Creative Mind

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[Grand Final Match: V5 vs BSG]

The grand final match of this year was held on Compound, right after the spectacular opening. Both teams continued their games fiercely from the beginning of the match. With all the expectations, V5 took the 1st half and slightly lead the 1st set with a score of 5:4. Likewise, V5 won all the rounds without a single failure in the defense and won the 1st set with an amazing score of 10:4.

The 2nd set: In the 1st half, V5 seemed to win with a well prepared offensive play, but BSG followed closely from their tail and barely taking the lead with a 5:4 score. Fierce moments between 2 teams has continued in the next half as well. Both teams are showed their best concentration without a moment of any disruptions and they entered extra rounds. Both teams also deployed the various tactics and excellent shooting skills, but V5 showed excellent concentration in the final round and took the second set with 13:12.

The 3rd Set: BSG pushed V5 with strong momentum and quickly took back the 1st half with a score of 7:2. The 2nd half was not much different. BSG blocked all attacks with their perfect defense and did not let opponent make any gaps easily. In the 2nd half, BSG led the match with a score of 10:4 and took the 3rd set.

The final set: V5 showed tremendous offensive tactics and meticulous strategies without allowing BSG’s scoring from the beginning. V5 took the 1st half splendidly with a score of 7:2 and the 2nd half was went with similar phase. BSG lost their own tempo and V5 performed their best until the end of the match. And finally finished the final set with a score of 10:7. V5 who showed tremendous performance has newly born as champion of CFS 2021 Grand Finals.

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Drowning

He could hear his heart in his ears—thump, thump, thump. Why was it so loud? He could see his chest moving up and down, the pace of it speeding up after each rise and fall. His hands were trembling “I can’t breathe...someone... please help me. I feel like I’m dying. It hurts so much..” His mind was screaming out for help as clutched his chest after the pain and fear bringing him to his knees. Xian was gasping for air on the studio floor and he couldn’t focus, or speak, pretty soon he would be unable to keep his body up. “I can't breathe—it’s as if I'm being held underwater with no way of coming up for air... she needs me..” He wasn’t close to dying but it sure felt like it. The panic attack was severe and if he continued he was soon going to pass out from over hyperventilating.

“𝐶𝐻𝑂𝐼 𝑊𝑂𝑂𝑅𝐼 𝑅𝑈𝑆𝐻𝐸𝐷 𝑇𝑂 𝐻𝑂𝑆𝑃𝐼𝑇𝐴𝐿 𝐴𝐹𝑇𝐸𝑅 𝐵𝐸𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝐴𝑇𝑇𝐴𝐶𝐾𝐸𝐷.” That’s all he seen before his phone slipped out of his hands and hit the floor.  He had just talked to her through text, wishing her a good morning. Telling her that he loved her and that he would facetime her later after both of their schedules ended. Now this. Why this? The feeling was all too familiar. Just last year he was here at the studio when the news broke out about Jackson Wang and how he was in critical condition from a car accident. Why were these terrible things happening to the people he held the closes to him? The feeling and pure fear from that time mixed in with his current fear and sent his mind spiraling fast with no brakes. There was no telling how long this painful and dreadful feeling was going to last. 

Xian brought his five year old Yellow lab, Mellow to the studio every single day. Never leaving him behind. Mellow wasn’t trained to detect signs of a panic attack but he knew something was wrong. Xian was now laying on his back and mellow was laying next to him licking at his tear stained face. He started to whimper then let out a few loud barks. It was rare for Mellow to bark in the studio and when he did, he needed to be let in a door or someone was at the  main entrance waiting to come in. Mellow continued to whimper and whine, resting his head on Xian’s chest.

“X! what happened? are you okay?”The voice was muffled sounding to him. He was took focused on the fear of it being hard for him to catch his breath. the owner of the voice was close to calling the ambulance when another female voice came in and knew how to handle the situation. She was there when this exact thing happened. Something trigger him and she needed to find out why. “Help him relax! talk to him, try to ground him and his thoughts. He needs to slow down his breathing.” She looked around the studio floor then her eye spotted his phone. His phone! The woman quickly reached for it and before she could find the article on his phone a text message came through. Xian didn’t have the number saved so there was no telling who it was from.

[Unknown number] :

Where are you?!

Call me as soon as you can

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@huntersxhunted​

“….Do I trust you? Hell no. But if you’re coming at me with a stupid idea I’m definitely down for jumping in head first. I don’t need to trust you to make a risky decision. If it goes well, great. If not, well let’s hope it’s at least interesting. Why, what did you have in mind?”

