You sighed heavily as you switched out your necessary books from your locker. School wasn't particularly your favorite pastime but education was very important. Besides, there were some other reasons why you did enjoy coming...
Almost as if right on cue he walked right past you, once you noticed his tall stature and dark hair you quickly shut your locker and speedwalked behind him. Jungkook was the golden guy of the school, he was good at practically anything he did, the only exception being he was a pretty average student in school. He could sing, dance, and play pretty much any sport... He really was amazing.
You actually had him in most of your classes and you'd like to think you were friends. Sure maybe not super close ones but, you got along and could sometimes hold a whole conversation, and that was saying something because he wasn't the most open guy. You tried not to let his shyness get to you though, because as dumb as it was, you were crushing on the boy.
"Uhh hey Jungkook! I was kinda wondering if you have your notes for history?" You nervously asked after you ran up to his side. "Really? You always take notes, what happened?" He quirked an eyebrow at you. "I uhh.." Quick Y/N think of something! "I wasn't able to focus very well that day.." It wasn't a lie, cause everyone knows just how bad you are at lying, you couldn't help it that you were such a cookie cutter gal. That was the day he came late and had the most adorable bedhe- "Sure whatever, can I give them to you during homeroom though? I want to meet up with my friends right now."
You quickly shook the thought of that cute hair out of your head, "Y-Yeah! That's okay! Are you going to go see Namjoon-oppa too?" You quickly struggled to find a reason to go with him. You mainly knew Namjoon because he was your chemistry partner and you were the only one in that class that would listen to his lyrics and ramblings, well that and you were also the only one nice enough to partner with the "god of destruction."
"Yeah, why?" Jungkook was staring straight ahead as he walked, pausing occasionally to bow to someone. "He's my lab partner and I wanna make sure he didn't write his homework on how we are all just like electrons in life, moving from one place to another again.." You absentmindedly said. He let out a light chuckle and with that your cheeks did not hesitate to heat up. "Sounds like him."
You walked the rest of the way in silence while trying to sneak glances at him. How did he always manage to look so cute? He had this permanent boyish charm that jus- "HEY KOOKIE YOU'RE LATE!" Your thoughts were once again interrupted by an excited Taehyung jumping on Jungkook's back. Taehyung was friends with pretty much everyone, even the teachers. You were always so envious of his people skills, for someone to be able to get so close to Jungkook there had to be some superpowers involved right?
"Who's this you've got with you?!" Hoseok winked at Jungkook, "Could it be our Jungkookie has finally found a girlfriend?" He was now pinching your cheeks. At least that could be your excuse for the excessive blushing. "N-No we-" You struggled to get out the words, "No she's not she just needed my notes, and she's actually here to talk to Namjoon-hyung," he spoke with pretty much no hesistation in his voice.
"Needed your notes? Is that what they're calling it nowadays?" Namjoon snickered before getting hit in the stomach by Jin. "What they're calling what?" You blinked up at him. "Umm- Nothing it was just a joke," He quickly looked away as you tried to figure out the joke, maybe it was an insider? "What did you need to see me for anyway?" He looked back at you. "Oh right! Just wanted to make sure your homework was on topic this time so you don't get in trouble again," You smiled up at him. "We didn't have any homework for chemistry Y/N," He softly laughed at you. Oh my god, that's right you had totally forgotten.
"Oh god I'm so silly! I forgot! I'm sorry for wasting your time," You blushed again, wow you are just great at embarrassing yourself. "No it's fine, thanks for your concern," he flashed those dimples at you. Great, now what are you supposed to do? You stayed there quietly fiddling with your fingers as you watched Jungkook do a great imitation of your English teacher and laugh along with Taehyung.
Never have you felt so grateful to hear the bell. Now you had homeroom and that meant ten full minutes with Jungkook. You quickly ran over to his side as he said bye to his hyungs. He cast you a confused look before turning to walk to your classroom. You followed closely behind until you both arrived and you took your seat behind his.
He turned around to face you, eyes staring directly into yours. Breathing suddenly became a much harder task than you remembered. He said something you didn't quite catch. "Sorry what?" You quietly asked. "The notes you needed? Here you go," He waved the papers in front of your face while worriedly looking at you. You muttered a thanks before grabbing them and getting out your own notebook.
