I'm Chestnut 🌰

18+ Blog. We talk, flirt, and vibe :) Also good photos

[imfloatingwhatthe]

I have never felt as human as you have made me feel...

I'm gonna write a small thing about how I felt making this.

I grew up very dehumanized by the people around me, whether friends, family or strangers. I don't know if it was because I'm autistic or what, but I was always treated like an animal.

Simon has been an exploration of that feeling, the feeling of being treated like an animal sent to slaughter.

Simon speaks to the dog in me that felt conditional love. There is something so alluring yet terrifying about the feeling of unconditional love. It feels unreal, it feels wrong. But sometimes closing your eyes and putting out a hand is the first step.

Sorry to get so personal but I felt like it was kinda important for the way I write Simon to be.

[krazykupcakes113]

Idk if it's just me also being autistic, but I feel like this is something more people need to hear.

[krazykupcakes113]

My state (& city) is on fire :(

This sucks

[musashi]

Hey can you guys reblog Cheeseburger so he can take a sunbeam nap on lots of blogs. No other reason I just want you guys to see him.

[krazykupcakes113]

The weather service cleared us from the tornado warning :D

Listen man, I don't live where tornados happen, and I'm definitely not looking to see what one is like 🫠

[krazykupcakes113]

I'm out in Indianapolis for Gen Con and we got an amber alert for a tornado warning. My hotel is putting out announcements to go into the hallways and we might be sheltering.

😅👍

My anxiety is going absolutely insane

[theunfortunate-author]

my daily affirmation as an author

[that-one-writer-hah]

Omg how fortunate! I was going to request for Golden Wind haha it’s my favorite part!

I totally understand your reasoning for why a request might not work out; I wouldn’t want to put pressure on you to deliver when other things are consuming your energy.

If the stars align, I’d love to see a fic about Bucciarati written in your style, but again, no rush, and no worries if you can’t! I’ll still be grateful to see whatever you explore next :)

Aaaa! Yesyesyesss Bucciarati is just *chefs kiss*

I think I'm gonna finish Golden Wind first for sure before I write anything Bucciarati related, but I'm so excited to start!!!

[krazykupcakes113]

I will get around to this soon, I pinky promise!!!

[redstonedust]

you'll spend so long in deep discussions of gender online and then go talk to someone in your real life family and find out they still havent gotten past "women can be good at things" and its like oh okay jesus christ i forgot some people are still on the baby steps huh

[netsphr]

post sparring

[krazykupcakes113]

Little guys! Been getting kicked in the ass a lot, my depression is bad, we just moved, and work moved me to full time, so I have like 0 personal time to write/draw/embroider, but I've been drawing at my client's houses, and here are these guys!

Full page under the cut!

Banana and Leopard Slug respectively! Trying out colors, and I'm pretty happy with it so far! I don't have a blending colored pencil, so I'm doing my best (._.)

I'll probably put more on this sheet later, but It's not now and I wanna post something soon 😅

[fvckw4d]

Do not forget that discord is still planning on moving forward with age verification and has only "delayed it" until "the later half of 2026." They are hoping you will forget while they quietly roll it out when no one is looking. Continue to message them about it. Continue to talk about it. Make it clear this is unacceptable. Discord is one of the only places left you can even talk about or share adult content in private at scale anymore. They will tell you "its not that bad if you dont use it for nsfw" but fuck them and fuck people who say that shit.

[krazykupcakes113]

Valorant Drinking game for degenerates like me

Figured it'd be fun!

My fiancee came up with most of the rules, I helped but it was mostly her.

@celestialking

[krazykupcakes113]

Hand Embroidery Flower Field WIP Pt 4

Done with the sky portion! Now all I have to do is the actual field and the flowers!!

It's a little weirdly shaped, but I plan on framing it when I'm done with it, and hopefully the edges won't be able to be seen!

[krazykupcakes113]

Hand Embroidery Flower Field WIP Pt 3

Pretty happy with how the blues are turning out! The cutting of the initial blues went okay, with only one cut in the cloth!

[krazykupcakes113]

Hand Embroidery Flower Field WIP Pt. 2!

Progress! But I actually hate it being just one block of color so I'm adding a lot more!

Which means getting rid of all of the sky blues!

And cutting them out. Will update when its done. I hope I'm careful enough to leave the cloth in one piece 😭 🙏

[krazykupcakes113]

Okay buddy, that's cool!

[krazykupcakes113]

The last couple of days have been beautiful and I am living for it