Xian chuckled at his answer not expecting him to say that he trusted him, he just wanted to throw it out there as to say Yes! I want to do something stupid, wanna join? He wasn’t sure how things were going to turn out but you won’t know unless you try. “Have you ever climb up on top of a bridge?” He pointed the huge metal bridge a mile from them.

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{Xian x Jimin}

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It was Friday and that meant Jimin was almost free for the weekend. As he finished up his final ballet class of the day, he left the studio and headed to the change rooms. He changed out off his ballet tights and shirt into his regular steer clothes, then left the building. With a sigh of relief he made his way home. That was until he caught the noise of some music. Jimin’s ears perked up as he decided to follow the sound and his curiosity wanted to know why it was playing. The music was defiantly hip hop and when he turned a corner to find a dance crew in a basketball court dancing, he understood now. Leaning against a wall outside of the court, he found himself staying put to watch the crew practise.

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Xian’s crew would find anywhere to practice until they found a place that they could call home, so the basketball court was the main spot for them to practice because of the wide space. It was his dream and also his crew dream to be able to perform on Hot blood dance crew. This was their last run through of the routine. Xian spotted a boy that he never seen around before watching them. He walked of his friends and pointed to the boy, asking if they knew him but none of them did. He was curious so he walked up to fence by the wall. “How did we do?” He wasn’t sure if boy was there whole time watching or not but it wouldn’t hurt to get an outsiders opinion.

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@herbaolist

It’s not that the observation caught him off guard or anything…It’s just that the observation definitely caught him off guard and it therefore took him several moments to even process what he was being told.

    “–Does this mean we’re collecting ghosts when we bring groceries homes?”

Xian always had a imagination that was out there and for him come up with that line just by seeing a plastic bag rolling across the parking lot was normal to him and a bit of people but it still caught a lot off guard. His hand covered his mouth as he laughed, joyed that his friend was playing along it. “I think so, so far they have been helpful around the house. Holding things and collecting trash.”

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khxuna:

She added her number in quickly and handed it back to him. She nodded lightly, looking back over to the staff members that were waiting for her. Luckily for her, her english skills were more refined than her mandarin and was able to understand him, but she continued naturally in korean,” Yea, I don’t know how to deal so easily with the fact that they know what I’m doing before I do sometimes. I mean, I’m not super big or anything, but my company insisted on them to help me with other things so I didn’t have to worry about it. If you’re too busy though, we don’t have to meet up or anything.” She shook her head slightly, unsure of how he felt about them actually doing anything together. 

He takes his phone back with a smile, sticking it in his pocket. “That’s a bit, odd? “ He laughs “It’s like you are a princess who needs to be escorted and watched at all times.” he sticks his hands in his pockets and looks over at her staff that were giving him looks. He figured he should probably let her go and he should meet up with his crew back at the studio. “I’m not busy at all. This was the main event we had and now I have no schedules for a little bit. I really don’t mind.” He starts to walk backwards, holding onto his bag straps. “I’ll  see you around” He says his goodbyes with a slight wave before walking away unable to stop himself from smiling.

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[fyeahluhan]

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khxuna

She grinned widely at his acceptance, she felt too overjoyed for her own admittance, but still, it was something. Giving him a nod, she held out her hand for his phone, rolling back on her feet for a moment,”I need to get away from my staff so they can have a break from me. I’m not used to it yet. We barely started working together about a month ago. I usually only work with them for traveling and this is my second trip so along they came.” She realized she was rambling and shook her head quickly,” I’ll put my number in your phone since I don't’ have mine right now.”

He was a bit taken aback by how excited she got and how bright her smile was. This could be fun? He questioned himself then handed his phone over to her after unlocking it and bringing up the contact list. “ Trying to run away from your...uh....” He stopped mid sentence not knowing how to word what he was going to say in Korean. “uhh.. your people” He finished in English with a satisfied look.  “It’s uncomfortable?” He also adds continuing English.

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khxuna:

As the conversation continued, it became more and more relaxed for her. She could hear the difficulties in his words but appreciated the gesture in him talking in Korean for her. Spotting her staff across the area, the waved and called out to her, but she turned her head to look back towards him as if she didn’t see them for the moment,” Had to crush those dreams of yours.” She teased with a grin,” I’m gonna be around for a few days if you want to catch up or anything?” She didn’t know if he would take the offer, but at least on her end, she could say she tried and she eagerly wanted him to agree but wasn’t holding her breath.

He kissed his teeth at her teasing then let out a soft chuckle. “They weren’t crushed not one bit.” He did a little dance move then stopped when he acknowledged her staff then came her question. Was it okay to hangout? He wasn’t sure how her reputation was or her standing in status. He didn’t want to be a burden to her if her status was high. He thought of every excuse but he couldn’t refuse her offer. What was wrong with being just friends? They are both older and have matured a lot. “Yeah, I don’t mind...You will need someone to keep you from getting lost here.” He teased lightly.

