SEMI-HIATUS FOR SCHOOL

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“You thought you could train me?” He asked in disbelief. He knew she was playing around but still, it offended him a little.  “Plus, you’re definatly not whipping me, Paige. I don’t know  what weird kinks you’re into, but I’m not into that.” He told her and then finished eating his food, sipping at his drink occasionally.  “You’re mean.”

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“No, no. I knew I would never be successful in training you. You were too much of a brat all that time ago. In a good way. I knew you would only want the best and the best is what you would get.”  Paige almost choked on the sip of wine that she was taking when he mentioned whipping him, her eyes going wide before she used the back of her hand to swat his arm. “Derek! I didn’t mean it like that! You’re definitely still a brat,” she groaned with a smile, her cheeks heating up quickly.

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Derek ran the water through his girlfriend’s hair and  then kissed her head. “You love teasing me, I get it.” He told her and then laughed a little. Once her hair was washed he climbed out of the bath and wrapped a towel around his waist. He then held out a towel for Paige and gave her a soft smile as he wrapped her  in the towel.  “Do you want to watch tv or just go to bed?” He asked softly and kissed her temple. 

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As they were getting out, Paige let the water go and was immediately greeted by a towel which she happily held to her to hold the warmth in. A toothy grin was her response to his softer smile as she tightened the towel around her. “Hm, maybe tv? I can take an hour or so of sleep for some  quality Derek time. Besides, I’ve run on less before,” the woman  shrugged it off before standing on her toes to peck his cheek. “I call remote though.”

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Derek looked at Paige with a slight frown. He wasn’t sure how to feel about her response. He felt like he was pressuring her to be his anchor, even though he was sure he couldn’t control it.  “D..Don’t worry, I..I’ll change it.” He told her, his child-hood  stutter returning and making it difficult for him to talk.  “I can focus on something else, I promise.” He told her and  then pulled away and walked to the kitchen to try and occupy himself instead of getting angry. 

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Paige watched him get up and go to the kitchen with wide eyes and a knit brow. She didn’t move for a few moments as she was unsure of what exactly happened but after a solid minute and a half, she moved to pack and store her cello the way she saw he had it and go follow him. It was definitely something she said that made him act like that and none of it was intended. 

“Der?” The woman called quietly, her voice barely above a whisper while her hand was oh so carefully placed on his upper back, rubbing soft circles into his shirt. “I didn’t mean any of that to offend you. In fact, I was trying to play it cool? I’m sorry if it came across wrong.”

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“I’m getting anxiety over what you would consider really awkward if this is only ‘kinda’.”

[wasabelievermoved]

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                     ❛        so … this is kinda awkward.      ❜

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“I’m getting anxiety over what you would consider really awkward if this is only ‘kinda’.”

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Despite Derek’s hatred for fire, he was able to control it enough to deal with it in small bursts like this. He dropped the match to the logs and stepped back as it builded in intensity.  He brought himself to the couch and curled up beside his girlfriend on the couch. He leant forwards and took the two plates and handed one to Paige once she was settled.  “This is what I needed today.” He told her honestly and  took a bite of food. “I always thought we would be very domestic.”

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Paige had to laugh at that, one hand holding her plate steady as her other hand covered her mouth and nose. Getting comfortable, she sighed. “Really? I always thought we would be apart of the travelling circus as Wolf-Man and His-Super-Quirky-Yet-Attractive-Trainer. I would get one of those cool circus suits and whips. Definitely worth the crap pay.” 

Laughing at her own joke, Paige set her plate to the side and poured them both glasses of wine before taking her dish and heading right in for the food, saving room for her brownies. She already knew that she’d be a hit at her future child’s bake sales with those.

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Derek playful patted her arm and shook his head.  “Stop laughing at me.” He teased and nuzzled her neck as he held her even closer to him. He cupped his hand  and began to pour the water over her hair, before he  washed it, gently massaging her head at the same time.  “You’re not meant to laugh at me, anyway. You love me  too much!” He told her and then kissed her temple after all the suds were free from her hair. 

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Paige could almost be considered to be purring as he was massaging her hair, a happy little smile on her lips as she let him do as he pleased. Moving to sit with her legs crossed in front of her, the woman pressed her forehead into the kiss. “Oh, do I? I think you’re confusing my love for you with my love for watching you do amusing and possibly embarrassing acts.  But don’t fret, it’s still love either way,” she joked, winking over her shoulder at him.

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Derek kept his eyes closed and his head back, his hands threaded together and resting on his stomach. “Yeah, it keeps me grounded, stops the wolf taking over completely.  Do you remember what I told you about Liam? How he  nearly killed me and Stiles on our way to Mexico? It’s because he had no anchor.” He told her and then turned his head to look at her.  “Mine used to be anger. I let everything that had ever happened to me give me a reason to pull myself back and not let it take over.” He told her and then gave her a weak smile. “But things have changed. I can feel it shifting. When I shift, I see you. I see your smile and I feel the warmth that spreads through me when you say you love me.”

