kawalski dom

40 years old. I'm just three Kolbalds in a trenchcoat. US Army veteran GWT E-4 Mafia is for life. heteroflexiable/male/dom/Brat tamer/feminist/LGBTQ Ally/ Social Democrat / Reformed Drunkard/ constantly learning/ always willing listen/ aspiring author of trashy novels/ I have a non- detachable penis/minors dni always happy to help a strong independent women find out how much of a submissive slut she really is. Any woman taking charge of her sexuality is hot and I'm just happy to help. Getting really into feminizing other men. Always had a thing for tomboys. of that age that has an emo girl fetish, please excuse that. Getting into humiliation and enf again. Craving to control a submissive but scared I'll mess it all up. trying to figure out if I am chaser . anti-colonialis, pro union, lapsed jedi, pro-bacon and provegan, finally owning and dealing with my feelings of attraction towards musculine presenting individuals . generally nerdy and nurospicy of some sort. undiagnosed nurospicy other than dyslexia. I'm still salty about Seaquest DSV cancelation, and now they did it again to lowerdecks. While deadpool vs wolverine was great, i feel like its a missed opportunity. Gaint history nerd. felt the last election coming. tired of neo-librals blaming everything on people not getting it or being to something, when they are the problem. happy Marvel is experimenting again. not feeling capable of more than online interactions, yet getting desperate to spank a bitch. clinging to hope because I REFUSE TO LET THEM WIN. whishing most enf pics didn't feel like revenge porn. Laughing at liberals realizing they're the one that might be wrong and have to change. Trying to find a place to live. finally understanding why they really canceled the Cape. hoping there's a place where I can just hang out and talk nerd shit and all the women are in their underwear. feel to submit pictures/stories ask questions. MINORS DNI

[kowalski-dom]

I got to stop trying to interact with folks. A couple of people blocked me and/or left Tumblr in the span of a few days. I'm awkward as fuck irl, not much better here. All my ex's say I can't flirt, which is true.

I can handle people calling me a piece of shit to face. If it's an opinion and they're not throwing me out of my home. Which happened almost two years ago now. Fuck landlords.

Anyways, it's feeling ignored that really gets to me. It's something I'm working on with my therapist. Just needed to post about it, I guess.

So, to everyone I've insulted, triggered, or offended, I'm sorry. I know I deserve to get blocked.

I am most likely incapable of having healthy relationships at this moment in my life, so sorry for that.

I'm not looking for pity or anything, just trying to understand myself. For instance, why positive change to help me find connection with people is good, but fixing myself because I'm broken is bad if that makes any sense.

I think I'm going to keep this pinned post going as a long-haul log of my emotional state. My best friend just got married to the girl of his dreams. A few months ago, I was trying to calculate how long to wait before I tried to kill myself. But today, I'm just happy for them and looking forward to my future. It's a nice feeling, I hate that it's so much work to feel that way.

Doing okay, went to a friend's munch and had a good time. I need to start working on getting back out into the world. Been to long. I need put myself out there again.

I need to get back out there, but I don't want to deal with dating apps, speed dating, or actually going outside.

21/8/25 Haven't joined an app yet, but i have been to some events. Was demoing fire play for a bunch of first-timers at a kink convention this past weekend. Must of topped 20+ folks in 2 hours. Now that was a rush, feeling pretty good about it.

Had a good Halloween. I hope you did, too. Still looking/finding myself. Feeling hopeful about the future.

12/2/25 Getting a real id is annoying. For God sake the government has my DNA, prints, and retinal scans. Fuck.

1/13/26 So fucking horny need to spank a bottom.

2/6/26 the world is starting to burn. I will only address what I can control. I am going to make a serious effort to not like or repost any A.I. erotica, especially stuff that depicts potential under age individuals. Time to start eroticizing 35 year old ladies and gentleman. I love an Itty Bitty kitty committee member, but many pics look like jailbait.

2/10/26 finally volunteered to work the bar at the dungeon. Hopefully I meet more people.

3/25/26 went to a kinky con and was a dungeon monitor. A fun time was had by all and I felt useful.

5/8/26 being an adult trying to date is to stupid hard right now. I feel like I should wear a shirt that says will follow instructions and just leave you alone.

[nylonfeetamateur]

[wednesdays-child-is-missing]

[grimygrimygrimy]

if you look closely the scarring is legible

[grimygrimygrimy]

you all did such a good job guessing yesterday I thought I’d reward you with pics from an earlier stage of healing🔪🔪

[alteanne]

[clubrivas]

[insertusernameici]

[unicornempire]

I love that Leverage really goes out of it’s way to show us that just because you break the ‘rules’, it doesn’t mean you’re breaking the rules. Rules and laws and society are all made up, at the end of the day, and all you really have is your own moral compass and sense of justice; is this just to you? Is it right? Should it be OK for companies to put people in insurmountable debt for the rest of their lives just because our medical care is so expensive in this modern day and age? No law or rule should change what you know in your heart is right and wrong, and I think that’s the key thing that makes someone a good person in my eyes.

