit. âLook at you, all dripping nâ shitâ you moan at his tone. He pushes in slowly, feeling his veins around your walls. The stretch gives you the most pleasure youâve felt in a long time; he stays there for a little to let you get used to his size. He pulls back until just the tip, and then he pushes in all the way, bottoming out. He moves your hair to the side to watch your ass bounce on him. His pace is quick, and his hands find the front of your chest squeezing your soft tits in his hand.Â
âFuck, harderâ you moan.
Your head is lying on the side of your pillow, gripping the soft material from the pleasure. His animalistic speed gets you to moan even louder. The sound of his hips hitting against your ass and the flapping sounds are loud in the quiet room. He looks down to where you connect and watches the ring of your cream disappear inside you.Â
âCan I record you baby?â
Too lost in pleasure you push yourself up and grab his phone from the side of you after it fell from his pocket earlier. The flash of the camera lights up the room and he watches himself disappear inside you. âYeah, you like that baby?âÂ
Pornographic moans escape your lips as you relish the pleasure. âYes, yes, yes!â you repeat over and over again.
His tattooed hand comes into the frame and rubs over your ass. Your cheeks have become red because of how hard heâs pounding into you. The flash turns off and he throws his phone to the side, his hand cups your pussy, rubbing against your clit. âCum with me, angelâÂ
This tips you over, spurts of come covering both your and his legs, dripping onto the mattress. Ropes of white cover your walls as he comes inside of you. You stay like that for a while, not ready for his cock to leave you. When he pulls away, the loss of being filled makes you whine. He walks away from the bed and disappears into the bathroom. You turn over to lay on your back and your arm comes up to cover your eyes, you donât hear Jungkook come back from the bathroom and you feel the bed deep.Â
âOpen your legs, baby, I need to clean youâ slowly spreading your legs the cool rag drags through your swollen folds. He throws the small towel into a basket in your room and plops himself on top of you. âI gotta pee, moveâ you slightly shove his shoulder. âHold on, letâs just stay here for a little bit Iâm tiredâ His hands wrap around your waist and he lays on your chest like itâs a pillow. You both end up falling asleep in each otherâs arms.
The light shining through your blinds suddenly awakens you from your sleep. You look next to you and you admire the way Jungkook looks in the morning. Soft snores came from his pink lips, peacefully snoozing away. Slowly his eyes begin to open, and a small smile begins to form on his lips as he takes in your beauty. âGood morning,â he says as he stretches his limbs. Tattoos out on display as he stretches his arms out in relief. He plops them over your slightly covered body and pulls you closer to him. âMorning,â you say softly to him. His doll-like eyes stare into yours then down to your lips. Moving closer, your eyes shut softly as you can feel his soft lips glide against yours. Thereâs a spark between you. Like fireworks exploding around you and butterflies erupting in your stomach. Something youâve never felt before. Loud knocking is heard from your door, causing you both to pull away.Â
âGive me a second,â you say under your breath. Nodding his head, he lets you go from his soft grip and watches as you pull a robe over your shoulders, tying it at your waist. When you pull the handle to your front door you donât expect your mother and your best friend on the other side.Â
âHi sweetie!â your mom pulls in for a tight hug, Hoseok next.Â
âHi, guys, what are you doing here?â you say with a look of confusion on your face. âSorry, we didnât call. We just wanted to surprise you!â Hoseok says with a beaming smile on his face. âWe missed you and wanted to see you. I hope this isnât a bad timeâ he continues.Â
You look back to your bedroom door as they set their stuff down in the small living room. âActually-â before you can continue, Jungkook emerges from your room dressed in the clothes from the night before. Both your mother and Hoseok pause. They look at you, then to Jungkook, and then back to you. âMaybe it is a bad time. You know, momâ Hoseok looks at your mother. You two were so close you were practically family. âI saw this cute little cafe down the street, why donât we go get some breakfast?â he looks back at you and sends you a little wink.Â
âActually I should start heading out, I need to catch up on some of my school workâ Jungkook interrupts.Â
âIt was nice to meet you guysâ he bows politely. He walks over to the door with you following behind him. Once you're at the door he turns around to face you. âIâll see you later?â he says closely. You nod your head and he leans in to place a small peck against your lips.Â
Closing the door behind you Hoseok and your mother are left shocked. âYou better start explaining yourself young ladyâ he points a stern finger at you as if you were in trouble. âYeah, honey. I didnât know you were seeing someone. Otherwise, we wouldâve come over at another timeâ your mom says to you sweetlyÂ
âNo, ma itâs okay,â you say, placing a gentle hand on her arm. âHeâs no one really, heâs just a friendâ This gets you thinking. What are you and Jungkook? You have so many unanswered questions that you want to ask. But these are the least of your worries. âSo, how long are you guys gonna be in town for?â quickly changing the subject. âA few days. School starts again soon and I wanted to see you before I went backâ Hobi says, bringing you into a hug. âPlus we havenât seen or heard from you in a while. Now I can see whyâ he raises his eyebrows at you in a teasing manner. You roll your eyes at him as you begin to tell him what has happened to you recently.Â
Back at Jungkookâs apartment, he canât stop thinking about the previous night he had spent with you. The way you looked at him, the way you touched him, the way you made him feel. This feeling was strange to him, something he had never felt before. Even with his previous partners. He canât help but replay everything over again. He wonders how you feel right now. Maybe nothing because youâre with your family.Â
He gets a notification from his phone. A party invitation to celebrate the end of the semester. He canât think of partying right now. All he can think about is you. Thinking about how you feel about him, about how he feels. Everything is so complicated. Now he remembers why he doesnât catch feelings anymore.
Does he have feelings?
Jungkook is pulled out of his trance when he hears the front door open. âHey, where were you last night? I didnât see you in your bedâ Jimin says, his arms full of bags of groceries. â___âsâ he stops in his tracks as he hears your name fall from his best friendâs lips. He quickly makes his way to where Jungkook is. Like a teenage girl waiting to hear about her friendâs first kiss he sits next to him âDid you guys do it? What happened? Are you guys dating now?â Jimin bombards him with endless questions that he doesnât have the answers to.Â
âYes we did and no weâre not dating,â he says with a sigh. âSo what are you?â Jungkook pauses to think of an answer to that question. But truthfully, he doesnât know himself. âI donât know, man. It happened so suddenly. She makes me feel something that Iâve never felt before. I donât know how to explain itâ he looks at his best friend. âIt sounds like you like her, dude. Iâve never seen you so confused about a girl before. Usually, itâs just fuck and goâÂ
Jungkook stares at the floor thinking too much on the topic. He hasnât heard from you since he left your apartment. And itâs driving him crazy. He dismisses it by changing the subject. âSo, did you hear about the party that Seonghwaâs throwing?â âYeah, you gonna go?â Jimin asks. Jungkook only shrugs his shoulders, maybe going will take him away from his worries. After all, it is the end of the semester. He deserves to let loose a bit.
âHey, sorry Iâm lateâ you look back at the voice. Jungkook leans down to place a kiss on your forehead. âItâs okay, I was just finishing up this last assignment. I was late on the deadlineâ you say typing on your computer He hums in response. âSo are you going to Seonghwaâs party? I guess heâs throwing it as a celebration for the end of the semesterâ He says leaning in making sure you are looking at him. You laugh at him for his silly antics and think for a moment.
âYeah, I think so. I donât have anything else to do so why not?â you shake your head. Finishing up your last assignment you turn it in and finally close your laptop screen. You had been at it for at least two hours with a raging headache. All you wanted to do was lie down and sleep. Jungkook could see it on your face how tired you were.
âYou look tired,â he points out. You only smile at him and lean your forehead on his shoulder. He places gentle kisses on your head and rubs small circles on your hand. âYou wanna go back to my place?â He can feel you shake your head and he smiles at your actions.Â
Itâs only later when you bring Jungkook along with you back to your apartment. He lies there on your bed as you finish getting ready for tonight. You both still havenât talked about that night you spent together and itâs driving you crazy. Jungkook is propped up against the backboard of your bed watching as you get ready. You look back at him in the mirror and you make eye contact.m That same feeling you felt ignites in your chest.
âCan you help me?â you say lifting your hair out of the way. He stands up from your bed and walks over to you.
He places his hand on your waist, the other on the zipper slowly zipping it up. He places a kiss on your bare shoulder and you turn your head to face him. He looks down at you with that same look again, the look that always had your heart racing. He leans down and connects your lips. Using his tongue to separate them, into something more heated. You moan into his mouth, softly pulling at his hair making his head tilt back. Breaking the kiss he smiles down at you and squeezes your waist.Â
âLetâs go, Jimin said they startedâ you nod your head at him. Grabbing your purse and spraying a small amount of perfume around your neck you let him pull you out the door.Â
Once you make it to the party, youâre met with the loud noise of people talking and the heavy-based music. Youâre hand in hand with Jungkook. He looks around to see if he can find any of his friends. You spot Taehyung at a table full of alcohol talking to a girl youâve never seen before. He waves over to you and Jungkook. âHey, guys! Havenât seen you in a while. How have you been?â he pulls you in for a friendly hug, but over his shoulder you can see the girl he was talking with eyeing Jungkook. A familiar feeling of jealousy starts to brew within your chest.Â
You brush it off with a smile and nod your head âIâve been good, How have you been?â you ask himÂ
âYou know, just been around doing whatever. Iâm so glad the semesterâs over. The past few months have been kicking my assâ he laughs. You were so immersed in your conversation with Taehyung that you didn't realize Jungkook was leaning down to you. âIâm gonna go find Jimin,â he says into your ear. You nod and send him a smile, he kisses the side of your head as he walks away to find his friends. As heâs walking away you catch the girl from earlier, her eyes trail along his well-built body. Once he disappears behind a door into another room she turns her head around back to you.
âAre you guys dating?â you honestly donât know how to answer her question. Technically youâre not together, but you do things other people who say they are together do. This question stirs up a load of confusion in your brain. Taehyung, noticing the awkward silence on your end, butts in and says âHeâs currently not looking for anything right now. You wanna dance?â He holds his hand out for the girl and she gladly takes it. Now that youâre left alone you realize that you donât really know anyone there.Â
You leave your spot on the hunt to look for Jungkook. His back is turned to you. Jimin looks over his shoulder looking at you, his head turning to see who his friendâs eyes had found. Jungkook walks over to you and his free hand finds your waist. âHi, baby. You having fun?â you nod your head at him. A small smile sprawled on your lips. He notices a look on your face, his eyebrows furrow in concern.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â he says, placing his cup on the counter next to him. You look up to him, his hand finding yours. You can see that look again. The one he gave you before the party, it makes your heart jump in your chest. You only shake your head in response, smiling at him. âNothing, itâs just a little crowded in here,â you say into his ear.Â
âLetâs get out then. This party is kinda lame anywayâ he says as he pulls you away. You slightly tug at him, âNo, itâs okay. It looked like you were having fun. You stay Iâll just find an Uberâ He shakes his head in disagreement, âReally, I donât mind. I donât want you out by yourself. Especially at this hour. Câmonâ Sighing in defeat you follow behind him hand in hand to the front door. Jungkook had told himself that heâd go to this party to let off some steam.
But he canât seem to escape you. He doesnât want to, itâs like you both have an invisible string attached to each other by the waist. Youâre all he thinks about now. Everything reminds him of you and it scares him how much he feels for you. How much he yearns for you, but he wonât allow his heart to go through what he endured in the past. When you make it back to his apartment you take off his jacket that he had offered you earlier and place it on the coat rack next to the door.Â
âDo you want something to drink?â he says. You look back at him from the living room shaking your head at him.Â
âNo, Iâm fineâ
For some odd reason, the air between you two has shifted. It has been different since you spent the night together. None of you dared to bring it up, to discuss what was going on between the two of you. Pulling you out of your thoughts soft music plays through the apartment.
You look up at Jungkook to find him standing next to a stereo playing with the different discs in the tray next to it. He looks back at you and softly smiles. Making his way next to you on the couch he sits closely, to the point you can feel his warmth radiating from his built body.Â
Inside conjuring a warm heart, a person that doesnât match his hard exterior. His bubbly eyes look down at you, with a look that makes your heart pound. He leans in closer, your noses touching, and your breathing pattern slows down to match his. As he gets closer the music starts to fade from your head. He gently places his lips on yours. This feeling is almost like intertwining two souls. Completely magical. This makes his heart rate pick up, the same feeling he had when he came back to his apartment all those nights ago.Â
He doesnât want it to scare him, but it does.Â
Something inside tells him he should stop but he canât.Â
His heart is telling him to keep going.Â
So, he does.
Your arms find their way around his neck, while his hands grip onto your waist. He pulls you up into his lap gliding his hands up to the zipper of your dress. Jungkook pulls the strap from your shoulder slowly, leaving your dress to pool at your waist, planting kisses on your shoulder. You look down at him with a look of something he canât describe. It makes him feel warm, comfortable, and almost like heâs meant to be here with you.Â
Small moans escape your mouth as he places one of his hands on your cheek moving them up into your hair. The small snap of your bra fills the silence of the room. The touch of the cold air on your perked nipples sends a shiver down your spine. He places wet kisses down your neck, trailing down to your chest. Wrapping his pink lips around you, you gasp out in pleasure. Your hands find a place in his soft raven hair tugging slightly.Â
He draws small circles pulling you closer to him. He could never let you go. Itâs like youâre a magnet pulling him closer with each breath you take. Youâre like a never-ending labyrinth that he canât escape.Â
When did you have such an effect on him?Â
The soft touch of your fingers on his abdomen sends chills through his entire body. Lifting his shirt over his head, his abs out on display. You lean down, placing kisses over his chest. Your hand finds its way over his beating heart. His fingers wrap around your wrist, rubbing small circles with his thumb. He watches you intently. Taking in all of your beauty, completely raw.Â
What are you doing to him?Â
You make his head spin endlessly. For a moment, youâre both still. Staring into each otherâs eyes. Thereâs something different about your dynamic, something more warm, more comforting, maybe even like home. It really does frighten him deeply. But he doesnât want this to end, ever. Slowly you lean in connecting your lips once again. He turns you over onto your back, his legs on either side of you. He pulls the dress down your legs and undoes his belt as he watches your chest move up and down as you try to catch your breath.
His big hand glides over your chest up to your throat, gently squeezing. He leans down, attaching himself to you. He parts your lips with his tongue. His free hand finds its way into your panties, exploring your folds. You moan out loud as you feel his digits enter. Covering your sound with his lips you moan into his mouth. Brows furrowing in absolute pleasure. He pulls away to watch your expressions. Pure ecstasy is drawn over your face as he adds another finger.Â
He can feel himself grow harder in his boxers, watching as you enjoy yourself.
âYeah? You like that baby?â he says under his breath. You only reply with a soft moan against his lips. Your foreheads together as you have a hand playing with his hair and the other gripping the sofa. He draws circles around your clit, getting to reach your high. Moaning out his name, he crashes his lips against yours.Â
Pulling his hand away from your heat, he clutches his fingers around the waistband of your panties pulling them down your legs. He stands to take his boxers off, throwing them to the side. âI wanna taste you,â you say. He looks at you with his doll-like eyes. And then he shakes his head, giving you permission.
âWhy donât we have some fun?â
He lays down on the couch while you move to get on top of him. You take his hard cock into your hand, gliding it up and down. He wraps his arms around your waist planting soft kisses on your thighs. Jungkook leans in and places soft lips against your wet folds pulling you into him. Your hot breath hits the tip of cock and the sounds of his moans send vibrations through your body. Planting soft kisses to his tip you run your tongue around until you take him in fully.Â
This only gets him to be rougher. He completely pulls you down onto your face, drowning himself in your taste. You moan around his dick sucking harder. The fast motions of his tongue get you to pull off moaning out loud. âCâmon, baby. You said you wanted a tasteâ he teases.Â
Your thighs begin to shake as he tongue finds your clit, running figure 8âs harsh. You wrap your lips around him once again and begin sucking. The sound of your wet pussy resounds in the almost quiet room, along with your moans. Your hand starts to stroke him at a fast pace. He moans into you, this gets you to lift yourself off of him. He only pulls you back strongly and quickens his pace. Not being able to take it anymore, you reach your high. You moan around him pulling off of him again. He gives you time to catch up to your normal breathing pattern.
Once youâve calmed down he lifts you up so youâre facing him. His hands run up into your hair as he admires the way you look right now, sweat glistening across your forehead, your eyes slightly droopy. Youâre like a goddess in his eyes. The most ethereal being heâs ever set his eyes on, he canât look away.Â
He runs his nose across your cheek, leaving small kisses on the corner of your cheek. âYou ready for one moreâ he says quietly.Â
âMhm,â you hum softly. Carefully, Jungkook lifts his hips up slightly from the cushion beneath him.
Gently holding you, he reaches down to grab his still, hard cock. Teasing your entrance you moan out from the sensitivity. You dig your face into the crook of his neck muffling your moans. Slowly he enters you, your warm walls sucking him in. Your arms are wrapped around his neck, holding on to him like heâll slip through them and disappear. He starts in a slow pace, hands finding comfort on the nape of your neck. You move your head to face him watching his face contort in pleasure. Leaning in you place soft pecks on his lip gradually becoming rougher.Â
His pace picks up, roughly thrusting in hard. It doesnât take long for you to reach your high. âUse me, baby,â you say in his ear. âI can take itâ With those words he wraps his arms around your waist and snuggles his face into your neck. âFuck, angel youâre so good to meâ With one last stroke he fills you with his cum. Riding out his high he takes your soft lips with his and brings you into a passionate kiss. He can feel your juices drip from your spent cunt.Â
Jungkook carefully lifts you in his arms and brings you to his bedroom, laying you on his bed. He grabs a towel from his bathroom and brings it over to you. The feeling of the wet towel against you makes you twitch. He worriedly looks up at you trying to read your expression. âAre you okay?â he says.Â
âYeah, Iâm fineâ you whisper, laying a hand on his cheek.Â
âYou wanna take a shower?â nodding your head you let him carry you away to the bathroom to help you wash up. He walks in first and sets you down on your feet. Jungkook leans over to grab the body wash from the corner of the shower.
Delicately rubbing it across your body. His arm is wrapped around your tummy, keeping you stable. You watch as the soap suds wash away, listening to his calm breathing. Next, he grabs the bottle of shampoo, squirting some into his hand and then soothingly rubbing it into your hair. You turn in his arms wrapping your arms around his waist, closing your eyes as you let him take care of you. That glowing feeling in your chest starts up again. The same feeling you have any time youâre with him. Your ear is against his strong chest. Listening to his heart beat rhythmically.Â
You donât notice how tired you are until you suddenly feel the softness of his pillow hitting your head. Jungkookâs strong arms hold you tightly causing you to fall into a slumber. That night you dream about all of the events that happened.
The loud noise on the other side of the door causes you to wake up. You turn around to an empty spot on the bed next to you. You lay in bed for a moment, replaying the events of last night. When the door opens to Jungkookâs door Jimin doesnât expect you to walk out of it wearing his best friendâs shirt. âOh hi, ___,â he says with a pan of eggs in his hand. You look around for Jungkook, but to your dismay, heâs nowhere to be found. âWhereâs Jungkook?â you say.Â
âUhh, I donât know. Heâs not in there?â he says with confusion written on his face.Â
âNo, I thought heâd be out hereâÂ
âI didnât see him when I got home this morningâ
Questions start to brew in your head. You walk over to your purse that you left on the couch, digging for your phone. Looking through your contacts you look for the man in question.
Me: Hey, whereâd you go? [9:15 AM]
You walk over to pick up your clothes off the floor, embarrassed as Jimin sits at the table eating his breakfast. âIâm sure heâll turn up, he never leaves unannounced. You shake your head and give him a small nod.Â
When you get back to your apartment you set down your bag on the sofa next to the coffee table, slumping your body down along with it. The TV remote set beside you as you turned it on to kill time now that you no longer had class for the time being. About an hour passes by and still no sign of Jungkook. Your suspicion grows larger. He never takes this long to respond.Â
The sound of your keys rings through your ear as you pick them up from the bowl next to the door. You drive with only one place in mind. The rapid knocking disrupts Jinâs peaceful slumber. His mouth was wide open as he sleeps his life away. Quickly he jolts from his bed and walks over to his front door. âWho the hell is knocking at my door at eleven oâclock in the morning?â he grumbles under his breath. When he opens the door heâs met with an irritated look on your face. â__?âÂ
âWhereâs Jungkook? I spent the night at his and he disappeared and now he isnât returning my messagesâÂ
Jin looks at you in confusion. âIs everything alright? He hasnât come by in a whileâ he saysÂ
âI donât know, Iâm just-â you pause
âIâm worried about himâÂ
Now Jin looks even more confused. âDaddy?â Minchae speaks behind her father, dressed in her unicorn pajamas and half of her hair is up in a small bun. The moment she realizes itâs you on the other side of the door she gasps in joy and quickly runs up to you, engulfing you with her tiny arms. âHi sweetie,â you say, a soft smile playing across your lips. âAre you here to see Uncle Kookie?!â she exclaims. âAhhh Minnie, I think mommy wanted to finish doing your hair, only one side of your head is doneâÂ
âMommy said she was gonna put my hair into space buns!âÂ
âOhh so thatâs what those are called, well you better hurry up so you look even more beautiful for todayâ you watch as the father-daughter scene plays out. You canât believe how much youâve grown to love this little girl in only one night. Absolutely adorable. âIâm sorry, ___ but I havenât seen Kook in at least a few weeks.â a look of disappointment grows across your features. âItâs okay, thank you,â you say.Â
You sit in your car âcompletely distraught. Your phone in your hand, tight in your grasp. The device buzzes once, and then twice. No answer. Jungkook looks down at his phone, reading your name with the cute flower emoji that always reminded him of you. He couldnât bring himself to face you yet. Every single time heâs around you itâs like you consume him. Itâs like heâs lost in his own world filled with you. Nobody around him matters except for you â and it terrifies the fuck out of him this feeling completely engulfs him.Â
Jungkook lies in the open field close to the park he took you to all those weeks ago. Trapped in nothing but a void of endless thoughts of what he has to do now. Mind hazy. He looks down at his phone again, your name appears once again. For the second time, he ignored it.Â
1 month later
The fall leaves crunch under your new Uggs you bought a while back. The new semester has started and now it is time for endless nights of no sleep and studying. The buzzing of your phone vibrates against you, pulling it out of your back pocket. âHey,â you say. âHi, you wanna meet up later during lunch?â You pull your phone away from your ear to check if you have any classes around that time. âYeah, letâs meet up at one?âÂ
âSounds good, Iâll see you thenâ You hang up the phone and continue on your way to class. When you get there, there aren't as many students as you were expecting. Some of them may have still been on vacation. I mean, could you blame them? No one ever wants to go back to school after a long break. But it has to be done somehow.Â
You sit down in the seat you always sat at, looking over to the seat next to you. Feeling pain in your chest as you think about the man that would sit next to you every day. The man that broke your heart. Looking away and down at your last semester notes to refresh your brain.Â
After the many hours of looking down at your professors, you finally manage to make it to the diner. You slump down into your seat, throwing your bag onto the one next to you. âRough day?â Hoseok says. He decided to transfer to your school during his second semester. He says that they offered more than they did back home. âDude, you donât understand how much my head hurts. Itâs only my first day back and Iâve written so many notes itâs not even funnyâ you complain. Your best friend chuckles at you as he looks down at the menu to figure out what he was going to have for lunch.Â
âHow do you like the school? Itâs nice, rightâ you ask. He looks up at your question.Â
âYeah, it is. I didnât realize how big it wasâ Thereâs silence for a moment until he speaks again. âHave you heard from him?â You pause whatever youâre doing and bring your attention to him again. Clearing your throat you say âNo, I havenât. And I donât think I want toâÂ
âWhen was the last time you heard from him?âÂ
âUh-â you pause
âThe last time I spent the night with him after that partyâ Itâs silent again.Â
âWhat a douche,â he says. âHeâs an asshole for that. How does he go from being all over you and acting like a couple when-â
âI donât know, I just wanna stop talking about it.â you interrupt. From then on you only talk about school and the thought of you getting a cat.
âHow can they be so cute yet so dumb sometimes?â you ask yourself. The compilation of cats is displayed on the TV as youâre dressed in a thin tank top and a pair of sweatpants. Ice cream in your hands âafter the eventful day you had you deserved it. Itâs not only when you're interrupted by a knocking on your door. After finally getting comfortable you, once again, have to get up. Maybe it was Hoseok coming back to get something he left. âWhat did you forget this time?â you yell.
You completely stop when you find that it isnât your best friend on the other side of your door. But the man that would give you those same sparkly eyes whenever he was around you. âWhat are you doing here?â it comes out in almost a whisper. â__â Jungkook walks forward to hold you.
You flinch back, moving your arms to cross over your stomach. His heart hurts at your actions. But he understands why you did it.
âI wanna talk to you.â he says quietly.
He steps into the house and closes the door behind him. âWhat is there to talk about? I didnât think you had anything to talk aboutâ you threw at him.
âIâm sorry-â
âYouâre sorry?â
âYouâre sorry for making me look like a fucking idiot?â you can feel your blood begin to boil. Tear ducts forming at your waterline âthe lump in your throat beginning to grow, preventing you from speaking.
âYouâre not sorry for shit Jungkook, you made me feel so shitty about myself for thinking-â your voice breaks
âFor thinking what, __?â
âFor thinking that you loved me! For thinking that I actually saw something with you, fuck! Jungkook, you donât understand, you donât understand how much you hurt me.â you cry to him screaming at the top of your lungs.
Jungkook is completely still. Unmoving.
âI do, love youâ he says quietly.
But you donât take it.
âBullshitâ
You move your head to the side, not baring to look at him. âGet out,â
âPlease-â
âGet out! I donât want to see you anymoreâ you exclaim. But, he resists. Jungkook walks up to you, wanting so badly to hold you for hurting you. Much to his surprise, you let him. âIâm sorry, baby,â he says into your hair. Your face is buried into his chest, the fabric of his hoodie becoming soaked because of you. âNoâ you muffle.
âNo. No, no, no!â
You push him away. Hitting on his chest, he looks down at you, a shameful look on his face. âGet out! Leave!â you pound on his chest. He takes every hit like itâs nothing. It only irritates you further. âPlease, leave Jungkookâ he nods in response. Slowly making his way to the same door he walked through.
Sobs echo through the apartment. Falling to your knees you cry into your hands.
Jungkook, still on the other side of the door, hears your sobs. His own tear fell down his round cheeks. He couldnât do anything but beat himself up over and over again for the way he treated you. For the way he acted towards you and for leaving you in such an awful state. He makes it back to his car, and he sits there for a moment in silence, lip quivering as he thinks about everything he had put you through.
PresentÂ
âFinally! It took you about five thousand years to leave that roomâ Jimin says dramatically. The afternoon sun was shining and he had been in and out of the house for the majority of the day. However, Jungkook had been wallowing in his guilt. The guilt heâs felt for the past month and the additional days. The quiet boy sits at the counter sluggishly. Days passed since he last saw you. You were all he thought about â day and night every hour and every second. âHow are you feeling?âÂ
âLike a total fuck upâ voice groggy.Â
âCâmon, have you at least tried talking to her?â thereâs a long silence until Jungkook says something. âShe doesnât want to talk-â Just the thought of not being able to hold you or even look at you is killing him on the inside. âShe doesnât want anything to do with me. Man, what the fuck am I going to do? Iâm so lostâ he admits.Â
He was so scared of this. Losing you. You were the bane of his happiness and he did everything but keep you safe, instead, he completely let everything go â including you. The cluttering of the bowl and spoon snaps Jungkook out of his thoughts. âWell you need to eat, I havenât seen you this disoriented since you had to say bye to Gureum when you left home. Youâre even worse nowâÂ
His appetite has gone away ever since he stopped talking to you. He had been spiraling, thinking all about you â how he felt about you. He couldnât take it anymore, the overthink, the constant hurt of not spending his time with you. Staring at his bowl of cereal contemplating if he should call you, he doubts youâd ever pick up but he has to try, right? Jungkook stands from the counter and walks back to his room. âHey! You didnât finish eating!â Jimin exclaims from the other room. Frantically, Jungkook searches everywhere for his phone. He hadnât picked it up in days and has been sitting somewhere in his room untouched.Â
Finally, when he finds the piece of technology he quickly presses the power button; wishing for it to turn on already. To his dismay, it had been dead since he set it down. He looks around for his charger. After finding the wretched thing he plugs it into the outlet next to his bed and plugs the other end into his phone.Â
After what felt like hours the phone displayed a white apple in the middle of it. He scrolls through his contacts looking for your name desperately. That flower that will forever remind him of you appears in front of his eyes and he quickly clicks it. The multiple rings vibrate through his ear.Â
âCâmonâÂ
Your call has been forwardedâ
âFuckâ he tries one more time. The ringing begins but quickly ends after the fourth. His brows touched in distraught. âFuck __,â he says under his breath. Out of impulse, Jungkook picks up whatever clothes he finds first and throws them on. Not caring about how heâd look in front of you.Â
He rushes out of his bedroom door and picks up his keys from the bowl set on the counter. After hearing the noise Jimin says âWhere are you going?â but before the younger could respond he was already out of the door. Upon opening the door Jungkook swiftly closes it when he gets into the driverâs seat and carefully but hurriedly makes his way to your place.Â
A stop light prevents him from getting there any quicker he yells âFucking light, hurry up!â.Â
Following up after many stop signs and stop lights, he finally makes it to the place he yearns to be at the most. Almost running up the steps he trips over one. âShitâ He reaches your floor and walks up to the door. Repeatedly knocking on the wood. He takes his phone out of his sweat pocket and pulls up your chat.Â
Me: Please open the door [3:00 PM]
He waits for the dancing dots to appear and when they do his heart jumps for just a moment but only for it to settle down after reading your text.Â
__ đş: no i donât want to see you [3:01 PM]
âIâm not gonna go away unless you open this door!!â
âGo away Jungkook!â he hears your voice over his excessive knocking.Â
âPlease, I want to talk to youâ Itâs only when he hears shuffling on the other side of the door that he stops.Â
Everything disappears when he sees your face again. After going a day without seeing you. âWhat do you wantâ your eyes look everywhere but him.Â
âI love you.âÂ
âAnd before you say anything let me just explainâ you stand there blankly looking at his boba like eyes that you always adored.Â
âI love how much you care for others, I love how you can take a joke and not get upset about it, I love the way you look at me, I love the way you are with me, I love everything about you, __â you stare at him with glassy eyes. You bite your lip, preventing yourself from letting out a sob.Â
âI love you so much that Iâm scared that Iâll lose you. Scared that you wonât love me back. Fuck I love you so much that it pains me to see how much I hurt youâ now Jungkook has tears forming. You hear him sniffle, your hand coming up to wipe the tear that had slid down his cheek.Â
âOh, Jungkookâ
âI love you, tooâÂ
After hearing those three words, his hands cup your cheeks. âI love you so much,â he says against your lips â softly pecking until he wraps his around yours.
The early night breeze flows through your window. The large man wraps his arms around your waist, holding on to you tightly â almost as if youâd vanish if he let go. Your hands are tangled into his hair playing with the soft mane against your fingers. A show plays in the background that none of you are really paying attention to. His hands find their way under your shirt softly touching your skin. Itâs not until you yawn into your hand does he looks up at you. âAre you tired?âÂ
âYeah, a little bitâÂ
He moves up so heâs now in front of your face, and his eyes move down to your lips. Gently brushing against them. One of your arms wraps around his neck â securing him in his spot. âDo you want to go to bed?â you shake your head up and down and stare into his bright eyes.Â
To your surprise, he tightens his grip around your waist and properly carries you to your room. Jungkook kicks the door open softly and carefully places you on the bed. He hovers over you for just a moment until heâs leaning in. Lips locking, his hands roam your stomach. His tongue tangles with yours, his hand moving towards your face, cuffing your cheek delicately swiping his thumb over it.Â
âLetâs go to bed,â he says, pulling away a bit.Â
âYou know what, Iâm not really that tired.Â
That sly grin appears on your face and he shakes his head at it. âOh, really?âÂ
âMhm, maybe I can stay up for another hour or twoâÂ
Slowly, he slides your body up further on the bed, hands roaming your waist. His lips place feather-light kisses on the side of your lips. Your arms wrap around his neck bringing him closer to you â your lips colliding. Delicately, handling you as if youâd break if he was any rougher. âCan I take this off?âÂ
âMmâ Jungkookâs fingers hook with the waistline of your pants slowly dragging it down your body. Along with your panties, the cold air hits your pussy â a shiver running along your spine. Jungkook kisses down to your waist, lifting your shirt a bit to reveal the softness of your skin.Â
His mouth hovering over your nether lips. Kisses are pressed against your inner thigh. Your head tilted to the ceiling, relishing in his careful touches. Finally, Jungkookâs hands wrap around your thighs, bringing you closer to him. The warmth of his breath against your sex.Â
Your hands find comfort in his soft raven hair tugging harshly, you plead âPlease, babyâ
âI gotchu Angel, donât worryâ his eyes look up at your desperate expression. He dives in, licking a long stripe against your tainted pussy â legs thrown over his shoulders. Moaning, your other hand finds the pillow beneath your head. His erratic movements pull sounds from you that heâs been yearning to hear for so long now.Â
In complete bliss, he brings you impossibly closer. His tongue finds your bundle of nerves running figure 8s along where youâre most sensitive. A finger prods at your entrance, slowly but surely entering you. âFuck,âÂ
âYeah? You like that baby?â he watches as your face contorts in pleasure. Soon enough he adds another. The nasty sounds of your soaked pussy fills the room. âRight there, JungkookâÂ
âAm I making you feel good Angel?â
âYes, yes, yes!â you scream.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cu-â Itâs then again that his mouth dives in. Much rougher, his tongue faster. The squeeze to your thighs and his harsh movements are what send you over the edge. âYes! Jungkook, right there babyâ you moan. Your essence spills onto him, he takes his time cleaning you up with his mouth. Your hips twitch out of sensitivity.Â
âI know, baby. I knowâÂ
He kisses your stomach before making his way back to you. He connects his lips with yours, you can taste yourself on his tongue. The sides of his mouth are wet from your cum. âItâs not fair that Iâm the only one without clothesâÂ
Jungkookâs hands run along the sides of your waist. âWho said I was done?âÂ
He stands tall in front of you. His hands fall to grab the hem of his shirt â pulling it away from his torso along his sweatpants and boxers. His cock hitting his stomach, the sight making you drool.Â
Hurriedly he connects your lips, tongues colliding. Your hand finds the nape of his neck playing with his now long hair. The same feeling explodes within his chest. The same feeling he was so scared of dealing with, now becoming a part of him.Â
âI need you, babyâ
âYou have me, my loveâÂ
Love. So unfamiliar yet it comes so natural to him now â with you.
His cock prods at your entrance, sliding it against your wet pussy. âEugh, baby please, pleaseâ you beg. Jungkook places small kisses against your lips as if to calm you down. âI gotchu baby, I need you to relax for meâÂ
Slowly he slides home, easily entering you. Wrapping your arms around his neck âholding tightly. His hips rock into yours slowly at first. The euphoria of finally being with you filled his mind.Â
At last, heâs with the one he most treasures, the person that has found home in his heart.Â
His hands ran along your thigh, lifting so your legs were wrapped around him. After making sure you were comfortable enough he picks up the pace. The room is filled with the filthy sounds of your moans combined with the squelching of your pussy.Â
âYou okay baby?âÂ
Your head bobs up and down you say âMore than okayâ
He worships you through the whole night. Thanking every star above that theyâve brought you to him. âI love you, angel, so much,â he says in an almost whisper. His hand cupped your cheek running his thumb along the softness of your cheek.
âI love you tooâ stars are in your eyes. Watching as the man before you admires every part of you. Never wishing to let go. His hand comes down to where you need him most. Rubbing figure 8s along your clit. And this drives you over the edge. Your thighs shake, clenching around his cock â sucking him in.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cumâÂ
âPlease come in me, baby. I need you so badâÂ
With his final thrust, your walls are covered with white ropes of his cum. The room is now silent, only filled with your breathing. âDid I hurt you?â he says. Silently shaking your head you look up at him, examining every freckle and mole on his well-structured face. âLetâs get you cleaned up then, hmm?âÂ
âOkayâÂ
Jungkook gets up and walks over to your bathroom, already knowing where everything is. When he comes back to the bed he finds you fast asleep. A small chuckle escapes from his lips as he plays with the towel in his hands. He picks up his boxers he had tossed somewhere across the room and puts them on. He looks through your drawers and looks for something more comfortable for you to sleep in.Â
Carefully he dresses you in one of his T-shirts he had left there a while ago and your panties. Jungkook tucks the both of you into bed, cuddling into your chest. Quietly he says âI love you, Angel. More than youâll ever know.
 The room is still dark when you wake up. The dim lamp is lit on the corner of your desk. Jungkook is sat up against the headboard, his phone illuminating his strong features. The clock beside you reads 5:45 AM. He hears the ruffling of your sheets beside him, pulling his attention away from his phone and to you.Â
âHey, what are you doing awake?â you say. He shrugs his shoulders and replied âDunno, couldnât sleepâÂ
âI was up all night thinkingâÂ
âThinking about what?â he strikes your curiosity. âAbout how much I hurt you, and how I caused you to hurt so much because of my stupid feelings-â
âBaby, it doesnât matter now. Weâre together now, right? Letâs focus on us right now. Not what happened in the pastâ you say, kissing the mark on his shoulder. âI know, itâs justâ he pauses. âI shouldâve talked to you, instead of walking away, yâknow? This all couldâve been avoided if I had just came to you.âÂ
âI know that itâs hard to express what youâre feeling. But I can help you through that. The only way I can do that is if you donât shut me out, I need to know whatâs wrong so we can get through whatever it is togetherâ his eyes are focused on his fingers playing with the comforter.Â
âHey, look at meâ Your hand tilts his head towards you. Those bubbly eyes looking at you now. âI need you to talk to me, okay?â he nods his head. Eyes teary after thinking about everything. He sniffles, lips quivering. âI love you,â you comfort. You run your thumb across his lips gently, calming him down. âI love you tooâ You lean closer to him, placing kisses against his lips.Â
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âUncle Kookie!!â Minchae calls for her favorite uncle. âHey, munchkin, how are you?â he places a kiss on her cheek. You watch from behind your boyfriend smiling from ear to ear watching him with his baby niece. âIâm good! Hi auntie!â she says to you next. âHey Minnie, I missed you!â you say as she practically dives into your arms. You both walk to the backyard where everyone else is. Everyone greets the both of you warmly. Hugs are given and small conversations are made.Â
You have occupied yourself with Aria as you speak on and on about how much Minchae has grown. Watching her play with all of the toys she had lying around in the grass. Jin and Namjoon stood by the grill conversing as well. Jimin had been playing one of his Mario games with Taehyung and Yoongi had his guitar in his hand, playing a soft melody, setting the mood.
This is what Jungkook had been looking for: surrounded by the people he loved the most. His eyes find you watching his niece do one of the funny dances she always likes to do. A smile adores your pretty lips, your cheeks rosy from the slight fall breeze. He loved seeing you happy like this, loved how you were with his friends, loved the way you always had room in your heart for anyone, no matter the circumstance.Â
Jungkook loved you and will forever say those three words for the rest of his life.
yay!! after so long, I've finished wait for your love đĽš. it has been a long time coming but i pray you all like it. this has to be my favorite to have written AND my longest! i do hope that in the future that i have the ability to create more stories like this one. i do have a few ideas in mind but ill let this one sink in đ. happy reading lovelies đ
~ Genre â strangers to friends(?) to lovers, college au, fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, slight fwb, unrequited love
Warnings/content â 3D jk, light angst, smut, major fluff, jk is a fuckboy, yearning, a lot of miscommunication, a lot of crying, smoking, slight drinking, he rides a motorcycle, oc is a bad b, big dick!jk, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), fingering, oral (f&m. receiving), 69, soft sex, missionary, doggy, aftercare (he's not a total asshole), multiple sex scenes, consensual sex tape, multiple orgasms, pining, complicated feelings, poor communication, bad boy!jk, ot7 cameo!
~ words â 25.6k
⢠currently play â we canât be friends (wait for your love) by Ariana Grande and opera house by Cigarettes After Sex
âyou got me misunderstood but atleast i look this good, we canât be friends but iâd like to just pretend, you cling to your paper and pens, wait until you like me again, wait for your love
âiâve got a love for you i just canât escape, all of my love for you cuts me like barbed wire"
playlist <3
Love is a strange thing. A very complicated feeling to figure out yet some find it very simple. In this case, love is something that she found simple, it was something she was fond of when she saw her friends experience it. But he couldnât find it in himself to feel it; he refused to. Deep down inside, he knew he couldnât reciprocate the feeling of love. He tried so hard to, but he just couldnât grasp on tight enough. So, he did what he did best, he let everything go.
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 Jungkook canât think straight. Heâs been stored away in his apartment for the past few days. Unable to get up from bed and be productive, wasting away and rotting in his room. His roommate and best friend, Jimin, has been managing the place himself; cleaning, cooking, basically everything a home needs to function. Heâs done everything he possibly could to get his friend out of his room. âJungkook-ah, you need to get up. Itâs three o'clock in the afternoon and I havenât seen you all day, you need to eatâ he calls from outside his door
 Itâs silent on the other end of the room; only shuffling could be heard from his bed. Jungkook hasnât heard anything back from you since your argument. Itâs been radio silent from your end the phone. He constantly checks his phone to find something from you. He misses your voice. He misses you. He couldnât bring himself to bother you even more. Not after the damage heâs caused to you and your relationship.
Summer
The bell at the top of the door constantly rings through the busy cafe as customers come and go. Itâs been getting busier as the weather outside begins to heat up with the season change. Your hair is kept away from covering your face with a hair tie pulling it away in a low ponytail. The air conditioner is blasting cool air and keeping the hot air where itâs supposed to be, outside.
âOrder for Jihoon!â you yell over the bustling cafe. Youâve been told that summer is one of the busiest times of the year for the cafe, second to winter time. The bell rings once again with new incoming customers, you look up from the cash register to find a young man around your age entering with his friends. His big and bold eyes find contact with yours across the room. A smile is displayed on his face, deep dimples grow as he laughs at whatever his friend says. He parts from his friends as he walks up to you to place an order. âHello, what can I get for you today?,â he stares up at the menu behind you, glazing through his options. âUh, letâs seeâ he pauses.
âCan I please get three iced americanos and,â he turns to look back at his friends again. âWhich one did you want?â he asked the boy with the blonde hair âThe chocolate muffinâ The boy in front of you turned back to you. âAnd the chocolate muffin,â he repeated
You ring up his order and hand him his receipt. âYour total will be fifteen dollars and twelve centsâ he fishes out for his wallet in his pocket and hands you the money. He watches you as you continue with the register. âAnd can I get a name for the order?âÂ
âYes, Jungkookâ he smiles at you
For some odd reason, his heart rate picks up as heâs talking to you. A strand of hair falls in front of your face and he canât help but notice how pretty you are. Jungkookâs never seen you in town before. Snapping out of his trance you place your hand out to give him his remaining change. âAlright, your order will be out in just a few minutes, Jungkookâ Reaching his hand out, he takes the money and nods his head to you. âThank you,â he looks down at your name tag and gives you a bright smile. â___âÂ
The kind look he gives makes your cheeks turn into a rosy red. Tucking the piece of hair thatâs fallen out of place behind your ear, you smile back at him. Jungkook walks back sitting at a small table his friends decided to sit at and takes a seat in front of his blonde friend. âShe was cute,â Jimin finally says, having watched the interaction between you and his best friend.
âYeah, Iâve never seen her around here before. She must be new to town," his other friend, Taehyung says. âMe neither, but she is pretty though,â He says as he plays with the small piece of paper you handed to him. That same smile reappears on Jungkookâs lips. âYou should go ask her for her number, itâs been what? Years? Since you last got someâ Jimin teases.Â
âIt hasnât been years, dumbass. I just donât want to jump into anything. I think itâs a waste of timeâ, Itâs true. Jungkook hasnât had a serious relationship since he was a junior in high school going into his senior year. Heâs a senior in college now. Now heâs perfectly fine finding himself some fun, and by fun, he means sleeping with a handful of many different women; he doesnât need a specific person to do that with. âOrder for Jungkook!â your voice resounds in the now-settled cafe. Perking up at the sound of his name, the chair screeches across the floor as Jungkook stands up to retrieve his food.Â
âThank you,â he says again. âYouâre welcome,â you give him a sweet smile. This time, Jungkookâs the one to blush. You watch as he gives you a small smile back, picking up his food, and turning back around to his group of friends.
âWe miss you over here, itâs like nothing is fun anymoreâ You didnât have much choice but to leave your friends back at your old school. The school here offered you much better opportunities than they did back in Gwangju. Taking a leap of faith, you packed your stuff and moved everything to Incheon. You knew little to no people here. Having never been here you had zero time to make any friends. Everything happened so suddenly you have had your main focus on trying to survive off of a fresh start. The move happened in the middle of summer break.Â
Hoseok agreed to drive down to help you move all your stuff into your new apartment. The dorms were more expensive than you had thought, so getting a summer job and looking for cheaper housing was your best bet at living to see a new day in this new city. âI miss you guys too. You guys should come down here. Leave Gwangju for a bit, I feel like I havenât seen you guys in agesâ The rest of your friends decided to stay back and plan out their new classes for the new upcoming year.Â
Sure, you were disappointed, but you didnât want to hold them back from planning their future. They had been supportive of your decision to move three hours away from them. You had told them that they could visit you whenever they wanted to.
âYeah, I know. I promise Iâll get everyone down there whenever we can, donât have too much fun over there without me though!â he teases you over the phone. Laughing at him, you pull your keys out from your pocket to unlock your door. Stepping inside your phone is placed between your cheek and your shoulder as you balance holding your new house plant and a small box you had forgotten in your car.Â
You close your door shut with your foot and place the box on your small dining table. Your apartment was small but big enough to fit two people. The living room wasnât as big but your bedroom was a decent size. You donât regret picking this place out, it was like living in a cot where no one could bother you. âHow could I when you're the life of the partyâ you laugh. Hoseok shakes his head as if you could see him. âHey, I gotta go now. Be safe over there and if you need any help Iâm one phone call away. I love youâÂ
âLove you too, Hobiâ Pulling your phone away you hear three beeps indicating the ending call. Walking over to the little window sill in your living room you place the overgrown plant there, making sure itâs angled enough to get the sunlight that it needs. Slumping down on the couch you pick up the remote laid on the armrest and turn on the TV. Playing whateverâs on as background noise. Sitting there and relishing your day, thereâs one specific highlight of today that catches your attention. That boy who came by the cafe today, Jungkook.Â
His bright boba eyes and his dimpled features play back into your head. His face is stuck in the forefront of your mind for the rest of the night. You hope that one day you will see him again
âNo, I swear she looked just like Jessica Rabbit,â Jimin continued about the girl he saw on campus a few days ago. Taehyung was immersed in his friendâs story. But however Jungkook canât find himself to indulge in his friendâs new âeye candyâ as Jimin liked to say. He found himself staring into space, thinking about you the whole way home. Jungkook has never found enough time to fond over some random woman heâs spent his time with.Â
But he can not find a way to get you away from his thoughts. Something about you keeps pulling him in and he canât seem to escape it. âHey, Jungkookie. You good?â Jimin shakes his arm a bit. He doesnât even realize that they are at their apartment already. He hadnât realized how long he spent thinking about you. âYeah, yeah Iâm goodâ he shakes his head and pulls his keys from his pocket.Â
Flipping the light switch to brighten up the room, the beeping of the door closing surrounds the room. âIâm gonna go wash upâ Jimin watches as his friend walks over to his room. Weird. He thinks. âAre you sure youâre okay?â Jungkook turns to look over to Jimin. âYeah, Iâm good, '' he says as if it weren't obvious. Jimin walks closer to him, examining his face. âI donât know it just seems like somethingâs bothering youâ The worried expression growing on his face convinces Jungkook to fess up.Â
âThat girl, at the cafe, I canât get her off my mind. We hadnât even exchanged that many words and I canât stop thinking about her,â He walks over to his couch and slumps down in defeat. A grin grows on Jimin's plump lips, taking a seat next to his young friend. âI knew it,â a smug look on his face. âBro, I told you to ask for her number. She seemed into you tooâ he says with a nudge to his shoulder, enthusiasm growing in his tone. Jungkook rubs a hand over his tired face and stands up again.Â
âI donât know if she makes me feel something. I donât know what it is but I donât like itâ You make butterflies erupt in his tummy, his heart beats faster, and you turn his cheeks rosy. Just looking at you he feels like heâs known you for a long time. And heâs just met you today. âI should just sleep on it, Iâll see how I feel in the morning. Who knows? Maybe Iâll completely forget about her when I wake up tomorrowâÂ
That was in fact, a lie. You were the first thing that popped up in Jungkookâs mind. Today he had a full agenda, it was registration week for classes. He wanted so badly to get rid of this feeling in the pit of his stomach. Walking into the shared bathroom, Jungkook walks in to get ready for the day. Through the mirror he sees Jimin emerging from his room, barely getting up from his bed. His shoulders slouched, his hair messy from sleep, and his eyes closed to still being closed from his slumber.Â
âWe need to be there by eight oâclock,â Jungkook tells him, mouth full of toothpaste. He gets a low hum in response from the kitchen. After finishing up in the bathroom, Jungkook walks out to prepare everything he needs. This is their last year in college, they needed to make the most of it. The screen of his phone lights up as he taps it to read the time. They had less than an hour to get out the door. Jungkook is ready with his things sitting next to him on the couch, he only has to wait for Jimin to finish. Nothing better to do than scroll through Instagram like random girlsâ posts and keep up with the media.Â
He somehow finds himself in his search bar. Moving his fingers over the keyboard, your name is what pops up. After searching for what had to be about a minute, he finds a picture of you smiling. You are with a group of friends surrounded by a table and playing what seems like a board game. Jungkook doesnât notice the smile growing on his face until he hears Jimin walk out to the living space.Â
âWhat are you smiling at?â He immediately shuts his phone off and looks up at his friend. âNothing,â he says nonchalantly. âLetâs go I donât wanna be lateâ Shrugging his shoulders Jimin walks over to his bag, sits on the chair at the dining table and walks to the door. Â
When they got to the campus, which was only a fifteen-minute walk from their apartment, it was filled with college students. Some ran over to their friends that hadnât seen in a while and some hung around, to themselves. Jungkook had slight hopes of seeing you here, registering as everybody else. Roaming the area he watches as different clubs set up booths, some standing by trying to get the freshman to sign up for their club.Â
Jungkook has lost sight of Jimin, finding himself with his other friends. Now heâs by himself watching other students in his class lurk around, making fun of the lower class for being lost. Itâs not until he finds himself on his phone again, looking through your profile again. It seemed like you liked to travel, youâve been to Japan, Italy, and many other foreign countries.Â
You seemed like a bubbly person, based on how you present yourself on social media.
His eyes found the clock again, and he had to get ready for his class.Â
âMom, Iâm alright. Iâm finding my way around campus. Itâs big but Iâll get the hang of it. Stop worrying so muchâ Your mom has been calling you almost every day to check in on how you are settling in your new home. Of course, she was supportive but she was going to miss you. Youâve never been this far from your mother let alone living without her. You had your own apartment but it was still close to her. The bond you had with your mother was special to you.Â
âOkay, honey. I just wanted to make sure you were doing okay, I miss youâ Itâs only a few minutes before your lecture starts and the class is almost filled with students. You hadnât realized how many people majored in psychology âI gotta go, Mom. Iâll talk to you later,â placing your tote bag down next to you. You see the professor walk in with a book in his hand. âAlright, I love you and stay safeâÂ
âI will, I love you tooâÂ
As you settle down in your seat you hear the door open again. This time, you see a familiar face. The boy you couldnât stop thinking about walks down your row, sitting a few seats away from you. You donât realize the butterflies flying in your tummy when you watch. âOkay, everyoneâ Your professor's voice booms through the room. âMy name is Namseok but you can call me professor ChoiâÂ
As the lesson is nearing its end you raise your hand to ask a question. âYes, missis?â he pauses, waiting for your response
â___â Jungkookâs ears perk up at your voice. His head turned to the sound of your voice. âYes, what are your questions?â Pulling your hand down to rest on your lap you speak up. âAre you available after class? Iâd like to ask a few questionsâ Professor Choi shakes his head and walks back behind his desk. âYes, please, come and see me after class and we will discuss whatever you needâ Jungkook still hasnât taken his eyes off of you since you spoke. Too immersed in how beautiful you looked today, out of your work uniform and in normal clothes.Â
âWell it seems like class is over for today. Good job everyone and I will see you on Thursdayâ Everyone collectively stands up and makes their way to the exit door. You on the other hand stay behind to ask a few questions. Instead of taking the normal way out like the other students. Jungkook walks the opposite way, past you. Watching as a muscular figure walks past you, you look up to see his face. Heâs already looking down to you and you can feel your warm cheeks express a slight red color.Â
Itâs until he turns back around to look at you that you fold. He was extremely handsome, how could you not?
Your shift at the cafe was about to begin. Itâs the middle of lunch time and the cafe has become busy. Sometimes you regret not signing up for afternoon classes. Night shifts are the busiest with the many college students coming in to study. Once again the ringing bell flows through your ears as customers walk through the door. You have yet to make any true friends around here. The only âfriendâ you have is your co-worker, Yejoon. She helped you out on your first day but she spends most of her time in the back making the food for hungry students.Â
Too busy watching the TV placed in the corner of the room you donât see the same muscle figure you saw in your lecture class. âHey,â he says. Tattooed arm out on display, chains adorning his neck. His body doesnât match his face at all, with cute boba eyes twinkling like there are stars in them, and a button nose with small moles placed haphazardly.
âYouâre in my psych class right?â he says, holding his weight up with his hands on the counter. You look up at him with squinted eyes. âYeah, I am. I saw you today at the end of class. Why didnât you go out with the other students?â This question catches him off guard. He needed to come up with an excuse, quick. âUh, thereâs another door that leads to a different building, I have a class thereâ Smooth. Nodding your head, you look behind him and watch as the line begins to grow. âJungkook? Was it?â he nods his head at you, ensuring you are right.Â
âWell, Jungkook. If you donât mind if you're gonna stay here and chit chat I suggest moving out of my line. I have a crowd of hungry college students and I donât intend on putting up with their attitudeâ You say with a scrunch of your nose. Jungkook puts his hands up as if heâs surrendering and throws you a smile. âI didnât mean to take long, I just came up here to ask you somethingâ You look up at him with a raised eyebrow. âAnd what is that?âÂ
âCan I have your number?â Bold. You think. âIf you step out of my line maybe Iâll consider itâ you tell him and he steps to the side so heâs not in the way of customers. âHi, Iâm sorry for holding up the line what I can get for youâ You ask the middle aged man that was after Jungkook. âYou wouldnât have to be sorry if you just told your boyfriend to fuck offâ Shock is read all over your face. You are not in the mood to handle rude customers today. âFirst of all, sir, he is not my boyfriend. Again I apologize for the wait. Itâs on the house,â you tell the man. Jungkook stands there watching the interaction go down.Â
For some reason this makes him even more eager to get your number. You look over to him as you wait for the next customer to tell you their order. âThis might take a while, take a seat anywhere youâd likeâ you point with your head as you tell him to wait. Itâs not until the very end of your shift that you realize that heâs still here, waiting for you.Â
You step away from behind the counter and take your apron off. âI canât believe you waitedâ you say under your breath walking closer to him. He looks up as he sees you from the corner of his eye. The chair scraping across the floor as he stands from his chair. âOf course I waited, I made it my mission to leave this place with some sort of way of communicating with youâ This surprises you. Youâve never met this guy in your life and now after a small meet heâs determined to get to know you.Â
âWell, Iâll give you my Instagram. Number is too personalâ he scoffs at that. Thankfully, he deleted your user from his search beforehand. Handing you his phone you type in your user and follow your account. Your pocket buzzes with a notification from your phone. Pulling your phone out you read the notification.
ggukkie has followed you
You smile as you read his user. You click on the tab and follow him back. His phone vibrates with a new notification and he reads your username
yeojacoure has followed you
Smiling as he looks up from his phone he says âIâll see you soon then?â You pull your hair from your hair tie and he watches as it flows down your shoulders. âI guess so, Jungkookâ He begins to walk away and before he can walk out the door he calls out for you. âGoodnightâ you reply with the same.
Feeling giddy inside Jungkook unlocks his phone and finds your account opening your message.Â
ggukkie: So how can I get your number? 7:43 pm
You look down at your phone as you exit through the back entrance. You read the text Jungkook had sent you only a few minutes ago. Smiling like an idiot you reply back.Â
yeojacoure: By earning it đ [7:49 pm]
ggukkie: And how do i do that? [7:49 pm]
yeojacoure: Figure it out đ [7:50 pm]
ggukkie: Câmon donât tease now [7:52pm]
yeojacoure: Not teasing [7:52 pm]
yeojacoure: Youâre a smart boy, you can do it! [7:53 pm]
He smile he cannot contain spreads on his lipsÂ
ggukkie: Alright, if working for it is what it takes then i guess thatâs what iâll do smh [7:53 pm]
When you think heâs done another text comes in
ggukkie: Are you free Saturday?[ 7:59 pm]
Your heart picks up once again because of him. What could he possibly have in mind?Â
yeojacoure: Yes⌠Why are you asking? [8:00 pm]
ggukkie: Letâs hang out [8:00 pm]
You think about it for a minute. You were just complaining aboutÂ
having no friends in town. Maybe itâs time you make some.Â
yeojacoure: Okay sure, what do you have in mind? [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: Itâs a surprise đ [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: If you get to be all secretive on me then I can be too [8:03 pm]
yeojacoure: okay fine, as long as you donât plan to murder me then okay [8:04 pm]
ggukkie: Why would I want to kill someone as beautiful as you? [8:04 pm]
This gets you to blush, hard. You feel like kicking your feet up and swinging them like a dumb teenage girl. You take a minute to breathe before responding back to him.Â
yeojacoure: shut up [8:06 pm]
yeojacoure: Iâll see you Saturday [8:06 pm]
Jungkook smiles at your final text and finally starts to make his way back to his apartment. He hasnât felt like this since his junior year of high school and it scares him a bit.
Days have gone by since Jungkook practically begged for your number at the cafe. Youâve seen him around campus but never bothered to interact with him. Except for your psychology class, he made the empty space next to you his permanent seat. Itâs now Saturday, he was supposed to take you out today but he never told you a time or a place. Now youâre sitting in your little apartment semi-dressed for an unknown plan.Â
You had given him your address in class, which he got in trouble for talking to your professor. He says itâs not far from where he lived and you remember he gave you a disgusting little smile.
It is getting darker now, the sun beginning to set behind the city and the lights illuminating the lively city. Now you are having doubts that he will even show up. âI donât know, Hobi. He told me heâd pick me up but he never gave me a time and he hasnât texted me or called me at allâ you talk to your best friend over the phone.
âRelax, Iâm sure he will show eventually. If he doesnât show then why was he so desperate to get your number?â you sigh. He does have a point.Â
 Your doubts are crushed when you hear your doorbell ring in your ears. âOh my God, okay, heâs here. Iâll call you when I get backâÂ
âOkay, be safe and if anything happens and I donât hear back from you. Iâm driving my ass down there and calling the policeâ you chuckle at your friend. âI will, I gotta goâ you click the red button to end the call.
You walk over to the door to look through the tiny hole on the door. Making sure you arenât opening the door to some stranger.Â
âTold you Iâd surprise youâ He says when the door opens. His eyes follow you up and down. You werenât wearing anything special. A short off the shoulder long sleeve with a bow tying around the back and jeans. âYeah, I started to doubt youâd even show up. Itâs practically night out already.â you roll your eyes at him as you walk out the door. Not before grabbing your purse off the dining table.Â
âAwh were you waiting for meâ he teases. You nudge him with an arm as you walk side by side down the hall to the elevator. When it does arrive a small family comes out before you enter. Pressing the bottom floor Jungkook makes small conversation. âYou look pretty tonightâ you reply back with a small âThank you,â a blush starting to rise to your cheeks once again. âWhere are you even taking me?âÂ
âWell if I tell you it wouldnât be a surprise, but since youâre so insistent then Iâll tell you,â the door to the elevator opens as it stops on your desired floor. âIâm taking you around the city, I remember you told me once after class that youâve had any idea around so Iâm showing youâ your heart picks up once again at the thought of him remembering little things that you said. It seems to do that a lot when youâre around him.Â
When you reach the parking garage you donât see any car in sight. âWhereâs your car?â He walks up to a motorcycle and taps the back of it. âRight hereâ your eyebrows raise in confusion. He hadnât told you he was picking you up in this. âYouâre kidding me, right? Weâre driving this?â a bit of hesitation can be heard in your voice. A smirk appears on his face as he watches your face full of worries. How cute. He thinks.Â
âOh câmon, I drive safe. You have nothing to be worried aboutâ he places gentle hands on your arms. You lean a bit to the side to look back at the vehicle. Looking back up at him you let out a sigh and reluctantly agree. âAtta girlâ he picks up the helmet that was set on top of the bike. He pushes it into your arms, confusion begins to settle on your face. âWhat about you? What if you get hurt?âÂ
Your brows furrow once again in worry. He has the urge to pinch your cheeks from how adorable you look but he refrains himself and nudges your chin with his finger. âDonât worry about me, hmm? Iâve done this plenty of times,â he moves to stand in front of you and he looks down at your small frame.
âCan you trust me?â he says.
You give him a look that isnât convincing but you nod anyway. âGood, now hop on.â He moves to throw his leg over the bike and he kicks the stand up. You place the helmet on and do the same as him. âNow, hold on tight. Iâm responsible for you tonight. Canât have you getting hurtâ he says, patting the side of your thigh. The loud roaring of the engine resounds through the big garage, making you jump slightly.Â
When you get to the highway he picks up the speed and you hold his waist just a bit tighter, praying you donât crash with his slightly reckless driving. His hand lets go of one of the handles and you feel him place it over yours intertwining your fingers.
