THE LIFE AND WORKS OF Z. CHAR.

Z | Nocturnal | MNL | Jedi-knight | Pharmacist at last! Baggy shirts are love.

[koreanakuno]

Epilepsy

I wonder how much Filipinos know about epilepsy.

Teka, parang mas magandang itanong kung alam ba ng mga tao kung ano ba ang epilepsy? I would love to make videos about it. I hope I can do it in the near future. I’ll be so happy if someone learns from me. 

I think knowing more about it will improve the quality of life for people with epilepsy and they will feel less alone, I hope.

But for now, new (mac book) laptop cutie pleaseee. Jsyk, green at pink na screen ng buong laptop ko since 3 days ago. 

Wala lang, sarap lang umiyak. Hahaha

[koreanakuno]

Galimgim

October 10, 2022

Time check: 17:26

Listening to Taylor Swift old songs makes me feel so young, and she never fails to take me back to when I was still carefree but so sure of where my life was going to take me. Labo ‘no? I can’t help myself but to cry and smile at the same time.

[koreanakuno]

October 9, 2022

Time check: 00:37

I just realized that I am posting journal stuff when my day hasn’t started yet but I still have lots of kwento because my brain gets so excited whenever it’s night time na.

I am listening to Skypodcast right now and I’m already on Ep. 4. I started listening yesterday until I fell asleep. I actually prayed yesterday for my purpose in this world and now I think I am being answered thru this podcast. I hear words like, “start now, do not think too much, success is subjective” and more things about taking a leap of faith, at least for me. Now, I am kinda confused if that’s about me going back to school or to pursue business. ANONG CAREER PATH NA BA ANG TATAHAKIN KOOOOO? *insert dramatic melody here* Kidding aside, I can’t believe that skypodcast has helped me to clear my mind even for a little bit. I also learned new things that I can’t elaborate right now because I suddenly lost my train of thought and it’s not even in my memory bank  anymore, kumain ata saglit.

[koreanakuno]

October 8, 2022

Time check: 2:10 AM Henlo Tumblr,

I missed you, lalo na yung 2010 era mo kasi di ko na gets kung ano na meron dito ngayon lol. Anyway, I’m here to use you again as my journal, just like the old days.

Napa-isip kasi ako doon sa sinabi ng kapatid ko, sabi niya ay kailangan niya daw talaga mag-journal para maalala niya yung mga events. Sabi ko ay gusto ko rin since ginagawa ko naman yun dati pero online, dito sa tumblr haha.

Then, balak ko na talaga na pa-sulat nalang kaso ay tinatamad ako humanap ng notebook na di ko pa gamit, alam kong may stash ako dyan sa tabi-tabi pero kakatamad nga kaya dito ako napadpad. Bali yung about lang sa pag-reset sana ang ipo-post ko para lang may reference ako next time in case na malimutan ko kung paano pero dahil madami pang kuda ang utak ko ay napa-gawa pa ako ng ganito ka-habang post.

GEEZ I AM SO BAD AT TYPING WORDS IN TAGALOG, WTH. HINDI KO NA ALAM KUNG KELAN AKO GAGAMIT NG GITLING O KUNG SAAN KO ILALAGAY ITO. HALA, KAILANGAN KO NA ULIT MAG-ARAL, NAKAKAHIYA.

I am listening to “What is Organic Chemistry” podcast rn and I therefore conclude na wala akong pag-asa sa podcast kasi wala namang napasok sa utak ko, nalabas lang sa kabilang tenga e. 

LAST NA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY KUPS! PLEASE BE SAFE AND HAPPY. YOU MAY SEND YOUR RANTS ON ME ANYTIME. THANK YOU FOR STILL BEING TRUE AND PANGIT. OO NGA PALA, SINABI SAAKIN NI TEN NA MAY JOWA KA NA DAW, BAGO KO PALANG NAALALA, HAYP KA BAT DI MO DINECLARE HAAAA! Anak ng tinapa,

Koreanakuno

[koreanakuno]

I just found out how to reset my Mom’s JBL HEADPHONES

This article helped me: https://thegadgetbuyer.com/why-wont-my-jbl-headphones-connect-to-my-iphone/ In my case, Idk which phone is it currently connected hence the reset thing. Summary: -open your in-ear headphones

-press volume up and down buttons simultaneously for 10 secs Now the article says: Your headphones should turn off and make a ‘ping’ sound to signal they have been reset. I didn’t hear any ping sound, so I just gave up LOL; then a few minutes after (idk how long was it)--- it shut down on its own. I let it rest for few secs then I turned it on. I opened my android phone’s bluetooth setting and tried to pair it again since my phone keeps on saying that they “can’t communicate” earlier lol And then, tadaaaaa! Paired na! Na-reset na finally.

[koreanakuno]

Venting session 101

Do you think I am being unfair to you? Cause that’s what I feel again.

I can’t give you what you want. I think you got pissed earlier too. I do understand that you have your needs but I just can’t give those things yet. I really have a strong control that even if I wanted to do it, my mind says no. Also, I wanted to say sorry but I’m not really sorry so there’s no point.