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Paige stopped her piece, the smile growing on her lips. Carefully setting down the instrument, she stepped over it and came to sit on the edge of the couch next to Derek. Hearing that she was the thing that was essentially keeping him coming back as human to her brought warmth to her chest and was beyond anything she felt she deserved. “Then I am grateful that I am able to be that for you. If it means that you won’t have a ruffle in your little wolfy tail then I will gladly be an anchor.” It wasn’t as if she could just tell him not to have her as his anchor anyways. Pecking his cheek, Paige leaned back into the couch and had her head tilted up to look at him with a goofy grin.

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Derek swallowed with difficulty, as if a shard of their irreparable memory was lodged deep in his throat. Hearing the helplessness in her tone, he could see himself in her, the lost, broken child who had to grow up too quickly, too fast. This woman was foreign, and what was worse was that Derek could see how this was Paige. She was Paige.

Taking a breath, Derek stilled himself, nerves settling into a manageable hum, before reaching out, breaching the distance time and grief had created for the both of them, a chasm of unspoken misunderstandings and what ifs. Placing a gentle grip on her forearm and sliding it down, taking a hold of her hand, he said gently, eyes probing, ‘I can defintely help you on that, if you’d like.’

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Her eyes fell to his hand as it brushed down her arm and eventually connecting with her hand. It was still so much smaller than his even after so many years though it aided with her fingers fitting into the gaps of his nicely. “I wouldn’t know how to thank you if you did. You don’t need to, if you think it’s going to take a lot of time out of your schedule- I don’t exactly know how easy it’s going to be.”

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ACTIVITY NOTICE:

I have no internet. Apparently Telus hates us and I won’t have internet still for another 10 days. I will try and find a way of getting on everyday but for the last few weeks I have had nothing :/ Ughhhh. I’ll be on as soon as possible, y’all.

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LIKE/REBLOG (for sideblogs) if you would like a starter from main verse adult paige!

(If I can’t think of a starter, then I will go through your wishlist for some ideas)

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LIKE/REBLOG (for sideblogs) if you would like a starter from main verse adult paige!

(If I can’t think of a starter, then I will go through your wishlist for some ideas)

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Her episode on Teen Wolf

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cold and tired but I’M FINALLY ONLINE

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Derek huffed softly, not sure if he was amused or annoyed. “Mocking people doesn’t generally make for good bedside manner, you know,” he mentioned. He held still as she examined him before shifting to face her better. “I told you I’d be okay.”

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Paige sent him a look from her spot below him that basically told him to shut up before placing her hands on his side again and trying to get the last bits of blood. She was definitely going to make him shower repeatedly afterwards anyways. “You also told me that basketball was more superior than tennis and that’s obviously a lie.”

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Derek managed a small snort, nodding slowly. “Something like that,” he agreed with a soft sigh. He considered her question before shaking his head.

“I think for now, just let it go. I already almost tore his head off today. Let’s not give him the satisfaction he might’ve done something right just yet. But I don’t think he needs to be punished anymore either.”

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The ‘something right just yet’ that he had mention made her smile soften and her eyes drift to the path in front of the pair. “Luckily, I don’t have him in any of my classes, otherwise I wouldn’t be able to promise you anything.”

Arms crossed over her chest, Paige focused on the space around them, going temporarily silent.

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Derek laughed lightly as she spoke her new name to him.  “It suits you.” He told her lightly and held her tightly in his arms. He stepped back and handed her the bow again  before dropping himself to the couch and resting his head back with his eyes closed.  When they were younger, Derek would often take a seat in the music room, usually in a corner to not distract her and would get as caught up in the music as she did. It was a  pleasure to hear her play and it would completely calm her.  That’s when he realised; Paige Krasikeva was his anchor.  He looked up at her in surprise and gave her a smile.  “I..I think my anchor has shifted.” He told her, moving to  rest his elbow on the arm of the couch. “It’s no longer  anger…it’s you!”

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Taking her bow from him and holding it in her hand, Paige noticed the feel of the ring against it and realized that she’d have to hold her bow differently now but it shouldn’t be a problem. She would work her way around it as both the symbolism of her music and the ring made Derek happy and that’s all she could ask for.  Starting to play once again for him and allowing her body to become used to the playing after all these years, the woman had a smile fit on her lips as the only thing she heard was the melodious tune. Even his voice didn’t make her jump when he spoke and, instead, she continued into a quieter piece.  Eyes glanced over at him and and eyebrow quirked in response to his epiphany. “Your anchor? Is that the one that brings you back?” It was still all new, but she was learning quickly.