As you ride through the city the lights from buildings light up the dark streets. Slight suspicion grows in your mind when Jungkook turns into a small alleyway. Nothing but trash bins aligned on a wall and a door leading into the building next to you. âJungkook, where are we?â he pulls his hand out in front of you to help you off his bike, taking it kindly. You pull off the helmet and place it on one of the handles. âOne of the places I want to show youâÂ
âOne of these places?â he turns his head to you and gives you a small smile. âBig city means lots of places to discoverâ He pulls the handle of the door and youâre hit with loud chatter and warm light. Itâs a small bar filled with laughter and low lights. Itâs not as packed as it is outside in the streets. âYa! Jungkook-ah,â you hear a deep voice call for Jungkook from one of the tables. A man with round glasses and a pretty smile calls him over to his table. âI havenât seen you in a whileâ he brings the younger one into a hug. âYeah, well Iâve been caught up with school and whatnotâÂ
The taller manâs attention is drawn to you now. You feel small under his gaze. âAnd who is this? A girlfriend?â he teases him, pulling him into a headlock. Jungkooks face scrunches with a smile displaying his bunny-like teeth. He pushes the older man off of him and fixes his hair. âThis is a friend,â he corrects him. Jungkook looks down to you and introduces you to his friend. â___ this is Namjoon, an old friend of mineâÂ
âHey! Iâm not that old,â he slaps the younger one on the back of his head, you let out a snicker. âItâs nice to meet you ___, I see that Jungkookie here has finally come out of his shellâ you let out a giggle. âHyung, stop embarrassing me, goshâ he hides his face behind his hand. âIâm just teasing youâ his gaze falling back on you. âSo what brings you to Incheon?â you look down to play with the bracelet on your wrist. âWell, I was originally going to school in Gwangju, but I found out that they had better plans here for me than they did back over there,âÂ
âAhh I see, I hope you find comfort here. It is a big city but youâll get around. If anything you have me and Jungkook here to help you if you need it,â conversation begins to flow smoothly between the two of you. Jungkook had taken a seat next to you, placing his arm on the back of your chair as he listened to you converse with his friend. He canât help but admire the way you look right now. Your smile radiates warmth all around and the way your eyes shine in the light. He feels like he can look at you for hours on end.Â
âIt was nice meeting you, I hope to see you soonâ Namjoonâs eyes gaze over to Jungkook, with a smug smirk on his lips. Rolling his eyes at him he turns his head to the side shying away to hide his rosy cheeks. âIt was nice meeting you too, Namjoon. I had a great time,â with a wave he turns the corner of the building and disappears into the night. Itâs silent between the two of you now, you look up at Jungkook standing next to you. He looks down at you and furrows his brows, âWhat?âÂ
âWhat do you mean, âwhatâ? Are we gonna stand here all night or are we going to have fun? Hmm,â a grin displaying on your face as you walk past him and lift the helmet off the place you left it. Chuckling Jungkook straddles the bike and looks back.
âHop onâ The roaring of the engine rings through your ears once again and through the small alleyway. The city lights have become slightly dimmer now that itâs getting later into the night. Fewer people roam the streets but still many young souls live their young lives with their friends.Â
The drive to your next destination takes a bit longer. Itâs close to leaving the city. The sign you read as you enter the small area is âSongdo Central Parkâ. The small streets go on for miles as booths pile up down the line. Jungkook parks on one of the many sidewalks and helps you with your bike.
âWhat is this place?â you say.Â
âCentral Park, I come here sometimes to clear my mind,â he walks mindlessly with you trailing behind him.
The lights of the monument in the middle of the park are bright lighting up the path. Walking side by side now, you watch as Jungkook takes in the cool, summer air, hands swaying next to each other, and fingers brushing against each other. You point at a booth selling candied fruits and tug on his jacket.Â
âCan we get some?â your big eyes looking at his. How could he resist you? Obliging, he gives you a small shake of his head and follows you to the booth.
âHello! What can I get for you?â the nice old lady asks.
Fruits skewered on a stick in her hand as she dips it in a sugary coating. âCan, please get, uhmmâ you place a hand on your chin looking through the small collection of fruit. âWhich one should we get?â you turn to Jungkook, who has been staring at you the whole time, and he looks over the tray of sweet snacks. âLetâs get one strawberry and a mix of both with grapes,â he tells the lady with a sweet smile.Â
She grabs the fruits and places it in small trays for the both of you. âThat will be five dollars, pleaseâ Jungkook hands her cash he had stored in his pocket. âThank you!â you say as you wave her goodbye. Walking in silence enjoying your snack Jungkook canât help but feel nervous now that heâs next to you. You bring the fruits to his lips and you place your hand underneath to catch the falling crumbs. âYou want some?â he looks at your adorable face as you wait for him to take a bite.Â
Taking the sweet red fruit in his mouth a piece of sugar falls from it, landing in your hand. You bring it to your mouth and take the hard sweet. Jungkookâs heart pace speeds up for an unknown reason and you continue on as if nothing happened, finishing off whatâs left of your treat. Clearing his throat he asks, âHow do you like the city so far?â looking ahead of him. A couple playing with their little dog as it runs around in the grass.Â
Your eyes follow his and you can feel a smile grow on your lips. âI like it, but I feel like thereâs only so much that I can explore in one dayâ
You walk over to throw both of your trash away and you find a bench in front of the small lake in the middle of the park. Walking over to it and taking a seat Jungkook follows suit. âI can show you so many other places if youâd let meâ a grin growing on his lips.Â
You look to the side of you and give him a small smile âI donât know, Jeon. Iâd have to think about that oneâ you laugh. âOh câmon, I know my way around the city. I can show you so much moreâ the night continues on with laughter and playful banters. You donât notice the time passing until your phone rings with a notification. âOh, shit. Itâs getting late we should get goingâ Jungkook stands from his seat and stretches his hand out for you to grab. Taking it, he pulls you from your seat and he doesnât let go until you find yourselves back at his bike.Â
About an hour later, your apartment building comes into sight as you turn the corner of your street. Jungkook comes to a slow stop near the entrance of your parking garage and parks his bike. Taking off the helmet for the last time tonight you run your fingers through your hair making sure your hair was kept well. Hopping off, Jungkook places the helmet down on the seat of the bike. âCan I walk you?âÂ
âYes, you can '' the look in your eye is something he canât quite make out but it makes his tummy do backflips. You walk in front of him to the lobby of your apartment and press on the button with the arrow pointing up to the upper floors.
It dings immediately given the late hour of the night, assuming everyone is fast asleep by now. The ride up to your apartment was silent. The only sound in the small elevator was going up the few floors you lived above.
The door rings and its doors open wide for you to exit. You walked down the short hall and stopped at your door, turning around to face Jungkook. His hands are stuffed in his pockets as he looks at anything but you. Feeling the nervous crawling back into his chest. You are the first one to speak, âI had fun today, Jungkook '' your smile eases him a bit. âIâm glad you did, my offer still stands, you knowâÂ
You think about the time you spent at the park, you are still taking it into deep consideration leaning towards saying yes to him again. You only respond back with, âIâll think about itâ he laughs, his head hanging low at your unclear answer. Sighing he looks past your head at the wall behind you. He builds up the courage to ask you again. âSo, how about that number?â you burst out laughing. Covering your mouth trying to keep quiet in courtesy of your neighbors. âWhat makes you think, youâve earned my number?âÂ
A hint of laughter still hidden your voice. âWell, I did take you out and gave you a good time. I think I deserve itâ You think about it for a minute. âIâve decided to make this easier for you, Iâll make it like an easter egg huntâ you jump up with enthusiasm. He looks at you with confusion, wrinkles forming between his eyebrows. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âIâll give you clues! You can earn each digit one by oneâ you say proudly. He chuckles at your antics, accepting you challenge him and he nods his head. âOkay, when do I get my first clue?â you look around trying to think of something clever. âAhh! Itâs in my address,â he looks up to the numbers on your door deciphering which one of the four numbers could be in yours. âThatâs your only hintâÂ
âYou really are a tease, you know thatâ , shaking his head. You only smile up at him, nose scrunched. âYou should get going, itâs late.âÂ
âYeah,â itâs silent for a moment before Jungkook speaks up one last time tonight. âI liked tonight with you ___,â you look down, shy. âI did too, Jungkook. You arenât as bad as I thought you wouldâ you tease him. Rolling his eyes at your gesture, he nudges the bottom of your chin with his finger and lifts his head looking down at you âI thought youâd be a handful, but I guess you're tolerableâ you slightly push on his shoulder. He grabs your wrist and you both stop for a moment.Â
You donât realize how close you have become. Faces close together. Slowly leaning in, Jungkook's eyes gravitate to your soft, pink lips. Before your lips could touch your head moved to the side, whispering in his ear, âGoodnight, Jungkookâ your hand leaves the nape of his neck and you turn your door. Before it could close, you locked eyes with Jungkook, one last time.Â
Once he canât see you anymore, Jungkook lets out a breath he didnât know he was holding. He turns to make his way back to his bike holding on to his chest where his heart lies. The feeling erupting in his chest feels foreign to him. Something he hasnât felt in years. It scares him. Itâs something he refuses to let himself feel. Maybe he just needs to sleep. Maybe heâs just tired from the long day heâs had.Â
Hopping on his bike. He makes his way back home, thinking about the digits of your address, dissecting them. Determination stays on his mind for the rest of the night.
A small crowd of students file into the quiet library. Books surround you with knowledge of classes that you are taking. A pencil clad in your hand as you think of more notes to write down on your notebook in front of you. Jungkook has been texting you since the day he took you out. Asking you random questions throughout the day, but to your surprise he hasnât said a single thing about your number.Â
You jump a bit in your seat when the chair in front of you screeches against the floor. When you look up you see Jungkookâs handsome face, a chuckle coming from his lips at your reaction. âHiâ he says in a whisper. Shaking your head at him you go back to writing your notes. âHow did you know I was here?â He watches as you write down words on your piece of paper. His tattooed hand reaches out and starts playing with the edge of the paper and you look up at him. âI was on my way to get some lunch and saw you through the window, you donât work today?â his head tilts to the side like a puppy dog. You shake your head, âNo, I have a day off today and I wanted to spend it studying. But I canât do that with you bothering meâ he rolls his eyes and lets go of the paper.Â
Itâs silent for only a minute before he starts speaking again. âWhen will you be done?â He's like a nagging child, always in need for attention. You let out a sigh of frustration and put your pencil down beside the notebook. âYou donât have any other friends you can annoy?â a small pout forms on his lips. Sulking, because of your attitude.Â
âI wanna hang out with youâ you try one more time to focus on studying. Opening one of the books lying beside you. A loud groan comes from the big baby in front of you and you quietly slam the book shut. âFine! What do you want to do,â placing your remaining things into your bag and you stand from your chair to pull it over your shoulder. Jungkook beats you to it, though. Placing the white tote bag over his shoulder and carrying it out with him. Puffing a breath of air out you follow him to the door.
The weather is nice today, it wasnât too hot like those other summer days. It seems to be cooling down. âWhere are we eating?â you ask behind him. He turns his head to look back at you and slows his pace down to match yours. âThis place that serves the most delicious pork belly,â his posture straight, determined to get to the restaurant as fast as possible. Before he came into the library he had already been planning to ask you out to lunch with him.Â
He was originally planning on walking to the cafe, so he had been waiting a while. When you walk into the restaurant you are hit with the warm air with the scent of meat. To your surprise it wasnât as busy as youâd expect it to be considering it being lunch hour. Jungkook picks out a table in the middle of the restaurant. Taking a seat in front of him, he grabs a menu that had already been placed there and picks out his favorite dishes.Â
âHello, what can I get started for you guys today?â The server walks up to the table with a notepad and pencil in his hand. His attention is drawn to you first. You look up at him and give him a sweet smile. His hair was wavy and dimples showed whenever he smiled. You look down to your hands resting on the table and you look at Jungkook. His stare already on you, clearing his throat he begins to order.Â
Once it is written down on the notepad the waiter grabs the menus from the table. âIâll be out shortly with your foodâ You nod your head politely and bring your attention back to the man in front of you. âYou still havenât given me another hintâ He brings up again. Sighing with a smile on your lips you slightly shake your head at him. âYou are never going to give up, are you?âÂ
âNope, Iâm determinedâÂ
âWhy? Is my Instagram not enough?â You say with a shake of your shoulder.Â
âNo, itâs not. Are you gonna give me another hint or what?" Sass can be heard in his tone. Instead of having the poor boy go on for ages figuring out your number you give him the first six digits. âFine, Iâm starting to feel bad for you now. Iâll give more than one numberâ At this his eyes light up like the galaxy. Excitement growing in his chest and a smile that brings out his dimples appear on his face.Â
Laughing at his excitement you write down on a piece of napkin you pull from the box next to you. â823257â written in bold ink. You fold it up and slide it over to Jungkookâs side of the table. âThere now you need to find the last fourâ Now feeling a bit more relieved he stuffs the napkin deep into the pockets of his sweats. The food is brought out and the same waiter places it on the table in front of you.Â
âThank you,â you tell him with that same smile you gave him earlier. Blush begins to grow on his pale cheeks and he bows, walking away to serve other tables. Scoffing Jungkook looks away from the boy and takes the scissors from the tray, cutting up the meat. âWhat was that look for?â you say to him picking up a pair of utensils. âNothingâ you laugh lightly at his pouty lips.Â
The sizzling of the meat on the grill resounds and smoke lifts into the air from the hot pan. âDo you think itâs cheating if another man helps separate your perilla leaf for you with chopsticks if youâre already with someone?â The ridiculous question gets you to chuckle. âI donât think so, why does it matter if you're just going to end up eating it anyway?â you say, taking a piece of meat he grilled and placed on your plate for you into your mouth.Â
His eyebrows furrowed as he chews on the pork belly and his legs jump a little under the table. âIt does matter! I feel like it's cheating plain and simple. If I were dating someone it should only be me helping you. Not some other guy that you happen to be friends withâÂ
âWhatever you wanna believe, Jeon. But personally, I really donât care. As long as I have food in my mouth then Iâm happyâ you say as you stuff your mouth with rice.Â
The check comes around when you finish eating. You go to grab the piece of paper but, once again, Jungkook beats you to it. âYah, Iâm the one who brought you out to eat. I should be the one paying for itâ he held the paper away from you. Slumping in your seat you cross your arms across your chest. âBut itâs expensive, let me help pay halfâ With a proud smile Jungkook signs off on it and gives it to your waiter. âToo late, already paid forâ he sends you a sly grin and you let out a puff of air.
The beeping sound of the door resounds in the quiet apartment. Jungkook walks to his shoe rack next to the front door and pulls off his big black shoes. Walking over to the couch he settles down on the couch and turns on the TV. Before he could pull his jacket off he remembers the small napkin you gave to him at the restaurant. Digging through his pocket he feels the soft paper and unravels it, revealing the numbers you had written down.Â
The front door beeps once again, the slightly shorter man walks through the door and places his bag on the dining table. âHey,â Jimin says. âWhat do you wanna do tonight? We donât have a schedule for tomorrow and we donât need to be up earlyâ he says, digging through the fridge for something to eat. Jungookâs focus is still analyzing the piece of paper. âUh, do you think you could help me with something?â he turned his attention to the blonde standing behind the counter, a drink propped in his hand.Â
âYeah, what is it?â taking a sip from his bottle. Jungkook stands to walk over to Jimin and places the napkin in front of him. He looks down at it and lifts his head back up to look at his friend. âA napkin with a bunch of numbers on it? Is it like a code or something?â he says with confusion laced in his voice. Jungkook shakes his head and he pulls up your Instagram account. âDo you remember her?â Jimin brings the phone closer to his face to properly see what he has displayed on his phone. It takes him a little while to remember your face. Then his face brows straighten out as he recalls that day he saw you. âAh, the cafe workerâ Jungkook shakes his head, âYes, herâÂ
âWhat about her?â Confusion written on his face again. âWell, Iâve been hanging out with her for a while now-â before he can continue his sentence Jimin cuts him off, âAnd you didnât mind telling me this until now because?âÂ
âI donât know, Iâve just been so caught up with her and I didnât even think about mentioning her. But now Iâm in a situationâ he starts off by telling him the day he walked into the cafe and waited for you to finish up so he could talk to you. And the rest of the story after that. âWhy is she playing hard to get? Itâs just a couple of numbersâ Jimin says. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders, turning around back to the couch.Â
âShe said itâs a personal thing, which is so stupid. Weâve been texting back nâ forth on Instagram. I was out with her today and she gave me those numbersâ he sighs out of frustration. Jimin flows behind him and sits on the sofa next to him. He places the drink down and pats Jungkook on the shoulder. âYouâre in luck, I have my mom to thank for this.â he pulls out a thick book filled with thousands of phone numbers from under the coffee table. Jungkookâs eyes widen in shock as the book slams on the table in front of them.Â
âWhen did she give this to you?â he asks in shock. âShe gave it to me before I left Busan, I forgot I had it with me. I never had a use for it so it was stored away in the closet at our old dormâ He opens the book and flips through the thin pages. He stops on a page and glides his finger down looking for those six numbers. âHere!â He looks back to the napkin next to the book and reads off the numbers. Jungkook watches in awe as he watches his friend work his âmagicâ. âNow all we need to do is look through,â he pauses for a second âone hundred seventeen phone numbersâ A loud âWhat!â comes from the man beside him. âLooks like we have a long night ahead of us JungkookieâÂ
The first number they dialed was an old lady. She was sweet about them calling the wrong number and they moved on to the next. The fifth number they dial was a fried chicken place, not being able to contain themselves they placed an order for delivery. The two of them spend the next hour and a half trying to search for your number. Jungkook is close to losing hope. He ended up stepping out to their balcony and took a cigar out from the box laying on top of the table next to the couch.Â
Inhaling a puff into the nightâs air, he begins to feel a bit more relaxed. Jimin walks in behind him, standing next to him as they look out into the city. Lights, once again brightening up the city. The sounds of cars driving by and flocks of birds flying in the sky. Jimin takes in the fresh air, his arms leaning against the railing. âWhat if she gave you a fake number?â he says. Jungkook only sighs and takes another drag from his cigarette.Â
âI mean weâve been at this for hours and all weâve found is nothingâ But Jungkook being the stubborn man he is he says âWe have twenty more numbers to call. And if none of them is hers, thenâ he pauses. He looks up at the stars twinkling in the black sky. He closes his eyes and thinks. âThen Iâll just give up,â Jimin nods his head at his friend's decision, his head hanging low as he pats the taller oneâs shoulder walking back into the room.Â
Jungkook places the end of the stick in a bowl lying on the edge of the thick railing and trails behind the elder. Plopping himself back down on the couch, he begins to prepare himself for maybe one of the longest hours of his life. He picks his phone up again and dials one of the remaining numbers. But to no avail, itâs not your voice he hears on the other end of the phone. Crossing it off in the book he dials the next one, and then the next, and then heâs on the sixth number.
The phone rings for a while, but on the fourth ring, someone picks up. âHello?â you say. Jungkook is silent. Shocked that itâs actually you, heâs finally talking to. âHello,â he says back. You bring your phone away from your ear and look at the number. âJungkook? How did you manage to find the rest of my number so quickly?â He laughs at that. âQuicklyâ is quite the opposite of tonight.
âThank fucking God itâs you,â he says. Jimin perks up, turning around to face Jungkook.
Autumn
The sun rose over the horizon and spilt into the room, the blinds kept slightly ajar covering bits of the messy room, the light laying over his sleeping body. His eyes slow open as the sun peeks through them. He twists and turns in the comfort of his bed until he becomes restless, pulling the comforter away from his body. âJungkookâ a girl hovering over his tired body. She lays her own over his, cuddling into his neck as she wraps her arms around his neck, he buries himself in her scent dragging his hands to wrap around her waist.Â
The girl plants soft kisses along his soft skin whispering little nothings into his ear. Before he could pull away to find her beautiful face, his eyes opened.
âGet up!â Jimin tugs on his arm harder. Jungkook jerks up from his bed, wiping his eyes from sleep. âWhat time is it?â his deep voice still laced with his deep slumber, Jimin looks at the clock on the wall by his mirror and back at the sleepy boy.
"Itâs ten thirty, we were supposed to meet Namjoon ten minutes agoâ he yells. Jungkook groans standing up from the bed, without watching out for where he was going he stubs his toe on the corner of the bed, âShitâ he falls onto his bed again holding his foot. His phone buzzes with a notification. The name read â___ đşâ, and a smile formed on his face as he read your name.Â
y/nđş: Hey sleepy. Iâve been trying to reach you for like an hour but it seems like youâre too busy for me now đ. I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out today? [10:35 am]Â
His smile grows even wider. He thought heâd never see the day that you would reach out and ask if he wanted to hang out. Unfortunately, he has plans out today. Itâs been a long while since he and all of his friends planned to hang out together. With everyone being busy with school and work, they never found the time to plan a get together.Â
Me: Hey, sorry I didnât get back. I woke up late. [10:37 am]
Me: Someone missing me already? 𫤠[10:37 am]Â
He stands up from his bed and walks through the bedroom door. Jimin walks past him, already dressed and ready for the day, âYouâre not ready yet, weâre going to leave in like five minutesâ he says. âAlright! I wonât take that long, relaxâ He walks into the bathroom and prepares himself for the day ahead of him. The sink buzzes from his phone. The screen lights up with another notification.Â
y/n đş: Calm down pretty boy, I was just asking because Iâm off today and I donât have any plans [10:45 am]
Me: So you think Iâm pretty? lol, sorry angel i canât today, what about tomorrow? [10:47 am]
While he waits for a response he walks out of the bathroom and walks over to his closet, looking through the many clothes he has. Finally, picking out something to wear he walks out to the living space where Jimin is sitting on the couch, looking at his phone waiting for him to finish. âFinally,â he breathes out in relief. âIf only you set a damn alarm we wouldnât be so late, Tae keeps texting me if we were there yet and yet weâre still standing hereâ he shakes his head.Â
âCan you calm down, Iâm ready. Letâs goâ Jungkook walks forward to the front door and his keys in his hand. He waits for Jimin to walk out before he locks the door. As they are walking down the hall to the parking garage, Jungkook checks his phone again to find your message.Â
y/n đş: Donât get so cocky now Jeon. Yeah, thatâs fine. I guess Iâll just spend my time alone today đ [10:48 am]Â
Me: Cheer up at least you get to spend the whole day with me tomorrow! đ [10:59 am]
y/n đş: Yeah yeah. Have fun with your boyfriends [11:00 am]Â
Cheesing at his phone he sends you a thumbs up and puts his phone away and takes his car keys out. âWhat are you smiling about?â Jimin looks over to his friend in the driver's seat. âIs it ___?â he guesses. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders as he places the key into the ignition.
As Jungkook pulls out of the parking garage, Jimin takes the aux cord and plugs it into his phone, â3:00 AMâ by Finding Hope plays softly in the background of the car. âSo, whatâs the deal with you and her?â He starts the conversation first. âWhat do you mean? Weâre just friends,â Jimin looks at him with a look of suspicion written on his face. âHmm, youâve been spending almost all of your time with her, and I always catch you geeking whenever youâre texting her, doesnât seem like âjust friendsâ to meâ he lifts two fingers up in the air as quotations.Â
âYou are so deluded. I canât have girls that are friends anymore?âÂ
âYouâve never had a girl-friend before. Itâs either you sleep with them or you sleep with them. I have never seen you spend this much time with someone let alone a girl. Letâs be real now,â This leaves Jungkook silent. He is right, though. He just wonât admit that he is. âWhatever, manâ The car ride is spent in silence for the rest of the time being.Â
Itâs not until Jimin gets an incoming call from Taehyung. The phone is still connected to the car, his deep voice is loud throughout the vehicle. âHello?â Jimin says, âWhere are you guys?âÂ
âWeâre almost there, why?â Jungkook says. âJust asking, cus Namjoon-hyung is getting antsy, he just wants to make sure you guys are coming, it has been a while since weâve all been togetherâÂ
âOkay were pulling up in the parking lot now, see you soonâÂ
âSee you in a bitâ the calls end and the music starts to play again. The car comes to a stop, and the two close the door shut. This place is different to the one he took you out to that night all those days ago. This one is more secluded, not many people know about, considering itâs Namjoonâs fatherâs place. The small building is next to a lake, only a few others in sight down the road. the quiet sounds of the water rippling in the air, and the leaves turning into red, orange, and brown colors with the changing season.Â
Leaves crunch under their feet as they walk up to the door, knocking to be let in. The eldest one in the group answers the door. âYah, what took you guys so long.â Jin says, pushing their hands slightly in a playful manner. âThis one woke up lateâ he points to Jungkook. He raises his hands up and apologizes, âSorry, I forgot to set an alarm, but to be fair I went to sleep late last night working on a projectâÂ
âAt least you're hereâ Jin throws his arm over his youngestâs shoulder. âIt feels like I havenât seen you in ages,âÂ
âYeah, me tooâ Yoongi, another one of their friends, comes from the bathroom. Jungkook throws him a smile and pulls him into a hug. âItâs nice to see you guys againâ Namjoon comes from what seemed like a gaming room âLook at us, one whole againâ he opens his arms and brings Jungkook into a hug as well. Jimin and Taehyung are sitting at one of the couches catching up on what theyâve been doing since they last saw each other.Â
They all gather around and begin chit chatting. âSo, Jungkookie, Jimin here tells us youâre seeing someoneâ Jin raises his eyebrows, curious about his friend's love life. Jungkook shakes his head as he takes a sip of whiskey. âIâm not seeing anyone, sheâs just a friendâ at this Namjoon perks up and joins in on the conversation. âOh is it __? I thought you guys were together, I mean you guys shouldâve been there. They he looked at her was so sweetâÂ
âI did not look at her in any wayâ he objects.Â
âWait, you've met her already?!â Jin says with a look of hurt on his face. âThatâs not fair! I basically raised you and this is how you repay me!â he yells.
âCan we please calm down, sheâs nothing but a friend to me, why is that so hard to believeâ They all become silent now. Giving each other knowing looks, he lets out a sigh and pulls a cigar out from his pocket. Taking a lighter that was lying on the table in front of him he lights it up, taking a drag.
âOh câmon, when will you introduce us? Itâd be good to see a new face around hereâ Jungkook looks up at Yoongi and back down to his cigar. âI donât know, itâll happen when it happensâ It is silent for a minute before Jungkook changes the subject. âHowâs Aria and the baby? I miss that little dumplingâ Jinâs baby, Minchae, isÂ
Jungkook's goddaughter, itâs been a long time since heâs seen her. Jin and his wife, Aria, are high school sweethearts, sheâs seen him through his growth spurt, he hasnât spent a day looking bad. He doesnât blame her for staying with him for all these years.Â
âTheyâre doing good, we wanted to host a barbeque sometime in two weeks, I forgot to bring this up the last time we were togetherâÂ
Everyone perks up at the mention of food, all agreeing, they begin to talk about life, what theyâve all been caught up doing since their last get together.
âAre you guys dating?â Your best friend asks over the phone. After Jungkook told you he was busy, you brought yourself out of your tiny apartment and did a little bit of exploring yourself.
âNo, weâre not. We are just friendsâ you deny your relationship with Jungkook. He is one of the first friends (?) that you have made so far since you moved here. Yes, his personality is a bit condescending but you still manage to find a way to tolerate it.Â
âWell, from the way you described him, it sounds like more than friends to meâ You shake your head as if he could see you. âFine believe what you wanna believe, but I assure you we are just friends-â Mid sentence you donât pay attention to where your feet are leading you. You bump into a tall figure, when you turn around to apologize, you get a closer glimpse of the man. âHey, you were our waiter the other day at that restaurant near the campusâ you say pointing at him. He smiles and gives you a nod of his head.Â
âYeah, that was meâ An awkward silence fills between you two until you speak again. âIâm sorry, I wasnât watching where I was going,â he lifts his hands in the air in a forgiving manner.
âNo, no itâs okayâ smiling again at him you slowly begin to turn around to go on your way. Not until he stops you in your tracks, âWait! Uhmâ You turn your head back around to face him and raise your eyebrows. âYes?âÂ
âI was too scared to ask you this back at the restaurant, but can I have your number?â How cute, you think. A smile breaks out on your lips and you walk closer to him. âI donât even know your name,â you say to him. Immediately he says âItâs Jiungâ. You pause for a minute looking up at the sky as if you were thinking. âOkay, Jiung. Give me your phoneâ That same sweet smile you gave to him gets him to blush. He pulls his phone out from his jacket pocket and places it in my hand.Â
You put in your number and hand it back to him, you turn away but not before you say âHave a good dayâ in a sweet voice. His heart starts to race as you turn your back to him and continue your adventure. âWhat was that?â Hoseok says through the phone. âThis guy that I saw at this restaurant Jungkook took me to. He asked for my number.Â
âWow, you are a guy magnet over there, what happened here?â he says teasinglyÂ
âShut upâÂ
Loud knocks are heard from your front door as you get ready in your room. Your hair is still up in curlers, your baggy t-shirt is on, and your biker shorts are still on, you walk over to the door and look through the peephole. The beeping of the door is heard next to you and Jungkook steps into the room. âLook at you in your pajamas. Didnât I say I was gonna be here at one?â
he says in a teasing manner behind you. Walking back to your room you hear his heavy steps follow behind you. âUh, I donât remember letting you into my roomâ You turn to face him. âAnd I donât remember caring enough to ask,â The beefy man says plopping down on your bed. Rolling your eyes you walk back to your bathroom, his hands lay behind his head as he relaxes into your bed. You walk out with a robe on now, and Jungkook eyes you up and down.Â
âDo you mind?â you say looking back at him.Â
âI wonât look I swearâ You give him a look that says âI donât trust youâ. Turning around you go through your closet, pick a casual outfit, and bring it back to the bathroom.
Jungkook rolls his eyes as you walk away. Your bathroom and bedroom connect, and the big mirror above your sink shows almost everything in it. His eyes wander around your room, thinking about it now heâs never stepped foot in your apartment before, and his gaze stops at the mirror in the bathroom. You have taken your robe off and your bare back is on display.Â
He holds his breath as he takes in your figure, You grab the clip that was holding your hair and he watches as your hair cascades down your shoulder. Your head turns to look at how your hair had turned out from the rollers, but instead, you're met with Jungkookâs gaze. Heâs sat up in your bed now, lips parted slightly. You hold his stare before looking away and bending down to grab your clothes.Â
Snapping out of his trance, you can hear shuffling coming from your room. You look back to your bed and find it empty, Jungkook is in the other room, trying to steady his breath. A few minutes later you walk out of your room, a big sweater covering your body and a small skirt adoring part of your legs.
âAre you ready?â You say tilting your head up to look at him.
He only nods his head in response and waits for you to collect your things. He stands by the door, watching you put your sneakers on. A small white bag is thrown over your shoulder.
When you are finally done you walk out the door and he closes it behind you. The walk to the parking garage was quiet for some odd reason. When you both get into his car you destroy the silence between you two. âHow come you arenât being annoying today? Usually, youâre talking my head off or asking me dumb questionsâ His mind is still stuck on what he saw back at your apartment.Â
Low music plays softly in his car as he responds, âItâs nothing, Iâm just tired from yesterday.â Softly nodding your head away from him you look out the window and wait until you arrive at his place. Itâs silent again for only a few minutes when you decide to speak up again, âYouâre such a liarâ he turns his gaze away from the road for a second to look at you. âWhat did I lie about?âÂ
âYou said that your place is just a walk away from mineâ he chuckles at your complaining. Secretly you had hoped that you would walk with him to his complex, your neighbors usually take their dog out for a walk at this time and youâd always play with her. âSorry you shouldâve moved closer to me thenâ he says it as if you had any control over it. You roll your eyes and begin to sink into the comfortable silence.Â
He parks the car on the side of the road near his apartment and you both step out of the car. Itâs slightly bigger than where you're living and itâs much louder in this part of town.
He takes the lead and walks in front of you to the front of the building. The layout is much different than what youâre used to. Instead of an elevator, everyone has to climb up a set of stairs, thankfully for you, he lives on one of the lower levels. When you reach his home he punches in the numbers into the pad of his door lock.Â
Just like yours, beeping comes from inside of his house. To your surprise the place is neat and clean, a few pieces of trash here and there but surprisingly tidy for an apartment with two grown men living in it. âHow do you like it?â He asks, throwing his keys into the bowl on the table next to the door. âItâs nice, itâs cleaner than I thought it would beâ your eyes glide around the room. He scoffs and says âWhat? Just because weâre a couple of guys means we canât be clean?âÂ
âUhm yes, actually I do think thatâÂ
âWell, then change your mindsetâ he says walking over to his sofa. âWhat do you wanna do? I donât have much here but you decided you wanted to hangout here soâŚâ you walk over to his kitchen and look through his fridge. âLetâs cook something,â Digging through the drawers, you try to find something you think youâd both like to eat.Â
After searching for a few minutes you end up with pork belly, kimchi, and instant noodles you found in the cabinet. You call him over and he groans as he stands from the comfort of his sofa. He finds a spot next to you and looks at the items you have displayed on the counter. âWeâre cooking tonight?â You look up at him with a bright smile âMmmhm!â He laughs at your response. He rolls his sleeves up to his elbows, tattoos out on display and rubs his hands together.Â
âLetâs get started, then shall we?â Of course, he grabs the package of pork and cuts the plastic open with a knife while you look for a pot to cook the ramen in. You bring it to the sink and fill it half way to boil the noodles. It makes a small âclinkâ sound when it hits the metal of the stove. Jungkook walks over next to you while you sit watching at the pot, waiting for the water to boil. He pulls a pan out from the same cabinet you got the pot from and places it next to you on the stove.Â
Once the pan is hot enough he scrapes the cut-up meat into the pan, sizzling as it touches the heat. Smoke fills the air and the apartment starts to smell like pork.
The water starts to boil and you open the package and dump whatâs in it into the water. Jungkok grabs a pair of chopsticks from a drawer and picks a piece of cooked meat from the pan. He blows on it and touches it to his lips making sure itâs not too hot to eat. âHere, try itâ You open your mouth and taste the flavorful meat. Your eyes close as you satisfy your tastebuds with the cooking.
âIs it good?â Telling by your expression he doesnât need a verbal answer from you.Â
Once everything is cooked you plate it and serve it on the island in the kitchen. You sit on one of the stools and Jungkook stands on the other side of you. âI didnât know you could cook like this, itâs so goodâ Slurping sounds reverberate from his bowl as he brings it closer to his mouth. âWhoâs feeding my ego now?â he says with a cocky tone.Â
âCan you ever go a day without being annoyingâÂ
âNot when it comes to youâÂ
After you both finish up eating you make your way over to the living room and make yourselves comfortable on the sofa. The TV played whatever they showed during this hour.
Suddenly you start to speak. âYou know what happened yesterday?â he hums in response, too immersed in what was playing on the big screen. âDo you remember our waiter from a few days ago?â At the mention of him, he sits up and looks at you. âYeah, what about himâÂ
âAfter you blew me off-âÂ
âI did not blow you off, I was just busy with my friendsâÂ
âAnyways,â you roll your eyes at his interruption
âI went into the city and ran some errands. But when I was on the phone with my friend I happened to bump into himâ he listens to your story intently, not wanting to miss a detail. âI apologized but before I could leave he asked me for my numberâÂ
âAnd did you give it to him?â he asks curiously.Â
âYeah, I didâ he scoffs at your response, a little bit of anger beginning to build up. âAre you serious? Why did he get your number so easily but I had to work my ass off to get itâ You can read the anger on his face. You begin to laugh, you laugh so hard that you're clutching your stomach. âYah! Whatâs so funny! I didnât even say anything for you to laughâ This only gets you to laugh even more.Â
Not taking any more of this his fingers find your waist, and he tickles you. âJungkook!â you yell at him. He pushes you onto your back and attacks you. Your legs between his and your arms trying to shove his shoulders away. The biggest smile forms on his lips as he watches your face turn red from how hard you're laughing. âJungkook, stop!â you say in between laughs.Â
He takes hold of your wrist and pins it above your head. Your laughter dies down, and the room becomes silent. His face hovering over yours, your faces inches apart. He doesnât realize heâs leaning down, lips close to touching. The beeping of the door is heard near the door and Jimin walks through. You both quickly pull away from each other and straighten out your clothes.Â
âJimin!â Jungkook says standing to greet his friend. âThis is ___â Jimin walks over to you and stretches his hand out for you to shake. âAh, the one and only. Itâs nice to finally meet youâ he says slightly bowing out of courtesy. âItâs nice to meet you too, Jiminâ you give one of your sweet smiles. Jungkook looks down at his watch and walks up between you two.
âItâs getting late, Iâll take you home __â you nod your head and give Jimin one last smile. âBut we just met, let me get to know her,â Jimin complains. âYouâll get to know her another time, we have classes tomorrow and she has workâÂ
âIt was nice to meet you, Jimin. I hope we get to talk to each other properly in the futureâ you tell him. He smiles at you and lets you go.Â
~
The car ride to your home was filled with comfortable silence and the radio playing lowly. You are stopped at a red light and you look out the window. A dog sticking its head out the window gets a small smile to grow on your lips. âI had a great time tonightâ you turn your attention back to Jungkook. His face was illuminated with red from the traffic light. You take in his strong features. His sharp jawline and round nose, a faint scar is indented on his cheek, and his lip piercing shining in the light.Â
âI had a great time tooâ He looks over at you and sees you already looking at him. âSucks I didnât get to talk to your friend though. He seems like a nice person.âÂ
âYeah he is, Iâve known him since I was in middle school. We went to highschool together and now we're sharing rent with each other. Sometimes it amazes me how fast times flyâ he says.Â
Small talk is exchanged until you reach your apartment. This time you and Jungkook stay in the car for a bit longer. âThank you, for today. I had a lot of funâÂ
âSo did I,â he says. Itâs not long before he says something else. âMy friends are holding a barbeque at their place in a few days. Do you want to come with me?â This was out of nowhere. You debate whether you should go, you donât even know them besides Jungkook and Jimin, now.Â
âCâmon, you always talk about how you donât have any friends here. Iâm giving you the opportunity to make some.â After this you finally oblige.Â
âOkay, okay Iâll go. But only if you make me some more pork bellyâ he smiles and shakes your head.Â
âDealâ he pulls his hand out to seal the deal. You give it a small squeeze and shake your hands. As you look at him you hold onto your hand for more than he should be. Shying away, you let go of his hand and begin to pick up your stuff. âGoodnight, Jungkook,â you say leaning in to plant a small kiss on his cheek. You pull away but your faces stay close together. He looks down at your lips, and he slowly brings his hand to your cheek.Â
Heâs having an internal battle, thinking if kissing you is a good idea. Fuck it, he pulls you in and your lips mold with his. The cold of his piercing against your lips makes a shiver go up your spine. A small smack of your lips resounds as you pull away slowly, âGoodnight, angelâ
The crisp air of the late afternoon hits you, you are standing outside waiting for Jungkook to come pick you up for todayâs events. The thoughts of meeting his friends made you nervous for some reason you canât pinpoint. Maybe you are just scared of what they might think, you need to show off a good impression. His black Mercedes rolls in around the corner and stops in front of you.Â
Pulling the handle to the passengerâs side you reveal Jungkook, leaning against the armrest waiting for you to hop in. âDonât you look cute today,â he says, watching you buckle your seat belt. âThank you,â you say in a small voice. âYouâre so nervous around me all of a sudden,â he says leaning in to look at your face. You look at his eyes, then down to his lips. âIâm not nervous,â you say with confidence in your voice.
âMmm, then why are you so quiet? Iâm used to hearing your loud and obnoxious voiceâ he teases. A smile creeps onto your lips and you turn away from to face forward. âJust drive, Jeon.â Chuckling, you step on the gas pedal and start to drive away from your complex. âWhat are your friends like?â you ask. You watch as Jungkook leans his elbow against the door and places his hand under his chin. âHmm, they are very loudâ a small laugh comes from your mouth. âTheyâre also very warm, Iâve known most of them for a big majority of my life nowâÂ
You admire the way he talks about them as if they were family to him. The bond he describes he has with them seems unbreakable and full of love, you feel warmth spread across your chest at the thought of his friendship with all of them. You begin to realize that you donât live far from them, only about a thirty-minute drive from yours. Suddenly, those nerves you were feeling before begin to creep up on you again. He notices how silent youâve become as you get closer to the house.Â
âWhatâs wrong? Did you forget something?â he says, looking at you. You return his gaze and shake off your nervous feeling. âNo, nothingâs wrong. I just feel a bit nervous about meeting them,â you look for the right word to say. You shouldnât be feeling this nervous, Jungkook described them as great people. âAngel, you donât need to be nervous. They will welcome you with open arms, trust meâ The nickname always brings small butterflies soaring in your stomach, you donât think youâll ever get used to it.Â
The car pulls into the driveway you look up and gape at the size of the house. Itâs not too big, but big enough to hold at least seven people. You and Jungkook both walk up to the front door, once again you feel anxious, âRelax, itâs gonna be okayâ his fingers brush softly against yours, his pinky wrapping around yours. He rings the doorbell, and everyone on the other side of the door goes quiet.Â
Low chattering is heard and the handle to the door twists and swings open. âJayKayyâ Jin says in a brotherly tone. But Jungkookâs attention focuses on his baby niece. âAwhh Minchae, Uncle missed you '' he takes the little girl from her father's arms, squeezing her against him. Her little giggles escape as he places little kisses against her tiny puffy cheek. You watch with a fond smile on your face, how adorable. Youâve never seen this side of Jungkook before, it feels refreshing.Â
You follow behind him as he enters the house. The loud chattering comes back to life when they see their youngest out of the bunch. âHey, guysâ Minchaeâs arms wrapped around his neck. Standing quietly behind Jungkookâs tall frame you gently tug on his jacket and he turns around to you.
âOh uh, guysâ he places a hand on the small of your back, gesturing for you to walk forward. âThis is ___â You bow your head and greet them. âHelloâ comes from your mouth softly. Jinâs wife Aria stands up and places a hand over her heart. âYou are so cute! Itâs nice to finally meet you! Jungkook has not stopped talking about you since-âÂ
âAriaâ Jungkook deadpans. She places a hand over her mouth to contain her laugh. âSorry, sorry.âÂ
Jungkook holds a hand out gesturing to the woman next to you. âThis is Aria, Jinâs wifeâ you smile at her and nod your head, a fond smile growing on her face. âThis is Taehyung, and you know Namjoon and Jiminâ You walk over to where they were sitting and hold your hand out for them to shake. âOh yeah, we met that one time we went into the city, I remember,â you say to Namjoon. âYes, itâs nice to see you again ___â He gives you that boyish smile you saw all those nights ago.Â
âAnd this is Yoongiâ the quiet man waves his hand in the air and a little smile forms on his lips. Jin comes out from the backyard, clad in an apron and tongs in his hands.
âFoodâs readyâ Everyone stands up from their seats. A table is set up outside and the big backyard is lit up with fairy lights, setting the mood for everyone. When everyone is content with their plates they all sit around the table and converse with one another. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap, slapping her tiny hands against the table. She hasnât left Jungkook since you both arrived, you find it endearing, the relationship between the two.Â
He has a separate plate for her feeding her small spoons at a time when she asks for it. âSo, ___. When did you move to the city, is there any reason why you chose Incheon?â Jin asks.Â
âWell, I moved here this past summer from Gwangjang. I was offered better things here at the college than what they had back there. It sucks though because I had to leave all my friends. But it doesnât hurt getting a clean slateâ you say.Â
âThat is right, but I bet you miss your friends tooâ You nod your head as you think about your life back in your hometown. âYes, I do miss it over there. But Iâve been enjoying my time over here as wellâ you say with joy. Everyone begins to talk with you as if theyâve known you for years. It is not as bad as you thought itâd be, and you're grateful for that.Â
Everyone decided to head back inside and it grew colder, everyone spread out in different places. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap again, playing with his big hands. Her attention falls on you though, you look down to meet her gaze and you give her a small smile. She crawls from Junkook onto your lap and she stares at you looking at your features. He watches his niece make herself comfortable on your lap and looks at her antics. Her tiny hands come up to your cheek. A bright smile forms on your lips as you watch her.Â
âHi, Minchaeâ softly comes from your lips.Â
âPwetty, Auntieâ your heart melts at her small voice, and so does Jungkook's. He watches the interaction with a smile on his face, warmth igniting within his chest. âYouâre so pretty,â you say, giving a gentle poke to her round tummy. She lets out a laugh as he wraps her hands around your finger pushing it away. Jungkookâs heart feels like itâs going to explode, watching with fond eyes as you play with his niece. You look over at him and catch him staring, his hand coming up to nudge your chin playfully.Â
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The night is coming to the end and Minchae has peacefully fallen asleep on your shoulder as you hold her back in support. Everyone has settled down, quiet music playing in the room as they all focus on their own thing. Jungkook looks down at his watch and notices how late it has gotten. âI think we should start heading out,â he whispers into your ear. You nod your head and begin to slowly get up, careful not to wake the little one in your arms.Â
âHere Iâll take herâ Jungkook brings his hand under her arms to pick her up. She moves a bit but falls back to sleep in the manâs arms. âAre you guys heading out already?â Jin says from the couch.Â
âYeah, is it alright if I put her to bed?â Jin nods his head and Jungkook separates from you for the first time tonight and walks up the stairs.Â
âWhere have you been all his life?â Jin says out of the blue. You turn around to face him and give him a look of confusion. âWhat?â a small chuckle escapes your mouth. âI have not seen him act the way he does since youâve met himâ A smile appears on your lips and before you can respond Jungkook comes back into the room. âYou ready?â he says quietly from behind you, a hand resting on your waist. You look up at him and nod your head, you bend to grab your purse from the couch.Â
âIâll see you guys later,â he says with a wave of his hand. They all say their goodbyes and then, you are both heading back to the car.
You walk up to your door and unlock it, Jungkook stands behind you and waits for you to get in. He expected you to wave him goodnight and disappear behind your door, leaving him to walk into the night. But instead, you turn around and say âYou wanna come in?â Shocked, Jungkook freezes in his spot, caught by surprise. He nods his head and walks in behind you. You place your bag down on the small table and plop down on your sofa, Jungkook following, he sits down next to you.Â
âTonight was fun, I didnât expect us to get along so well. It felt like Iâve known them for years,â you say facing him. Your arms are in your lap, your fingers playing with your ring. âYeah, thatâs what they do to youâ he chuckles. âThey are all too kind for their own good, thatâs what I love about themâÂ
âI can see why you talked so fondly about them, thinking about the bond you share with them makes me miss my friends back home. Weâd hang out almost every night and stay out late going to partiesâ You reminisce on the old times you and your friendsâ wild nights.Â
âYou have me now, and everyone else,â he says in a low tone. You look up from your lap and smile at him. It is silent between you now, Jungkook canât help but stare at you in the low light, how beautiful you look. Slowly his hand comes up to the side of your neck, just below your ear. You lean into his touch and your lips part slightly, your gaze falling to his lips and so does his. Lips colliding, your hands find his wrist holding on tightly.Â
Your body moves forward, straddling his lap, and his tongue glides over your pillowy lips, seeking entrance. Your lips part allows him access and his hands find your waist, squeezing gently. A small whimper escapes your mouth at the touch; the room filled with the sound of lips smacking. His hands begin to dip lower, till they are right above your ass. Your arms wrap around his neck softly and the kiss gets heated and needy. Teeth clashing against each other and small noises come from your lips.
With his hands under your ass, he stands up and lifts you up with him. Legs wrapping around his middle, without breaking the kiss Jungkook finds his way to your bedroom. He throws you onto the bed as if you were a ragdoll, hands finding the hem of his shirt he pulls it over his head, abs out on display; you can feel yourself become wetter.Â
Your hands glide up his stomach, muscles rubbing against your fingers. Jungkook holds onto your hands and brings them up to his neck as youâre kneeling on the edge of your bed. His lips connected with yours once again, but much harsher. His tongue playing with yours, the sloppy sounds of your lips are the only thing heard in the room. Jungkookâs rough hands pull your thin tank top over your head, revealing your perked nipples. You gasp as your body is hit with the cold air in the room.Â
Placing wet kisses down your neck, his lips find your chest. He breathes over your nipple and you whimper at the warmth it brings. His lips wrapped around your erect nipple, and you threw your head back in pleasure, hands wrapping around the short hair on the back of his head. âJungkookâ you whimper. His hands wrap around your back bringing it closer to him. He moves on to the other one, giving it the same treatment. Suddenly, he throws you back down on the soft mattress.Â
Watching how your tits move with the impact. He hovers over you kissing you with need. Jungkookâs hands find the waistband of your skirt, pulling it down and throwing it onto the floor behind him. Now youâre only left in your panties, barely covering your pussy. He can feel himself grow harder in his underwear, looking down at the goddess that you are. Pushing you up so youâre fully on the bed now he dips down and places soft kisses on your inner thigh. You shiver at the touch and whine his name out again. âJungkookâÂ
âWhat, baby? Use your wordsâÂ
âI need youâ you moan, your eyes fall to look at him. But theyâve already fallen on you, giving you a sultry look.Â
âYouâre already so soaked for me,â he says, hooking his fingers on your panties. Itâs barely doing its job anyway, he yanks them from your body. Your cunt out, ready for him to devour. âYou gonna be a good girl for me?â you nod your head.Â
âUh uh, what did I say baby?âÂ
âUgh, yesâ you say in a needy tone. âI need to feel you Jungkook, pleaseâ Finally getting what he wanted he obliges to your request.Â
âJust because you said so kindlyâ his head dips down, placing kitten licks along your clit, you let out a breathy moan at the first contact of his tongue. Then, heâs diving in. Wrapping his arms around your legs pulling himself deeper into your sopping pussy. You try to move around but Jungkook isnât having it, his grip on you tightens and his pace picks up. Two fingers find your entrance, pushing in slowly. Your eyes roll to the back of your head as his thick fingers push up into you.Â
âFuck, Jungkookâ You bring your hands to prop yourself up, and you watch as Jungkook flicks his tongue up and down between your folds. His fingers start to pick up in pace, and he can feel you squeeze him, he knows youâre close to an orgasm. The burn in your lower stomach begins to build. Moaning, loudly you reach your climax, a hand finding his hair, you tug slightly to get him off of you. Your thighs begin to shake beside you he finally pulls away and brings himself back up to you. You stare into his eyes, big black boba eyes staring back at you.Â
You canât believe thatâs the man that brought you to your orgasm. His head dips down to connect your lips once again, you can taste yourself on his lips and you moan into his mouth. âGood job, baby,â he says lowly. Your hand slowly reaches down to his aching cock, and you reach into his pants. The contact you make with his cock gets him to moan into your hair. He stands to remove the fabric from his waist. His hard dick comes face to face with you and you can feel yourself start to drool.Â
You bring your hand to wrap around it, giving it a few strokes. His head tilts back in pleasure this time, âAh fuck yeah, babyâ Your thumb rubs over the red tip, and then you bring your lips to plant soft kisses over it. âDonât fucking tease meâ his hand brushes through your soft hair. âCâmon donât be such a pussy, let me have my fun,â you say.Â
âI just ate the fuck outta yours, I really fucking need youâ he whines.Â
You laugh at his whiny state âWhoâs the needy one now?â Finally, your lips around his thick cock, the veins feel up against your mouth. You take him in slowly and his hand guides you as you only take half of it. âCâmon baby, I know you can do better than thatâ You pull back and take him in a deeper, until the tip hits the back of your throat. You gag slightly but take deep breaths in to calm yourself. âThere you goâ he praises. Your speed picks up as he pushes you on his cock. Your small hand finds the bottom of his cock where his balls lay. Squeezing them in the palm of your hand he doubles over at the extra pleasure. âFuck, youâre such a cockslut for me, huh? God,â he says pulling you off of him.Â
âTurn around, ass up face downâ he demands. You turn around and do what he asks. Your face buries into your pull and you get slightly pushed up as he grabs your ass cheeks. âYouâre so fucking beautifulâ A smack resounds in the room and you let out a gasp. He rubs over the red mark and plants a kiss over it. He moves his hands down to the dip of your waist and holds you down.Â
Giving his cocks a few strokes, he teases it up and down your slit. âLook at you, all dripping nâ shitâ you moan at his tone. He pushes in slowly, feeling his veins around your walls. The stretch gives you the most pleasure youâve felt in a long time; he stays there for a little to let you get used to his size. He pulls back until just the tip, and then he pushes in all the way, bottoming out. He moves your hair to the side to watch your ass bounce on him. His pace is quick, and his hands find the front of your chest squeezing your soft tits in his hand.Â
âFuck, harderâ you moan.
Your head is lying on the side of your pillow, gripping the soft material from the pleasure. His animalistic speed gets you to moan even louder. The sound of his hips hitting against your ass and the flapping sounds are loud in the quiet room. He looks down to where you connect and watches the ring of your cream disappear inside you.Â
âCan I record you baby?â
Too lost in pleasure you push yourself up and grab his phone from the side of you after it fell from his pocket earlier. The flash of the camera lights up the room and he watches himself disappear inside you. âYeah, you like that baby?âÂ
Pornographic moans escape your lips as you relish the pleasure. âYes, yes, yes!â you repeat over and over again.
His tattooed hand comes into the frame and rubs over your ass. Your cheeks have become red because of how hard heâs pounding into you. The flash turns off and he throws his phone to the side, his hand cups your pussy, rubbing against your clit. âCum with me, angelâÂ
This tips you over, spurts of come covering both your and his legs, dripping onto the mattress. Ropes of white cover your walls as he comes inside of you. You stay like that for a while, not ready for his cock to leave you. When he pulls away, the loss of being filled makes you whine. He walks away from the bed and disappears into the bathroom. You turn over to lay on your back and your arm comes up to cover your eyes, you donât hear Jungkook come back from the bathroom and you feel the bed deep.Â
âOpen your legs, baby, I need to clean youâ slowly spreading your legs the cool rag drags through your swollen folds. He throws the small towel into a basket in your room and plops himself on top of you. âI gotta pee, moveâ you slightly shove his shoulder. âHold on, letâs just stay here for a little bit Iâm tiredâ His hands wrap around your waist and he lays on your chest like itâs a pillow. You both end up falling asleep in each otherâs arms.
The light shining through your blinds suddenly awakens you from your sleep. You look next to you and you admire the way Jungkook looks in the morning. Soft snores came from his pink lips, peacefully snoozing away. Slowly his eyes begin to open, and a small smile begins to form on his lips as he takes in your beauty. âGood morning,â he says as he stretches his limbs. Tattoos out on display as he stretches his arms out in relief. He plops them over your slightly covered body and pulls you closer to him. âMorning,â you say softly to him. His doll-like eyes stare into yours then down to your lips. Moving closer, your eyes shut softly as you can feel his soft lips glide against yours. Thereâs a spark between you. Like fireworks exploding around you and butterflies erupting in your stomach. Something youâve never felt before. Loud knocking is heard from your door, causing you both to pull away.Â
âGive me a second,â you say under your breath. Nodding his head, he lets you go from his soft grip and watches as you pull a robe over your shoulders, tying it at your waist. When you pull the handle to your front door you donât expect your mother and your best friend on the other side.Â
âHi sweetie!â your mom pulls in for a tight hug, Hoseok next.Â
âHi, guys, what are you doing here?â you say with a look of confusion on your face. âSorry, we didnât call. We just wanted to surprise you!â Hoseok says with a beaming smile on his face. âWe missed you and wanted to see you. I hope this isnât a bad timeâ he continues.Â
You look back to your bedroom door as they set their stuff down in the small living room. âActually-â before you can continue, Jungkook emerges from your room dressed in the clothes from the night before. Both your mother and Hoseok pause. They look at you, then to Jungkook, and then back to you. âMaybe it is a bad time. You know, momâ Hoseok looks at your mother. You two were so close you were practically family. âI saw this cute little cafe down the street, why donât we go get some breakfast?â he looks back at you and sends you a little wink.Â
âActually I should start heading out, I need to catch up on some of my school workâ Jungkook interrupts.Â
âIt was nice to meet you guysâ he bows politely. He walks over to the door with you following behind him. Once you're at the door he turns around to face you. âIâll see you later?â he says closely. You nod your head and he leans in to place a small peck against your lips.Â
Closing the door behind you Hoseok and your mother are left shocked. âYou better start explaining yourself young ladyâ he points a stern finger at you as if you were in trouble. âYeah, honey. I didnât know you were seeing someone. Otherwise, we wouldâve come over at another timeâ your mom says to you sweetlyÂ
âNo, ma itâs okay,â you say, placing a gentle hand on her arm. âHeâs no one really, heâs just a friendâ This gets you thinking. What are you and Jungkook? You have so many unanswered questions that you want to ask. But these are the least of your worries. âSo, how long are you guys gonna be in town for?â quickly changing the subject. âA few days. School starts again soon and I wanted to see you before I went backâ Hobi says, bringing you into a hug. âPlus we havenât seen or heard from you in a while. Now I can see whyâ he raises his eyebrows at you in a teasing manner. You roll your eyes at him as you begin to tell him what has happened to you recently.Â
Back at Jungkookâs apartment, he canât stop thinking about the previous night he had spent with you. The way you looked at him, the way you touched him, the way you made him feel. This feeling was strange to him, something he had never felt before. Even with his previous partners. He canât help but replay everything over again. He wonders how you feel right now. Maybe nothing because youâre with your family.Â
He gets a notification from his phone. A party invitation to celebrate the end of the semester. He canât think of partying right now. All he can think about is you. Thinking about how you feel about him, about how he feels. Everything is so complicated. Now he remembers why he doesnât catch feelings anymore.
Does he have feelings?
Jungkook is pulled out of his trance when he hears the front door open. âHey, where were you last night? I didnât see you in your bedâ Jimin says, his arms full of bags of groceries. â___âsâ he stops in his tracks as he hears your name fall from his best friendâs lips. He quickly makes his way to where Jungkook is. Like a teenage girl waiting to hear about her friendâs first kiss he sits next to him âDid you guys do it? What happened? Are you guys dating now?â Jimin bombards him with endless questions that he doesnât have the answers to.Â
âYes we did and no weâre not dating,â he says with a sigh. âSo what are you?â Jungkook pauses to think of an answer to that question. But truthfully, he doesnât know himself. âI donât know, man. It happened so suddenly. She makes me feel something that Iâve never felt before. I donât know how to explain itâ he looks at his best friend. âIt sounds like you like her, dude. Iâve never seen you so confused about a girl before. Usually, itâs just fuck and goâÂ
Jungkook stares at the floor thinking too much on the topic. He hasnât heard from you since he left your apartment. And itâs driving him crazy. He dismisses it by changing the subject. âSo, did you hear about the party that Seonghwaâs throwing?â âYeah, you gonna go?â Jimin asks. Jungkook only shrugs his shoulders, maybe going will take him away from his worries. After all, it is the end of the semester. He deserves to let loose a bit.
âHey, sorry Iâm lateâ you look back at the voice. Jungkook leans down to place a kiss on your forehead. âItâs okay, I was just finishing up this last assignment. I was late on the deadlineâ you say typing on your computer He hums in response. âSo are you going to Seonghwaâs party? I guess heâs throwing it as a celebration for the end of the semesterâ He says leaning in making sure you are looking at him. You laugh at him for his silly antics and think for a moment.
âYeah, I think so. I donât have anything else to do so why not?â you shake your head. Finishing up your last assignment you turn it in and finally close your laptop screen. You had been at it for at least two hours with a raging headache. All you wanted to do was lie down and sleep. Jungkook could see it on your face how tired you were.
âYou look tired,â he points out. You only smile at him and lean your forehead on his shoulder. He places gentle kisses on your head and rubs small circles on your hand. âYou wanna go back to my place?â He can feel you shake your head and he smiles at your actions.Â
Itâs only later when you bring Jungkook along with you back to your apartment. He lies there on your bed as you finish getting ready for tonight. You both still havenât talked about that night you spent together and itâs driving you crazy. Jungkook is propped up against the backboard of your bed watching as you get ready. You look back at him in the mirror and you make eye contact.m That same feeling you felt ignites in your chest.
âCan you help me?â you say lifting your hair out of the way. He stands up from your bed and walks over to you.
He places his hand on your waist, the other on the zipper slowly zipping it up. He places a kiss on your bare shoulder and you turn your head to face him. He looks down at you with that same look again, the look that always had your heart racing. He leans down and connects your lips. Using his tongue to separate them, into something more heated. You moan into his mouth, softly pulling at his hair making his head tilt back. Breaking the kiss he smiles down at you and squeezes your waist.Â
âLetâs go, Jimin said they startedâ you nod your head at him. Grabbing your purse and spraying a small amount of perfume around your neck you let him pull you out the door.Â
Once you make it to the party, youâre met with the loud noise of people talking and the heavy-based music. Youâre hand in hand with Jungkook. He looks around to see if he can find any of his friends. You spot Taehyung at a table full of alcohol talking to a girl youâve never seen before. He waves over to you and Jungkook. âHey, guys! Havenât seen you in a while. How have you been?â he pulls you in for a friendly hug, but over his shoulder you can see the girl he was talking with eyeing Jungkook. A familiar feeling of jealousy starts to brew within your chest.Â
You brush it off with a smile and nod your head âIâve been good, How have you been?â you ask himÂ
âYou know, just been around doing whatever. Iâm so glad the semesterâs over. The past few months have been kicking my assâ he laughs. You were so immersed in your conversation with Taehyung that you didn't realize Jungkook was leaning down to you. âIâm gonna go find Jimin,â he says into your ear. You nod and send him a smile, he kisses the side of your head as he walks away to find his friends. As heâs walking away you catch the girl from earlier, her eyes trail along his well-built body. Once he disappears behind a door into another room she turns her head around back to you.
