Itās a secret: Kun imagine
Requested by @teanage (like a million years ago)Ā
Pairing: Kun x female reader (Y/N) (ft. an appearance by Lucas)
Summary: Youāre both in the same company; you have been in a relationship with Kun for some time now, but in secret for the sake of your jobs as idols. SOMEONE (*cough* Lucas *cough*) finds out about it tho o.OĀ
A/N: I know this isnāt really what you wanted but.... itās been going on for way too long now lol, I had to finish it at some point.... It kinda sucks but who knows, maybe in a 100 years there will be a part 2?? (because I feel like I canāt leave it ending like this....)
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These statement earrings had been a pain all day and you were itching to get them out of your ears as soon as you walked off stage. To be honest, it was nothing to complain about, it was just quite annoying. Adrenalin that came from nerves and excitement of performing still rushed through your body as you got in the car that would take you back to your dorm. You had just done a pre-recorded performance of your groupās debut stage, one with and one without the audience. It was no surprise that you felt a huge amount of pressure being the main vocal in a new girl group under SM Entertainment. With so many other successful groups and artists in your company you had many times doubted your own talent and asking yourself if you were good enough to continue. Being confirmed in the final lineup to the group felt like coming out of a bloodbath.
The music video had been released only a few hours ago so you and the rest of your group members watched and read the comments from the viewers. The response was overwhelmingly positive. You all congratulated each other on the hard work you had put into this. Although you had just debuted, literally a few hours ago, SM decided to start promoting the group almost three months ago. Sure being a trainee was hard, but now you really had to work, photoshoots, performances, TV shows, radio shows and the list goes on and on. This was all a big achievement and you could not wait to call your parents and tell them about what happened today.
As you and the other members walked through the door to your dorm you hear a bang coming from somewhere in the room and the light was turned on. In front of you stood (most of) the members of your senior group NCT.
āCONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR DEBUTā they all said in what was almost unison as confetti waned.
āFOOD!ā Sebin exclaimed as soon as she saw the dining table.
You had been close with many of the members that had debuted in NCT for a long time, you came to the company 6 years ago and you had spent many hours training and living closely to what was now the members of NCT; and a couple of nights sneaking out together to get food when you were not really supposed to be eating. It was on one of those nights last year that Kun had confessed his feelings for you.
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(throwback) It was almost 1am and you had planned to meet up with four other trainees to go and get food in the nearby convenience store. You waited outside of the door of another dorm for the other trainees to come out and after about a minute the door opened. Kun was the only one to walk out, even though you expected two more people.
āSorry itās just me, the others couldnāt come, they fell asleep after practice,ā he said as he tied his shoelaces.
āYou donāt need to apologize for that! Still gonna be a good time, and food,ā you smiled. He nodded in agreement and let out a little chuckle.
The two of you walked out of the apartment complex together, trying your best to not make any noise that could potentially get you busted for sneaking out at night. You crossed the street and got to the convenience store. Kimbap was always a good choice when you wanted food so that is what you ended up getting.
Since you had no actual manager yet, you and the other members spent the nights alone, there would be someone there during the daytime to look after you and make sure you got to practice and take any classes you needed. You and Kun decided to go to your dorm to eat there since there would be a smaller chance that anyone figured out that you had gone out. It would just be boring to go and get food and then split up and go back.
Once you got back to your dorm you checked to see if the other members were asleep. When everyone had been checked, you and Kun sat down in the living room by the coffee table next to the couch. Both of you unwrapped your food and started eating. Kun was just one of those people you could be 100% comfortable with, if you did not speak to each other it did not feel awkward at all and it was really nice to be around a person like that, you thought. The reason behind why he was like that right now though was because he was both tired and nervous and did not really know what to say or how to say what he wanted to say.
Kun cleared his throat. Something in his mind had just decided that the best way to do this was to be straight forward.
āI like you,ā he started. It was not the usual tone in his voice that spoke this time. He would usually sound more āwhateverā or happy about it. This time was different and you stopped eating right as you were about to take another bite, you just froze, waiting for him to continue.
āA lotā he continued. After that he did not say much, nervous about your response. You swallowed some more food before you looked up at him, his head and eyes quickly turning a different direction while fighting the blush that was building on his face.
āReally?ā you asked. Kun nodded.
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It was not really food that was on the table, but snacks and nachos with dip. Sebin walked over to you with a plate filled with basically everything; no secret that she loved food and snacks, it had kind of become something she was known for by now by fans. She ate a nacho before turning to you.
āSo,ā she started. āNot gonna eat?ā
āOh yeah,ā you said. Your mind had been off somewhere else for a little bit. Everything just felt weird. You looked around in the crowded room, (mainly filled with NCT) watching everyone having a good time and you felt thankful. As if something had come to an end even though something had just started.
You walked over to the food table and got a plate to get some of the snacks, before walking over to stand in a corner to eat. Itās not that you did not want to interact with the others, but right now you wanted to watch from the outside to capture everything happening around you.
Kun approached you from the other side of the room, the smile on his face quickly made you smile; something that never failed to make you feel instantly happy.
āCongratulations on your debut,ā he said proudly.
āThank you,ā you smile grew bigger. He quickly looked over his shoulder to see if anyone were watching them, but they were all busy with something else; eating, talking, laughing. Kun turned to you again and slowly leaned in to kiss your cheek. It still caught you by surprise and you found yourself blushing for some reason, although you had been together for a long time, he had never been this bold in a room with other people in it.
Out of the corner of his eye, Lucas noticed something from across the room. It was you and Kun together, he knew you were close so it did not really cross his mind all that much, but he still thought it was fun to tease you, it was clear that there was something going on between the two of you. He looked away for a moment as someone bumped into him, almost making him spill his drink. When he turned again his jaw dropped as he saw Kun kissing your cheek.
āLooks like I was right then,ā he thought to himself, even if it surprised him.