You actually had a good amount of notes taken, but you forced yourself to copy the rest. You mindlessly scribbled a bit before noticing the clock, come on Y/N you have to talk to him. You lightly tapped his shoulder, "Hey sorry, I-I just couldn't really read your handwriting here." He nodded and turned around to get a better look at what he was written. You clearly saw his lips moving but you had no idea what he was saying. After you let out another soft thanks he quickly turned back around.
This was hopeless, why would he ever notice you when literally most of the school had a crush on him even with him being as social as he is. You quickly finished copying down what you had left. You had your eyebrows furrowed and were currently staring intently at the paper but not really reading anything. Your troubled thoughts were quickly interrupted by the sound of Jungkook's chair moving and him getting up, "You're done right? I need them back."
You looked around as everyone was also getting up, how did you even manage to miss hearing the bell. Jungkook barely waited for you to nod before he snatched his notes from your desk and quickly left the room. "W-Wait!" You scrambled to get yourself together before running to his side, "We have the same class so let's just walk together!" You flashed him a smile only to have him not respond and continue to stare straight ahead.
The rest of the day was the same as usual, you followed him around and got semi-ignored whenever you attempted to make conversation. The day after that was exactly the same, it was almost impossible for you to actually become his friend.
Click! You shut off your alarm before begrudgingly getting up and starting your morning routine. You looked yourself over before deciding a little bit of eyeliner wouldn't hurt for once. "I'm wearing this for myself," you unconvincingly told yourself.
Once you arrived at school you caught sight of Namjoon walking over to you with a dorky smile. "Hey Y/N! Oh what's this? Who are you looking pretty for? Don't tell me the advanced chem student is finally crushing on someone?" He teasingly poked your side. "N-No! I just felt like dressing up a little more today.. That's all.."
"Whatever you say, where are you going?" He questioned while falling into the same pace as you. "I'm trying to find Jungkook, since we have the same classes I usually just walk with him." He cocked an eyebrow at you before shrugging, "He's probably over this way come on."
You two walked for a bit as he rapped his current favorite song. You didn't quite understand why he was this way but he was nice and older than you so you just let it slide. "Hey there he is!" You both sped up to reach the small group of boys. Taehyung smiled brightly at you, even though you had barely ever spoken to him.
Jungkook saw you and let out a sigh before turning around and continuing his conversation with Jimin. "Uhh.. Hey Jungkook... What did you think of that reading Y/T/N assigned yesterday?" You nervously walked up to where he was talking to Taehyung, Jimin, and Yoongi. "It was fine I guess... What's that on your face..?" Your hand quickly shot up to touch around and find what he was talking about. "Oh.. You mean this makeup? Yeah I wanted to try something different..." You trailed off, did he not like it?
"It looks very cute!" Jimin piped up beside you. "Thanks," you muttered, still trying to decipher why Jungkook asked you in that manner. Jungkook looked over at Jimin for a bit, before looking back to you, "What are you doing here anyways?" Your eyes widened at the subtle hostility of his voice. "I was just- I just wanted- Walk with you to class like always.." Your voice turned to a soft whisper. "You're always following me, it's creepy! I don't even know you like that!"
"Jungkook..." Jimin tried to intervene. "Just leave me alone okay!" His eyes were practically burning holes into yours. With your eyes focused on the ground you quickly nodded and ran off, ignoring everyone else. You ran into the bathroom and texted your mom that you were feeling way too sick and were going home.
As much as you tried to not mope around all day, that's exactly what you did. You thought you were actually making progress with him but it turns out he didn't even want you around. Ding! Your phone rang as you received another text, probably from Namjoon. You sent him a quick reply detailing how you were fine and it was your fault before shutting your phone off. Turning your head towards your mirror and getting a glimpse of your miserable self, you decided to get up and take a shower.
Some dumb crush isn't gonna hinder your daily life. "That's right Y/N! You're gonna go on like usual." You nodded to yourself once again before going to sleep and getting ready for bed. You woke up the next morning and made sure to smile as much as possible.
