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Okay, fine, you don’t need to. We still will though, right? It’s been a long week without you. I just want to… I don’t know. Try for some normalcy.

And I want to make you feel better. That’s my job.

kplarchive

Yeah. We will. I really... missed you, by the way. A hell of a lot.

Unless you have some way to give me short term memory loss, I doubt I'll be feeling much better about anything.

#car

adriennerixen

I didn’t say it needed a cut. Just an observation. (nudges his shoulder with her knee until he un-shrugs, then runs her fingers through his hair again)

I’m not going to sit here and tell you to get over it, because that’s stupid, but - Kota, she’s not the first and she won’t be the last, okay, you’re literally living in a frat. There will be more girls. That being said, I’m here as long as you need me. If you just need to… let it out, or whatever. D’you need to cry? Need to get stoned?

kplarchive

No, I don't need to cry. I just - I need to get her out of my head. I still care about her; I still give a fuck about her. Do you know how shitty that feels? Really shitty. It feels really fucking shitty.

I don't need to get stoned, but... y'know. Unless it has some freaky Total Recall type powers where I can somehow remove her from my memory, I don't really need it.

#car #look at this poor young puppy

adriennerixen

Well. That and my quality rolling skills.

Yeah, yeah, feelings are gross. (cards her fingers through his hair and tugs at one lock for a moment) Your hair is getting shaggy, babe. Are you sure you’re okay with all of this? I mean, do you think this whole… breakup thing is permanent?

kplarchive

Is there a point in cutting my hair if you're the only one who'll notice? (shrugs and looks up at her, his eyes heavy and sad) You'll have to ask her, since it was her idea and her doing. But I think it's permanent. You don't take someone to DC and break up with them if it's just temporary or something. Whatever.

#car #oh no he's so hurt no stop

adriennerixen

I never did. (pats the side of his face half mockingly, half affectionately) You know i’m always Team Kota.

kplarchive

Yeah, I know; it's why I keep you around. (gives her a little nudge in her ribs, then rests his head in her lap with a sigh)

I didn't even know I could still feel this shitty about someone. I thought I got past that when I got to high school.

#car

adriennerixen

I never said that I didn’t like her. You make me sound so bitter.

I can’t quite stop writing papers but thank you for your very sage advice, dude.

kplarchive

Well. You're my best friend or whatever. You're supposed to not like her, especially now. So do that. Make me feel better.

#car

adriennerixen

… fine, we can play that game. I’ll needle you about your feelings n’ shit later. Open me one of those and I’ll find us some background noise. Mixtapes by strangers on the Internet have been blessings for writing papers.

kplarchive

Haven't I told you to stop doing that? Writing papers, I mean. All they do is stress you out and keep you from seeing me, so you should stop. By the way, if you totally wanna hate her now, you can. I won't hold you accountable anymore.

#car #[skype sun emoticon]

adriennerixen

Yes, yes, a thousand times yes… seriously though, we /are/ going to talk about this.

kplarchive

Talk about what, exactly? I mean, we can talk about how fucking bored I've been with you being MIA for like a week. If that's what you want.

#car

Hey, stupid. I got weed and beer and a mighty need for many, many distracting things. So, are we doing this or what?

#car #look at him hiding his feelings very very badly

avjogia

#ig*#d*

adriennerixen

Often | Adrikota.

adriennerixen

She felt a heat rising up the back of her neck, setting her pleasantly on-edge for a moment. Some dangerous combination of nostalgia and physical want washed over her, her palms suddenly feeling clammy, her grip on the bong tightening from nervousness. Licking her lips and looking down quickly, she squirmed on the spot, calming her heartrate a little, and then leaning down to finish her hit.

She’d gone over the scenario probably six-hundred times in her head. Never once had she pictured herself doing anything to spite Anslee. That wasn’t like her - she’d never been like that, and she wasn’t about to start. Anslee was… sweet to her. As much as she hated it - she wouldn’t have ever been able to bring herself to intentionally hurt her. Not without a motive, at least, and Kota wasn’t really a motive. She didn’t own him, no one had ‘stolen’ him from her - ‘revenge’ on the whole situation would just be the same as ‘being a massive huge bitch’ which she wasn’t interested in.

Most of the chamber had been cleared - she pulled back and covered the top with one palm, turning away to cough a little before taking the rest, blindly holding it out to him by the neck. “We both know you don’t have it in you, to take it back. It’s admirable, really.” Adri smirked a little, keeping three important things in the forefront of her mind: 1) This was a special occasion, having him all to herself like this for an extended period of time, 2) She was waaay too drunk and halfway-stoned to be allowed to overthink any of what was going on. Save that for sobriety, and lastly, 3) Kota had Anslee. Kota had Anslee. Kota had Anslee. Kota had Anslee. Kota had Anslee. Kota had Ansl- “I think that bong might have been the single-best investment we’ve made all year.” Distraction. Dialogue. The longer she kept smoking and talking with him, the better she felt.

kplarchive

He grabbed it from her, effectively ending his reign of terror over her - the one he may or may not have been at least slightly aware of starting and continuing. He nodded in agreement with her statement as he snatched the lighter out of her hand and lit it, watching as the chamber filled for a second. He coughed after an inhale just slightly more than his lungs could take. When he finished off what was left of the smoke, he passed it back to her with a smile.

"It feels like... it's been way too long since we got to do this, you know?" He didn't really have a reason to this time, but he ran his hand over her ankle and shrugged. "So. What movies are we watching tonight? Might I suggest the entirety of the Casper series? For comedic effect, obviously."

#mpar #often #kota the asshole!!!!

legrandarchive

Waiting for me? That’s cute, babe.

Whaddya think? ‘Bout time we christened this thing?

kplarchive

Sure, dude.

It still needs a name, though. I was thinking... Growlithe. Like the Pokemon. Because I'm cool.

#cml

legrandarchive

Have you broken in your new piece yet?

kplarchive

Oh, uh... Nah. I was waiting.

#cml #helo i am trash bag god

calandriaxabaya-deactivated2014

"Uh can I help you with something? Is it so important that you’re interrupting with my playing time?"

kplarchive

I, uh... I was hoping to join you. If that's cool.

#cca #guITAR GIFS!!!!!!!!!

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adriennerixen

Often | Adrikota.

adriennerixen

"Mhm. It’s one of my defining traits, according to the Archetypes quiz." she mocked, humming lowly in the back of her throat, a little content noise at everything being normal, for a moment.

"I’m working on it, jeez, have some patience." She lit it immediately, filling the chamber with a slow inhale, before pulling away, covering the top with one palm as she laughed and tugged her foot softly from his reach. There was a sharp conflict between two battling sensations for a moment, and she knew better than to sit still and let one win over the other. "When do I ever?” she commented - it felt like a lie, though, and she knew it was.

kplarchive

"Don't act all shy or whatever. You know you love it," he chuckled, pulling her foot back and repeating the gesture. He looked up at her shortly afterwards, loosening his grip on her foot and giving her a small smile. It suddenly dawned on him that the "it" in question could be two vastly different its and he shook his head slightly before he ran his hand through his hair and looked up at her.

"If you don't hurry up, I'm taking your gift back," he warned - playfully, of course, accompanied by as serious a face as he could make without breaking.

#mpar #often #im trash im sorry