âAre you guys dating?â you honestly donât know how to answer her question. Technically youâre not together, but you do things other people who say they are together do. This question stirs up a load of confusion in your brain. Taehyung, noticing the awkward silence on your end, butts in and says âHeâs currently not looking for anything right now. You wanna dance?â He holds his hand out for the girl and she gladly takes it. Now that youâre left alone you realize that you donât really know anyone there.Â
You leave your spot on the hunt to look for Jungkook. His back is turned to you. Jimin looks over his shoulder looking at you, his head turning to see who his friendâs eyes had found. Jungkook walks over to you and his free hand finds your waist. âHi, baby. You having fun?â you nod your head at him. A small smile sprawled on your lips. He notices a look on your face, his eyebrows furrow in concern.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â he says, placing his cup on the counter next to him. You look up to him, his hand finding yours. You can see that look again. The one he gave you before the party, it makes your heart jump in your chest. You only shake your head in response, smiling at him. âNothing, itâs just a little crowded in here,â you say into his ear.Â
âLetâs get out then. This party is kinda lame anywayâ he says as he pulls you away. You slightly tug at him, âNo, itâs okay. It looked like you were having fun. You stay Iâll just find an Uberâ He shakes his head in disagreement, âReally, I donât mind. I donât want you out by yourself. Especially at this hour. Câmonâ Sighing in defeat you follow behind him hand in hand to the front door. Jungkook had told himself that heâd go to this party to let off some steam.
But he canât seem to escape you. He doesnât want to, itâs like you both have an invisible string attached to each other by the waist. Youâre all he thinks about now. Everything reminds him of you and it scares him how much he feels for you. How much he yearns for you, but he wonât allow his heart to go through what he endured in the past. When you make it back to his apartment you take off his jacket that he had offered you earlier and place it on the coat rack next to the door.Â
âDo you want something to drink?â he says. You look back at him from the living room shaking your head at him.Â
âNo, Iâm fineâ
For some odd reason, the air between you two has shifted. It has been different since you spent the night together. None of you dared to bring it up, to discuss what was going on between the two of you. Pulling you out of your thoughts soft music plays through the apartment.
You look up at Jungkook to find him standing next to a stereo playing with the different discs in the tray next to it. He looks back at you and softly smiles. Making his way next to you on the couch he sits closely, to the point you can feel his warmth radiating from his built body.Â
Inside conjuring a warm heart, a person that doesnât match his hard exterior. His bubbly eyes look down at you, with a look that makes your heart pound. He leans in closer, your noses touching, and your breathing pattern slows down to match his. As he gets closer the music starts to fade from your head. He gently places his lips on yours. This feeling is almost like intertwining two souls. Completely magical. This makes his heart rate pick up, the same feeling he had when he came back to his apartment all those nights ago.Â
He doesnât want it to scare him, but it does.Â
Something inside tells him he should stop but he canât.Â
His heart is telling him to keep going.Â
So, he does.
Your arms find their way around his neck, while his hands grip onto your waist. He pulls you up into his lap gliding his hands up to the zipper of your dress. Jungkook pulls the strap from your shoulder slowly, leaving your dress to pool at your waist, planting kisses on your shoulder. You look down at him with a look of something he canât describe. It makes him feel warm, comfortable, and almost like heâs meant to be here with you.Â
Small moans escape your mouth as he places one of his hands on your cheek moving them up into your hair. The small snap of your bra fills the silence of the room. The touch of the cold air on your perked nipples sends a shiver down your spine. He places wet kisses down your neck, trailing down to your chest. Wrapping his pink lips around you, you gasp out in pleasure. Your hands find a place in his soft raven hair tugging slightly.Â
He draws small circles pulling you closer to him. He could never let you go. Itâs like youâre a magnet pulling him closer with each breath you take. Youâre like a never-ending labyrinth that he canât escape.Â
When did you have such an effect on him?Â
The soft touch of your fingers on his abdomen sends chills through his entire body. Lifting his shirt over his head, his abs out on display. You lean down, placing kisses over his chest. Your hand finds its way over his beating heart. His fingers wrap around your wrist, rubbing small circles with his thumb. He watches you intently. Taking in all of your beauty, completely raw.Â
What are you doing to him?Â
You make his head spin endlessly. For a moment, youâre both still. Staring into each otherâs eyes. Thereâs something different about your dynamic, something more warm, more comforting, maybe even like home. It really does frighten him deeply. But he doesnât want this to end, ever. Slowly you lean in connecting your lips once again. He turns you over onto your back, his legs on either side of you. He pulls the dress down your legs and undoes his belt as he watches your chest move up and down as you try to catch your breath.
His big hand glides over your chest up to your throat, gently squeezing. He leans down, attaching himself to you. He parts your lips with his tongue. His free hand finds its way into your panties, exploring your folds. You moan out loud as you feel his digits enter. Covering your sound with his lips you moan into his mouth. Brows furrowing in absolute pleasure. He pulls away to watch your expressions. Pure ecstasy is drawn over your face as he adds another finger.Â
He can feel himself grow harder in his boxers, watching as you enjoy yourself.
âYeah? You like that baby?â he says under his breath. You only reply with a soft moan against his lips. Your foreheads together as you have a hand playing with his hair and the other gripping the sofa. He draws circles around your clit, getting to reach your high. Moaning out his name, he crashes his lips against yours.Â
Pulling his hand away from your heat, he clutches his fingers around the waistband of your panties pulling them down your legs. He stands to take his boxers off, throwing them to the side. âI wanna taste you,â you say. He looks at you with his doll-like eyes. And then he shakes his head, giving you permission.
âWhy donât we have some fun?â
He lays down on the couch while you move to get on top of him. You take his hard cock into your hand, gliding it up and down. He wraps his arms around your waist planting soft kisses on your thighs. Jungkook leans in and places soft lips against your wet folds pulling you into him. Your hot breath hits the tip of cock and the sounds of his moans send vibrations through your body. Planting soft kisses to his tip you run your tongue around until you take him in fully.Â
This only gets him to be rougher. He completely pulls you down onto your face, drowning himself in your taste. You moan around his dick sucking harder. The fast motions of his tongue get you to pull off moaning out loud. âCâmon, baby. You said you wanted a tasteâ he teases.Â
Your thighs begin to shake as he tongue finds your clit, running figure 8âs harsh. You wrap your lips around him once again and begin sucking. The sound of your wet pussy resounds in the almost quiet room, along with your moans. Your hand starts to stroke him at a fast pace. He moans into you, this gets you to lift yourself off of him. He only pulls you back strongly and quickens his pace. Not being able to take it anymore, you reach your high. You moan around him pulling off of him again. He gives you time to catch up to your normal breathing pattern.
Once youâve calmed down he lifts you up so youâre facing him. His hands run up into your hair as he admires the way you look right now, sweat glistening across your forehead, your eyes slightly droopy. Youâre like a goddess in his eyes. The most ethereal being heâs ever set his eyes on, he canât look away.Â
He runs his nose across your cheek, leaving small kisses on the corner of your cheek. âYou ready for one moreâ he says quietly.Â
âMhm,â you hum softly. Carefully, Jungkook lifts his hips up slightly from the cushion beneath him.
Gently holding you, he reaches down to grab his still, hard cock. Teasing your entrance you moan out from the sensitivity. You dig your face into the crook of his neck muffling your moans. Slowly he enters you, your warm walls sucking him in. Your arms are wrapped around his neck, holding on to him like heâll slip through them and disappear. He starts in a slow pace, hands finding comfort on the nape of your neck. You move your head to face him watching his face contort in pleasure. Leaning in you place soft pecks on his lip gradually becoming rougher.Â
His pace picks up, roughly thrusting in hard. It doesnât take long for you to reach your high. âUse me, baby,â you say in his ear. âI can take itâ With those words he wraps his arms around your waist and snuggles his face into your neck. âFuck, angel youâre so good to meâ With one last stroke he fills you with his cum. Riding out his high he takes your soft lips with his and brings you into a passionate kiss. He can feel your juices drip from your spent cunt.Â
Jungkook carefully lifts you in his arms and brings you to his bedroom, laying you on his bed. He grabs a towel from his bathroom and brings it over to you. The feeling of the wet towel against you makes you twitch. He worriedly looks up at you trying to read your expression. âAre you okay?â he says.Â
âYeah, Iâm fineâ you whisper, laying a hand on his cheek.Â
âYou wanna take a shower?â nodding your head you let him carry you away to the bathroom to help you wash up. He walks in first and sets you down on your feet. Jungkook leans over to grab the body wash from the corner of the shower.
Delicately rubbing it across your body. His arm is wrapped around your tummy, keeping you stable. You watch as the soap suds wash away, listening to his calm breathing. Next, he grabs the bottle of shampoo, squirting some into his hand and then soothingly rubbing it into your hair. You turn in his arms wrapping your arms around his waist, closing your eyes as you let him take care of you. That glowing feeling in your chest starts up again. The same feeling you have any time youâre with him. Your ear is against his strong chest. Listening to his heart beat rhythmically.Â
You donât notice how tired you are until you suddenly feel the softness of his pillow hitting your head. Jungkookâs strong arms hold you tightly causing you to fall into a slumber. That night you dream about all of the events that happened.
The loud noise on the other side of the door causes you to wake up. You turn around to an empty spot on the bed next to you. You lay in bed for a moment, replaying the events of last night. When the door opens to Jungkookâs door Jimin doesnât expect you to walk out of it wearing his best friendâs shirt. âOh hi, ___,â he says with a pan of eggs in his hand. You look around for Jungkook, but to your dismay, heâs nowhere to be found. âWhereâs Jungkook?â you say.Â
âUhh, I donât know. Heâs not in there?â he says with confusion written on his face.Â
âNo, I thought heâd be out hereâÂ
âI didnât see him when I got home this morningâ
Questions start to brew in your head. You walk over to your purse that you left on the couch, digging for your phone. Looking through your contacts you look for the man in question.
Me: Hey, whereâd you go? [9:15 AM]
You walk over to pick up your clothes off the floor, embarrassed as Jimin sits at the table eating his breakfast. âIâm sure heâll turn up, he never leaves unannounced. You shake your head and give him a small nod.Â
When you get back to your apartment you set down your bag on the sofa next to the coffee table, slumping your body down along with it. The TV remote set beside you as you turned it on to kill time now that you no longer had class for the time being. About an hour passes by and still no sign of Jungkook. Your suspicion grows larger. He never takes this long to respond.Â
The sound of your keys rings through your ear as you pick them up from the bowl next to the door. You drive with only one place in mind. The rapid knocking disrupts Jinâs peaceful slumber. His mouth was wide open as he sleeps his life away. Quickly he jolts from his bed and walks over to his front door. âWho the hell is knocking at my door at eleven oâclock in the morning?â he grumbles under his breath. When he opens the door heâs met with an irritated look on your face. â__?âÂ
âWhereâs Jungkook? I spent the night at his and he disappeared and now he isnât returning my messagesâÂ
Jin looks at you in confusion. âIs everything alright? He hasnât come by in a whileâ he saysÂ
âI donât know, Iâm just-â you pause
âIâm worried about himâÂ
Now Jin looks even more confused. âDaddy?â Minchae speaks behind her father, dressed in her unicorn pajamas and half of her hair is up in a small bun. The moment she realizes itâs you on the other side of the door she gasps in joy and quickly runs up to you, engulfing you with her tiny arms. âHi sweetie,â you say, a soft smile playing across your lips. âAre you here to see Uncle Kookie?!â she exclaims. âAhhh Minnie, I think mommy wanted to finish doing your hair, only one side of your head is doneâÂ
âMommy said she was gonna put my hair into space buns!âÂ
âOhh so thatâs what those are called, well you better hurry up so you look even more beautiful for todayâ you watch as the father-daughter scene plays out. You canât believe how much youâve grown to love this little girl in only one night. Absolutely adorable. âIâm sorry, ___ but I havenât seen Kook in at least a few weeks.â a look of disappointment grows across your features. âItâs okay, thank you,â you say.Â
You sit in your car âcompletely distraught. Your phone in your hand, tight in your grasp. The device buzzes once, and then twice. No answer. Jungkook looks down at his phone, reading your name with the cute flower emoji that always reminded him of you. He couldnât bring himself to face you yet. Every single time heâs around you itâs like you consume him. Itâs like heâs lost in his own world filled with you. Nobody around him matters except for you â and it terrifies the fuck out of him this feeling completely engulfs him.Â
Jungkook lies in the open field close to the park he took you to all those weeks ago. Trapped in nothing but a void of endless thoughts of what he has to do now. Mind hazy. He looks down at his phone again, your name appears once again. For the second time, he ignored it.Â
1 month later
The fall leaves crunch under your new Uggs you bought a while back. The new semester has started and now it is time for endless nights of no sleep and studying. The buzzing of your phone vibrates against you, pulling it out of your back pocket. âHey,â you say. âHi, you wanna meet up later during lunch?â You pull your phone away from your ear to check if you have any classes around that time. âYeah, letâs meet up at one?âÂ
âSounds good, Iâll see you thenâ You hang up the phone and continue on your way to class. When you get there, there aren't as many students as you were expecting. Some of them may have still been on vacation. I mean, could you blame them? No one ever wants to go back to school after a long break. But it has to be done somehow.Â
You sit down in the seat you always sat at, looking over to the seat next to you. Feeling pain in your chest as you think about the man that would sit next to you every day. The man that broke your heart. Looking away and down at your last semester notes to refresh your brain.Â
After the many hours of looking down at your professors, you finally manage to make it to the diner. You slump down into your seat, throwing your bag onto the one next to you. âRough day?â Hoseok says. He decided to transfer to your school during his second semester. He says that they offered more than they did back home. âDude, you donât understand how much my head hurts. Itâs only my first day back and Iâve written so many notes itâs not even funnyâ you complain. Your best friend chuckles at you as he looks down at the menu to figure out what he was going to have for lunch.Â
âHow do you like the school? Itâs nice, rightâ you ask. He looks up at your question.Â
âYeah, it is. I didnât realize how big it wasâ Thereâs silence for a moment until he speaks again. âHave you heard from him?â You pause whatever youâre doing and bring your attention to him again. Clearing your throat you say âNo, I havenât. And I donât think I want toâÂ
âWhen was the last time you heard from him?âÂ
âUh-â you pause
âThe last time I spent the night with him after that partyâ Itâs silent again.Â
âWhat a douche,â he says. âHeâs an asshole for that. How does he go from being all over you and acting like a couple when-â
âI donât know, I just wanna stop talking about it.â you interrupt. From then on you only talk about school and the thought of you getting a cat.
âHow can they be so cute yet so dumb sometimes?â you ask yourself. The compilation of cats is displayed on the TV as youâre dressed in a thin tank top and a pair of sweatpants. Ice cream in your hands âafter the eventful day you had you deserved it. Itâs not only when you're interrupted by a knocking on your door. After finally getting comfortable you, once again, have to get up. Maybe it was Hoseok coming back to get something he left. âWhat did you forget this time?â you yell.
You completely stop when you find that it isnât your best friend on the other side of your door. But the man that would give you those same sparkly eyes whenever he was around you. âWhat are you doing here?â it comes out in almost a whisper. â__â Jungkook walks forward to hold you.
You flinch back, moving your arms to cross over your stomach. His heart hurts at your actions. But he understands why you did it.
âI wanna talk to you.â he says quietly.
He steps into the house and closes the door behind him. âWhat is there to talk about? I didnât think you had anything to talk aboutâ you threw at him.
âIâm sorry-â
âYouâre sorry?â
âYouâre sorry for making me look like a fucking idiot?â you can feel your blood begin to boil. Tear ducts forming at your waterline âthe lump in your throat beginning to grow, preventing you from speaking.
âYouâre not sorry for shit Jungkook, you made me feel so shitty about myself for thinking-â your voice breaks
âFor thinking what, __?â
âFor thinking that you loved me! For thinking that I actually saw something with you, fuck! Jungkook, you donât understand, you donât understand how much you hurt me.â you cry to him screaming at the top of your lungs.
Jungkook is completely still. Unmoving.
âI do, love youâ he says quietly.
But you donât take it.
âBullshitâ
You move your head to the side, not baring to look at him. âGet out,â
âPlease-â
âGet out! I donât want to see you anymoreâ you exclaim. But, he resists. Jungkook walks up to you, wanting so badly to hold you for hurting you. Much to his surprise, you let him. âIâm sorry, baby,â he says into your hair. Your face is buried into his chest, the fabric of his hoodie becoming soaked because of you. âNoâ you muffle.
âNo. No, no, no!â
You push him away. Hitting on his chest, he looks down at you, a shameful look on his face. âGet out! Leave!â you pound on his chest. He takes every hit like itâs nothing. It only irritates you further. âPlease, leave Jungkookâ he nods in response. Slowly making his way to the same door he walked through.
Sobs echo through the apartment. Falling to your knees you cry into your hands.
Jungkook, still on the other side of the door, hears your sobs. His own tear fell down his round cheeks. He couldnât do anything but beat himself up over and over again for the way he treated you. For the way he acted towards you and for leaving you in such an awful state. He makes it back to his car, and he sits there for a moment in silence, lip quivering as he thinks about everything he had put you through.
PresentÂ
âFinally! It took you about five thousand years to leave that roomâ Jimin says dramatically. The afternoon sun was shining and he had been in and out of the house for the majority of the day. However, Jungkook had been wallowing in his guilt. The guilt heâs felt for the past month and the additional days. The quiet boy sits at the counter sluggishly. Days passed since he last saw you. You were all he thought about â day and night every hour and every second. âHow are you feeling?âÂ
âLike a total fuck upâ voice groggy.Â
âCâmon, have you at least tried talking to her?â thereâs a long silence until Jungkook says something. âShe doesnât want to talk-â Just the thought of not being able to hold you or even look at you is killing him on the inside. âShe doesnât want anything to do with me. Man, what the fuck am I going to do? Iâm so lostâ he admits.Â
He was so scared of this. Losing you. You were the bane of his happiness and he did everything but keep you safe, instead, he completely let everything go â including you. The cluttering of the bowl and spoon snaps Jungkook out of his thoughts. âWell you need to eat, I havenât seen you this disoriented since you had to say bye to Gureum when you left home. Youâre even worse nowâÂ
His appetite has gone away ever since he stopped talking to you. He had been spiraling, thinking all about you â how he felt about you. He couldnât take it anymore, the overthink, the constant hurt of not spending his time with you. Staring at his bowl of cereal contemplating if he should call you, he doubts youâd ever pick up but he has to try, right? Jungkook stands from the counter and walks back to his room. âHey! You didnât finish eating!â Jimin exclaims from the other room. Frantically, Jungkook searches everywhere for his phone. He hadnât picked it up in days and has been sitting somewhere in his room untouched.Â
Finally, when he finds the piece of technology he quickly presses the power button; wishing for it to turn on already. To his dismay, it had been dead since he set it down. He looks around for his charger. After finding the wretched thing he plugs it into the outlet next to his bed and plugs the other end into his phone.Â
After what felt like hours the phone displayed a white apple in the middle of it. He scrolls through his contacts looking for your name desperately. That flower that will forever remind him of you appears in front of his eyes and he quickly clicks it. The multiple rings vibrate through his ear.Â
âCâmonâÂ
Your call has been forwardedâ
âFuckâ he tries one more time. The ringing begins but quickly ends after the fourth. His brows touched in distraught. âFuck __,â he says under his breath. Out of impulse, Jungkook picks up whatever clothes he finds first and throws them on. Not caring about how heâd look in front of you.Â
He rushes out of his bedroom door and picks up his keys from the bowl set on the counter. After hearing the noise Jimin says âWhere are you going?â but before the younger could respond he was already out of the door. Upon opening the door Jungkook swiftly closes it when he gets into the driverâs seat and carefully but hurriedly makes his way to your place.Â
A stop light prevents him from getting there any quicker he yells âFucking light, hurry up!â.Â
Following up after many stop signs and stop lights, he finally makes it to the place he yearns to be at the most. Almost running up the steps he trips over one. âShitâ He reaches your floor and walks up to the door. Repeatedly knocking on the wood. He takes his phone out of his sweat pocket and pulls up your chat.Â
Me: Please open the door [3:00 PM]
He waits for the dancing dots to appear and when they do his heart jumps for just a moment but only for it to settle down after reading your text.Â
__ đş: no i donât want to see you [3:01 PM]
âIâm not gonna go away unless you open this door!!â
âGo away Jungkook!â he hears your voice over his excessive knocking.Â
âPlease, I want to talk to youâ Itâs only when he hears shuffling on the other side of the door that he stops.Â
Everything disappears when he sees your face again. After going a day without seeing you. âWhat do you wantâ your eyes look everywhere but him.Â
âI love you.âÂ
âAnd before you say anything let me just explainâ you stand there blankly looking at his boba like eyes that you always adored.Â
âI love how much you care for others, I love how you can take a joke and not get upset about it, I love the way you look at me, I love the way you are with me, I love everything about you, __â you stare at him with glassy eyes. You bite your lip, preventing yourself from letting out a sob.Â
âI love you so much that Iâm scared that Iâll lose you. Scared that you wonât love me back. Fuck I love you so much that it pains me to see how much I hurt youâ now Jungkook has tears forming. You hear him sniffle, your hand coming up to wipe the tear that had slid down his cheek.Â
âOh, Jungkookâ
âI love you, tooâÂ
After hearing those three words, his hands cup your cheeks. âI love you so much,â he says against your lips â softly pecking until he wraps his around yours.
The early night breeze flows through your window. The large man wraps his arms around your waist, holding on to you tightly â almost as if youâd vanish if he let go. Your hands are tangled into his hair playing with the soft mane against your fingers. A show plays in the background that none of you are really paying attention to. His hands find their way under your shirt softly touching your skin. Itâs not until you yawn into your hand does he looks up at you. âAre you tired?âÂ
âYeah, a little bitâÂ
He moves up so heâs now in front of your face, and his eyes move down to your lips. Gently brushing against them. One of your arms wraps around his neck â securing him in his spot. âDo you want to go to bed?â you shake your head up and down and stare into his bright eyes.Â
To your surprise, he tightens his grip around your waist and properly carries you to your room. Jungkook kicks the door open softly and carefully places you on the bed. He hovers over you for just a moment until heâs leaning in. Lips locking, his hands roam your stomach. His tongue tangles with yours, his hand moving towards your face, cuffing your cheek delicately swiping his thumb over it.Â
âLetâs go to bed,â he says, pulling away a bit.Â
âYou know what, Iâm not really that tired.Â
That sly grin appears on your face and he shakes his head at it. âOh, really?âÂ
âMhm, maybe I can stay up for another hour or twoâÂ
Slowly, he slides your body up further on the bed, hands roaming your waist. His lips place feather-light kisses on the side of your lips. Your arms wrap around his neck bringing him closer to you â your lips colliding. Delicately, handling you as if youâd break if he was any rougher. âCan I take this off?âÂ
âMmâ Jungkookâs fingers hook with the waistline of your pants slowly dragging it down your body. Along with your panties, the cold air hits your pussy â a shiver running along your spine. Jungkook kisses down to your waist, lifting your shirt a bit to reveal the softness of your skin.Â
His mouth hovering over your nether lips. Kisses are pressed against your inner thigh. Your head tilted to the ceiling, relishing in his careful touches. Finally, Jungkookâs hands wrap around your thighs, bringing you closer to him. The warmth of his breath against your sex.Â
Your hands find comfort in his soft raven hair tugging harshly, you plead âPlease, babyâ
âI gotchu Angel, donât worryâ his eyes look up at your desperate expression. He dives in, licking a long stripe against your tainted pussy â legs thrown over his shoulders. Moaning, your other hand finds the pillow beneath your head. His erratic movements pull sounds from you that heâs been yearning to hear for so long now.Â
In complete bliss, he brings you impossibly closer. His tongue finds your bundle of nerves running figure 8s along where youâre most sensitive. A finger prods at your entrance, slowly but surely entering you. âFuck,âÂ
âYeah? You like that baby?â he watches as your face contorts in pleasure. Soon enough he adds another. The nasty sounds of your soaked pussy fills the room. âRight there, JungkookâÂ
âAm I making you feel good Angel?â
âYes, yes, yes!â you scream.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cu-â Itâs then again that his mouth dives in. Much rougher, his tongue faster. The squeeze to your thighs and his harsh movements are what send you over the edge. âYes! Jungkook, right there babyâ you moan. Your essence spills onto him, he takes his time cleaning you up with his mouth. Your hips twitch out of sensitivity.Â
âI know, baby. I knowâÂ
He kisses your stomach before making his way back to you. He connects his lips with yours, you can taste yourself on his tongue. The sides of his mouth are wet from your cum. âItâs not fair that Iâm the only one without clothesâÂ
Jungkookâs hands run along the sides of your waist. âWho said I was done?âÂ
He stands tall in front of you. His hands fall to grab the hem of his shirt â pulling it away from his torso along his sweatpants and boxers. His cock hitting his stomach, the sight making you drool.Â
Hurriedly he connects your lips, tongues colliding. Your hand finds the nape of his neck playing with his now long hair. The same feeling explodes within his chest. The same feeling he was so scared of dealing with, now becoming a part of him.Â
âI need you, babyâ
âYou have me, my loveâÂ
Love. So unfamiliar yet it comes so natural to him now â with you.
His cock prods at your entrance, sliding it against your wet pussy. âEugh, baby please, pleaseâ you beg. Jungkook places small kisses against your lips as if to calm you down. âI gotchu baby, I need you to relax for meâÂ
Slowly he slides home, easily entering you. Wrapping your arms around his neck âholding tightly. His hips rock into yours slowly at first. The euphoria of finally being with you filled his mind.Â
At last, heâs with the one he most treasures, the person that has found home in his heart.Â
His hands ran along your thigh, lifting so your legs were wrapped around him. After making sure you were comfortable enough he picks up the pace. The room is filled with the filthy sounds of your moans combined with the squelching of your pussy.Â
âYou okay baby?âÂ
Your head bobs up and down you say âMore than okayâ
He worships you through the whole night. Thanking every star above that theyâve brought you to him. âI love you, angel, so much,â he says in an almost whisper. His hand cupped your cheek running his thumb along the softness of your cheek.
âI love you tooâ stars are in your eyes. Watching as the man before you admires every part of you. Never wishing to let go. His hand comes down to where you need him most. Rubbing figure 8s along your clit. And this drives you over the edge. Your thighs shake, clenching around his cock â sucking him in.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cumâÂ
âPlease come in me, baby. I need you so badâÂ
With his final thrust, your walls are covered with white ropes of his cum. The room is now silent, only filled with your breathing. âDid I hurt you?â he says. Silently shaking your head you look up at him, examining every freckle and mole on his well-structured face. âLetâs get you cleaned up then, hmm?âÂ
âOkayâÂ
Jungkook gets up and walks over to your bathroom, already knowing where everything is. When he comes back to the bed he finds you fast asleep. A small chuckle escapes from his lips as he plays with the towel in his hands. He picks up his boxers he had tossed somewhere across the room and puts them on. He looks through your drawers and looks for something more comfortable for you to sleep in.Â
Carefully he dresses you in one of his T-shirts he had left there a while ago and your panties. Jungkook tucks the both of you into bed, cuddling into your chest. Quietly he says âI love you, Angel. More than youâll ever know.
 The room is still dark when you wake up. The dim lamp is lit on the corner of your desk. Jungkook is sat up against the headboard, his phone illuminating his strong features. The clock beside you reads 5:45 AM. He hears the ruffling of your sheets beside him, pulling his attention away from his phone and to you.Â
âHey, what are you doing awake?â you say. He shrugs his shoulders and replied âDunno, couldnât sleepâÂ
âI was up all night thinkingâÂ
âThinking about what?â he strikes your curiosity. âAbout how much I hurt you, and how I caused you to hurt so much because of my stupid feelings-â
âBaby, it doesnât matter now. Weâre together now, right? Letâs focus on us right now. Not what happened in the pastâ you say, kissing the mark on his shoulder. âI know, itâs justâ he pauses. âI shouldâve talked to you, instead of walking away, yâknow? This all couldâve been avoided if I had just came to you.âÂ
âI know that itâs hard to express what youâre feeling. But I can help you through that. The only way I can do that is if you donât shut me out, I need to know whatâs wrong so we can get through whatever it is togetherâ his eyes are focused on his fingers playing with the comforter.Â
âHey, look at meâ Your hand tilts his head towards you. Those bubbly eyes looking at you now. âI need you to talk to me, okay?â he nods his head. Eyes teary after thinking about everything. He sniffles, lips quivering. âI love you,â you comfort. You run your thumb across his lips gently, calming him down. âI love you tooâ You lean closer to him, placing kisses against his lips.Â
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âUncle Kookie!!â Minchae calls for her favorite uncle. âHey, munchkin, how are you?â he places a kiss on her cheek. You watch from behind your boyfriend smiling from ear to ear watching him with his baby niece. âIâm good! Hi auntie!â she says to you next. âHey Minnie, I missed you!â you say as she practically dives into your arms. You both walk to the backyard where everyone else is. Everyone greets the both of you warmly. Hugs are given and small conversations are made.Â
You have occupied yourself with Aria as you speak on and on about how much Minchae has grown. Watching her play with all of the toys she had lying around in the grass. Jin and Namjoon stood by the grill conversing as well. Jimin had been playing one of his Mario games with Taehyung and Yoongi had his guitar in his hand, playing a soft melody, setting the mood.
This is what Jungkook had been looking for: surrounded by the people he loved the most. His eyes find you watching his niece do one of the funny dances she always likes to do. A smile adores your pretty lips, your cheeks rosy from the slight fall breeze. He loved seeing you happy like this, loved how you were with his friends, loved the way you always had room in your heart for anyone, no matter the circumstance.Â
Jungkook loved you and will forever say those three words for the rest of his life.
yay!! after so long, I've finished wait for your love đĽš. it has been a long time coming but i pray you all like it. this has to be my favorite to have written AND my longest! i do hope that in the future that i have the ability to create more stories like this one. i do have a few ideas in mind but ill let this one sink in đ. happy reading lovelies đ
~ Genre â strangers to friends(?) to lovers, college au, fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, slight fwb, unrequited love
Warnings/content â 3D jk, light angst, smut, major fluff, jk is a fuckboy, yearning, a lot of miscommunication, a lot of crying, smoking, slight drinking, he rides a motorcycle, oc is a bad b, big dick!jk, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), fingering, oral (f&m. receiving), 69, soft sex, missionary, doggy, aftercare (he's not a total asshole), multiple sex scenes, consensual sex tape, multiple orgasms, pining, complicated feelings, poor communication, bad boy!jk, ot7 cameo!
~ words â 25.6k
⢠currently play â we canât be friends (wait for your love) by Ariana Grande and opera house by Cigarettes After Sex
âyou got me misunderstood but atleast i look this good, we canât be friends but iâd like to just pretend, you cling to your paper and pens, wait until you like me again, wait for your love
âiâve got a love for you i just canât escape, all of my love for you cuts me like barbed wire"
playlist <3
Love is a strange thing. A very complicated feeling to figure out yet some find it very simple. In this case, love is something that she found simple, it was something she was fond of when she saw her friends experience it. But he couldnât find it in himself to feel it; he refused to. Deep down inside, he knew he couldnât reciprocate the feeling of love. He tried so hard to, but he just couldnât grasp on tight enough. So, he did what he did best, he let everything go.
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 Jungkook canât think straight. Heâs been stored away in his apartment for the past few days. Unable to get up from bed and be productive, wasting away and rotting in his room. His roommate and best friend, Jimin, has been managing the place himself; cleaning, cooking, basically everything a home needs to function. Heâs done everything he possibly could to get his friend out of his room. âJungkook-ah, you need to get up. Itâs three o'clock in the afternoon and I havenât seen you all day, you need to eatâ he calls from outside his door
 Itâs silent on the other end of the room; only shuffling could be heard from his bed. Jungkook hasnât heard anything back from you since your argument. Itâs been radio silent from your end the phone. He constantly checks his phone to find something from you. He misses your voice. He misses you. He couldnât bring himself to bother you even more. Not after the damage heâs caused to you and your relationship.
Summer
The bell at the top of the door constantly rings through the busy cafe as customers come and go. Itâs been getting busier as the weather outside begins to heat up with the season change. Your hair is kept away from covering your face with a hair tie pulling it away in a low ponytail. The air conditioner is blasting cool air and keeping the hot air where itâs supposed to be, outside.
âOrder for Jihoon!â you yell over the bustling cafe. Youâve been told that summer is one of the busiest times of the year for the cafe, second to winter time. The bell rings once again with new incoming customers, you look up from the cash register to find a young man around your age entering with his friends. His big and bold eyes find contact with yours across the room. A smile is displayed on his face, deep dimples grow as he laughs at whatever his friend says. He parts from his friends as he walks up to you to place an order. âHello, what can I get for you today?,â he stares up at the menu behind you, glazing through his options. âUh, letâs seeâ he pauses.
âCan I please get three iced americanos and,â he turns to look back at his friends again. âWhich one did you want?â he asked the boy with the blonde hair âThe chocolate muffinâ The boy in front of you turned back to you. âAnd the chocolate muffin,â he repeated
You ring up his order and hand him his receipt. âYour total will be fifteen dollars and twelve centsâ he fishes out for his wallet in his pocket and hands you the money. He watches you as you continue with the register. âAnd can I get a name for the order?âÂ
âYes, Jungkookâ he smiles at you
For some odd reason, his heart rate picks up as heâs talking to you. A strand of hair falls in front of your face and he canât help but notice how pretty you are. Jungkookâs never seen you in town before. Snapping out of his trance you place your hand out to give him his remaining change. âAlright, your order will be out in just a few minutes, Jungkookâ Reaching his hand out, he takes the money and nods his head to you. âThank you,â he looks down at your name tag and gives you a bright smile. â___âÂ
The kind look he gives makes your cheeks turn into a rosy red. Tucking the piece of hair thatâs fallen out of place behind your ear, you smile back at him. Jungkook walks back sitting at a small table his friends decided to sit at and takes a seat in front of his blonde friend. âShe was cute,â Jimin finally says, having watched the interaction between you and his best friend.
âYeah, Iâve never seen her around here before. She must be new to town," his other friend, Taehyung says. âMe neither, but she is pretty though,â He says as he plays with the small piece of paper you handed to him. That same smile reappears on Jungkookâs lips. âYou should go ask her for her number, itâs been what? Years? Since you last got someâ Jimin teases.Â
âIt hasnât been years, dumbass. I just donât want to jump into anything. I think itâs a waste of timeâ, Itâs true. Jungkook hasnât had a serious relationship since he was a junior in high school going into his senior year. Heâs a senior in college now. Now heâs perfectly fine finding himself some fun, and by fun, he means sleeping with a handful of many different women; he doesnât need a specific person to do that with. âOrder for Jungkook!â your voice resounds in the now-settled cafe. Perking up at the sound of his name, the chair screeches across the floor as Jungkook stands up to retrieve his food.Â
âThank you,â he says again. âYouâre welcome,â you give him a sweet smile. This time, Jungkookâs the one to blush. You watch as he gives you a small smile back, picking up his food, and turning back around to his group of friends.
âWe miss you over here, itâs like nothing is fun anymoreâ You didnât have much choice but to leave your friends back at your old school. The school here offered you much better opportunities than they did back in Gwangju. Taking a leap of faith, you packed your stuff and moved everything to Incheon. You knew little to no people here. Having never been here you had zero time to make any friends. Everything happened so suddenly you have had your main focus on trying to survive off of a fresh start. The move happened in the middle of summer break.Â
Hoseok agreed to drive down to help you move all your stuff into your new apartment. The dorms were more expensive than you had thought, so getting a summer job and looking for cheaper housing was your best bet at living to see a new day in this new city. âI miss you guys too. You guys should come down here. Leave Gwangju for a bit, I feel like I havenât seen you guys in agesâ The rest of your friends decided to stay back and plan out their new classes for the new upcoming year.Â
Sure, you were disappointed, but you didnât want to hold them back from planning their future. They had been supportive of your decision to move three hours away from them. You had told them that they could visit you whenever they wanted to.
âYeah, I know. I promise Iâll get everyone down there whenever we can, donât have too much fun over there without me though!â he teases you over the phone. Laughing at him, you pull your keys out from your pocket to unlock your door. Stepping inside your phone is placed between your cheek and your shoulder as you balance holding your new house plant and a small box you had forgotten in your car.Â
You close your door shut with your foot and place the box on your small dining table. Your apartment was small but big enough to fit two people. The living room wasnât as big but your bedroom was a decent size. You donât regret picking this place out, it was like living in a cot where no one could bother you. âHow could I when you're the life of the partyâ you laugh. Hoseok shakes his head as if you could see him. âHey, I gotta go now. Be safe over there and if you need any help Iâm one phone call away. I love youâÂ
âLove you too, Hobiâ Pulling your phone away you hear three beeps indicating the ending call. Walking over to the little window sill in your living room you place the overgrown plant there, making sure itâs angled enough to get the sunlight that it needs. Slumping down on the couch you pick up the remote laid on the armrest and turn on the TV. Playing whateverâs on as background noise. Sitting there and relishing your day, thereâs one specific highlight of today that catches your attention. That boy who came by the cafe today, Jungkook.Â
His bright boba eyes and his dimpled features play back into your head. His face is stuck in the forefront of your mind for the rest of the night. You hope that one day you will see him again
âNo, I swear she looked just like Jessica Rabbit,â Jimin continued about the girl he saw on campus a few days ago. Taehyung was immersed in his friendâs story. But however Jungkook canât find himself to indulge in his friendâs new âeye candyâ as Jimin liked to say. He found himself staring into space, thinking about you the whole way home. Jungkook has never found enough time to fond over some random woman heâs spent his time with.Â
But he can not find a way to get you away from his thoughts. Something about you keeps pulling him in and he canât seem to escape it. âHey, Jungkookie. You good?â Jimin shakes his arm a bit. He doesnât even realize that they are at their apartment already. He hadnât realized how long he spent thinking about you. âYeah, yeah Iâm goodâ he shakes his head and pulls his keys from his pocket.Â
Flipping the light switch to brighten up the room, the beeping of the door closing surrounds the room. âIâm gonna go wash upâ Jimin watches as his friend walks over to his room. Weird. He thinks. âAre you sure youâre okay?â Jungkook turns to look over to Jimin. âYeah, Iâm good, '' he says as if it weren't obvious. Jimin walks closer to him, examining his face. âI donât know it just seems like somethingâs bothering youâ The worried expression growing on his face convinces Jungkook to fess up.Â
âThat girl, at the cafe, I canât get her off my mind. We hadnât even exchanged that many words and I canât stop thinking about her,â He walks over to his couch and slumps down in defeat. A grin grows on Jimin's plump lips, taking a seat next to his young friend. âI knew it,â a smug look on his face. âBro, I told you to ask for her number. She seemed into you tooâ he says with a nudge to his shoulder, enthusiasm growing in his tone. Jungkook rubs a hand over his tired face and stands up again.Â
âI donât know if she makes me feel something. I donât know what it is but I donât like itâ You make butterflies erupt in his tummy, his heart beats faster, and you turn his cheeks rosy. Just looking at you he feels like heâs known you for a long time. And heâs just met you today. âI should just sleep on it, Iâll see how I feel in the morning. Who knows? Maybe Iâll completely forget about her when I wake up tomorrowâÂ
That was in fact, a lie. You were the first thing that popped up in Jungkookâs mind. Today he had a full agenda, it was registration week for classes. He wanted so badly to get rid of this feeling in the pit of his stomach. Walking into the shared bathroom, Jungkook walks in to get ready for the day. Through the mirror he sees Jimin emerging from his room, barely getting up from his bed. His shoulders slouched, his hair messy from sleep, and his eyes closed to still being closed from his slumber.Â
âWe need to be there by eight oâclock,â Jungkook tells him, mouth full of toothpaste. He gets a low hum in response from the kitchen. After finishing up in the bathroom, Jungkook walks out to prepare everything he needs. This is their last year in college, they needed to make the most of it. The screen of his phone lights up as he taps it to read the time. They had less than an hour to get out the door. Jungkook is ready with his things sitting next to him on the couch, he only has to wait for Jimin to finish. Nothing better to do than scroll through Instagram like random girlsâ posts and keep up with the media.Â
He somehow finds himself in his search bar. Moving his fingers over the keyboard, your name is what pops up. After searching for what had to be about a minute, he finds a picture of you smiling. You are with a group of friends surrounded by a table and playing what seems like a board game. Jungkook doesnât notice the smile growing on his face until he hears Jimin walk out to the living space.Â
âWhat are you smiling at?â He immediately shuts his phone off and looks up at his friend. âNothing,â he says nonchalantly. âLetâs go I donât wanna be lateâ Shrugging his shoulders Jimin walks over to his bag, sits on the chair at the dining table and walks to the door. Â
When they got to the campus, which was only a fifteen-minute walk from their apartment, it was filled with college students. Some ran over to their friends that hadnât seen in a while and some hung around, to themselves. Jungkook had slight hopes of seeing you here, registering as everybody else. Roaming the area he watches as different clubs set up booths, some standing by trying to get the freshman to sign up for their club.Â
Jungkook has lost sight of Jimin, finding himself with his other friends. Now heâs by himself watching other students in his class lurk around, making fun of the lower class for being lost. Itâs not until he finds himself on his phone again, looking through your profile again. It seemed like you liked to travel, youâve been to Japan, Italy, and many other foreign countries.Â
You seemed like a bubbly person, based on how you present yourself on social media.
His eyes found the clock again, and he had to get ready for his class.Â
âMom, Iâm alright. Iâm finding my way around campus. Itâs big but Iâll get the hang of it. Stop worrying so muchâ Your mom has been calling you almost every day to check in on how you are settling in your new home. Of course, she was supportive but she was going to miss you. Youâve never been this far from your mother let alone living without her. You had your own apartment but it was still close to her. The bond you had with your mother was special to you.Â
âOkay, honey. I just wanted to make sure you were doing okay, I miss youâ Itâs only a few minutes before your lecture starts and the class is almost filled with students. You hadnât realized how many people majored in psychology âI gotta go, Mom. Iâll talk to you later,â placing your tote bag down next to you. You see the professor walk in with a book in his hand. âAlright, I love you and stay safeâÂ
âI will, I love you tooâÂ
As you settle down in your seat you hear the door open again. This time, you see a familiar face. The boy you couldnât stop thinking about walks down your row, sitting a few seats away from you. You donât realize the butterflies flying in your tummy when you watch. âOkay, everyoneâ Your professor's voice booms through the room. âMy name is Namseok but you can call me professor ChoiâÂ
As the lesson is nearing its end you raise your hand to ask a question. âYes, missis?â he pauses, waiting for your response
â___â Jungkookâs ears perk up at your voice. His head turned to the sound of your voice. âYes, what are your questions?â Pulling your hand down to rest on your lap you speak up. âAre you available after class? Iâd like to ask a few questionsâ Professor Choi shakes his head and walks back behind his desk. âYes, please, come and see me after class and we will discuss whatever you needâ Jungkook still hasnât taken his eyes off of you since you spoke. Too immersed in how beautiful you looked today, out of your work uniform and in normal clothes.Â
âWell it seems like class is over for today. Good job everyone and I will see you on Thursdayâ Everyone collectively stands up and makes their way to the exit door. You on the other hand stay behind to ask a few questions. Instead of taking the normal way out like the other students. Jungkook walks the opposite way, past you. Watching as a muscular figure walks past you, you look up to see his face. Heâs already looking down to you and you can feel your warm cheeks express a slight red color.Â
Itâs until he turns back around to look at you that you fold. He was extremely handsome, how could you not?
Your shift at the cafe was about to begin. Itâs the middle of lunch time and the cafe has become busy. Sometimes you regret not signing up for afternoon classes. Night shifts are the busiest with the many college students coming in to study. Once again the ringing bell flows through your ears as customers walk through the door. You have yet to make any true friends around here. The only âfriendâ you have is your co-worker, Yejoon. She helped you out on your first day but she spends most of her time in the back making the food for hungry students.Â
Too busy watching the TV placed in the corner of the room you donât see the same muscle figure you saw in your lecture class. âHey,â he says. Tattooed arm out on display, chains adorning his neck. His body doesnât match his face at all, with cute boba eyes twinkling like there are stars in them, and a button nose with small moles placed haphazardly.
âYouâre in my psych class right?â he says, holding his weight up with his hands on the counter. You look up at him with squinted eyes. âYeah, I am. I saw you today at the end of class. Why didnât you go out with the other students?â This question catches him off guard. He needed to come up with an excuse, quick. âUh, thereâs another door that leads to a different building, I have a class thereâ Smooth. Nodding your head, you look behind him and watch as the line begins to grow. âJungkook? Was it?â he nods his head at you, ensuring you are right.Â
âWell, Jungkook. If you donât mind if you're gonna stay here and chit chat I suggest moving out of my line. I have a crowd of hungry college students and I donât intend on putting up with their attitudeâ You say with a scrunch of your nose. Jungkook puts his hands up as if heâs surrendering and throws you a smile. âI didnât mean to take long, I just came up here to ask you somethingâ You look up at him with a raised eyebrow. âAnd what is that?âÂ
âCan I have your number?â Bold. You think. âIf you step out of my line maybe Iâll consider itâ you tell him and he steps to the side so heâs not in the way of customers. âHi, Iâm sorry for holding up the line what I can get for youâ You ask the middle aged man that was after Jungkook. âYou wouldnât have to be sorry if you just told your boyfriend to fuck offâ Shock is read all over your face. You are not in the mood to handle rude customers today. âFirst of all, sir, he is not my boyfriend. Again I apologize for the wait. Itâs on the house,â you tell the man. Jungkook stands there watching the interaction go down.Â
For some reason this makes him even more eager to get your number. You look over to him as you wait for the next customer to tell you their order. âThis might take a while, take a seat anywhere youâd likeâ you point with your head as you tell him to wait. Itâs not until the very end of your shift that you realize that heâs still here, waiting for you.Â
You step away from behind the counter and take your apron off. âI canât believe you waitedâ you say under your breath walking closer to him. He looks up as he sees you from the corner of his eye. The chair scraping across the floor as he stands from his chair. âOf course I waited, I made it my mission to leave this place with some sort of way of communicating with youâ This surprises you. Youâve never met this guy in your life and now after a small meet heâs determined to get to know you.Â
âWell, Iâll give you my Instagram. Number is too personalâ he scoffs at that. Thankfully, he deleted your user from his search beforehand. Handing you his phone you type in your user and follow your account. Your pocket buzzes with a notification from your phone. Pulling your phone out you read the notification.
ggukkie has followed you
You smile as you read his user. You click on the tab and follow him back. His phone vibrates with a new notification and he reads your username
yeojacoure has followed you
Smiling as he looks up from his phone he says âIâll see you soon then?â You pull your hair from your hair tie and he watches as it flows down your shoulders. âI guess so, Jungkookâ He begins to walk away and before he can walk out the door he calls out for you. âGoodnightâ you reply with the same.
Feeling giddy inside Jungkook unlocks his phone and finds your account opening your message.Â
ggukkie: So how can I get your number? 7:43 pm
You look down at your phone as you exit through the back entrance. You read the text Jungkook had sent you only a few minutes ago. Smiling like an idiot you reply back.Â
yeojacoure: By earning it đ [7:49 pm]
ggukkie: And how do i do that? [7:49 pm]
yeojacoure: Figure it out đ [7:50 pm]
ggukkie: Câmon donât tease now [7:52pm]
yeojacoure: Not teasing [7:52 pm]
yeojacoure: Youâre a smart boy, you can do it! [7:53 pm]
He smile he cannot contain spreads on his lipsÂ
ggukkie: Alright, if working for it is what it takes then i guess thatâs what iâll do smh [7:53 pm]
When you think heâs done another text comes in
ggukkie: Are you free Saturday?[ 7:59 pm]
Your heart picks up once again because of him. What could he possibly have in mind?Â
yeojacoure: Yes⌠Why are you asking? [8:00 pm]
ggukkie: Letâs hang out [8:00 pm]
You think about it for a minute. You were just complaining aboutÂ
having no friends in town. Maybe itâs time you make some.Â
yeojacoure: Okay sure, what do you have in mind? [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: Itâs a surprise đ [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: If you get to be all secretive on me then I can be too [8:03 pm]
yeojacoure: okay fine, as long as you donât plan to murder me then okay [8:04 pm]
ggukkie: Why would I want to kill someone as beautiful as you? [8:04 pm]
This gets you to blush, hard. You feel like kicking your feet up and swinging them like a dumb teenage girl. You take a minute to breathe before responding back to him.Â
yeojacoure: shut up [8:06 pm]
yeojacoure: Iâll see you Saturday [8:06 pm]
Jungkook smiles at your final text and finally starts to make his way back to his apartment. He hasnât felt like this since his junior year of high school and it scares him a bit.
Days have gone by since Jungkook practically begged for your number at the cafe. Youâve seen him around campus but never bothered to interact with him. Except for your psychology class, he made the empty space next to you his permanent seat. Itâs now Saturday, he was supposed to take you out today but he never told you a time or a place. Now youâre sitting in your little apartment semi-dressed for an unknown plan.Â
You had given him your address in class, which he got in trouble for talking to your professor. He says itâs not far from where he lived and you remember he gave you a disgusting little smile.
It is getting darker now, the sun beginning to set behind the city and the lights illuminating the lively city. Now you are having doubts that he will even show up. âI donât know, Hobi. He told me heâd pick me up but he never gave me a time and he hasnât texted me or called me at allâ you talk to your best friend over the phone.
âRelax, Iâm sure he will show eventually. If he doesnât show then why was he so desperate to get your number?â you sigh. He does have a point.Â
 Your doubts are crushed when you hear your doorbell ring in your ears. âOh my God, okay, heâs here. Iâll call you when I get backâÂ
âOkay, be safe and if anything happens and I donât hear back from you. Iâm driving my ass down there and calling the policeâ you chuckle at your friend. âI will, I gotta goâ you click the red button to end the call.
You walk over to the door to look through the tiny hole on the door. Making sure you arenât opening the door to some stranger.Â
âTold you Iâd surprise youâ He says when the door opens. His eyes follow you up and down. You werenât wearing anything special. A short off the shoulder long sleeve with a bow tying around the back and jeans. âYeah, I started to doubt youâd even show up. Itâs practically night out already.â you roll your eyes at him as you walk out the door. Not before grabbing your purse off the dining table.Â
âAwh were you waiting for meâ he teases. You nudge him with an arm as you walk side by side down the hall to the elevator. When it does arrive a small family comes out before you enter. Pressing the bottom floor Jungkook makes small conversation. âYou look pretty tonightâ you reply back with a small âThank you,â a blush starting to rise to your cheeks once again. âWhere are you even taking me?âÂ
âWell if I tell you it wouldnât be a surprise, but since youâre so insistent then Iâll tell you,â the door to the elevator opens as it stops on your desired floor. âIâm taking you around the city, I remember you told me once after class that youâve had any idea around so Iâm showing youâ your heart picks up once again at the thought of him remembering little things that you said. It seems to do that a lot when youâre around him.Â
When you reach the parking garage you donât see any car in sight. âWhereâs your car?â He walks up to a motorcycle and taps the back of it. âRight hereâ your eyebrows raise in confusion. He hadnât told you he was picking you up in this. âYouâre kidding me, right? Weâre driving this?â a bit of hesitation can be heard in your voice. A smirk appears on his face as he watches your face full of worries. How cute. He thinks.Â
âOh câmon, I drive safe. You have nothing to be worried aboutâ he places gentle hands on your arms. You lean a bit to the side to look back at the vehicle. Looking back up at him you let out a sigh and reluctantly agree. âAtta girlâ he picks up the helmet that was set on top of the bike. He pushes it into your arms, confusion begins to settle on your face. âWhat about you? What if you get hurt?âÂ
Your brows furrow once again in worry. He has the urge to pinch your cheeks from how adorable you look but he refrains himself and nudges your chin with his finger. âDonât worry about me, hmm? Iâve done this plenty of times,â he moves to stand in front of you and he looks down at your small frame.
âCan you trust me?â he says.
You give him a look that isnât convincing but you nod anyway. âGood, now hop on.â He moves to throw his leg over the bike and he kicks the stand up. You place the helmet on and do the same as him. âNow, hold on tight. Iâm responsible for you tonight. Canât have you getting hurtâ he says, patting the side of your thigh. The loud roaring of the engine resounds through the big garage, making you jump slightly.Â
When you get to the highway he picks up the speed and you hold his waist just a bit tighter, praying you donât crash with his slightly reckless driving. His hand lets go of one of the handles and you feel him place it over yours intertwining your fingers.
As you ride through the city the lights from buildings light up the dark streets. Slight suspicion grows in your mind when Jungkook turns into a small alleyway. Nothing but trash bins aligned on a wall and a door leading into the building next to you. âJungkook, where are we?â he pulls his hand out in front of you to help you off his bike, taking it kindly. You pull off the helmet and place it on one of the handles. âOne of the places I want to show youâÂ
âOne of these places?â he turns his head to you and gives you a small smile. âBig city means lots of places to discoverâ He pulls the handle of the door and youâre hit with loud chatter and warm light. Itâs a small bar filled with laughter and low lights. Itâs not as packed as it is outside in the streets. âYa! Jungkook-ah,â you hear a deep voice call for Jungkook from one of the tables. A man with round glasses and a pretty smile calls him over to his table. âI havenât seen you in a whileâ he brings the younger one into a hug. âYeah, well Iâve been caught up with school and whatnotâÂ
The taller manâs attention is drawn to you now. You feel small under his gaze. âAnd who is this? A girlfriend?â he teases him, pulling him into a headlock. Jungkooks face scrunches with a smile displaying his bunny-like teeth. He pushes the older man off of him and fixes his hair. âThis is a friend,â he corrects him. Jungkook looks down to you and introduces you to his friend. â___ this is Namjoon, an old friend of mineâÂ
âHey! Iâm not that old,â he slaps the younger one on the back of his head, you let out a snicker. âItâs nice to meet you ___, I see that Jungkookie here has finally come out of his shellâ you let out a giggle. âHyung, stop embarrassing me, goshâ he hides his face behind his hand. âIâm just teasing youâ his gaze falling back on you. âSo what brings you to Incheon?â you look down to play with the bracelet on your wrist. âWell, I was originally going to school in Gwangju, but I found out that they had better plans here for me than they did back over there,âÂ
âAhh I see, I hope you find comfort here. It is a big city but youâll get around. If anything you have me and Jungkook here to help you if you need it,â conversation begins to flow smoothly between the two of you. Jungkook had taken a seat next to you, placing his arm on the back of your chair as he listened to you converse with his friend. He canât help but admire the way you look right now. Your smile radiates warmth all around and the way your eyes shine in the light. He feels like he can look at you for hours on end.Â
âIt was nice meeting you, I hope to see you soonâ Namjoonâs eyes gaze over to Jungkook, with a smug smirk on his lips. Rolling his eyes at him he turns his head to the side shying away to hide his rosy cheeks. âIt was nice meeting you too, Namjoon. I had a great time,â with a wave he turns the corner of the building and disappears into the night. Itâs silent between the two of you now, you look up at Jungkook standing next to you. He looks down at you and furrows his brows, âWhat?âÂ
âWhat do you mean, âwhatâ? Are we gonna stand here all night or are we going to have fun? Hmm,â a grin displaying on your face as you walk past him and lift the helmet off the place you left it. Chuckling Jungkook straddles the bike and looks back.
âHop onâ The roaring of the engine rings through your ears once again and through the small alleyway. The city lights have become slightly dimmer now that itâs getting later into the night. Fewer people roam the streets but still many young souls live their young lives with their friends.Â
The drive to your next destination takes a bit longer. Itâs close to leaving the city. The sign you read as you enter the small area is âSongdo Central Parkâ. The small streets go on for miles as booths pile up down the line. Jungkook parks on one of the many sidewalks and helps you with your bike.
âWhat is this place?â you say.Â
âCentral Park, I come here sometimes to clear my mind,â he walks mindlessly with you trailing behind him.
The lights of the monument in the middle of the park are bright lighting up the path. Walking side by side now, you watch as Jungkook takes in the cool, summer air, hands swaying next to each other, and fingers brushing against each other. You point at a booth selling candied fruits and tug on his jacket.Â
âCan we get some?â your big eyes looking at his. How could he resist you? Obliging, he gives you a small shake of his head and follows you to the booth.
âHello! What can I get for you?â the nice old lady asks.
Fruits skewered on a stick in her hand as she dips it in a sugary coating. âCan, please get, uhmmâ you place a hand on your chin looking through the small collection of fruit. âWhich one should we get?â you turn to Jungkook, who has been staring at you the whole time, and he looks over the tray of sweet snacks. âLetâs get one strawberry and a mix of both with grapes,â he tells the lady with a sweet smile.Â
She grabs the fruits and places it in small trays for the both of you. âThat will be five dollars, pleaseâ Jungkook hands her cash he had stored in his pocket. âThank you!â you say as you wave her goodbye. Walking in silence enjoying your snack Jungkook canât help but feel nervous now that heâs next to you. You bring the fruits to his lips and you place your hand underneath to catch the falling crumbs. âYou want some?â he looks at your adorable face as you wait for him to take a bite.Â
Taking the sweet red fruit in his mouth a piece of sugar falls from it, landing in your hand. You bring it to your mouth and take the hard sweet. Jungkookâs heart pace speeds up for an unknown reason and you continue on as if nothing happened, finishing off whatâs left of your treat. Clearing his throat he asks, âHow do you like the city so far?â looking ahead of him. A couple playing with their little dog as it runs around in the grass.Â
Your eyes follow his and you can feel a smile grow on your lips. âI like it, but I feel like thereâs only so much that I can explore in one dayâ
You walk over to throw both of your trash away and you find a bench in front of the small lake in the middle of the park. Walking over to it and taking a seat Jungkook follows suit. âI can show you so many other places if youâd let meâ a grin growing on his lips.Â
You look to the side of you and give him a small smile âI donât know, Jeon. Iâd have to think about that oneâ you laugh. âOh câmon, I know my way around the city. I can show you so much moreâ the night continues on with laughter and playful banters. You donât notice the time passing until your phone rings with a notification. âOh, shit. Itâs getting late we should get goingâ Jungkook stands from his seat and stretches his hand out for you to grab. Taking it, he pulls you from your seat and he doesnât let go until you find yourselves back at his bike.Â
About an hour later, your apartment building comes into sight as you turn the corner of your street. Jungkook comes to a slow stop near the entrance of your parking garage and parks his bike. Taking off the helmet for the last time tonight you run your fingers through your hair making sure your hair was kept well. Hopping off, Jungkook places the helmet down on the seat of the bike. âCan I walk you?âÂ
âYes, you can '' the look in your eye is something he canât quite make out but it makes his tummy do backflips. You walk in front of him to the lobby of your apartment and press on the button with the arrow pointing up to the upper floors.
It dings immediately given the late hour of the night, assuming everyone is fast asleep by now. The ride up to your apartment was silent. The only sound in the small elevator was going up the few floors you lived above.
The door rings and its doors open wide for you to exit. You walked down the short hall and stopped at your door, turning around to face Jungkook. His hands are stuffed in his pockets as he looks at anything but you. Feeling the nervous crawling back into his chest. You are the first one to speak, âI had fun today, Jungkook '' your smile eases him a bit. âIâm glad you did, my offer still stands, you knowâÂ
You think about the time you spent at the park, you are still taking it into deep consideration leaning towards saying yes to him again. You only respond back with, âIâll think about itâ he laughs, his head hanging low at your unclear answer. Sighing he looks past your head at the wall behind you. He builds up the courage to ask you again. âSo, how about that number?â you burst out laughing. Covering your mouth trying to keep quiet in courtesy of your neighbors. âWhat makes you think, youâve earned my number?âÂ
A hint of laughter still hidden your voice. âWell, I did take you out and gave you a good time. I think I deserve itâ You think about it for a minute. âIâve decided to make this easier for you, Iâll make it like an easter egg huntâ you jump up with enthusiasm. He looks at you with confusion, wrinkles forming between his eyebrows. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âIâll give you clues! You can earn each digit one by oneâ you say proudly. He chuckles at your antics, accepting you challenge him and he nods his head. âOkay, when do I get my first clue?â you look around trying to think of something clever. âAhh! Itâs in my address,â he looks up to the numbers on your door deciphering which one of the four numbers could be in yours. âThatâs your only hintâÂ
âYou really are a tease, you know thatâ , shaking his head. You only smile up at him, nose scrunched. âYou should get going, itâs late.âÂ
âYeah,â itâs silent for a moment before Jungkook speaks up one last time tonight. âI liked tonight with you ___,â you look down, shy. âI did too, Jungkook. You arenât as bad as I thought you wouldâ you tease him. Rolling his eyes at your gesture, he nudges the bottom of your chin with his finger and lifts his head looking down at you âI thought youâd be a handful, but I guess you're tolerableâ you slightly push on his shoulder. He grabs your wrist and you both stop for a moment.Â
You donât realize how close you have become. Faces close together. Slowly leaning in, Jungkook's eyes gravitate to your soft, pink lips. Before your lips could touch your head moved to the side, whispering in his ear, âGoodnight, Jungkookâ your hand leaves the nape of his neck and you turn your door. Before it could close, you locked eyes with Jungkook, one last time.Â
Once he canât see you anymore, Jungkook lets out a breath he didnât know he was holding. He turns to make his way back to his bike holding on to his chest where his heart lies. The feeling erupting in his chest feels foreign to him. Something he hasnât felt in years. It scares him. Itâs something he refuses to let himself feel. Maybe he just needs to sleep. Maybe heâs just tired from the long day heâs had.Â
Hopping on his bike. He makes his way back home, thinking about the digits of your address, dissecting them. Determination stays on his mind for the rest of the night.
A small crowd of students file into the quiet library. Books surround you with knowledge of classes that you are taking. A pencil clad in your hand as you think of more notes to write down on your notebook in front of you. Jungkook has been texting you since the day he took you out. Asking you random questions throughout the day, but to your surprise he hasnât said a single thing about your number.Â
You jump a bit in your seat when the chair in front of you screeches against the floor. When you look up you see Jungkookâs handsome face, a chuckle coming from his lips at your reaction. âHiâ he says in a whisper. Shaking your head at him you go back to writing your notes. âHow did you know I was here?â He watches as you write down words on your piece of paper. His tattooed hand reaches out and starts playing with the edge of the paper and you look up at him. âI was on my way to get some lunch and saw you through the window, you donât work today?â his head tilts to the side like a puppy dog. You shake your head, âNo, I have a day off today and I wanted to spend it studying. But I canât do that with you bothering meâ he rolls his eyes and lets go of the paper.Â
Itâs silent for only a minute before he starts speaking again. âWhen will you be done?â He's like a nagging child, always in need for attention. You let out a sigh of frustration and put your pencil down beside the notebook. âYou donât have any other friends you can annoy?â a small pout forms on his lips. Sulking, because of your attitude.Â
âI wanna hang out with youâ you try one more time to focus on studying. Opening one of the books lying beside you. A loud groan comes from the big baby in front of you and you quietly slam the book shut. âFine! What do you want to do,â placing your remaining things into your bag and you stand from your chair to pull it over your shoulder. Jungkook beats you to it, though. Placing the white tote bag over his shoulder and carrying it out with him. Puffing a breath of air out you follow him to the door.