[theheroheart]

#there was a time when parker wouldn’t have noticed, #not because she lacked the capacity to care, #but because she had narrowed herself, #to stay alive she cut off as many unnecessary things as possible, #watching her get them all back, #is one of the glories of this show (via @seananmcguire)

[jack-the-bear]

Leverage hands down has the best character development I’ve ever seen.

[lets-go-steal-an-ot3]

This scene hit me like a brick. My parents were hundreds of thousands of dollars in debt when I was 16 bc I’d had cancer the year before (my treatment ended up being free but the initial ER bills and such were not).

But somewhere along the line they just… Disappeared. My mom says they’re not being paid and they’re not in collections. It’s almost as if someone out there did…exactly what Parker did.

Ever since I saw this the first time, I’ve imagined it was Parker doing it. That she and Hardison had a free weekend and decided to take it out on a collections agency. That I was one of the lucky ones who got a little Leverage.

[gay-jesus-probably]

Okay but like yeah, that is actually a thing that happens, albeit not exactly like this. I don’t remember the exact process but basically there’s a booming industry to sell peoples debt - the business you owe money to sells it to someone else for a fraction of the money owed, wipes their hands of the whole affair, and now whoever bought your debt is riding your ass to get you to give the money to the. But it’s also entirely possible for people to just… buy up massive amounts of debt for pennies on the dollar, and then just. Forgive it. Because capitalism is a living nightmare, but the system is broken enough that it’s possible to exploit it for good sometimes.

Like, the main reason I know about this is because John Oliver did a piece on debt buying a few years ago, and ended it by revealing that he’d bought 15 million dollars worth of medical debt just so he could forgive all of it. Both to expose how broken the system was because some random fucker like him could buy millions of dollars in peoples debt with zero regulations, and also just to take the record for biggest TV giveaway in history.

[mikkeneko]

A charity where you can do this, right here.

Be Parker! Be somebody else’s Leverage!

[melyzard]

Reblogging for the website.

[nianeyna]

yes! if you want to help with the medical debt crisis in the US and have some extra money please donate to RIP Medical Debt if you can. They’re completely legit and really do what they say - you really CAN relieve an incredible amount of debt for the needy with even a small donation. I’m a monthly donor and receive a quarterly report of the debt they’ve abolished, and it truly is amazing. Based on those reports the average amount of debt abolished per person is actually I would say about $600 - which means, if you’re doing the math, that with a $6 donation to RIP Medical Debt, you can potentially pull one person out of a poverty spiral - maybe even one family. For six dollars. that’s a pretty good deal, I think.

[spankport]

[strictandfair]

The young man’s talent and competence was known by the family thus the family offered thier adult daughter to him to spank with the hope and expectation that her cute bottom bouncing under the leather paddle would have him clammoring for the chance to have her as his own. The young woman played her role perfectly, pleading and begging for her modesty and her bum not to be spanked by him even while subnissively following his orders entirely.

[scrubs32]

Feeling sexy let me give you a few options ⛑️👅💯🩺💋

[redridingbottom]

[kowalski-dom]

If you're argument is sound then being naked, helpless, and exposed to the review board shouldn't matter.

[pro-fiction-jellicle]

It's ok to have rape fantasies/kinks where you're the aggressor.

It's ok to have teacher/student fantasies/kinks where you're the teacher.

It's ok to have power imbalance fantasies/kinks where you're the one with more power.

It's ok to have predator/prey fantasies/kinks where you're the predator.

It's ok to have pain/punishment fantasies/kinks where you're the one inflicting the pain/punishment.

Your fantasies and kinks don't make you a bad person.

Safely exploring your fantasies and kinks through fiction or through role playing (either online or in-person acts) with other consenting adults doesn't make you a bad person.

[kinkynerdsblogv4]

[kowalski-dom]

Settle down! Independence is overrated.

[pleasenomoresir]

A wonderful set of the stunning Belinda Lawson getting caned nude at Firm Hand Spanking. These pictures had been individually uploaded by @natalienelly83, I have re-uploaded them as one set because otherwise it would take a day and a bit to reblog these awesome pictures the way my queue is set up.

[thepinkpapers]

[firmhandedwomen]

This was her first spanking ever and she couldn’t believe how much her stepmom’s hand stung over her jeans. She knows her stepmom had said she was going to get a bare bottom spanking but there was no way she’d actually do that, right? Definitely not at her age, she thought to herself. She was going to be in for quite the shock as she would not only receive a bare bottom spanking but she would be getting a strong dose of the wooden hairbrush.

[bondage4all2-deactivated2025072]

[bruuu88]

[masterpandyiv]

Its first corner time