I am saying all of these because I want to be honest. I want to be honest in this relationship. What is this relationship called by the way? Courting stage? (Wait, is that even a relationship name? Haha) So if we’re still in that stage, you can’t really ask me to help you with that yet LOL.

What else, ummm. I wanted to get mad to that Filipina old lady cause I think she’s taking you away from me but she has a point so nvm and maybe it's not obvious but I trust you with this matter.

It’s just that my insecurities are getting bigger. I think I will never be good enough for anyone. This is toxic I know, I’m really trying to think of positive things but I always end up at the conclusion that I am never good enough, I couldn’t even take care of myself. 😣

Maybe I was fooling myself into thinking that I already accepted my fate— that I will not be normal anymore and that’s okay because I know I still have a purpose and someone will come and love me even though I’m more of a pain in the ass.

But it’s been years and I still don’t know what’s my purpose, why am I here? What's my mission? Why the heck am I crying. Ew.

Anyways, I think I’m not making sense anymore. 😬 I just need to vent out and I chose to vent out to you cause couldn’t see you in person, I won’t get too shy. 😅 I just have to do this cause if I don’t, my walls that I broke will be rebuilt again and will just be stronger. I will end up pushing more people out of my life because I am a pessimist and I don’t trust easily. I don't want to do that anymore, I'm tired of keeping these feelings. Are you still reading this? Do you think it's okay not to be okay? What are your thoughts, can you share it to me? Lastly, I really like you or maybe it's more than that and I'm just in denial.

Thanks for coming to my TedTalk! 😉

[koreanakuno]

August 26, 2020

Hello Hustisya,

Nakakamiss kang kausap. Gumising kana.

Ang hirap naman maging babae, di pwedeng bumanat at maglalandi di tulad nung ginagawa niyong lantaran yung kakapalan ng mukha hahaha.

Last ko na yung kay Chewie. Di na ko uulit lol

[koreanakuno]

May 22, 2020

I just realized that I am partly a selfish btch as an eldest. Alam mo yun, alam ko kasi yung hirap growing up as an eldest tapos wala kang katulong, alam ko yung pag inutusan mga kapatid ko ay ako parin gagawa sa huli. Tapos somehow, I am making them taste their own meds. Tapos ngayon galit sila dahil di ko sila tinutulungan? Parang gago lang.

[koreanakuno]

Seryoso ba yun? Pinatos niyo talaga makipaglandian habang may quarantine tapos ocakes lang sainyo na matapos yun until May 15? Hahahahaha sheryoshooooo? Hindi ba yun masakit? Nakakaloka, matanda na ba talaga ako? Hindi ko na bet masaktan ng ganun-ganun lang huhuhu. Isipin mo kasi, di pa man kayo ay umiiyak kana, ano yan, praktis?

[hindinapumogi]

Gusto ko lang ibalita na nakamove on na ko sa ex ko. Yun lang po!!! Maraming salamat po

[koreanakuno]

HAHAHAHAWEHPARANGDINAMAN.

Char. I second the motion mga baks! Wala na kasi yung name ni ex sa netflix niya. Hahaha

[hindinapumogi]

86. Do you love me? Hahahahaha

Yes, as a friend

[koreanakuno]

Ay, showbiz.

[koreanakuno]

Para po sa anon nya, walang jowa yan. Jowain nyo yan please lang

Ocakes. Bugaw ka rin pala dito. Thank you.

[koreanakuno]

hiii

Hello! Uso pa pala ang naga-anon? Hehe. Sorry matanda na. Lol

[koreanakuno]

QUARANTINE DAY:

I lost count. Pang-ilang araw na ba? Nakalimutan ko rin palang kunin yung sweldo ko, swerte ng amo ko. Hay.

Taong-bahay ako, so keri lang. Ang hindi ko lang keri ay yung kailangang marami kang ginagawa dito sa bahay para masabing may nagawa kang maganda sa isang araw. Hindi ko lang gets yung kilos ng kilos, ikot ng ikot. Kalilinis ko lang kahapon tapos ngayon ulit? Bakit ko ba itutupi yung higaan ko e mamaya naman ay hihigaan ko ulit yun? O baka naman kasi tamad lang talaga ako? Ah, oo tamad. Napaka-tamad ko talaga.

Nakakaloka maging ako.

[koreanakuno]

Bored?

Sali kayo sa Tumblr Online Rambulan sa facebook! Mauubos oras mo katatawa sa posts nila haha! Swak to doon sa circa 2009-2012. Parang bumalik ka sa dati. Parang HS ka ulit hahahaha.

[koreanakuno]

March 29, 2020

Para akong multo dito sa bahay, sa gabi ako active tapos sa umaga ay tulog na tulog. Pag gising ko ay pagagalitan ako. Hahaha, napaka-walang kwenta ko namaaaaan.

[koreanakuno]

I am wondering . . .

why did I end up like this?

why I don't have plans for my future?

why am always wearing a happy mask?

why am I suicidal?

why am I selfish?

why am I a burden?

why am I not close to my parents?

why can't I open up to my family?

WHAT IS MY PURPOSE?