The weather is nice today, it wasnât too hot like those other summer days. It seems to be cooling down. âWhere are we eating?â you ask behind him. He turns his head to look back at you and slows his pace down to match yours. âThis place that serves the most delicious pork belly,â his posture straight, determined to get to the restaurant as fast as possible. Before he came into the library he had already been planning to ask you out to lunch with him.Â
He was originally planning on walking to the cafe, so he had been waiting a while. When you walk into the restaurant you are hit with the warm air with the scent of meat. To your surprise it wasnât as busy as youâd expect it to be considering it being lunch hour. Jungkook picks out a table in the middle of the restaurant. Taking a seat in front of him, he grabs a menu that had already been placed there and picks out his favorite dishes.Â
âHello, what can I get started for you guys today?â The server walks up to the table with a notepad and pencil in his hand. His attention is drawn to you first. You look up at him and give him a sweet smile. His hair was wavy and dimples showed whenever he smiled. You look down to your hands resting on the table and you look at Jungkook. His stare already on you, clearing his throat he begins to order.Â
Once it is written down on the notepad the waiter grabs the menus from the table. âIâll be out shortly with your foodâ You nod your head politely and bring your attention back to the man in front of you. âYou still havenât given me another hintâ He brings up again. Sighing with a smile on your lips you slightly shake your head at him. âYou are never going to give up, are you?âÂ
âNope, Iâm determinedâÂ
âWhy? Is my Instagram not enough?â You say with a shake of your shoulder.Â
âNo, itâs not. Are you gonna give me another hint or what?" Sass can be heard in his tone. Instead of having the poor boy go on for ages figuring out your number you give him the first six digits. âFine, Iâm starting to feel bad for you now. Iâll give more than one numberâ At this his eyes light up like the galaxy. Excitement growing in his chest and a smile that brings out his dimples appear on his face.Â
Laughing at his excitement you write down on a piece of napkin you pull from the box next to you. â823257â written in bold ink. You fold it up and slide it over to Jungkookâs side of the table. âThere now you need to find the last fourâ Now feeling a bit more relieved he stuffs the napkin deep into the pockets of his sweats. The food is brought out and the same waiter places it on the table in front of you.Â
âThank you,â you tell him with that same smile you gave him earlier. Blush begins to grow on his pale cheeks and he bows, walking away to serve other tables. Scoffing Jungkook looks away from the boy and takes the scissors from the tray, cutting up the meat. âWhat was that look for?â you say to him picking up a pair of utensils. âNothingâ you laugh lightly at his pouty lips.Â
The sizzling of the meat on the grill resounds and smoke lifts into the air from the hot pan. âDo you think itâs cheating if another man helps separate your perilla leaf for you with chopsticks if youâre already with someone?â The ridiculous question gets you to chuckle. âI donât think so, why does it matter if you're just going to end up eating it anyway?â you say, taking a piece of meat he grilled and placed on your plate for you into your mouth.Â
His eyebrows furrowed as he chews on the pork belly and his legs jump a little under the table. âIt does matter! I feel like it's cheating plain and simple. If I were dating someone it should only be me helping you. Not some other guy that you happen to be friends withâÂ
âWhatever you wanna believe, Jeon. But personally, I really donât care. As long as I have food in my mouth then Iâm happyâ you say as you stuff your mouth with rice.Â
The check comes around when you finish eating. You go to grab the piece of paper but, once again, Jungkook beats you to it. âYah, Iâm the one who brought you out to eat. I should be the one paying for itâ he held the paper away from you. Slumping in your seat you cross your arms across your chest. âBut itâs expensive, let me help pay halfâ With a proud smile Jungkook signs off on it and gives it to your waiter. âToo late, already paid forâ he sends you a sly grin and you let out a puff of air.
The beeping sound of the door resounds in the quiet apartment. Jungkook walks to his shoe rack next to the front door and pulls off his big black shoes. Walking over to the couch he settles down on the couch and turns on the TV. Before he could pull his jacket off he remembers the small napkin you gave to him at the restaurant. Digging through his pocket he feels the soft paper and unravels it, revealing the numbers you had written down.Â
The front door beeps once again, the slightly shorter man walks through the door and places his bag on the dining table. âHey,â Jimin says. âWhat do you wanna do tonight? We donât have a schedule for tomorrow and we donât need to be up earlyâ he says, digging through the fridge for something to eat. Jungookâs focus is still analyzing the piece of paper. âUh, do you think you could help me with something?â he turned his attention to the blonde standing behind the counter, a drink propped in his hand.Â
âYeah, what is it?â taking a sip from his bottle. Jungkook stands to walk over to Jimin and places the napkin in front of him. He looks down at it and lifts his head back up to look at his friend. âA napkin with a bunch of numbers on it? Is it like a code or something?â he says with confusion laced in his voice. Jungkook shakes his head and he pulls up your Instagram account. âDo you remember her?â Jimin brings the phone closer to his face to properly see what he has displayed on his phone. It takes him a little while to remember your face. Then his face brows straighten out as he recalls that day he saw you. âAh, the cafe workerâ Jungkook shakes his head, âYes, herâÂ
âWhat about her?â Confusion written on his face again. âWell, Iâve been hanging out with her for a while now-â before he can continue his sentence Jimin cuts him off, âAnd you didnât mind telling me this until now because?âÂ
âI donât know, Iâve just been so caught up with her and I didnât even think about mentioning her. But now Iâm in a situationâ he starts off by telling him the day he walked into the cafe and waited for you to finish up so he could talk to you. And the rest of the story after that. âWhy is she playing hard to get? Itâs just a couple of numbersâ Jimin says. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders, turning around back to the couch.Â
âShe said itâs a personal thing, which is so stupid. Weâve been texting back nâ forth on Instagram. I was out with her today and she gave me those numbersâ he sighs out of frustration. Jimin flows behind him and sits on the sofa next to him. He places the drink down and pats Jungkook on the shoulder. âYouâre in luck, I have my mom to thank for this.â he pulls out a thick book filled with thousands of phone numbers from under the coffee table. Jungkookâs eyes widen in shock as the book slams on the table in front of them.Â
âWhen did she give this to you?â he asks in shock. âShe gave it to me before I left Busan, I forgot I had it with me. I never had a use for it so it was stored away in the closet at our old dormâ He opens the book and flips through the thin pages. He stops on a page and glides his finger down looking for those six numbers. âHere!â He looks back to the napkin next to the book and reads off the numbers. Jungkook watches in awe as he watches his friend work his âmagicâ. âNow all we need to do is look through,â he pauses for a second âone hundred seventeen phone numbersâ A loud âWhat!â comes from the man beside him. âLooks like we have a long night ahead of us JungkookieâÂ
The first number they dialed was an old lady. She was sweet about them calling the wrong number and they moved on to the next. The fifth number they dial was a fried chicken place, not being able to contain themselves they placed an order for delivery. The two of them spend the next hour and a half trying to search for your number. Jungkook is close to losing hope. He ended up stepping out to their balcony and took a cigar out from the box laying on top of the table next to the couch.Â
Inhaling a puff into the nightâs air, he begins to feel a bit more relaxed. Jimin walks in behind him, standing next to him as they look out into the city. Lights, once again brightening up the city. The sounds of cars driving by and flocks of birds flying in the sky. Jimin takes in the fresh air, his arms leaning against the railing. âWhat if she gave you a fake number?â he says. Jungkook only sighs and takes another drag from his cigarette.Â
âI mean weâve been at this for hours and all weâve found is nothingâ But Jungkook being the stubborn man he is he says âWe have twenty more numbers to call. And if none of them is hers, thenâ he pauses. He looks up at the stars twinkling in the black sky. He closes his eyes and thinks. âThen Iâll just give up,â Jimin nods his head at his friend's decision, his head hanging low as he pats the taller oneâs shoulder walking back into the room.Â
Jungkook places the end of the stick in a bowl lying on the edge of the thick railing and trails behind the elder. Plopping himself back down on the couch, he begins to prepare himself for maybe one of the longest hours of his life. He picks his phone up again and dials one of the remaining numbers. But to no avail, itâs not your voice he hears on the other end of the phone. Crossing it off in the book he dials the next one, and then the next, and then heâs on the sixth number.
The phone rings for a while, but on the fourth ring, someone picks up. âHello?â you say. Jungkook is silent. Shocked that itâs actually you, heâs finally talking to. âHello,â he says back. You bring your phone away from your ear and look at the number. âJungkook? How did you manage to find the rest of my number so quickly?â He laughs at that. âQuicklyâ is quite the opposite of tonight.
âThank fucking God itâs you,â he says. Jimin perks up, turning around to face Jungkook.
Autumn
The sun rose over the horizon and spilt into the room, the blinds kept slightly ajar covering bits of the messy room, the light laying over his sleeping body. His eyes slow open as the sun peeks through them. He twists and turns in the comfort of his bed until he becomes restless, pulling the comforter away from his body. âJungkookâ a girl hovering over his tired body. She lays her own over his, cuddling into his neck as she wraps her arms around his neck, he buries himself in her scent dragging his hands to wrap around her waist.Â
The girl plants soft kisses along his soft skin whispering little nothings into his ear. Before he could pull away to find her beautiful face, his eyes opened.
âGet up!â Jimin tugs on his arm harder. Jungkook jerks up from his bed, wiping his eyes from sleep. âWhat time is it?â his deep voice still laced with his deep slumber, Jimin looks at the clock on the wall by his mirror and back at the sleepy boy.
"Itâs ten thirty, we were supposed to meet Namjoon ten minutes agoâ he yells. Jungkook groans standing up from the bed, without watching out for where he was going he stubs his toe on the corner of the bed, âShitâ he falls onto his bed again holding his foot. His phone buzzes with a notification. The name read â___ đşâ, and a smile formed on his face as he read your name.Â
y/nđş: Hey sleepy. Iâve been trying to reach you for like an hour but it seems like youâre too busy for me now đ. I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out today? [10:35 am]Â
His smile grows even wider. He thought heâd never see the day that you would reach out and ask if he wanted to hang out. Unfortunately, he has plans out today. Itâs been a long while since he and all of his friends planned to hang out together. With everyone being busy with school and work, they never found the time to plan a get together.Â
Me: Hey, sorry I didnât get back. I woke up late. [10:37 am]
Me: Someone missing me already? 𫤠[10:37 am]Â
He stands up from his bed and walks through the bedroom door. Jimin walks past him, already dressed and ready for the day, âYouâre not ready yet, weâre going to leave in like five minutesâ he says. âAlright! I wonât take that long, relaxâ He walks into the bathroom and prepares himself for the day ahead of him. The sink buzzes from his phone. The screen lights up with another notification.Â
y/n đş: Calm down pretty boy, I was just asking because Iâm off today and I donât have any plans [10:45 am]
Me: So you think Iâm pretty? lol, sorry angel i canât today, what about tomorrow? [10:47 am]
While he waits for a response he walks out of the bathroom and walks over to his closet, looking through the many clothes he has. Finally, picking out something to wear he walks out to the living space where Jimin is sitting on the couch, looking at his phone waiting for him to finish. âFinally,â he breathes out in relief. âIf only you set a damn alarm we wouldnât be so late, Tae keeps texting me if we were there yet and yet weâre still standing hereâ he shakes his head.Â
âCan you calm down, Iâm ready. Letâs goâ Jungkook walks forward to the front door and his keys in his hand. He waits for Jimin to walk out before he locks the door. As they are walking down the hall to the parking garage, Jungkook checks his phone again to find your message.Â
y/n đş: Donât get so cocky now Jeon. Yeah, thatâs fine. I guess Iâll just spend my time alone today đ [10:48 am]Â
Me: Cheer up at least you get to spend the whole day with me tomorrow! đ [10:59 am]
y/n đş: Yeah yeah. Have fun with your boyfriends [11:00 am]Â
Cheesing at his phone he sends you a thumbs up and puts his phone away and takes his car keys out. âWhat are you smiling about?â Jimin looks over to his friend in the driver's seat. âIs it ___?â he guesses. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders as he places the key into the ignition.
As Jungkook pulls out of the parking garage, Jimin takes the aux cord and plugs it into his phone, â3:00 AMâ by Finding Hope plays softly in the background of the car. âSo, whatâs the deal with you and her?â He starts the conversation first. âWhat do you mean? Weâre just friends,â Jimin looks at him with a look of suspicion written on his face. âHmm, youâve been spending almost all of your time with her, and I always catch you geeking whenever youâre texting her, doesnât seem like âjust friendsâ to meâ he lifts two fingers up in the air as quotations.Â
âYou are so deluded. I canât have girls that are friends anymore?âÂ
âYouâve never had a girl-friend before. Itâs either you sleep with them or you sleep with them. I have never seen you spend this much time with someone let alone a girl. Letâs be real now,â This leaves Jungkook silent. He is right, though. He just wonât admit that he is. âWhatever, manâ The car ride is spent in silence for the rest of the time being.Â
Itâs not until Jimin gets an incoming call from Taehyung. The phone is still connected to the car, his deep voice is loud throughout the vehicle. âHello?â Jimin says, âWhere are you guys?âÂ
âWeâre almost there, why?â Jungkook says. âJust asking, cus Namjoon-hyung is getting antsy, he just wants to make sure you guys are coming, it has been a while since weâve all been togetherâÂ
âOkay were pulling up in the parking lot now, see you soonâÂ
âSee you in a bitâ the calls end and the music starts to play again. The car comes to a stop, and the two close the door shut. This place is different to the one he took you out to that night all those days ago. This one is more secluded, not many people know about, considering itâs Namjoonâs fatherâs place. The small building is next to a lake, only a few others in sight down the road. the quiet sounds of the water rippling in the air, and the leaves turning into red, orange, and brown colors with the changing season.Â
Leaves crunch under their feet as they walk up to the door, knocking to be let in. The eldest one in the group answers the door. âYah, what took you guys so long.â Jin says, pushing their hands slightly in a playful manner. âThis one woke up lateâ he points to Jungkook. He raises his hands up and apologizes, âSorry, I forgot to set an alarm, but to be fair I went to sleep late last night working on a projectâÂ
âAt least you're hereâ Jin throws his arm over his youngestâs shoulder. âIt feels like I havenât seen you in ages,âÂ
âYeah, me tooâ Yoongi, another one of their friends, comes from the bathroom. Jungkook throws him a smile and pulls him into a hug. âItâs nice to see you guys againâ Namjoon comes from what seemed like a gaming room âLook at us, one whole againâ he opens his arms and brings Jungkook into a hug as well. Jimin and Taehyung are sitting at one of the couches catching up on what theyâve been doing since they last saw each other.Â
They all gather around and begin chit chatting. âSo, Jungkookie, Jimin here tells us youâre seeing someoneâ Jin raises his eyebrows, curious about his friend's love life. Jungkook shakes his head as he takes a sip of whiskey. âIâm not seeing anyone, sheâs just a friendâ at this Namjoon perks up and joins in on the conversation. âOh is it __? I thought you guys were together, I mean you guys shouldâve been there. They he looked at her was so sweetâÂ
âI did not look at her in any wayâ he objects.Â
âWait, you've met her already?!â Jin says with a look of hurt on his face. âThatâs not fair! I basically raised you and this is how you repay me!â he yells.
âCan we please calm down, sheâs nothing but a friend to me, why is that so hard to believeâ They all become silent now. Giving each other knowing looks, he lets out a sigh and pulls a cigar out from his pocket. Taking a lighter that was lying on the table in front of him he lights it up, taking a drag.
âOh câmon, when will you introduce us? Itâd be good to see a new face around hereâ Jungkook looks up at Yoongi and back down to his cigar. âI donât know, itâll happen when it happensâ It is silent for a minute before Jungkook changes the subject. âHowâs Aria and the baby? I miss that little dumplingâ Jinâs baby, Minchae, isÂ
Jungkook's goddaughter, itâs been a long time since heâs seen her. Jin and his wife, Aria, are high school sweethearts, sheâs seen him through his growth spurt, he hasnât spent a day looking bad. He doesnât blame her for staying with him for all these years.Â
âTheyâre doing good, we wanted to host a barbeque sometime in two weeks, I forgot to bring this up the last time we were togetherâÂ
Everyone perks up at the mention of food, all agreeing, they begin to talk about life, what theyâve all been caught up doing since their last get together.
âAre you guys dating?â Your best friend asks over the phone. After Jungkook told you he was busy, you brought yourself out of your tiny apartment and did a little bit of exploring yourself.
âNo, weâre not. We are just friendsâ you deny your relationship with Jungkook. He is one of the first friends (?) that you have made so far since you moved here. Yes, his personality is a bit condescending but you still manage to find a way to tolerate it.Â
âWell, from the way you described him, it sounds like more than friends to meâ You shake your head as if he could see you. âFine believe what you wanna believe, but I assure you we are just friends-â Mid sentence you donât pay attention to where your feet are leading you. You bump into a tall figure, when you turn around to apologize, you get a closer glimpse of the man. âHey, you were our waiter the other day at that restaurant near the campusâ you say pointing at him. He smiles and gives you a nod of his head.Â
âYeah, that was meâ An awkward silence fills between you two until you speak again. âIâm sorry, I wasnât watching where I was going,â he lifts his hands in the air in a forgiving manner.
âNo, no itâs okayâ smiling again at him you slowly begin to turn around to go on your way. Not until he stops you in your tracks, âWait! Uhmâ You turn your head back around to face him and raise your eyebrows. âYes?âÂ
âI was too scared to ask you this back at the restaurant, but can I have your number?â How cute, you think. A smile breaks out on your lips and you walk closer to him. âI donât even know your name,â you say to him. Immediately he says âItâs Jiungâ. You pause for a minute looking up at the sky as if you were thinking. âOkay, Jiung. Give me your phoneâ That same sweet smile you gave to him gets him to blush. He pulls his phone out from his jacket pocket and places it in my hand.Â
You put in your number and hand it back to him, you turn away but not before you say âHave a good dayâ in a sweet voice. His heart starts to race as you turn your back to him and continue your adventure. âWhat was that?â Hoseok says through the phone. âThis guy that I saw at this restaurant Jungkook took me to. He asked for my number.Â
âWow, you are a guy magnet over there, what happened here?â he says teasinglyÂ
âShut upâÂ
Loud knocks are heard from your front door as you get ready in your room. Your hair is still up in curlers, your baggy t-shirt is on, and your biker shorts are still on, you walk over to the door and look through the peephole. The beeping of the door is heard next to you and Jungkook steps into the room. âLook at you in your pajamas. Didnât I say I was gonna be here at one?â
he says in a teasing manner behind you. Walking back to your room you hear his heavy steps follow behind you. âUh, I donât remember letting you into my roomâ You turn to face him. âAnd I donât remember caring enough to ask,â The beefy man says plopping down on your bed. Rolling your eyes you walk back to your bathroom, his hands lay behind his head as he relaxes into your bed. You walk out with a robe on now, and Jungkook eyes you up and down.Â
âDo you mind?â you say looking back at him.Â
âI wonât look I swearâ You give him a look that says âI donât trust youâ. Turning around you go through your closet, pick a casual outfit, and bring it back to the bathroom.
Jungkook rolls his eyes as you walk away. Your bathroom and bedroom connect, and the big mirror above your sink shows almost everything in it. His eyes wander around your room, thinking about it now heâs never stepped foot in your apartment before, and his gaze stops at the mirror in the bathroom. You have taken your robe off and your bare back is on display.Â
He holds his breath as he takes in your figure, You grab the clip that was holding your hair and he watches as your hair cascades down your shoulder. Your head turns to look at how your hair had turned out from the rollers, but instead, you're met with Jungkookâs gaze. Heâs sat up in your bed now, lips parted slightly. You hold his stare before looking away and bending down to grab your clothes.Â
Snapping out of his trance, you can hear shuffling coming from your room. You look back to your bed and find it empty, Jungkook is in the other room, trying to steady his breath. A few minutes later you walk out of your room, a big sweater covering your body and a small skirt adoring part of your legs.
âAre you ready?â You say tilting your head up to look at him.
He only nods his head in response and waits for you to collect your things. He stands by the door, watching you put your sneakers on. A small white bag is thrown over your shoulder.
When you are finally done you walk out the door and he closes it behind you. The walk to the parking garage was quiet for some odd reason. When you both get into his car you destroy the silence between you two. âHow come you arenât being annoying today? Usually, youâre talking my head off or asking me dumb questionsâ His mind is still stuck on what he saw back at your apartment.Â
Low music plays softly in his car as he responds, âItâs nothing, Iâm just tired from yesterday.â Softly nodding your head away from him you look out the window and wait until you arrive at his place. Itâs silent again for only a few minutes when you decide to speak up again, âYouâre such a liarâ he turns his gaze away from the road for a second to look at you. âWhat did I lie about?âÂ
âYou said that your place is just a walk away from mineâ he chuckles at your complaining. Secretly you had hoped that you would walk with him to his complex, your neighbors usually take their dog out for a walk at this time and youâd always play with her. âSorry you shouldâve moved closer to me thenâ he says it as if you had any control over it. You roll your eyes and begin to sink into the comfortable silence.Â
He parks the car on the side of the road near his apartment and you both step out of the car. Itâs slightly bigger than where you're living and itâs much louder in this part of town.
He takes the lead and walks in front of you to the front of the building. The layout is much different than what youâre used to. Instead of an elevator, everyone has to climb up a set of stairs, thankfully for you, he lives on one of the lower levels. When you reach his home he punches in the numbers into the pad of his door lock.Â
Just like yours, beeping comes from inside of his house. To your surprise the place is neat and clean, a few pieces of trash here and there but surprisingly tidy for an apartment with two grown men living in it. âHow do you like it?â He asks, throwing his keys into the bowl on the table next to the door. âItâs nice, itâs cleaner than I thought it would beâ your eyes glide around the room. He scoffs and says âWhat? Just because weâre a couple of guys means we canât be clean?âÂ
âUhm yes, actually I do think thatâÂ
âWell, then change your mindsetâ he says walking over to his sofa. âWhat do you wanna do? I donât have much here but you decided you wanted to hangout here soâŚâ you walk over to his kitchen and look through his fridge. âLetâs cook something,â Digging through the drawers, you try to find something you think youâd both like to eat.Â
After searching for a few minutes you end up with pork belly, kimchi, and instant noodles you found in the cabinet. You call him over and he groans as he stands from the comfort of his sofa. He finds a spot next to you and looks at the items you have displayed on the counter. âWeâre cooking tonight?â You look up at him with a bright smile âMmmhm!â He laughs at your response. He rolls his sleeves up to his elbows, tattoos out on display and rubs his hands together.Â
âLetâs get started, then shall we?â Of course, he grabs the package of pork and cuts the plastic open with a knife while you look for a pot to cook the ramen in. You bring it to the sink and fill it half way to boil the noodles. It makes a small âclinkâ sound when it hits the metal of the stove. Jungkook walks over next to you while you sit watching at the pot, waiting for the water to boil. He pulls a pan out from the same cabinet you got the pot from and places it next to you on the stove.Â
Once the pan is hot enough he scrapes the cut-up meat into the pan, sizzling as it touches the heat. Smoke fills the air and the apartment starts to smell like pork.
The water starts to boil and you open the package and dump whatâs in it into the water. Jungkok grabs a pair of chopsticks from a drawer and picks a piece of cooked meat from the pan. He blows on it and touches it to his lips making sure itâs not too hot to eat. âHere, try itâ You open your mouth and taste the flavorful meat. Your eyes close as you satisfy your tastebuds with the cooking.
âIs it good?â Telling by your expression he doesnât need a verbal answer from you.Â
Once everything is cooked you plate it and serve it on the island in the kitchen. You sit on one of the stools and Jungkook stands on the other side of you. âI didnât know you could cook like this, itâs so goodâ Slurping sounds reverberate from his bowl as he brings it closer to his mouth. âWhoâs feeding my ego now?â he says with a cocky tone.Â
âCan you ever go a day without being annoyingâÂ
âNot when it comes to youâÂ
After you both finish up eating you make your way over to the living room and make yourselves comfortable on the sofa. The TV played whatever they showed during this hour.
Suddenly you start to speak. âYou know what happened yesterday?â he hums in response, too immersed in what was playing on the big screen. âDo you remember our waiter from a few days ago?â At the mention of him, he sits up and looks at you. âYeah, what about himâÂ
âAfter you blew me off-âÂ
âI did not blow you off, I was just busy with my friendsâÂ
âAnyways,â you roll your eyes at his interruption
âI went into the city and ran some errands. But when I was on the phone with my friend I happened to bump into himâ he listens to your story intently, not wanting to miss a detail. âI apologized but before I could leave he asked me for my numberâÂ
âAnd did you give it to him?â he asks curiously.Â
âYeah, I didâ he scoffs at your response, a little bit of anger beginning to build up. âAre you serious? Why did he get your number so easily but I had to work my ass off to get itâ You can read the anger on his face. You begin to laugh, you laugh so hard that you're clutching your stomach. âYah! Whatâs so funny! I didnât even say anything for you to laughâ This only gets you to laugh even more.Â
Not taking any more of this his fingers find your waist, and he tickles you. âJungkook!â you yell at him. He pushes you onto your back and attacks you. Your legs between his and your arms trying to shove his shoulders away. The biggest smile forms on his lips as he watches your face turn red from how hard you're laughing. âJungkook, stop!â you say in between laughs.Â
He takes hold of your wrist and pins it above your head. Your laughter dies down, and the room becomes silent. His face hovering over yours, your faces inches apart. He doesnât realize heâs leaning down, lips close to touching. The beeping of the door is heard near the door and Jimin walks through. You both quickly pull away from each other and straighten out your clothes.Â
âJimin!â Jungkook says standing to greet his friend. âThis is ___â Jimin walks over to you and stretches his hand out for you to shake. âAh, the one and only. Itâs nice to finally meet youâ he says slightly bowing out of courtesy. âItâs nice to meet you too, Jiminâ you give one of your sweet smiles. Jungkook looks down at his watch and walks up between you two.
âItâs getting late, Iâll take you home __â you nod your head and give Jimin one last smile. âBut we just met, let me get to know her,â Jimin complains. âYouâll get to know her another time, we have classes tomorrow and she has workâÂ
âIt was nice to meet you, Jimin. I hope we get to talk to each other properly in the futureâ you tell him. He smiles at you and lets you go.Â
~
The car ride to your home was filled with comfortable silence and the radio playing lowly. You are stopped at a red light and you look out the window. A dog sticking its head out the window gets a small smile to grow on your lips. âI had a great time tonightâ you turn your attention back to Jungkook. His face was illuminated with red from the traffic light. You take in his strong features. His sharp jawline and round nose, a faint scar is indented on his cheek, and his lip piercing shining in the light.Â
âI had a great time tooâ He looks over at you and sees you already looking at him. âSucks I didnât get to talk to your friend though. He seems like a nice person.âÂ
âYeah he is, Iâve known him since I was in middle school. We went to highschool together and now we're sharing rent with each other. Sometimes it amazes me how fast times flyâ he says.Â
Small talk is exchanged until you reach your apartment. This time you and Jungkook stay in the car for a bit longer. âThank you, for today. I had a lot of funâÂ
âSo did I,â he says. Itâs not long before he says something else. âMy friends are holding a barbeque at their place in a few days. Do you want to come with me?â This was out of nowhere. You debate whether you should go, you donât even know them besides Jungkook and Jimin, now.Â
âCâmon, you always talk about how you donât have any friends here. Iâm giving you the opportunity to make some.â After this you finally oblige.Â
âOkay, okay Iâll go. But only if you make me some more pork bellyâ he smiles and shakes your head.Â
âDealâ he pulls his hand out to seal the deal. You give it a small squeeze and shake your hands. As you look at him you hold onto your hand for more than he should be. Shying away, you let go of his hand and begin to pick up your stuff. âGoodnight, Jungkook,â you say leaning in to plant a small kiss on his cheek. You pull away but your faces stay close together. He looks down at your lips, and he slowly brings his hand to your cheek.Â
Heâs having an internal battle, thinking if kissing you is a good idea. Fuck it, he pulls you in and your lips mold with his. The cold of his piercing against your lips makes a shiver go up your spine. A small smack of your lips resounds as you pull away slowly, âGoodnight, angelâ
The crisp air of the late afternoon hits you, you are standing outside waiting for Jungkook to come pick you up for todayâs events. The thoughts of meeting his friends made you nervous for some reason you canât pinpoint. Maybe you are just scared of what they might think, you need to show off a good impression. His black Mercedes rolls in around the corner and stops in front of you.Â
Pulling the handle to the passengerâs side you reveal Jungkook, leaning against the armrest waiting for you to hop in. âDonât you look cute today,â he says, watching you buckle your seat belt. âThank you,â you say in a small voice. âYouâre so nervous around me all of a sudden,â he says leaning in to look at your face. You look at his eyes, then down to his lips. âIâm not nervous,â you say with confidence in your voice.
âMmm, then why are you so quiet? Iâm used to hearing your loud and obnoxious voiceâ he teases. A smile creeps onto your lips and you turn away from to face forward. âJust drive, Jeon.â Chuckling, you step on the gas pedal and start to drive away from your complex. âWhat are your friends like?â you ask. You watch as Jungkook leans his elbow against the door and places his hand under his chin. âHmm, they are very loudâ a small laugh comes from your mouth. âTheyâre also very warm, Iâve known most of them for a big majority of my life nowâÂ
You admire the way he talks about them as if they were family to him. The bond he describes he has with them seems unbreakable and full of love, you feel warmth spread across your chest at the thought of his friendship with all of them. You begin to realize that you donât live far from them, only about a thirty-minute drive from yours. Suddenly, those nerves you were feeling before begin to creep up on you again. He notices how silent youâve become as you get closer to the house.Â
âWhatâs wrong? Did you forget something?â he says, looking at you. You return his gaze and shake off your nervous feeling. âNo, nothingâs wrong. I just feel a bit nervous about meeting them,â you look for the right word to say. You shouldnât be feeling this nervous, Jungkook described them as great people. âAngel, you donât need to be nervous. They will welcome you with open arms, trust meâ The nickname always brings small butterflies soaring in your stomach, you donât think youâll ever get used to it.Â
The car pulls into the driveway you look up and gape at the size of the house. Itâs not too big, but big enough to hold at least seven people. You and Jungkook both walk up to the front door, once again you feel anxious, âRelax, itâs gonna be okayâ his fingers brush softly against yours, his pinky wrapping around yours. He rings the doorbell, and everyone on the other side of the door goes quiet.Â
Low chattering is heard and the handle to the door twists and swings open. âJayKayyâ Jin says in a brotherly tone. But Jungkookâs attention focuses on his baby niece. âAwhh Minchae, Uncle missed you '' he takes the little girl from her father's arms, squeezing her against him. Her little giggles escape as he places little kisses against her tiny puffy cheek. You watch with a fond smile on your face, how adorable. Youâve never seen this side of Jungkook before, it feels refreshing.Â
You follow behind him as he enters the house. The loud chattering comes back to life when they see their youngest out of the bunch. âHey, guysâ Minchaeâs arms wrapped around his neck. Standing quietly behind Jungkookâs tall frame you gently tug on his jacket and he turns around to you.
âOh uh, guysâ he places a hand on the small of your back, gesturing for you to walk forward. âThis is ___â You bow your head and greet them. âHelloâ comes from your mouth softly. Jinâs wife Aria stands up and places a hand over her heart. âYou are so cute! Itâs nice to finally meet you! Jungkook has not stopped talking about you since-âÂ
âAriaâ Jungkook deadpans. She places a hand over her mouth to contain her laugh. âSorry, sorry.âÂ
Jungkook holds a hand out gesturing to the woman next to you. âThis is Aria, Jinâs wifeâ you smile at her and nod your head, a fond smile growing on her face. âThis is Taehyung, and you know Namjoon and Jiminâ You walk over to where they were sitting and hold your hand out for them to shake. âOh yeah, we met that one time we went into the city, I remember,â you say to Namjoon. âYes, itâs nice to see you again ___â He gives you that boyish smile you saw all those nights ago.Â
âAnd this is Yoongiâ the quiet man waves his hand in the air and a little smile forms on his lips. Jin comes out from the backyard, clad in an apron and tongs in his hands.
âFoodâs readyâ Everyone stands up from their seats. A table is set up outside and the big backyard is lit up with fairy lights, setting the mood for everyone. When everyone is content with their plates they all sit around the table and converse with one another. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap, slapping her tiny hands against the table. She hasnât left Jungkook since you both arrived, you find it endearing, the relationship between the two.Â
He has a separate plate for her feeding her small spoons at a time when she asks for it. âSo, ___. When did you move to the city, is there any reason why you chose Incheon?â Jin asks.Â
âWell, I moved here this past summer from Gwangjang. I was offered better things here at the college than what they had back there. It sucks though because I had to leave all my friends. But it doesnât hurt getting a clean slateâ you say.Â
âThat is right, but I bet you miss your friends tooâ You nod your head as you think about your life back in your hometown. âYes, I do miss it over there. But Iâve been enjoying my time over here as wellâ you say with joy. Everyone begins to talk with you as if theyâve known you for years. It is not as bad as you thought itâd be, and you're grateful for that.Â
Everyone decided to head back inside and it grew colder, everyone spread out in different places. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap again, playing with his big hands. Her attention falls on you though, you look down to meet her gaze and you give her a small smile. She crawls from Junkook onto your lap and she stares at you looking at your features. He watches his niece make herself comfortable on your lap and looks at her antics. Her tiny hands come up to your cheek. A bright smile forms on your lips as you watch her.Â
âHi, Minchaeâ softly comes from your lips.Â
âPwetty, Auntieâ your heart melts at her small voice, and so does Jungkook's. He watches the interaction with a smile on his face, warmth igniting within his chest. âYouâre so pretty,â you say, giving a gentle poke to her round tummy. She lets out a laugh as he wraps her hands around your finger pushing it away. Jungkookâs heart feels like itâs going to explode, watching with fond eyes as you play with his niece. You look over at him and catch him staring, his hand coming up to nudge your chin playfully.Â
~
The night is coming to the end and Minchae has peacefully fallen asleep on your shoulder as you hold her back in support. Everyone has settled down, quiet music playing in the room as they all focus on their own thing. Jungkook looks down at his watch and notices how late it has gotten. âI think we should start heading out,â he whispers into your ear. You nod your head and begin to slowly get up, careful not to wake the little one in your arms.Â
âHere Iâll take herâ Jungkook brings his hand under her arms to pick her up. She moves a bit but falls back to sleep in the manâs arms. âAre you guys heading out already?â Jin says from the couch.Â
âYeah, is it alright if I put her to bed?â Jin nods his head and Jungkook separates from you for the first time tonight and walks up the stairs.Â
âWhere have you been all his life?â Jin says out of the blue. You turn around to face him and give him a look of confusion. âWhat?â a small chuckle escapes your mouth. âI have not seen him act the way he does since youâve met himâ A smile appears on your lips and before you can respond Jungkook comes back into the room. âYou ready?â he says quietly from behind you, a hand resting on your waist. You look up at him and nod your head, you bend to grab your purse from the couch.Â
âIâll see you guys later,â he says with a wave of his hand. They all say their goodbyes and then, you are both heading back to the car.
You walk up to your door and unlock it, Jungkook stands behind you and waits for you to get in. He expected you to wave him goodnight and disappear behind your door, leaving him to walk into the night. But instead, you turn around and say âYou wanna come in?â Shocked, Jungkook freezes in his spot, caught by surprise. He nods his head and walks in behind you. You place your bag down on the small table and plop down on your sofa, Jungkook following, he sits down next to you.Â
âTonight was fun, I didnât expect us to get along so well. It felt like Iâve known them for years,â you say facing him. Your arms are in your lap, your fingers playing with your ring. âYeah, thatâs what they do to youâ he chuckles. âThey are all too kind for their own good, thatâs what I love about themâÂ
âI can see why you talked so fondly about them, thinking about the bond you share with them makes me miss my friends back home. Weâd hang out almost every night and stay out late going to partiesâ You reminisce on the old times you and your friendsâ wild nights.Â
âYou have me now, and everyone else,â he says in a low tone. You look up from your lap and smile at him. It is silent between you now, Jungkook canât help but stare at you in the low light, how beautiful you look. Slowly his hand comes up to the side of your neck, just below your ear. You lean into his touch and your lips part slightly, your gaze falling to his lips and so does his. Lips colliding, your hands find his wrist holding on tightly.Â
Your body moves forward, straddling his lap, and his tongue glides over your pillowy lips, seeking entrance. Your lips part allows him access and his hands find your waist, squeezing gently. A small whimper escapes your mouth at the touch; the room filled with the sound of lips smacking. His hands begin to dip lower, till they are right above your ass. Your arms wrap around his neck softly and the kiss gets heated and needy. Teeth clashing against each other and small noises come from your lips.
With his hands under your ass, he stands up and lifts you up with him. Legs wrapping around his middle, without breaking the kiss Jungkook finds his way to your bedroom. He throws you onto the bed as if you were a ragdoll, hands finding the hem of his shirt he pulls it over his head, abs out on display; you can feel yourself become wetter.Â
Your hands glide up his stomach, muscles rubbing against your fingers. Jungkook holds onto your hands and brings them up to his neck as youâre kneeling on the edge of your bed. His lips connected with yours once again, but much harsher. His tongue playing with yours, the sloppy sounds of your lips are the only thing heard in the room. Jungkookâs rough hands pull your thin tank top over your head, revealing your perked nipples. You gasp as your body is hit with the cold air in the room.Â
Placing wet kisses down your neck, his lips find your chest. He breathes over your nipple and you whimper at the warmth it brings. His lips wrapped around your erect nipple, and you threw your head back in pleasure, hands wrapping around the short hair on the back of his head. âJungkookâ you whimper. His hands wrap around your back bringing it closer to him. He moves on to the other one, giving it the same treatment. Suddenly, he throws you back down on the soft mattress.Â
Watching how your tits move with the impact. He hovers over you kissing you with need. Jungkookâs hands find the waistband of your skirt, pulling it down and throwing it onto the floor behind him. Now youâre only left in your panties, barely covering your pussy. He can feel himself grow harder in his underwear, looking down at the goddess that you are. Pushing you up so youâre fully on the bed now he dips down and places soft kisses on your inner thigh. You shiver at the touch and whine his name out again. âJungkookâÂ
âWhat, baby? Use your wordsâÂ
âI need youâ you moan, your eyes fall to look at him. But theyâve already fallen on you, giving you a sultry look.Â
âYouâre already so soaked for me,â he says, hooking his fingers on your panties. Itâs barely doing its job anyway, he yanks them from your body. Your cunt out, ready for him to devour. âYou gonna be a good girl for me?â you nod your head.Â
âUh uh, what did I say baby?âÂ
âUgh, yesâ you say in a needy tone. âI need to feel you Jungkook, pleaseâ Finally getting what he wanted he obliges to your request.Â
âJust because you said so kindlyâ his head dips down, placing kitten licks along your clit, you let out a breathy moan at the first contact of his tongue. Then, heâs diving in. Wrapping his arms around your legs pulling himself deeper into your sopping pussy. You try to move around but Jungkook isnât having it, his grip on you tightens and his pace picks up. Two fingers find your entrance, pushing in slowly. Your eyes roll to the back of your head as his thick fingers push up into you.Â
âFuck, Jungkookâ You bring your hands to prop yourself up, and you watch as Jungkook flicks his tongue up and down between your folds. His fingers start to pick up in pace, and he can feel you squeeze him, he knows youâre close to an orgasm. The burn in your lower stomach begins to build. Moaning, loudly you reach your climax, a hand finding his hair, you tug slightly to get him off of you. Your thighs begin to shake beside you he finally pulls away and brings himself back up to you. You stare into his eyes, big black boba eyes staring back at you.Â
You canât believe thatâs the man that brought you to your orgasm. His head dips down to connect your lips once again, you can taste yourself on his lips and you moan into his mouth. âGood job, baby,â he says lowly. Your hand slowly reaches down to his aching cock, and you reach into his pants. The contact you make with his cock gets him to moan into your hair. He stands to remove the fabric from his waist. His hard dick comes face to face with you and you can feel yourself start to drool.Â
You bring your hand to wrap around it, giving it a few strokes. His head tilts back in pleasure this time, âAh fuck yeah, babyâ Your thumb rubs over the red tip, and then you bring your lips to plant soft kisses over it. âDonât fucking tease meâ his hand brushes through your soft hair. âCâmon donât be such a pussy, let me have my fun,â you say.Â
âI just ate the fuck outta yours, I really fucking need youâ he whines.Â
You laugh at his whiny state âWhoâs the needy one now?â Finally, your lips around his thick cock, the veins feel up against your mouth. You take him in slowly and his hand guides you as you only take half of it. âCâmon baby, I know you can do better than thatâ You pull back and take him in a deeper, until the tip hits the back of your throat. You gag slightly but take deep breaths in to calm yourself. âThere you goâ he praises. Your speed picks up as he pushes you on his cock. Your small hand finds the bottom of his cock where his balls lay. Squeezing them in the palm of your hand he doubles over at the extra pleasure. âFuck, youâre such a cockslut for me, huh? God,â he says pulling you off of him.Â
âTurn around, ass up face downâ he demands. You turn around and do what he asks. Your face buries into your pull and you get slightly pushed up as he grabs your ass cheeks. âYouâre so fucking beautifulâ A smack resounds in the room and you let out a gasp. He rubs over the red mark and plants a kiss over it. He moves his hands down to the dip of your waist and holds you down.Â
Giving his cocks a few strokes, he teases it up and down your slit. âLook at you, all dripping nâ shitâ you moan at his tone. He pushes in slowly, feeling his veins around your walls. The stretch gives you the most pleasure youâve felt in a long time; he stays there for a little to let you get used to his size. He pulls back until just the tip, and then he pushes in all the way, bottoming out. He moves your hair to the side to watch your ass bounce on him. His pace is quick, and his hands find the front of your chest squeezing your soft tits in his hand.Â
âFuck, harderâ you moan.
Your head is lying on the side of your pillow, gripping the soft material from the pleasure. His animalistic speed gets you to moan even louder. The sound of his hips hitting against your ass and the flapping sounds are loud in the quiet room. He looks down to where you connect and watches the ring of your cream disappear inside you.Â
âCan I record you baby?â
Too lost in pleasure you push yourself up and grab his phone from the side of you after it fell from his pocket earlier. The flash of the camera lights up the room and he watches himself disappear inside you. âYeah, you like that baby?âÂ
Pornographic moans escape your lips as you relish the pleasure. âYes, yes, yes!â you repeat over and over again.
His tattooed hand comes into the frame and rubs over your ass. Your cheeks have become red because of how hard heâs pounding into you. The flash turns off and he throws his phone to the side, his hand cups your pussy, rubbing against your clit. âCum with me, angelâÂ
This tips you over, spurts of come covering both your and his legs, dripping onto the mattress. Ropes of white cover your walls as he comes inside of you. You stay like that for a while, not ready for his cock to leave you. When he pulls away, the loss of being filled makes you whine. He walks away from the bed and disappears into the bathroom. You turn over to lay on your back and your arm comes up to cover your eyes, you donât hear Jungkook come back from the bathroom and you feel the bed deep.Â
âOpen your legs, baby, I need to clean youâ slowly spreading your legs the cool rag drags through your swollen folds. He throws the small towel into a basket in your room and plops himself on top of you. âI gotta pee, moveâ you slightly shove his shoulder. âHold on, letâs just stay here for a little bit Iâm tiredâ His hands wrap around your waist and he lays on your chest like itâs a pillow. You both end up falling asleep in each otherâs arms.
The light shining through your blinds suddenly awakens you from your sleep. You look next to you and you admire the way Jungkook looks in the morning. Soft snores came from his pink lips, peacefully snoozing away. Slowly his eyes begin to open, and a small smile begins to form on his lips as he takes in your beauty. âGood morning,â he says as he stretches his limbs. Tattoos out on display as he stretches his arms out in relief. He plops them over your slightly covered body and pulls you closer to him. âMorning,â you say softly to him. His doll-like eyes stare into yours then down to your lips. Moving closer, your eyes shut softly as you can feel his soft lips glide against yours. Thereâs a spark between you. Like fireworks exploding around you and butterflies erupting in your stomach. Something youâve never felt before. Loud knocking is heard from your door, causing you both to pull away.Â
âGive me a second,â you say under your breath. Nodding his head, he lets you go from his soft grip and watches as you pull a robe over your shoulders, tying it at your waist. When you pull the handle to your front door you donât expect your mother and your best friend on the other side.Â
âHi sweetie!â your mom pulls in for a tight hug, Hoseok next.Â
âHi, guys, what are you doing here?â you say with a look of confusion on your face. âSorry, we didnât call. We just wanted to surprise you!â Hoseok says with a beaming smile on his face. âWe missed you and wanted to see you. I hope this isnât a bad timeâ he continues.Â
You look back to your bedroom door as they set their stuff down in the small living room. âActually-â before you can continue, Jungkook emerges from your room dressed in the clothes from the night before. Both your mother and Hoseok pause. They look at you, then to Jungkook, and then back to you. âMaybe it is a bad time. You know, momâ Hoseok looks at your mother. You two were so close you were practically family. âI saw this cute little cafe down the street, why donât we go get some breakfast?â he looks back at you and sends you a little wink.Â
âActually I should start heading out, I need to catch up on some of my school workâ Jungkook interrupts.Â
âIt was nice to meet you guysâ he bows politely. He walks over to the door with you following behind him. Once you're at the door he turns around to face you. âIâll see you later?â he says closely. You nod your head and he leans in to place a small peck against your lips.Â
Closing the door behind you Hoseok and your mother are left shocked. âYou better start explaining yourself young ladyâ he points a stern finger at you as if you were in trouble. âYeah, honey. I didnât know you were seeing someone. Otherwise, we wouldâve come over at another timeâ your mom says to you sweetlyÂ
âNo, ma itâs okay,â you say, placing a gentle hand on her arm. âHeâs no one really, heâs just a friendâ This gets you thinking. What are you and Jungkook? You have so many unanswered questions that you want to ask. But these are the least of your worries. âSo, how long are you guys gonna be in town for?â quickly changing the subject. âA few days. School starts again soon and I wanted to see you before I went backâ Hobi says, bringing you into a hug. âPlus we havenât seen or heard from you in a while. Now I can see whyâ he raises his eyebrows at you in a teasing manner. You roll your eyes at him as you begin to tell him what has happened to you recently.Â
Back at Jungkookâs apartment, he canât stop thinking about the previous night he had spent with you. The way you looked at him, the way you touched him, the way you made him feel. This feeling was strange to him, something he had never felt before. Even with his previous partners. He canât help but replay everything over again. He wonders how you feel right now. Maybe nothing because youâre with your family.Â
He gets a notification from his phone. A party invitation to celebrate the end of the semester. He canât think of partying right now. All he can think about is you. Thinking about how you feel about him, about how he feels. Everything is so complicated. Now he remembers why he doesnât catch feelings anymore.
Does he have feelings?
Jungkook is pulled out of his trance when he hears the front door open. âHey, where were you last night? I didnât see you in your bedâ Jimin says, his arms full of bags of groceries. â___âsâ he stops in his tracks as he hears your name fall from his best friendâs lips. He quickly makes his way to where Jungkook is. Like a teenage girl waiting to hear about her friendâs first kiss he sits next to him âDid you guys do it? What happened? Are you guys dating now?â Jimin bombards him with endless questions that he doesnât have the answers to.Â
âYes we did and no weâre not dating,â he says with a sigh. âSo what are you?â Jungkook pauses to think of an answer to that question. But truthfully, he doesnât know himself. âI donât know, man. It happened so suddenly. She makes me feel something that Iâve never felt before. I donât know how to explain itâ he looks at his best friend. âIt sounds like you like her, dude. Iâve never seen you so confused about a girl before. Usually, itâs just fuck and goâÂ
Jungkook stares at the floor thinking too much on the topic. He hasnât heard from you since he left your apartment. And itâs driving him crazy. He dismisses it by changing the subject. âSo, did you hear about the party that Seonghwaâs throwing?â âYeah, you gonna go?â Jimin asks. Jungkook only shrugs his shoulders, maybe going will take him away from his worries. After all, it is the end of the semester. He deserves to let loose a bit.
âHey, sorry Iâm lateâ you look back at the voice. Jungkook leans down to place a kiss on your forehead. âItâs okay, I was just finishing up this last assignment. I was late on the deadlineâ you say typing on your computer He hums in response. âSo are you going to Seonghwaâs party? I guess heâs throwing it as a celebration for the end of the semesterâ He says leaning in making sure you are looking at him. You laugh at him for his silly antics and think for a moment.
âYeah, I think so. I donât have anything else to do so why not?â you shake your head. Finishing up your last assignment you turn it in and finally close your laptop screen. You had been at it for at least two hours with a raging headache. All you wanted to do was lie down and sleep. Jungkook could see it on your face how tired you were.
âYou look tired,â he points out. You only smile at him and lean your forehead on his shoulder. He places gentle kisses on your head and rubs small circles on your hand. âYou wanna go back to my place?â He can feel you shake your head and he smiles at your actions.Â
Itâs only later when you bring Jungkook along with you back to your apartment. He lies there on your bed as you finish getting ready for tonight. You both still havenât talked about that night you spent together and itâs driving you crazy. Jungkook is propped up against the backboard of your bed watching as you get ready. You look back at him in the mirror and you make eye contact.m That same feeling you felt ignites in your chest.
âCan you help me?â you say lifting your hair out of the way. He stands up from your bed and walks over to you.
He places his hand on your waist, the other on the zipper slowly zipping it up. He places a kiss on your bare shoulder and you turn your head to face him. He looks down at you with that same look again, the look that always had your heart racing. He leans down and connects your lips. Using his tongue to separate them, into something more heated. You moan into his mouth, softly pulling at his hair making his head tilt back. Breaking the kiss he smiles down at you and squeezes your waist.Â
âLetâs go, Jimin said they startedâ you nod your head at him. Grabbing your purse and spraying a small amount of perfume around your neck you let him pull you out the door.Â
Once you make it to the party, youâre met with the loud noise of people talking and the heavy-based music. Youâre hand in hand with Jungkook. He looks around to see if he can find any of his friends. You spot Taehyung at a table full of alcohol talking to a girl youâve never seen before. He waves over to you and Jungkook. âHey, guys! Havenât seen you in a while. How have you been?â he pulls you in for a friendly hug, but over his shoulder you can see the girl he was talking with eyeing Jungkook. A familiar feeling of jealousy starts to brew within your chest.Â
You brush it off with a smile and nod your head âIâve been good, How have you been?â you ask himÂ
âYou know, just been around doing whatever. Iâm so glad the semesterâs over. The past few months have been kicking my assâ he laughs. You were so immersed in your conversation with Taehyung that you didn't realize Jungkook was leaning down to you. âIâm gonna go find Jimin,â he says into your ear. You nod and send him a smile, he kisses the side of your head as he walks away to find his friends. As heâs walking away you catch the girl from earlier, her eyes trail along his well-built body. Once he disappears behind a door into another room she turns her head around back to you.
âAre you guys dating?â you honestly donât know how to answer her question. Technically youâre not together, but you do things other people who say they are together do. This question stirs up a load of confusion in your brain. Taehyung, noticing the awkward silence on your end, butts in and says âHeâs currently not looking for anything right now. You wanna dance?â He holds his hand out for the girl and she gladly takes it. Now that youâre left alone you realize that you donât really know anyone there.Â
You leave your spot on the hunt to look for Jungkook. His back is turned to you. Jimin looks over his shoulder looking at you, his head turning to see who his friendâs eyes had found. Jungkook walks over to you and his free hand finds your waist. âHi, baby. You having fun?â you nod your head at him. A small smile sprawled on your lips. He notices a look on your face, his eyebrows furrow in concern.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â he says, placing his cup on the counter next to him. You look up to him, his hand finding yours. You can see that look again. The one he gave you before the party, it makes your heart jump in your chest. You only shake your head in response, smiling at him. âNothing, itâs just a little crowded in here,â you say into his ear.Â
âLetâs get out then. This party is kinda lame anywayâ he says as he pulls you away. You slightly tug at him, âNo, itâs okay. It looked like you were having fun. You stay Iâll just find an Uberâ He shakes his head in disagreement, âReally, I donât mind. I donât want you out by yourself. Especially at this hour. Câmonâ Sighing in defeat you follow behind him hand in hand to the front door. Jungkook had told himself that heâd go to this party to let off some steam.
But he canât seem to escape you. He doesnât want to, itâs like you both have an invisible string attached to each other by the waist. Youâre all he thinks about now. Everything reminds him of you and it scares him how much he feels for you. How much he yearns for you, but he wonât allow his heart to go through what he endured in the past. When you make it back to his apartment you take off his jacket that he had offered you earlier and place it on the coat rack next to the door.Â
âDo you want something to drink?â he says. You look back at him from the living room shaking your head at him.Â
âNo, Iâm fineâ
For some odd reason, the air between you two has shifted. It has been different since you spent the night together. None of you dared to bring it up, to discuss what was going on between the two of you. Pulling you out of your thoughts soft music plays through the apartment.
You look up at Jungkook to find him standing next to a stereo playing with the different discs in the tray next to it. He looks back at you and softly smiles. Making his way next to you on the couch he sits closely, to the point you can feel his warmth radiating from his built body.Â
Inside conjuring a warm heart, a person that doesnât match his hard exterior. His bubbly eyes look down at you, with a look that makes your heart pound. He leans in closer, your noses touching, and your breathing pattern slows down to match his. As he gets closer the music starts to fade from your head. He gently places his lips on yours. This feeling is almost like intertwining two souls. Completely magical. This makes his heart rate pick up, the same feeling he had when he came back to his apartment all those nights ago.Â
He doesnât want it to scare him, but it does.Â
Something inside tells him he should stop but he canât.Â
His heart is telling him to keep going.Â
So, he does.
Your arms find their way around his neck, while his hands grip onto your waist. He pulls you up into his lap gliding his hands up to the zipper of your dress. Jungkook pulls the strap from your shoulder slowly, leaving your dress to pool at your waist, planting kisses on your shoulder. You look down at him with a look of something he canât describe. It makes him feel warm, comfortable, and almost like heâs meant to be here with you.Â
Small moans escape your mouth as he places one of his hands on your cheek moving them up into your hair. The small snap of your bra fills the silence of the room. The touch of the cold air on your perked nipples sends a shiver down your spine. He places wet kisses down your neck, trailing down to your chest. Wrapping his pink lips around you, you gasp out in pleasure. Your hands find a place in his soft raven hair tugging slightly.Â
He draws small circles pulling you closer to him. He could never let you go. Itâs like youâre a magnet pulling him closer with each breath you take. Youâre like a never-ending labyrinth that he canât escape.Â
When did you have such an effect on him?Â
The soft touch of your fingers on his abdomen sends chills through his entire body. Lifting his shirt over his head, his abs out on display. You lean down, placing kisses over his chest. Your hand finds its way over his beating heart. His fingers wrap around your wrist, rubbing small circles with his thumb. He watches you intently. Taking in all of your beauty, completely raw.Â
What are you doing to him?Â
You make his head spin endlessly. For a moment, youâre both still. Staring into each otherâs eyes. Thereâs something different about your dynamic, something more warm, more comforting, maybe even like home. It really does frighten him deeply. But he doesnât want this to end, ever. Slowly you lean in connecting your lips once again. He turns you over onto your back, his legs on either side of you. He pulls the dress down your legs and undoes his belt as he watches your chest move up and down as you try to catch your breath.
His big hand glides over your chest up to your throat, gently squeezing. He leans down, attaching himself to you. He parts your lips with his tongue. His free hand finds its way into your panties, exploring your folds. You moan out loud as you feel his digits enter. Covering your sound with his lips you moan into his mouth. Brows furrowing in absolute pleasure. He pulls away to watch your expressions. Pure ecstasy is drawn over your face as he adds another finger.Â
He can feel himself grow harder in his boxers, watching as you enjoy yourself.
âYeah? You like that baby?â he says under his breath. You only reply with a soft moan against his lips. Your foreheads together as you have a hand playing with his hair and the other gripping the sofa. He draws circles around your clit, getting to reach your high. Moaning out his name, he crashes his lips against yours.Â
Pulling his hand away from your heat, he clutches his fingers around the waistband of your panties pulling them down your legs. He stands to take his boxers off, throwing them to the side. âI wanna taste you,â you say. He looks at you with his doll-like eyes. And then he shakes his head, giving you permission.
âWhy donât we have some fun?â
He lays down on the couch while you move to get on top of him. You take his hard cock into your hand, gliding it up and down. He wraps his arms around your waist planting soft kisses on your thighs. Jungkook leans in and places soft lips against your wet folds pulling you into him. Your hot breath hits the tip of cock and the sounds of his moans send vibrations through your body. Planting soft kisses to his tip you run your tongue around until you take him in fully.Â
This only gets him to be rougher. He completely pulls you down onto your face, drowning himself in your taste. You moan around his dick sucking harder. The fast motions of his tongue get you to pull off moaning out loud. âCâmon, baby. You said you wanted a tasteâ he teases.Â
Your thighs begin to shake as he tongue finds your clit, running figure 8âs harsh. You wrap your lips around him once again and begin sucking. The sound of your wet pussy resounds in the almost quiet room, along with your moans. Your hand starts to stroke him at a fast pace. He moans into you, this gets you to lift yourself off of him. He only pulls you back strongly and quickens his pace. Not being able to take it anymore, you reach your high. You moan around him pulling off of him again. He gives you time to catch up to your normal breathing pattern.
Once youâve calmed down he lifts you up so youâre facing him. His hands run up into your hair as he admires the way you look right now, sweat glistening across your forehead, your eyes slightly droopy. Youâre like a goddess in his eyes. The most ethereal being heâs ever set his eyes on, he canât look away.Â
He runs his nose across your cheek, leaving small kisses on the corner of your cheek. âYou ready for one moreâ he says quietly.Â
âMhm,â you hum softly. Carefully, Jungkook lifts his hips up slightly from the cushion beneath him.
Gently holding you, he reaches down to grab his still, hard cock. Teasing your entrance you moan out from the sensitivity. You dig your face into the crook of his neck muffling your moans. Slowly he enters you, your warm walls sucking him in. Your arms are wrapped around his neck, holding on to him like heâll slip through them and disappear. He starts in a slow pace, hands finding comfort on the nape of your neck. You move your head to face him watching his face contort in pleasure. Leaning in you place soft pecks on his lip gradually becoming rougher.Â
His pace picks up, roughly thrusting in hard. It doesnât take long for you to reach your high. âUse me, baby,â you say in his ear. âI can take itâ With those words he wraps his arms around your waist and snuggles his face into your neck. âFuck, angel youâre so good to meâ With one last stroke he fills you with his cum. Riding out his high he takes your soft lips with his and brings you into a passionate kiss. He can feel your juices drip from your spent cunt.Â
Jungkook carefully lifts you in his arms and brings you to his bedroom, laying you on his bed. He grabs a towel from his bathroom and brings it over to you. The feeling of the wet towel against you makes you twitch. He worriedly looks up at you trying to read your expression. âAre you okay?â he says.Â
âYeah, Iâm fineâ you whisper, laying a hand on his cheek.Â
âYou wanna take a shower?â nodding your head you let him carry you away to the bathroom to help you wash up. He walks in first and sets you down on your feet. Jungkook leans over to grab the body wash from the corner of the shower.
Delicately rubbing it across your body. His arm is wrapped around your tummy, keeping you stable. You watch as the soap suds wash away, listening to his calm breathing. Next, he grabs the bottle of shampoo, squirting some into his hand and then soothingly rubbing it into your hair. You turn in his arms wrapping your arms around his waist, closing your eyes as you let him take care of you. That glowing feeling in your chest starts up again. The same feeling you have any time youâre with him. Your ear is against his strong chest. Listening to his heart beat rhythmically.Â
You donât notice how tired you are until you suddenly feel the softness of his pillow hitting your head. Jungkookâs strong arms hold you tightly causing you to fall into a slumber. That night you dream about all of the events that happened.
The loud noise on the other side of the door causes you to wake up. You turn around to an empty spot on the bed next to you. You lay in bed for a moment, replaying the events of last night. When the door opens to Jungkookâs door Jimin doesnât expect you to walk out of it wearing his best friendâs shirt. âOh hi, ___,â he says with a pan of eggs in his hand. You look around for Jungkook, but to your dismay, heâs nowhere to be found. âWhereâs Jungkook?â you say.Â
âUhh, I donât know. Heâs not in there?â he says with confusion written on his face.Â
âNo, I thought heâd be out hereâÂ
âI didnât see him when I got home this morningâ
Questions start to brew in your head. You walk over to your purse that you left on the couch, digging for your phone. Looking through your contacts you look for the man in question.
