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NSFW. Enjoy. Cum often. To avoid any redundancies: Male. Korean. Old enough. Scrutinizing your favorite idol is my hobby.

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Is there any ways to get to know you personally? Can we get a SNS account?

If i started a new tumblr just to provide updates on my life and talk to you guys (and give advice here and there), would you be interested? A lot has happened to me...things are calmer now...I have more time to myself now...I miss you all.

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I miss your writing.

I miss my writing, too...among many other things I miss.

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Hyuna really is that bitch. After her dating scandal went public, her bf lost his job. Meanwhile, she’s still out here updating her social media and performing at concerts, essentially shoving her middle finger up Patriarchy’s ass. Queen of flipping the script. She stays unaffected by Korea’s oppressive scrutiny of the female sex. She’s become a very important signifier of Change.mp3 in the Korean social culture. She took the conventional, highly gendered, narrative of “kpop dating scandals” and inverted the whole damn thing. What an icon-- a true phenomenon. Sociology students should be writing their final papers on her. 

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I’ve been MIA for awhile but I need to come back here to say this

The new generation of k-pop fans have received a lot of criticism. Long-time fans of k-pop seem to have this irrational urge to shame new fans for their lack of k-pop history knowledge and their “inability” to appreciate the k-pop genre circa 2000s. I’m starting to see that all this criticism is coming from an area of anxiety. You see, music genres are built by the fans. Without people to worship it, a genre of any type of art will cease to exist. In other words, the fans “make” the music. Or to put it more accurately, the fans have a direct and unobscured influence on the art that is being made. This is why “old” k-pop fans are angry. It is a passionate frustration deriving from the threat of having all their hard work disappear- their k-pop genre, the kingdom they’ve helped built, the people they made and then worshipped, the community they uprooted--all those thing are at risk because the new generation of people came in and said I THINK THE FUCK NOT. The new generation is subversive. Just look at how BTS rose to fame. Before BTS, the k-pop success perquisite was to be part of a pre-existing major production company (YG/SM/JYP, ETC.). Now it’s like anyone’s game. The conventional kpop success model has been shattered. The old fans no longer have control of the market. 

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imissyouguys

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No matter how many years it's been, I always find myself coming back to this blog to just stare in awe at your writing and your presence. Thank you for sharing your experience

Thank you for this kind note. Me too. No matter how many years it’s been, I come back and stare...not in awe...but in an overwhelming sense of confusion, and indecision. Who am I? What should I post? How much do I want to share? How many hair are on Jackson’s happy trail? When will Jimin propose to Jungkook? Did Yoo Ah In come out yet? 

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How do you get over him? How do you find the will to move on? Few days ago, I stopped talking to my best friend and I still can’t get over him. Our last conversation keeps on playing in my mind and there seems to be nothing that I can do to revert it.

You don’t force it. You let the pain visit. And it will leave. On its own. Pain doesn’t need your permission to leave. It doesn’t care. One day you will just wake up and realize you’ve been staring at a corner of a much bigger painting. One day you will take a few steps back and realize there’s more to see, more to appreciate. 

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updates on you and your man please :) xx been following you since you two get started

Only those of you who have messaged/chatted with me on a personal level would know this but... 

I broke up with that guy a while back-- the guy that you all fell in love with on this blog. 

It was such a crappy slump in my life. The break-up + a bunch of other things made me sluggish...uninspired and without a sense of purpose. 

But things are getting better now. The sun also rises, so to speak. 

I started dating again :) I’m happier. I feel like there is color back in my life again: things to look forward to; someone to count on; someone who will always choose me first; lots of food adventures; being pushed to challenge my own routines; growth. 

I hope you don’t read this as “I started dating again so life is good again,” and certainly not “I’m only happy when I’m with a guy”. More so, “I’m starting to make progress again. There is movement again. Excitement. Commotion. I finally found a new comfort zone...and that place is the antithesis of numbing stillness, uninvited solitude, parasitic jealousy and self-loathing, all the things I used tuck under the blanket with me at night before bed. 

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Current cravings: Bobby’s thicc forearms 

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I miss thicc Wooyoung,

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The tan works so well on him. 

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The dad of all dads.

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Biggest, juiciest, cutest, sexiest piece of meat Korea’s ever had.

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Baekho is serving major pornstar vibes in this photo

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My favorite hairstyle on him. It’s cute and such a nice juxtaposition to that beastly body. 

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Reblog if you want Jackson to eat you out.

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That i-had-some-good-dick-last-night stance.