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She couldn’t find many words to speak, she was too busy trying to figure out how to speak to him. Apart of her wanted to at least hug him, tell him that she missed him and another part wanted to show him that she was just as fine as he was putting out. When he spoke to her in mandarin again, she rolled her lips in, smiling faintly as she followed along. The air felt dry to her like her voice was scratching against her throat.

When he spoke again, she looked up in his direction, quickly meeting his steps as she thought how to form her answer,” I’m in China for a shoot I have to do and I’m here-” She motioned around them, glancing around the venue,” because I was brought to see some amazing dance team that my staff told me last minute that I was invited too.” She laughed lightly as she shook her head,” Ah, I didn’t even notice it was you like I had a feeling, but I wasn’t totally sure.”

He covered his mouth as he laughed when she mentioned that she didn’t even notice it was him. But-- she had a feeling? Why does he feels comfortable all of sudden. “What if I said don't turn around and leave...we were so happy, once. If young love is destined to be separated... should I have waited to tell you?” is what his thoughts spoke to him.  He realized that he was speaking in a language she couldn’t fully understand so he switched to Korean. “ahh, I see...You being here is crazy? I would of never thought..” His korean wasn’t as good as it used to be so it was off.

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khxuna :

She felt like her head was spinning, so many different emotions fueling her. She just wasn’t sure which to act on. She knew a part of her still cared for him, but he seemed to be fine. That’s what she was going to tell herself. That was until she heard the familiar voice come up from behind her. Turning her attention back to Xian, she couldn’t help but give him a soft smile. This one feeling much more natural since she didn’t feel the beady eyes of everyone around her. Hyuna still wasn’t good at expressing anything, her cover of sarcasm her scapegoat throughout the years. Yet, at the moment she couldn’t muster any up.

She didn’t trust her voice but knew that was the only way to respond to him. Gathering up whatever it was she needed a faint laugh left her,” I must look really out of place, hmm?” Running her fingers through her hair to help stabilize her, she continued,” You were really amazing out there. I actually could probably use some help, I can’t find my staff and they have my phone.” It was hard for her to admit, but it felt natural to talk to him again after all these years.

It’s been a while since he seen her. He came out to china because he felt homesick and lonely back in korea even though he had family there but his comfort zone and the place he needed to be was here in China. “Mhmmm” he chuckles softly and pushes his hair back out of his face and places his hat on backwards. That’s one thing hasn’t changed. He still has a love hats.

He gave her a small smile but it wasn’t forced or fake. “Thank you.” he motioned with his head for her to follow him. He fixed his backpack on his back leading her down the hallway. He greeted a few of the staff and stopped at the entrance to the venue to ask about the wear abouts of Hyuna’s staff. They told him that group from Korea was looking for a Model girl and they ended going to the other wing of the venue. “Your people are over there” He spoke in mandarin to her out of habit because he’s not used to using Korean so often.

It was quiet walking with her across the venue so he figured he would say something. Anything. “ So..why are you here?” he scratched the back of his neck, actually curious as to why she is here.

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khxuna:

His words crashed against her. “Never stopped.” She muttered quietly in Korean as turned towards the door. The nervous shaking her hands were dealing with disappeared with the sight of them as she shoved them in her jacket pockets, keeping her static smile plastered on her lips. This was good, right? He had a lot of things going for him, she was proud of him. Once he finished speaking, her eyes flicked back up towards his for a brief moment before turning back to the door, shuffling out with the few others moving out.

Once she was out into the hall and had her own sense of privacy since people were passing by her, she was able to let out the shaky sigh that had been building up. Her legs felt heavy and she wasn’t sure how she was going to find her staff since they had her phone. A heavy pressure built upon her chest and she needed to find her way out of here. Dabbing the corner of her eye to make sure nothing threatened to escape, her eyes scanned the hall, go back the way she came through or look for a closer exit? 

Damn. Hurt was a real bitch when it showed its ugly face. It’s long lanky fingers found their way on Xian’s shoulders digging their nails into his skin, oozing the venom that was heartbreak and coldness into his body. It was that last look that Hyuna gave him that broke him free of hurt’s grip. Yes. It was painful to be that close to her and pretend to not feel anything but she must of still had some of type of hold on his heart because he went after her. The look in her eyes screamed so many emotions but he picked up that she needed help.

He told his members that he would meet at the studio later and grabbed his bag heading out into the hall. He looked both ways down the hall before spotting a lost and confused looking hyuna. He took a deep breath and walked up to her. “Need help?” He spoke softly in korean like he wasn’t confident in his words but his body was giving off so much confidence standing before her. 