Me: Hey, whereâd you go? [9:15 AM]
You walk over to pick up your clothes off the floor, embarrassed as Jimin sits at the table eating his breakfast. âIâm sure heâll turn up, he never leaves unannounced. You shake your head and give him a small nod.Â
When you get back to your apartment you set down your bag on the sofa next to the coffee table, slumping your body down along with it. The TV remote set beside you as you turned it on to kill time now that you no longer had class for the time being. About an hour passes by and still no sign of Jungkook. Your suspicion grows larger. He never takes this long to respond.Â
The sound of your keys rings through your ear as you pick them up from the bowl next to the door. You drive with only one place in mind. The rapid knocking disrupts Jinâs peaceful slumber. His mouth was wide open as he sleeps his life away. Quickly he jolts from his bed and walks over to his front door. âWho the hell is knocking at my door at eleven oâclock in the morning?â he grumbles under his breath. When he opens the door heâs met with an irritated look on your face. â__?âÂ
âWhereâs Jungkook? I spent the night at his and he disappeared and now he isnât returning my messagesâÂ
Jin looks at you in confusion. âIs everything alright? He hasnât come by in a whileâ he saysÂ
âI donât know, Iâm just-â you pause
âIâm worried about himâÂ
Now Jin looks even more confused. âDaddy?â Minchae speaks behind her father, dressed in her unicorn pajamas and half of her hair is up in a small bun. The moment she realizes itâs you on the other side of the door she gasps in joy and quickly runs up to you, engulfing you with her tiny arms. âHi sweetie,â you say, a soft smile playing across your lips. âAre you here to see Uncle Kookie?!â she exclaims. âAhhh Minnie, I think mommy wanted to finish doing your hair, only one side of your head is doneâÂ
âMommy said she was gonna put my hair into space buns!âÂ
âOhh so thatâs what those are called, well you better hurry up so you look even more beautiful for todayâ you watch as the father-daughter scene plays out. You canât believe how much youâve grown to love this little girl in only one night. Absolutely adorable. âIâm sorry, ___ but I havenât seen Kook in at least a few weeks.â a look of disappointment grows across your features. âItâs okay, thank you,â you say.Â
You sit in your car âcompletely distraught. Your phone in your hand, tight in your grasp. The device buzzes once, and then twice. No answer. Jungkook looks down at his phone, reading your name with the cute flower emoji that always reminded him of you. He couldnât bring himself to face you yet. Every single time heâs around you itâs like you consume him. Itâs like heâs lost in his own world filled with you. Nobody around him matters except for you â and it terrifies the fuck out of him this feeling completely engulfs him.Â
Jungkook lies in the open field close to the park he took you to all those weeks ago. Trapped in nothing but a void of endless thoughts of what he has to do now. Mind hazy. He looks down at his phone again, your name appears once again. For the second time, he ignored it.Â
1 month later
The fall leaves crunch under your new Uggs you bought a while back. The new semester has started and now it is time for endless nights of no sleep and studying. The buzzing of your phone vibrates against you, pulling it out of your back pocket. âHey,â you say. âHi, you wanna meet up later during lunch?â You pull your phone away from your ear to check if you have any classes around that time. âYeah, letâs meet up at one?âÂ
âSounds good, Iâll see you thenâ You hang up the phone and continue on your way to class. When you get there, there aren't as many students as you were expecting. Some of them may have still been on vacation. I mean, could you blame them? No one ever wants to go back to school after a long break. But it has to be done somehow.Â
You sit down in the seat you always sat at, looking over to the seat next to you. Feeling pain in your chest as you think about the man that would sit next to you every day. The man that broke your heart. Looking away and down at your last semester notes to refresh your brain.Â
After the many hours of looking down at your professors, you finally manage to make it to the diner. You slump down into your seat, throwing your bag onto the one next to you. âRough day?â Hoseok says. He decided to transfer to your school during his second semester. He says that they offered more than they did back home. âDude, you donât understand how much my head hurts. Itâs only my first day back and Iâve written so many notes itâs not even funnyâ you complain. Your best friend chuckles at you as he looks down at the menu to figure out what he was going to have for lunch.Â
âHow do you like the school? Itâs nice, rightâ you ask. He looks up at your question.Â
âYeah, it is. I didnât realize how big it wasâ Thereâs silence for a moment until he speaks again. âHave you heard from him?â You pause whatever youâre doing and bring your attention to him again. Clearing your throat you say âNo, I havenât. And I donât think I want toâÂ
âWhen was the last time you heard from him?âÂ
âUh-â you pause
âThe last time I spent the night with him after that partyâ Itâs silent again.Â
âWhat a douche,â he says. âHeâs an asshole for that. How does he go from being all over you and acting like a couple when-â
âI donât know, I just wanna stop talking about it.â you interrupt. From then on you only talk about school and the thought of you getting a cat.
âHow can they be so cute yet so dumb sometimes?â you ask yourself. The compilation of cats is displayed on the TV as youâre dressed in a thin tank top and a pair of sweatpants. Ice cream in your hands âafter the eventful day you had you deserved it. Itâs not only when you're interrupted by a knocking on your door. After finally getting comfortable you, once again, have to get up. Maybe it was Hoseok coming back to get something he left. âWhat did you forget this time?â you yell.
You completely stop when you find that it isnât your best friend on the other side of your door. But the man that would give you those same sparkly eyes whenever he was around you. âWhat are you doing here?â it comes out in almost a whisper. â__â Jungkook walks forward to hold you.
You flinch back, moving your arms to cross over your stomach. His heart hurts at your actions. But he understands why you did it.
âI wanna talk to you.â he says quietly.
He steps into the house and closes the door behind him. âWhat is there to talk about? I didnât think you had anything to talk aboutâ you threw at him.
âIâm sorry-â
âYouâre sorry?â
âYouâre sorry for making me look like a fucking idiot?â you can feel your blood begin to boil. Tear ducts forming at your waterline âthe lump in your throat beginning to grow, preventing you from speaking.
âYouâre not sorry for shit Jungkook, you made me feel so shitty about myself for thinking-â your voice breaks
âFor thinking what, __?â
âFor thinking that you loved me! For thinking that I actually saw something with you, fuck! Jungkook, you donât understand, you donât understand how much you hurt me.â you cry to him screaming at the top of your lungs.
Jungkook is completely still. Unmoving.
âI do, love youâ he says quietly.
But you donât take it.
âBullshitâ
You move your head to the side, not baring to look at him. âGet out,â
âPlease-â
âGet out! I donât want to see you anymoreâ you exclaim. But, he resists. Jungkook walks up to you, wanting so badly to hold you for hurting you. Much to his surprise, you let him. âIâm sorry, baby,â he says into your hair. Your face is buried into his chest, the fabric of his hoodie becoming soaked because of you. âNoâ you muffle.
âNo. No, no, no!â
You push him away. Hitting on his chest, he looks down at you, a shameful look on his face. âGet out! Leave!â you pound on his chest. He takes every hit like itâs nothing. It only irritates you further. âPlease, leave Jungkookâ he nods in response. Slowly making his way to the same door he walked through.
Sobs echo through the apartment. Falling to your knees you cry into your hands.
Jungkook, still on the other side of the door, hears your sobs. His own tear fell down his round cheeks. He couldnât do anything but beat himself up over and over again for the way he treated you. For the way he acted towards you and for leaving you in such an awful state. He makes it back to his car, and he sits there for a moment in silence, lip quivering as he thinks about everything he had put you through.
PresentÂ
âFinally! It took you about five thousand years to leave that roomâ Jimin says dramatically. The afternoon sun was shining and he had been in and out of the house for the majority of the day. However, Jungkook had been wallowing in his guilt. The guilt heâs felt for the past month and the additional days. The quiet boy sits at the counter sluggishly. Days passed since he last saw you. You were all he thought about â day and night every hour and every second. âHow are you feeling?âÂ
âLike a total fuck upâ voice groggy.Â
âCâmon, have you at least tried talking to her?â thereâs a long silence until Jungkook says something. âShe doesnât want to talk-â Just the thought of not being able to hold you or even look at you is killing him on the inside. âShe doesnât want anything to do with me. Man, what the fuck am I going to do? Iâm so lostâ he admits.Â
He was so scared of this. Losing you. You were the bane of his happiness and he did everything but keep you safe, instead, he completely let everything go â including you. The cluttering of the bowl and spoon snaps Jungkook out of his thoughts. âWell you need to eat, I havenât seen you this disoriented since you had to say bye to Gureum when you left home. Youâre even worse nowâÂ
His appetite has gone away ever since he stopped talking to you. He had been spiraling, thinking all about you â how he felt about you. He couldnât take it anymore, the overthink, the constant hurt of not spending his time with you. Staring at his bowl of cereal contemplating if he should call you, he doubts youâd ever pick up but he has to try, right? Jungkook stands from the counter and walks back to his room. âHey! You didnât finish eating!â Jimin exclaims from the other room. Frantically, Jungkook searches everywhere for his phone. He hadnât picked it up in days and has been sitting somewhere in his room untouched.Â
Finally, when he finds the piece of technology he quickly presses the power button; wishing for it to turn on already. To his dismay, it had been dead since he set it down. He looks around for his charger. After finding the wretched thing he plugs it into the outlet next to his bed and plugs the other end into his phone.Â
After what felt like hours the phone displayed a white apple in the middle of it. He scrolls through his contacts looking for your name desperately. That flower that will forever remind him of you appears in front of his eyes and he quickly clicks it. The multiple rings vibrate through his ear.Â
âCâmonâÂ
Your call has been forwardedâ
âFuckâ he tries one more time. The ringing begins but quickly ends after the fourth. His brows touched in distraught. âFuck __,â he says under his breath. Out of impulse, Jungkook picks up whatever clothes he finds first and throws them on. Not caring about how heâd look in front of you.Â
He rushes out of his bedroom door and picks up his keys from the bowl set on the counter. After hearing the noise Jimin says âWhere are you going?â but before the younger could respond he was already out of the door. Upon opening the door Jungkook swiftly closes it when he gets into the driverâs seat and carefully but hurriedly makes his way to your place.Â
A stop light prevents him from getting there any quicker he yells âFucking light, hurry up!â.Â
Following up after many stop signs and stop lights, he finally makes it to the place he yearns to be at the most. Almost running up the steps he trips over one. âShitâ He reaches your floor and walks up to the door. Repeatedly knocking on the wood. He takes his phone out of his sweat pocket and pulls up your chat.Â
Me: Please open the door [3:00 PM]
He waits for the dancing dots to appear and when they do his heart jumps for just a moment but only for it to settle down after reading your text.Â
__ đş: no i donât want to see you [3:01 PM]
âIâm not gonna go away unless you open this door!!â
âGo away Jungkook!â he hears your voice over his excessive knocking.Â
âPlease, I want to talk to youâ Itâs only when he hears shuffling on the other side of the door that he stops.Â
Everything disappears when he sees your face again. After going a day without seeing you. âWhat do you wantâ your eyes look everywhere but him.Â
âI love you.âÂ
âAnd before you say anything let me just explainâ you stand there blankly looking at his boba like eyes that you always adored.Â
âI love how much you care for others, I love how you can take a joke and not get upset about it, I love the way you look at me, I love the way you are with me, I love everything about you, __â you stare at him with glassy eyes. You bite your lip, preventing yourself from letting out a sob.Â
âI love you so much that Iâm scared that Iâll lose you. Scared that you wonât love me back. Fuck I love you so much that it pains me to see how much I hurt youâ now Jungkook has tears forming. You hear him sniffle, your hand coming up to wipe the tear that had slid down his cheek.Â
âOh, Jungkookâ
âI love you, tooâÂ
After hearing those three words, his hands cup your cheeks. âI love you so much,â he says against your lips â softly pecking until he wraps his around yours.
The early night breeze flows through your window. The large man wraps his arms around your waist, holding on to you tightly â almost as if youâd vanish if he let go. Your hands are tangled into his hair playing with the soft mane against your fingers. A show plays in the background that none of you are really paying attention to. His hands find their way under your shirt softly touching your skin. Itâs not until you yawn into your hand does he looks up at you. âAre you tired?âÂ
âYeah, a little bitâÂ
He moves up so heâs now in front of your face, and his eyes move down to your lips. Gently brushing against them. One of your arms wraps around his neck â securing him in his spot. âDo you want to go to bed?â you shake your head up and down and stare into his bright eyes.Â
To your surprise, he tightens his grip around your waist and properly carries you to your room. Jungkook kicks the door open softly and carefully places you on the bed. He hovers over you for just a moment until heâs leaning in. Lips locking, his hands roam your stomach. His tongue tangles with yours, his hand moving towards your face, cuffing your cheek delicately swiping his thumb over it.Â
âLetâs go to bed,â he says, pulling away a bit.Â
âYou know what, Iâm not really that tired.Â
That sly grin appears on your face and he shakes his head at it. âOh, really?âÂ
âMhm, maybe I can stay up for another hour or twoâÂ
Slowly, he slides your body up further on the bed, hands roaming your waist. His lips place feather-light kisses on the side of your lips. Your arms wrap around his neck bringing him closer to you â your lips colliding. Delicately, handling you as if youâd break if he was any rougher. âCan I take this off?âÂ
âMmâ Jungkookâs fingers hook with the waistline of your pants slowly dragging it down your body. Along with your panties, the cold air hits your pussy â a shiver running along your spine. Jungkook kisses down to your waist, lifting your shirt a bit to reveal the softness of your skin.Â
His mouth hovering over your nether lips. Kisses are pressed against your inner thigh. Your head tilted to the ceiling, relishing in his careful touches. Finally, Jungkookâs hands wrap around your thighs, bringing you closer to him. The warmth of his breath against your sex.Â
Your hands find comfort in his soft raven hair tugging harshly, you plead âPlease, babyâ
âI gotchu Angel, donât worryâ his eyes look up at your desperate expression. He dives in, licking a long stripe against your tainted pussy â legs thrown over his shoulders. Moaning, your other hand finds the pillow beneath your head. His erratic movements pull sounds from you that heâs been yearning to hear for so long now.Â
In complete bliss, he brings you impossibly closer. His tongue finds your bundle of nerves running figure 8s along where youâre most sensitive. A finger prods at your entrance, slowly but surely entering you. âFuck,âÂ
âYeah? You like that baby?â he watches as your face contorts in pleasure. Soon enough he adds another. The nasty sounds of your soaked pussy fills the room. âRight there, JungkookâÂ
âAm I making you feel good Angel?â
âYes, yes, yes!â you scream.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cu-â Itâs then again that his mouth dives in. Much rougher, his tongue faster. The squeeze to your thighs and his harsh movements are what send you over the edge. âYes! Jungkook, right there babyâ you moan. Your essence spills onto him, he takes his time cleaning you up with his mouth. Your hips twitch out of sensitivity.Â
âI know, baby. I knowâÂ
He kisses your stomach before making his way back to you. He connects his lips with yours, you can taste yourself on his tongue. The sides of his mouth are wet from your cum. âItâs not fair that Iâm the only one without clothesâÂ
Jungkookâs hands run along the sides of your waist. âWho said I was done?âÂ
He stands tall in front of you. His hands fall to grab the hem of his shirt â pulling it away from his torso along his sweatpants and boxers. His cock hitting his stomach, the sight making you drool.Â
Hurriedly he connects your lips, tongues colliding. Your hand finds the nape of his neck playing with his now long hair. The same feeling explodes within his chest. The same feeling he was so scared of dealing with, now becoming a part of him.Â
âI need you, babyâ
âYou have me, my loveâÂ
Love. So unfamiliar yet it comes so natural to him now â with you.
His cock prods at your entrance, sliding it against your wet pussy. âEugh, baby please, pleaseâ you beg. Jungkook places small kisses against your lips as if to calm you down. âI gotchu baby, I need you to relax for meâÂ
Slowly he slides home, easily entering you. Wrapping your arms around his neck âholding tightly. His hips rock into yours slowly at first. The euphoria of finally being with you filled his mind.Â
At last, heâs with the one he most treasures, the person that has found home in his heart.Â
His hands ran along your thigh, lifting so your legs were wrapped around him. After making sure you were comfortable enough he picks up the pace. The room is filled with the filthy sounds of your moans combined with the squelching of your pussy.Â
âYou okay baby?âÂ
Your head bobs up and down you say âMore than okayâ
He worships you through the whole night. Thanking every star above that theyâve brought you to him. âI love you, angel, so much,â he says in an almost whisper. His hand cupped your cheek running his thumb along the softness of your cheek.
âI love you tooâ stars are in your eyes. Watching as the man before you admires every part of you. Never wishing to let go. His hand comes down to where you need him most. Rubbing figure 8s along your clit. And this drives you over the edge. Your thighs shake, clenching around his cock â sucking him in.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cumâÂ
âPlease come in me, baby. I need you so badâÂ
With his final thrust, your walls are covered with white ropes of his cum. The room is now silent, only filled with your breathing. âDid I hurt you?â he says. Silently shaking your head you look up at him, examining every freckle and mole on his well-structured face. âLetâs get you cleaned up then, hmm?âÂ
âOkayâÂ
Jungkook gets up and walks over to your bathroom, already knowing where everything is. When he comes back to the bed he finds you fast asleep. A small chuckle escapes from his lips as he plays with the towel in his hands. He picks up his boxers he had tossed somewhere across the room and puts them on. He looks through your drawers and looks for something more comfortable for you to sleep in.Â
Carefully he dresses you in one of his T-shirts he had left there a while ago and your panties. Jungkook tucks the both of you into bed, cuddling into your chest. Quietly he says âI love you, Angel. More than youâll ever know.
 The room is still dark when you wake up. The dim lamp is lit on the corner of your desk. Jungkook is sat up against the headboard, his phone illuminating his strong features. The clock beside you reads 5:45 AM. He hears the ruffling of your sheets beside him, pulling his attention away from his phone and to you.Â
âHey, what are you doing awake?â you say. He shrugs his shoulders and replied âDunno, couldnât sleepâÂ
âI was up all night thinkingâÂ
âThinking about what?â he strikes your curiosity. âAbout how much I hurt you, and how I caused you to hurt so much because of my stupid feelings-â
âBaby, it doesnât matter now. Weâre together now, right? Letâs focus on us right now. Not what happened in the pastâ you say, kissing the mark on his shoulder. âI know, itâs justâ he pauses. âI shouldâve talked to you, instead of walking away, yâknow? This all couldâve been avoided if I had just came to you.âÂ
âI know that itâs hard to express what youâre feeling. But I can help you through that. The only way I can do that is if you donât shut me out, I need to know whatâs wrong so we can get through whatever it is togetherâ his eyes are focused on his fingers playing with the comforter.Â
âHey, look at meâ Your hand tilts his head towards you. Those bubbly eyes looking at you now. âI need you to talk to me, okay?â he nods his head. Eyes teary after thinking about everything. He sniffles, lips quivering. âI love you,â you comfort. You run your thumb across his lips gently, calming him down. âI love you tooâ You lean closer to him, placing kisses against his lips.Â
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âUncle Kookie!!â Minchae calls for her favorite uncle. âHey, munchkin, how are you?â he places a kiss on her cheek. You watch from behind your boyfriend smiling from ear to ear watching him with his baby niece. âIâm good! Hi auntie!â she says to you next. âHey Minnie, I missed you!â you say as she practically dives into your arms. You both walk to the backyard where everyone else is. Everyone greets the both of you warmly. Hugs are given and small conversations are made.Â
You have occupied yourself with Aria as you speak on and on about how much Minchae has grown. Watching her play with all of the toys she had lying around in the grass. Jin and Namjoon stood by the grill conversing as well. Jimin had been playing one of his Mario games with Taehyung and Yoongi had his guitar in his hand, playing a soft melody, setting the mood.
This is what Jungkook had been looking for: surrounded by the people he loved the most. His eyes find you watching his niece do one of the funny dances she always likes to do. A smile adores your pretty lips, your cheeks rosy from the slight fall breeze. He loved seeing you happy like this, loved how you were with his friends, loved the way you always had room in your heart for anyone, no matter the circumstance.Â
Jungkook loved you and will forever say those three words for the rest of his life.
yay!! after so long, I've finished wait for your love đĽš. it has been a long time coming but i pray you all like it. this has to be my favorite to have written AND my longest! i do hope that in the future that i have the ability to create more stories like this one. i do have a few ideas in mind but ill let this one sink in đ. happy reading lovelies đ
~ Genre â strangers to friends(?) to lovers, college au, fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, slight fwb, unrequited love
Warnings/content â 3D jk, light angst, smut, major fluff, jk is a fuckboy, yearning, a lot of miscommunication, a lot of crying, smoking, slight drinking, he rides a motorcycle, oc is a bad b, big dick!jk, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), fingering, oral (f&m. receiving), 69, soft sex, missionary, doggy, aftercare (he's not a total asshole), multiple sex scenes, consensual sex tape, multiple orgasms, pining, complicated feelings, poor communication, bad boy!jk, ot7 cameo!
~ words â 25.6k
⢠currently play â we canât be friends (wait for your love) by Ariana Grande and opera house by Cigarettes After Sex
âyou got me misunderstood but atleast i look this good, we canât be friends but iâd like to just pretend, you cling to your paper and pens, wait until you like me again, wait for your love
âiâve got a love for you i just canât escape, all of my love for you cuts me like barbed wire"
playlist <3
Love is a strange thing. A very complicated feeling to figure out yet some find it very simple. In this case, love is something that she found simple, it was something she was fond of when she saw her friends experience it. But he couldnât find it in himself to feel it; he refused to. Deep down inside, he knew he couldnât reciprocate the feeling of love. He tried so hard to, but he just couldnât grasp on tight enough. So, he did what he did best, he let everything go.
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 Jungkook canât think straight. Heâs been stored away in his apartment for the past few days. Unable to get up from bed and be productive, wasting away and rotting in his room. His roommate and best friend, Jimin, has been managing the place himself; cleaning, cooking, basically everything a home needs to function. Heâs done everything he possibly could to get his friend out of his room. âJungkook-ah, you need to get up. Itâs three o'clock in the afternoon and I havenât seen you all day, you need to eatâ he calls from outside his door
 Itâs silent on the other end of the room; only shuffling could be heard from his bed. Jungkook hasnât heard anything back from you since your argument. Itâs been radio silent from your end the phone. He constantly checks his phone to find something from you. He misses your voice. He misses you. He couldnât bring himself to bother you even more. Not after the damage heâs caused to you and your relationship.
Summer
The bell at the top of the door constantly rings through the busy cafe as customers come and go. Itâs been getting busier as the weather outside begins to heat up with the season change. Your hair is kept away from covering your face with a hair tie pulling it away in a low ponytail. The air conditioner is blasting cool air and keeping the hot air where itâs supposed to be, outside.
âOrder for Jihoon!â you yell over the bustling cafe. Youâve been told that summer is one of the busiest times of the year for the cafe, second to winter time. The bell rings once again with new incoming customers, you look up from the cash register to find a young man around your age entering with his friends. His big and bold eyes find contact with yours across the room. A smile is displayed on his face, deep dimples grow as he laughs at whatever his friend says. He parts from his friends as he walks up to you to place an order. âHello, what can I get for you today?,â he stares up at the menu behind you, glazing through his options. âUh, letâs seeâ he pauses.
âCan I please get three iced americanos and,â he turns to look back at his friends again. âWhich one did you want?â he asked the boy with the blonde hair âThe chocolate muffinâ The boy in front of you turned back to you. âAnd the chocolate muffin,â he repeated
You ring up his order and hand him his receipt. âYour total will be fifteen dollars and twelve centsâ he fishes out for his wallet in his pocket and hands you the money. He watches you as you continue with the register. âAnd can I get a name for the order?âÂ
âYes, Jungkookâ he smiles at you
For some odd reason, his heart rate picks up as heâs talking to you. A strand of hair falls in front of your face and he canât help but notice how pretty you are. Jungkookâs never seen you in town before. Snapping out of his trance you place your hand out to give him his remaining change. âAlright, your order will be out in just a few minutes, Jungkookâ Reaching his hand out, he takes the money and nods his head to you. âThank you,â he looks down at your name tag and gives you a bright smile. â___âÂ
The kind look he gives makes your cheeks turn into a rosy red. Tucking the piece of hair thatâs fallen out of place behind your ear, you smile back at him. Jungkook walks back sitting at a small table his friends decided to sit at and takes a seat in front of his blonde friend. âShe was cute,â Jimin finally says, having watched the interaction between you and his best friend.
âYeah, Iâve never seen her around here before. She must be new to town," his other friend, Taehyung says. âMe neither, but she is pretty though,â He says as he plays with the small piece of paper you handed to him. That same smile reappears on Jungkookâs lips. âYou should go ask her for her number, itâs been what? Years? Since you last got someâ Jimin teases.Â
âIt hasnât been years, dumbass. I just donât want to jump into anything. I think itâs a waste of timeâ, Itâs true. Jungkook hasnât had a serious relationship since he was a junior in high school going into his senior year. Heâs a senior in college now. Now heâs perfectly fine finding himself some fun, and by fun, he means sleeping with a handful of many different women; he doesnât need a specific person to do that with. âOrder for Jungkook!â your voice resounds in the now-settled cafe. Perking up at the sound of his name, the chair screeches across the floor as Jungkook stands up to retrieve his food.Â
âThank you,â he says again. âYouâre welcome,â you give him a sweet smile. This time, Jungkookâs the one to blush. You watch as he gives you a small smile back, picking up his food, and turning back around to his group of friends.
âWe miss you over here, itâs like nothing is fun anymoreâ You didnât have much choice but to leave your friends back at your old school. The school here offered you much better opportunities than they did back in Gwangju. Taking a leap of faith, you packed your stuff and moved everything to Incheon. You knew little to no people here. Having never been here you had zero time to make any friends. Everything happened so suddenly you have had your main focus on trying to survive off of a fresh start. The move happened in the middle of summer break.Â
Hoseok agreed to drive down to help you move all your stuff into your new apartment. The dorms were more expensive than you had thought, so getting a summer job and looking for cheaper housing was your best bet at living to see a new day in this new city. âI miss you guys too. You guys should come down here. Leave Gwangju for a bit, I feel like I havenât seen you guys in agesâ The rest of your friends decided to stay back and plan out their new classes for the new upcoming year.Â
Sure, you were disappointed, but you didnât want to hold them back from planning their future. They had been supportive of your decision to move three hours away from them. You had told them that they could visit you whenever they wanted to.
âYeah, I know. I promise Iâll get everyone down there whenever we can, donât have too much fun over there without me though!â he teases you over the phone. Laughing at him, you pull your keys out from your pocket to unlock your door. Stepping inside your phone is placed between your cheek and your shoulder as you balance holding your new house plant and a small box you had forgotten in your car.Â
You close your door shut with your foot and place the box on your small dining table. Your apartment was small but big enough to fit two people. The living room wasnât as big but your bedroom was a decent size. You donât regret picking this place out, it was like living in a cot where no one could bother you. âHow could I when you're the life of the partyâ you laugh. Hoseok shakes his head as if you could see him. âHey, I gotta go now. Be safe over there and if you need any help Iâm one phone call away. I love youâÂ
âLove you too, Hobiâ Pulling your phone away you hear three beeps indicating the ending call. Walking over to the little window sill in your living room you place the overgrown plant there, making sure itâs angled enough to get the sunlight that it needs. Slumping down on the couch you pick up the remote laid on the armrest and turn on the TV. Playing whateverâs on as background noise. Sitting there and relishing your day, thereâs one specific highlight of today that catches your attention. That boy who came by the cafe today, Jungkook.Â
His bright boba eyes and his dimpled features play back into your head. His face is stuck in the forefront of your mind for the rest of the night. You hope that one day you will see him again
âNo, I swear she looked just like Jessica Rabbit,â Jimin continued about the girl he saw on campus a few days ago. Taehyung was immersed in his friendâs story. But however Jungkook canât find himself to indulge in his friendâs new âeye candyâ as Jimin liked to say. He found himself staring into space, thinking about you the whole way home. Jungkook has never found enough time to fond over some random woman heâs spent his time with.Â
But he can not find a way to get you away from his thoughts. Something about you keeps pulling him in and he canât seem to escape it. âHey, Jungkookie. You good?â Jimin shakes his arm a bit. He doesnât even realize that they are at their apartment already. He hadnât realized how long he spent thinking about you. âYeah, yeah Iâm goodâ he shakes his head and pulls his keys from his pocket.Â
Flipping the light switch to brighten up the room, the beeping of the door closing surrounds the room. âIâm gonna go wash upâ Jimin watches as his friend walks over to his room. Weird. He thinks. âAre you sure youâre okay?â Jungkook turns to look over to Jimin. âYeah, Iâm good, '' he says as if it weren't obvious. Jimin walks closer to him, examining his face. âI donât know it just seems like somethingâs bothering youâ The worried expression growing on his face convinces Jungkook to fess up.Â
âThat girl, at the cafe, I canât get her off my mind. We hadnât even exchanged that many words and I canât stop thinking about her,â He walks over to his couch and slumps down in defeat. A grin grows on Jimin's plump lips, taking a seat next to his young friend. âI knew it,â a smug look on his face. âBro, I told you to ask for her number. She seemed into you tooâ he says with a nudge to his shoulder, enthusiasm growing in his tone. Jungkook rubs a hand over his tired face and stands up again.Â
âI donât know if she makes me feel something. I donât know what it is but I donât like itâ You make butterflies erupt in his tummy, his heart beats faster, and you turn his cheeks rosy. Just looking at you he feels like heâs known you for a long time. And heâs just met you today. âI should just sleep on it, Iâll see how I feel in the morning. Who knows? Maybe Iâll completely forget about her when I wake up tomorrowâÂ
That was in fact, a lie. You were the first thing that popped up in Jungkookâs mind. Today he had a full agenda, it was registration week for classes. He wanted so badly to get rid of this feeling in the pit of his stomach. Walking into the shared bathroom, Jungkook walks in to get ready for the day. Through the mirror he sees Jimin emerging from his room, barely getting up from his bed. His shoulders slouched, his hair messy from sleep, and his eyes closed to still being closed from his slumber.Â
âWe need to be there by eight oâclock,â Jungkook tells him, mouth full of toothpaste. He gets a low hum in response from the kitchen. After finishing up in the bathroom, Jungkook walks out to prepare everything he needs. This is their last year in college, they needed to make the most of it. The screen of his phone lights up as he taps it to read the time. They had less than an hour to get out the door. Jungkook is ready with his things sitting next to him on the couch, he only has to wait for Jimin to finish. Nothing better to do than scroll through Instagram like random girlsâ posts and keep up with the media.Â
He somehow finds himself in his search bar. Moving his fingers over the keyboard, your name is what pops up. After searching for what had to be about a minute, he finds a picture of you smiling. You are with a group of friends surrounded by a table and playing what seems like a board game. Jungkook doesnât notice the smile growing on his face until he hears Jimin walk out to the living space.Â
âWhat are you smiling at?â He immediately shuts his phone off and looks up at his friend. âNothing,â he says nonchalantly. âLetâs go I donât wanna be lateâ Shrugging his shoulders Jimin walks over to his bag, sits on the chair at the dining table and walks to the door. Â
When they got to the campus, which was only a fifteen-minute walk from their apartment, it was filled with college students. Some ran over to their friends that hadnât seen in a while and some hung around, to themselves. Jungkook had slight hopes of seeing you here, registering as everybody else. Roaming the area he watches as different clubs set up booths, some standing by trying to get the freshman to sign up for their club.Â
Jungkook has lost sight of Jimin, finding himself with his other friends. Now heâs by himself watching other students in his class lurk around, making fun of the lower class for being lost. Itâs not until he finds himself on his phone again, looking through your profile again. It seemed like you liked to travel, youâve been to Japan, Italy, and many other foreign countries.Â
You seemed like a bubbly person, based on how you present yourself on social media.
His eyes found the clock again, and he had to get ready for his class.Â
âMom, Iâm alright. Iâm finding my way around campus. Itâs big but Iâll get the hang of it. Stop worrying so muchâ Your mom has been calling you almost every day to check in on how you are settling in your new home. Of course, she was supportive but she was going to miss you. Youâve never been this far from your mother let alone living without her. You had your own apartment but it was still close to her. The bond you had with your mother was special to you.Â
âOkay, honey. I just wanted to make sure you were doing okay, I miss youâ Itâs only a few minutes before your lecture starts and the class is almost filled with students. You hadnât realized how many people majored in psychology âI gotta go, Mom. Iâll talk to you later,â placing your tote bag down next to you. You see the professor walk in with a book in his hand. âAlright, I love you and stay safeâÂ
âI will, I love you tooâÂ
As you settle down in your seat you hear the door open again. This time, you see a familiar face. The boy you couldnât stop thinking about walks down your row, sitting a few seats away from you. You donât realize the butterflies flying in your tummy when you watch. âOkay, everyoneâ Your professor's voice booms through the room. âMy name is Namseok but you can call me professor ChoiâÂ
As the lesson is nearing its end you raise your hand to ask a question. âYes, missis?â he pauses, waiting for your response
â___â Jungkookâs ears perk up at your voice. His head turned to the sound of your voice. âYes, what are your questions?â Pulling your hand down to rest on your lap you speak up. âAre you available after class? Iâd like to ask a few questionsâ Professor Choi shakes his head and walks back behind his desk. âYes, please, come and see me after class and we will discuss whatever you needâ Jungkook still hasnât taken his eyes off of you since you spoke. Too immersed in how beautiful you looked today, out of your work uniform and in normal clothes.Â
âWell it seems like class is over for today. Good job everyone and I will see you on Thursdayâ Everyone collectively stands up and makes their way to the exit door. You on the other hand stay behind to ask a few questions. Instead of taking the normal way out like the other students. Jungkook walks the opposite way, past you. Watching as a muscular figure walks past you, you look up to see his face. Heâs already looking down to you and you can feel your warm cheeks express a slight red color.Â
Itâs until he turns back around to look at you that you fold. He was extremely handsome, how could you not?
Your shift at the cafe was about to begin. Itâs the middle of lunch time and the cafe has become busy. Sometimes you regret not signing up for afternoon classes. Night shifts are the busiest with the many college students coming in to study. Once again the ringing bell flows through your ears as customers walk through the door. You have yet to make any true friends around here. The only âfriendâ you have is your co-worker, Yejoon. She helped you out on your first day but she spends most of her time in the back making the food for hungry students.Â
Too busy watching the TV placed in the corner of the room you donât see the same muscle figure you saw in your lecture class. âHey,â he says. Tattooed arm out on display, chains adorning his neck. His body doesnât match his face at all, with cute boba eyes twinkling like there are stars in them, and a button nose with small moles placed haphazardly.
âYouâre in my psych class right?â he says, holding his weight up with his hands on the counter. You look up at him with squinted eyes. âYeah, I am. I saw you today at the end of class. Why didnât you go out with the other students?â This question catches him off guard. He needed to come up with an excuse, quick. âUh, thereâs another door that leads to a different building, I have a class thereâ Smooth. Nodding your head, you look behind him and watch as the line begins to grow. âJungkook? Was it?â he nods his head at you, ensuring you are right.Â
âWell, Jungkook. If you donât mind if you're gonna stay here and chit chat I suggest moving out of my line. I have a crowd of hungry college students and I donât intend on putting up with their attitudeâ You say with a scrunch of your nose. Jungkook puts his hands up as if heâs surrendering and throws you a smile. âI didnât mean to take long, I just came up here to ask you somethingâ You look up at him with a raised eyebrow. âAnd what is that?âÂ
âCan I have your number?â Bold. You think. âIf you step out of my line maybe Iâll consider itâ you tell him and he steps to the side so heâs not in the way of customers. âHi, Iâm sorry for holding up the line what I can get for youâ You ask the middle aged man that was after Jungkook. âYou wouldnât have to be sorry if you just told your boyfriend to fuck offâ Shock is read all over your face. You are not in the mood to handle rude customers today. âFirst of all, sir, he is not my boyfriend. Again I apologize for the wait. Itâs on the house,â you tell the man. Jungkook stands there watching the interaction go down.Â
For some reason this makes him even more eager to get your number. You look over to him as you wait for the next customer to tell you their order. âThis might take a while, take a seat anywhere youâd likeâ you point with your head as you tell him to wait. Itâs not until the very end of your shift that you realize that heâs still here, waiting for you.Â
You step away from behind the counter and take your apron off. âI canât believe you waitedâ you say under your breath walking closer to him. He looks up as he sees you from the corner of his eye. The chair scraping across the floor as he stands from his chair. âOf course I waited, I made it my mission to leave this place with some sort of way of communicating with youâ This surprises you. Youâve never met this guy in your life and now after a small meet heâs determined to get to know you.Â
âWell, Iâll give you my Instagram. Number is too personalâ he scoffs at that. Thankfully, he deleted your user from his search beforehand. Handing you his phone you type in your user and follow your account. Your pocket buzzes with a notification from your phone. Pulling your phone out you read the notification.
ggukkie has followed you
You smile as you read his user. You click on the tab and follow him back. His phone vibrates with a new notification and he reads your username
yeojacoure has followed you
Smiling as he looks up from his phone he says âIâll see you soon then?â You pull your hair from your hair tie and he watches as it flows down your shoulders. âI guess so, Jungkookâ He begins to walk away and before he can walk out the door he calls out for you. âGoodnightâ you reply with the same.
Feeling giddy inside Jungkook unlocks his phone and finds your account opening your message.Â
ggukkie: So how can I get your number? 7:43 pm
You look down at your phone as you exit through the back entrance. You read the text Jungkook had sent you only a few minutes ago. Smiling like an idiot you reply back.Â
yeojacoure: By earning it đ [7:49 pm]
ggukkie: And how do i do that? [7:49 pm]
yeojacoure: Figure it out đ [7:50 pm]
ggukkie: Câmon donât tease now [7:52pm]
yeojacoure: Not teasing [7:52 pm]
yeojacoure: Youâre a smart boy, you can do it! [7:53 pm]
He smile he cannot contain spreads on his lipsÂ
ggukkie: Alright, if working for it is what it takes then i guess thatâs what iâll do smh [7:53 pm]
When you think heâs done another text comes in
ggukkie: Are you free Saturday?[ 7:59 pm]
Your heart picks up once again because of him. What could he possibly have in mind?Â
yeojacoure: Yes⌠Why are you asking? [8:00 pm]
ggukkie: Letâs hang out [8:00 pm]
You think about it for a minute. You were just complaining aboutÂ
having no friends in town. Maybe itâs time you make some.Â
yeojacoure: Okay sure, what do you have in mind? [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: Itâs a surprise đ [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: If you get to be all secretive on me then I can be too [8:03 pm]
yeojacoure: okay fine, as long as you donât plan to murder me then okay [8:04 pm]
ggukkie: Why would I want to kill someone as beautiful as you? [8:04 pm]
This gets you to blush, hard. You feel like kicking your feet up and swinging them like a dumb teenage girl. You take a minute to breathe before responding back to him.Â
yeojacoure: shut up [8:06 pm]
yeojacoure: Iâll see you Saturday [8:06 pm]
Jungkook smiles at your final text and finally starts to make his way back to his apartment. He hasnât felt like this since his junior year of high school and it scares him a bit.
Days have gone by since Jungkook practically begged for your number at the cafe. Youâve seen him around campus but never bothered to interact with him. Except for your psychology class, he made the empty space next to you his permanent seat. Itâs now Saturday, he was supposed to take you out today but he never told you a time or a place. Now youâre sitting in your little apartment semi-dressed for an unknown plan.Â
You had given him your address in class, which he got in trouble for talking to your professor. He says itâs not far from where he lived and you remember he gave you a disgusting little smile.
It is getting darker now, the sun beginning to set behind the city and the lights illuminating the lively city. Now you are having doubts that he will even show up. âI donât know, Hobi. He told me heâd pick me up but he never gave me a time and he hasnât texted me or called me at allâ you talk to your best friend over the phone.
âRelax, Iâm sure he will show eventually. If he doesnât show then why was he so desperate to get your number?â you sigh. He does have a point.Â
 Your doubts are crushed when you hear your doorbell ring in your ears. âOh my God, okay, heâs here. Iâll call you when I get backâÂ
âOkay, be safe and if anything happens and I donât hear back from you. Iâm driving my ass down there and calling the policeâ you chuckle at your friend. âI will, I gotta goâ you click the red button to end the call.
You walk over to the door to look through the tiny hole on the door. Making sure you arenât opening the door to some stranger.Â
âTold you Iâd surprise youâ He says when the door opens. His eyes follow you up and down. You werenât wearing anything special. A short off the shoulder long sleeve with a bow tying around the back and jeans. âYeah, I started to doubt youâd even show up. Itâs practically night out already.â you roll your eyes at him as you walk out the door. Not before grabbing your purse off the dining table.Â
âAwh were you waiting for meâ he teases. You nudge him with an arm as you walk side by side down the hall to the elevator. When it does arrive a small family comes out before you enter. Pressing the bottom floor Jungkook makes small conversation. âYou look pretty tonightâ you reply back with a small âThank you,â a blush starting to rise to your cheeks once again. âWhere are you even taking me?âÂ
âWell if I tell you it wouldnât be a surprise, but since youâre so insistent then Iâll tell you,â the door to the elevator opens as it stops on your desired floor. âIâm taking you around the city, I remember you told me once after class that youâve had any idea around so Iâm showing youâ your heart picks up once again at the thought of him remembering little things that you said. It seems to do that a lot when youâre around him.Â
When you reach the parking garage you donât see any car in sight. âWhereâs your car?â He walks up to a motorcycle and taps the back of it. âRight hereâ your eyebrows raise in confusion. He hadnât told you he was picking you up in this. âYouâre kidding me, right? Weâre driving this?â a bit of hesitation can be heard in your voice. A smirk appears on his face as he watches your face full of worries. How cute. He thinks.Â
âOh câmon, I drive safe. You have nothing to be worried aboutâ he places gentle hands on your arms. You lean a bit to the side to look back at the vehicle. Looking back up at him you let out a sigh and reluctantly agree. âAtta girlâ he picks up the helmet that was set on top of the bike. He pushes it into your arms, confusion begins to settle on your face. âWhat about you? What if you get hurt?âÂ
Your brows furrow once again in worry. He has the urge to pinch your cheeks from how adorable you look but he refrains himself and nudges your chin with his finger. âDonât worry about me, hmm? Iâve done this plenty of times,â he moves to stand in front of you and he looks down at your small frame.
âCan you trust me?â he says.
You give him a look that isnât convincing but you nod anyway. âGood, now hop on.â He moves to throw his leg over the bike and he kicks the stand up. You place the helmet on and do the same as him. âNow, hold on tight. Iâm responsible for you tonight. Canât have you getting hurtâ he says, patting the side of your thigh. The loud roaring of the engine resounds through the big garage, making you jump slightly.Â
When you get to the highway he picks up the speed and you hold his waist just a bit tighter, praying you donât crash with his slightly reckless driving. His hand lets go of one of the handles and you feel him place it over yours intertwining your fingers.
As you ride through the city the lights from buildings light up the dark streets. Slight suspicion grows in your mind when Jungkook turns into a small alleyway. Nothing but trash bins aligned on a wall and a door leading into the building next to you. âJungkook, where are we?â he pulls his hand out in front of you to help you off his bike, taking it kindly. You pull off the helmet and place it on one of the handles. âOne of the places I want to show youâÂ
âOne of these places?â he turns his head to you and gives you a small smile. âBig city means lots of places to discoverâ He pulls the handle of the door and youâre hit with loud chatter and warm light. Itâs a small bar filled with laughter and low lights. Itâs not as packed as it is outside in the streets. âYa! Jungkook-ah,â you hear a deep voice call for Jungkook from one of the tables. A man with round glasses and a pretty smile calls him over to his table. âI havenât seen you in a whileâ he brings the younger one into a hug. âYeah, well Iâve been caught up with school and whatnotâÂ
The taller manâs attention is drawn to you now. You feel small under his gaze. âAnd who is this? A girlfriend?â he teases him, pulling him into a headlock. Jungkooks face scrunches with a smile displaying his bunny-like teeth. He pushes the older man off of him and fixes his hair. âThis is a friend,â he corrects him. Jungkook looks down to you and introduces you to his friend. â___ this is Namjoon, an old friend of mineâÂ
âHey! Iâm not that old,â he slaps the younger one on the back of his head, you let out a snicker. âItâs nice to meet you ___, I see that Jungkookie here has finally come out of his shellâ you let out a giggle. âHyung, stop embarrassing me, goshâ he hides his face behind his hand. âIâm just teasing youâ his gaze falling back on you. âSo what brings you to Incheon?â you look down to play with the bracelet on your wrist. âWell, I was originally going to school in Gwangju, but I found out that they had better plans here for me than they did back over there,âÂ
âAhh I see, I hope you find comfort here. It is a big city but youâll get around. If anything you have me and Jungkook here to help you if you need it,â conversation begins to flow smoothly between the two of you. Jungkook had taken a seat next to you, placing his arm on the back of your chair as he listened to you converse with his friend. He canât help but admire the way you look right now. Your smile radiates warmth all around and the way your eyes shine in the light. He feels like he can look at you for hours on end.Â
âIt was nice meeting you, I hope to see you soonâ Namjoonâs eyes gaze over to Jungkook, with a smug smirk on his lips. Rolling his eyes at him he turns his head to the side shying away to hide his rosy cheeks. âIt was nice meeting you too, Namjoon. I had a great time,â with a wave he turns the corner of the building and disappears into the night. Itâs silent between the two of you now, you look up at Jungkook standing next to you. He looks down at you and furrows his brows, âWhat?âÂ
âWhat do you mean, âwhatâ? Are we gonna stand here all night or are we going to have fun? Hmm,â a grin displaying on your face as you walk past him and lift the helmet off the place you left it. Chuckling Jungkook straddles the bike and looks back.
âHop onâ The roaring of the engine rings through your ears once again and through the small alleyway. The city lights have become slightly dimmer now that itâs getting later into the night. Fewer people roam the streets but still many young souls live their young lives with their friends.Â
The drive to your next destination takes a bit longer. Itâs close to leaving the city. The sign you read as you enter the small area is âSongdo Central Parkâ. The small streets go on for miles as booths pile up down the line. Jungkook parks on one of the many sidewalks and helps you with your bike.
âWhat is this place?â you say.Â
âCentral Park, I come here sometimes to clear my mind,â he walks mindlessly with you trailing behind him.
The lights of the monument in the middle of the park are bright lighting up the path. Walking side by side now, you watch as Jungkook takes in the cool, summer air, hands swaying next to each other, and fingers brushing against each other. You point at a booth selling candied fruits and tug on his jacket.Â
âCan we get some?â your big eyes looking at his. How could he resist you? Obliging, he gives you a small shake of his head and follows you to the booth.
âHello! What can I get for you?â the nice old lady asks.
Fruits skewered on a stick in her hand as she dips it in a sugary coating. âCan, please get, uhmmâ you place a hand on your chin looking through the small collection of fruit. âWhich one should we get?â you turn to Jungkook, who has been staring at you the whole time, and he looks over the tray of sweet snacks. âLetâs get one strawberry and a mix of both with grapes,â he tells the lady with a sweet smile.Â
She grabs the fruits and places it in small trays for the both of you. âThat will be five dollars, pleaseâ Jungkook hands her cash he had stored in his pocket. âThank you!â you say as you wave her goodbye. Walking in silence enjoying your snack Jungkook canât help but feel nervous now that heâs next to you. You bring the fruits to his lips and you place your hand underneath to catch the falling crumbs. âYou want some?â he looks at your adorable face as you wait for him to take a bite.Â
Taking the sweet red fruit in his mouth a piece of sugar falls from it, landing in your hand. You bring it to your mouth and take the hard sweet. Jungkookâs heart pace speeds up for an unknown reason and you continue on as if nothing happened, finishing off whatâs left of your treat. Clearing his throat he asks, âHow do you like the city so far?â looking ahead of him. A couple playing with their little dog as it runs around in the grass.Â
Your eyes follow his and you can feel a smile grow on your lips. âI like it, but I feel like thereâs only so much that I can explore in one dayâ
You walk over to throw both of your trash away and you find a bench in front of the small lake in the middle of the park. Walking over to it and taking a seat Jungkook follows suit. âI can show you so many other places if youâd let meâ a grin growing on his lips.Â
You look to the side of you and give him a small smile âI donât know, Jeon. Iâd have to think about that oneâ you laugh. âOh câmon, I know my way around the city. I can show you so much moreâ the night continues on with laughter and playful banters. You donât notice the time passing until your phone rings with a notification. âOh, shit. Itâs getting late we should get goingâ Jungkook stands from his seat and stretches his hand out for you to grab. Taking it, he pulls you from your seat and he doesnât let go until you find yourselves back at his bike.Â
About an hour later, your apartment building comes into sight as you turn the corner of your street. Jungkook comes to a slow stop near the entrance of your parking garage and parks his bike. Taking off the helmet for the last time tonight you run your fingers through your hair making sure your hair was kept well. Hopping off, Jungkook places the helmet down on the seat of the bike. âCan I walk you?âÂ
âYes, you can '' the look in your eye is something he canât quite make out but it makes his tummy do backflips. You walk in front of him to the lobby of your apartment and press on the button with the arrow pointing up to the upper floors.
It dings immediately given the late hour of the night, assuming everyone is fast asleep by now. The ride up to your apartment was silent. The only sound in the small elevator was going up the few floors you lived above.
The door rings and its doors open wide for you to exit. You walked down the short hall and stopped at your door, turning around to face Jungkook. His hands are stuffed in his pockets as he looks at anything but you. Feeling the nervous crawling back into his chest. You are the first one to speak, âI had fun today, Jungkook '' your smile eases him a bit. âIâm glad you did, my offer still stands, you knowâÂ
You think about the time you spent at the park, you are still taking it into deep consideration leaning towards saying yes to him again. You only respond back with, âIâll think about itâ he laughs, his head hanging low at your unclear answer. Sighing he looks past your head at the wall behind you. He builds up the courage to ask you again. âSo, how about that number?â you burst out laughing. Covering your mouth trying to keep quiet in courtesy of your neighbors. âWhat makes you think, youâve earned my number?âÂ
A hint of laughter still hidden your voice. âWell, I did take you out and gave you a good time. I think I deserve itâ You think about it for a minute. âIâve decided to make this easier for you, Iâll make it like an easter egg huntâ you jump up with enthusiasm. He looks at you with confusion, wrinkles forming between his eyebrows. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âIâll give you clues! You can earn each digit one by oneâ you say proudly. He chuckles at your antics, accepting you challenge him and he nods his head. âOkay, when do I get my first clue?â you look around trying to think of something clever. âAhh! Itâs in my address,â he looks up to the numbers on your door deciphering which one of the four numbers could be in yours. âThatâs your only hintâÂ
âYou really are a tease, you know thatâ , shaking his head. You only smile up at him, nose scrunched. âYou should get going, itâs late.âÂ
âYeah,â itâs silent for a moment before Jungkook speaks up one last time tonight. âI liked tonight with you ___,â you look down, shy. âI did too, Jungkook. You arenât as bad as I thought you wouldâ you tease him. Rolling his eyes at your gesture, he nudges the bottom of your chin with his finger and lifts his head looking down at you âI thought youâd be a handful, but I guess you're tolerableâ you slightly push on his shoulder. He grabs your wrist and you both stop for a moment.Â
You donât realize how close you have become. Faces close together. Slowly leaning in, Jungkook's eyes gravitate to your soft, pink lips. Before your lips could touch your head moved to the side, whispering in his ear, âGoodnight, Jungkookâ your hand leaves the nape of his neck and you turn your door. Before it could close, you locked eyes with Jungkook, one last time.Â
Once he canât see you anymore, Jungkook lets out a breath he didnât know he was holding. He turns to make his way back to his bike holding on to his chest where his heart lies. The feeling erupting in his chest feels foreign to him. Something he hasnât felt in years. It scares him. Itâs something he refuses to let himself feel. Maybe he just needs to sleep. Maybe heâs just tired from the long day heâs had.Â
Hopping on his bike. He makes his way back home, thinking about the digits of your address, dissecting them. Determination stays on his mind for the rest of the night.
A small crowd of students file into the quiet library. Books surround you with knowledge of classes that you are taking. A pencil clad in your hand as you think of more notes to write down on your notebook in front of you. Jungkook has been texting you since the day he took you out. Asking you random questions throughout the day, but to your surprise he hasnât said a single thing about your number.Â
You jump a bit in your seat when the chair in front of you screeches against the floor. When you look up you see Jungkookâs handsome face, a chuckle coming from his lips at your reaction. âHiâ he says in a whisper. Shaking your head at him you go back to writing your notes. âHow did you know I was here?â He watches as you write down words on your piece of paper. His tattooed hand reaches out and starts playing with the edge of the paper and you look up at him. âI was on my way to get some lunch and saw you through the window, you donât work today?â his head tilts to the side like a puppy dog. You shake your head, âNo, I have a day off today and I wanted to spend it studying. But I canât do that with you bothering meâ he rolls his eyes and lets go of the paper.Â
Itâs silent for only a minute before he starts speaking again. âWhen will you be done?â He's like a nagging child, always in need for attention. You let out a sigh of frustration and put your pencil down beside the notebook. âYou donât have any other friends you can annoy?â a small pout forms on his lips. Sulking, because of your attitude.Â
âI wanna hang out with youâ you try one more time to focus on studying. Opening one of the books lying beside you. A loud groan comes from the big baby in front of you and you quietly slam the book shut. âFine! What do you want to do,â placing your remaining things into your bag and you stand from your chair to pull it over your shoulder. Jungkook beats you to it, though. Placing the white tote bag over his shoulder and carrying it out with him. Puffing a breath of air out you follow him to the door.
The weather is nice today, it wasnât too hot like those other summer days. It seems to be cooling down. âWhere are we eating?â you ask behind him. He turns his head to look back at you and slows his pace down to match yours. âThis place that serves the most delicious pork belly,â his posture straight, determined to get to the restaurant as fast as possible. Before he came into the library he had already been planning to ask you out to lunch with him.Â
He was originally planning on walking to the cafe, so he had been waiting a while. When you walk into the restaurant you are hit with the warm air with the scent of meat. To your surprise it wasnât as busy as youâd expect it to be considering it being lunch hour. Jungkook picks out a table in the middle of the restaurant. Taking a seat in front of him, he grabs a menu that had already been placed there and picks out his favorite dishes.Â
âHello, what can I get started for you guys today?â The server walks up to the table with a notepad and pencil in his hand. His attention is drawn to you first. You look up at him and give him a sweet smile. His hair was wavy and dimples showed whenever he smiled. You look down to your hands resting on the table and you look at Jungkook. His stare already on you, clearing his throat he begins to order.Â
Once it is written down on the notepad the waiter grabs the menus from the table. âIâll be out shortly with your foodâ You nod your head politely and bring your attention back to the man in front of you. âYou still havenât given me another hintâ He brings up again. Sighing with a smile on your lips you slightly shake your head at him. âYou are never going to give up, are you?âÂ
âNope, Iâm determinedâÂ
âWhy? Is my Instagram not enough?â You say with a shake of your shoulder.Â
âNo, itâs not. Are you gonna give me another hint or what?" Sass can be heard in his tone. Instead of having the poor boy go on for ages figuring out your number you give him the first six digits. âFine, Iâm starting to feel bad for you now. Iâll give more than one numberâ At this his eyes light up like the galaxy. Excitement growing in his chest and a smile that brings out his dimples appear on his face.Â
Laughing at his excitement you write down on a piece of napkin you pull from the box next to you. â823257â written in bold ink. You fold it up and slide it over to Jungkookâs side of the table. âThere now you need to find the last fourâ Now feeling a bit more relieved he stuffs the napkin deep into the pockets of his sweats. The food is brought out and the same waiter places it on the table in front of you.Â
âThank you,â you tell him with that same smile you gave him earlier. Blush begins to grow on his pale cheeks and he bows, walking away to serve other tables. Scoffing Jungkook looks away from the boy and takes the scissors from the tray, cutting up the meat. âWhat was that look for?â you say to him picking up a pair of utensils. âNothingâ you laugh lightly at his pouty lips.Â
The sizzling of the meat on the grill resounds and smoke lifts into the air from the hot pan. âDo you think itâs cheating if another man helps separate your perilla leaf for you with chopsticks if youâre already with someone?â The ridiculous question gets you to chuckle. âI donât think so, why does it matter if you're just going to end up eating it anyway?â you say, taking a piece of meat he grilled and placed on your plate for you into your mouth.Â
His eyebrows furrowed as he chews on the pork belly and his legs jump a little under the table. âIt does matter! I feel like it's cheating plain and simple. If I were dating someone it should only be me helping you. Not some other guy that you happen to be friends withâÂ
âWhatever you wanna believe, Jeon. But personally, I really donât care. As long as I have food in my mouth then Iâm happyâ you say as you stuff your mouth with rice.Â
The check comes around when you finish eating. You go to grab the piece of paper but, once again, Jungkook beats you to it. âYah, Iâm the one who brought you out to eat. I should be the one paying for itâ he held the paper away from you. Slumping in your seat you cross your arms across your chest. âBut itâs expensive, let me help pay halfâ With a proud smile Jungkook signs off on it and gives it to your waiter. âToo late, already paid forâ he sends you a sly grin and you let out a puff of air.
The beeping sound of the door resounds in the quiet apartment. Jungkook walks to his shoe rack next to the front door and pulls off his big black shoes. Walking over to the couch he settles down on the couch and turns on the TV. Before he could pull his jacket off he remembers the small napkin you gave to him at the restaurant. Digging through his pocket he feels the soft paper and unravels it, revealing the numbers you had written down.Â
The front door beeps once again, the slightly shorter man walks through the door and places his bag on the dining table. âHey,â Jimin says. âWhat do you wanna do tonight? We donât have a schedule for tomorrow and we donât need to be up earlyâ he says, digging through the fridge for something to eat. Jungookâs focus is still analyzing the piece of paper. âUh, do you think you could help me with something?â he turned his attention to the blonde standing behind the counter, a drink propped in his hand.Â
âYeah, what is it?â taking a sip from his bottle. Jungkook stands to walk over to Jimin and places the napkin in front of him. He looks down at it and lifts his head back up to look at his friend. âA napkin with a bunch of numbers on it? Is it like a code or something?â he says with confusion laced in his voice. Jungkook shakes his head and he pulls up your Instagram account. âDo you remember her?â Jimin brings the phone closer to his face to properly see what he has displayed on his phone. It takes him a little while to remember your face. Then his face brows straighten out as he recalls that day he saw you. âAh, the cafe workerâ Jungkook shakes his head, âYes, herâÂ
âWhat about her?â Confusion written on his face again. âWell, Iâve been hanging out with her for a while now-â before he can continue his sentence Jimin cuts him off, âAnd you didnât mind telling me this until now because?âÂ
âI donât know, Iâve just been so caught up with her and I didnât even think about mentioning her. But now Iâm in a situationâ he starts off by telling him the day he walked into the cafe and waited for you to finish up so he could talk to you. And the rest of the story after that. âWhy is she playing hard to get? Itâs just a couple of numbersâ Jimin says. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders, turning around back to the couch.Â
âShe said itâs a personal thing, which is so stupid. Weâve been texting back nâ forth on Instagram. I was out with her today and she gave me those numbersâ he sighs out of frustration. Jimin flows behind him and sits on the sofa next to him. He places the drink down and pats Jungkook on the shoulder. âYouâre in luck, I have my mom to thank for this.â he pulls out a thick book filled with thousands of phone numbers from under the coffee table. Jungkookâs eyes widen in shock as the book slams on the table in front of them.Â
âWhen did she give this to you?â he asks in shock. âShe gave it to me before I left Busan, I forgot I had it with me. I never had a use for it so it was stored away in the closet at our old dormâ He opens the book and flips through the thin pages. He stops on a page and glides his finger down looking for those six numbers. âHere!â He looks back to the napkin next to the book and reads off the numbers. Jungkook watches in awe as he watches his friend work his âmagicâ. âNow all we need to do is look through,â he pauses for a second âone hundred seventeen phone numbersâ A loud âWhat!â comes from the man beside him. âLooks like we have a long night ahead of us JungkookieâÂ
The first number they dialed was an old lady. She was sweet about them calling the wrong number and they moved on to the next. The fifth number they dial was a fried chicken place, not being able to contain themselves they placed an order for delivery. The two of them spend the next hour and a half trying to search for your number. Jungkook is close to losing hope. He ended up stepping out to their balcony and took a cigar out from the box laying on top of the table next to the couch.Â
Inhaling a puff into the nightâs air, he begins to feel a bit more relaxed. Jimin walks in behind him, standing next to him as they look out into the city. Lights, once again brightening up the city. The sounds of cars driving by and flocks of birds flying in the sky. Jimin takes in the fresh air, his arms leaning against the railing. âWhat if she gave you a fake number?â he says. Jungkook only sighs and takes another drag from his cigarette.Â
âI mean weâve been at this for hours and all weâve found is nothingâ But Jungkook being the stubborn man he is he says âWe have twenty more numbers to call. And if none of them is hers, thenâ he pauses. He looks up at the stars twinkling in the black sky. He closes his eyes and thinks. âThen Iâll just give up,â Jimin nods his head at his friend's decision, his head hanging low as he pats the taller oneâs shoulder walking back into the room.Â
Jungkook places the end of the stick in a bowl lying on the edge of the thick railing and trails behind the elder. Plopping himself back down on the couch, he begins to prepare himself for maybe one of the longest hours of his life. He picks his phone up again and dials one of the remaining numbers. But to no avail, itâs not your voice he hears on the other end of the phone. Crossing it off in the book he dials the next one, and then the next, and then heâs on the sixth number.
The phone rings for a while, but on the fourth ring, someone picks up. âHello?â you say. Jungkook is silent. Shocked that itâs actually you, heâs finally talking to. âHello,â he says back. You bring your phone away from your ear and look at the number. âJungkook? How did you manage to find the rest of my number so quickly?â He laughs at that. âQuicklyâ is quite the opposite of tonight.
âThank fucking God itâs you,â he says. Jimin perks up, turning around to face Jungkook.
Autumn
The sun rose over the horizon and spilt into the room, the blinds kept slightly ajar covering bits of the messy room, the light laying over his sleeping body. His eyes slow open as the sun peeks through them. He twists and turns in the comfort of his bed until he becomes restless, pulling the comforter away from his body. âJungkookâ a girl hovering over his tired body. She lays her own over his, cuddling into his neck as she wraps her arms around his neck, he buries himself in her scent dragging his hands to wrap around her waist.Â
The girl plants soft kisses along his soft skin whispering little nothings into his ear. Before he could pull away to find her beautiful face, his eyes opened.
âGet up!â Jimin tugs on his arm harder. Jungkook jerks up from his bed, wiping his eyes from sleep. âWhat time is it?â his deep voice still laced with his deep slumber, Jimin looks at the clock on the wall by his mirror and back at the sleepy boy.