"You're gonna be fine Y/N," You whispered to yourself before walking through the gates of your school and finding one of your classmates that you were pretty close to. You spent a while conversing with them until you saw Jimin's frame running towards you. "Jeez you're impossible to find, I needed to talk to you." He smiled sweetly down at you, why couldn't you have a crush on this guy instead?
"I'm so sorry about Jungkook yesterday he sometimes just-" "No it's fine! I shouldn't have assumed I could hang around him like that," You quickly cut him off, "Anyways I'm running late, see ya Jimin-oppa!" You quickly bolted the opposite direction to your classroom even though you still had five minutes. You politely asked some girl if she could switch seats just for today, and being as excited as she was to sit behind Jungkook, she accepted. Almost as if on cue he walked in. You looked up and met his eyes before quickly looking away, there was no way he was gonna get to you.
You two spent the rest of the day pretty much like that, you'd meet eyes and you would quickly distract yourself with another task. It almost felt like his stare was apologetic, but you weren't going to focus on it enough to find out. After walking out of chemistry and assuring Namjoon that you were fine once again, you made your way to the last class of the day. Well, you were trying to get there but a certain strawberry blonde got in your way. "Taehyung-oppa, what are you doing?" You looked up at him.
"Hey Y/N! Did you know that a tarantula can survive more than two years without food?!" His smile was almost blinding. "I don't really understand why I would need to know that but thanks," You nervously replied, "I need to get going or I'll be late." His eyes darted around nervously, "Do you know what a dik-dik is?! It's like an antelope and it-" He continued blabbing animal facts to you until the bell rang. The halls were pretty much empty now, "Oh no I gotta go Y/N I'm late!" Taeyung ran off leaving you alone. You let out a defeated sigh, what was the point of that?
You were about to start walking to your class once again until something pulled you baclwards into a room. You tried to scream but there was a hand over your mouth. "Don't scream it's me!" "Mumggoo?" You tried to say his name through his hand. "Right. Sorry I just need to talk to you.." You scanned the area, were you guys in a broom closet? "Jungkook why are we in here, how did you get this closet open?" You could barely make out his thinking face under the dim lightbulb. "I don't know... Doesn't this always happen in school AUs?" You questioningly stared at him.
"Never mind that, I want to apologize. I was scared to actually make a friend and you were just so nice and persistent I didn't really know what to do. It would've been fine but then you came to school with makeup and Jimin commented on it and I kinda lost it, okay?" You barely had time to register his fast rambling. "My makeup bothered you? Why?" You looked up at him, was he blushing now? He muttered something you couldn't catch, "What?" He looked back down at you, "It looked sexy..." You blinked twice. "Sexy? What does that mean?"
"You know.. Like sexually appealing..?" He could barely look you in the eyes. You stared at him with a confused look. "Sexually?" His eyes widened a little bit, "Are you joking right now?" You shook your head and he let out a deep sigh. "Sexually like sex you know..." You shook your head again to let him know you didn't, "Sex?" "Yeah it's when like..." His eyes went very wide, "I actually have no idea about this kind of stuff give me a second."
He turned his back to you and dialed a number on his phone, "Hello? Jin-hyung? Yeah I just need you to explain sex to me?" You could hear the screaming from here. "WHY DO YOU NEED TO KNOW THIS?! ANSWER ME RIGHT NOW JUNGKOOK YOU ARE TOO YOUNG! TOO YOUNG YOU HEAR ME?! WHERE ARE YOU I AM COMING TO YOU RIGHT NOW I HAVE A TRACKING APP!" Your eyes were huge, why was he so angry? "Relax he's probably kidding about the tracking app.." Jungkook softly told you after he hung up.
"IT WAS NOT A JOKE!" The door swung open to reveal a fuming Jin. His hand shot to Jungkook's ear and he completely ignored you as he dragged the younger boy out by his ear. You stood alone and speechless in the broom closet. When you reached the doorknob you started freaking out. You couldn't get out from the inside.
You ended up dying in the broom closet when they found you a month later. It was a pull door, and you only pushed.