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How is it that you can break me down as many times as there are stars in the sky, and I’m the one feeling guilty? I’m so weak that I can’t even trust my own judgement anymore. Every second a human being dies and every second I wish I were in their place. You fucking knew that, and yet you continued to tear me apart and fill yourself with my pieces. You are a shell. You need to push and manipulate and bully just so that you aren’t left in the dirt, the same way you left me. And you know what? I’m not hopeless or dried out or sorry anymore. I’m angry.

It’s time to move on. (This is really long and also really personal and ranty and it doesn’t make sense but i needed someone to know. Sorry.)

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better man // written by taylor swift

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I hope that wherever you are, you are well. I don’t wish death on you or a million heartbreaks or a life that would make you destined to fall in love with people who don’t love you back because I am not a bitter person. And I don’t think there will ever be a day when I won’t think about how you broke my heart into a million tiny pieces and stepped on them on your way out but it’s getting better and I’m thinking about you less. I just hope that one day you wake up, alone or with someone and you will watch the sunrise and make a cup of coffee and for no reason in particular you will think of me and you will feel like you can’t breathe as it hits you, it will come crashing into you and will knock the breathe out of you as you realise that you lost me. Out of all the girls in the world you will know that I was the only one who truly, deeply loved you. And you threw it all away.

and when that day comes I will be long gone. (via helplesslydreamingx)