"Itâs ten thirty, we were supposed to meet Namjoon ten minutes agoâ he yells. Jungkook groans standing up from the bed, without watching out for where he was going he stubs his toe on the corner of the bed, âShitâ he falls onto his bed again holding his foot. His phone buzzes with a notification. The name read â___ đşâ, and a smile formed on his face as he read your name.Â
y/nđş: Hey sleepy. Iâve been trying to reach you for like an hour but it seems like youâre too busy for me now đ. I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out today? [10:35 am]Â
His smile grows even wider. He thought heâd never see the day that you would reach out and ask if he wanted to hang out. Unfortunately, he has plans out today. Itâs been a long while since he and all of his friends planned to hang out together. With everyone being busy with school and work, they never found the time to plan a get together.Â
Me: Hey, sorry I didnât get back. I woke up late. [10:37 am]
Me: Someone missing me already? 𫤠[10:37 am]Â
He stands up from his bed and walks through the bedroom door. Jimin walks past him, already dressed and ready for the day, âYouâre not ready yet, weâre going to leave in like five minutesâ he says. âAlright! I wonât take that long, relaxâ He walks into the bathroom and prepares himself for the day ahead of him. The sink buzzes from his phone. The screen lights up with another notification.Â
y/n đş: Calm down pretty boy, I was just asking because Iâm off today and I donât have any plans [10:45 am]
Me: So you think Iâm pretty? lol, sorry angel i canât today, what about tomorrow? [10:47 am]
While he waits for a response he walks out of the bathroom and walks over to his closet, looking through the many clothes he has. Finally, picking out something to wear he walks out to the living space where Jimin is sitting on the couch, looking at his phone waiting for him to finish. âFinally,â he breathes out in relief. âIf only you set a damn alarm we wouldnât be so late, Tae keeps texting me if we were there yet and yet weâre still standing hereâ he shakes his head.Â
âCan you calm down, Iâm ready. Letâs goâ Jungkook walks forward to the front door and his keys in his hand. He waits for Jimin to walk out before he locks the door. As they are walking down the hall to the parking garage, Jungkook checks his phone again to find your message.Â
y/n đş: Donât get so cocky now Jeon. Yeah, thatâs fine. I guess Iâll just spend my time alone today đ [10:48 am]Â
Me: Cheer up at least you get to spend the whole day with me tomorrow! đ [10:59 am]
y/n đş: Yeah yeah. Have fun with your boyfriends [11:00 am]Â
Cheesing at his phone he sends you a thumbs up and puts his phone away and takes his car keys out. âWhat are you smiling about?â Jimin looks over to his friend in the driver's seat. âIs it ___?â he guesses. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders as he places the key into the ignition.
As Jungkook pulls out of the parking garage, Jimin takes the aux cord and plugs it into his phone, â3:00 AMâ by Finding Hope plays softly in the background of the car. âSo, whatâs the deal with you and her?â He starts the conversation first. âWhat do you mean? Weâre just friends,â Jimin looks at him with a look of suspicion written on his face. âHmm, youâve been spending almost all of your time with her, and I always catch you geeking whenever youâre texting her, doesnât seem like âjust friendsâ to meâ he lifts two fingers up in the air as quotations.Â
âYou are so deluded. I canât have girls that are friends anymore?âÂ
âYouâve never had a girl-friend before. Itâs either you sleep with them or you sleep with them. I have never seen you spend this much time with someone let alone a girl. Letâs be real now,â This leaves Jungkook silent. He is right, though. He just wonât admit that he is. âWhatever, manâ The car ride is spent in silence for the rest of the time being.Â
Itâs not until Jimin gets an incoming call from Taehyung. The phone is still connected to the car, his deep voice is loud throughout the vehicle. âHello?â Jimin says, âWhere are you guys?âÂ
âWeâre almost there, why?â Jungkook says. âJust asking, cus Namjoon-hyung is getting antsy, he just wants to make sure you guys are coming, it has been a while since weâve all been togetherâÂ
âOkay were pulling up in the parking lot now, see you soonâÂ
âSee you in a bitâ the calls end and the music starts to play again. The car comes to a stop, and the two close the door shut. This place is different to the one he took you out to that night all those days ago. This one is more secluded, not many people know about, considering itâs Namjoonâs fatherâs place. The small building is next to a lake, only a few others in sight down the road. the quiet sounds of the water rippling in the air, and the leaves turning into red, orange, and brown colors with the changing season.Â
Leaves crunch under their feet as they walk up to the door, knocking to be let in. The eldest one in the group answers the door. âYah, what took you guys so long.â Jin says, pushing their hands slightly in a playful manner. âThis one woke up lateâ he points to Jungkook. He raises his hands up and apologizes, âSorry, I forgot to set an alarm, but to be fair I went to sleep late last night working on a projectâÂ
âAt least you're hereâ Jin throws his arm over his youngestâs shoulder. âIt feels like I havenât seen you in ages,âÂ
âYeah, me tooâ Yoongi, another one of their friends, comes from the bathroom. Jungkook throws him a smile and pulls him into a hug. âItâs nice to see you guys againâ Namjoon comes from what seemed like a gaming room âLook at us, one whole againâ he opens his arms and brings Jungkook into a hug as well. Jimin and Taehyung are sitting at one of the couches catching up on what theyâve been doing since they last saw each other.Â
They all gather around and begin chit chatting. âSo, Jungkookie, Jimin here tells us youâre seeing someoneâ Jin raises his eyebrows, curious about his friend's love life. Jungkook shakes his head as he takes a sip of whiskey. âIâm not seeing anyone, sheâs just a friendâ at this Namjoon perks up and joins in on the conversation. âOh is it __? I thought you guys were together, I mean you guys shouldâve been there. They he looked at her was so sweetâÂ
âI did not look at her in any wayâ he objects.Â
âWait, you've met her already?!â Jin says with a look of hurt on his face. âThatâs not fair! I basically raised you and this is how you repay me!â he yells.
âCan we please calm down, sheâs nothing but a friend to me, why is that so hard to believeâ They all become silent now. Giving each other knowing looks, he lets out a sigh and pulls a cigar out from his pocket. Taking a lighter that was lying on the table in front of him he lights it up, taking a drag.
âOh câmon, when will you introduce us? Itâd be good to see a new face around hereâ Jungkook looks up at Yoongi and back down to his cigar. âI donât know, itâll happen when it happensâ It is silent for a minute before Jungkook changes the subject. âHowâs Aria and the baby? I miss that little dumplingâ Jinâs baby, Minchae, isÂ
Jungkook's goddaughter, itâs been a long time since heâs seen her. Jin and his wife, Aria, are high school sweethearts, sheâs seen him through his growth spurt, he hasnât spent a day looking bad. He doesnât blame her for staying with him for all these years.Â
âTheyâre doing good, we wanted to host a barbeque sometime in two weeks, I forgot to bring this up the last time we were togetherâÂ
Everyone perks up at the mention of food, all agreeing, they begin to talk about life, what theyâve all been caught up doing since their last get together.
âAre you guys dating?â Your best friend asks over the phone. After Jungkook told you he was busy, you brought yourself out of your tiny apartment and did a little bit of exploring yourself.
âNo, weâre not. We are just friendsâ you deny your relationship with Jungkook. He is one of the first friends (?) that you have made so far since you moved here. Yes, his personality is a bit condescending but you still manage to find a way to tolerate it.Â
âWell, from the way you described him, it sounds like more than friends to meâ You shake your head as if he could see you. âFine believe what you wanna believe, but I assure you we are just friends-â Mid sentence you donât pay attention to where your feet are leading you. You bump into a tall figure, when you turn around to apologize, you get a closer glimpse of the man. âHey, you were our waiter the other day at that restaurant near the campusâ you say pointing at him. He smiles and gives you a nod of his head.Â
âYeah, that was meâ An awkward silence fills between you two until you speak again. âIâm sorry, I wasnât watching where I was going,â he lifts his hands in the air in a forgiving manner.
âNo, no itâs okayâ smiling again at him you slowly begin to turn around to go on your way. Not until he stops you in your tracks, âWait! Uhmâ You turn your head back around to face him and raise your eyebrows. âYes?âÂ
âI was too scared to ask you this back at the restaurant, but can I have your number?â How cute, you think. A smile breaks out on your lips and you walk closer to him. âI donât even know your name,â you say to him. Immediately he says âItâs Jiungâ. You pause for a minute looking up at the sky as if you were thinking. âOkay, Jiung. Give me your phoneâ That same sweet smile you gave to him gets him to blush. He pulls his phone out from his jacket pocket and places it in my hand.Â
You put in your number and hand it back to him, you turn away but not before you say âHave a good dayâ in a sweet voice. His heart starts to race as you turn your back to him and continue your adventure. âWhat was that?â Hoseok says through the phone. âThis guy that I saw at this restaurant Jungkook took me to. He asked for my number.Â
âWow, you are a guy magnet over there, what happened here?â he says teasinglyÂ
âShut upâÂ
Loud knocks are heard from your front door as you get ready in your room. Your hair is still up in curlers, your baggy t-shirt is on, and your biker shorts are still on, you walk over to the door and look through the peephole. The beeping of the door is heard next to you and Jungkook steps into the room. âLook at you in your pajamas. Didnât I say I was gonna be here at one?â
he says in a teasing manner behind you. Walking back to your room you hear his heavy steps follow behind you. âUh, I donât remember letting you into my roomâ You turn to face him. âAnd I donât remember caring enough to ask,â The beefy man says plopping down on your bed. Rolling your eyes you walk back to your bathroom, his hands lay behind his head as he relaxes into your bed. You walk out with a robe on now, and Jungkook eyes you up and down.Â
âDo you mind?â you say looking back at him.Â
âI wonât look I swearâ You give him a look that says âI donât trust youâ. Turning around you go through your closet, pick a casual outfit, and bring it back to the bathroom.
Jungkook rolls his eyes as you walk away. Your bathroom and bedroom connect, and the big mirror above your sink shows almost everything in it. His eyes wander around your room, thinking about it now heâs never stepped foot in your apartment before, and his gaze stops at the mirror in the bathroom. You have taken your robe off and your bare back is on display.Â
He holds his breath as he takes in your figure, You grab the clip that was holding your hair and he watches as your hair cascades down your shoulder. Your head turns to look at how your hair had turned out from the rollers, but instead, you're met with Jungkookâs gaze. Heâs sat up in your bed now, lips parted slightly. You hold his stare before looking away and bending down to grab your clothes.Â
Snapping out of his trance, you can hear shuffling coming from your room. You look back to your bed and find it empty, Jungkook is in the other room, trying to steady his breath. A few minutes later you walk out of your room, a big sweater covering your body and a small skirt adoring part of your legs.
âAre you ready?â You say tilting your head up to look at him.
He only nods his head in response and waits for you to collect your things. He stands by the door, watching you put your sneakers on. A small white bag is thrown over your shoulder.
When you are finally done you walk out the door and he closes it behind you. The walk to the parking garage was quiet for some odd reason. When you both get into his car you destroy the silence between you two. âHow come you arenât being annoying today? Usually, youâre talking my head off or asking me dumb questionsâ His mind is still stuck on what he saw back at your apartment.Â
Low music plays softly in his car as he responds, âItâs nothing, Iâm just tired from yesterday.â Softly nodding your head away from him you look out the window and wait until you arrive at his place. Itâs silent again for only a few minutes when you decide to speak up again, âYouâre such a liarâ he turns his gaze away from the road for a second to look at you. âWhat did I lie about?âÂ
âYou said that your place is just a walk away from mineâ he chuckles at your complaining. Secretly you had hoped that you would walk with him to his complex, your neighbors usually take their dog out for a walk at this time and youâd always play with her. âSorry you shouldâve moved closer to me thenâ he says it as if you had any control over it. You roll your eyes and begin to sink into the comfortable silence.Â
He parks the car on the side of the road near his apartment and you both step out of the car. Itâs slightly bigger than where you're living and itâs much louder in this part of town.
He takes the lead and walks in front of you to the front of the building. The layout is much different than what youâre used to. Instead of an elevator, everyone has to climb up a set of stairs, thankfully for you, he lives on one of the lower levels. When you reach his home he punches in the numbers into the pad of his door lock.Â
Just like yours, beeping comes from inside of his house. To your surprise the place is neat and clean, a few pieces of trash here and there but surprisingly tidy for an apartment with two grown men living in it. âHow do you like it?â He asks, throwing his keys into the bowl on the table next to the door. âItâs nice, itâs cleaner than I thought it would beâ your eyes glide around the room. He scoffs and says âWhat? Just because weâre a couple of guys means we canât be clean?âÂ
âUhm yes, actually I do think thatâÂ
âWell, then change your mindsetâ he says walking over to his sofa. âWhat do you wanna do? I donât have much here but you decided you wanted to hangout here soâŚâ you walk over to his kitchen and look through his fridge. âLetâs cook something,â Digging through the drawers, you try to find something you think youâd both like to eat.Â
After searching for a few minutes you end up with pork belly, kimchi, and instant noodles you found in the cabinet. You call him over and he groans as he stands from the comfort of his sofa. He finds a spot next to you and looks at the items you have displayed on the counter. âWeâre cooking tonight?â You look up at him with a bright smile âMmmhm!â He laughs at your response. He rolls his sleeves up to his elbows, tattoos out on display and rubs his hands together.Â
âLetâs get started, then shall we?â Of course, he grabs the package of pork and cuts the plastic open with a knife while you look for a pot to cook the ramen in. You bring it to the sink and fill it half way to boil the noodles. It makes a small âclinkâ sound when it hits the metal of the stove. Jungkook walks over next to you while you sit watching at the pot, waiting for the water to boil. He pulls a pan out from the same cabinet you got the pot from and places it next to you on the stove.Â
Once the pan is hot enough he scrapes the cut-up meat into the pan, sizzling as it touches the heat. Smoke fills the air and the apartment starts to smell like pork.
The water starts to boil and you open the package and dump whatâs in it into the water. Jungkok grabs a pair of chopsticks from a drawer and picks a piece of cooked meat from the pan. He blows on it and touches it to his lips making sure itâs not too hot to eat. âHere, try itâ You open your mouth and taste the flavorful meat. Your eyes close as you satisfy your tastebuds with the cooking.
âIs it good?â Telling by your expression he doesnât need a verbal answer from you.Â
Once everything is cooked you plate it and serve it on the island in the kitchen. You sit on one of the stools and Jungkook stands on the other side of you. âI didnât know you could cook like this, itâs so goodâ Slurping sounds reverberate from his bowl as he brings it closer to his mouth. âWhoâs feeding my ego now?â he says with a cocky tone.Â
âCan you ever go a day without being annoyingâÂ
âNot when it comes to youâÂ
After you both finish up eating you make your way over to the living room and make yourselves comfortable on the sofa. The TV played whatever they showed during this hour.
Suddenly you start to speak. âYou know what happened yesterday?â he hums in response, too immersed in what was playing on the big screen. âDo you remember our waiter from a few days ago?â At the mention of him, he sits up and looks at you. âYeah, what about himâÂ
âAfter you blew me off-âÂ
âI did not blow you off, I was just busy with my friendsâÂ
âAnyways,â you roll your eyes at his interruption
âI went into the city and ran some errands. But when I was on the phone with my friend I happened to bump into himâ he listens to your story intently, not wanting to miss a detail. âI apologized but before I could leave he asked me for my numberâÂ
âAnd did you give it to him?â he asks curiously.Â
âYeah, I didâ he scoffs at your response, a little bit of anger beginning to build up. âAre you serious? Why did he get your number so easily but I had to work my ass off to get itâ You can read the anger on his face. You begin to laugh, you laugh so hard that you're clutching your stomach. âYah! Whatâs so funny! I didnât even say anything for you to laughâ This only gets you to laugh even more.Â
Not taking any more of this his fingers find your waist, and he tickles you. âJungkook!â you yell at him. He pushes you onto your back and attacks you. Your legs between his and your arms trying to shove his shoulders away. The biggest smile forms on his lips as he watches your face turn red from how hard you're laughing. âJungkook, stop!â you say in between laughs.Â
He takes hold of your wrist and pins it above your head. Your laughter dies down, and the room becomes silent. His face hovering over yours, your faces inches apart. He doesnât realize heâs leaning down, lips close to touching. The beeping of the door is heard near the door and Jimin walks through. You both quickly pull away from each other and straighten out your clothes.Â
âJimin!â Jungkook says standing to greet his friend. âThis is ___â Jimin walks over to you and stretches his hand out for you to shake. âAh, the one and only. Itâs nice to finally meet youâ he says slightly bowing out of courtesy. âItâs nice to meet you too, Jiminâ you give one of your sweet smiles. Jungkook looks down at his watch and walks up between you two.
âItâs getting late, Iâll take you home __â you nod your head and give Jimin one last smile. âBut we just met, let me get to know her,â Jimin complains. âYouâll get to know her another time, we have classes tomorrow and she has workâÂ
âIt was nice to meet you, Jimin. I hope we get to talk to each other properly in the futureâ you tell him. He smiles at you and lets you go.Â
~
The car ride to your home was filled with comfortable silence and the radio playing lowly. You are stopped at a red light and you look out the window. A dog sticking its head out the window gets a small smile to grow on your lips. âI had a great time tonightâ you turn your attention back to Jungkook. His face was illuminated with red from the traffic light. You take in his strong features. His sharp jawline and round nose, a faint scar is indented on his cheek, and his lip piercing shining in the light.Â
âI had a great time tooâ He looks over at you and sees you already looking at him. âSucks I didnât get to talk to your friend though. He seems like a nice person.âÂ
âYeah he is, Iâve known him since I was in middle school. We went to highschool together and now we're sharing rent with each other. Sometimes it amazes me how fast times flyâ he says.Â
Small talk is exchanged until you reach your apartment. This time you and Jungkook stay in the car for a bit longer. âThank you, for today. I had a lot of funâÂ
âSo did I,â he says. Itâs not long before he says something else. âMy friends are holding a barbeque at their place in a few days. Do you want to come with me?â This was out of nowhere. You debate whether you should go, you donât even know them besides Jungkook and Jimin, now.Â
âCâmon, you always talk about how you donât have any friends here. Iâm giving you the opportunity to make some.â After this you finally oblige.Â
âOkay, okay Iâll go. But only if you make me some more pork bellyâ he smiles and shakes your head.Â
âDealâ he pulls his hand out to seal the deal. You give it a small squeeze and shake your hands. As you look at him you hold onto your hand for more than he should be. Shying away, you let go of his hand and begin to pick up your stuff. âGoodnight, Jungkook,â you say leaning in to plant a small kiss on his cheek. You pull away but your faces stay close together. He looks down at your lips, and he slowly brings his hand to your cheek.Â
Heâs having an internal battle, thinking if kissing you is a good idea. Fuck it, he pulls you in and your lips mold with his. The cold of his piercing against your lips makes a shiver go up your spine. A small smack of your lips resounds as you pull away slowly, âGoodnight, angelâ
The crisp air of the late afternoon hits you, you are standing outside waiting for Jungkook to come pick you up for todayâs events. The thoughts of meeting his friends made you nervous for some reason you canât pinpoint. Maybe you are just scared of what they might think, you need to show off a good impression. His black Mercedes rolls in around the corner and stops in front of you.Â
Pulling the handle to the passengerâs side you reveal Jungkook, leaning against the armrest waiting for you to hop in. âDonât you look cute today,â he says, watching you buckle your seat belt. âThank you,â you say in a small voice. âYouâre so nervous around me all of a sudden,â he says leaning in to look at your face. You look at his eyes, then down to his lips. âIâm not nervous,â you say with confidence in your voice.
âMmm, then why are you so quiet? Iâm used to hearing your loud and obnoxious voiceâ he teases. A smile creeps onto your lips and you turn away from to face forward. âJust drive, Jeon.â Chuckling, you step on the gas pedal and start to drive away from your complex. âWhat are your friends like?â you ask. You watch as Jungkook leans his elbow against the door and places his hand under his chin. âHmm, they are very loudâ a small laugh comes from your mouth. âTheyâre also very warm, Iâve known most of them for a big majority of my life nowâÂ
You admire the way he talks about them as if they were family to him. The bond he describes he has with them seems unbreakable and full of love, you feel warmth spread across your chest at the thought of his friendship with all of them. You begin to realize that you donât live far from them, only about a thirty-minute drive from yours. Suddenly, those nerves you were feeling before begin to creep up on you again. He notices how silent youâve become as you get closer to the house.Â
âWhatâs wrong? Did you forget something?â he says, looking at you. You return his gaze and shake off your nervous feeling. âNo, nothingâs wrong. I just feel a bit nervous about meeting them,â you look for the right word to say. You shouldnât be feeling this nervous, Jungkook described them as great people. âAngel, you donât need to be nervous. They will welcome you with open arms, trust meâ The nickname always brings small butterflies soaring in your stomach, you donât think youâll ever get used to it.Â
The car pulls into the driveway you look up and gape at the size of the house. Itâs not too big, but big enough to hold at least seven people. You and Jungkook both walk up to the front door, once again you feel anxious, âRelax, itâs gonna be okayâ his fingers brush softly against yours, his pinky wrapping around yours. He rings the doorbell, and everyone on the other side of the door goes quiet.Â
Low chattering is heard and the handle to the door twists and swings open. âJayKayyâ Jin says in a brotherly tone. But Jungkookâs attention focuses on his baby niece. âAwhh Minchae, Uncle missed you '' he takes the little girl from her father's arms, squeezing her against him. Her little giggles escape as he places little kisses against her tiny puffy cheek. You watch with a fond smile on your face, how adorable. Youâve never seen this side of Jungkook before, it feels refreshing.Â
You follow behind him as he enters the house. The loud chattering comes back to life when they see their youngest out of the bunch. âHey, guysâ Minchaeâs arms wrapped around his neck. Standing quietly behind Jungkookâs tall frame you gently tug on his jacket and he turns around to you.
âOh uh, guysâ he places a hand on the small of your back, gesturing for you to walk forward. âThis is ___â You bow your head and greet them. âHelloâ comes from your mouth softly. Jinâs wife Aria stands up and places a hand over her heart. âYou are so cute! Itâs nice to finally meet you! Jungkook has not stopped talking about you since-âÂ
âAriaâ Jungkook deadpans. She places a hand over her mouth to contain her laugh. âSorry, sorry.âÂ
Jungkook holds a hand out gesturing to the woman next to you. âThis is Aria, Jinâs wifeâ you smile at her and nod your head, a fond smile growing on her face. âThis is Taehyung, and you know Namjoon and Jiminâ You walk over to where they were sitting and hold your hand out for them to shake. âOh yeah, we met that one time we went into the city, I remember,â you say to Namjoon. âYes, itâs nice to see you again ___â He gives you that boyish smile you saw all those nights ago.Â
âAnd this is Yoongiâ the quiet man waves his hand in the air and a little smile forms on his lips. Jin comes out from the backyard, clad in an apron and tongs in his hands.
âFoodâs readyâ Everyone stands up from their seats. A table is set up outside and the big backyard is lit up with fairy lights, setting the mood for everyone. When everyone is content with their plates they all sit around the table and converse with one another. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap, slapping her tiny hands against the table. She hasnât left Jungkook since you both arrived, you find it endearing, the relationship between the two.Â
He has a separate plate for her feeding her small spoons at a time when she asks for it. âSo, ___. When did you move to the city, is there any reason why you chose Incheon?â Jin asks.Â
âWell, I moved here this past summer from Gwangjang. I was offered better things here at the college than what they had back there. It sucks though because I had to leave all my friends. But it doesnât hurt getting a clean slateâ you say.Â
âThat is right, but I bet you miss your friends tooâ You nod your head as you think about your life back in your hometown. âYes, I do miss it over there. But Iâve been enjoying my time over here as wellâ you say with joy. Everyone begins to talk with you as if theyâve known you for years. It is not as bad as you thought itâd be, and you're grateful for that.Â
Everyone decided to head back inside and it grew colder, everyone spread out in different places. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap again, playing with his big hands. Her attention falls on you though, you look down to meet her gaze and you give her a small smile. She crawls from Junkook onto your lap and she stares at you looking at your features. He watches his niece make herself comfortable on your lap and looks at her antics. Her tiny hands come up to your cheek. A bright smile forms on your lips as you watch her.Â
âHi, Minchaeâ softly comes from your lips.Â
âPwetty, Auntieâ your heart melts at her small voice, and so does Jungkook's. He watches the interaction with a smile on his face, warmth igniting within his chest. âYouâre so pretty,â you say, giving a gentle poke to her round tummy. She lets out a laugh as he wraps her hands around your finger pushing it away. Jungkookâs heart feels like itâs going to explode, watching with fond eyes as you play with his niece. You look over at him and catch him staring, his hand coming up to nudge your chin playfully.Â
~
The night is coming to the end and Minchae has peacefully fallen asleep on your shoulder as you hold her back in support. Everyone has settled down, quiet music playing in the room as they all focus on their own thing. Jungkook looks down at his watch and notices how late it has gotten. âI think we should start heading out,â he whispers into your ear. You nod your head and begin to slowly get up, careful not to wake the little one in your arms.Â
âHere Iâll take herâ Jungkook brings his hand under her arms to pick her up. She moves a bit but falls back to sleep in the manâs arms. âAre you guys heading out already?â Jin says from the couch.Â
âYeah, is it alright if I put her to bed?â Jin nods his head and Jungkook separates from you for the first time tonight and walks up the stairs.Â
âWhere have you been all his life?â Jin says out of the blue. You turn around to face him and give him a look of confusion. âWhat?â a small chuckle escapes your mouth. âI have not seen him act the way he does since youâve met himâ A smile appears on your lips and before you can respond Jungkook comes back into the room. âYou ready?â he says quietly from behind you, a hand resting on your waist. You look up at him and nod your head, you bend to grab your purse from the couch.Â
âIâll see you guys later,â he says with a wave of his hand. They all say their goodbyes and then, you are both heading back to the car.
You walk up to your door and unlock it, Jungkook stands behind you and waits for you to get in. He expected you to wave him goodnight and disappear behind your door, leaving him to walk into the night. But instead, you turn around and say âYou wanna come in?â Shocked, Jungkook freezes in his spot, caught by surprise. He nods his head and walks in behind you. You place your bag down on the small table and plop down on your sofa, Jungkook following, he sits down next to you.Â
âTonight was fun, I didnât expect us to get along so well. It felt like Iâve known them for years,â you say facing him. Your arms are in your lap, your fingers playing with your ring. âYeah, thatâs what they do to youâ he chuckles. âThey are all too kind for their own good, thatâs what I love about themâÂ
âI can see why you talked so fondly about them, thinking about the bond you share with them makes me miss my friends back home. Weâd hang out almost every night and stay out late going to partiesâ You reminisce on the old times you and your friendsâ wild nights.Â
âYou have me now, and everyone else,â he says in a low tone. You look up from your lap and smile at him. It is silent between you now, Jungkook canât help but stare at you in the low light, how beautiful you look. Slowly his hand comes up to the side of your neck, just below your ear. You lean into his touch and your lips part slightly, your gaze falling to his lips and so does his. Lips colliding, your hands find his wrist holding on tightly.Â
Your body moves forward, straddling his lap, and his tongue glides over your pillowy lips, seeking entrance. Your lips part allows him access and his hands find your waist, squeezing gently. A small whimper escapes your mouth at the touch; the room filled with the sound of lips smacking. His hands begin to dip lower, till they are right above your ass. Your arms wrap around his neck softly and the kiss gets heated and needy. Teeth clashing against each other and small noises come from your lips.
With his hands under your ass, he stands up and lifts you up with him. Legs wrapping around his middle, without breaking the kiss Jungkook finds his way to your bedroom. He throws you onto the bed as if you were a ragdoll, hands finding the hem of his shirt he pulls it over his head, abs out on display; you can feel yourself become wetter.Â
Your hands glide up his stomach, muscles rubbing against your fingers. Jungkook holds onto your hands and brings them up to his neck as youâre kneeling on the edge of your bed. His lips connected with yours once again, but much harsher. His tongue playing with yours, the sloppy sounds of your lips are the only thing heard in the room. Jungkookâs rough hands pull your thin tank top over your head, revealing your perked nipples. You gasp as your body is hit with the cold air in the room.Â
Placing wet kisses down your neck, his lips find your chest. He breathes over your nipple and you whimper at the warmth it brings. His lips wrapped around your erect nipple, and you threw your head back in pleasure, hands wrapping around the short hair on the back of his head. âJungkookâ you whimper. His hands wrap around your back bringing it closer to him. He moves on to the other one, giving it the same treatment. Suddenly, he throws you back down on the soft mattress.Â
Watching how your tits move with the impact. He hovers over you kissing you with need. Jungkookâs hands find the waistband of your skirt, pulling it down and throwing it onto the floor behind him. Now youâre only left in your panties, barely covering your pussy. He can feel himself grow harder in his underwear, looking down at the goddess that you are. Pushing you up so youâre fully on the bed now he dips down and places soft kisses on your inner thigh. You shiver at the touch and whine his name out again. âJungkookâÂ
âWhat, baby? Use your wordsâÂ
âI need youâ you moan, your eyes fall to look at him. But theyâve already fallen on you, giving you a sultry look.Â
âYouâre already so soaked for me,â he says, hooking his fingers on your panties. Itâs barely doing its job anyway, he yanks them from your body. Your cunt out, ready for him to devour. âYou gonna be a good girl for me?â you nod your head.Â
âUh uh, what did I say baby?âÂ
âUgh, yesâ you say in a needy tone. âI need to feel you Jungkook, pleaseâ Finally getting what he wanted he obliges to your request.Â
âJust because you said so kindlyâ his head dips down, placing kitten licks along your clit, you let out a breathy moan at the first contact of his tongue. Then, heâs diving in. Wrapping his arms around your legs pulling himself deeper into your sopping pussy. You try to move around but Jungkook isnât having it, his grip on you tightens and his pace picks up. Two fingers find your entrance, pushing in slowly. Your eyes roll to the back of your head as his thick fingers push up into you.Â
âFuck, Jungkookâ You bring your hands to prop yourself up, and you watch as Jungkook flicks his tongue up and down between your folds. His fingers start to pick up in pace, and he can feel you squeeze him, he knows youâre close to an orgasm. The burn in your lower stomach begins to build. Moaning, loudly you reach your climax, a hand finding his hair, you tug slightly to get him off of you. Your thighs begin to shake beside you he finally pulls away and brings himself back up to you. You stare into his eyes, big black boba eyes staring back at you.Â
You canât believe thatâs the man that brought you to your orgasm. His head dips down to connect your lips once again, you can taste yourself on his lips and you moan into his mouth. âGood job, baby,â he says lowly. Your hand slowly reaches down to his aching cock, and you reach into his pants. The contact you make with his cock gets him to moan into your hair. He stands to remove the fabric from his waist. His hard dick comes face to face with you and you can feel yourself start to drool.Â
You bring your hand to wrap around it, giving it a few strokes. His head tilts back in pleasure this time, âAh fuck yeah, babyâ Your thumb rubs over the red tip, and then you bring your lips to plant soft kisses over it. âDonât fucking tease meâ his hand brushes through your soft hair. âCâmon donât be such a pussy, let me have my fun,â you say.Â
âI just ate the fuck outta yours, I really fucking need youâ he whines.Â
You laugh at his whiny state âWhoâs the needy one now?â Finally, your lips around his thick cock, the veins feel up against your mouth. You take him in slowly and his hand guides you as you only take half of it. âCâmon baby, I know you can do better than thatâ You pull back and take him in a deeper, until the tip hits the back of your throat. You gag slightly but take deep breaths in to calm yourself. âThere you goâ he praises. Your speed picks up as he pushes you on his cock. Your small hand finds the bottom of his cock where his balls lay. Squeezing them in the palm of your hand he doubles over at the extra pleasure. âFuck, youâre such a cockslut for me, huh? God,â he says pulling you off of him.Â
âTurn around, ass up face downâ he demands. You turn around and do what he asks. Your face buries into your pull and you get slightly pushed up as he grabs your ass cheeks. âYouâre so fucking beautifulâ A smack resounds in the room and you let out a gasp. He rubs over the red mark and plants a kiss over it. He moves his hands down to the dip of your waist and holds you down.Â
Giving his cocks a few strokes, he teases it up and down your slit. âLook at you, all dripping nâ shitâ you moan at his tone. He pushes in slowly, feeling his veins around your walls. The stretch gives you the most pleasure youâve felt in a long time; he stays there for a little to let you get used to his size. He pulls back until just the tip, and then he pushes in all the way, bottoming out. He moves your hair to the side to watch your ass bounce on him. His pace is quick, and his hands find the front of your chest squeezing your soft tits in his hand.Â
âFuck, harderâ you moan.
Your head is lying on the side of your pillow, gripping the soft material from the pleasure. His animalistic speed gets you to moan even louder. The sound of his hips hitting against your ass and the flapping sounds are loud in the quiet room. He looks down to where you connect and watches the ring of your cream disappear inside you.Â
âCan I record you baby?â
Too lost in pleasure you push yourself up and grab his phone from the side of you after it fell from his pocket earlier. The flash of the camera lights up the room and he watches himself disappear inside you. âYeah, you like that baby?âÂ
Pornographic moans escape your lips as you relish the pleasure. âYes, yes, yes!â you repeat over and over again.
His tattooed hand comes into the frame and rubs over your ass. Your cheeks have become red because of how hard heâs pounding into you. The flash turns off and he throws his phone to the side, his hand cups your pussy, rubbing against your clit. âCum with me, angelâÂ
This tips you over, spurts of come covering both your and his legs, dripping onto the mattress. Ropes of white cover your walls as he comes inside of you. You stay like that for a while, not ready for his cock to leave you. When he pulls away, the loss of being filled makes you whine. He walks away from the bed and disappears into the bathroom. You turn over to lay on your back and your arm comes up to cover your eyes, you donât hear Jungkook come back from the bathroom and you feel the bed deep.Â
âOpen your legs, baby, I need to clean youâ slowly spreading your legs the cool rag drags through your swollen folds. He throws the small towel into a basket in your room and plops himself on top of you. âI gotta pee, moveâ you slightly shove his shoulder. âHold on, letâs just stay here for a little bit Iâm tiredâ His hands wrap around your waist and he lays on your chest like itâs a pillow. You both end up falling asleep in each otherâs arms.
The light shining through your blinds suddenly awakens you from your sleep. You look next to you and you admire the way Jungkook looks in the morning. Soft snores came from his pink lips, peacefully snoozing away. Slowly his eyes begin to open, and a small smile begins to form on his lips as he takes in your beauty. âGood morning,â he says as he stretches his limbs. Tattoos out on display as he stretches his arms out in relief. He plops them over your slightly covered body and pulls you closer to him. âMorning,â you say softly to him. His doll-like eyes stare into yours then down to your lips. Moving closer, your eyes shut softly as you can feel his soft lips glide against yours. Thereâs a spark between you. Like fireworks exploding around you and butterflies erupting in your stomach. Something youâve never felt before. Loud knocking is heard from your door, causing you both to pull away.Â
âGive me a second,â you say under your breath. Nodding his head, he lets you go from his soft grip and watches as you pull a robe over your shoulders, tying it at your waist. When you pull the handle to your front door you donât expect your mother and your best friend on the other side.Â
âHi sweetie!â your mom pulls in for a tight hug, Hoseok next.Â
âHi, guys, what are you doing here?â you say with a look of confusion on your face. âSorry, we didnât call. We just wanted to surprise you!â Hoseok says with a beaming smile on his face. âWe missed you and wanted to see you. I hope this isnât a bad timeâ he continues.Â
You look back to your bedroom door as they set their stuff down in the small living room. âActually-â before you can continue, Jungkook emerges from your room dressed in the clothes from the night before. Both your mother and Hoseok pause. They look at you, then to Jungkook, and then back to you. âMaybe it is a bad time. You know, momâ Hoseok looks at your mother. You two were so close you were practically family. âI saw this cute little cafe down the street, why donât we go get some breakfast?â he looks back at you and sends you a little wink.Â
âActually I should start heading out, I need to catch up on some of my school workâ Jungkook interrupts.Â
âIt was nice to meet you guysâ he bows politely. He walks over to the door with you following behind him. Once you're at the door he turns around to face you. âIâll see you later?â he says closely. You nod your head and he leans in to place a small peck against your lips.Â
Closing the door behind you Hoseok and your mother are left shocked. âYou better start explaining yourself young ladyâ he points a stern finger at you as if you were in trouble. âYeah, honey. I didnât know you were seeing someone. Otherwise, we wouldâve come over at another timeâ your mom says to you sweetlyÂ
âNo, ma itâs okay,â you say, placing a gentle hand on her arm. âHeâs no one really, heâs just a friendâ This gets you thinking. What are you and Jungkook? You have so many unanswered questions that you want to ask. But these are the least of your worries. âSo, how long are you guys gonna be in town for?â quickly changing the subject. âA few days. School starts again soon and I wanted to see you before I went backâ Hobi says, bringing you into a hug. âPlus we havenât seen or heard from you in a while. Now I can see whyâ he raises his eyebrows at you in a teasing manner. You roll your eyes at him as you begin to tell him what has happened to you recently.Â
Back at Jungkookâs apartment, he canât stop thinking about the previous night he had spent with you. The way you looked at him, the way you touched him, the way you made him feel. This feeling was strange to him, something he had never felt before. Even with his previous partners. He canât help but replay everything over again. He wonders how you feel right now. Maybe nothing because youâre with your family.Â
He gets a notification from his phone. A party invitation to celebrate the end of the semester. He canât think of partying right now. All he can think about is you. Thinking about how you feel about him, about how he feels. Everything is so complicated. Now he remembers why he doesnât catch feelings anymore.
Does he have feelings?
Jungkook is pulled out of his trance when he hears the front door open. âHey, where were you last night? I didnât see you in your bedâ Jimin says, his arms full of bags of groceries. â___âsâ he stops in his tracks as he hears your name fall from his best friendâs lips. He quickly makes his way to where Jungkook is. Like a teenage girl waiting to hear about her friendâs first kiss he sits next to him âDid you guys do it? What happened? Are you guys dating now?â Jimin bombards him with endless questions that he doesnât have the answers to.Â
âYes we did and no weâre not dating,â he says with a sigh. âSo what are you?â Jungkook pauses to think of an answer to that question. But truthfully, he doesnât know himself. âI donât know, man. It happened so suddenly. She makes me feel something that Iâve never felt before. I donât know how to explain itâ he looks at his best friend. âIt sounds like you like her, dude. Iâve never seen you so confused about a girl before. Usually, itâs just fuck and goâÂ
Jungkook stares at the floor thinking too much on the topic. He hasnât heard from you since he left your apartment. And itâs driving him crazy. He dismisses it by changing the subject. âSo, did you hear about the party that Seonghwaâs throwing?â âYeah, you gonna go?â Jimin asks. Jungkook only shrugs his shoulders, maybe going will take him away from his worries. After all, it is the end of the semester. He deserves to let loose a bit.
âHey, sorry Iâm lateâ you look back at the voice. Jungkook leans down to place a kiss on your forehead. âItâs okay, I was just finishing up this last assignment. I was late on the deadlineâ you say typing on your computer He hums in response. âSo are you going to Seonghwaâs party? I guess heâs throwing it as a celebration for the end of the semesterâ He says leaning in making sure you are looking at him. You laugh at him for his silly antics and think for a moment.
âYeah, I think so. I donât have anything else to do so why not?â you shake your head. Finishing up your last assignment you turn it in and finally close your laptop screen. You had been at it for at least two hours with a raging headache. All you wanted to do was lie down and sleep. Jungkook could see it on your face how tired you were.
âYou look tired,â he points out. You only smile at him and lean your forehead on his shoulder. He places gentle kisses on your head and rubs small circles on your hand. âYou wanna go back to my place?â He can feel you shake your head and he smiles at your actions.Â
Itâs only later when you bring Jungkook along with you back to your apartment. He lies there on your bed as you finish getting ready for tonight. You both still havenât talked about that night you spent together and itâs driving you crazy. Jungkook is propped up against the backboard of your bed watching as you get ready. You look back at him in the mirror and you make eye contact.m That same feeling you felt ignites in your chest.
âCan you help me?â you say lifting your hair out of the way. He stands up from your bed and walks over to you.
He places his hand on your waist, the other on the zipper slowly zipping it up. He places a kiss on your bare shoulder and you turn your head to face him. He looks down at you with that same look again, the look that always had your heart racing. He leans down and connects your lips. Using his tongue to separate them, into something more heated. You moan into his mouth, softly pulling at his hair making his head tilt back. Breaking the kiss he smiles down at you and squeezes your waist.Â
âLetâs go, Jimin said they startedâ you nod your head at him. Grabbing your purse and spraying a small amount of perfume around your neck you let him pull you out the door.Â
Once you make it to the party, youâre met with the loud noise of people talking and the heavy-based music. Youâre hand in hand with Jungkook. He looks around to see if he can find any of his friends. You spot Taehyung at a table full of alcohol talking to a girl youâve never seen before. He waves over to you and Jungkook. âHey, guys! Havenât seen you in a while. How have you been?â he pulls you in for a friendly hug, but over his shoulder you can see the girl he was talking with eyeing Jungkook. A familiar feeling of jealousy starts to brew within your chest.Â
You brush it off with a smile and nod your head âIâve been good, How have you been?â you ask himÂ
âYou know, just been around doing whatever. Iâm so glad the semesterâs over. The past few months have been kicking my assâ he laughs. You were so immersed in your conversation with Taehyung that you didn't realize Jungkook was leaning down to you. âIâm gonna go find Jimin,â he says into your ear. You nod and send him a smile, he kisses the side of your head as he walks away to find his friends. As heâs walking away you catch the girl from earlier, her eyes trail along his well-built body. Once he disappears behind a door into another room she turns her head around back to you.
âAre you guys dating?â you honestly donât know how to answer her question. Technically youâre not together, but you do things other people who say they are together do. This question stirs up a load of confusion in your brain. Taehyung, noticing the awkward silence on your end, butts in and says âHeâs currently not looking for anything right now. You wanna dance?â He holds his hand out for the girl and she gladly takes it. Now that youâre left alone you realize that you donât really know anyone there.Â
You leave your spot on the hunt to look for Jungkook. His back is turned to you. Jimin looks over his shoulder looking at you, his head turning to see who his friendâs eyes had found. Jungkook walks over to you and his free hand finds your waist. âHi, baby. You having fun?â you nod your head at him. A small smile sprawled on your lips. He notices a look on your face, his eyebrows furrow in concern.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â he says, placing his cup on the counter next to him. You look up to him, his hand finding yours. You can see that look again. The one he gave you before the party, it makes your heart jump in your chest. You only shake your head in response, smiling at him. âNothing, itâs just a little crowded in here,â you say into his ear.Â
âLetâs get out then. This party is kinda lame anywayâ he says as he pulls you away. You slightly tug at him, âNo, itâs okay. It looked like you were having fun. You stay Iâll just find an Uberâ He shakes his head in disagreement, âReally, I donât mind. I donât want you out by yourself. Especially at this hour. Câmonâ Sighing in defeat you follow behind him hand in hand to the front door. Jungkook had told himself that heâd go to this party to let off some steam.
But he canât seem to escape you. He doesnât want to, itâs like you both have an invisible string attached to each other by the waist. Youâre all he thinks about now. Everything reminds him of you and it scares him how much he feels for you. How much he yearns for you, but he wonât allow his heart to go through what he endured in the past. When you make it back to his apartment you take off his jacket that he had offered you earlier and place it on the coat rack next to the door.Â
âDo you want something to drink?â he says. You look back at him from the living room shaking your head at him.Â
âNo, Iâm fineâ
For some odd reason, the air between you two has shifted. It has been different since you spent the night together. None of you dared to bring it up, to discuss what was going on between the two of you. Pulling you out of your thoughts soft music plays through the apartment.
You look up at Jungkook to find him standing next to a stereo playing with the different discs in the tray next to it. He looks back at you and softly smiles. Making his way next to you on the couch he sits closely, to the point you can feel his warmth radiating from his built body.Â
Inside conjuring a warm heart, a person that doesnât match his hard exterior. His bubbly eyes look down at you, with a look that makes your heart pound. He leans in closer, your noses touching, and your breathing pattern slows down to match his. As he gets closer the music starts to fade from your head. He gently places his lips on yours. This feeling is almost like intertwining two souls. Completely magical. This makes his heart rate pick up, the same feeling he had when he came back to his apartment all those nights ago.Â
He doesnât want it to scare him, but it does.Â
Something inside tells him he should stop but he canât.Â
His heart is telling him to keep going.Â
So, he does.
Your arms find their way around his neck, while his hands grip onto your waist. He pulls you up into his lap gliding his hands up to the zipper of your dress. Jungkook pulls the strap from your shoulder slowly, leaving your dress to pool at your waist, planting kisses on your shoulder. You look down at him with a look of something he canât describe. It makes him feel warm, comfortable, and almost like heâs meant to be here with you.Â
Small moans escape your mouth as he places one of his hands on your cheek moving them up into your hair. The small snap of your bra fills the silence of the room. The touch of the cold air on your perked nipples sends a shiver down your spine. He places wet kisses down your neck, trailing down to your chest. Wrapping his pink lips around you, you gasp out in pleasure. Your hands find a place in his soft raven hair tugging slightly.Â
He draws small circles pulling you closer to him. He could never let you go. Itâs like youâre a magnet pulling him closer with each breath you take. Youâre like a never-ending labyrinth that he canât escape.Â
When did you have such an effect on him?Â
The soft touch of your fingers on his abdomen sends chills through his entire body. Lifting his shirt over his head, his abs out on display. You lean down, placing kisses over his chest. Your hand finds its way over his beating heart. His fingers wrap around your wrist, rubbing small circles with his thumb. He watches you intently. Taking in all of your beauty, completely raw.Â
What are you doing to him?Â
You make his head spin endlessly. For a moment, youâre both still. Staring into each otherâs eyes. Thereâs something different about your dynamic, something more warm, more comforting, maybe even like home. It really does frighten him deeply. But he doesnât want this to end, ever. Slowly you lean in connecting your lips once again. He turns you over onto your back, his legs on either side of you. He pulls the dress down your legs and undoes his belt as he watches your chest move up and down as you try to catch your breath.
His big hand glides over your chest up to your throat, gently squeezing. He leans down, attaching himself to you. He parts your lips with his tongue. His free hand finds its way into your panties, exploring your folds. You moan out loud as you feel his digits enter. Covering your sound with his lips you moan into his mouth. Brows furrowing in absolute pleasure. He pulls away to watch your expressions. Pure ecstasy is drawn over your face as he adds another finger.Â
He can feel himself grow harder in his boxers, watching as you enjoy yourself.
âYeah? You like that baby?â he says under his breath. You only reply with a soft moan against his lips. Your foreheads together as you have a hand playing with his hair and the other gripping the sofa. He draws circles around your clit, getting to reach your high. Moaning out his name, he crashes his lips against yours.Â
Pulling his hand away from your heat, he clutches his fingers around the waistband of your panties pulling them down your legs. He stands to take his boxers off, throwing them to the side. âI wanna taste you,â you say. He looks at you with his doll-like eyes. And then he shakes his head, giving you permission.
âWhy donât we have some fun?â
He lays down on the couch while you move to get on top of him. You take his hard cock into your hand, gliding it up and down. He wraps his arms around your waist planting soft kisses on your thighs. Jungkook leans in and places soft lips against your wet folds pulling you into him. Your hot breath hits the tip of cock and the sounds of his moans send vibrations through your body. Planting soft kisses to his tip you run your tongue around until you take him in fully.Â
This only gets him to be rougher. He completely pulls you down onto your face, drowning himself in your taste. You moan around his dick sucking harder. The fast motions of his tongue get you to pull off moaning out loud. âCâmon, baby. You said you wanted a tasteâ he teases.Â
Your thighs begin to shake as he tongue finds your clit, running figure 8âs harsh. You wrap your lips around him once again and begin sucking. The sound of your wet pussy resounds in the almost quiet room, along with your moans. Your hand starts to stroke him at a fast pace. He moans into you, this gets you to lift yourself off of him. He only pulls you back strongly and quickens his pace. Not being able to take it anymore, you reach your high. You moan around him pulling off of him again. He gives you time to catch up to your normal breathing pattern.
Once youâve calmed down he lifts you up so youâre facing him. His hands run up into your hair as he admires the way you look right now, sweat glistening across your forehead, your eyes slightly droopy. Youâre like a goddess in his eyes. The most ethereal being heâs ever set his eyes on, he canât look away.Â
He runs his nose across your cheek, leaving small kisses on the corner of your cheek. âYou ready for one moreâ he says quietly.Â
âMhm,â you hum softly. Carefully, Jungkook lifts his hips up slightly from the cushion beneath him.
Gently holding you, he reaches down to grab his still, hard cock. Teasing your entrance you moan out from the sensitivity. You dig your face into the crook of his neck muffling your moans. Slowly he enters you, your warm walls sucking him in. Your arms are wrapped around his neck, holding on to him like heâll slip through them and disappear. He starts in a slow pace, hands finding comfort on the nape of your neck. You move your head to face him watching his face contort in pleasure. Leaning in you place soft pecks on his lip gradually becoming rougher.Â
His pace picks up, roughly thrusting in hard. It doesnât take long for you to reach your high. âUse me, baby,â you say in his ear. âI can take itâ With those words he wraps his arms around your waist and snuggles his face into your neck. âFuck, angel youâre so good to meâ With one last stroke he fills you with his cum. Riding out his high he takes your soft lips with his and brings you into a passionate kiss. He can feel your juices drip from your spent cunt.Â
Jungkook carefully lifts you in his arms and brings you to his bedroom, laying you on his bed. He grabs a towel from his bathroom and brings it over to you. The feeling of the wet towel against you makes you twitch. He worriedly looks up at you trying to read your expression. âAre you okay?â he says.Â
âYeah, Iâm fineâ you whisper, laying a hand on his cheek.Â
âYou wanna take a shower?â nodding your head you let him carry you away to the bathroom to help you wash up. He walks in first and sets you down on your feet. Jungkook leans over to grab the body wash from the corner of the shower.
Delicately rubbing it across your body. His arm is wrapped around your tummy, keeping you stable. You watch as the soap suds wash away, listening to his calm breathing. Next, he grabs the bottle of shampoo, squirting some into his hand and then soothingly rubbing it into your hair. You turn in his arms wrapping your arms around his waist, closing your eyes as you let him take care of you. That glowing feeling in your chest starts up again. The same feeling you have any time youâre with him. Your ear is against his strong chest. Listening to his heart beat rhythmically.Â
You donât notice how tired you are until you suddenly feel the softness of his pillow hitting your head. Jungkookâs strong arms hold you tightly causing you to fall into a slumber. That night you dream about all of the events that happened.
The loud noise on the other side of the door causes you to wake up. You turn around to an empty spot on the bed next to you. You lay in bed for a moment, replaying the events of last night. When the door opens to Jungkookâs door Jimin doesnât expect you to walk out of it wearing his best friendâs shirt. âOh hi, ___,â he says with a pan of eggs in his hand. You look around for Jungkook, but to your dismay, heâs nowhere to be found. âWhereâs Jungkook?â you say.Â
âUhh, I donât know. Heâs not in there?â he says with confusion written on his face.Â
âNo, I thought heâd be out hereâÂ
âI didnât see him when I got home this morningâ
Questions start to brew in your head. You walk over to your purse that you left on the couch, digging for your phone. Looking through your contacts you look for the man in question.
Me: Hey, whereâd you go? [9:15 AM]
You walk over to pick up your clothes off the floor, embarrassed as Jimin sits at the table eating his breakfast. âIâm sure heâll turn up, he never leaves unannounced. You shake your head and give him a small nod.Â
When you get back to your apartment you set down your bag on the sofa next to the coffee table, slumping your body down along with it. The TV remote set beside you as you turned it on to kill time now that you no longer had class for the time being. About an hour passes by and still no sign of Jungkook. Your suspicion grows larger. He never takes this long to respond.Â
The sound of your keys rings through your ear as you pick them up from the bowl next to the door. You drive with only one place in mind. The rapid knocking disrupts Jinâs peaceful slumber. His mouth was wide open as he sleeps his life away. Quickly he jolts from his bed and walks over to his front door. âWho the hell is knocking at my door at eleven oâclock in the morning?â he grumbles under his breath. When he opens the door heâs met with an irritated look on your face. â__?âÂ
âWhereâs Jungkook? I spent the night at his and he disappeared and now he isnât returning my messagesâÂ
Jin looks at you in confusion. âIs everything alright? He hasnât come by in a whileâ he saysÂ
âI donât know, Iâm just-â you pause
âIâm worried about himâÂ
Now Jin looks even more confused. âDaddy?â Minchae speaks behind her father, dressed in her unicorn pajamas and half of her hair is up in a small bun. The moment she realizes itâs you on the other side of the door she gasps in joy and quickly runs up to you, engulfing you with her tiny arms. âHi sweetie,â you say, a soft smile playing across your lips. âAre you here to see Uncle Kookie?!â she exclaims. âAhhh Minnie, I think mommy wanted to finish doing your hair, only one side of your head is doneâÂ
âMommy said she was gonna put my hair into space buns!âÂ
âOhh so thatâs what those are called, well you better hurry up so you look even more beautiful for todayâ you watch as the father-daughter scene plays out. You canât believe how much youâve grown to love this little girl in only one night. Absolutely adorable. âIâm sorry, ___ but I havenât seen Kook in at least a few weeks.â a look of disappointment grows across your features. âItâs okay, thank you,â you say.Â
You sit in your car âcompletely distraught. Your phone in your hand, tight in your grasp. The device buzzes once, and then twice. No answer. Jungkook looks down at his phone, reading your name with the cute flower emoji that always reminded him of you. He couldnât bring himself to face you yet. Every single time heâs around you itâs like you consume him. Itâs like heâs lost in his own world filled with you. Nobody around him matters except for you â and it terrifies the fuck out of him this feeling completely engulfs him.Â
Jungkook lies in the open field close to the park he took you to all those weeks ago. Trapped in nothing but a void of endless thoughts of what he has to do now. Mind hazy. He looks down at his phone again, your name appears once again. For the second time, he ignored it.Â
1 month later
The fall leaves crunch under your new Uggs you bought a while back. The new semester has started and now it is time for endless nights of no sleep and studying. The buzzing of your phone vibrates against you, pulling it out of your back pocket. âHey,â you say. âHi, you wanna meet up later during lunch?â You pull your phone away from your ear to check if you have any classes around that time. âYeah, letâs meet up at one?âÂ
âSounds good, Iâll see you thenâ You hang up the phone and continue on your way to class. When you get there, there aren't as many students as you were expecting. Some of them may have still been on vacation. I mean, could you blame them? No one ever wants to go back to school after a long break. But it has to be done somehow.Â
You sit down in the seat you always sat at, looking over to the seat next to you. Feeling pain in your chest as you think about the man that would sit next to you every day. The man that broke your heart. Looking away and down at your last semester notes to refresh your brain.Â
After the many hours of looking down at your professors, you finally manage to make it to the diner. You slump down into your seat, throwing your bag onto the one next to you. âRough day?â Hoseok says. He decided to transfer to your school during his second semester. He says that they offered more than they did back home. âDude, you donât understand how much my head hurts. Itâs only my first day back and Iâve written so many notes itâs not even funnyâ you complain. Your best friend chuckles at you as he looks down at the menu to figure out what he was going to have for lunch.Â
âHow do you like the school? Itâs nice, rightâ you ask. He looks up at your question.Â
âYeah, it is. I didnât realize how big it wasâ Thereâs silence for a moment until he speaks again. âHave you heard from him?â You pause whatever youâre doing and bring your attention to him again. Clearing your throat you say âNo, I havenât. And I donât think I want toâÂ
âWhen was the last time you heard from him?âÂ
âUh-â you pause
âThe last time I spent the night with him after that partyâ Itâs silent again.Â
âWhat a douche,â he says. âHeâs an asshole for that. How does he go from being all over you and acting like a couple when-â
âI donât know, I just wanna stop talking about it.â you interrupt. From then on you only talk about school and the thought of you getting a cat.
âHow can they be so cute yet so dumb sometimes?â you ask yourself. The compilation of cats is displayed on the TV as youâre dressed in a thin tank top and a pair of sweatpants. Ice cream in your hands âafter the eventful day you had you deserved it. Itâs not only when you're interrupted by a knocking on your door. After finally getting comfortable you, once again, have to get up. Maybe it was Hoseok coming back to get something he left. âWhat did you forget this time?â you yell.
You completely stop when you find that it isnât your best friend on the other side of your door. But the man that would give you those same sparkly eyes whenever he was around you. âWhat are you doing here?â it comes out in almost a whisper. â__â Jungkook walks forward to hold you.
You flinch back, moving your arms to cross over your stomach. His heart hurts at your actions. But he understands why you did it.
âI wanna talk to you.â he says quietly.
He steps into the house and closes the door behind him. âWhat is there to talk about? I didnât think you had anything to talk aboutâ you threw at him.
âIâm sorry-â
âYouâre sorry?â
âYouâre sorry for making me look like a fucking idiot?â you can feel your blood begin to boil. Tear ducts forming at your waterline âthe lump in your throat beginning to grow, preventing you from speaking.
âYouâre not sorry for shit Jungkook, you made me feel so shitty about myself for thinking-â your voice breaks
âFor thinking what, __?â
âFor thinking that you loved me! For thinking that I actually saw something with you, fuck! Jungkook, you donât understand, you donât understand how much you hurt me.â you cry to him screaming at the top of your lungs.
Jungkook is completely still. Unmoving.
âI do, love youâ he says quietly.
But you donât take it.
âBullshitâ
You move your head to the side, not baring to look at him. âGet out,â
âPlease-â
âGet out! I donât want to see you anymoreâ you exclaim. But, he resists. Jungkook walks up to you, wanting so badly to hold you for hurting you. Much to his surprise, you let him. âIâm sorry, baby,â he says into your hair. Your face is buried into his chest, the fabric of his hoodie becoming soaked because of you. âNoâ you muffle.
âNo. No, no, no!â
You push him away. Hitting on his chest, he looks down at you, a shameful look on his face. âGet out! Leave!â you pound on his chest. He takes every hit like itâs nothing. It only irritates you further. âPlease, leave Jungkookâ he nods in response. Slowly making his way to the same door he walked through.
Sobs echo through the apartment. Falling to your knees you cry into your hands.
Jungkook, still on the other side of the door, hears your sobs. His own tear fell down his round cheeks. He couldnât do anything but beat himself up over and over again for the way he treated you. For the way he acted towards you and for leaving you in such an awful state. He makes it back to his car, and he sits there for a moment in silence, lip quivering as he thinks about everything he had put you through.
PresentÂ
âFinally! It took you about five thousand years to leave that roomâ Jimin says dramatically. The afternoon sun was shining and he had been in and out of the house for the majority of the day. However, Jungkook had been wallowing in his guilt. The guilt heâs felt for the past month and the additional days. The quiet boy sits at the counter sluggishly. Days passed since he last saw you. You were all he thought about â day and night every hour and every second. âHow are you feeling?âÂ
âLike a total fuck upâ voice groggy.Â
âCâmon, have you at least tried talking to her?â thereâs a long silence until Jungkook says something. âShe doesnât want to talk-â Just the thought of not being able to hold you or even look at you is killing him on the inside. âShe doesnât want anything to do with me. Man, what the fuck am I going to do? Iâm so lostâ he admits.Â
He was so scared of this. Losing you. You were the bane of his happiness and he did everything but keep you safe, instead, he completely let everything go â including you. The cluttering of the bowl and spoon snaps Jungkook out of his thoughts. âWell you need to eat, I havenât seen you this disoriented since you had to say bye to Gureum when you left home. Youâre even worse nowâÂ
His appetite has gone away ever since he stopped talking to you. He had been spiraling, thinking all about you â how he felt about you. He couldnât take it anymore, the overthink, the constant hurt of not spending his time with you. Staring at his bowl of cereal contemplating if he should call you, he doubts youâd ever pick up but he has to try, right? Jungkook stands from the counter and walks back to his room. âHey! You didnât finish eating!â Jimin exclaims from the other room. Frantically, Jungkook searches everywhere for his phone. He hadnât picked it up in days and has been sitting somewhere in his room untouched.Â
Finally, when he finds the piece of technology he quickly presses the power button; wishing for it to turn on already. To his dismay, it had been dead since he set it down. He looks around for his charger. After finding the wretched thing he plugs it into the outlet next to his bed and plugs the other end into his phone.Â
After what felt like hours the phone displayed a white apple in the middle of it. He scrolls through his contacts looking for your name desperately. That flower that will forever remind him of you appears in front of his eyes and he quickly clicks it. The multiple rings vibrate through his ear.Â
âCâmonâÂ
Your call has been forwardedâ
âFuckâ he tries one more time. The ringing begins but quickly ends after the fourth. His brows touched in distraught. âFuck __,â he says under his breath. Out of impulse, Jungkook picks up whatever clothes he finds first and throws them on. Not caring about how heâd look in front of you.Â
He rushes out of his bedroom door and picks up his keys from the bowl set on the counter. After hearing the noise Jimin says âWhere are you going?â but before the younger could respond he was already out of the door. Upon opening the door Jungkook swiftly closes it when he gets into the driverâs seat and carefully but hurriedly makes his way to your place.Â
A stop light prevents him from getting there any quicker he yells âFucking light, hurry up!â.Â
Following up after many stop signs and stop lights, he finally makes it to the place he yearns to be at the most. Almost running up the steps he trips over one. âShitâ He reaches your floor and walks up to the door. Repeatedly knocking on the wood. He takes his phone out of his sweat pocket and pulls up your chat.Â
Me: Please open the door [3:00 PM]
He waits for the dancing dots to appear and when they do his heart jumps for just a moment but only for it to settle down after reading your text.Â
__ đş: no i donât want to see you [3:01 PM]
âIâm not gonna go away unless you open this door!!â
âGo away Jungkook!â he hears your voice over his excessive knocking.Â
âPlease, I want to talk to youâ Itâs only when he hears shuffling on the other side of the door that he stops.Â
Everything disappears when he sees your face again. After going a day without seeing you. âWhat do you wantâ your eyes look everywhere but him.Â
âI love you.âÂ
âAnd before you say anything let me just explainâ you stand there blankly looking at his boba like eyes that you always adored.Â
âI love how much you care for others, I love how you can take a joke and not get upset about it, I love the way you look at me, I love the way you are with me, I love everything about you, __â you stare at him with glassy eyes. You bite your lip, preventing yourself from letting out a sob.Â
âI love you so much that Iâm scared that Iâll lose you. Scared that you wonât love me back. Fuck I love you so much that it pains me to see how much I hurt youâ now Jungkook has tears forming. You hear him sniffle, your hand coming up to wipe the tear that had slid down his cheek.Â
âOh, Jungkookâ
âI love you, tooâÂ
After hearing those three words, his hands cup your cheeks. âI love you so much,â he says against your lips â softly pecking until he wraps his around yours.