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khxuna:

She should be an actor, because the moment her eyes locked with his, she fely like she was going to be a statue there. That was until one of the people behind her lost their balance and bumped into her. It’s what she needed to break the connection there. His expression showed that he did know who she was. Not wanting to ruin his and his groups moment, Hyuna gave a bow to the dancers from afar and bowing her head slightly towards Xian, trying not to meet his gaze again. Her heart pounding so loud she wasn’t sure how much longer she would be able to just stand around like this.

Walking away from him would be the best thing for him and her. They moved onto much greater things in their career and she was truly happy for him. Any kind of press is good press was not something she believed in. Bad press is exactly that, bad. Trying to huddle with a small group of people leaving the room, a staff member thought she might be lost and motioned back towards the group with a grin. Of course, it was noticed she didn’t go up to them fully. With a deep breath filling her chest, Hyuna turned back towards the other, closing the space between them. With the best mandarin she could manage, her voice was just loud enough to be heard by the group as she gave them another bow,” It was a great performance and I’m so happy to have been apart of the audience.”

His friend shaking him and laughing loudly in his ear was what brought him out of his reverie. His blinked a fews times and caught the slight bow she gave towards him. It was quick and felt like it was forced. He placed his hand on his chest and rubbed it in soothing way. The emotions he hasn’t felt in almost three years came crashing down on him and it was a feeling he didn’t miss one bit. He wasn’t sure what she was doing here but he didn’t think highly of himself and think that she was here for him and his crew. That would be the last thing he could ever imagined she would even though he imagined this very scenario many, many times years ago.

When she was about to leave the room his shoulders drooped but he quickly picked them back up. He wasn’t going to let this feeling take over him. His sister sure did a heck of job because he put on a face that was unphased when she was directed back towards them. He stood there with his arms crossed listening to her broken mandarin while his members all had bright smiles. “Thank you” all the members said at once in mandarin. “X, you used to live in Korea? Do you know any Korean still?” A member asked “No.” He lied.  He put a smile on his face and bowed his head towards Hyuna. “Thank you for coming. We are happy you enjoyed the show! I hope you continue to support us.” His words sounded prerecorded.

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khxuna :

Her applause continued robotically with the rest of the crowd, the mc being beyond perfect at their position. Yet, all of that was drowned out by the sounds of her anxiety building up. Her eyes glued onto the frontman.

Hyuna was shuffled with some of the other idols, getting separated from her staff. Making sure to keep on her facade of pure bliss, the woman didn’t want to let anything out that she knew the front and centerman. Maybe he wouldn’t remember her? Maybe he would pretend not to know who she was? Maybe she wouldn’t run into him at all? Unsure of the reasoning, those options tightened her chest. Without her translator, keeping up with the fast directions being given by one of the show’s staff was proving difficult, Hyuna just kept forward with the shuffle.

When they reached their destination, her heart dropped. It was too late for her to turn back now, it would be too rude and not look good for the rising model in this country. As they were being shuffled in, she was behind two or three others and was hoping that a quick greeting would be given.

Xian was now dressed in grey sweats and a red shirt with the sleeves cut off displaying the tattoos that he had on his arms. His has was a pink fluffy mess from rubbing a towel over to keep it from looking damp but it didn’t look bad, he actually pulled off the messy look. He politely greeted everyone who walked up to him. He hadn’t noticed Hyuna being shuffled in because his attention was focused on two c-pop idols who had come to greet him.

One of Xian’s dance crew members notice Hyuna right away and his eyes grew wide. “Woah...” He said under his breath and quickly made his way over to Xian and excitedly shook his shoulders. “ Beautiful Korean girl to the left, X! She must be a model, maybe an actress...I don’t care what she is but she sure is beautiful.”  Xian eyes followed to where his friend was pointing and after his eyes connected to Hyuna he could no longer hear the words that were spoken to him because of how loud his heart was beating in his ears. The sudden appearance of his first love made him look like a deer caught in headlights, he couldn’t look away.

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@namzhvque:

BOOK STARTERS VOL.23     HOUSE OF LEAVES

Chan chuckles softly. “What would you do with said forgotten and abandoned things? Hoard them? Or turn them into something useful?”

Xian snorts as he looks over the piece that was once a medium sized mirror. The frame looked like golden star burst. It was old and worn out and the mirror was no longer in tack, but there was potential in the old abandoned item. “I’m going to do what I do best” He adjusts his jacket giving Chan a smile. “I’m going to make it be loved and wanted again.” Xian had a talent for turning objects he found in thrift stores or that someone wanted to let go into beautiful and amazing art pieces.

[fyeahluhan]

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