The early night breeze flows through your window. The large man wraps his arms around your waist, holding on to you tightly â almost as if youâd vanish if he let go. Your hands are tangled into his hair playing with the soft mane against your fingers. A show plays in the background that none of you are really paying attention to. His hands find their way under your shirt softly touching your skin. Itâs not until you yawn into your hand does he looks up at you. âAre you tired?âÂ
âYeah, a little bitâÂ
He moves up so heâs now in front of your face, and his eyes move down to your lips. Gently brushing against them. One of your arms wraps around his neck â securing him in his spot. âDo you want to go to bed?â you shake your head up and down and stare into his bright eyes.Â
To your surprise, he tightens his grip around your waist and properly carries you to your room. Jungkook kicks the door open softly and carefully places you on the bed. He hovers over you for just a moment until heâs leaning in. Lips locking, his hands roam your stomach. His tongue tangles with yours, his hand moving towards your face, cuffing your cheek delicately swiping his thumb over it.Â
âLetâs go to bed,â he says, pulling away a bit.Â
âYou know what, Iâm not really that tired.Â
That sly grin appears on your face and he shakes his head at it. âOh, really?âÂ
âMhm, maybe I can stay up for another hour or twoâÂ
Slowly, he slides your body up further on the bed, hands roaming your waist. His lips place feather-light kisses on the side of your lips. Your arms wrap around his neck bringing him closer to you â your lips colliding. Delicately, handling you as if youâd break if he was any rougher. âCan I take this off?âÂ
âMmâ Jungkookâs fingers hook with the waistline of your pants slowly dragging it down your body. Along with your panties, the cold air hits your pussy â a shiver running along your spine. Jungkook kisses down to your waist, lifting your shirt a bit to reveal the softness of your skin.Â
His mouth hovering over your nether lips. Kisses are pressed against your inner thigh. Your head tilted to the ceiling, relishing in his careful touches. Finally, Jungkookâs hands wrap around your thighs, bringing you closer to him. The warmth of his breath against your sex.Â
Your hands find comfort in his soft raven hair tugging harshly, you plead âPlease, babyâ
âI gotchu Angel, donât worryâ his eyes look up at your desperate expression. He dives in, licking a long stripe against your tainted pussy â legs thrown over his shoulders. Moaning, your other hand finds the pillow beneath your head. His erratic movements pull sounds from you that heâs been yearning to hear for so long now.Â
In complete bliss, he brings you impossibly closer. His tongue finds your bundle of nerves running figure 8s along where youâre most sensitive. A finger prods at your entrance, slowly but surely entering you. âFuck,âÂ
âYeah? You like that baby?â he watches as your face contorts in pleasure. Soon enough he adds another. The nasty sounds of your soaked pussy fills the room. âRight there, JungkookâÂ
âAm I making you feel good Angel?â
âYes, yes, yes!â you scream.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cu-â Itâs then again that his mouth dives in. Much rougher, his tongue faster. The squeeze to your thighs and his harsh movements are what send you over the edge. âYes! Jungkook, right there babyâ you moan. Your essence spills onto him, he takes his time cleaning you up with his mouth. Your hips twitch out of sensitivity.Â
âI know, baby. I knowâÂ
He kisses your stomach before making his way back to you. He connects his lips with yours, you can taste yourself on his tongue. The sides of his mouth are wet from your cum. âItâs not fair that Iâm the only one without clothesâÂ
Jungkookâs hands run along the sides of your waist. âWho said I was done?âÂ
He stands tall in front of you. His hands fall to grab the hem of his shirt â pulling it away from his torso along his sweatpants and boxers. His cock hitting his stomach, the sight making you drool.Â
Hurriedly he connects your lips, tongues colliding. Your hand finds the nape of his neck playing with his now long hair. The same feeling explodes within his chest. The same feeling he was so scared of dealing with, now becoming a part of him.Â
âI need you, babyâ
âYou have me, my loveâÂ
Love. So unfamiliar yet it comes so natural to him now â with you.
His cock prods at your entrance, sliding it against your wet pussy. âEugh, baby please, pleaseâ you beg. Jungkook places small kisses against your lips as if to calm you down. âI gotchu baby, I need you to relax for meâÂ
Slowly he slides home, easily entering you. Wrapping your arms around his neck âholding tightly. His hips rock into yours slowly at first. The euphoria of finally being with you filled his mind.Â
At last, heâs with the one he most treasures, the person that has found home in his heart.Â
His hands ran along your thigh, lifting so your legs were wrapped around him. After making sure you were comfortable enough he picks up the pace. The room is filled with the filthy sounds of your moans combined with the squelching of your pussy.Â
âYou okay baby?âÂ
Your head bobs up and down you say âMore than okayâ
He worships you through the whole night. Thanking every star above that theyâve brought you to him. âI love you, angel, so much,â he says in an almost whisper. His hand cupped your cheek running his thumb along the softness of your cheek.
âI love you tooâ stars are in your eyes. Watching as the man before you admires every part of you. Never wishing to let go. His hand comes down to where you need him most. Rubbing figure 8s along your clit. And this drives you over the edge. Your thighs shake, clenching around his cock â sucking him in.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cumâÂ
âPlease come in me, baby. I need you so badâÂ
With his final thrust, your walls are covered with white ropes of his cum. The room is now silent, only filled with your breathing. âDid I hurt you?â he says. Silently shaking your head you look up at him, examining every freckle and mole on his well-structured face. âLetâs get you cleaned up then, hmm?âÂ
âOkayâÂ
Jungkook gets up and walks over to your bathroom, already knowing where everything is. When he comes back to the bed he finds you fast asleep. A small chuckle escapes from his lips as he plays with the towel in his hands. He picks up his boxers he had tossed somewhere across the room and puts them on. He looks through your drawers and looks for something more comfortable for you to sleep in.Â
Carefully he dresses you in one of his T-shirts he had left there a while ago and your panties. Jungkook tucks the both of you into bed, cuddling into your chest. Quietly he says âI love you, Angel. More than youâll ever know.
 The room is still dark when you wake up. The dim lamp is lit on the corner of your desk. Jungkook is sat up against the headboard, his phone illuminating his strong features. The clock beside you reads 5:45 AM. He hears the ruffling of your sheets beside him, pulling his attention away from his phone and to you.Â
âHey, what are you doing awake?â you say. He shrugs his shoulders and replied âDunno, couldnât sleepâÂ
âI was up all night thinkingâÂ
âThinking about what?â he strikes your curiosity. âAbout how much I hurt you, and how I caused you to hurt so much because of my stupid feelings-â
âBaby, it doesnât matter now. Weâre together now, right? Letâs focus on us right now. Not what happened in the pastâ you say, kissing the mark on his shoulder. âI know, itâs justâ he pauses. âI shouldâve talked to you, instead of walking away, yâknow? This all couldâve been avoided if I had just came to you.âÂ
âI know that itâs hard to express what youâre feeling. But I can help you through that. The only way I can do that is if you donât shut me out, I need to know whatâs wrong so we can get through whatever it is togetherâ his eyes are focused on his fingers playing with the comforter.Â
âHey, look at meâ Your hand tilts his head towards you. Those bubbly eyes looking at you now. âI need you to talk to me, okay?â he nods his head. Eyes teary after thinking about everything. He sniffles, lips quivering. âI love you,â you comfort. You run your thumb across his lips gently, calming him down. âI love you tooâ You lean closer to him, placing kisses against his lips.Â
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âUncle Kookie!!â Minchae calls for her favorite uncle. âHey, munchkin, how are you?â he places a kiss on her cheek. You watch from behind your boyfriend smiling from ear to ear watching him with his baby niece. âIâm good! Hi auntie!â she says to you next. âHey Minnie, I missed you!â you say as she practically dives into your arms. You both walk to the backyard where everyone else is. Everyone greets the both of you warmly. Hugs are given and small conversations are made.Â
You have occupied yourself with Aria as you speak on and on about how much Minchae has grown. Watching her play with all of the toys she had lying around in the grass. Jin and Namjoon stood by the grill conversing as well. Jimin had been playing one of his Mario games with Taehyung and Yoongi had his guitar in his hand, playing a soft melody, setting the mood.
This is what Jungkook had been looking for: surrounded by the people he loved the most. His eyes find you watching his niece do one of the funny dances she always likes to do. A smile adores your pretty lips, your cheeks rosy from the slight fall breeze. He loved seeing you happy like this, loved how you were with his friends, loved the way you always had room in your heart for anyone, no matter the circumstance.Â
Jungkook loved you and will forever say those three words for the rest of his life.
yay!! after so long, I've finished wait for your love đĽš. it has been a long time coming but i pray you all like it. this has to be my favorite to have written AND my longest! i do hope that in the future that i have the ability to create more stories like this one. i do have a few ideas in mind but ill let this one sink in đ. happy reading lovelies đ
I remember you saying something like Wait for your Love was the angst we need⌠where was the angst??majority of the story was cute and them being sweet, with only a little bit angsty. Still a good story, but wasnât as angsty as I thought it was going to be, which I suppose is better for my anxious heart đ
hii!! yess i was so stuck in writing angst đŁ i feel i focused too much on building their relationship more than the gut-wrenching heartbreak i said i would write. i did fully have the intention of adding a lot more but i had wait for your love sitting for so long i felt needed to get it out. i had high expectations of it being angsty when i first started brainstorming the story but it came out to be what it is. iâm sorry i led misinformation about the story. but iâm so glad you think that though and thank you! đ
Wait for your love shouldnât say âa lot of angstâ - there wasnât much of it. I was looking for angst but hardly got it 𫤠itâs like you glided over what couldâve been good angst, but you didnât really give much detail. Like I didnât feel or see much of the âhurtâ OC apparently had. It was more fluffy than angsty, which isnât a bad thing. I just donât think you should label the fic as âa lot of angst.â Maybe say âlight angst.â
i had planned to write the angst i said i would but it did take me a while to finish writing wait for your love so there was a big pause in outlining the plot and everything was just all over the place đ. iâm so sorry to you and to everyone for upping ur expectations in angst âšď¸. iâll try my best next time đ
~ Genre â strangers to friends(?) to lovers, college au, fluff, angst, smut, slow burn, slight fwb, unrequited love
Warnings/content â 3D jk, a lot of angst, smut, slight fluff, jk is a fuckboy, yearning, a lot of miscommunication, a lot of crying, smoking, slight drinking, he rides a motorcycle, oc is a bad b, big dick!jk, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it), fingering, oral (f&m. receiving), 69, soft sex, missionary, doggy, aftercare (he's not a total asshole), multiple sex scenes, consensual sex tape, multiple orgasms, pining, complicated feelings, poor communication, bad boy!jk, ot7 cameo!
~ words â 25.6k
⢠currently play â we canât be friends (wait for your love) by Ariana Grande and opera house by Cigarettes After Sex
âyou got me misunderstood but atleast i look this good, we canât be friends but iâd like to just pretend, you cling to your paper and pens, wait until you like me again, wait for your love
âiâve got a love for you i just canât escape, all of my love for you cuts me like barbed wire"
playlist <3
Love is a strange thing. A very complicated feeling to figure out yet some find it very simple. In this case, love is something that she found simple, it was something she was fond of when she saw her friends experience it. But he couldnât find it in himself to feel it; he refused to. Deep down inside, he knew he couldnât reciprocate the feeling of love. He tried so hard to, but he just couldnât grasp on tight enough. So, he did what he did best, he let everything go.
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 Jungkook canât think straight. Heâs been stored away in his apartment for the past few days. Unable to get up from bed and be productive, wasting away and rotting in his room. His roommate and best friend, Jimin, has been managing the place himself; cleaning, cooking, basically everything a home needs to function. Heâs done everything he possibly could to get his friend out of his room. âJungkook-ah, you need to get up. Itâs three o'clock in the afternoon and I havenât seen you all day, you need to eatâ he calls from outside his door
 Itâs silent on the other end of the room; only shuffling could be heard from his bed. Jungkook hasnât heard anything back from you since your argument. Itâs been radio silent from your end the phone. He constantly checks his phone to find something from you. He misses your voice. He misses you. He couldnât bring himself to bother you even more. Not after the damage heâs caused to you and your relationship.
Summer
The bell at the top of the door constantly rings through the busy cafe as customers come and go. Itâs been getting busier as the weather outside begins to heat up with the season change. Your hair is kept away from covering your face with a hair tie pulling it away in a low ponytail. The air conditioner is blasting cool air and keeping the hot air where itâs supposed to be, outside.
âOrder for Jihoon!â you yell over the bustling cafe. Youâve been told that summer is one of the busiest times of the year for the cafe, second to winter time. The bell rings once again with new incoming customers, you look up from the cash register to find a young man around your age entering with his friends. His big and bold eyes find contact with yours across the room. A smile is displayed on his face, deep dimples grow as he laughs at whatever his friend says. He parts from his friends as he walks up to you to place an order. âHello, what can I get for you today?,â he stares up at the menu behind you, glazing through his options. âUh, letâs seeâ he pauses.
âCan I please get three iced americanos and,â he turns to look back at his friends again. âWhich one did you want?â he asked the boy with the blonde hair âThe chocolate muffinâ The boy in front of you turned back to you. âAnd the chocolate muffin,â he repeated
You ring up his order and hand him his receipt. âYour total will be fifteen dollars and twelve centsâ he fishes out for his wallet in his pocket and hands you the money. He watches you as you continue with the register. âAnd can I get a name for the order?âÂ
âYes, Jungkookâ he smiles at you
For some odd reason, his heart rate picks up as heâs talking to you. A strand of hair falls in front of your face and he canât help but notice how pretty you are. Jungkookâs never seen you in town before. Snapping out of his trance you place your hand out to give him his remaining change. âAlright, your order will be out in just a few minutes, Jungkookâ Reaching his hand out, he takes the money and nods his head to you. âThank you,â he looks down at your name tag and gives you a bright smile. â___âÂ
The kind look he gives makes your cheeks turn into a rosy red. Tucking the piece of hair thatâs fallen out of place behind your ear, you smile back at him. Jungkook walks back sitting at a small table his friends decided to sit at and takes a seat in front of his blonde friend. âShe was cute,â Jimin finally says, having watched the interaction between you and his best friend.
âYeah, Iâve never seen her around here before. She must be new to town," his other friend, Taehyung says. âMe neither, but she is pretty though,â He says as he plays with the small piece of paper you handed to him. That same smile reappears on Jungkookâs lips. âYou should go ask her for her number, itâs been what? Years? Since you last got someâ Jimin teases.Â
âIt hasnât been years, dumbass. I just donât want to jump into anything. I think itâs a waste of timeâ, Itâs true. Jungkook hasnât had a serious relationship since he was a junior in high school going into his senior year. Heâs a senior in college now. Now heâs perfectly fine finding himself some fun, and by fun, he means sleeping with a handful of many different women; he doesnât need a specific person to do that with. âOrder for Jungkook!â your voice resounds in the now-settled cafe. Perking up at the sound of his name, the chair screeches across the floor as Jungkook stands up to retrieve his food.Â
âThank you,â he says again. âYouâre welcome,â you give him a sweet smile. This time, Jungkookâs the one to blush. You watch as he gives you a small smile back, picking up his food, and turning back around to his group of friends.
âWe miss you over here, itâs like nothing is fun anymoreâ You didnât have much choice but to leave your friends back at your old school. The school here offered you much better opportunities than they did back in Gwangju. Taking a leap of faith, you packed your stuff and moved everything to Incheon. You knew little to no people here. Having never been here you had zero time to make any friends. Everything happened so suddenly you have had your main focus on trying to survive off of a fresh start. The move happened in the middle of summer break.Â
Hoseok agreed to drive down to help you move all your stuff into your new apartment. The dorms were more expensive than you had thought, so getting a summer job and looking for cheaper housing was your best bet at living to see a new day in this new city. âI miss you guys too. You guys should come down here. Leave Gwangju for a bit, I feel like I havenât seen you guys in agesâ The rest of your friends decided to stay back and plan out their new classes for the new upcoming year.Â
Sure, you were disappointed, but you didnât want to hold them back from planning their future. They had been supportive of your decision to move three hours away from them. You had told them that they could visit you whenever they wanted to.
âYeah, I know. I promise Iâll get everyone down there whenever we can, donât have too much fun over there without me though!â he teases you over the phone. Laughing at him, you pull your keys out from your pocket to unlock your door. Stepping inside your phone is placed between your cheek and your shoulder as you balance holding your new house plant and a small box you had forgotten in your car.Â
You close your door shut with your foot and place the box on your small dining table. Your apartment was small but big enough to fit two people. The living room wasnât as big but your bedroom was a decent size. You donât regret picking this place out, it was like living in a cot where no one could bother you. âHow could I when you're the life of the partyâ you laugh. Hoseok shakes his head as if you could see him. âHey, I gotta go now. Be safe over there and if you need any help Iâm one phone call away. I love youâÂ
âLove you too, Hobiâ Pulling your phone away you hear three beeps indicating the ending call. Walking over to the little window sill in your living room you place the overgrown plant there, making sure itâs angled enough to get the sunlight that it needs. Slumping down on the couch you pick up the remote laid on the armrest and turn on the TV. Playing whateverâs on as background noise. Sitting there and relishing your day, thereâs one specific highlight of today that catches your attention. That boy who came by the cafe today, Jungkook.Â
His bright boba eyes and his dimpled features play back into your head. His face is stuck in the forefront of your mind for the rest of the night. You hope that one day you will see him again
âNo, I swear she looked just like Jessica Rabbit,â Jimin continued about the girl he saw on campus a few days ago. Taehyung was immersed in his friendâs story. But however Jungkook canât find himself to indulge in his friendâs new âeye candyâ as Jimin liked to say. He found himself staring into space, thinking about you the whole way home. Jungkook has never found enough time to fond over some random woman heâs spent his time with.Â
But he can not find a way to get you away from his thoughts. Something about you keeps pulling him in and he canât seem to escape it. âHey, Jungkookie. You good?â Jimin shakes his arm a bit. He doesnât even realize that they are at their apartment already. He hadnât realized how long he spent thinking about you. âYeah, yeah Iâm goodâ he shakes his head and pulls his keys from his pocket.Â
Flipping the light switch to brighten up the room, the beeping of the door closing surrounds the room. âIâm gonna go wash upâ Jimin watches as his friend walks over to his room. Weird. He thinks. âAre you sure youâre okay?â Jungkook turns to look over to Jimin. âYeah, Iâm good, '' he says as if it weren't obvious. Jimin walks closer to him, examining his face. âI donât know it just seems like somethingâs bothering youâ The worried expression growing on his face convinces Jungkook to fess up.Â
âThat girl, at the cafe, I canât get her off my mind. We hadnât even exchanged that many words and I canât stop thinking about her,â He walks over to his couch and slumps down in defeat. A grin grows on Jimin's plump lips, taking a seat next to his young friend. âI knew it,â a smug look on his face. âBro, I told you to ask for her number. She seemed into you tooâ he says with a nudge to his shoulder, enthusiasm growing in his tone. Jungkook rubs a hand over his tired face and stands up again.Â
âI donât know if she makes me feel something. I donât know what it is but I donât like itâ You make butterflies erupt in his tummy, his heart beats faster, and you turn his cheeks rosy. Just looking at you he feels like heâs known you for a long time. And heâs just met you today. âI should just sleep on it, Iâll see how I feel in the morning. Who knows? Maybe Iâll completely forget about her when I wake up tomorrowâÂ
That was in fact, a lie. You were the first thing that popped up in Jungkookâs mind. Today he had a full agenda, it was registration week for classes. He wanted so badly to get rid of this feeling in the pit of his stomach. Walking into the shared bathroom, Jungkook walks in to get ready for the day. Through the mirror he sees Jimin emerging from his room, barely getting up from his bed. His shoulders slouched, his hair messy from sleep, and his eyes closed to still being closed from his slumber.Â
âWe need to be there by eight oâclock,â Jungkook tells him, mouth full of toothpaste. He gets a low hum in response from the kitchen. After finishing up in the bathroom, Jungkook walks out to prepare everything he needs. This is their last year in college, they needed to make the most of it. The screen of his phone lights up as he taps it to read the time. They had less than an hour to get out the door. Jungkook is ready with his things sitting next to him on the couch, he only has to wait for Jimin to finish. Nothing better to do than scroll through Instagram like random girlsâ posts and keep up with the media.Â
He somehow finds himself in his search bar. Moving his fingers over the keyboard, your name is what pops up. After searching for what had to be about a minute, he finds a picture of you smiling. You are with a group of friends surrounded by a table and playing what seems like a board game. Jungkook doesnât notice the smile growing on his face until he hears Jimin walk out to the living space.Â
âWhat are you smiling at?â He immediately shuts his phone off and looks up at his friend. âNothing,â he says nonchalantly. âLetâs go I donât wanna be lateâ Shrugging his shoulders Jimin walks over to his bag, sits on the chair at the dining table and walks to the door. Â
When they got to the campus, which was only a fifteen-minute walk from their apartment, it was filled with college students. Some ran over to their friends that hadnât seen in a while and some hung around, to themselves. Jungkook had slight hopes of seeing you here, registering as everybody else. Roaming the area he watches as different clubs set up booths, some standing by trying to get the freshman to sign up for their club.Â
Jungkook has lost sight of Jimin, finding himself with his other friends. Now heâs by himself watching other students in his class lurk around, making fun of the lower class for being lost. Itâs not until he finds himself on his phone again, looking through your profile again. It seemed like you liked to travel, youâve been to Japan, Italy, and many other foreign countries.Â
You seemed like a bubbly person, based on how you present yourself on social media.
His eyes found the clock again, and he had to get ready for his class.Â
âMom, Iâm alright. Iâm finding my way around campus. Itâs big but Iâll get the hang of it. Stop worrying so muchâ Your mom has been calling you almost every day to check in on how you are settling in your new home. Of course, she was supportive but she was going to miss you. Youâve never been this far from your mother let alone living without her. You had your own apartment but it was still close to her. The bond you had with your mother was special to you.Â
âOkay, honey. I just wanted to make sure you were doing okay, I miss youâ Itâs only a few minutes before your lecture starts and the class is almost filled with students. You hadnât realized how many people majored in psychology âI gotta go, Mom. Iâll talk to you later,â placing your tote bag down next to you. You see the professor walk in with a book in his hand. âAlright, I love you and stay safeâÂ
âI will, I love you tooâÂ
As you settle down in your seat you hear the door open again. This time, you see a familiar face. The boy you couldnât stop thinking about walks down your row, sitting a few seats away from you. You donât realize the butterflies flying in your tummy when you watch. âOkay, everyoneâ Your professor's voice booms through the room. âMy name is Namseok but you can call me professor ChoiâÂ
As the lesson is nearing its end you raise your hand to ask a question. âYes, missis?â he pauses, waiting for your response
â___â Jungkookâs ears perk up at your voice. His head turned to the sound of your voice. âYes, what are your questions?â Pulling your hand down to rest on your lap you speak up. âAre you available after class? Iâd like to ask a few questionsâ Professor Choi shakes his head and walks back behind his desk. âYes, please, come and see me after class and we will discuss whatever you needâ Jungkook still hasnât taken his eyes off of you since you spoke. Too immersed in how beautiful you looked today, out of your work uniform and in normal clothes.Â
âWell it seems like class is over for today. Good job everyone and I will see you on Thursdayâ Everyone collectively stands up and makes their way to the exit door. You on the other hand stay behind to ask a few questions. Instead of taking the normal way out like the other students. Jungkook walks the opposite way, past you. Watching as a muscular figure walks past you, you look up to see his face. Heâs already looking down to you and you can feel your warm cheeks express a slight red color.Â
Itâs until he turns back around to look at you that you fold. He was extremely handsome, how could you not?
Your shift at the cafe was about to begin. Itâs the middle of lunch time and the cafe has become busy. Sometimes you regret not signing up for afternoon classes. Night shifts are the busiest with the many college students coming in to study. Once again the ringing bell flows through your ears as customers walk through the door. You have yet to make any true friends around here. The only âfriendâ you have is your co-worker, Yejoon. She helped you out on your first day but she spends most of her time in the back making the food for hungry students.Â
Too busy watching the TV placed in the corner of the room you donât see the same muscle figure you saw in your lecture class. âHey,â he says. Tattooed arm out on display, chains adorning his neck. His body doesnât match his face at all, with cute boba eyes twinkling like there are stars in them, and a button nose with small moles placed haphazardly.
âYouâre in my psych class right?â he says, holding his weight up with his hands on the counter. You look up at him with squinted eyes. âYeah, I am. I saw you today at the end of class. Why didnât you go out with the other students?â This question catches him off guard. He needed to come up with an excuse, quick. âUh, thereâs another door that leads to a different building, I have a class thereâ Smooth. Nodding your head, you look behind him and watch as the line begins to grow. âJungkook? Was it?â he nods his head at you, ensuring you are right.Â
âWell, Jungkook. If you donât mind if you're gonna stay here and chit chat I suggest moving out of my line. I have a crowd of hungry college students and I donât intend on putting up with their attitudeâ You say with a scrunch of your nose. Jungkook puts his hands up as if heâs surrendering and throws you a smile. âI didnât mean to take long, I just came up here to ask you somethingâ You look up at him with a raised eyebrow. âAnd what is that?âÂ
âCan I have your number?â Bold. You think. âIf you step out of my line maybe Iâll consider itâ you tell him and he steps to the side so heâs not in the way of customers. âHi, Iâm sorry for holding up the line what I can get for youâ You ask the middle aged man that was after Jungkook. âYou wouldnât have to be sorry if you just told your boyfriend to fuck offâ Shock is read all over your face. You are not in the mood to handle rude customers today. âFirst of all, sir, he is not my boyfriend. Again I apologize for the wait. Itâs on the house,â you tell the man. Jungkook stands there watching the interaction go down.Â
For some reason this makes him even more eager to get your number. You look over to him as you wait for the next customer to tell you their order. âThis might take a while, take a seat anywhere youâd likeâ you point with your head as you tell him to wait. Itâs not until the very end of your shift that you realize that heâs still here, waiting for you.Â
You step away from behind the counter and take your apron off. âI canât believe you waitedâ you say under your breath walking closer to him. He looks up as he sees you from the corner of his eye. The chair scraping across the floor as he stands from his chair. âOf course I waited, I made it my mission to leave this place with some sort of way of communicating with youâ This surprises you. Youâve never met this guy in your life and now after a small meet heâs determined to get to know you.Â
âWell, Iâll give you my Instagram. Number is too personalâ he scoffs at that. Thankfully, he deleted your user from his search beforehand. Handing you his phone you type in your user and follow your account. Your pocket buzzes with a notification from your phone. Pulling your phone out you read the notification.
ggukkie has followed you
You smile as you read his user. You click on the tab and follow him back. His phone vibrates with a new notification and he reads your username
yeojacoure has followed you
Smiling as he looks up from his phone he says âIâll see you soon then?â You pull your hair from your hair tie and he watches as it flows down your shoulders. âI guess so, Jungkookâ He begins to walk away and before he can walk out the door he calls out for you. âGoodnightâ you reply with the same.
Feeling giddy inside Jungkook unlocks his phone and finds your account opening your message.Â
ggukkie: So how can I get your number? 7:43 pm
You look down at your phone as you exit through the back entrance. You read the text Jungkook had sent you only a few minutes ago. Smiling like an idiot you reply back.Â
yeojacoure: By earning it đ [7:49 pm]
ggukkie: And how do i do that? [7:49 pm]
yeojacoure: Figure it out đ [7:50 pm]
ggukkie: Câmon donât tease now [7:52pm]
yeojacoure: Not teasing [7:52 pm]
yeojacoure: Youâre a smart boy, you can do it! [7:53 pm]
He smile he cannot contain spreads on his lipsÂ
ggukkie: Alright, if working for it is what it takes then i guess thatâs what iâll do smh [7:53 pm]
When you think heâs done another text comes in
ggukkie: Are you free Saturday?[ 7:59 pm]
Your heart picks up once again because of him. What could he possibly have in mind?Â
yeojacoure: Yes⌠Why are you asking? [8:00 pm]
ggukkie: Letâs hang out [8:00 pm]
You think about it for a minute. You were just complaining aboutÂ
having no friends in town. Maybe itâs time you make some.Â
yeojacoure: Okay sure, what do you have in mind? [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: Itâs a surprise đ [8:03 pm]
ggukkie: If you get to be all secretive on me then I can be too [8:03 pm]
yeojacoure: okay fine, as long as you donât plan to murder me then okay [8:04 pm]
ggukkie: Why would I want to kill someone as beautiful as you? [8:04 pm]
This gets you to blush, hard. You feel like kicking your feet up and swinging them like a dumb teenage girl. You take a minute to breathe before responding back to him.Â
yeojacoure: shut up [8:06 pm]
yeojacoure: Iâll see you Saturday [8:06 pm]
Jungkook smiles at your final text and finally starts to make his way back to his apartment. He hasnât felt like this since his junior year of high school and it scares him a bit.
Days have gone by since Jungkook practically begged for your number at the cafe. Youâve seen him around campus but never bothered to interact with him. Except for your psychology class, he made the empty space next to you his permanent seat. Itâs now Saturday, he was supposed to take you out today but he never told you a time or a place. Now youâre sitting in your little apartment semi-dressed for an unknown plan.Â
You had given him your address in class, which he got in trouble for talking to your professor. He says itâs not far from where he lived and you remember he gave you a disgusting little smile.
It is getting darker now, the sun beginning to set behind the city and the lights illuminating the lively city. Now you are having doubts that he will even show up. âI donât know, Hobi. He told me heâd pick me up but he never gave me a time and he hasnât texted me or called me at allâ you talk to your best friend over the phone.
âRelax, Iâm sure he will show eventually. If he doesnât show then why was he so desperate to get your number?â you sigh. He does have a point.Â
 Your doubts are crushed when you hear your doorbell ring in your ears. âOh my God, okay, heâs here. Iâll call you when I get backâÂ
âOkay, be safe and if anything happens and I donât hear back from you. Iâm driving my ass down there and calling the policeâ you chuckle at your friend. âI will, I gotta goâ you click the red button to end the call.
You walk over to the door to look through the tiny hole on the door. Making sure you arenât opening the door to some stranger.Â
âTold you Iâd surprise youâ He says when the door opens. His eyes follow you up and down. You werenât wearing anything special. A short off the shoulder long sleeve with a bow tying around the back and jeans. âYeah, I started to doubt youâd even show up. Itâs practically night out already.â you roll your eyes at him as you walk out the door. Not before grabbing your purse off the dining table.Â
âAwh were you waiting for meâ he teases. You nudge him with an arm as you walk side by side down the hall to the elevator. When it does arrive a small family comes out before you enter. Pressing the bottom floor Jungkook makes small conversation. âYou look pretty tonightâ you reply back with a small âThank you,â a blush starting to rise to your cheeks once again. âWhere are you even taking me?âÂ
âWell if I tell you it wouldnât be a surprise, but since youâre so insistent then Iâll tell you,â the door to the elevator opens as it stops on your desired floor. âIâm taking you around the city, I remember you told me once after class that youâve had any idea around so Iâm showing youâ your heart picks up once again at the thought of him remembering little things that you said. It seems to do that a lot when youâre around him.Â
When you reach the parking garage you donât see any car in sight. âWhereâs your car?â He walks up to a motorcycle and taps the back of it. âRight hereâ your eyebrows raise in confusion. He hadnât told you he was picking you up in this. âYouâre kidding me, right? Weâre driving this?â a bit of hesitation can be heard in your voice. A smirk appears on his face as he watches your face full of worries. How cute. He thinks.Â
âOh câmon, I drive safe. You have nothing to be worried aboutâ he places gentle hands on your arms. You lean a bit to the side to look back at the vehicle. Looking back up at him you let out a sigh and reluctantly agree. âAtta girlâ he picks up the helmet that was set on top of the bike. He pushes it into your arms, confusion begins to settle on your face. âWhat about you? What if you get hurt?âÂ
Your brows furrow once again in worry. He has the urge to pinch your cheeks from how adorable you look but he refrains himself and nudges your chin with his finger. âDonât worry about me, hmm? Iâve done this plenty of times,â he moves to stand in front of you and he looks down at your small frame.
âCan you trust me?â he says.
You give him a look that isnât convincing but you nod anyway. âGood, now hop on.â He moves to throw his leg over the bike and he kicks the stand up. You place the helmet on and do the same as him. âNow, hold on tight. Iâm responsible for you tonight. Canât have you getting hurtâ he says, patting the side of your thigh. The loud roaring of the engine resounds through the big garage, making you jump slightly.Â
When you get to the highway he picks up the speed and you hold his waist just a bit tighter, praying you donât crash with his slightly reckless driving. His hand lets go of one of the handles and you feel him place it over yours intertwining your fingers.
As you ride through the city the lights from buildings light up the dark streets. Slight suspicion grows in your mind when Jungkook turns into a small alleyway. Nothing but trash bins aligned on a wall and a door leading into the building next to you. âJungkook, where are we?â he pulls his hand out in front of you to help you off his bike, taking it kindly. You pull off the helmet and place it on one of the handles. âOne of the places I want to show youâÂ
âOne of these places?â he turns his head to you and gives you a small smile. âBig city means lots of places to discoverâ He pulls the handle of the door and youâre hit with loud chatter and warm light. Itâs a small bar filled with laughter and low lights. Itâs not as packed as it is outside in the streets. âYa! Jungkook-ah,â you hear a deep voice call for Jungkook from one of the tables. A man with round glasses and a pretty smile calls him over to his table. âI havenât seen you in a whileâ he brings the younger one into a hug. âYeah, well Iâve been caught up with school and whatnotâÂ
The taller manâs attention is drawn to you now. You feel small under his gaze. âAnd who is this? A girlfriend?â he teases him, pulling him into a headlock. Jungkooks face scrunches with a smile displaying his bunny-like teeth. He pushes the older man off of him and fixes his hair. âThis is a friend,â he corrects him. Jungkook looks down to you and introduces you to his friend. â___ this is Namjoon, an old friend of mineâÂ
âHey! Iâm not that old,â he slaps the younger one on the back of his head, you let out a snicker. âItâs nice to meet you ___, I see that Jungkookie here has finally come out of his shellâ you let out a giggle. âHyung, stop embarrassing me, goshâ he hides his face behind his hand. âIâm just teasing youâ his gaze falling back on you. âSo what brings you to Incheon?â you look down to play with the bracelet on your wrist. âWell, I was originally going to school in Gwangju, but I found out that they had better plans here for me than they did back over there,âÂ
âAhh I see, I hope you find comfort here. It is a big city but youâll get around. If anything you have me and Jungkook here to help you if you need it,â conversation begins to flow smoothly between the two of you. Jungkook had taken a seat next to you, placing his arm on the back of your chair as he listened to you converse with his friend. He canât help but admire the way you look right now. Your smile radiates warmth all around and the way your eyes shine in the light. He feels like he can look at you for hours on end.Â
âIt was nice meeting you, I hope to see you soonâ Namjoonâs eyes gaze over to Jungkook, with a smug smirk on his lips. Rolling his eyes at him he turns his head to the side shying away to hide his rosy cheeks. âIt was nice meeting you too, Namjoon. I had a great time,â with a wave he turns the corner of the building and disappears into the night. Itâs silent between the two of you now, you look up at Jungkook standing next to you. He looks down at you and furrows his brows, âWhat?âÂ
âWhat do you mean, âwhatâ? Are we gonna stand here all night or are we going to have fun? Hmm,â a grin displaying on your face as you walk past him and lift the helmet off the place you left it. Chuckling Jungkook straddles the bike and looks back.
âHop onâ The roaring of the engine rings through your ears once again and through the small alleyway. The city lights have become slightly dimmer now that itâs getting later into the night. Fewer people roam the streets but still many young souls live their young lives with their friends.Â
The drive to your next destination takes a bit longer. Itâs close to leaving the city. The sign you read as you enter the small area is âSongdo Central Parkâ. The small streets go on for miles as booths pile up down the line. Jungkook parks on one of the many sidewalks and helps you with your bike.
âWhat is this place?â you say.Â
âCentral Park, I come here sometimes to clear my mind,â he walks mindlessly with you trailing behind him.
The lights of the monument in the middle of the park are bright lighting up the path. Walking side by side now, you watch as Jungkook takes in the cool, summer air, hands swaying next to each other, and fingers brushing against each other. You point at a booth selling candied fruits and tug on his jacket.Â
âCan we get some?â your big eyes looking at his. How could he resist you? Obliging, he gives you a small shake of his head and follows you to the booth.
âHello! What can I get for you?â the nice old lady asks.
Fruits skewered on a stick in her hand as she dips it in a sugary coating. âCan, please get, uhmmâ you place a hand on your chin looking through the small collection of fruit. âWhich one should we get?â you turn to Jungkook, who has been staring at you the whole time, and he looks over the tray of sweet snacks. âLetâs get one strawberry and a mix of both with grapes,â he tells the lady with a sweet smile.Â
She grabs the fruits and places it in small trays for the both of you. âThat will be five dollars, pleaseâ Jungkook hands her cash he had stored in his pocket. âThank you!â you say as you wave her goodbye. Walking in silence enjoying your snack Jungkook canât help but feel nervous now that heâs next to you. You bring the fruits to his lips and you place your hand underneath to catch the falling crumbs. âYou want some?â he looks at your adorable face as you wait for him to take a bite.Â
Taking the sweet red fruit in his mouth a piece of sugar falls from it, landing in your hand. You bring it to your mouth and take the hard sweet. Jungkookâs heart pace speeds up for an unknown reason and you continue on as if nothing happened, finishing off whatâs left of your treat. Clearing his throat he asks, âHow do you like the city so far?â looking ahead of him. A couple playing with their little dog as it runs around in the grass.Â
Your eyes follow his and you can feel a smile grow on your lips. âI like it, but I feel like thereâs only so much that I can explore in one dayâ
You walk over to throw both of your trash away and you find a bench in front of the small lake in the middle of the park. Walking over to it and taking a seat Jungkook follows suit. âI can show you so many other places if youâd let meâ a grin growing on his lips.Â
You look to the side of you and give him a small smile âI donât know, Jeon. Iâd have to think about that oneâ you laugh. âOh câmon, I know my way around the city. I can show you so much moreâ the night continues on with laughter and playful banters. You donât notice the time passing until your phone rings with a notification. âOh, shit. Itâs getting late we should get goingâ Jungkook stands from his seat and stretches his hand out for you to grab. Taking it, he pulls you from your seat and he doesnât let go until you find yourselves back at his bike.Â
About an hour later, your apartment building comes into sight as you turn the corner of your street. Jungkook comes to a slow stop near the entrance of your parking garage and parks his bike. Taking off the helmet for the last time tonight you run your fingers through your hair making sure your hair was kept well. Hopping off, Jungkook places the helmet down on the seat of the bike. âCan I walk you?âÂ
âYes, you can '' the look in your eye is something he canât quite make out but it makes his tummy do backflips. You walk in front of him to the lobby of your apartment and press on the button with the arrow pointing up to the upper floors.
It dings immediately given the late hour of the night, assuming everyone is fast asleep by now. The ride up to your apartment was silent. The only sound in the small elevator was going up the few floors you lived above.
The door rings and its doors open wide for you to exit. You walked down the short hall and stopped at your door, turning around to face Jungkook. His hands are stuffed in his pockets as he looks at anything but you. Feeling the nervous crawling back into his chest. You are the first one to speak, âI had fun today, Jungkook '' your smile eases him a bit. âIâm glad you did, my offer still stands, you knowâÂ
You think about the time you spent at the park, you are still taking it into deep consideration leaning towards saying yes to him again. You only respond back with, âIâll think about itâ he laughs, his head hanging low at your unclear answer. Sighing he looks past your head at the wall behind you. He builds up the courage to ask you again. âSo, how about that number?â you burst out laughing. Covering your mouth trying to keep quiet in courtesy of your neighbors. âWhat makes you think, youâve earned my number?âÂ
A hint of laughter still hidden your voice. âWell, I did take you out and gave you a good time. I think I deserve itâ You think about it for a minute. âIâve decided to make this easier for you, Iâll make it like an easter egg huntâ you jump up with enthusiasm. He looks at you with confusion, wrinkles forming between his eyebrows. âWhat do you mean?âÂ
âIâll give you clues! You can earn each digit one by oneâ you say proudly. He chuckles at your antics, accepting you challenge him and he nods his head. âOkay, when do I get my first clue?â you look around trying to think of something clever. âAhh! Itâs in my address,â he looks up to the numbers on your door deciphering which one of the four numbers could be in yours. âThatâs your only hintâÂ
âYou really are a tease, you know thatâ , shaking his head. You only smile up at him, nose scrunched. âYou should get going, itâs late.âÂ
âYeah,â itâs silent for a moment before Jungkook speaks up one last time tonight. âI liked tonight with you ___,â you look down, shy. âI did too, Jungkook. You arenât as bad as I thought you wouldâ you tease him. Rolling his eyes at your gesture, he nudges the bottom of your chin with his finger and lifts his head looking down at you âI thought youâd be a handful, but I guess you're tolerableâ you slightly push on his shoulder. He grabs your wrist and you both stop for a moment.Â
You donât realize how close you have become. Faces close together. Slowly leaning in, Jungkook's eyes gravitate to your soft, pink lips. Before your lips could touch your head moved to the side, whispering in his ear, âGoodnight, Jungkookâ your hand leaves the nape of his neck and you turn your door. Before it could close, you locked eyes with Jungkook, one last time.Â
Once he canât see you anymore, Jungkook lets out a breath he didnât know he was holding. He turns to make his way back to his bike holding on to his chest where his heart lies. The feeling erupting in his chest feels foreign to him. Something he hasnât felt in years. It scares him. Itâs something he refuses to let himself feel. Maybe he just needs to sleep. Maybe heâs just tired from the long day heâs had.Â
Hopping on his bike. He makes his way back home, thinking about the digits of your address, dissecting them. Determination stays on his mind for the rest of the night.
A small crowd of students file into the quiet library. Books surround you with knowledge of classes that you are taking. A pencil clad in your hand as you think of more notes to write down on your notebook in front of you. Jungkook has been texting you since the day he took you out. Asking you random questions throughout the day, but to your surprise he hasnât said a single thing about your number.Â
You jump a bit in your seat when the chair in front of you screeches against the floor. When you look up you see Jungkookâs handsome face, a chuckle coming from his lips at your reaction. âHiâ he says in a whisper. Shaking your head at him you go back to writing your notes. âHow did you know I was here?â He watches as you write down words on your piece of paper. His tattooed hand reaches out and starts playing with the edge of the paper and you look up at him. âI was on my way to get some lunch and saw you through the window, you donât work today?â his head tilts to the side like a puppy dog. You shake your head, âNo, I have a day off today and I wanted to spend it studying. But I canât do that with you bothering meâ he rolls his eyes and lets go of the paper.Â
Itâs silent for only a minute before he starts speaking again. âWhen will you be done?â He's like a nagging child, always in need for attention. You let out a sigh of frustration and put your pencil down beside the notebook. âYou donât have any other friends you can annoy?â a small pout forms on his lips. Sulking, because of your attitude.Â
âI wanna hang out with youâ you try one more time to focus on studying. Opening one of the books lying beside you. A loud groan comes from the big baby in front of you and you quietly slam the book shut. âFine! What do you want to do,â placing your remaining things into your bag and you stand from your chair to pull it over your shoulder. Jungkook beats you to it, though. Placing the white tote bag over his shoulder and carrying it out with him. Puffing a breath of air out you follow him to the door.
The weather is nice today, it wasnât too hot like those other summer days. It seems to be cooling down. âWhere are we eating?â you ask behind him. He turns his head to look back at you and slows his pace down to match yours. âThis place that serves the most delicious pork belly,â his posture straight, determined to get to the restaurant as fast as possible. Before he came into the library he had already been planning to ask you out to lunch with him.Â
He was originally planning on walking to the cafe, so he had been waiting a while. When you walk into the restaurant you are hit with the warm air with the scent of meat. To your surprise it wasnât as busy as youâd expect it to be considering it being lunch hour. Jungkook picks out a table in the middle of the restaurant. Taking a seat in front of him, he grabs a menu that had already been placed there and picks out his favorite dishes.Â
âHello, what can I get started for you guys today?â The server walks up to the table with a notepad and pencil in his hand. His attention is drawn to you first. You look up at him and give him a sweet smile. His hair was wavy and dimples showed whenever he smiled. You look down to your hands resting on the table and you look at Jungkook. His stare already on you, clearing his throat he begins to order.Â
Once it is written down on the notepad the waiter grabs the menus from the table. âIâll be out shortly with your foodâ You nod your head politely and bring your attention back to the man in front of you. âYou still havenât given me another hintâ He brings up again. Sighing with a smile on your lips you slightly shake your head at him. âYou are never going to give up, are you?âÂ
âNope, Iâm determinedâÂ
âWhy? Is my Instagram not enough?â You say with a shake of your shoulder.Â
âNo, itâs not. Are you gonna give me another hint or what?" Sass can be heard in his tone. Instead of having the poor boy go on for ages figuring out your number you give him the first six digits. âFine, Iâm starting to feel bad for you now. Iâll give more than one numberâ At this his eyes light up like the galaxy. Excitement growing in his chest and a smile that brings out his dimples appear on his face.Â
Laughing at his excitement you write down on a piece of napkin you pull from the box next to you. â823257â written in bold ink. You fold it up and slide it over to Jungkookâs side of the table. âThere now you need to find the last fourâ Now feeling a bit more relieved he stuffs the napkin deep into the pockets of his sweats. The food is brought out and the same waiter places it on the table in front of you.Â
âThank you,â you tell him with that same smile you gave him earlier. Blush begins to grow on his pale cheeks and he bows, walking away to serve other tables. Scoffing Jungkook looks away from the boy and takes the scissors from the tray, cutting up the meat. âWhat was that look for?â you say to him picking up a pair of utensils. âNothingâ you laugh lightly at his pouty lips.Â
The sizzling of the meat on the grill resounds and smoke lifts into the air from the hot pan. âDo you think itâs cheating if another man helps separate your perilla leaf for you with chopsticks if youâre already with someone?â The ridiculous question gets you to chuckle. âI donât think so, why does it matter if you're just going to end up eating it anyway?â you say, taking a piece of meat he grilled and placed on your plate for you into your mouth.Â
His eyebrows furrowed as he chews on the pork belly and his legs jump a little under the table. âIt does matter! I feel like it's cheating plain and simple. If I were dating someone it should only be me helping you. Not some other guy that you happen to be friends withâÂ
âWhatever you wanna believe, Jeon. But personally, I really donât care. As long as I have food in my mouth then Iâm happyâ you say as you stuff your mouth with rice.Â
The check comes around when you finish eating. You go to grab the piece of paper but, once again, Jungkook beats you to it. âYah, Iâm the one who brought you out to eat. I should be the one paying for itâ he held the paper away from you. Slumping in your seat you cross your arms across your chest. âBut itâs expensive, let me help pay halfâ With a proud smile Jungkook signs off on it and gives it to your waiter. âToo late, already paid forâ he sends you a sly grin and you let out a puff of air.
The beeping sound of the door resounds in the quiet apartment. Jungkook walks to his shoe rack next to the front door and pulls off his big black shoes. Walking over to the couch he settles down on the couch and turns on the TV. Before he could pull his jacket off he remembers the small napkin you gave to him at the restaurant. Digging through his pocket he feels the soft paper and unravels it, revealing the numbers you had written down.Â
The front door beeps once again, the slightly shorter man walks through the door and places his bag on the dining table. âHey,â Jimin says. âWhat do you wanna do tonight? We donât have a schedule for tomorrow and we donât need to be up earlyâ he says, digging through the fridge for something to eat. Jungookâs focus is still analyzing the piece of paper. âUh, do you think you could help me with something?â he turned his attention to the blonde standing behind the counter, a drink propped in his hand.Â
âYeah, what is it?â taking a sip from his bottle. Jungkook stands to walk over to Jimin and places the napkin in front of him. He looks down at it and lifts his head back up to look at his friend. âA napkin with a bunch of numbers on it? Is it like a code or something?â he says with confusion laced in his voice. Jungkook shakes his head and he pulls up your Instagram account. âDo you remember her?â Jimin brings the phone closer to his face to properly see what he has displayed on his phone. It takes him a little while to remember your face. Then his face brows straighten out as he recalls that day he saw you. âAh, the cafe workerâ Jungkook shakes his head, âYes, herâÂ
âWhat about her?â Confusion written on his face again. âWell, Iâve been hanging out with her for a while now-â before he can continue his sentence Jimin cuts him off, âAnd you didnât mind telling me this until now because?âÂ
âI donât know, Iâve just been so caught up with her and I didnât even think about mentioning her. But now Iâm in a situationâ he starts off by telling him the day he walked into the cafe and waited for you to finish up so he could talk to you. And the rest of the story after that. âWhy is she playing hard to get? Itâs just a couple of numbersâ Jimin says. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders, turning around back to the couch.Â
âShe said itâs a personal thing, which is so stupid. Weâve been texting back nâ forth on Instagram. I was out with her today and she gave me those numbersâ he sighs out of frustration. Jimin flows behind him and sits on the sofa next to him. He places the drink down and pats Jungkook on the shoulder. âYouâre in luck, I have my mom to thank for this.â he pulls out a thick book filled with thousands of phone numbers from under the coffee table. Jungkookâs eyes widen in shock as the book slams on the table in front of them.Â
âWhen did she give this to you?â he asks in shock. âShe gave it to me before I left Busan, I forgot I had it with me. I never had a use for it so it was stored away in the closet at our old dormâ He opens the book and flips through the thin pages. He stops on a page and glides his finger down looking for those six numbers. âHere!â He looks back to the napkin next to the book and reads off the numbers. Jungkook watches in awe as he watches his friend work his âmagicâ. âNow all we need to do is look through,â he pauses for a second âone hundred seventeen phone numbersâ A loud âWhat!â comes from the man beside him. âLooks like we have a long night ahead of us JungkookieâÂ
The first number they dialed was an old lady. She was sweet about them calling the wrong number and they moved on to the next. The fifth number they dial was a fried chicken place, not being able to contain themselves they placed an order for delivery. The two of them spend the next hour and a half trying to search for your number. Jungkook is close to losing hope. He ended up stepping out to their balcony and took a cigar out from the box laying on top of the table next to the couch.Â
Inhaling a puff into the nightâs air, he begins to feel a bit more relaxed. Jimin walks in behind him, standing next to him as they look out into the city. Lights, once again brightening up the city. The sounds of cars driving by and flocks of birds flying in the sky. Jimin takes in the fresh air, his arms leaning against the railing. âWhat if she gave you a fake number?â he says. Jungkook only sighs and takes another drag from his cigarette.Â
âI mean weâve been at this for hours and all weâve found is nothingâ But Jungkook being the stubborn man he is he says âWe have twenty more numbers to call. And if none of them is hers, thenâ he pauses. He looks up at the stars twinkling in the black sky. He closes his eyes and thinks. âThen Iâll just give up,â Jimin nods his head at his friend's decision, his head hanging low as he pats the taller oneâs shoulder walking back into the room.Â
Jungkook places the end of the stick in a bowl lying on the edge of the thick railing and trails behind the elder. Plopping himself back down on the couch, he begins to prepare himself for maybe one of the longest hours of his life. He picks his phone up again and dials one of the remaining numbers. But to no avail, itâs not your voice he hears on the other end of the phone. Crossing it off in the book he dials the next one, and then the next, and then heâs on the sixth number.
The phone rings for a while, but on the fourth ring, someone picks up. âHello?â you say. Jungkook is silent. Shocked that itâs actually you, heâs finally talking to. âHello,â he says back. You bring your phone away from your ear and look at the number. âJungkook? How did you manage to find the rest of my number so quickly?â He laughs at that. âQuicklyâ is quite the opposite of tonight.
âThank fucking God itâs you,â he says. Jimin perks up, turning around to face Jungkook.
Autumn
The sun rose over the horizon and spilt into the room, the blinds kept slightly ajar covering bits of the messy room, the light laying over his sleeping body. His eyes slow open as the sun peeks through them. He twists and turns in the comfort of his bed until he becomes restless, pulling the comforter away from his body. âJungkookâ a girl hovering over his tired body. She lays her own over his, cuddling into his neck as she wraps her arms around his neck, he buries himself in her scent dragging his hands to wrap around her waist.Â
The girl plants soft kisses along his soft skin whispering little nothings into his ear. Before he could pull away to find her beautiful face, his eyes opened.
âGet up!â Jimin tugs on his arm harder. Jungkook jerks up from his bed, wiping his eyes from sleep. âWhat time is it?â his deep voice still laced with his deep slumber, Jimin looks at the clock on the wall by his mirror and back at the sleepy boy.
"Itâs ten thirty, we were supposed to meet Namjoon ten minutes agoâ he yells. Jungkook groans standing up from the bed, without watching out for where he was going he stubs his toe on the corner of the bed, âShitâ he falls onto his bed again holding his foot. His phone buzzes with a notification. The name read â___ đşâ, and a smile formed on his face as he read your name.Â
y/nđş: Hey sleepy. Iâve been trying to reach you for like an hour but it seems like youâre too busy for me now đ. I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out today? [10:35 am]Â
His smile grows even wider. He thought heâd never see the day that you would reach out and ask if he wanted to hang out. Unfortunately, he has plans out today. Itâs been a long while since he and all of his friends planned to hang out together. With everyone being busy with school and work, they never found the time to plan a get together.Â
Me: Hey, sorry I didnât get back. I woke up late. [10:37 am]
Me: Someone missing me already? 𫤠[10:37 am]Â
He stands up from his bed and walks through the bedroom door. Jimin walks past him, already dressed and ready for the day, âYouâre not ready yet, weâre going to leave in like five minutesâ he says. âAlright! I wonât take that long, relaxâ He walks into the bathroom and prepares himself for the day ahead of him. The sink buzzes from his phone. The screen lights up with another notification.Â
y/n đş: Calm down pretty boy, I was just asking because Iâm off today and I donât have any plans [10:45 am]
Me: So you think Iâm pretty? lol, sorry angel i canât today, what about tomorrow? [10:47 am]
While he waits for a response he walks out of the bathroom and walks over to his closet, looking through the many clothes he has. Finally, picking out something to wear he walks out to the living space where Jimin is sitting on the couch, looking at his phone waiting for him to finish. âFinally,â he breathes out in relief. âIf only you set a damn alarm we wouldnât be so late, Tae keeps texting me if we were there yet and yet weâre still standing hereâ he shakes his head.Â
âCan you calm down, Iâm ready. Letâs goâ Jungkook walks forward to the front door and his keys in his hand. He waits for Jimin to walk out before he locks the door. As they are walking down the hall to the parking garage, Jungkook checks his phone again to find your message.Â
y/n đş: Donât get so cocky now Jeon. Yeah, thatâs fine. I guess Iâll just spend my time alone today đ [10:48 am]Â
Me: Cheer up at least you get to spend the whole day with me tomorrow! đ [10:59 am]
y/n đş: Yeah yeah. Have fun with your boyfriends [11:00 am]Â
Cheesing at his phone he sends you a thumbs up and puts his phone away and takes his car keys out. âWhat are you smiling about?â Jimin looks over to his friend in the driver's seat. âIs it ___?â he guesses. Jungkook shrugs his shoulders as he places the key into the ignition.
As Jungkook pulls out of the parking garage, Jimin takes the aux cord and plugs it into his phone, â3:00 AMâ by Finding Hope plays softly in the background of the car. âSo, whatâs the deal with you and her?â He starts the conversation first. âWhat do you mean? Weâre just friends,â Jimin looks at him with a look of suspicion written on his face. âHmm, youâve been spending almost all of your time with her, and I always catch you geeking whenever youâre texting her, doesnât seem like âjust friendsâ to meâ he lifts two fingers up in the air as quotations.Â
âYou are so deluded. I canât have girls that are friends anymore?âÂ
âYouâve never had a girl-friend before. Itâs either you sleep with them or you sleep with them. I have never seen you spend this much time with someone let alone a girl. Letâs be real now,â This leaves Jungkook silent. He is right, though. He just wonât admit that he is. âWhatever, manâ The car ride is spent in silence for the rest of the time being.Â
Itâs not until Jimin gets an incoming call from Taehyung. The phone is still connected to the car, his deep voice is loud throughout the vehicle. âHello?â Jimin says, âWhere are you guys?âÂ
âWeâre almost there, why?â Jungkook says. âJust asking, cus Namjoon-hyung is getting antsy, he just wants to make sure you guys are coming, it has been a while since weâve all been togetherâÂ
âOkay were pulling up in the parking lot now, see you soonâÂ
âSee you in a bitâ the calls end and the music starts to play again. The car comes to a stop, and the two close the door shut. This place is different to the one he took you out to that night all those days ago. This one is more secluded, not many people know about, considering itâs Namjoonâs fatherâs place. The small building is next to a lake, only a few others in sight down the road. the quiet sounds of the water rippling in the air, and the leaves turning into red, orange, and brown colors with the changing season.Â
Leaves crunch under their feet as they walk up to the door, knocking to be let in. The eldest one in the group answers the door. âYah, what took you guys so long.â Jin says, pushing their hands slightly in a playful manner. âThis one woke up lateâ he points to Jungkook. He raises his hands up and apologizes, âSorry, I forgot to set an alarm, but to be fair I went to sleep late last night working on a projectâÂ
âAt least you're hereâ Jin throws his arm over his youngestâs shoulder. âIt feels like I havenât seen you in ages,âÂ
âYeah, me tooâ Yoongi, another one of their friends, comes from the bathroom. Jungkook throws him a smile and pulls him into a hug. âItâs nice to see you guys againâ Namjoon comes from what seemed like a gaming room âLook at us, one whole againâ he opens his arms and brings Jungkook into a hug as well. Jimin and Taehyung are sitting at one of the couches catching up on what theyâve been doing since they last saw each other.Â
They all gather around and begin chit chatting. âSo, Jungkookie, Jimin here tells us youâre seeing someoneâ Jin raises his eyebrows, curious about his friend's love life. Jungkook shakes his head as he takes a sip of whiskey. âIâm not seeing anyone, sheâs just a friendâ at this Namjoon perks up and joins in on the conversation. âOh is it __? I thought you guys were together, I mean you guys shouldâve been there. They he looked at her was so sweetâÂ
âI did not look at her in any wayâ he objects.Â
âWait, you've met her already?!â Jin says with a look of hurt on his face. âThatâs not fair! I basically raised you and this is how you repay me!â he yells.
âCan we please calm down, sheâs nothing but a friend to me, why is that so hard to believeâ They all become silent now. Giving each other knowing looks, he lets out a sigh and pulls a cigar out from his pocket. Taking a lighter that was lying on the table in front of him he lights it up, taking a drag.
âOh câmon, when will you introduce us? Itâd be good to see a new face around hereâ Jungkook looks up at Yoongi and back down to his cigar. âI donât know, itâll happen when it happensâ It is silent for a minute before Jungkook changes the subject. âHowâs Aria and the baby? I miss that little dumplingâ Jinâs baby, Minchae, isÂ
Jungkook's goddaughter, itâs been a long time since heâs seen her. Jin and his wife, Aria, are high school sweethearts, sheâs seen him through his growth spurt, he hasnât spent a day looking bad. He doesnât blame her for staying with him for all these years.Â
âTheyâre doing good, we wanted to host a barbeque sometime in two weeks, I forgot to bring this up the last time we were togetherâÂ
Everyone perks up at the mention of food, all agreeing, they begin to talk about life, what theyâve all been caught up doing since their last get together.
âAre you guys dating?â Your best friend asks over the phone. After Jungkook told you he was busy, you brought yourself out of your tiny apartment and did a little bit of exploring yourself.
âNo, weâre not. We are just friendsâ you deny your relationship with Jungkook. He is one of the first friends (?) that you have made so far since you moved here. Yes, his personality is a bit condescending but you still manage to find a way to tolerate it.Â
âWell, from the way you described him, it sounds like more than friends to meâ You shake your head as if he could see you. âFine believe what you wanna believe, but I assure you we are just friends-â Mid sentence you donât pay attention to where your feet are leading you. You bump into a tall figure, when you turn around to apologize, you get a closer glimpse of the man. âHey, you were our waiter the other day at that restaurant near the campusâ you say pointing at him. He smiles and gives you a nod of his head.Â
âYeah, that was meâ An awkward silence fills between you two until you speak again. âIâm sorry, I wasnât watching where I was going,â he lifts his hands in the air in a forgiving manner.
âNo, no itâs okayâ smiling again at him you slowly begin to turn around to go on your way. Not until he stops you in your tracks, âWait! Uhmâ You turn your head back around to face him and raise your eyebrows. âYes?âÂ
âI was too scared to ask you this back at the restaurant, but can I have your number?â How cute, you think. A smile breaks out on your lips and you walk closer to him. âI donât even know your name,â you say to him. Immediately he says âItâs Jiungâ. You pause for a minute looking up at the sky as if you were thinking. âOkay, Jiung. Give me your phoneâ That same sweet smile you gave to him gets him to blush. He pulls his phone out from his jacket pocket and places it in my hand.Â
You put in your number and hand it back to him, you turn away but not before you say âHave a good dayâ in a sweet voice. His heart starts to race as you turn your back to him and continue your adventure. âWhat was that?â Hoseok says through the phone. âThis guy that I saw at this restaurant Jungkook took me to. He asked for my number.Â
âWow, you are a guy magnet over there, what happened here?â he says teasinglyÂ
âShut upâÂ
Loud knocks are heard from your front door as you get ready in your room. Your hair is still up in curlers, your baggy t-shirt is on, and your biker shorts are still on, you walk over to the door and look through the peephole. The beeping of the door is heard next to you and Jungkook steps into the room. âLook at you in your pajamas. Didnât I say I was gonna be here at one?â
he says in a teasing manner behind you. Walking back to your room you hear his heavy steps follow behind you. âUh, I donât remember letting you into my roomâ You turn to face him. âAnd I donât remember caring enough to ask,â The beefy man says plopping down on your bed. Rolling your eyes you walk back to your bathroom, his hands lay behind his head as he relaxes into your bed. You walk out with a robe on now, and Jungkook eyes you up and down.Â
âDo you mind?â you say looking back at him.Â
âI wonât look I swearâ You give him a look that says âI donât trust youâ. Turning around you go through your closet, pick a casual outfit, and bring it back to the bathroom.
Jungkook rolls his eyes as you walk away. Your bathroom and bedroom connect, and the big mirror above your sink shows almost everything in it. His eyes wander around your room, thinking about it now heâs never stepped foot in your apartment before, and his gaze stops at the mirror in the bathroom. You have taken your robe off and your bare back is on display.Â
He holds his breath as he takes in your figure, You grab the clip that was holding your hair and he watches as your hair cascades down your shoulder. Your head turns to look at how your hair had turned out from the rollers, but instead, you're met with Jungkookâs gaze. Heâs sat up in your bed now, lips parted slightly. You hold his stare before looking away and bending down to grab your clothes.Â
Snapping out of his trance, you can hear shuffling coming from your room. You look back to your bed and find it empty, Jungkook is in the other room, trying to steady his breath. A few minutes later you walk out of your room, a big sweater covering your body and a small skirt adoring part of your legs.
âAre you ready?â You say tilting your head up to look at him.
He only nods his head in response and waits for you to collect your things. He stands by the door, watching you put your sneakers on. A small white bag is thrown over your shoulder.
When you are finally done you walk out the door and he closes it behind you. The walk to the parking garage was quiet for some odd reason. When you both get into his car you destroy the silence between you two. âHow come you arenât being annoying today? Usually, youâre talking my head off or asking me dumb questionsâ His mind is still stuck on what he saw back at your apartment.Â
Low music plays softly in his car as he responds, âItâs nothing, Iâm just tired from yesterday.â Softly nodding your head away from him you look out the window and wait until you arrive at his place. Itâs silent again for only a few minutes when you decide to speak up again, âYouâre such a liarâ he turns his gaze away from the road for a second to look at you. âWhat did I lie about?âÂ
âYou said that your place is just a walk away from mineâ he chuckles at your complaining. Secretly you had hoped that you would walk with him to his complex, your neighbors usually take their dog out for a walk at this time and youâd always play with her. âSorry you shouldâve moved closer to me thenâ he says it as if you had any control over it. You roll your eyes and begin to sink into the comfortable silence.Â
He parks the car on the side of the road near his apartment and you both step out of the car. Itâs slightly bigger than where you're living and itâs much louder in this part of town.
He takes the lead and walks in front of you to the front of the building. The layout is much different than what youâre used to. Instead of an elevator, everyone has to climb up a set of stairs, thankfully for you, he lives on one of the lower levels. When you reach his home he punches in the numbers into the pad of his door lock.Â
Just like yours, beeping comes from inside of his house. To your surprise the place is neat and clean, a few pieces of trash here and there but surprisingly tidy for an apartment with two grown men living in it. âHow do you like it?â He asks, throwing his keys into the bowl on the table next to the door. âItâs nice, itâs cleaner than I thought it would beâ your eyes glide around the room. He scoffs and says âWhat? Just because weâre a couple of guys means we canât be clean?âÂ
âUhm yes, actually I do think thatâÂ
âWell, then change your mindsetâ he says walking over to his sofa. âWhat do you wanna do? I donât have much here but you decided you wanted to hangout here soâŚâ you walk over to his kitchen and look through his fridge. âLetâs cook something,â Digging through the drawers, you try to find something you think youâd both like to eat.Â
After searching for a few minutes you end up with pork belly, kimchi, and instant noodles you found in the cabinet. You call him over and he groans as he stands from the comfort of his sofa. He finds a spot next to you and looks at the items you have displayed on the counter. âWeâre cooking tonight?â You look up at him with a bright smile âMmmhm!â He laughs at your response. He rolls his sleeves up to his elbows, tattoos out on display and rubs his hands together.Â
âLetâs get started, then shall we?â Of course, he grabs the package of pork and cuts the plastic open with a knife while you look for a pot to cook the ramen in. You bring it to the sink and fill it half way to boil the noodles. It makes a small âclinkâ sound when it hits the metal of the stove. Jungkook walks over next to you while you sit watching at the pot, waiting for the water to boil. He pulls a pan out from the same cabinet you got the pot from and places it next to you on the stove.Â
Once the pan is hot enough he scrapes the cut-up meat into the pan, sizzling as it touches the heat. Smoke fills the air and the apartment starts to smell like pork.
The water starts to boil and you open the package and dump whatâs in it into the water. Jungkok grabs a pair of chopsticks from a drawer and picks a piece of cooked meat from the pan. He blows on it and touches it to his lips making sure itâs not too hot to eat. âHere, try itâ You open your mouth and taste the flavorful meat. Your eyes close as you satisfy your tastebuds with the cooking.
âIs it good?â Telling by your expression he doesnât need a verbal answer from you.Â
Once everything is cooked you plate it and serve it on the island in the kitchen. You sit on one of the stools and Jungkook stands on the other side of you. âI didnât know you could cook like this, itâs so goodâ Slurping sounds reverberate from his bowl as he brings it closer to his mouth. âWhoâs feeding my ego now?â he says with a cocky tone.Â
âCan you ever go a day without being annoyingâÂ
âNot when it comes to youâÂ
After you both finish up eating you make your way over to the living room and make yourselves comfortable on the sofa. The TV played whatever they showed during this hour.
Suddenly you start to speak. âYou know what happened yesterday?â he hums in response, too immersed in what was playing on the big screen. âDo you remember our waiter from a few days ago?â At the mention of him, he sits up and looks at you. âYeah, what about himâÂ
âAfter you blew me off-âÂ
âI did not blow you off, I was just busy with my friendsâÂ
âAnyways,â you roll your eyes at his interruption
âI went into the city and ran some errands. But when I was on the phone with my friend I happened to bump into himâ he listens to your story intently, not wanting to miss a detail. âI apologized but before I could leave he asked me for my numberâÂ
âAnd did you give it to him?â he asks curiously.Â
âYeah, I didâ he scoffs at your response, a little bit of anger beginning to build up. âAre you serious? Why did he get your number so easily but I had to work my ass off to get itâ You can read the anger on his face. You begin to laugh, you laugh so hard that you're clutching your stomach. âYah! Whatâs so funny! I didnât even say anything for you to laughâ This only gets you to laugh even more.Â
Not taking any more of this his fingers find your waist, and he tickles you. âJungkook!â you yell at him. He pushes you onto your back and attacks you. Your legs between his and your arms trying to shove his shoulders away. The biggest smile forms on his lips as he watches your face turn red from how hard you're laughing. âJungkook, stop!â you say in between laughs.Â
He takes hold of your wrist and pins it above your head. Your laughter dies down, and the room becomes silent. His face hovering over yours, your faces inches apart. He doesnât realize heâs leaning down, lips close to touching. The beeping of the door is heard near the door and Jimin walks through. You both quickly pull away from each other and straighten out your clothes.Â
âJimin!â Jungkook says standing to greet his friend. âThis is ___â Jimin walks over to you and stretches his hand out for you to shake. âAh, the one and only. Itâs nice to finally meet youâ he says slightly bowing out of courtesy. âItâs nice to meet you too, Jiminâ you give one of your sweet smiles. Jungkook looks down at his watch and walks up between you two.
âItâs getting late, Iâll take you home __â you nod your head and give Jimin one last smile. âBut we just met, let me get to know her,â Jimin complains. âYouâll get to know her another time, we have classes tomorrow and she has workâÂ
âIt was nice to meet you, Jimin. I hope we get to talk to each other properly in the futureâ you tell him. He smiles at you and lets you go.Â
~
The car ride to your home was filled with comfortable silence and the radio playing lowly. You are stopped at a red light and you look out the window. A dog sticking its head out the window gets a small smile to grow on your lips. âI had a great time tonightâ you turn your attention back to Jungkook. His face was illuminated with red from the traffic light. You take in his strong features. His sharp jawline and round nose, a faint scar is indented on his cheek, and his lip piercing shining in the light.Â
âI had a great time tooâ He looks over at you and sees you already looking at him. âSucks I didnât get to talk to your friend though. He seems like a nice person.âÂ
âYeah he is, Iâve known him since I was in middle school. We went to highschool together and now we're sharing rent with each other. Sometimes it amazes me how fast times flyâ he says.Â
Small talk is exchanged until you reach your apartment. This time you and Jungkook stay in the car for a bit longer. âThank you, for today. I had a lot of funâÂ
âSo did I,â he says. Itâs not long before he says something else. âMy friends are holding a barbeque at their place in a few days. Do you want to come with me?â This was out of nowhere. You debate whether you should go, you donât even know them besides Jungkook and Jimin, now.Â
âCâmon, you always talk about how you donât have any friends here. Iâm giving you the opportunity to make some.â After this you finally oblige.Â
âOkay, okay Iâll go. But only if you make me some more pork bellyâ he smiles and shakes your head.Â
âDealâ he pulls his hand out to seal the deal. You give it a small squeeze and shake your hands. As you look at him you hold onto your hand for more than he should be. Shying away, you let go of his hand and begin to pick up your stuff. âGoodnight, Jungkook,â you say leaning in to plant a small kiss on his cheek. You pull away but your faces stay close together. He looks down at your lips, and he slowly brings his hand to your cheek.Â
Heâs having an internal battle, thinking if kissing you is a good idea. Fuck it, he pulls you in and your lips mold with his. The cold of his piercing against your lips makes a shiver go up your spine. A small smack of your lips resounds as you pull away slowly, âGoodnight, angelâ
The crisp air of the late afternoon hits you, you are standing outside waiting for Jungkook to come pick you up for todayâs events. The thoughts of meeting his friends made you nervous for some reason you canât pinpoint. Maybe you are just scared of what they might think, you need to show off a good impression. His black Mercedes rolls in around the corner and stops in front of you.Â
Pulling the handle to the passengerâs side you reveal Jungkook, leaning against the armrest waiting for you to hop in. âDonât you look cute today,â he says, watching you buckle your seat belt. âThank you,â you say in a small voice. âYouâre so nervous around me all of a sudden,â he says leaning in to look at your face. You look at his eyes, then down to his lips. âIâm not nervous,â you say with confidence in your voice.
âMmm, then why are you so quiet? Iâm used to hearing your loud and obnoxious voiceâ he teases. A smile creeps onto your lips and you turn away from to face forward. âJust drive, Jeon.â Chuckling, you step on the gas pedal and start to drive away from your complex. âWhat are your friends like?â you ask. You watch as Jungkook leans his elbow against the door and places his hand under his chin. âHmm, they are very loudâ a small laugh comes from your mouth. âTheyâre also very warm, Iâve known most of them for a big majority of my life nowâÂ
You admire the way he talks about them as if they were family to him. The bond he describes he has with them seems unbreakable and full of love, you feel warmth spread across your chest at the thought of his friendship with all of them. You begin to realize that you donât live far from them, only about a thirty-minute drive from yours. Suddenly, those nerves you were feeling before begin to creep up on you again. He notices how silent youâve become as you get closer to the house.Â
âWhatâs wrong? Did you forget something?â he says, looking at you. You return his gaze and shake off your nervous feeling. âNo, nothingâs wrong. I just feel a bit nervous about meeting them,â you look for the right word to say. You shouldnât be feeling this nervous, Jungkook described them as great people. âAngel, you donât need to be nervous. They will welcome you with open arms, trust meâ The nickname always brings small butterflies soaring in your stomach, you donât think youâll ever get used to it.Â
The car pulls into the driveway you look up and gape at the size of the house. Itâs not too big, but big enough to hold at least seven people. You and Jungkook both walk up to the front door, once again you feel anxious, âRelax, itâs gonna be okayâ his fingers brush softly against yours, his pinky wrapping around yours. He rings the doorbell, and everyone on the other side of the door goes quiet.Â
Low chattering is heard and the handle to the door twists and swings open. âJayKayyâ Jin says in a brotherly tone. But Jungkookâs attention focuses on his baby niece. âAwhh Minchae, Uncle missed you '' he takes the little girl from her father's arms, squeezing her against him. Her little giggles escape as he places little kisses against her tiny puffy cheek. You watch with a fond smile on your face, how adorable. Youâve never seen this side of Jungkook before, it feels refreshing.Â
You follow behind him as he enters the house. The loud chattering comes back to life when they see their youngest out of the bunch. âHey, guysâ Minchaeâs arms wrapped around his neck. Standing quietly behind Jungkookâs tall frame you gently tug on his jacket and he turns around to you.
âOh uh, guysâ he places a hand on the small of your back, gesturing for you to walk forward. âThis is ___â You bow your head and greet them. âHelloâ comes from your mouth softly. Jinâs wife Aria stands up and places a hand over her heart. âYou are so cute! Itâs nice to finally meet you! Jungkook has not stopped talking about you since-âÂ
âAriaâ Jungkook deadpans. She places a hand over her mouth to contain her laugh. âSorry, sorry.âÂ
Jungkook holds a hand out gesturing to the woman next to you. âThis is Aria, Jinâs wifeâ you smile at her and nod your head, a fond smile growing on her face. âThis is Taehyung, and you know Namjoon and Jiminâ You walk over to where they were sitting and hold your hand out for them to shake. âOh yeah, we met that one time we went into the city, I remember,â you say to Namjoon. âYes, itâs nice to see you again ___â He gives you that boyish smile you saw all those nights ago.Â
âAnd this is Yoongiâ the quiet man waves his hand in the air and a little smile forms on his lips. Jin comes out from the backyard, clad in an apron and tongs in his hands.
âFoodâs readyâ Everyone stands up from their seats. A table is set up outside and the big backyard is lit up with fairy lights, setting the mood for everyone. When everyone is content with their plates they all sit around the table and converse with one another. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap, slapping her tiny hands against the table. She hasnât left Jungkook since you both arrived, you find it endearing, the relationship between the two.Â
He has a separate plate for her feeding her small spoons at a time when she asks for it. âSo, ___. When did you move to the city, is there any reason why you chose Incheon?â Jin asks.Â
âWell, I moved here this past summer from Gwangjang. I was offered better things here at the college than what they had back there. It sucks though because I had to leave all my friends. But it doesnât hurt getting a clean slateâ you say.Â
âThat is right, but I bet you miss your friends tooâ You nod your head as you think about your life back in your hometown. âYes, I do miss it over there. But Iâve been enjoying my time over here as wellâ you say with joy. Everyone begins to talk with you as if theyâve known you for years. It is not as bad as you thought itâd be, and you're grateful for that.Â
Everyone decided to head back inside and it grew colder, everyone spread out in different places. Minchae sat on Jungkookâs lap again, playing with his big hands. Her attention falls on you though, you look down to meet her gaze and you give her a small smile. She crawls from Junkook onto your lap and she stares at you looking at your features. He watches his niece make herself comfortable on your lap and looks at her antics. Her tiny hands come up to your cheek. A bright smile forms on your lips as you watch her.Â
âHi, Minchaeâ softly comes from your lips.Â
âPwetty, Auntieâ your heart melts at her small voice, and so does Jungkook's. He watches the interaction with a smile on his face, warmth igniting within his chest. âYouâre so pretty,â you say, giving a gentle poke to her round tummy. She lets out a laugh as he wraps her hands around your finger pushing it away. Jungkookâs heart feels like itâs going to explode, watching with fond eyes as you play with his niece. You look over at him and catch him staring, his hand coming up to nudge your chin playfully.Â
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The night is coming to the end and Minchae has peacefully fallen asleep on your shoulder as you hold her back in support. Everyone has settled down, quiet music playing in the room as they all focus on their own thing. Jungkook looks down at his watch and notices how late it has gotten. âI think we should start heading out,â he whispers into your ear. You nod your head and begin to slowly get up, careful not to wake the little one in your arms.Â
âHere Iâll take herâ Jungkook brings his hand under her arms to pick her up. She moves a bit but falls back to sleep in the manâs arms. âAre you guys heading out already?â Jin says from the couch.Â
âYeah, is it alright if I put her to bed?â Jin nods his head and Jungkook separates from you for the first time tonight and walks up the stairs.Â
âWhere have you been all his life?â Jin says out of the blue. You turn around to face him and give him a look of confusion. âWhat?â a small chuckle escapes your mouth. âI have not seen him act the way he does since youâve met himâ A smile appears on your lips and before you can respond Jungkook comes back into the room. âYou ready?â he says quietly from behind you, a hand resting on your waist. You look up at him and nod your head, you bend to grab your purse from the couch.Â
âIâll see you guys later,â he says with a wave of his hand. They all say their goodbyes and then, you are both heading back to the car.
You walk up to your door and unlock it, Jungkook stands behind you and waits for you to get in. He expected you to wave him goodnight and disappear behind your door, leaving him to walk into the night. But instead, you turn around and say âYou wanna come in?â Shocked, Jungkook freezes in his spot, caught by surprise. He nods his head and walks in behind you. You place your bag down on the small table and plop down on your sofa, Jungkook following, he sits down next to you.Â
âTonight was fun, I didnât expect us to get along so well. It felt like Iâve known them for years,â you say facing him. Your arms are in your lap, your fingers playing with your ring. âYeah, thatâs what they do to youâ he chuckles. âThey are all too kind for their own good, thatâs what I love about themâÂ
âI can see why you talked so fondly about them, thinking about the bond you share with them makes me miss my friends back home. Weâd hang out almost every night and stay out late going to partiesâ You reminisce on the old times you and your friendsâ wild nights.Â
âYou have me now, and everyone else,â he says in a low tone. You look up from your lap and smile at him. It is silent between you now, Jungkook canât help but stare at you in the low light, how beautiful you look. Slowly his hand comes up to the side of your neck, just below your ear. You lean into his touch and your lips part slightly, your gaze falling to his lips and so does his. Lips colliding, your hands find his wrist holding on tightly.Â
Your body moves forward, straddling his lap, and his tongue glides over your pillowy lips, seeking entrance. Your lips part allows him access and his hands find your waist, squeezing gently. A small whimper escapes your mouth at the touch; the room filled with the sound of lips smacking. His hands begin to dip lower, till they are right above your ass. Your arms wrap around his neck softly and the kiss gets heated and needy. Teeth clashing against each other and small noises come from your lips.
With his hands under your ass, he stands up and lifts you up with him. Legs wrapping around his middle, without breaking the kiss Jungkook finds his way to your bedroom. He throws you onto the bed as if you were a ragdoll, hands finding the hem of his shirt he pulls it over his head, abs out on display; you can feel yourself become wetter.Â
Your hands glide up his stomach, muscles rubbing against your fingers. Jungkook holds onto your hands and brings them up to his neck as youâre kneeling on the edge of your bed. His lips connected with yours once again, but much harsher. His tongue playing with yours, the sloppy sounds of your lips are the only thing heard in the room. Jungkookâs rough hands pull your thin tank top over your head, revealing your perked nipples. You gasp as your body is hit with the cold air in the room.Â
Placing wet kisses down your neck, his lips find your chest. He breathes over your nipple and you whimper at the warmth it brings. His lips wrapped around your erect nipple, and you threw your head back in pleasure, hands wrapping around the short hair on the back of his head. âJungkookâ you whimper. His hands wrap around your back bringing it closer to him. He moves on to the other one, giving it the same treatment. Suddenly, he throws you back down on the soft mattress.Â
Watching how your tits move with the impact. He hovers over you kissing you with need. Jungkookâs hands find the waistband of your skirt, pulling it down and throwing it onto the floor behind him. Now youâre only left in your panties, barely covering your pussy. He can feel himself grow harder in his underwear, looking down at the goddess that you are. Pushing you up so youâre fully on the bed now he dips down and places soft kisses on your inner thigh. You shiver at the touch and whine his name out again. âJungkookâÂ
âWhat, baby? Use your wordsâÂ
âI need youâ you moan, your eyes fall to look at him. But theyâve already fallen on you, giving you a sultry look.Â
âYouâre already so soaked for me,â he says, hooking his fingers on your panties. Itâs barely doing its job anyway, he yanks them from your body. Your cunt out, ready for him to devour. âYou gonna be a good girl for me?â you nod your head.Â
âUh uh, what did I say baby?âÂ
âUgh, yesâ you say in a needy tone. âI need to feel you Jungkook, pleaseâ Finally getting what he wanted he obliges to your request.Â
âJust because you said so kindlyâ his head dips down, placing kitten licks along your clit, you let out a breathy moan at the first contact of his tongue. Then, heâs diving in. Wrapping his arms around your legs pulling himself deeper into your sopping pussy. You try to move around but Jungkook isnât having it, his grip on you tightens and his pace picks up. Two fingers find your entrance, pushing in slowly. Your eyes roll to the back of your head as his thick fingers push up into you.Â
âFuck, Jungkookâ You bring your hands to prop yourself up, and you watch as Jungkook flicks his tongue up and down between your folds. His fingers start to pick up in pace, and he can feel you squeeze him, he knows youâre close to an orgasm. The burn in your lower stomach begins to build. Moaning, loudly you reach your climax, a hand finding his hair, you tug slightly to get him off of you. Your thighs begin to shake beside you he finally pulls away and brings himself back up to you. You stare into his eyes, big black boba eyes staring back at you.Â
You canât believe thatâs the man that brought you to your orgasm. His head dips down to connect your lips once again, you can taste yourself on his lips and you moan into his mouth. âGood job, baby,â he says lowly. Your hand slowly reaches down to his aching cock, and you reach into his pants. The contact you make with his cock gets him to moan into your hair. He stands to remove the fabric from his waist. His hard dick comes face to face with you and you can feel yourself start to drool.Â
You bring your hand to wrap around it, giving it a few strokes. His head tilts back in pleasure this time, âAh fuck yeah, babyâ Your thumb rubs over the red tip, and then you bring your lips to plant soft kisses over it. âDonât fucking tease meâ his hand brushes through your soft hair. âCâmon donât be such a pussy, let me have my fun,â you say.Â
âI just ate the fuck outta yours, I really fucking need youâ he whines.Â
You laugh at his whiny state âWhoâs the needy one now?â Finally, your lips around his thick cock, the veins feel up against your mouth. You take him in slowly and his hand guides you as you only take half of it. âCâmon baby, I know you can do better than thatâ You pull back and take him in a deeper, until the tip hits the back of your throat. You gag slightly but take deep breaths in to calm yourself. âThere you goâ he praises. Your speed picks up as he pushes you on his cock. Your small hand finds the bottom of his cock where his balls lay. Squeezing them in the palm of your hand he doubles over at the extra pleasure. âFuck, youâre such a cockslut for me, huh? God,â he says pulling you off of him.Â
âTurn around, ass up face downâ he demands. You turn around and do what he asks. Your face buries into your pull and you get slightly pushed up as he grabs your ass cheeks. âYouâre so fucking beautifulâ A smack resounds in the room and you let out a gasp. He rubs over the red mark and plants a kiss over it. He moves his hands down to the dip of your waist and holds you down.Â
Giving his cocks a few strokes, he teases it up and down your slit. âLook at you, all dripping nâ shitâ you moan at his tone. He pushes in slowly, feeling his veins around your walls. The stretch gives you the most pleasure youâve felt in a long time; he stays there for a little to let you get used to his size. He pulls back until just the tip, and then he pushes in all the way, bottoming out. He moves your hair to the side to watch your ass bounce on him. His pace is quick, and his hands find the front of your chest squeezing your soft tits in his hand.Â
âFuck, harderâ you moan.
Your head is lying on the side of your pillow, gripping the soft material from the pleasure. His animalistic speed gets you to moan even louder. The sound of his hips hitting against your ass and the flapping sounds are loud in the quiet room. He looks down to where you connect and watches the ring of your cream disappear inside you.Â
âCan I record you baby?â
Too lost in pleasure you push yourself up and grab his phone from the side of you after it fell from his pocket earlier. The flash of the camera lights up the room and he watches himself disappear inside you. âYeah, you like that baby?âÂ
Pornographic moans escape your lips as you relish the pleasure. âYes, yes, yes!â you repeat over and over again.
His tattooed hand comes into the frame and rubs over your ass. Your cheeks have become red because of how hard heâs pounding into you. The flash turns off and he throws his phone to the side, his hand cups your pussy, rubbing against your clit. âCum with me, angelâÂ
This tips you over, spurts of come covering both your and his legs, dripping onto the mattress. Ropes of white cover your walls as he comes inside of you. You stay like that for a while, not ready for his cock to leave you. When he pulls away, the loss of being filled makes you whine. He walks away from the bed and disappears into the bathroom. You turn over to lay on your back and your arm comes up to cover your eyes, you donât hear Jungkook come back from the bathroom and you feel the bed deep.Â
âOpen your legs, baby, I need to clean youâ slowly spreading your legs the cool rag drags through your swollen folds. He throws the small towel into a basket in your room and plops himself on top of you. âI gotta pee, moveâ you slightly shove his shoulder. âHold on, letâs just stay here for a little bit Iâm tiredâ His hands wrap around your waist and he lays on your chest like itâs a pillow. You both end up falling asleep in each otherâs arms.
The light shining through your blinds suddenly awakens you from your sleep. You look next to you and you admire the way Jungkook looks in the morning. Soft snores came from his pink lips, peacefully snoozing away. Slowly his eyes begin to open, and a small smile begins to form on his lips as he takes in your beauty. âGood morning,â he says as he stretches his limbs. Tattoos out on display as he stretches his arms out in relief. He plops them over your slightly covered body and pulls you closer to him. âMorning,â you say softly to him. His doll-like eyes stare into yours then down to your lips. Moving closer, your eyes shut softly as you can feel his soft lips glide against yours. Thereâs a spark between you. Like fireworks exploding around you and butterflies erupting in your stomach. Something youâve never felt before. Loud knocking is heard from your door, causing you both to pull away.Â
âGive me a second,â you say under your breath. Nodding his head, he lets you go from his soft grip and watches as you pull a robe over your shoulders, tying it at your waist. When you pull the handle to your front door you donât expect your mother and your best friend on the other side.Â
âHi sweetie!â your mom pulls in for a tight hug, Hoseok next.Â
âHi, guys, what are you doing here?â you say with a look of confusion on your face. âSorry, we didnât call. We just wanted to surprise you!â Hoseok says with a beaming smile on his face. âWe missed you and wanted to see you. I hope this isnât a bad timeâ he continues.Â
You look back to your bedroom door as they set their stuff down in the small living room. âActually-â before you can continue, Jungkook emerges from your room dressed in the clothes from the night before. Both your mother and Hoseok pause. They look at you, then to Jungkook, and then back to you. âMaybe it is a bad time. You know, momâ Hoseok looks at your mother. You two were so close you were practically family. âI saw this cute little cafe down the street, why donât we go get some breakfast?â he looks back at you and sends you a little wink.Â
âActually I should start heading out, I need to catch up on some of my school workâ Jungkook interrupts.Â
âIt was nice to meet you guysâ he bows politely. He walks over to the door with you following behind him. Once you're at the door he turns around to face you. âIâll see you later?â he says closely. You nod your head and he leans in to place a small peck against your lips.Â
Closing the door behind you Hoseok and your mother are left shocked. âYou better start explaining yourself young ladyâ he points a stern finger at you as if you were in trouble. âYeah, honey. I didnât know you were seeing someone. Otherwise, we wouldâve come over at another timeâ your mom says to you sweetlyÂ
âNo, ma itâs okay,â you say, placing a gentle hand on her arm. âHeâs no one really, heâs just a friendâ This gets you thinking. What are you and Jungkook? You have so many unanswered questions that you want to ask. But these are the least of your worries. âSo, how long are you guys gonna be in town for?â quickly changing the subject. âA few days. School starts again soon and I wanted to see you before I went backâ Hobi says, bringing you into a hug. âPlus we havenât seen or heard from you in a while. Now I can see whyâ he raises his eyebrows at you in a teasing manner. You roll your eyes at him as you begin to tell him what has happened to you recently.Â
Back at Jungkookâs apartment, he canât stop thinking about the previous night he had spent with you. The way you looked at him, the way you touched him, the way you made him feel. This feeling was strange to him, something he had never felt before. Even with his previous partners. He canât help but replay everything over again. He wonders how you feel right now. Maybe nothing because youâre with your family.Â
He gets a notification from his phone. A party invitation to celebrate the end of the semester. He canât think of partying right now. All he can think about is you. Thinking about how you feel about him, about how he feels. Everything is so complicated. Now he remembers why he doesnât catch feelings anymore.
Does he have feelings?
Jungkook is pulled out of his trance when he hears the front door open. âHey, where were you last night? I didnât see you in your bedâ Jimin says, his arms full of bags of groceries. â___âsâ he stops in his tracks as he hears your name fall from his best friendâs lips. He quickly makes his way to where Jungkook is. Like a teenage girl waiting to hear about her friendâs first kiss he sits next to him âDid you guys do it? What happened? Are you guys dating now?â Jimin bombards him with endless questions that he doesnât have the answers to.Â
âYes we did and no weâre not dating,â he says with a sigh. âSo what are you?â Jungkook pauses to think of an answer to that question. But truthfully, he doesnât know himself. âI donât know, man. It happened so suddenly. She makes me feel something that Iâve never felt before. I donât know how to explain itâ he looks at his best friend. âIt sounds like you like her, dude. Iâve never seen you so confused about a girl before. Usually, itâs just fuck and goâÂ
Jungkook stares at the floor thinking too much on the topic. He hasnât heard from you since he left your apartment. And itâs driving him crazy. He dismisses it by changing the subject. âSo, did you hear about the party that Seonghwaâs throwing?â âYeah, you gonna go?â Jimin asks. Jungkook only shrugs his shoulders, maybe going will take him away from his worries. After all, it is the end of the semester. He deserves to let loose a bit.
âHey, sorry Iâm lateâ you look back at the voice. Jungkook leans down to place a kiss on your forehead. âItâs okay, I was just finishing up this last assignment. I was late on the deadlineâ you say typing on your computer He hums in response. âSo are you going to Seonghwaâs party? I guess heâs throwing it as a celebration for the end of the semesterâ He says leaning in making sure you are looking at him. You laugh at him for his silly antics and think for a moment.
âYeah, I think so. I donât have anything else to do so why not?â you shake your head. Finishing up your last assignment you turn it in and finally close your laptop screen. You had been at it for at least two hours with a raging headache. All you wanted to do was lie down and sleep. Jungkook could see it on your face how tired you were.
âYou look tired,â he points out. You only smile at him and lean your forehead on his shoulder. He places gentle kisses on your head and rubs small circles on your hand. âYou wanna go back to my place?â He can feel you shake your head and he smiles at your actions.Â
Itâs only later when you bring Jungkook along with you back to your apartment. He lies there on your bed as you finish getting ready for tonight. You both still havenât talked about that night you spent together and itâs driving you crazy. Jungkook is propped up against the backboard of your bed watching as you get ready. You look back at him in the mirror and you make eye contact.m That same feeling you felt ignites in your chest.
âCan you help me?â you say lifting your hair out of the way. He stands up from your bed and walks over to you.
He places his hand on your waist, the other on the zipper slowly zipping it up. He places a kiss on your bare shoulder and you turn your head to face him. He looks down at you with that same look again, the look that always had your heart racing. He leans down and connects your lips. Using his tongue to separate them, into something more heated. You moan into his mouth, softly pulling at his hair making his head tilt back. Breaking the kiss he smiles down at you and squeezes your waist.Â
âLetâs go, Jimin said they startedâ you nod your head at him. Grabbing your purse and spraying a small amount of perfume around your neck you let him pull you out the door.Â
Once you make it to the party, youâre met with the loud noise of people talking and the heavy-based music. Youâre hand in hand with Jungkook. He looks around to see if he can find any of his friends. You spot Taehyung at a table full of alcohol talking to a girl youâve never seen before. He waves over to you and Jungkook. âHey, guys! Havenât seen you in a while. How have you been?â he pulls you in for a friendly hug, but over his shoulder you can see the girl he was talking with eyeing Jungkook. A familiar feeling of jealousy starts to brew within your chest.Â
You brush it off with a smile and nod your head âIâve been good, How have you been?â you ask himÂ
âYou know, just been around doing whatever. Iâm so glad the semesterâs over. The past few months have been kicking my assâ he laughs. You were so immersed in your conversation with Taehyung that you didn't realize Jungkook was leaning down to you. âIâm gonna go find Jimin,â he says into your ear. You nod and send him a smile, he kisses the side of your head as he walks away to find his friends. As heâs walking away you catch the girl from earlier, her eyes trail along his well-built body. Once he disappears behind a door into another room she turns her head around back to you.
âAre you guys dating?â you honestly donât know how to answer her question. Technically youâre not together, but you do things other people who say they are together do. This question stirs up a load of confusion in your brain. Taehyung, noticing the awkward silence on your end, butts in and says âHeâs currently not looking for anything right now. You wanna dance?â He holds his hand out for the girl and she gladly takes it. Now that youâre left alone you realize that you donât really know anyone there.Â
You leave your spot on the hunt to look for Jungkook. His back is turned to you. Jimin looks over his shoulder looking at you, his head turning to see who his friendâs eyes had found. Jungkook walks over to you and his free hand finds your waist. âHi, baby. You having fun?â you nod your head at him. A small smile sprawled on your lips. He notices a look on your face, his eyebrows furrow in concern.Â
âWhatâs wrong?â he says, placing his cup on the counter next to him. You look up to him, his hand finding yours. You can see that look again. The one he gave you before the party, it makes your heart jump in your chest. You only shake your head in response, smiling at him. âNothing, itâs just a little crowded in here,â you say into his ear.Â
âLetâs get out then. This party is kinda lame anywayâ he says as he pulls you away. You slightly tug at him, âNo, itâs okay. It looked like you were having fun. You stay Iâll just find an Uberâ He shakes his head in disagreement, âReally, I donât mind. I donât want you out by yourself. Especially at this hour. Câmonâ Sighing in defeat you follow behind him hand in hand to the front door. Jungkook had told himself that heâd go to this party to let off some steam.
But he canât seem to escape you. He doesnât want to, itâs like you both have an invisible string attached to each other by the waist. Youâre all he thinks about now. Everything reminds him of you and it scares him how much he feels for you. How much he yearns for you, but he wonât allow his heart to go through what he endured in the past. When you make it back to his apartment you take off his jacket that he had offered you earlier and place it on the coat rack next to the door.Â
âDo you want something to drink?â he says. You look back at him from the living room shaking your head at him.Â
âNo, Iâm fineâ
For some odd reason, the air between you two has shifted. It has been different since you spent the night together. None of you dared to bring it up, to discuss what was going on between the two of you. Pulling you out of your thoughts soft music plays through the apartment.
You look up at Jungkook to find him standing next to a stereo playing with the different discs in the tray next to it. He looks back at you and softly smiles. Making his way next to you on the couch he sits closely, to the point you can feel his warmth radiating from his built body.Â
Inside conjuring a warm heart, a person that doesnât match his hard exterior. His bubbly eyes look down at you, with a look that makes your heart pound. He leans in closer, your noses touching, and your breathing pattern slows down to match his. As he gets closer the music starts to fade from your head. He gently places his lips on yours. This feeling is almost like intertwining two souls. Completely magical. This makes his heart rate pick up, the same feeling he had when he came back to his apartment all those nights ago.Â
He doesnât want it to scare him, but it does.Â
Something inside tells him he should stop but he canât.Â
His heart is telling him to keep going.Â
So, he does.
Your arms find their way around his neck, while his hands grip onto your waist. He pulls you up into his lap gliding his hands up to the zipper of your dress. Jungkook pulls the strap from your shoulder slowly, leaving your dress to pool at your waist, planting kisses on your shoulder. You look down at him with a look of something he canât describe. It makes him feel warm, comfortable, and almost like heâs meant to be here with you.Â
Small moans escape your mouth as he places one of his hands on your cheek moving them up into your hair. The small snap of your bra fills the silence of the room. The touch of the cold air on your perked nipples sends a shiver down your spine. He places wet kisses down your neck, trailing down to your chest. Wrapping his pink lips around you, you gasp out in pleasure. Your hands find a place in his soft raven hair tugging slightly.Â
He draws small circles pulling you closer to him. He could never let you go. Itâs like youâre a magnet pulling him closer with each breath you take. Youâre like a never-ending labyrinth that he canât escape.Â
When did you have such an effect on him?Â
The soft touch of your fingers on his abdomen sends chills through his entire body. Lifting his shirt over his head, his abs out on display. You lean down, placing kisses over his chest. Your hand finds its way over his beating heart. His fingers wrap around your wrist, rubbing small circles with his thumb. He watches you intently. Taking in all of your beauty, completely raw.Â
What are you doing to him?Â
You make his head spin endlessly. For a moment, youâre both still. Staring into each otherâs eyes. Thereâs something different about your dynamic, something more warm, more comforting, maybe even like home. It really does frighten him deeply. But he doesnât want this to end, ever. Slowly you lean in connecting your lips once again. He turns you over onto your back, his legs on either side of you. He pulls the dress down your legs and undoes his belt as he watches your chest move up and down as you try to catch your breath.
His big hand glides over your chest up to your throat, gently squeezing. He leans down, attaching himself to you. He parts your lips with his tongue. His free hand finds its way into your panties, exploring your folds. You moan out loud as you feel his digits enter. Covering your sound with his lips you moan into his mouth. Brows furrowing in absolute pleasure. He pulls away to watch your expressions. Pure ecstasy is drawn over your face as he adds another finger.Â
He can feel himself grow harder in his boxers, watching as you enjoy yourself.
âYeah? You like that baby?â he says under his breath. You only reply with a soft moan against his lips. Your foreheads together as you have a hand playing with his hair and the other gripping the sofa. He draws circles around your clit, getting to reach your high. Moaning out his name, he crashes his lips against yours.Â
Pulling his hand away from your heat, he clutches his fingers around the waistband of your panties pulling them down your legs. He stands to take his boxers off, throwing them to the side. âI wanna taste you,â you say. He looks at you with his doll-like eyes. And then he shakes his head, giving you permission.
âWhy donât we have some fun?â
He lays down on the couch while you move to get on top of him. You take his hard cock into your hand, gliding it up and down. He wraps his arms around your waist planting soft kisses on your thighs. Jungkook leans in and places soft lips against your wet folds pulling you into him. Your hot breath hits the tip of cock and the sounds of his moans send vibrations through your body. Planting soft kisses to his tip you run your tongue around until you take him in fully.Â
This only gets him to be rougher. He completely pulls you down onto your face, drowning himself in your taste. You moan around his dick sucking harder. The fast motions of his tongue get you to pull off moaning out loud. âCâmon, baby. You said you wanted a tasteâ he teases.Â
Your thighs begin to shake as he tongue finds your clit, running figure 8âs harsh. You wrap your lips around him once again and begin sucking. The sound of your wet pussy resounds in the almost quiet room, along with your moans. Your hand starts to stroke him at a fast pace. He moans into you, this gets you to lift yourself off of him. He only pulls you back strongly and quickens his pace. Not being able to take it anymore, you reach your high. You moan around him pulling off of him again. He gives you time to catch up to your normal breathing pattern.
Once youâve calmed down he lifts you up so youâre facing him. His hands run up into your hair as he admires the way you look right now, sweat glistening across your forehead, your eyes slightly droopy. Youâre like a goddess in his eyes. The most ethereal being heâs ever set his eyes on, he canât look away.Â
He runs his nose across your cheek, leaving small kisses on the corner of your cheek. âYou ready for one moreâ he says quietly.Â
âMhm,â you hum softly. Carefully, Jungkook lifts his hips up slightly from the cushion beneath him.
Gently holding you, he reaches down to grab his still, hard cock. Teasing your entrance you moan out from the sensitivity. You dig your face into the crook of his neck muffling your moans. Slowly he enters you, your warm walls sucking him in. Your arms are wrapped around his neck, holding on to him like heâll slip through them and disappear. He starts in a slow pace, hands finding comfort on the nape of your neck. You move your head to face him watching his face contort in pleasure. Leaning in you place soft pecks on his lip gradually becoming rougher.Â
His pace picks up, roughly thrusting in hard. It doesnât take long for you to reach your high. âUse me, baby,â you say in his ear. âI can take itâ With those words he wraps his arms around your waist and snuggles his face into your neck. âFuck, angel youâre so good to meâ With one last stroke he fills you with his cum. Riding out his high he takes your soft lips with his and brings you into a passionate kiss. He can feel your juices drip from your spent cunt.Â
Jungkook carefully lifts you in his arms and brings you to his bedroom, laying you on his bed. He grabs a towel from his bathroom and brings it over to you. The feeling of the wet towel against you makes you twitch. He worriedly looks up at you trying to read your expression. âAre you okay?â he says.Â
âYeah, Iâm fineâ you whisper, laying a hand on his cheek.Â
âYou wanna take a shower?â nodding your head you let him carry you away to the bathroom to help you wash up. He walks in first and sets you down on your feet. Jungkook leans over to grab the body wash from the corner of the shower.
Delicately rubbing it across your body. His arm is wrapped around your tummy, keeping you stable. You watch as the soap suds wash away, listening to his calm breathing. Next, he grabs the bottle of shampoo, squirting some into his hand and then soothingly rubbing it into your hair. You turn in his arms wrapping your arms around his waist, closing your eyes as you let him take care of you. That glowing feeling in your chest starts up again. The same feeling you have any time youâre with him. Your ear is against his strong chest. Listening to his heart beat rhythmically.Â
You donât notice how tired you are until you suddenly feel the softness of his pillow hitting your head. Jungkookâs strong arms hold you tightly causing you to fall into a slumber. That night you dream about all of the events that happened.
The loud noise on the other side of the door causes you to wake up. You turn around to an empty spot on the bed next to you. You lay in bed for a moment, replaying the events of last night. When the door opens to Jungkookâs door Jimin doesnât expect you to walk out of it wearing his best friendâs shirt. âOh hi, ___,â he says with a pan of eggs in his hand. You look around for Jungkook, but to your dismay, heâs nowhere to be found. âWhereâs Jungkook?â you say.Â
âUhh, I donât know. Heâs not in there?â he says with confusion written on his face.Â
âNo, I thought heâd be out hereâÂ
âI didnât see him when I got home this morningâ
Questions start to brew in your head. You walk over to your purse that you left on the couch, digging for your phone. Looking through your contacts you look for the man in question.
Me: Hey, whereâd you go? [9:15 AM]
You walk over to pick up your clothes off the floor, embarrassed as Jimin sits at the table eating his breakfast. âIâm sure heâll turn up, he never leaves unannounced. You shake your head and give him a small nod.Â
When you get back to your apartment you set down your bag on the sofa next to the coffee table, slumping your body down along with it. The TV remote set beside you as you turned it on to kill time now that you no longer had class for the time being. About an hour passes by and still no sign of Jungkook. Your suspicion grows larger. He never takes this long to respond.Â
The sound of your keys rings through your ear as you pick them up from the bowl next to the door. You drive with only one place in mind. The rapid knocking disrupts Jinâs peaceful slumber. His mouth was wide open as he sleeps his life away. Quickly he jolts from his bed and walks over to his front door. âWho the hell is knocking at my door at eleven oâclock in the morning?â he grumbles under his breath. When he opens the door heâs met with an irritated look on your face. â__?âÂ
âWhereâs Jungkook? I spent the night at his and he disappeared and now he isnât returning my messagesâÂ
Jin looks at you in confusion. âIs everything alright? He hasnât come by in a whileâ he saysÂ
âI donât know, Iâm just-â you pause
âIâm worried about himâÂ
Now Jin looks even more confused. âDaddy?â Minchae speaks behind her father, dressed in her unicorn pajamas and half of her hair is up in a small bun. The moment she realizes itâs you on the other side of the door she gasps in joy and quickly runs up to you, engulfing you with her tiny arms. âHi sweetie,â you say, a soft smile playing across your lips. âAre you here to see Uncle Kookie?!â she exclaims. âAhhh Minnie, I think mommy wanted to finish doing your hair, only one side of your head is doneâÂ
âMommy said she was gonna put my hair into space buns!âÂ
âOhh so thatâs what those are called, well you better hurry up so you look even more beautiful for todayâ you watch as the father-daughter scene plays out. You canât believe how much youâve grown to love this little girl in only one night. Absolutely adorable. âIâm sorry, ___ but I havenât seen Kook in at least a few weeks.â a look of disappointment grows across your features. âItâs okay, thank you,â you say.Â
You sit in your car âcompletely distraught. Your phone in your hand, tight in your grasp. The device buzzes once, and then twice. No answer. Jungkook looks down at his phone, reading your name with the cute flower emoji that always reminded him of you. He couldnât bring himself to face you yet. Every single time heâs around you itâs like you consume him. Itâs like heâs lost in his own world filled with you. Nobody around him matters except for you â and it terrifies the fuck out of him this feeling completely engulfs him.Â
Jungkook lies in the open field close to the park he took you to all those weeks ago. Trapped in nothing but a void of endless thoughts of what he has to do now. Mind hazy. He looks down at his phone again, your name appears once again. For the second time, he ignored it.Â
1 month later
The fall leaves crunch under your new Uggs you bought a while back. The new semester has started and now it is time for endless nights of no sleep and studying. The buzzing of your phone vibrates against you, pulling it out of your back pocket. âHey,â you say. âHi, you wanna meet up later during lunch?â You pull your phone away from your ear to check if you have any classes around that time. âYeah, letâs meet up at one?âÂ
âSounds good, Iâll see you thenâ You hang up the phone and continue on your way to class. When you get there, there aren't as many students as you were expecting. Some of them may have still been on vacation. I mean, could you blame them? No one ever wants to go back to school after a long break. But it has to be done somehow.Â
You sit down in the seat you always sat at, looking over to the seat next to you. Feeling pain in your chest as you think about the man that would sit next to you every day. The man that broke your heart. Looking away and down at your last semester notes to refresh your brain.Â
After the many hours of looking down at your professors, you finally manage to make it to the diner. You slump down into your seat, throwing your bag onto the one next to you. âRough day?â Hoseok says. He decided to transfer to your school during his second semester. He says that they offered more than they did back home. âDude, you donât understand how much my head hurts. Itâs only my first day back and Iâve written so many notes itâs not even funnyâ you complain. Your best friend chuckles at you as he looks down at the menu to figure out what he was going to have for lunch.Â
âHow do you like the school? Itâs nice, rightâ you ask. He looks up at your question.Â
âYeah, it is. I didnât realize how big it wasâ Thereâs silence for a moment until he speaks again. âHave you heard from him?â You pause whatever youâre doing and bring your attention to him again. Clearing your throat you say âNo, I havenât. And I donât think I want toâÂ
âWhen was the last time you heard from him?âÂ
âUh-â you pause
âThe last time I spent the night with him after that partyâ Itâs silent again.Â
âWhat a douche,â he says. âHeâs an asshole for that. How does he go from being all over you and acting like a couple when-â
âI donât know, I just wanna stop talking about it.â you interrupt. From then on you only talk about school and the thought of you getting a cat.
âHow can they be so cute yet so dumb sometimes?â you ask yourself. The compilation of cats is displayed on the TV as youâre dressed in a thin tank top and a pair of sweatpants. Ice cream in your hands âafter the eventful day you had you deserved it. Itâs not only when you're interrupted by a knocking on your door. After finally getting comfortable you, once again, have to get up. Maybe it was Hoseok coming back to get something he left. âWhat did you forget this time?â you yell.
You completely stop when you find that it isnât your best friend on the other side of your door. But the man that would give you those same sparkly eyes whenever he was around you. âWhat are you doing here?â it comes out in almost a whisper. â__â Jungkook walks forward to hold you.
You flinch back, moving your arms to cross over your stomach. His heart hurts at your actions. But he understands why you did it.
âI wanna talk to you.â he says quietly.
He steps into the house and closes the door behind him. âWhat is there to talk about? I didnât think you had anything to talk aboutâ you threw at him.
âIâm sorry-â
âYouâre sorry?â
âYouâre sorry for making me look like a fucking idiot?â you can feel your blood begin to boil. Tear ducts forming at your waterline âthe lump in your throat beginning to grow, preventing you from speaking.
âYouâre not sorry for shit Jungkook, you made me feel so shitty about myself for thinking-â your voice breaks
âFor thinking what, __?â
âFor thinking that you loved me! For thinking that I actually saw something with you, fuck! Jungkook, you donât understand, you donât understand how much you hurt me.â you cry to him screaming at the top of your lungs.
Jungkook is completely still. Unmoving.
âI do, love youâ he says quietly.
But you donât take it.
âBullshitâ
You move your head to the side, not baring to look at him. âGet out,â
âPlease-â
âGet out! I donât want to see you anymoreâ you exclaim. But, he resists. Jungkook walks up to you, wanting so badly to hold you for hurting you. Much to his surprise, you let him. âIâm sorry, baby,â he says into your hair. Your face is buried into his chest, the fabric of his hoodie becoming soaked because of you. âNoâ you muffle.
âNo. No, no, no!â
You push him away. Hitting on his chest, he looks down at you, a shameful look on his face. âGet out! Leave!â you pound on his chest. He takes every hit like itâs nothing. It only irritates you further. âPlease, leave Jungkookâ he nods in response. Slowly making his way to the same door he walked through.
Sobs echo through the apartment. Falling to your knees you cry into your hands.
Jungkook, still on the other side of the door, hears your sobs. His own tear fell down his round cheeks. He couldnât do anything but beat himself up over and over again for the way he treated you. For the way he acted towards you and for leaving you in such an awful state. He makes it back to his car, and he sits there for a moment in silence, lip quivering as he thinks about everything he had put you through.
PresentÂ
âFinally! It took you about five thousand years to leave that roomâ Jimin says dramatically. The afternoon sun was shining and he had been in and out of the house for the majority of the day. However, Jungkook had been wallowing in his guilt. The guilt heâs felt for the past month and the additional days. The quiet boy sits at the counter sluggishly. Days passed since he last saw you. You were all he thought about â day and night every hour and every second. âHow are you feeling?âÂ
âLike a total fuck upâ voice groggy.Â
âCâmon, have you at least tried talking to her?â thereâs a long silence until Jungkook says something. âShe doesnât want to talk-â Just the thought of not being able to hold you or even look at you is killing him on the inside. âShe doesnât want anything to do with me. Man, what the fuck am I going to do? Iâm so lostâ he admits.Â
He was so scared of this. Losing you. You were the bane of his happiness and he did everything but keep you safe, instead, he completely let everything go â including you. The cluttering of the bowl and spoon snaps Jungkook out of his thoughts. âWell you need to eat, I havenât seen you this disoriented since you had to say bye to Gureum when you left home. Youâre even worse nowâÂ
His appetite has gone away ever since he stopped talking to you. He had been spiraling, thinking all about you â how he felt about you. He couldnât take it anymore, the overthink, the constant hurt of not spending his time with you. Staring at his bowl of cereal contemplating if he should call you, he doubts youâd ever pick up but he has to try, right? Jungkook stands from the counter and walks back to his room. âHey! You didnât finish eating!â Jimin exclaims from the other room. Frantically, Jungkook searches everywhere for his phone. He hadnât picked it up in days and has been sitting somewhere in his room untouched.Â
Finally, when he finds the piece of technology he quickly presses the power button; wishing for it to turn on already. To his dismay, it had been dead since he set it down. He looks around for his charger. After finding the wretched thing he plugs it into the outlet next to his bed and plugs the other end into his phone.Â
After what felt like hours the phone displayed a white apple in the middle of it. He scrolls through his contacts looking for your name desperately. That flower that will forever remind him of you appears in front of his eyes and he quickly clicks it. The multiple rings vibrate through his ear.Â
âCâmonâÂ
Your call has been forwardedâ
âFuckâ he tries one more time. The ringing begins but quickly ends after the fourth. His brows touched in distraught. âFuck __,â he says under his breath. Out of impulse, Jungkook picks up whatever clothes he finds first and throws them on. Not caring about how heâd look in front of you.Â
He rushes out of his bedroom door and picks up his keys from the bowl set on the counter. After hearing the noise Jimin says âWhere are you going?â but before the younger could respond he was already out of the door. Upon opening the door Jungkook swiftly closes it when he gets into the driverâs seat and carefully but hurriedly makes his way to your place.Â
A stop light prevents him from getting there any quicker he yells âFucking light, hurry up!â.Â
Following up after many stop signs and stop lights, he finally makes it to the place he yearns to be at the most. Almost running up the steps he trips over one. âShitâ He reaches your floor and walks up to the door. Repeatedly knocking on the wood. He takes his phone out of his sweat pocket and pulls up your chat.Â
Me: Please open the door [3:00 PM]
He waits for the dancing dots to appear and when they do his heart jumps for just a moment but only for it to settle down after reading your text.Â
__ đş: no i donât want to see you [3:01 PM]
âIâm not gonna go away unless you open this door!!â
âGo away Jungkook!â he hears your voice over his excessive knocking.Â
âPlease, I want to talk to youâ Itâs only when he hears shuffling on the other side of the door that he stops.Â
Everything disappears when he sees your face again. After going a day without seeing you. âWhat do you wantâ your eyes look everywhere but him.Â
âI love you.âÂ
âAnd before you say anything let me just explainâ you stand there blankly looking at his boba like eyes that you always adored.Â
âI love how much you care for others, I love how you can take a joke and not get upset about it, I love the way you look at me, I love the way you are with me, I love everything about you, __â you stare at him with glassy eyes. You bite your lip, preventing yourself from letting out a sob.Â
âI love you so much that Iâm scared that Iâll lose you. Scared that you wonât love me back. Fuck I love you so much that it pains me to see how much I hurt youâ now Jungkook has tears forming. You hear him sniffle, your hand coming up to wipe the tear that had slid down his cheek.Â
âOh, Jungkookâ
âI love you, tooâÂ
After hearing those three words, his hands cup your cheeks. âI love you so much,â he says against your lips â softly pecking until he wraps his around yours.
The early night breeze flows through your window. The large man wraps his arms around your waist, holding on to you tightly â almost as if youâd vanish if he let go. Your hands are tangled into his hair playing with the soft mane against your fingers. A show plays in the background that none of you are really paying attention to. His hands find their way under your shirt softly touching your skin. Itâs not until you yawn into your hand does he looks up at you. âAre you tired?âÂ
âYeah, a little bitâÂ
He moves up so heâs now in front of your face, and his eyes move down to your lips. Gently brushing against them. One of your arms wraps around his neck â securing him in his spot. âDo you want to go to bed?â you shake your head up and down and stare into his bright eyes.Â
To your surprise, he tightens his grip around your waist and properly carries you to your room. Jungkook kicks the door open softly and carefully places you on the bed. He hovers over you for just a moment until heâs leaning in. Lips locking, his hands roam your stomach. His tongue tangles with yours, his hand moving towards your face, cuffing your cheek delicately swiping his thumb over it.Â
âLetâs go to bed,â he says, pulling away a bit.Â
âYou know what, Iâm not really that tired.Â
That sly grin appears on your face and he shakes his head at it. âOh, really?âÂ
âMhm, maybe I can stay up for another hour or twoâÂ
Slowly, he slides your body up further on the bed, hands roaming your waist. His lips place feather-light kisses on the side of your lips. Your arms wrap around his neck bringing him closer to you â your lips colliding. Delicately, handling you as if youâd break if he was any rougher. âCan I take this off?âÂ
âMmâ Jungkookâs fingers hook with the waistline of your pants slowly dragging it down your body. Along with your panties, the cold air hits your pussy â a shiver running along your spine. Jungkook kisses down to your waist, lifting your shirt a bit to reveal the softness of your skin.Â
His mouth hovering over your nether lips. Kisses are pressed against your inner thigh. Your head tilted to the ceiling, relishing in his careful touches. Finally, Jungkookâs hands wrap around your thighs, bringing you closer to him. The warmth of his breath against your sex.Â
Your hands find comfort in his soft raven hair tugging harshly, you plead âPlease, babyâ
âI gotchu Angel, donât worryâ his eyes look up at your desperate expression. He dives in, licking a long stripe against your tainted pussy â legs thrown over his shoulders. Moaning, your other hand finds the pillow beneath your head. His erratic movements pull sounds from you that heâs been yearning to hear for so long now.Â
In complete bliss, he brings you impossibly closer. His tongue finds your bundle of nerves running figure 8s along where youâre most sensitive. A finger prods at your entrance, slowly but surely entering you. âFuck,âÂ
âYeah? You like that baby?â he watches as your face contorts in pleasure. Soon enough he adds another. The nasty sounds of your soaked pussy fills the room. âRight there, JungkookâÂ
âAm I making you feel good Angel?â
âYes, yes, yes!â you scream.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cu-â Itâs then again that his mouth dives in. Much rougher, his tongue faster. The squeeze to your thighs and his harsh movements are what send you over the edge. âYes! Jungkook, right there babyâ you moan. Your essence spills onto him, he takes his time cleaning you up with his mouth. Your hips twitch out of sensitivity.Â
âI know, baby. I knowâÂ
He kisses your stomach before making his way back to you. He connects his lips with yours, you can taste yourself on his tongue. The sides of his mouth are wet from your cum. âItâs not fair that Iâm the only one without clothesâÂ
Jungkookâs hands run along the sides of your waist. âWho said I was done?âÂ
He stands tall in front of you. His hands fall to grab the hem of his shirt â pulling it away from his torso along his sweatpants and boxers. His cock hitting his stomach, the sight making you drool.Â
Hurriedly he connects your lips, tongues colliding. Your hand finds the nape of his neck playing with his now long hair. The same feeling explodes within his chest. The same feeling he was so scared of dealing with, now becoming a part of him.Â
âI need you, babyâ
âYou have me, my loveâÂ
Love. So unfamiliar yet it comes so natural to him now â with you.
His cock prods at your entrance, sliding it against your wet pussy. âEugh, baby please, pleaseâ you beg. Jungkook places small kisses against your lips as if to calm you down. âI gotchu baby, I need you to relax for meâÂ
Slowly he slides home, easily entering you. Wrapping your arms around his neck âholding tightly. His hips rock into yours slowly at first. The euphoria of finally being with you filled his mind.Â
At last, heâs with the one he most treasures, the person that has found home in his heart.Â
His hands ran along your thigh, lifting so your legs were wrapped around him. After making sure you were comfortable enough he picks up the pace. The room is filled with the filthy sounds of your moans combined with the squelching of your pussy.Â
âYou okay baby?âÂ
Your head bobs up and down you say âMore than okayâ
He worships you through the whole night. Thanking every star above that theyâve brought you to him. âI love you, angel, so much,â he says in an almost whisper. His hand cupped your cheek running his thumb along the softness of your cheek.
âI love you tooâ stars are in your eyes. Watching as the man before you admires every part of you. Never wishing to let go. His hand comes down to where you need him most. Rubbing figure 8s along your clit. And this drives you over the edge. Your thighs shake, clenching around his cock â sucking him in.Â
âShit, Iâm gonna cumâÂ
âPlease come in me, baby. I need you so badâÂ
With his final thrust, your walls are covered with white ropes of his cum. The room is now silent, only filled with your breathing. âDid I hurt you?â he says. Silently shaking your head you look up at him, examining every freckle and mole on his well-structured face. âLetâs get you cleaned up then, hmm?âÂ
âOkayâÂ
Jungkook gets up and walks over to your bathroom, already knowing where everything is. When he comes back to the bed he finds you fast asleep. A small chuckle escapes from his lips as he plays with the towel in his hands. He picks up his boxers he had tossed somewhere across the room and puts them on. He looks through your drawers and looks for something more comfortable for you to sleep in.Â
Carefully he dresses you in one of his T-shirts he had left there a while ago and your panties. Jungkook tucks the both of you into bed, cuddling into your chest. Quietly he says âI love you, Angel. More than youâll ever know.
 The room is still dark when you wake up. The dim lamp is lit on the corner of your desk. Jungkook is sat up against the headboard, his phone illuminating his strong features. The clock beside you reads 5:45 AM. He hears the ruffling of your sheets beside him, pulling his attention away from his phone and to you.Â
âHey, what are you doing awake?â you say. He shrugs his shoulders and replied âDunno, couldnât sleepâÂ
âI was up all night thinkingâÂ
âThinking about what?â he strikes your curiosity. âAbout how much I hurt you, and how I caused you to hurt so much because of my stupid feelings-â
âBaby, it doesnât matter now. Weâre together now, right? Letâs focus on us right now. Not what happened in the pastâ you say, kissing the mark on his shoulder. âI know, itâs justâ he pauses. âI shouldâve talked to you, instead of walking away, yâknow? This all couldâve been avoided if I had just came to you.âÂ
âI know that itâs hard to express what youâre feeling. But I can help you through that. The only way I can do that is if you donât shut me out, I need to know whatâs wrong so we can get through whatever it is togetherâ his eyes are focused on his fingers playing with the comforter.Â
âHey, look at meâ Your hand tilts his head towards you. Those bubbly eyes looking at you now. âI need you to talk to me, okay?â he nods his head. Eyes teary after thinking about everything. He sniffles, lips quivering. âI love you,â you comfort. You run your thumb across his lips gently, calming him down. âI love you tooâ You lean closer to him, placing kisses against his lips.Â
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âUncle Kookie!!â Minchae calls for her favorite uncle. âHey, munchkin, how are you?â he places a kiss on her cheek. You watch from behind your boyfriend smiling from ear to ear watching him with his baby niece. âIâm good! Hi auntie!â she says to you next. âHey Minnie, I missed you!â you say as she practically dives into your arms. You both walk to the backyard where everyone else is. Everyone greets the both of you warmly. Hugs are given and small conversations are made.Â
You have occupied yourself with Aria as you speak on and on about how much Minchae has grown. Watching her play with all of the toys she had lying around in the grass. Jin and Namjoon stood by the grill conversing as well. Jimin had been playing one of his Mario games with Taehyung and Yoongi had his guitar in his hand, playing a soft melody, setting the mood.
This is what Jungkook had been looking for: surrounded by the people he loved the most. His eyes find you watching his niece do one of the funny dances she always likes to do. A smile adores your pretty lips, your cheeks rosy from the slight fall breeze. He loved seeing you happy like this, loved how you were with his friends, loved the way you always had room in your heart for anyone, no matter the circumstance.Â
Jungkook loved you and will forever say those three words for the rest of his life.
yay!! after so long, I've finished wait for your love đĽš. it has been a long time coming but i pray you all like it. this has to be my favorite to have written AND my longest! i do hope that in the future that i have the ability to create more stories like this one. i do have a few ideas in mind but ill let this one sink in đ. happy reading lovelies đ